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xinganhao · 1 month ago

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ⓘ frequently asked questions.

put together a quick list of common asks i get, just to make things easier ✉️ my tag for answered asks is #── ᵎᵎ ✦ inbox. last updated: feb. 8, 2025.

what apps do you use?

i primarily use social maker; secondarily, social dummy. unfortunately, both apps are no longer on the app/play store. :( i've seen people use memi message as an alternative for texts + twinote for sns.

how do you do the instagram stories?

i go in depth on it here. the general gist is that i make a highlight on instagram -> rename the highlight to the 'username' i want -> add to the highlight & screenshot from there.

how do i read all of your work?

my masterlist is in my pinned tweet, but you can also check out the #── ᵎᵎ ✦ mine tag to scroll through my work without my answered asks, yapping, etc.

do you do taglists?

as of last update, no, i do not have a permanent taglist.

how do i know if/when requests are open?

i indicate on my pinned post whether requests are open or not. as i've mentioned in my guidelines, i don't consider requests sent while the requesting period is closed.

what types of requests are ok?

🟢 fluff, angst, crack. established relationships, platonic relationships/friendships, poly relationships. a range of au's including non-idol, idol!reader, etc. boyfriend!svt, brother!svt, husband!svt. reqs based on songs, media (i.e. movies, series), tropes, or prompts. 🟡 smut/suggestive (can be difficult to translate in this format). cheating/infidelity, emotional hurt/comfort, themes of grief, high school aus. reqs based on another author's body of work (unless they've explicitly stated they are okay with remixes/spin-offs). 🔴 abuse, age gaps, character death, emotional manipulation, gender swap, sa/sh/ed, terminal illnesses, yandere. reqs based on a different user's smau/text imagines.

why haven't you answered my ask for a certain request?

i'm still slowly but surely working through my inbox. sometimes, i'll time/schedule a release, which is why i may keep an ask as i consider how to execute it. i'm never intentionally unresponsive; there's just a lot of asks to work through and, again, i sometimes like to bide my time to ensure the quality of my work. there are also times where i simply do not have the inspiration for a certain request. i sometimes still keep an ask, just in case i might be inspired at a later date/time. otherwise, i make no promises on the fulfillment of any requests/prompts sent my way.

will [insert verse] have a part two?

sequels to any verse is always subject to inspiration. i don't mind getting asks/comments like this, if only because it gives me some idea of what people might want to see more of! but please understand that━ for the most part━ each piece of work should be able to stand on its own, unless otherwise stated.

can you give us more headcanons/drabbles for [insert verse]?

gladly! it's sometimes easier for me to come up with brief headcanons or drabbles for my work, and i love, love, love talking about most verses. if you have any questions or clarifications, my inbox is always open. i'm usually more open to these than making a full second 'part'.

what are your favorite tropes/alternate universes?

second chance romance/exes to lovers, enemies/rivals to lovers, first loves, slowburn, idiots in love. aus: soulmates, dystopias, college/university, sports, entertainment industry.

why don't you follow back?

xinganhao is a sideblog to @ylangelegy.

are you filipino?

🫡 so feel free to interact with me in fil/eng! hehe.

who are your bias/es?

i ult hao (surprise, surprise), but my bias line includes vernon, jihoon, and soonyoung.

what other groups do you stan?

stray kids is my ult. i also follow day6, tomorrow x together, xdinary heroes, and p1harmony. fun fact: i got into k-pop via yook sungjae of btob! (•ᴗ•,, )

#── ᵎᵎ ✦ yapping

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99liners · 7 years ago

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peniel as a boyfriend

request: Anonymous said : could you please do a peniel x male reader imagine oh my god he’s so hot but he also makes me so soft 😭💕

genre: fluff, nsfw theme

a/n: haha he sure is hot. thanks for requesting!

warm hearted and gentle

committed and only wants lifelong relationships

super private

more secretive than NASA

keep feelings and opinions hidden from others

so understanding is the building pillar here

needs mutual understanding or he might be mistaken for a person who doesn’t wants to open

it’s not like he doesn’t wants to open up

more like he doesn’t feels the need

boy sees you happy, finds himself happy around you so what’s the need of talking about stupid emotions, eh?

that’s what the fool feels

practical and cynical

but can’t handle finances for the sake of god

help the poor boy

has a very positive and warm outlook towards life and love

towards you and his life goal is to see you happy

huge capacity of life

he’s like a water tank

loyal baby boy

requires a lot of space though and has the tendency of running away from potential arguments

but you’re like nope bitch you come back right here

and he retraces his steps and stares at you with a nervous smile

it’s not like you’re going to burst out at him and kick his ass

you just quietly walk him through all the problems that are arising, some cause of his behavior some cause of yours

he eases and works with you

but it’s like a circle okay, every time a conflict comes up

he’s there wearing his super expensive running shoes and ready to become usain bolt

kinda slow to show affection

he’s horrible with words

“you look presentable today”

“so you mean to say i don’t look presentable everyday?”

“no.. i.. you.. i meant.. good..better.. nice..”

he’s such a fool i swear

won’t open up unless you use your ninja tactics and bring out the feelings hidden deep inside him

yeah you’re a ninja, did i forget to mention? haha jk

or am i?

the greatest gift you can ever give him is your genuine affection and admiration

but beware, the road to gushy compliments only leads to st peniel’s disgust crossing

struggles with communication but you’re there to help him on every step he falters

type of gay? mhmm, let’s see, he’s the internally gay

likely to share gay feels with you very easily and gets his own gayness out of your gayness

wow you gay asses

hits blunt

“shit babe don’t tell anyone but i shower naked”

“you’re gay too? but i thought you’re just my boyfriend!”

yeah... i apologize for him... my stupid baby boy..

legit squealed once when he was with the other members in the conference room of cube ent with the ceo discussing a comeback

you dare ask why he squealed? it was you asshole

you sent him a gym selfie and there goes my boy yodelling

he enjoys the physical component of sex much more than the romantic/intimate portion.

highly visual and is turned on by immediately apparent stimuli –

your cologne

a swanky hotel suite that begs you to have sex in it.

not into anything too crazy sexually

but open to trying different things.

can err on the promiscuous side but if it requires work, forget it.

often jacks off alone when you send him pictures. no issue there

︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶༉‧₊˚.

feedback is deeply appreciated.✨

masterlist | btob masterlist | rules | ask box

- jaimie

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t3kandson · 3 years ago

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Master list 🔞🔞🔞🔞

💜Updated every time I publish a ff see my for my updates for a more updated planner. 💜 Links are being a pain and I’m working at updating them so please bear with me. None of my work have been removed.

💜 If you have any requests (as long as their older then 21 if it’s smut related) just let me know and I will attempt it there is not much i won’t attempt to write about! 💜

💜 If your under 18 or not in to smut please avoid my page my fan-fiction tends to be matured or even Explicit.💜

💜Below is ONESHOT/SERIES from these fandoms;

2NE1, A.C.E, AB6IX, ATEEZ, BTOB, BTS, BLACKPINK, CIX, DKB, E’LAST, EXO, (G)I-DlE, GOT7, JESSI (Soloist), KARD, KNK, MONSTA X, NCT, ONEUS, SEVENTEEN, STRAY KIDS, SUPERM, THE BOYZ, VERIVERY 💜

💜also on A03 under the same name 💜

💜 I’ve been writing for a year now so some of my work especially from then maybe a little underworked and slightly poorly written. I hope in the future to go back and re-edit them as I’m just self learning my writing skill 💜

💜 Disclaimer 💜

"My Story’s is purely fictional and none of the happening events are even remotely true for the real characters. This is purely a work of fiction."

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2NE1

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AB6IX

Jeon Woong

Kinktober2022

Details in the link

Park Woojin

Kinktober2022

Details in link

Oppa’s Hyung 2.4K words

Warning; Angst, flirting, nudity descriptions, Alcohol Consumption, Oral (69), fingering, Tit wank, full sex. Slight fight.

Jeon Woong & Park Woojin

Absolute Heartache 41k words in total

Warning, ⚠️as it’s a mafia it’s very gruesome ⚠️ Attempted Rape, Attempted Murder, Violence, Gunfire, kidnapping, Violence, Blood, Angst, Smut, Hair Pulling, Choking, Degrading, Pimping Out, Voyeurism, Death of Minor Characters & Major Character, (as it’s a mafia story) Oral sex, Thigh sex, Fingering, Full Sex, Hearing Sexual Acts, Breeding & Labour description.

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A.C.E

(also see Kpop Crossovers )

A.C.E.'s Full List

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ATEEZ

Jung Wooyoung

Make me your bias 3.9k words

Warning; Angst, Alcohol Consumption, Smut, Oral (Giving) & Sex

Guessing Game 6.3k words

Warning; Dominance, Rope play, Massage, edging, Size Training, Orgy, spanking, Choking, degrading, blindfolds, creampie, fingering, oral & Penetrating Sex.

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BTOB

Peniel

Burn Play 3.5k words

Warnings; Smut, Rope Play, Temperature play, Dominance (Peniel), & Body marking

Kinktober2022

Details in link

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Blackpink

Jennie

Movie fun 🏳️‍🌈 1.6k words

Warnings, angst & Smut

Lisa

Youtube Boyfriend 🏳️‍🌈. 2k words

Warning; alcohol, Cheating, Smut, Faked Porn listening, Oral and Tribbing

Personal Masseuse. 1.2k words

Warning; Massage, Breast Playing, Fingering, Tribbing & Creampie,

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BTS

Min Yoongi

Lion prey 2.4K words

Warning; Dominane. Angst, jealously, Choking, oral sex (giving), biting, body marking, Spanking and unprotected mirror (well reflection of the window) sex.

