#bottom line is: i dislike him mostly for personal reasons he’s actually quite chill also he’s what 28 now. hope he matured

[mimikyuno]

What was irama like at school? Since he's entering Sanremo again I want the tea ☕

omg i forgot mentioning this on tumblr like 2 years ago so at first when i read this ask i was like HOW DO YOU KNOW alsgslsghj

THIS GOT LONG so i’ll put it under a read more cut sorry alahslsh i love talking about good old filippo maria

but anyway he was kinda chill. we were classmates only for a year and a half but he and i were friends actually! basically he had to repeat the first year of high school so he switched to my school, was there for a year and a half and then switched to one of those school that do “two years in one”. last i heard from him he told me he failed the two in one and started a three years in one but then we drifted apart and that was gosh. over 10 years ago? being a little lesbian helped me get close to him bc everyone had a massive crush on him or anyway was intimidated by him so i think he liked that i was a bit weird (autism) and uninterested in him, especially since we went to a school with mostly girls; in my class the first year we were 27 girls vs 2 boys (him being one of the 2).

im pissed at him bc before he switched schools he lent me his one piece mangas (first 5 volumes) and i lent him my woodstock dvd and he just switched schools without warning any of us and he never gave me the dvd back 😤 and i had Just returned him the first volume of one piece which is very hard to find lmao

the best story i have from high school with him is that as i said we were kinda good friends (again why i was also upset he just. switched schools without saying anything to me or anyone else? i mean we still talked after he left but only via text and only sporadically for a year or so) and during one lesson he passed me a paper where he had written a song and he was like “you’re good at writing what do you think of my lyrics?” and i told him they were quite tacky and he got super offended 😭 in retrospect now that he’s a famous singer it’s hilarious to me

as for how he was like as i said, he was chill. honestly because he mostly slept, especially during the first 2-3 periods alsgslsg once our teacher called his parents to discuss this bc she was like “i think your son is doing drugs” and honestly she was right he was smoking soo much weed he was high 24/7 and he was the one who gave 4 of my classmates their first weed. i was there every time bc i hung out with him after school a few times and GOD CHRIST the last one was ugly but also one of my party stories even before he was famous.

WE WERE GONNA STUDY ENGLISH okay! he needed help in correcting the spelling and finishing a presentation for english class so after school we decided to go find a bench and study. as i mentioned above? 90% of the student body was girls, and they all crushed on him. so as we exited school we ran into a former classmate who was repeating the first year (were in the second at the time) and she decided to tag along. filippo just had to smoke before we studied, and he rolled a joint for our friend too. he had this bad habit of always rolling way too much weed (especially for first timers! got another classmate to throw up in class) and this girl straight up FAINTED on us. it was terrifying guys 😭 here we were, 15 and 16 and freaking out about her actually getting seriously sick and having to tell the police we had weed on us alsgslsgsl luckily it all resolved nicely and withou adults involved. he called his girlfriend of the time who ran there on her scooter and helped us take care of Fainted Girl. the most hilarious part of this story to me is that Girlfriend told filippo off and he was just like a little puppy literally this -> 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

BUT THE BEST PART was when Girlfriend ordered him to go to the store to get Fainted Girl food because she was starving and he ran and came back with ham 😭😭 like. prosciutto cotto in busta. his girlfriend and i laughed sm we started almost crying alshalag OF ALL THE SNACKS HE COULD HAVE BOUGHT! but fainted girl slurped that up like crazy and he was acting all smug. his gf and i kept laughing. then WHILE HIGH he drove me on his white vespa (yeah, he was That kind of guy) to where my mom was gonna pick me up and yeah. that was the last time we actually hung out before he switched schools. memorable. the ham part still makes me laugh when i think of his high face holding it alshsks his girlfriend and i were CRYING

