#breaking-this-fixation
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no no jamil let her speak
#twisted wonderland#twst#jamil viper#my art#jamil viper x yuu#twst yuu#twst oc#shiokawa mayu#jamimayu#this was meant to be quick but then i got too fixated on details#again#i cannot break the habit#anyways jamil is like professional shut-upper#he did it to kalim in book 2 and then epel in the current halloween event#he must be used to it#but no jamil you mustnt silence her truth
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I`ve finally finished this thing F I N A L L Y
[prev. part]
#even if i don`t really like how it turned out i am happy that i at least DID THIS THING#i dont want to try doing something with such breakes in parts ever again my FIXATIONS HAVE LIMITS#Villain!Peri au#fop peri#peri fairly oddparents#peri fanart#peri fairywinkle cosma#fairly oddparents a new wish#the fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fanart#fop fanart#fopanw#a new wish#irep fairly oddparents#fop irep#irep#the fairy oddparents#the fairy oddparents a new wish#fairlyoddparents#fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents fanart#fop#fop anw#digital drawing#fairly odd parents fanart#fop dev#dev fop#dev dimmadome
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I'm definitely not Bill Dickey that would be wrong 🚩🚩
#the eltingville club#welcome to eltingville#bill dickey#fanart#eltingville fanart#my art#Been drawing this mf since winter break#those who know: 💀💀#I apologize to my moral orel followers I promise that's still one of my fixations 😭#falls to knees#blame THIS STUPID GREASY GEEK#oh yeah hola hi I'm back 👋#this quality is shit#listening to Bloodhound Gang rn 🔥#btw og was gonna say “cause I'm stupid sadistic and suicidal” 👍
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You consider quitting genshin sometimes
(very self-insert)
when life gets busy, or when you get bored of the game, you genuinely consider quitting.
because it eats up your time and wears down your attention. and recently, the game hasn’t been very rewarding lately.
you’re ar 60, and you’ve done everything in the game. you’ve maxed out the exploration progress. did all the quests.
farming for characters isn’t going good either. your artifact rolls keep getting worse, especially for the ones that you really hoped would be good.
getting primos isn’t easy either. and it doesn’t help that the characters you want aren’t coming home. you either keep getting weapons, or lose the 50/50.
this game is adding more stress than necessary to your life. you already have a lot going on.
so you’ve made it a habit to take breaks from this game. whether it was for a day, week, month or more.
sometimes, you don’t notice how you’ve forgotten about it. especially during your longer breaks.
and you even frequently feel… free of it.
but it never stays that way. you are constantly reminded of genshin (stupid ads). constantly beckoned back. tempted with better rewards and new characters.
and it works everytime. even if it sometimes takes a while. you always go back to them. something in you feels like you have a sense of responsibility to come back. what does this mean?
it doesn’t help that the longer you are gone, the sadder the welcome back message becomes. and odd.
“Welcome back, we missed you!”
“We are relieved you came back. We thought you wouldn’t.”
“We apologize . We’re trying to be better.”
“We’re sorry.”
“Please stay.”
“Please.”
You encounter these messages, different each return, but have never heard about anyone else experiencing this. Guess you’re a special case.
Very special, indeed.
#reminder that it is healthy to take breaks from this game#i just had this what if thought#since I took like? a month break from genshin#only to come back strong with a fixation on sagau again#genshin impact#sagau#genshin impact sagau#self aware genshin#sagau genshin#genshin sagau#yandere sagau#sagau cult au#sagau x reader#sagau brainrot#creator!reader#genshin#twinsy sagau (digital)#sentient genshin#genshin self aware au
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and are you really okay? are you really okay?
