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autism-corner · 4 hours ago

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the basics of a jesus-god metaphor TO ME. is that jesus is good and god is not.

jesus is subjected to the terrors of both god and mankind and rarely gets much peace from it, if any. despite all of this, jesus is innocent, forgiving and kind to mankind, and it is not resentful towards god. jesus will give itself for mankind to better it, and will forgive god of its sins. jesus is the sacrifice to help the ones that created its despair, and it is the sacrifice that god takes for granted.

god is the evil of the world. it is controlling and unforgiving and selfish. it creates an illusion of choice for mankind to make them think they are in control. god isnt kind and god does not care, it is sin itself. god especially does not care about jesus, and will find a replacement for it as soon as its time is done. god does not learn from its mistakes as god does not see them as such.

mankind is the observing party, neither free of sin nor guilty of it. mankind is free to choose because it ultimately does not matter what they pick. jesus' sacrifice and god's evil work together as a river to cave the mankinds rock, until only the sea remains.

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i recognize that the way i view these three is influenced solely by a specific book. i recognize that the things this book has thought me has greatly influenced the way i view my own religion, as well as my relationship to authorities. this interpretation of good, evil, and neutral is very important to me.

#ok i wanna talk about how i personally view jesus-god metaphors in media because. idk if its really standard whoops #which is under the cut o7 look at me putting actual words in a post no wayyyy #the ONLY reason i view them this way is bc my fav bookk!!!! which i really should reread mannn #im not going to drop the title bc i dont wanna :3 and also bc i hype it up too much bc it got to me when i was an undiagnosed 15 y/o =w=b #if you wanna know dm :3c but be warned.#brooo i wanted to talk about my book but.... words are hardddddd #its such a good book to me and i want to talk about it!!!! but i tried and after a few sentences i just start going haywire #ok picture me:#red-thread-board in the background. big autism smile on my face and i'm waving my arms over the entire board.#my mouth doesnt move. my eyes are brighter than all the stars combined. =w=bbb #AUGUGHUHSAUGHUHGASH you have to believe me that me trying to explain how awesome book is is making me take psychic damage.#i need to reread it holyyyyyyyy #fuck. good book. hell yeagh #sillyposting #whateberrrrr #whateberrr #usually jesus is a main character but that does NOT mean god has to be a character.#having jesus as a side character would actually be interesting but not something for me to write help #its possible for god to be simply the strings of fate or a bigger group of people #the biggest part of a cast is mankind.#ok whateber im actually thinking about this too much rn i cant process a full theological analysis at 10pm gomme a breakkk #=3=bb i should go to sleep maybe. or read my book >:3c nooo i shant... its like 400 pagess oTL

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