Kim Taehyung (V)

Making New Memories. 2.9k words

Warning; Smut, Drunken Sex, Oral Sex, and Alcohol abuse.

17 Valentines. Ft Seventeen 3.6k words

Warnings; Angst, friends with benefits, Alcohol, arguing, Smut, Mastabation, Oral & Sex.

Beach fun. 1.3k words

Warnings; Angst & Fluffy and a little Jihope

Alpha ’s Claim 1.1k words

Warning; Alpha Taehyung, Reader as Omega, Knitting, Breeding, oral (receiving) and body marking.

Kim Namjoon & Kim Taehyung

Kinktober2022

Details in link

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CIX

(Also see Kpop Crossovers)

Kim Yonghee

Jealousy's fair game 2.6k words

Warnings, Kissing Games, Angst, Smut, Jealousy, Alcohol Consumption, Body Marking, Hair Pulling, Degrading, spanking, Rough and slight public sex and Orgasm denial.

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DKB

(Also See Kpop Crossovers)

Yang Heechan

Hidden Identity 7k words

Warning; Angst, Catfishing, Mention of Vaping & Alcohol consumption, Body Marking, Oral (Giving), Slight Choking & Unprotected sex.

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E’Last

(Also see Kpop crossovers)

Rano

Blue Stranger. 2.1k words

Warnings; Angst, Smut, sex with strangers (remember to never actually go home with a stranger guys it’s not real!), and slight stalking behaviour (it’s ok Rano’s the knight in shining armour)

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EXO/SUPERM

Kim Jongin (kai)

New Year’s Baby Daddy 2.1k words.

Warning; Smut, Masturbating & Pregnancy kinks.

Jealous Dance 3.4K words

angst, smut, oral sex, Jealousy, fighting

Distraction. 1.6k words

Warning; Angust, Smut, Cockwarming, Edging, Oral Sex, Fingering, Sex, Body Marking and Spanking.

Kinktober2022

Details in link

Love will always find a way 6k words

Warnings; Angst, Forbidden love, Controlling father and slight boyfriend, Cheating, body marking & rough sex.

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(G) I-dle

Jeon Soyeon

Snapshot 2.4K words 🏳️‍🌈

Warnings; slight alcohol mention, Hot tub smut, Sex Toys, Tribbing, Oral and fingering.

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GOT7

Jinyoung

Crazy Sasaeng 3.5k words

Warnings; angst, Friends with Benefit, Smut, Sex, Stalker behaviour, Sasaeng’s, fighting and arguing.

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KARD

Mathew Kim aka BM

You don't love me no More. 2.2k Words

Warning; Angst, Playful banter, Frisky hands, slight drowning, slight edging, Claiming kink & Pool Sex.

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KNK

Park Seoham -

Tease in the wild 6k words

featuring A.C.E. Lee Donghun and Seven O’clock Kim Sangwon aka Login.

Warning; public and outside sexual acts, teasing, fingering and oral (both giving and receiving) full sex.

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Monsta X

(See Kpop Cross overs)

Son Hyunwoo (Shownu)

Kinktober

Details in the link

Lee Hoseok

Daddy Daycare 7k Words

Warning; Alcohol Consumption, Alcohol Games, Fingering, Daddy Kink, Spanking & Rough sex.

Yoo Kihyun

Kinktober2022

Details in the link

Chae Hyungwon

Kinktober2022

Details in the link

Kiss or Death. 5.5k words

Warnings; Angst, Time Warps, Time Travel, Guns, Gun Shootings, Hostages, Fighting, Choke holds, Temporary Death of a Major Character, Threatening Death Sentence, Oral, (Receiving), Fingering & Sex.

Lee Jooheon

Incubus Prey 3.2k words

Warnings; Smut, Angst, thigh and oral sex and Breeding

Kinktober2022

Details in link

IM Changkyun

Birthday Show. 2k words

Warnings; Smut, Fingering, oral sex, Sex, voyeurism & alcohol abuse.

Kinktober2022

Details in link

Son Hyunwoo & Lee Minhyuk

Forgetful Memories 7.4 words

Warning; Angst, Jealousy, Slight Domestic Violence, Slight Cheating, Slight Suicidal thoughts, Manipulation, Supernatural powers & Sex.

Lee Minhyuk & Lee Hoseok

Kinktober2022

Details in link

Lee Hoseok & Yoo Kihyun

Youth Of No Regrets Ongoing

OT6

Lush. 5.2k words

Warning, Orgy, Sex Games, Restraint, Oral, Anal, Cum Play, Anal Fingering, Rimming, Voyeurism, Mastabation, BDSM, Choking and slight degrading.

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NCT

Lee Jeno

Kinktober2022

Details in link

Stranger. 2.9k

Warning; Alcohol consumption, Arrange Marriage, loss of virginity, size training, Oral (Receiving) Fingering & Slight Parental Abuse

Lee Jeno & Lee Donghyuk

Saviour 6.2k words

Warning; Angst, Degrading, Emotional Abusive Relationship, Arranged Marriage, Child abuse (Adult Child), House Arrest, Open Relationships, Fingering, Oral (Giving) & Protected Sex.

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Oneus

(See Kpop Crossovers)

Kim Youngjo

Kinktober2022

Details in link

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Seventeen

(See Kpop crossovers)

Wen Junhui, Kim Mingyu, Xu Minghao, Hansol Vernon Chwe & Lee Chan

Kinktober2022

Details in the link

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Stray Kids

(Also check Kpop Crossovers)

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The Boyz

(also check Kpop Crossovers)

Lee Sangyeon

Kinktober2022

Details in link

Bae Jacob

Stormy Past 3k words

Warning; near miss car accident, protected Car Sex, Angst & fluffy.

Kinktober2022

Details in Link

Kim Younghoon

Kinktober2022

Details in Link

Family’s at Friction 9k words

Warning; Angst, Guns, Robbery, Hostage, Violence (not by any TBZ characters), Oral (receiving), body marking & Unprotected sex

Lee Hyunjae

Kinktober2022

Details in link

Lee Juyeon

Kinktober2022

Details in Link

Moon Kevin

The Secret Protector 10.1 words

Warning; Angst, Anxiety, Panic attacks, Porn, Jealousy, Stalking behaviour, Mild Violence during M/M fighting scene, slight Injury, Degrading comments, Oral sex (Giving & Receiving), fingering & slight public sex.

Choi Chanhee

Kinktober2022

Details in link

Ju Haknyeon

Kinktober2022

Details in link

Hur Hyunjun

Kinktober2022

Details in link

Kim Sunwoo

Love bet 17k words

Warnings; angst, alcohol consumption, alcohol abuse, small fights, gambling, Edging, Fingering, Oral and thigh sex, Unprotected sex and Cream pie.

Seed of Life 4.2k words

Warnings; Body worshipping, Hand job, Fingering, Oral sex (Giving and receiving), Full sex including bath sex, creampie, breeding and pregnancy kinks

Kinktober2022

Details in Link

Blossoms Blow In Jeju 9.3k

Warning; Angst, Jealousy, Insecurity, paranoia, Secrets, Alcohol Consumption, Teasing, Oral (Receiving), Fingering and Unprotected Rough sex,

Sohn Youngjae (Eric)

Mirrors. 3.5k words

Warnings; Angst, Smut, Oral, fingering, Edging and Mirror sex

Kinktober2022

Details in link

Fuck you Sohn 4.2k words

Warning; Dominant & Arrogant Youngjae, Bratty Reader, step siblings incest, Enemy to lovers, slight fluff, loads of Angst and Smut, Marking, Oral (Giving and receiving) and unprotected over stimulating sex.

Tamed Fuck Boy 1.4k words

Warning; Angst, Hand job, Tasting Cum, Biting, Hand Pining & Unprotected Sex.

Bae Jacob, Choi Chanhee & Sohn Eric

Friends in Despair 5.3k words

Warning; Angst, Cheating, Depression & Drowning.

Friends Thrown in Love 5.7 words

Warning; Angst, Jealousy, References of cheating, Manipulation, Fake Relationships, Alcohol Consumption, Oral (Receiving), Fingering, Hand job, Accidental unprotected Sex, Choking & Squirting.

Kim Younghoon & Sohn Eric

Immortal Betrayal 49k words

Warnings; fluff, angst, vampires, deaths (including main characters thats not permanent) because it’s a vampire story remember , alcohol abuse, travel Sickness, puking, Blood Sucking, Smut, sexual thoughts, slight Juric shipping, self harming, fire, stabbing & Fighting again remember it’s a vampire story,

Moon Kevin & Ji Changmin

Kinktober2022

Details in Link

Ju Haknyeon & Hur Hyunjun

Dare to go Wrong 9.9k words

Warning; Manipulation, Dares, Angst, Using, fingering, Oral (Receiving), Spanking, Shibari, Degrading, Humiliation, Nudes, Filming of sexual acts, Threesomes, Anal play, Cum play, Double Penetration Inc Anal.

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Beware 3.2k words

Warnings, Angst, Betrayal, Slight Love Triangle, Kidnap, Demons, Swords, Animal/Demon Attacks, slight blood, implied death of Major Characters, mention of the Devil, Death and sacrifice.

