#boundstask

[okfev]

❝ TASK ONE ❞ ↝ questionnaire.

FAMILY + ORIGINS —

What is your full name?

Fevrian Gemma Bonheur. Guess my dad got fed up of inventing unique names for me, ‘cause there’s nothing particularly cool about ‘Gemma’, but hey, Fevrian makes up for it.

Do you have any nicknames?

Ooh, tons. Fev, Fevveroni, Favevagina, Fevagina, Fevvy, and the list goes on. My personal favorite is “Fave Boner”. Nobody calls me that here, but it was given to me freshman year when I gave three guys handjobs during third period gym. This, of course, was before I realized that I didn’t like pee-pees.

What is your relationship with your family like?

It’s pretty great. I was bought up with five brothers — three of ‘em are older, two younger — and one father. We’re all super close and all that good stuff, even though each of us has a different mother. It’s kinda hard to explain that bit. Like, my dad has this thing where he feels the need to fix “broken” women, but he never can, so they leave him. I don’t know. It’s complicated. My relationship with him is a little strained right now, too, ‘cause he used to be this raging alcoholic, then he stopped, then he continued recently. I’d take care of him and everything, but one day, things got out of hand, and I decided that was that. Eh, whatever.

Do you ever want a family of your own someday? If so, with who or what kind of person?

I don’t know. I’ve never really thought about it, to be honest. I mean, I’m only nineteen. I’ve got lots of time to think ‘bout that stuff. But maybe, maybe not. I mean, I wouldn’t like to put my entire life on hold for the sake of someone else. I want to live it to the fullest, y’know? And I can’t do it with billions of children around. I don’t know, man. Maybe I’ll change my mind, but that’s the way I see it right now.

RELATIONSHIPS —

What is your current relationship status? List any past serious relationships that you have had, and give a brief overview of the relationship(s).

Single like a pringle, and taking full advantage of it, too — feel free to hit me up, ladies. Actually, no, I’m digging this one person right now, so maybe don’t hit me up. Or do. I don’t know. I’m confused. Let’s get off that subject. Er, I’ve dated a lot of people, but not many of them were very serious, so I’ll name the ones that were. So, I dated Jason for a while when we were, like, fourteen. It was the first relationship I’d ever had, and probably the most serious one, too — like, I lost my virginity to him and everything, but it was with him that I discovered that I was a lesbian. So then a while after that, I dated Cora, but we realized that our entire relationship was pretty much just sexual, and that we had no actual romantic connection, so we decided to break up and remain best friends who sometimes stick each others’ tongues down one anothers’ throat. Er, I don’t know. I don’t really remember anyone else that very important.

Do you have any bitter enemies? If so, who are they and why? Describe the people closest to you.

Nah, man. I ain’t got time for that shit. No, wait, yes, I do. Trinity. Fucking wet dog. I hate her with the fire of a thousand burning suns. I don’t know how the fuck we’re related. I guess God thought that there was so much suck coming from Trinity’s side of the family that he decided to even it out with my awesomeness. As for people who I’m closest to, they’re my two older brothers, Oryan and Ryiekur. God, my name sounds so fucking normal next to theirs.

Who are they and what are they like? How do you think others generally perceive you?

They’re probably the best people I’ve ever met in my life, and I’ve met a lot of people. They’re both super smart too, and I mean super smart, man. Like, Trinity looks like a fucking wad of gum beside them. Ryieker is studying to become a lawyer in Dartmouth University, and Oryan is studying to become a doctor in none other than Princeton. So, yeah, fuck you, Trinity. Uh, I don’t know. I guess… well, I don’t know. Probably grade A bangable and fucking hilarious. Like, I’m pretty sure everyone thinks I invented humor. Hah. Okay, I’m just tooting my own horn here, but fuck off. I don’t know. That’s how I see myself. Go ask them.

Who are your closest friends?

I’m close with a lot of people. It’d take me three months to list each and every single one of them, honestly. I love them all equally.

SECRETS —

What are your greatest fears?