sorry this got long but honestly i have even more stories he was chill but also a bit insane. the main reason i dislike him is that he was always quite arrogant. he came from a rich family and everyone crushed on him which gave him such an annoying ego. and the fact that he switched schools without saying anything was a tad rude, especially bc at first he didnt even answer my texts for a couple of weeks. we thought he died LMAO but no he just didn’t value us in the class enough to grace us with information or a goodbye. the fact that he came from a rich family was honestly probably the reason he got into sanremo giovani in the first place anyway. i wont say who his daddy works for bc idk if it’s public information and i dont wanna spread any rumours but. trust me im quite sure he got in bc of connections. all my former classmates and i agree on this lol. he was just a spoiled, arrogant kid who was also quite fun and chill. it just pisses me off how he gets fame and money probably thanks to his family! also how he never gave me my dvd back, im autistic i remember these things alshslsgsj oh and again, im autistic and rly care about these things but we were talking about ww2 in class once and i mentioned that my family at the time was part of the antifascist partisans and after class he was like “your family killed people how are u proud of it?” and i was like EXCUSE ME?! first of all they killed fascists who were like. trying to get people deported and were killing civilians. but he was adamant that being part of the resistance was as bad as being a fascist and that never sat right with me. but he was also 15/16 so i hope his mindset changed. ANYWAY YEAH. good old filippo

[starryikesen-blog]

boyfriend! ieyasu

CONFESSION

- ieyasu confessing would be somewhat unexpected in a sense

- but then again, he’s mostly aloof and sarcastic while being around you, and you couldn’t really see through him all this time

- but that didn’t stop you from being fond of him— increasingly so when you two somehow ended up in a deep conversation one time, and you finally got a glimpse of his true self

- of course, it wasn’t that you thought he was mean, on the contrary, you were sure he was putting up this constant front for a reason, and after you knew, ieyasu just seemed like a person you wanted to protect

- he, too, began to cherish you more, as for one, he doesn’t easily open up to people, and one has to be trusted by him to earn it

- for a period of time, the both of you were comfortable with each other, enjoying each other’s presence, and every time you both hung out, it was pretty chill

- until ieyasu realised he wasn’t himself around you anymore

- he found himself thinking back to the times you two spent together, and would often end up being teased mercilessly by the other guys for having “a stupid smile” on his face

- he brushed it off as missing you as a friend, since you two were much closer now

- but that didn’t end his problems; it was merely the start, and he started to daydream more about you, your smile, your soft hair, your cheeks and how he would like to kiss them so badly-

- not to mention his irregular heartbeat every time he allowed his mind to drift towards you, and whenever he caught sight of you, it felt like a rollercoaster just pummeled down his stomach

ieyasu wasn’t dense, he knew what this feeling was, this painful bliss

he didn’t beat himself over it, but for some time, he was convinced that he didn’t deserve someone like you, especially when he doesn’t display affection easily, and wasn’t the most good-looking chap out there, or the funniest

- he was scared that he couldn’t live up to your expectations, and he would just get hurt in the end

- ieyasu found solution in admiring you from afar, his eyes always managing to land on you even in a crowd, and pulled you out of sticky situations, appearing at the right time, only to brush it off as a coincidence

- it didn’t take much for the other guys to recognise that lovesick look on his face when he’s around you

- it was masamune who confronted him first, and tried to convince him that he deserved a chance as much as the next guy

- but ieyasu wasn’t going to be rash just because masamune told him so

- it had taken even mitsunari to constantly bug him about confessing his feelings towards you that he finally gave in—  partially because he didn’t want him to do that anymore (claiming it as “annoying”), and because he had to agree that he feelings were on the brink of spilling over

- so when he arranged to meet you at a park in the evening, he arrived half an hour early just to pace around in circles

- you were puzzled when you saw it, because ieyasu actually seemed panicked when he would’ve kept any betrayal of his emotions under a mask

- “hey there, you alright?”

- “i-“

- the words he usually would’ve said caught halfway through his throat

- “not really, actually.”

- “what? what happened? did anyone bully you? was it something mitsunari broke or spilled again-“

- the rapid transition of your expressions sent a wave of heat to his cheekbones, and he had to stop himself from outwardly commenting how adorable you were for worrying over him

- “no. it’s you.”