Learning Love 52k words 🏳️‍🌈

Warnings; Multible Partners, Angst, Fingering, Oral, heavily drinking, drugs, mentions of the word Rape (there isn’t any scenes of rape in this series just the mention of the word), virginity taking, Anal, Anal toys, Threesome, Double Penetration, Wanking, Outside Sex, Heavy BDSM, Flogging, Nipple clamp use, sex toys, handcuffed, Rope tied, Breeding, Creampie, Jealousy, Threesome, Voyeurism, mentions of BDSM injury’s. Foursome, Tribbing, Creampie, wanking, voyeurism, chocking & biting, Filming Porn, over stimulation, Edging, false Accusations, Blindfold, Restraints, Orgasm Denial, Mild violence, Slight Depression and mentions of Joy riding & Police.

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Verivery

(See Kpop Crossovers)

Lee Dongheon

Rainy Strawberry Delight 2.9k words

Warnings; BDSM, Hard Dom, Blindfolded, Hands tied, Biting, Body marking, flogging, Food play, Oral (Receiving) Voyeurism, Choking & outside sex.

Hong Minchan, Jo Gyehyeon & Ju Yeonho

Kinktober2022

Details in Link

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Soloists

(see Kpop Crossovers)

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Kpop crossover’s

The Boyz Hyunjae & Seventeen The 8 -

Possession. 4.2k words

Warnings; alcohol, threesome, chocking, degrading, Dom Hyunjae, Dom Minghao, arguing, double penetration (non anal), fingering, oral and unprotected sex (Y/N on Pill but still wrap up guys)

Solo Ho Hyunjoo aka Jessi & 2NE1 Lee Chaerin Aka CL

Mine 🏳️‍🌈 1.2k words

Warnings; fluffy, smut, Rope play, Blindfold, oral sex and fingering

E’last Rano & A.C.E Donghun

Elring’s Choice 🏳️‍🌈 1k words

Warnings; Threesome, Oral Sex, Fingering & Voyeurism

ACE Kim Sehyoon & ONEUS Kim Youngjo (Ravn)

Conflicted Love series

Warnings; Angst & Sexual Conversations. (Will add as go along)

The Boyz Lee Juyeon & Stray Kids Bang Chan & Seo Changbin

Player.

Warning; Angst, Degrading, Fuck boy behaviour, slight violence (slapping), arguing, jealousy, alcohol consumption, slight death threats, Cover story relationship, Talk of arranged marriages Polyamory, Degrading, Pregnancy & Labour, Talk of abortions, Children hospitalisation, fights, fingering, cheating, Oral sex (Juyeon receiving), Full Sex, Anal Sex and Breeding, Voyeurism, Anal, Maiesiophilia & Threesomes.

Monsta X Im Changkyun & Verivery Ju Yeonho

You Can’t Beat Me 2.8k Words

Warning; Teasing, heavy flirting, Minuplulation, Game playing, Using, Oral (Giving), Cum mixing, public sex, Sex partner swapping, hair pulling, degrading, edging & orgasm denial

CIX Kim Seunghun & DKB Jang Dongil aka D1

Throuple Beer Pong 3.6k words

Warning; Alcohol consumption, Drinking Games, Threesome, Fingering, Oral (Giving & Receiving), Cum drinking, Body Marking, Choking, Spanking & Rough sex.

A.C.E. Lee Donghun, The Boyz Kim Sunwoo & DKB Yang Heechan

Sweet Savage Rollercoaster Love

Warning; Angst, Jealousy, Confuy, Anxiety, Arguing, Depression, Mentions of prostitution, alcohol consumption, Fingering & Public Sex, Oral, Mastabating, Voyeurism, Unprotected sex (Reader On Pill), Over Stimulation. Polygamy, Threesomes, Foursomes, Spanking, Double Penetration, Trichophilia, Shower Sex, Edging, Car Sex, Choking, Rough Sex, Rope Play, Degrading, flogging, Over Stimulation, Mirror Sex, Outdoor Sex, Sex Toys and Breeding Kink

A.C.E. Lee Donghun & The Boyz Eric Sohn

Deathly Powers/Power Starved /Reunited in Death 9k /7.8k/7.6k words

Warnings; Angst, Supernatural, Passing out unconscious, Spiritual world, Violence, Death, Devil worshipping, Witchcraft, Images of predicted death of Main Character, Ghosts including Eric, Knife, Blood, Memories, Sacrifice, Suicide, Death of a main character, Supernatural, Ghosts, Crime, Murder, Choking, Threesome (kinda). Oral Sex, Body Marking

A. C.E. Kim Sehyoon & The Boyz Son Youngjae aka Eric

Kawi Bawi Bo 3k words

Warnings; Alcohol consumption, Stripping, Oral (Giving), Biting, Threesomes & Double penetration,

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ithinkilikeit-reactions · 5 years ago

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K-Pop life lessons (2 year old blog anniverary project)

I believe that music is something that can bring people together. I believe that the musicians we listen too and the things they create can teach us things. This goes for every genre, not just K-Pop. But there is a stigma around K-Pop of it just being men and women dancing around singing about ice cream, rainbows and happiness. It can be that, but it can be incredibly meaningfull and the artists teach us things.

Here are some things I have learned:

Monsta X , BTOB and Seventeen taught me that family isn’t just blood, it can go further than that. Your friends can become your family.

SHINee and VIXX taught me that it’s perfectly fine to go against the grain of what others do. As long as you stay yourself.

Day6 taught me that it’s okay to feel alone sometimes, but in the end you are never truly alone.

Sistar, Girl’s Generation, AOA, Mamamoo etc have taught me that it’s okay to be confident and speak my mind when I feel like I am being done wrong.

Here are some life lessons that other Kpop fans have chosen to share with me

“stray kids taught me that it's perfectly okay to be sad, depressed, or have anxiety because there's always a light at the end of the tunnel and so there's so many people just like me”

-@lysss-xo

“Super Junior taught me how to smile and laugh again after I had spent so much time barley going through the motions.”

-signed, A Shy Male ELF.

“VIXX and BTS taught me that even when you might feel down and think that nothing matters, eventually everything is going to get better.”

- @michelleherrera16

“Day6 taught me that’s it’s okay to go at my own pace and everyone can feel lonely and thats okay Stray Kids thought me that everyone feels lost at some point and going into adulthood is scary and longing to go back to the easier days is normal”

-@its-simply-me19

“BTS taught me that I can't always think about everyone else, I'm young and I have my own dreams to go after. If I need it, I'll take the time to sort my sht out. That's thanks to SUGA's 'Nevermind'. Mikrokosmos made me realize I have a reason for being here right now, and my existence does matter. These two songs had lyrics that pulled me out of suicidal thoughts i'd been dealing with for 6 years. It’s so weird that certain lyrics had that effect on me. Although I still have depression and social anxiety, I’m slowly getting over it. I’m finding myself.”

-@moonkiddionysus17

“This is pretty basic, but BTS and Got7’s Jackson are teaching me to love myself since I hate myself to my core. It’s a long road but I know I’ll get there eventually ❤️⭐️”

-@broken-scene-queens

“I know this isnt strictly what you asked butVixx and esp, Hakyeon inspire me. I see him being a leader and helping his members, vlogging, serving his country, moving out, spending time with friends and family, doing charity work in a very super low key way, being kind, gracious and just a lovely human being and it reminds me that's what I need to be. I want to inspire and carry myself with the level of maturity and grace he has.”

-anon

“Wanna One taught me the right way to life with memories, to not get stuck in the past holding onto memories crying because they're not coming back, instead I've learned to treasure memories and see them as something beautiful without pain, but with a smile on my face.”

-Anon

“VIXX and BTS showed me that there is nothing wrong with being sexually dominant and identifying as a woman -- their subby concepts gave me metaphorical wings. (my name is Coral but I don't have a tumblr I just check yours sorry)”

-Anon

“Monsta x and Dreamcatcher taught me to never give up on your dreams, no matter what anyone says, the amount of pain and heatbreak, or how long it takes. Dreamcatcher specifically taught me that it is okay to start over if what you were doing in your life did not turn out to be what you wanted. Sometimes it takes a little more time to figure yourself out before you are happy. ( Their story of how they went from Minx to Dreamcatcher really inspires me)”

-@brieflycraftycollectoruniverse

“N.flying taught me that it’s okay to be weird, out of the box, and different. Taught me how to accept my weird personality and find others that accepted it as well.”

-anon

“So for me, it was VIXX. They were my first group and they came into my life at the right time. I had hit an all time low with my depression. 'Error' distracted me from the bad in the world and it was through them that I learned that there was still beauty in the world. Their lyrics inspired and Ravi in particularly inspired with his own struggles and his outlooks on life. I don't think I would be here or at least as happy as as stable as I am if it wasn't for them.”

-Anon

“A lot of the groups have fought me the families don’t end in blood, that you can make your own if needed, mainly 17 and Victon”

-🦋 anon

“iKON, EXO, and Monsta X taught me what a real family looks like, and how to support my fam through thick and thin. The most important lesson is that family doesn't end with blood, and sometimes it doesn't even start with blood. After all, the blood from a pact with your real family will always be thicker than the water of the womb.”

-@wynnewriteshq

“Red Velvet didn't really teach me much, but they gave me a reason to smile. Wendy said this on VLIVE a little after RV's 5th anniversary: "I will always be there for you, I will be there even when you leave because you can always come back to me." (paraphrasing) It made me cry a little on the inside because I found them the summer before I started high school. It was really rough but I had their music to make me happy.”

-Anon

“Tbh I got into kpop at a crazy time I'm a young mom and I felt so out of touch with who I am. It was more than one group, but the combination of "fun thing for me " and BTS had just started the love yourself series... it meant the world to me to remind myself that the me that exists under "mom" was worth love too.”

-Anon

“Got7 taught me that it's okay to have fun while chasing your dreams and ambitions. You're not doing anything wrong while having fun cause you're still on the path you wanna go. Even if there are people that don't believe in your dreams remember that you're doing for yourself, not for them. Do what makes you happy.”