#cw for sh mention in song ! i removed that part in this !#narilamb#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl narinder#eye strain#blood cw#not 100% happy but couldn't keep picking lmao#song is#are you really okay by sleep token#anyway there is some story to this. but first and foremost i think lamb probably breaks down often over the fact they're the Last sheep and#their whole race was killed. it's fucked up#anyway the small detail is that in ~my version~ narinder is very passive aggressive where he can be. like wearing white robes so#his bleeding (he has lacerations that appear even as an ex god) is always staining them. as a fuck you to lamb because he refuses to#wear red/darker colours like the rest of the cult#but over time his robes do get slightly darker. until say there's a night where he does find lamb fixating on blood/their species being#completely culled. and he silently makes the choice to wear much darker robes And stuff underneath so his Ooze doesn't show as much#:3#cotl fanart#cult of the lamb fanart#cotl toww
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wow. The beast.
everyone's favorite manifestation of the human hope 🫶 LOOOVE YOU MR MORGANA
#persona 5#morgana#fanart#dude i havent drawn fanart since 2022 of DE im THRIIIIVING. happy my new mega fixation has a cat that a cat artist like me can draw LMFAO.#I LOVE HIM.... he is beloved. little brat cat and bitchass mf but he is so special to me.#his character arc.. oh. can you hear it. the sound of my heart breaking.#wizart of oz
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Thinking about being a lost and weary traveler, wandering unknowingly into the cave of a lonely tentacle monster. I just wanted shelter and a place to sleep for the night but before I know it I've been grabbed and hoisted into the air by tentacles. They would inspect my body, wiggling under my clothes and ripping them off, restraining all my limbs, rubbing against my holes. The tentacles will start to fondle my boytits, playing with my nipples. They don't understand me when I cry out, and I don't really want them to stop. They'll wrap around my throat to feel the vibrations, then one will shove itself down my throat. The others will prod my ass and boypussy, before diving in, filling me up, suckers catching on all my sensitive parts, fucking me deeper than any human ever could. The suckers feel so good, sucking ring shaped bruises into my skin. More tentacles would join the ones already inside me, stretching me impossibly wide, pushing past my cervix. I'm just a moaning drooling mess by now, so pliant and breedable. I don't even know how many times I've cum before the tentacles unload their seed into me. The ones restraining me just cum on my body, coating me in their sperm. They cum so much and so long into my womb that my belly swells until I look nine months pregnant. When they pull out I think I might have a break, until more take their place. They haven't had their share of their new boytoy yet. This is my purpose now, to be the cumdump fleshlight for hundreds of tentacles, and I fucking love it.
#ftm ns/fw#ftm nsft#ftm breeding#breeding toy#tentacle nsft#tentacle kink#teratophillia#tentacle monster#monsterfucker#cvm fixation#cvmdump#human fleshlight#mind break#breeding k1nk#hornyposting
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do you guys think serizawa has seen reigen somewhere before in passing
reference + another version under cut!
i knowww it's an old redraw thing but i wanted to redraw serizawa in it for so long... here's a version without the vignette
#redraw#kind of#it was definitely inspired by it#serizawa katsuya#reigen arataka#suzuki toichiro#serirei#mp100#mob psycho 100#mp100 fanart#mi art stuff#artists on tumblr#art#okay tags out of the way time to ramble#hey guys...........#i know I haven't posted art here for a while now and i'm so sorry.............#i started playing pokemon and......... i'm fixated on it so bad........#it did end up with me giving my hand a long break from drawing so it barely hurts anymore when i draw for long periods!!#also my birthday came around a while back im 20 now my bones are disintegrating#anyway i know the bg looks so plain 😭 thats why i did the dark circle focus HSBSJDKS
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Misc 7 doods
#infamous if#seven lawless#my art lol#i have many many many wips and ideas but laziness takes priority ☝️#Its the dork in me to fixate on one character which is why i drew soft violence to break the cycle#these are old soo pfffttt#I wanna MC’s band next cause i equally love them too🥺#blablablabalba
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Thinking about a situation where SQQ gets a look at Luo Binghe's package (post-Abyss but pre-Maigu Ridge, or in an AU where Maigu Ridge doesn't happen) through like, the outline of his pants or whatever (maybe Binghe took a wardrobe tip from Jareth of Labyrinth), and then got to thinking about how huge Luo Binghe's meat is, like in an actually non-sexual way this time just his brain gets onto a tangent about a bunch of scenes from PIDW where the descriptions varied wildly, and then he starts wondering about exactly what size it is, because to go by the novel's descriptions it's either bigger than average but not insane or there's another arm stuffed into that codpiece somehow. Surely it's closer to the former than the latter? SQQ doesn't have any other evidence that physical limitations in this world are that different from his own world, but then again, would it come up in any of his conversations if women in this world have sufficiently cavernous vaginas for damn near every virgin Bingge met to accommodate a dick that big? Does it at least make childbirth easier? He hasn't exactly polled anyone on it, so it could be the case. But what about the back door, so to speak? There were a few sex scenes that went in that direction, forbidden tunnel of love type stuff and it was all incredibly bad and cheesy, but of course, SQQ actually has a "back door" too and surely he would notice if it was possible to stick his own arm up it. Although it's also not as if he's tried, and as a peak lord with a fantasy metabolism he doesn't actually have to take a shit either, his body processes everything extremely efficiently and it's been years since... well anyway it's not like he's had occasion to investigate it much, now that he's thinking about it. Maybe he can? Not that this is relevant information to anything though and given the inconsistencies the probable limitations of the numerous people PIDW Binghe had sex with, his package, though prodigious, is probably not actually that big of a weapon. How could he even comfortably keep it contained otherwise...? Etc etc etc.