Anyone I care about dying, I guess. Something cheesy like that. I mean, I don’t fear a lot of things. They have to have a lot of meaning to me for me to fear them. Like, for example, I’d say that not achieving my dreams could be one of my greatest fears, but I know that I’m going to achieve them, so I’m not scared of that, because that’s in my control. Things that are out of my control, like someone I care about dying — now that’s terrifying.

What are your life dreams?

Yay, I like this question! I love questions about my dreams. They make me real happy. I plan on either opening up an art gallery, or various cute, small, but very expensive candleshops. Maybe settle down somewhere hot like Hawaii, or Dubai, or cool, like Japan or Ireland, and marry someone beautiful — or sleep around until the day I die. Whichever works fine.

Do you have any obsessions?

None that I can think of?

Secret hobbies?

Er… I dunno. I don’t think so. I don’t see why I should be sneaky about doing something I enjoy.

What is one thing you want to change about your current life?

Nothing. If there was something that I wanted to change, I’d’ve changed it by now, y’know? I’m living my life exactly the way I want to live it.

Do you miss anyone?

Nah, man. I don’t live in the past, and if I wanted to see someone, I’d see ‘em. I don’t see a reason as to why I should suffer with memories of someone when I could settle for the real thing.

LIFESTYLE —

What do you do for enjoyment?

Castrate homeless men and little boy scouts, sue me. Nah, I’m just fucking with you. I like to sculpt, and draw, and paint, and write. Anything artsy. I’m good at that stuff. I don’t know why. I just am. I enjoy myself, you know? I feel good when I draw, or sculpt, or paint, or whatever, so it ends up looking good. It’s pretty cool, when you think about it.

Do you have a look or style? If so, describe it.

You know, I’ve never really thought about it. I don’t think so. I mean, you could probably describe it as slutty. I wear the tiniest short shorts I can find — the kind that get mistaken for underwear in the streets — and a cropped top with a very low neckline; the best of both worlds, so I can show off my fantastic breasts and my belly button piercing at the same time. I don’t waste any time on hair or make up, though, and I usually just slap on some boots to go with it, I guess.

What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?

Hmm. Oh, I know. I have this neighbour who’s an air hostess, so she’s constantly traveling, right? But she has a pet dog and a platypus, so I always take care of them for her when she’s away. Takes up a lot of my time, actually. But anyway, when I can’t sleep, I head over to her place and take her dog for a walk. It clears my head, and he has a tendency to run off, so I have to chase after him, and when I get home, I’m always dead tired.

Do you like to travel or stay in one place?

I like to travel. Seeing new things, meeting new people, trying new cuisines, getting to know other cultures — it’s all pretty mindblowing. Then again, when I’m in a place where I feel really comfortable, it’s nice to come home to something good every day. But only for a while. I want to live life to the fullest, y’know? In the words of Logan Lerman, life is a rollercoaster ride, and I don’t intend on being the one screaming and hanging on for dear life.

Are you an early bird or a night owl?

Both. I like to wake up early and sip some tea whilst watching morning talk shows, and I like to stay up ‘til three am downing shots of vodka or watching movies from the fifties. I want to experience everything life has to offer, you know? Whether it be sunsets or sunrises.

Are you a tidy or a messy person?

Growing up around six males, you’d think I’d be a messy person — and you’d be right. Messiest bitch there ever was, man.

FAVORITES —

Favorite genre of music?

I really like French music. And soft jazz.

Favorite songs?

Well, shit. I have no fucking clue. How many times do I have to have listened to it for it to be considered my favorite song? I mean, if I had to pick one, it’d be Doses and Mimosas by Cherub.

Favorite foods?

This one time, Breezie took me to an Arabic restaurant for my birthday, and he got me fucking hooked on hummus. I have to eat it at least once every three days. I also like Arabic food in general, but hummus is my all-time favorite.

Favorite movies?

Good Night, and Good Luck is one of ‘em. Makes me cry every fucking time, and I’ve watched it, like, twenty eight times, probably. They’re various short stories about kids from all over the world all packed into one movie, and it’s just really fucking good. And moving. I’m tearing up right now, man. Other than that, just your regular, cheesy horror movies, like The Conjuring.