-@ahgasedaa-mark

“Blackpink taught me to be the badass woman i am today. I think without them i would still be in my shell of depression and fear. Got7 didnt teach me anything they saved my life. Their music calms me and makes me feel loved with saying how beautiful, amazing, and perfect you are in their lyrics. I know it may sound cliche but their music has helped me a lot feel beautiful and good about myself. Bts did the same. both got7 and bts had taught me that i deserve better. They became my safe space when i have panic attack. They both helped me get me out of sexually abusive relationship and helped me gain the friends i have today. I have great friends that arent toxic and a closer relationship with my mom. I even met my boyfriend because without got7 and bts words i would have never gotten out of my house, get on dating sights, and go to japan. They have helped me immensely when i used to be shut in.”

-@kpopluvwriter

“RM of BTS reminded me that I love writing poetry to express the things I can't tell anyone. TOP of BIGBANG showed me that someone with anxiety issues can still do anything. Most of all, most of the groups I love have given me a community I can trust with more than just Kpop stuff- I feel safe telling fellow Kpop stans that I'm trans and nonbinary because I've seen such a supportive and loving community here.”

-Anon

“Kpop fan culture has taught me that you will always have a friend if you need one. Also that if someone is in distress another WILL come to help. Stray Kids, Bts, Seventeen etc.: have taught me that it’s okay to love myself and that if they love me I should love myself too.”

-@skylarrae168

“Stray kids taught me to never give up no matter how long it's going to take, it's okay to take your time and that no matter what I'm going through everything is going to be okay. Bts taught me that's it's okay to not have a dream and to just do whatever makes me happy and they also taught me how to be myself...like I should be always be myself and that there is nothing 'wrong' with me...if that make sense”

-@paigsa

“Kpop has taught me a lot of things subtly over the past couple years. But the ones I can really pick out are that. It taught me how not to give up on life when things get tough but just step back. It taught me how and when to cut out toxic people from my life. It taught me that I can still do so much despite my mental health and that my mental illnesses don't define me. It's also inspired me to start drawing again after a long bout of art block.”

-@z-stitch

“Kpop as a whole has taught me to be myself, to live more creatively and not to hide anymore.”

-@harmonal

Alot of these brought me to tears and I am so glad you all decided to participate in this and I really appreciate it. Please stick with me for the years to come ♥

#ithinkilikeit-reaction blog project #apink #bts #blackpink #day6 #stray kids #exo #mamamoo #sistar #exid #clc #kpop #btob #seventeen #got7 #vixx #shinee

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prettywordsyouleft · 5 years ago

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PWYL’s 2019 Masterlist!

We’re a few days out from the end of the year, with two stories to post, but since everything is ready to go, it’s time to share this post with you all! It’s crazy how much I’ve written this year! I’ve made this list for those who wish to browse it and organised it so that some things will be linked and others will take you to the group masterlist (because if I linked everything, the links wouldn’t all work).

Thank you for everyone who has supported my stories this year!

Series: (12)

King of Demons (2018-2019 series) - Got7

Beyond the Palace Walls (2018-2019 series) - Jung Jaehyun

Destined (To Love You Forever) - Park Jinyoung

Too Good To Be Wrong - Park Chanyeol

Through His Eyes - Im Jaebum

AIRFORCE7 - Got7

Could You Marry Me? - Son Hyunwoo / Shownu

The Right Choice - Mark Tuan

Spiritual Connection - Brian Kang / Day6

You Didn’t Let Me! - Yoo Kihyun / Park Jinyoung / Lee Seunggi

The Spirit(s) of Christmas - Day6

Idol Advent - various idols

Collaborations: (6)

An Easter Collab to Dye For - with @this-song-thats-only-for-you

Christmas in July 2019 - with @this-song-thats-only-for-you

Puppy Week - with @goodnightkisseu + @this-song-thats-only-for-you

Frightful October 2019 - with @this-song-thats-only-for-you

Mistletoe Manor - with @noona-clock

All I Want For Christmas - with 6 other GOT7 writers (listed in collab masterlist!)

Oneshot/scenarios: (170)

Ab6ix (masterlist HERE)

Rite of Passage - Youngmin

Spark - Woong

Scented - Donghyun

Love Error - Woong

Astro (masterlist HERE)

Sanctuary - Moonbin

Manipulated - Moonbin

BAP (masterlist HERE)

Different Kisses with Himchan

Home - Youngjae

Compassion - Yongguk

Kiss Me Again - Youngjae

Getaway - Daehyun

Uninvited - Himchan

Lit - Daehyun

BTS (masterlist HERE)

Boyfriend Taehyung

Love Sick - Namjoon

What Happens Next - Namjoon

CNBlue (masterlist HERE)

It’s In The Books - Jungshin

After Party - Jungshin

A Christmas Date - Minhyuk

Day6 (masterlist HERE)

Neighbourly - Jae

The Handsome Stranger - Brian

Existence - Sungjin

Too Early - Sungjin

Her Name - Jae

Join Forces - Brian

His Voice - Jae

That Good - Jae

Just Rest - Brian

Exo (masterlist HERE)

Back for Good - Chanyeol

Different Kisses with Kyungsoo

Be Okay - Kyungsoo

Remind Me - Minseok

Consolation Prize - Sehun

Lip Treatment - Sehun

Be Mine - Minseok

Challenging Silence - Sehun

Fool of Compromise - Sehun

The Only Choice - Jongdae

Nap Time - Jongin

Destination - Jongin

Buttoned Up - Jongin

Power Suit - Sehun

The Special Outfit - Sehun

Who’s Surprised? - Baekhyun

Perception - Kyungsoo

Clueless - Chanyeol

Puppy Love - Suho

Sage - Chanyeol

Do It All - Minseok

High Notes - Jongdae

Plan B - Kyungsoo

Got7 (masterlist HERE)

Drunken Confession - Jaebum

Intrigued - Mark

The Morning After - Jaebum

Your Neighbour - Jaebum

Shower Again - Jaebum

Hidden Confessions - Jackson

Renewed - Yugyeom

Exposed - Jinyoung

Hasty Assumptions - Jinyoung

Biased - BamBam

Chosen - Jackson

Well Played - BamBam

Stubborn - Jinyoung

Mixed Signals - Jinyoung

An Exception - Jinyoung

The Favour - Mark

Tell Me More - Mark

Clarity - Jinyoung

Unplanned - Mark

Under The Stars - BamBam

Revelations - Yugyeom

Relax - Mark

Premature - Jackson

Petulant - Jinyoung

Your Turn - Jinyoung

Take A Break - Jinyoung

Past and Present - Jinyoung

Touch - Jaebum

Not Just A Wallflower - Yugyeom

As Long As It Takes - Jaebum

Made With Love - Mark

Mistaken - Mark

This Seat’s Taken - Jackson

Hair Attack - Jinyoung

Change of Plans - Jinyoung

Cloudy With A Chance of Sunshine - Youngjae

The Perfect Match - Jinyoung

Melt - Jinyoung

The Right Sort - Jinyoung

No Spell Needed - Jinyoung

Back Again - Mark

Three Whole Days - Jaebum

Spotless - Jinyoung

A New Spring - Jaebum

Head First - Jinyoung

Combined - Effort - Yugyeom

Even If I Tried - Jinyoung

Fan Encounter - Jaebum

All I Want For Christmas Is: Chocolate - Jackson

New Predictions - Mark

Ikon (masterlist HERE)

Different Kisses with Chanwoo

Treasure of the Sea - Hanbin

No More Goodbyes - Donghyuk

K-Actors (masterlist HERE)

Still Constant - Hyungsik

Are You Annoyed? - Ahn Hyoseop

Written In The Books - Jung Haein

Monsta X (masterlist HERE)

Everyone Has a Weakness - Kihyun

Romantic Notions - Shownu

Wrong Number - Changkyun

First Kiss - Wonho

A New Formula - Changkyun

A Role To Play - Kihyun

Reap The Rewards - Wonho

A Kissing Game - Wonho

Pawsed - Shownu

Until You’re Better - Kihyun

Worthy - Kihyun

Walk With Me - Minhyuk

Well Trained - Kihyun

Added Extras - Changkyun

Heartless - Hyungwon

What A Dream - Kihyun

Experimental - Changkyun

Could You Remember Me? - Shownu

What Happens After Midnight - Kihyun

NCT (masterlist HERE)

Out of Time - Kun

Valentine’s Couple - Jaehyun

Game Night - Doyoung

Body Conscious - Jaehyun

Who Told You To Protect Me? - Haechan

Sophie’s Moving This Castle - Taeyong

Old Maple - Mark

Put Together - Doyoung

A Not So Simple Answer - Johnny

Nu’Est (masterlist HERE)

We Got Married with Minhyun

Different Kisses with Minki

Change The Date - Minhyun

Dream Girl - Minhyun

Life Lessons - Minhyun

A Dramatic Start - Minhyun

Flutter - Baekho

Defining Roles - Minhyun

Seventeen (masterlist HERE)

The Best Easter Ever - Hoshi

Human Nature - Jeonghan

Kiss It Better - Jun

Shinee (masterlist HERE)

Just Smile! - Onew

Stray Kids (masterlist HERE)

Within - Felix

Guilty As Charged - Chan

TVXQ (masterlist HERE)

Birthday Cheese - Changmin

Vixx (masterlist HERE)

Different Kisses with Hyuk

Different Kisses with Ken

Excessive - Taekwoon

Overheard - Taekwoon

Dance Sessions - Hakyeon

Reconnected - Taekwoon

Legend - Taekwoon

Wanna One (masterlist HERE)

Alliance - Seongwoo

We Got Married with Minhyun

Boyfriend Jaehwan

Different Kisses with Jaehwan

Call The Shots - Seongwoo

Different Kisses with Bae Jinyoung

Warming Up - Jaehwan

Change The Date - Minhyun

Dream Girl - Minhyun

Best Seat In The House - Daniel

Life Lessons - Minhyun

A Dramatic Start - Minhyun

Test of Love - Daniel

Defining Roles - Minhyun

Winner (masterlist HERE)

Different Kisses with Mino

With A Bow On Top - Seunghoon

Various Artists (masterlist HERE)

Different Kisses with Zico

Reassurance - Hyunsik (BTOB)

Universe - Hyunsik (BTOB)

Reactions/Other:

Got7 as Airforce7 reaction

Chelle Chats Drabbles: (377)

Jan - Jun // Jul - Dec

#prettywordsyouleft masterlist

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jaejoongs-nipple-piercing · 5 years ago

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Kpop Albums Pt.1

These are albums I have the audio for. Physical albums will be in a different post.