Meanwhile the entire time he's having this internal spiel, he's just... staring. At Luo Binghe's dick. Really blatantly. It doesn't even occur to him that he's doing something incriminating about his interests or possible attraction precisely because he's not, for once, getting flustered about it (much) but is in fact genuinely vexed by the mystery. This is not so much a case of imagining Luo Binghe's dick as wondering about fantasy physiology. So he's lost track of where his gaze has wandered.
The longer it goes on for though the more flustered Luo Binghe gets though. Like, should he say something? Is this a prelude to Shizun making a move? Is there... something wrong with it? Why is he staring so intently? Is Shizun aware that he has just been looking straight at Luo Binghe's dick for almost ten minutes now...? He should definitely say something, right? Maybe this is his chance! Or maybe he should wait and see what Shizun does next? Should he try a line? Something suave? Ask if he wants to see it! Shizun can absolutely see Binghe's dick if he wants to! No wait, but what if Shizun is planning on making a move and he ruins it by being impatient? He should wait and see where this is going.
...How long is it going to take, though...?
Luo Binghe's brain frazzles between trying to decide if he should make a move or prepare to be receptive towards one, or maybe check and make sure his dick hasn't turned into tentacle or something without him noticing, while Shen Qingqiu slooowly (very slowly) begins to realize that yes, he has been staring at Luo Binghe's dick while lost in thought for such a long time that now it's weird. It's definitely weird. He should look away now, at once, except now if he stops staring at Binghe's dick it's going to end whatever stalemate this is and he's probably going to have to explain why he was ogling it in the first place, and he definitely cannot explain anything, so he just keeps staring while furiously trying to think of a non-gay explanation for why he's now glaring intensely at Luo Binghe's crotch.
...He can't think of anything. Oh god. This is a disaster. Luo Binghe is going to kill him for being a perve!
(Good luck, Binghe.)
#svsss#bingqiu#scum villain's self saving system#long post#I imagine this goes on for so long that they actually get interrupted before either one of them breaks the tension#sqq: oh thank god hopefully binghe will just forget about this whole thing haha it never happened it definitely never happened#lbh: is definitely not going to forget about this#is in fact going to fixate on it forever now thanks#is already trying to figure out how to ask what sqq thinks of his dick#is going to keep wearing the david bowie pants until it happens again for sure#sqq being conscious of what happened is now NOT looking in that direction at all ever again nope#the farce continues
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i see so many posts that has matt being annoyed at al bl a bla bla and to ME it's not quite the right flavour of their dynamic that i like to consume because most of the time it's "matt has issues with alfred (alfreds fault)" BUT to ME the right flavour would be "matt has issues with alfred (matt's fault)"
like TO BE HONEST... matthew does not care that alfred is loud and talks too much and is oblivious. i truly believe if al offended the whole world matthew would not give a shit. someone complains to him about how al did this and that and he is HMMing brain thinking about pancakes and planning a hike.
matthew's issues with al (to me) is that we have this man who gets too little attention with a sibling that gets ALL of it. he notices it and he wishes he got that. Al is the same. A guy who feels lonely envying his brother who is amazing at being perceived as friendly. the difference is that Weirdly, matt is more prone to lashing out than al. al is envious and that envy is wistful. matt is the same 75% of the time but the remaining 25% it twists into something too bitter and he has to stop himself from taking it out on his brother. he's successful three-quarters of the time.