Favorite memory?

I was going to say the first time that me and the Fab Four took a trip to Disney together, but actually, my favorite memory is this one weekend I spent at Dartmouth. I was fifteen, and I was dating Jason at the same. We were attached to the hip, so he came with me. We slept in Ryieker’s dorm room and he’d take us to these edgy cafés and restaurants, and he’d talk to these super intellectual people, and we’d talk to them, too. I felt so cool, talking to all of these smart people and these older boys and girls who would hit on me. Then on Saturday night, Ryieker threw a party and it was the first college party I’d ever been to, and it was so much better than your typical high school house party. It was all very mature, and I in turn, felt mature. Me and Jason did shots with twenty year olds who read books in Russian, and it was the first time that I truly felt like my life was going somewhere. I felt fucking good, you know? I can’t remember ever feeling so much happiness all at once. And afterwards, me and Jason went back to Ryieker’s room, and that was where I lost my virginity. And although it sounds like the sloppiest way to lose your virginity, — on your brother’s bed, during a party, intoxicated and clumsy — it was special. There was a lot going on between me and him at the time, y’know? It was the best weekend of my life. But I gotta say, the time that me and the Fab Four went to Disney is a close second.

Favorite thing you own?

Probaby my passaport. Handy little thing, if you ask me.

[gdikinley]

BOUNDSTASK 001 -- "God, is this a damn interview? I don't got time for this shit. Fuck it, whatever."

FAMILY & ORIGINS--

What is your full name?

Jesus fuckin' Christ, did we have to go here? God, my full name's such a fuckin' mouthful. Kinley Rizalia Flordeliza Lailani Mercado. The Mercado family's got a thing for three middle names, don't ask me why.

Do you have any nicknames?

Kin, Kinny, Kinlet, Kinder Egg. My older brothers, all six of 'em -- they like to call me a variety of nicknames. Like -- squirt, kid, munchkin, shorty, tiny.

What is your relationship with your family like?

Despite how large my family is, seven damn kids -- we're closeknit, and I mean closeknit. We'd all take a bullet for each other, without even thinkin' 'bout it. Papa's quite protective of me -- I mean, I am the only girl, and I'm the youngest of the Mercado family. My brothers are protective of me, too, but they're a bit more understanding. They taught me everything I know -- about racin', fightin', and about the mob. And Mama -- Mama's such a kind woman. She's tough, and I admire her strength so much -- but she's a big ol' softie. I love my Mama.

Do you ever want a family of your own someday? If so, with who or what kind of person?

--- If you had asked me this three years ago, I would have said 'yes' in a heartbeat. But I can't see that happening anymore. I lost my husband, and I lost our child -- all at once. The thought of falling in love with someone again is frightening. Maybe -- maybe I'll muster up the courage to adopt one day, but I can't see myself ever settling down with someone ever again. 'S not gonna happen. Vince was my husband, and though I've slept 'round after his death, I still love him. And I always will. 

RELATIONSHIPS--

What is your current relationship status? List any past serious relationships that you have had, and give a brief overview of the relationship(s).

Single, and it's gonna fuckin' stay that way. I'd like to say 'married' but -- Vince is gone, and even if I still thought of myself as a married woman, it'd be wrong to say so. Not with how I've been the past two years, sleepin' 'round to rid myself of this loneliness. -- God, really? I've had a few relationships before Vince, but they're not worth speakin' of. Vince was my only serious relationship -- God, we got married at 16, for cryin' out loud. Vince and I knew each other for a little while, you know -- before we became a couple. Vince and his older brother, Jep -- they, um, they did some work for Papa. Vince was always too young to do much, but he always tagged along with Jepsen, and we'd sit and talk sometimes. We clicked automatically, and it just -- it happened. We had our first kiss at a fuckin' race, as cliche as that sounds for me. It was my first real race, yeah? Ridin' against the big boys, I guess you could put it, and I asked Vin to tag along with me. When I won, he kissed me, and we -- we ended up fallin' in love. Mama and Papa weren't that angered when he proposed me -- they got married young, too. They were a bit angry when I got pregnant, but supportive, nonetheless. And -- it happened all at once. I lost everything all at once. I lost Vince, and I lost our baby. And that's when I decided to never fall in love again.