2PM - Grown Grand Edition (2013), Hands Up [FULL ALBUM], NO 5 Vol 5 (Full Album)

4Minute - 4Minute World 5th Mini Album(FULL ALBUM+DOWNLOAD), Act.7 (Full Album), CRAZY [ FULL ALBUM ], For Muzik [Full Album], HuH [Complete Album], Volume Up [Complete Album]

9Muses/Nine Muses - Prima Donna [Album] & 9Muses/Nine Muses - Wild - Full Album

[FULL ALBUM] A Pink NoNoNo [Japanese Ver.]; [Full Album] Apink(에이핑크) - PERCENT, [Full Album] Apink – ONE & SIX (Mini Album), [FULL ALBUM] OH HAYOUNG - OH!

B.A.P - Best. Absolute. Perfect, Blue (7th Single Album), EGO (8th Single Album)(full), PUT'EM UP [5TH SINGLE ALBUM] (Full Album)

BEAST - Beast Is The B2ST [FULL ALBUM], Fiction And Fact Full Album HQ, Midnight Sun [Full Mini Album]; Yang Yoseob The First Collage [Full Album]

[ALBUM] MADE - BIGBANG, Made Series 2015 - Full Album, Special Edition [Full Album], Best of BIGBANG 2006-2014 [FULL ALBUM] Disc 1; G-Dragon - Heartbreaker [FULL ALBUM]

Bigstar - Blossom (Full EP) [AudioHQ], Hang Out (Full Mini Album) [AudioHQ], Shine A Moonlight (Full Mini Album - Vol. 3) [AudioHQ]

Best of Block B Greatest Hits, Block B - BLOCKBUSTER (FULL ALBUM), Blooming Period [5th Mini Album], ReMONTAGE (Full Album); Block B BASTARZ - BASTARZ [FULL ALBUM]

BOYFRIEND - Bouquet [Full Album], JANUS (Full Album), Witch (Full album)

[BEG] 1st Album Your Story (2006) BROWN EYED GIRLS (FULL ALBUM) &[FULL ALBUM] Brown Eyed Girls 7 REvive

BTOB - Feel'eM (Mini Album), FULL [I Mean - 7th Mini Album], HOUR MOMENT [Full Album], NEW MEN (Mini Album), Press Play Album, Remember That (8th Mini Album) [Full Album], This Is Us (11th Mini Album)

DBSK - Five in the Black (Full Album), Heart, Mind and Soul (Full Album), Mirotic [FULL ALBUM], O Jung.Ban.Hap. [FULL ALBUM 39:37], O. Jung.Ban.Hap. (Full Album 48:21) (I'm not sure which one is the real full album), Rising Sun [FULL ALBUM], Tri-Angle [FULL ALBUM], DBSK 東方神起メドレ

EXO - COMING OVER (Full Album), DON'T MESS UP MY TEMPO The 5th Album (Full Album), EXODUS (The 2nd Album) CD1 (Full Album), LOTTO - The 3rd Album Repackage (Korean Ver.) (Full Album), LOVE ME RIGHT (The 2nd Album Repackage) (Korean Ver.) (Full Album), LOVE SHOT (The 5th Album Repackage) (Full Album), XOXO (Kiss & Hug) (The 1st Album Repackage) (Korean Ver.) (Full Album), EXO K - OVERDOSE (The 2nd Mini Album) (Full Album), EXO K - MAMA (Full Album); [FULL ALBUM] LAY (Zhang Yixing - NAMANANA (Chinese Version.) & [FULL ALBUM] LAY (Zhang Yixing - NAMANANA (English Version.)

[Full Album] GOT7 FLIGHT LOG ARRIVAL (Mini Album), [Full Album] GOT7 FLIGHT LOG DEPARTURE (Mini Album), [Full Album] GOT7 FLIGHT LOG TURBULENCE (Album)

H.O.T - 1 We Hate All Kind Of Violence [Full Album]

HISTORY - 5th Mini Album 'HIM' [Full Album], Beyond The History (album), Blue Spring (2nd Mini Album), DESIRE [Full Album], JUST NOW (1st Mini Album )

[Full Album] iKON - NEW KIDS _ CONTINUE

INFINITE - 4th Mini Abum - New Challenge, Evolution [Full Mini Album], One Great Step Returns Live Album (Part 1), One Great Step Returns Live Album (Part 2), TOP SEED (Album)

Kim Jaejoong - I (Full album), Kim Jaejoong - WWW (Full Album), Kim Jaejoong - Y [Repackage Mini Album ]

KARA - Summer Magic (Full Album)

[FULL ALBUM] (Lovelyz) - Once upon a time (6th Mini Album) & Lovelyz - SancTuary (5th Mini Album)

MBLAQ - BLAQ% Ver [FULL ALBUM], Broken [6th Mini Album], JUST BLAQ, Love Beat [5th Mini Special Album], Mona Lisa [FULL ALBUM], 7th Mini Album (Winter) [Full Album]

Miss A- 1 A Class (Full Album) & Bad But Good (Full Album)

MONSTA X - ARE YOU THERE THE 2ND ALBUM TAKE.1 (Full Album), BEAUTIFUL (Full Album), PIECE [1st Japanese full album], SHINE FOREVER (The 1st Album Repackage) (Full Album), THE CODE (5th Mini Album) (Full Album), THE CONNECT DEJAVU (Full Album), TRESPASS [1st Mini Album] (Full Album), Follow; Find You album audio

[Full Album] NU'EST() 6th Mini Album [Happily Ever After], Hello (The 2nd Mini Album), ACTION (The 1st Mini Album), Bridge The World (Full Album), CANVAS (The 5th Mini Album) (Full Album), Face [Complete Album], HELLO (Full Album), Q is. (4th Mini Album) - FULL ALBUM, Re BIRTH (1st Album) (Full Album 39:15) & ReBIRTH [Full Album(35:31)] (again I don't know which of these is the real full album because they're different times), Sleep Talking (The 3rd Mini Album)

Orange Caramel (오렌지 캬라멜) - Lipstick (Full album

RAINBOW 4TH Mini Album 'Prism' - Full Album & Syndrome Part 2 Full Album

SHINee-Boys Meet U album, I'm Your Boy (album), 1 of 1 (The 5th Album) (Full Album), Dream Girl The Misconceptions of You' (Full Album), Everybody [The 5th Mini Album] FULL, Lucifer (Full album), Odd the 4th Album (2015) (Full Album), The misconceptions of You, Me & Us (I think this is audio of all three albums), Why So Serious (Full Album), The 3rd Album 'DREAM GIRL' Highlight Medley, FIVE ALBUM SHORT VER (I think this is like a Highlight Medley)

SISTAR - LOVING U Summer Special Album [FULL] & 타이틀곡 모음 (Title songs compilation)

SUPER JUNIOR - A~Cha FULL ALBUM, Don't Don (Full Album), Hero (Japanese Version.) [Full Album], Time Slip (Full Album), SuperJunior05 (Twins) [Album], Sorry Sorry (Full Album), [Full Album] Bonamana, SORRY SORRY (Repackage Album) [FULL ALBUM];

Super Junior M - Break Down [Full Album], Perfection (The 2nd Mini Album) [Full Album], Super Girl (The 1st Mini Album), Swing [3rd Mini Album] [FULL Album], Me [Full Album], SUPER JUNIOR M BEST SONG;

Super Junior H- Cooking Cooking! full album;

Yesung 3rd mini album - PINK MAGIC [AUDIO]

SuperM - The 1st Mini Album

UKISS - Bran New Kiss (Full Album), DoraDora [FULL ALBUM], Neverland (Full Album)

[FULL ALBUM] VAV - 3rd Mini Album 'Spotlight', [Full ALbum] VAV - NO DOUBT [2nd Mini Album Part.2], [Full Album] VAV - Under The Moonlight [1st Mini Album], [FULL ALBUM] VAV - THRILLA KILLA

[Full Album] VIXX Kratos (MIni Album), BOYS' RECORD (Special Single Album) (Full Album), Chained Up [FULL ALBUM], VOODOO [1st Album] (Full Album)

Other Albums:

[2014.04.03] SPEED - Look At Me Now Mini album (FULL+DL), & SPEED - SPEED CIRCUS (Mini Album)

[MINI ALBUM] SF9 - RPM

[Single] VARSITY - ROUND ONE [1st Single Album]

2NE1 - To Anyone [FULL ALBUM]

4th Mini Album Rebirth SS501

AOA - BINGLE BANGLE (5th Mini Album) (Full Album)

Boys Republic - BRevolution [3rd Mini Album] (Full Album)

C-Clown Not Alone Full Album HQ

CROSS GENE 'ZERO' FULL ALBUM

Epik High - Map The Soul [Full Album]

F(x) - Pinocchio [Complete Album]

HOTSHOT - EARLY FLOWERING [full album]

SHINHWA 10 - The Return (album)

VICTON - Voice To New World (Mini Album) (Full Album)

#Kpop #kpop groups #boy groups #girl groups #underrated boy groups #underrated girl groups #popular kpop groups #older kpop groups #disbanded kpop groups

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threeletterslife · 6 years ago

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Prescient

→ [5/7] of the Glossary Series

→ summary: The tears roll down your cheeks for no reason. It frustrates you. Why does thinking of your future make you cry?

