#bout to start rambling like this is my lil diary
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#bout to start rambling like this is my lil diary#but ive got a lot of emotions today and its not bad#idk why i’m so full of emotion. maybe im tired. maybe im just having a day. maybe its bc i turn another year older next week#but idk. i just want 28 to be a healing year for me#after 27 years of like. passively thinking ah i won’t live another year. and then being like amazed i do#i think i’m ready for a bit of healing. i think i deserve it. i really do#and idk how to get there. but i want to try and i think that’s the difference?#ive never thought of myself as worthy enough for that#and i still don’t tbh. at least not yet.#i just . a big thing for me is i hate seeing myself in pictures#it triggers a lot of self loathing and i spiral so bad#but i want to take pictures. i want to be able to look at myself and think good things#i wish i could put my thoughts and feelings into words#i guess. i just want to care about myself more#and i hope my next year of existence can be a time where i can start building on that#personal
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