SO ye. matthew being annoyed at his brother but I'M his counsellor and i respond to his 3 hour rant with "is it your brother who you want to change or the way people react to him?" "do you truly care that your brother doesnt pay attention to world meetings or is it the fact that both england and france will be paying attention to him and not you?"
#hws canada#aph canada#aph america#hws america#hetalia#hetalia world series#-#re: na siblings#re: canada#.txt#the truth is canada is like a fascinating speciment to me#i feel we have issues that touch....#but also it means im FIXATED on those issues#and need to break free from focusing on that onlY#BUT IT IS NOT TODAY
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Titus Hardie would be fine with your gender identity but specifically in this way.
#disco elysium#titus hardie#shitpost#he's like a guy who's surprisingly chill with you being trans/nonbinary/genderfluid/ect#but he'd doesnt really fixate on it either. sort of like a “cool. now help my boys out will ya?”#been thinking about him all day. @ my brain: why him#bro is in his years. give him a break /lighthearted#he is so “older family friend” coded to me its insane#(i joke but i had family friends that were just him)#[just me yapping]#ok to rb
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Happy winter everyone!! Miryumi doodle page for warmth
#CHRIST uni is killing me#ive barely had time to draw#but fuck my group projects idgaf i needed to draw them#winter break is coming up trust ill draw then#anyways. will i ever tire of them? no#they genuinely mean the world to me#lately ive been feeling the faint stirrings of my full blown mha fixation that fizzled out a year or so ago#im kinda hoping it wakes up#idgaf about that wack last chapter i just wanna be obsessed with everyone again </3#it is really funny to me that the characters that survived the death of my fixation were the wlw pairings#half of which i pulled out my ass and have zero canon basing#i remain silly#im just UGHHHHH I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#listening to melancholy spanish music while drawing them is a religious experience#moved almost to tears#happy holidays to everyone with a holiday in this month btw#ill get that in early#usagiyama rumi#fuyumi todoroki#miryumi#mirko x fuyumi#fuyurumi#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#wlw#chiquilines draws
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I noticed some similarities to an Old Fixation and got concerned......
#yamato's admittedly much cooler than said old fixation#dislyte#my art#I'll fix this when I'm properly on break because EHHHHH it's not where i wanted it#and I almost lost this bc CSP said I was outta space LMAO??#had to uninstall WuWa and some other stuff#Jiyan you're peak husband but I never even opened the game. alas.#anyway I wish his 3D model kept the neck mole.... wah.....
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I've gotten like three separate asks specifically mentioning a desire to see more of Magni with his hair down.
Y'all are freaks about seeing him lettin' it all hang out.
Enjoy though!
#magni#god of war 2018#gow#my art#what's wrong with his braids???#why are y'all fixated on seein' the man lettin' it all hang down#is it the mullet???#it's my busy season at work so i took a brief break (to work)#i am not well rested#blood#you know who you are anon who wanted him bloody#i might do a proper answer to that ask with another drawing the next time i feel like getting gritty
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Hmmm caribou Gem. Canadian deer. Also the only kind for females to also have antlers. Also theyre fluffy. Also their hooves are really interesting and make them really good swimmers and able to walk on snow which idk maybe has some significance cause iirc in secret life she got away a few times by swimming?? Maybe?? I havent watched in a while i may be insane
#please consider this#i will draw this. eventually. winter break is soon and i am so fixated on gem rn#one more week of school... then i can finally draw#i have too many ideas#mee rambles#<-- new tag it feels necessary ive been rambling a lot#geminitay#trafficblr#not tagging hc cause those i have headcanons based on each season so
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