→ pairing/rating: taehyung x reader | PG

→ genre: lowkey 100% angst | coming of age!au

→ warnings: mentions of death

→ wordcount: 2.6k

♫: Nap of a Star by TXT | Beautiful Pain by BTOB

A lazy smile spreads across your calm face, stretching your lips slightly more than their usual stern line. Your legs remain crossed as you lean back leisurely, eyes fixated on the busy street ahead. Bustling people, cars zooming way past the speed limit, the light breeze and smoke-tainted air are your daily encounters; they’re what makes the city so cordial.

You can take the time to notice every detail, every nitty-gritty aspect of your city life. Maybe you’ll spot a lady with half-curled hair holding a hot, chocolate muffin and a steaming paper cup of bitter coffee and assume she’ll be late for work. You can further assume that the muffin and coffee are for her boss — to appease him for being tardy.

Maybe you’ll spot some cars honking at each other in the distance, and instead of analyzing the fuming drivers, notice the meticulous details of the black tires carrying their vehicles. Maybe you’ll spot several pigeons fighting over a half-eaten sandwich.

And then there’s your favorite part — counting cars. Not just any cars, but the red ones. Something about the color excites you. Sure, it’s the color of fresh, spilled blood. It’s the color of vengeance, scorching destruction and anger. Burning infuriation. But it catches the eye, and that was that. Besides, cars had always fascinated you. It’s a vehicle that can take you anywhere you want to go — if you had a little bit of patience and gas. There are thousands, maybe millions of places to visit, and to you, each car you numbered gave you an indirect experience of a new town, state or parking lot. So, sitting on the little porch of your apartment building, you’d count the red cars passing by. It was a tradition of your own.

Just you, your city and the red cars. It helped pass the tedious days and took your mind off of stupid things from school. On rare days you were to get tired of counting, your eyes would wander around, resting on anything that a normal person would look past, but to you, it told a story.

The abandoned lollipop that the ants were collecting near you? Maybe a little child dropped it and begged his mother for a new one — this time bubblegum-flavored instead of cherry that left a bad aftertaste on the tongue. Or maybe a clumsy teenager flung it because she was too lazy to find a trash can.

The mysterious stain on the edge of the sidewalk? It could be a chewed up wad of gum that had been flattened out and darkened over the years. Or it could be the melted remains of a nice, chocolate ice cream.

Those are the details you choose to see with such fastidious care. Or used to, anyway. Now, you just can’t seem to find the time to think, much less care about the small aspects of life. It’s been years since you’ve been able to count the red cars passing by your apartment building. Been years since you’ve been able to indulge in your delightful assumptions and stories about the city. Years since you’ve spent more than a couple seconds on that porch of yours.

You yearn for the old days. The days of your youth where you could take the time to lose yourself in your far-stretched thoughts without worrying too much about the consequences of dilly-dallying.

Now, everything seems to run on a tight schedule. Wake up at 5:30, eat, get dressed, go to school, come back home, do homework, eat, sleep only to wake up to do it all over again. It’s mundane, and it’s so not you.

You’re a spontaneous soul — you’re not an organized robot. But hell, high school has even forced you to schedule your mental breakdowns. A particularly stressful day at school? Received a C+ on that presentation? (Public speaking had never been your thing.) You would come home after your classes, lock yourself in the bathroom and cry profusely (letting everything out) for exactly ten minutes before washing your face, fixing your hair and walking out of the room like you were completely fine. Any time over ten minutes would surely cut into your sleep schedule, which you learned should never be sacrificed.

It’s not exactly living hell. You’re almost as familiar with mental breakdowns and average grades as with the city you grew up in. You’ve learned to become immune. Not exactly stronger, but quite tolerant.

Besides, sometimes, right before you go to bed, you’d reward yourself with some time to think before drifting off to sleep. It was almost what you looked forward to every day. Just you, your pillow, your covers and your thoughts. But lying in the dark limited your ability to perceive objects and assuming their stories. So, often, you found yourself contemplating your own future — something quite unusual for you.

You had never really thought about yourself. It was always something you noticed about others, not things you noticed about yourself. It was a nice twist, you suppose. Especially to think about what to do in college, or maybe even after that.

What college would you go to? A community college for a happier but (possibly) less successful future and (probable) lower income? Or a prestigious college for a stressful but (plausible) rich future? Would you find love anytime soon? Would you have kids? If you had identical twins, would you dress them up in matching outfits? Would your future husband love you, or be in love with you? Would you love him or be in love with him? Would you be able to find an adequate job? Have a steady income? Would you live in an apartment? Or would you move away from your beloved city for your partner?

The questions, worries and possibilities were endless.

And those nights full of thoughts always ended in the same way. Your eyes would turn wet with unexpected tears, which would roll down, wetting your pillow in a steady fashion. You’d always blink in confusion and quickly wipe the tears away — it’s as if you can’t control your own emotions. Thoughtful nights ended in complete silence and puzzlement in your part. You went to sleep with a slight crease line to your forehead. But it was addicting to think, even worry about the future and you found yourself keep coming back, no matter how embarrassing it was to cry without control.

High school passed by before your eyes. And you fared pretty well, in your opinion. Things were starting to get better. You still cried at any thought of the future, something you just assumed was some sort of dumb allergy at this point. But you were more relaxed and able to make more time for yourself.

You met Kim Taehyung along the way, and he helped you find your spontaneity once more. Friendship turned into a relationship, and you were starting to see light in your future — even if you wept while thinking of it.

“You shouldn’t worry too much about what’s to come, Y/N.” Taehyung smiles softly at you, encompassing both of your hands in his. “Don’t you know?” He squeezes your hands. “You’re always stressed because you factor in all the consequences of the future to every one of your actions in the present.”

You nod, leaning in to rest your head on his chest. “I know. I’m trying harder to learn how to live in the moment.”

“So… wanna count some cars?”

You gasp, pulling away from your boyfriend. “But the English final is tomorrow! We have to study! If we fail that class —” Catching Taehyung’s look, you stop mid-sentence, smiling sheepishly. “Sorry, it’s just hard not to worry.”

“Y/N…” Taehyung laughs. “You’ve been studying for that final for months already, give yourself a break!”

You huff. “Okay, okay. You know what? Let’s count cars. I call the red ones!”

“Thirty-four, thirty-five, thirty-six, thirty-seven, thirty —”

“Will you stop counting out loud?” you laugh, lightly slapping Taehyung’s arm. “You’re literally flexing that you’re counting more cars than me!”

“Well, I did play it safe. Red’s just not too common for a car color. Should’ve chosen silver,” Taehyung chuckles, tugging you closer to him. “We can always switch colors if you want.”

“I’ll take my eight red cars with pride, thank you very much,” you reply, a grin pasted on your face as you lean your head against Taehyung’s shoulder.

It’s silent for several minutes as both of you count the cars zooming past, and you relish in the peace. But your boyfriend nudges you slightly, softly squeezing your intertwined hands. You can tell he has something to say.

“Hey, do you ever think about us?” Taehyung whispers.

“Us?”

“Yeah, like, us in the future, you know?” he clarifies, his voice soft and hopeful. “After high school…”

“Of course I do,” you say, giving Taehyung a soft smile. You imagined the wedding, the children, even up to retiring together. Your mind slips past reality as you fall into the fantasies inside your head. You can almost smell the small, cozy home the two of you will share, feel the soft, pastel pink blanket for the baby. You can see Taehyung, slightly older, possibly with a well-trimmed beard, cuddling you in bed. The mattresses encompass your close bodies as the morning light floods through the glass windows. The curtains flutter from the light breeze outside and the birds chirp on a branch nearby, singing a bright tune to welcome you and Taehyung to a new day. It’s the epitome of peace, of happiness.

“Y/N, baby, why are you crying?”

You’ve done it again.

“I’m so sorry, Y/N,” Taehyung says, hugging you as he pats your back. “You didn’t have to think about us in the future if you didn’t want to. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to force you. Please don’t cry…”

You’re just speechless, face buried in the comfort of Taehyung’s chest as tears wet your cheeks. “I… I—”

“Y/N…” Taehyung breathes. “Is there something you want to tell me? Are you okay?”

You almost contemplate telling him. But then again, he’ll worry if you do. So instead, you put a strong smile on your face and laugh. “No, don’t be sorry,” you say, tugging away from Taehyung’s chest as you attempt to wipe your tears off your cheeks. “I just get bad allergies these days. Must be the pollution, you know?”

Your boyfriend looks at you skeptically, so you kiss his cheek. “Trust me, Tae. You only make me smile. You know that.”

Taehyung sniffs but nods, bringing you into him. “I know…” He rubs small circles into your hand as you sink deeper into his arms. “Just promise me you’ll stop worrying so much.”

“I’ll try.”

Now, life is not so mundane anymore. You don’t give yourself the time to sit down and think — living in a rush cleared mountains of worries away.