- “me? but i haven’t done anything.”

- “yes, you have. you’ve done a lot, just so you know.”

- the frown on your face deepened when you heard ieyasu’s words; for one, you were pretty positive you didn’t do anything to piss him off

- “i like you. a lot. and you wouldn’t just leave my mind for the past few months.”

- there was a passing moment of silence, with you trying to register this new information and getting over there shock, as well as ieyasu cursing vividly at the blush that’s rapidly spreading over his entire face and ears

- “me too.”

- “huh?”

- “i like you too. i like you more than friends should.”

- you spoke with confidence, and ieyasu was taken back at the blazing look in your eyes, one that reminded him of your resilience, your strength, the traits he’s come to admire so much in you

- “good.”

- even at this time, his responses were decisive, but didn’t sound so— you could see his blush, his slightly trembling hands, and the way he bit on his bottom lip gently, it was clear that he was nervous

- you placed both hands on his warm cheeks, now getting progressively warmer, and drew close to ieyasu’s face, allowing yourself to be lost in those emerald irises of his, twinkling with joy even in the dark surroundings

- “your eyes are beautiful, ieyasu.”

- “quit stealing my lines. with yours, i needn’t look at the night sky ever again— the galaxy’s managed to suit itself in them.”

- you felt a rush of the sickly sweet feeling through your bloodstream, melting your insides into a puddle

- and the next thing you knew, you had pressed your lips against his, the kiss shy and slow and so wonderfully sweet, you sighed softly into it

- ieyasu’s arms were around your waist, and he was holding you like one would hold a glass vase— gingerly, delicately, as if you’d break anytime

- after you two drew apart, you allowed yourself to drown once again, in his features, and vice versa, for who knows how long

- time wasn’t significant on that fateful day, and all that filled both of your minds were the invasive thoughts of each other

CUDDLING + KISSING

- cuddling with ieyasu would be like cuddling a pillow— soft, soft, and soft

- on normal days, ieyasu would find an excuse to hold you, popular excuses including “i’m cold” and “i’m too lazy to get a pillow”

- he’s really just too embarrassed to admit that he wants to cuddle you, because he can’t hold himself back, especially with you in his oversized clothes, you looked like a little fluffy cloud to him

- and who’s he to resist hugging a cloud?

- he would like you to be between his legs and your back against his chest so that he can give you backhugs, and backhugs are something ieyasu loves

- he just loves the resting his head onto the your shoulder or the crook of your neck, allowing himself to breathe in your comforting scent, and his arms secured around your waist

- if he’s tired from a long day, he’ll fall asleep sometimes right there on your shoulder, and you’ll have to face the dilemma of waking him up or not, because his sleeping face was something you could stare at and admire forever, and you wanted him to get his well-deserved rest

- if he’s not, then he’ll press a few innocent kisses here and there on your neck and cheek, and also your temples

- his kisses are so soft and like a whisper, barely there, almost ticklish, but it’s sweet like cotton candy too

- when he feels more strongly at times, though, he’ll bring you down below him in bed, and caress your cheek gently before kissing you on your lips, so comfortingly slow and indulgent

- but that’s usually when you two are alone— in public or in the presence of others, ieyasu’s just too shy to do anything much, so a few pecks or two on the forehead does the job

- cuddling and kissing with him is just sweet, and chill, like a cup of sugary lemonade on a hot summer day

EMOTIONAL

- given ieyasu’s personality, there wouldn’t be much conflict and drama between the two of you

- cool headed and calm, even if you were bursting with emotions, the mere voice of his would calm you down a little

- when you had a exceptionally bad day, ieyasu could tell right away when he sees you, and he would definitely hint it to try and get you talking about it

- he believes that he can help, or if it was something completely out of his control, he could at least give some advice and emotional support

- but if you weren’t ready to talk about it, he would simply give you a long, warm hug and tell you that it would be fine, that he believes you could handle it in the end

