#boy I wonder why my pfp is an undead creachur
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Thinking about other disabled/chronically ill people who like me choose pfps and their style/vibe around dead things and undead things.
#you’ll just never figure out the symbolism /sarcasm#my choices are live with constant pain and fatigue or be dead#boy I wonder why my pfp is an undead creachur#I’m very pissed abt this just ignore me#bumble rumbles#there are no choices#I take care of myself or I have to deal with pain#that’s it#those are my choices.#and they fucking suck#because I don’t WANT to take care of myself all the time#I don’t want to force myself to eat and drink and all this shit#it’s so much fucking work and it does so very fucking little to ease my symptoms#cool I remembered to sort of function. sweet. here’s an improvement to my pain so slight it barely matters#but if I don’t do them? congrats you can’t move without feeling exhausted#and I can’t ask for help because fucking nobody who is around enough and cares enough has the energy or attention span to do it#and nobody who does is around or would take me seriously#like in actuality#I need help with basic things like cooking and remembering to drink#and I need help on a near constant basis#but I’ll simply never get that help it feels like#so I just sort of barely manage to scrape it together#no joke my most functional days are days when someone else cooks and I snitch leftovers#and it drives me insane that I can’t just… do that. literally can’t properly feed myself#but whatever! fuck! i don’t know! I’m just fucking depressed and pissed! and failing to human!
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