It’s been quite a while since you’ve cried for contemplating your future, been a while since you’ve counted cars too. Been a while since you’ve seen Kim Taehyung.

You’re still with him — he’s going to propose sooner or later. But he hasn’t called you in a while, ever since he left the country for school. You’re too busy to notice though. You’ve found that if you half drown yourself with work, you’ll never have time to think, let alone eat or sleep.

It’s a life that suits you though, living in a rush that is. Maybe you were just never meant to waste your time dwelling on insignificant details.

You wake up when it’s still dark out, quickly getting dressed in silence and making your way to the kitchen for some coffee. While the hot drink is brewing, you open up your laptop to scroll through emails. And you only start sipping your coffee once you’re on your way to your part-time job.

Every day is quite the same, but it’s almost as if you don’t notice — you have better things to do than reflect on that. It’s fun to hurry, to rush things, to challenge yourself to get everything done in such little time. It adds excitement to your life, which might just be why you crave it so much.

You’re quite impatient now. You can’t stand having to wait for anything — especially pedestrian buttons to finally signal the lights to shine green. In fact, you’re rolling on the balls of your feet, waiting for the slow traffic light. It doesn’t help the fact that you know Taehyung is finally back and is waiting for you at a restaurant on the other side.

You think you’ve waited for at least five minutes (you know for a fact since your trusty watch is always quite literally at hand). The light still shines an annoying shade of red. It’s strange that the same red that you used to love so much now staunches your urge to hustle.

You’d hate to keep Taehyung waiting, especially since you suspect that he’ll propose tonight. You check your watch again, then look up at the traffic light. Still red. With a huff, you hastily look to your right to see empty roads. Shrugging, and without a second thought, you bolt off the curb, running to the other side, heart racing to meet Taehyung after so long.

Every step takes you closer to your boyfriend, and you laugh to yourself because you realize you should’ve jaywalked sooner. A smile stretches out on your face. You hope Taehyung hasn’t been waiting for too long. You wonder if he’ll look any different from the last time you’ve seen him. You wonder if he’ll smell the same, the fresh scent of an open meadow. You wonder if your fantasies about the two of you together would come true. You wonder if he’s grown a beard, or if he’ll have a beard in the future. You wonder if you’ll decide on kid names in peace, or what furniture to furnish your shared home. You wonder if he loves you now and if he’ll be in love with you in the future. You wonder —

But then there’s a screech, a scream. You don’t know if it had come out of your throat, or someone else’s. Then it crashes into you.

Your body is flung across the rough concrete. You hear horrible, blood-curdling sounds of snapping, cracking. You hear your own shallow breaths. Others’ screams. You can’t really see anything. But you feel pain. Seconds pass. You can’t seem to register your own agony.

Your sight keeps flickering from a black screen to a blurry outline of the black cement. Red is seeping through it. Red liquid, a similar shade to the cars you used to count. It’s hazy. Everything is. Excruciating, unthinkable torment. Like torture. As if you want it to stop, but it won’t. Every second your mind spends awake is like living hell. You don’t know if it’ll stop; if it’ll even stop.

There’s a persistent ringing in your ears. You don’t know where it’s coming from. It’s like you forgot how to breathe. Your head feels like it’s being ripped apart by two large hands. Like they were striking your brain with a metal bat, but slowly, taking their time to see how long you would last. There’s still screaming, suffering, internal chaos.

It’s torture. You can’t stand it.

Then everything stops altogether.

Your eyes are still slightly open, wet with hot tears from the last fleeting thoughts of a future with Taehyung you had just seconds before your death. The future you’ll never get to have.

Maybe it was this point in your life that you had known, all along, subconsciously, was inevitable.

—masterpost

—masterlist

#bangtanidx #kim taehyung #taehyung #bts fanfic #taehyung fanfiction #prescient #this fic makes me sad :(#the worst part is one time i was in a math lecture and i just started crying?? like out of fucking nowhere??#so yeah this fic was inspired by that moment of my life

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roh-tae · 6 years ago

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Masterlist - new

hoping this new masterlist will work for everyone! if not please let me know!!

updated 1/25/2019

Rules for Requesting

Series

Bonnie & Clyde 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | Final Part | Epilogue

Keep It Secret 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6

Bound 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7

Headlines 1 | 2 | 3 | 4

NCT School of Sports & Arts - 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 - pt. 2 - pt. 3

Havana 1

Sweet Lies 1 | 2 | 3

AOMG

Jay Park

Home

Take a Breath

Heartbreak Hotel | 2 | 3

Jay Park as a boyfriend - photo edit - video imagine

Proved It

Gray

Young Ears

Loco

Still | Coastin

Simon Dominic

Helium

Astro

Eunwoo

Don’t

JinJin

Right My Wrongs

Ease

Rocky

Ease

Cuddling with Rocky

B.A.P

Boyfriend vibes: Jongup | Zelo | Yongguk

Jongup

Now

Cotton

Daehyun

Missing You

Bloo

First Aid

The Boyz

BTOB

Hyunsik

Other People

BTS

Suga

Needed Me | Never Let You Go

Namjoon

Still Beautiful

Jimin

Thief | Anymore

Getting Nowhere

Taehyung

Oopsy Daisey

Control

What Do I Do Now

Lost

Jungkook

Limit

DPR

Christian Yu

Plans

Pretend

Tense

EXO

Suho

I Want You to Know

Just Friends | Pt. 2

Baekhyun

Missing

Chen

Everything That I Have Is Yours

Luhan

Catch Me When I Fall

Sehun

Don’t Be Stupid

GOT7

Jaebum

Choose | pt. 2

Around | Questions

Biggest Fan

Silent Treatment

Say It

Dangerous | 2

Jackson

Over Did It

Too Good

Intertwine

Mark

Rear View

Yugyeom

Put My Hands On You

HOTSHOT

Taehyun

Cheers

Linked

Distance

Sungwoon

Surprise

iKON

Bobby

Not According To Plan

Only One | pt. 2

Rise and Shine

The Way It Was

Breaking Point | pt. 2

Separated | Always

Plan B

Ulterior Motive

Happy For You

Proposal

Honest

Jinhwan

Step Right Up

Here and Now

Annie

3:15

Hanbin

Hopeless Love | pt. 2

Studio Nights

Promises

My Girl

Unexpected

Back to Sleep

Paper Hearts | Fools

The Sweetest

Elevator

We Ain’t Ever Gettin’ Older

Underneath

A in My Eyes

Live

Lie

Commit

Yunhyeong

Give Me An Answer

Chanwoo

Certain Things

Set Up

Toothbrush

Junhoe

For Once | Exchange

Infinite

Hoya

Good Kisser

Monsta X

Wonho

Work Out For Me

Positive

Late Night Thoughts

Wanna Be

Wild Thoughts

Jooheon

Official

My Girl

With You

Next Door

I.M

Distract Me

Show It

Protect You

Shownu

Bad Boy

NCT

Jaehyun

Movie Night

Johnny

Not That Easy | Dusk till Dawn

Homecoming

Iffy | Fly

Yuta

Worst Behavior

Mark

Fever

Jeno

Last House on The Left

Jisung

Clumsy

Yukhei

Young

Nu’est

Baekho

Till Now

Pentagon

Boyfriend vibes: E’Dawn

Hongseok

Something Else

Shape Up

Kino

Neighbors

Ask Next Time

Yeo One

You Worry Too Much

Wooseok

Switch

Seventeen

Seungcheol

Grass Ain’t Greener | pt. 2

Come Back Home | From Now On

Rearrange

Hoshi

Flustered

SF9

Rowoon

Win Your Heart

Dawon

Carnival

Youngbin

Honest

Show You

Hwiyoung

Broken | reconcile

Inseong

Impulse

Stray Kids

Bang Chan

Trip

Wanna One

Daniel

No More

Winner

Mino

Belong

My Girl

Difficult

Honest

Boyfriend Imagines

Bobby

Taehyung

S Coups

Jungkook

Hanbin

Jongup

Jooheon

Jimin

Zelo

Namjoon

JinJin

Yongguk

Daehyun

Ravi

Moonbin | pt. 2

Wonho

Rocky

Youngbin

Baekho

Vernon

Hoshi

Mark (GOT7)

Eunwoo

Yunhyeong

Joshua

Yugyeom

The8

Jaebum

Wooseok

Jackson

Taehyun (JBJ)

BamBam

Kino

Ilhoon

Wonwoo

Lucas

The Boyz as your best friends

Woojin (Stray Kids)

Youngjae (GOT7)

I.M

Jimin Breakup Series 1 | 2 | 3 | 4

Bang Chan series 1 | 2

#masterlist #roh-tae

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ao3feed-yoonjin · 6 years ago

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Churches, robberies and rubies

read it on the AO3 at http://bit.ly/2HlfV99

by AmoureusedeRimbaud

Kim Seokjin and his boyfriends vacation plan:

1. Sun 2. Sex 3. Beaches

The plan did not include:

1. Crime 2. Violence 3. The biggest heist of their careers

Words: 2690, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Series: Part 8 of Sex, guts and orgies

Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: M/M

Additional Tags: OT7, Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe - Mob, Alternate universe - Mafia, Alternate Universe - Criminals, Alternate Universe - Crime, Alternate Universe - Gang World, Alternate Universe - Gangsters, mafia, mob, Gang, Organized Crime, Crimes & Criminals, Polyamory, Smut, Fluff, Fluff and Smut, Angst and Smut, Angst, Insecure Kim Seokjin | Jin, Protective bts, Badass Kim Seokjin | Jin, Badass Kim Taehyung | V, Badass Kim Namjoon | RM, Badass Min Yoongi | Suga, Badass Jeon Jungkook, Badass Park Jimin (BTS), Orgies, Group Sex, Vacation, because summer that's why, cuddle piles

read it on the AO3 at http://bit.ly/2HlfV99

#IFTTT #ao3feed #fanfic #yoonjin

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honeyjaez · 6 years ago

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Joohoneylove’s Fake Text Masterlist

⫸BTS⫷

❣ None! Request Away! ❣

⫸B.A.P⫷

Bang Yongguk-

Accidental Confession

⫸EXO⫷

❣ None! Request Away! ❣

⫸SEVENTEEN⫷

Hoshi-

New Nicknames with Boyfriend Hoshi!