- however, when you start crying, ieyasu would panic, for he was bad at comforting, to say the least, and he can’t do anything except to give a few awkward pats on your back while he waits for you to pour your tears out

- he would definitely be worried, though, and it’s painfully evident in his voice and expression, his brows drawn tight together, and his eyes laced with concern

- when you look at him, you can’t bear to worry him even more, so you tell him, and no matter how many sniffs and tears it takes for you to finish, ieyasu would still sit there patiently and hear you out

- and he wasn’t one to give advice without thinking— a few moment of silence definitely passes with him deep in thought, before a carefully crafted solution comes out

- and you’re so grateful for it, really, because regardless of the severity of the problem, you always have a trusty advisor with you, and he would give you a soft kiss on the lips after the matter was solved

- when he was plagued with something, it would take much more to get it out of him, because he didn’t want to worry you and ruin your day with his problems

- you tell him endlessly that him not saying anything and looking troubled worries you even more, but he doesn’t listen

- you often have to threaten him by saying you’d confiscate his stash of spice he uses for every single meal, and it usually gets him talking (even if it means giving you a glare)

- but when he says, he actually holds a discussion with you on the matter, debating which choice is the best and what he should do

- and it does proves itself to be useful and even enjoyable at times, to solve a solution

- ieyasu’s often calm, and speaks his concerns about himself with no show of emotions, but if he ever does, the matter is really getting out of hand

- if he starts to let out tears, then it’s a catastrophe, because ieyasu dislikes being “weak”, and he doesn’t want you to think that he is either

- in any case, you’re the one he listens best to, and you calm him down by brushing his tears away and reassuring him that it’s fine and “no, stop apologising for crying.”

- you try to get him to relax by brushing through his hair with your fingers, and he’ll fall asleep sometimes, but it’s extremely comforting to him, and sleep inducing

- to sum it up, you’re each other’s emotional pillars, and both of you have unique ways to deal with each other, and the word “fighting” hasn’t existed in both of your dictionaries

DOMESTIC

- the idea of living together has actually never really occurred to you much, but you did find yourself thinking that it would be more convenient if ieyasu didn’t have to return back to his place at night

- in fact, it was him who brought it up first

- “hey, i’ve just been wondering… since you constantly worry over how i have to go back at night, why don’t you...um, move in?”

- it seemed like a pretty legitimate proposal; after all, you two were constantly in need of each other’s presence, and it soothes your nerves a little

- living together isn’t much different, except that you had to get up early to make breakfast, before ieyasu woke up

- speaking of waking up, ieyasu’s a little sleepyhead when he doesn’t get ample rest— you’ve scolded him endlessly for not taking care of himself, but he still doesn’t listen

- there’s bound to be times where he’s still fast asleep, peacefully tucked under his covers and his pale blond hair messy, making him resemble a porcupine even more

- he just looks so cute and soft, you kind of just sit there beside him for a while and admire his features for a minute (okay, two. fine, five) or so before waking him up

- he greets you with a little smile, and sometimes, drags you down into the warm covers with him

- “ieyasu, get up! you’ve got war council-“

- “just a minute. you’re so comfortable.”

- but situations like these only happen when he’s gone for a long time and misses you so terribly that he tries to savour in every moment of your presence

- otherwise, he wouldn’t even dream of being late to war council- it’s just not him to do that

- ieyasu’s definitely a lucky guy, because you’d be waiting for him in his room, tea ready and still warm once he gets back

- a chatelaine’s job is arguably easier and less stressful than a warlord’s, so you make sure to ease his tired body with massages

- ieyasu’s just glad you can’t see his face, because he’s blushing at the thought of how caring and wife-material you are

FINAL VERDICT

having a tsundere boyfriend like ieyasu is actually pretty cute. the relationship’s chill and both of you just understand each other on so many levels, as well as his personality, prevents you from being involved in a fight. he acts all tough, but is a gooey mess inside, and he’s always thankful that you’re there for him when he needs to let down his walls around you.