Do you have any bitter enemies? If so, who are they and why?

The Bloodhounds -- the gang that shot Vince and I. They took everythin' from me, and they're tryin' to take my family, too. I -- I will fuckin' destroy them. Just watch me.

Describe the people closest to you. Who are they and what are they like? How do you think others generally perceive you?

The people closest to me? Well, other than my family -- The Fab Four. Logan Ellis, Fevrian Bonheur, and Elise Hamilton. They're my girls, man -- and I wouldn't trade 'em for the world. They're some bad bitches, they are. Always up for anythin' and always there when 'ya need someone. I love 'em.

Who are your closest friends?

The Fab Four, as I said. My roommate, Sawyer -- he's 'lright, when he's not being so goddamn annoyin'. He's a good friend, you know? Mohamad's pretty great, too -- it';s funny how our relationship progressed. We went from me wantin' nothin' to do with his horny little ass to partyin' buddies to pretty damn good friends. Rosie -- I think of Rosie like a little sister. She -- she brings out my maternal side, I s'pose. 

SECRETS--

What are your greatest fears?

Losing someone the way I lost Vince.

What are your life dreams?

Don't got any no more.

Do you have any obsessions?

Ha, cars. I fuckin' love dancin', like -- if I weren't so into racing, I think I'd pursue a career in dancin'. It just feels fuckin' good. So fuckin' free.

Secret hobbies?

Dancin'. Drugs. 

What is one thing you want to change about your current life?

The ability to have emotions. I want a fuckin' pet monkey, too, but Sawyer won't let me. Fuckin' buzzkill.

Do you miss anyone?

Vince. 

LIFESTYLE--

What do you do for enjoyment?

Race.

Do you have a look or style? If so, describe it.

I don't have a label for my style. I've heard people put a few labels on it, though -- I've heard grunge, rocker chic, 'biker babe'. I don't know, man -- I don't try to put a label on myself? I wear whatever the fuck I want to, really. Um, I wear a lot of leather. You can see me rockin' a leather jacket with some skinny jeans and a crop top, usually. I like to show off my body, so I wear a lot of tight things and crop tops. Tight dresses and short skirts -- I'm proud of my body. I wear a lot of snapbacks, too. I enjoy sweatpants, too. I like platform sneakers and stilettos. I just -- I like to hot, 'cause I am hot.

What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?

I don't sleep often. I don't know if you could call it insomnia -- I just, ever since Vince's death, I've had troubles sleepin'. So, I just don't let myself sleep until my body physically cannot take it. I usually race to entertain myself -- or wake up Sawyer. Or eat.

Do you like to travel or stay in one place?

I've been traveling for the past three years. I like to travel, but I decided it was time to find a place to call home.

Are you an early bird or a night owl?

Both.

Are you a tidy or a messy person?

Tidy, and guess who isn't? My fuckin' roommate. That boy is a goddamn fuckin' adult and I clean his fuckin' room for him. I swear to God, I'm more like his damn mother than a roommate. Jesus Christ, he can't keep anythin' clean. I hate it.

FAVORITES--

Favorite genre of music?

I like classic rock, a little R&B, indie rock, rap. I fuckin' love The Weeknd, Arctic Monkeys, ACDC, Drake, Frank Ocean.

Favorite songs?

"Enemy" by The Weeknd. 

Favorite foods?

Fuckin' chicken anythin'. Goddamn, I could eat chicken all day. I practically do.

Favorite movies?

Edward Scissorhands. I've always had a soft spot for Johnny Depp. Any horror or action movie. 21 Jump Street's fuckin' funny as shit. White Chicks, for sure. "Hold my poodle!" Classic.

Favorite memory?

My wedding day,

Favorite thing that you own?

All five of my cars. My wedding dress.