Woozi-

Daily Texts with Boyfriend Jihoon!

⫸Monsta X⫷

All Members:

Being Roommates with Monsta X!

Jooheon-

Jooheon comforts you when insecure!

Text Series-

Complicated-Jooheon

⫸Stray Kids⫷

Lee know-

When Minho thinks you like Jisung when you actually like felix

I.N-

Little Brother I.N wants your attention

Other-

Cheesy pick-up lines (Minsung)

⫸NCT⫷

Haechan-

Wannabe bad boy Haechan

⫸GOT7⫷

❣ None! Request Away! ❣

⫸PENTAGON⫷

❣ None! Request Away! ❣

⫸SF9⫷

❣ None! Request Away! ❣

⫸V.A.V⫷

❣ None! Request Away! ❣

⫸DAY6⫷

❣ None! Request Away! ❣

⫸ASTRO⫷

Eunwoo-

Accidental Confession with Eunwoo!

⫸BTOB⫷

❣ None! Request Away! ❣

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99liners · 7 years ago

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ilhoon as a boyfriend;

request: Anonymous said : hi!!!!! can you do a male reader scenario of ilhoon as your boyfriend pretty please? 😭💕

a/n: i’ll try. i’ll try my best alright. please, bear with me. this is my first time ever writing for a male reader. i’m praying to the bro god that i don’t make mistakes. enjoy! it’s headcannon so heads up!

jung ilhoon, the perfect loyal™ boyfriend.

he takes his relationships and commitments very seriously.

extremely intelligent and full of capabilities.

very strong willed and has ended many relationships because it didn’t feel right but later he may dwell on it for awhile afterwards which has caused a few small differences between you two but his affection for you is too strong for him to let you walk away just like that.

you’re worth much more and he’s willing to go all the way into this relationship.

no holding backs.

he’s very interested in optimizing his relationships

a very good listener

some of the problems you’d before the relationship kick-started were : he is not naturally in tune with others feelings; may be insensitive at times

tends to respond to conflict with logic and reason, rather than the required emotional support

not good at expressing feelings and affections

his biggest vice is his tendency to be unwilling or unable to accept blame of any kind

and his constant quest to improve everything sometimes is taxing on relationships

but that’s fine, isn’t it? nobody is perfect and you knew you could help him where he needed it and vice versa.

they say opposites attract but what they actually mean is that mismatching vices and virtues attract cause then you know you can fill in his life where he needs it.

that’s exactly what happened between you two! the yin yang

best thing he loved about you? no matter how big the fight gets

at the end of the day you both would somehow manage to get your asses on the couch, switch on netflix, play whatever comes on first and just watch silently

no one would say a word, until he would reach his hand out and place it around your hip like it belongs there

during parties

during social gatherings

during him showing others how you’re his

during a walk along the street

during everything

that’s where that hand is supposed to be buddy don’t fight it

and just like that, the conflict would move to the back seat for the moment

“oh you’re so gay. but that gayness better be only for me”

“i’m watching your gay ass”

you guys can just be waiting in line to grab some ice cream, and instead of holding your boyfriend’s hand, you just grab his junk over his shorts. and he would laugh it off with a, “god, you’re so gay.”

the only thing that you both do religiously at house is grabbing each other’s butts. it’s like some cult ritual you guys follow strictly and denying it only meant death

the goofiness is over the top. yelling the dialogues of star trek together while watching it for the thousandth time

“you know spock gave lieutenant uhura a radioactive material which works like a tracking device”

“babe, i’d totally give you one too, that ass only belongs to my heart”

you would just be brushing your teeth in the morning, standing in front of the mirror

and he would pop out of nowhere and pull down your shorts and walk away like nothing happened

yeah it’s part of the ritual too

once in a while when you wake up before him, you’d just kick him out of the bed

he would fall of the bed with a groan

“yah you punk, you’re gonna get it, better watch out”

psst he is bluffing, just an ass

biggest milestone in the relationship till now?

when he introduced you to his noona, jung min joo

it was a big deal cause he has never taken anyone to meet his family before, ever

but with you, he just knew. he was at peace with you

minjoo and the members adore you too and it wasn’t long when cube released the official statements

now all he is excited about right now is adopting kids with you and buy a house, he can see all of those right in front of his eyes, floating and he wishes for nothing more than it to come true

︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶༉‧₊˚.

feedback is deeply appreciated.✨

masterlist | btob masterlist | rules | ask box

- jaimie (i’ve so much to talk about ilhoon as dad so i saved it for later on or some other request haha)

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shownuslaugh · 6 years ago

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Never Again

Series: BtoB 8th Member AU

Pairing: Sunny/Dongwook

2021

“What the hell are you doing,” Sunny berates herself in English as she stares in her bathroom mirror. “Stop acting like a pathetic little girl by hiding from him. You’re going to pick up the phone, call him, and end it. End everything.”

Or not.

She’s been saying the same thing for two days now. She’s been swearing up and down she’ll end things with Dongwook so he can be free to find someone who can give him what he wants. Someone who can marry him, give him children, help him live that storybook fantasy he’s always dreamed of. Sunny can’t do that. She’ll never be able to do that. All she’ll ever do is bring him pain and drama.

“He deserves better,” she whispers to her reflection.

Her self-flagellation is interrupted by the sound of someone ringing the doorbell of her apartment. Sunny quickly splashes her face with cold water so whoever it is won’t know she’s been crying and rushes to the door. She wraps her robe tighter around her body, almost like it’s a shield from the rest of the world. This week hasn’t been good to her. She’s let her emotions get the better of her which just made her spiral even more. Sadness, emptiness, loneliness, it’s all for the week. She doesn’t need to feel those things. She can’t feel those things. No one needs to know she’s going through something.

“YooJin.” Dongwook’s voice is loud and clear. He looks half wild in her security camera, hair wild and untamed. “Please, let me in. I want to talk.”

Sunny, against her better judgement, lets him in.

The first thing Dongwook does is pull her in for a hug. Her arms are tight around her waist, locking her in so she can’t even move a centimeter. He breathes in her scent and relaxes as warm vanilla fills his nostrils. She practically shakes in his arms, overwhelmed and terrified.

“YooJin,” he says, voice cracking. “Why haven’t you called me? Why haven’t you called anyone? Sungjae called me scared out of his mind because he hasn’t heard from you in days. He said you wouldn’t even answer the door.”

“I’m sorry.” Her voice is small. Smaller than he’s ever heard. “I didn’t mean to scare everyone. I just… I just…”

That’s when she breaks.

For the first time since the doctor gave her the news Sunny cries. She weeps in Dongwook’s arms, grieving for a loss she never expected to have. Grieving for a future that could’ve been but never will be. Grieving for the relationship she’s about to give up.

“Dongwook…” Sunny’s hands ball into fists, gripping the back of his jacket as she grits her teeth to stop from crying. “We need to talk.”

He nods. “We do. YooJin, you can’t just go missing on all of us-”

“I think we should break up.”

Dongwook’s grip on her loosens. He falls deadly quiet.

“You deserve better.” She lets it all out in one big rush. “You deserve someone who isn’t so… so-”

“If you’re about to say broken you can stop right there.” He lets go of her completely and takes a step back. “Save the speech because I know everything you’re about to say, and I’m not going to listen.”

“W-what?”

Dongwook tilts his head to the side, looking her up and down slowly. “YooJin, I don’t care if you can’t have children. I don’t care if you’d rather be married to your career than me. I don’t care if you’d be content to spend the rest of your life as a crazy cat lady. I’m going to be there whether you like it or not.”

Sunny sniffles. “Dongwook, you need so much more than what I can give you. I’ll never want marriage or children like you. That’s not in my future.”

“I don’t care.” He cups her face so gently it makes her start crying all over again. Dongwook wipes the tears with his thumbs. “Yes, being married would be nice. The idea of calling you my wife makes me deliriously happy. Do you know what makes me even happier? You. Just you.”

“Dongwook-”

“YooJin, please, just listen to me. I’ll ask you to marry me a thousand times, and even if you say no a thousand times, I’ll stay. I’ll stay because I want you in any way you’ll let me have you. You don’t want a label? Okay. You want to call me your boyfriend until we’re ninety? Fine. I. Am. Staying.”

She puts her hands on top of his and leans in, planting her lips firmly against his own. The kiss is slow, and sweet, and Sunny tries to put every emotion she can’t verbally convey into it. Dongwook walks forward, pressing her against the wall as he deepens the kiss. Her hands trail up to tangle in his hair as she wraps her legs around his waist. One of his arms goes underneath her ass to hold her up.

“I’m yours. Fully and completely. You own every single piece of my heart, Im YooJin, and I won’t leave you. Whatever you’re going through, however you’re feeling, we’ll work on it together.” Dongwook makes the promise with his forehead pressed to hers. “Don’t make me leave you.”

Sunny shakes her head. “I won’t. Never again.”

“Good.”

#btob au

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