#boring rl shit

[garykingz]

people who hate ahs nyc like just say you hate gay people and move on

[chubbletea]

I'm bored. mcsm hcs time

jesse (any prns, bday dec 31st)

genderfluid

reuben helped them sleep, so after they lost him, they had trouble sleeping for years upon years

their music taste is anything and everything. they will go to listening from k-pop to death metal and be unfazed

jesse was fairly little when they met reuben (thinking abt 4-ish??)

they have brightly colored highlights in their hair, and it's style is short and fluffy/messy-looking

only child

doesn't want to get gender surgeries or take hormones or anything

played trumpet in middle school marching band. I'm so sorry for doing them dirty like this but it's the vibes

probably survives off of caffeine. however, this habit got better after they got radar to help

they couldn’t sleep for at least a week after reuben's death, but then they started sleeping with a plushy (probably of a pig), which slowly helped them get back into a semi-regular sleep schedule

they have a nametag necklace with reuben's name engraved on it

petra (she/her, bday feb 20th)

girl kisser. likes kissing women on the lips.

deathly terrified of getting sick. if she got lethally sick before the witherstorm event, she would be like "I'M FINE IT'S NOTHING" but after the witherstorm event if she gets a small cold she freaks tf out

she's a system bc I'm a system and I said so. she has abt five members and has rare splits

her childhood was all over the place

she likes heavier music like green day, blink-182, rob zombie, babymetal, etc.

bassist

did several martial arts and sports as a kid bc she couldn't find one she liked

Idk if I can see her doing marching band but if she did she would be an alto sax player, but like angry section leader alto sax player

lukas is her cousin. she's the only one who gets to call him luke bc that's what he originally went by before changing it to lukas

she's abt three years older than lukas, and she was very present in his childhood. they basically did everything together bc their parents were either fuckasses or straight up not there (L + ratio tbh)

lukas (he/him, bday july 24th)

trans guy. just the vibes

he's a writer. he's into WEIRD GROSS GRAPHIC SHIT. he does not faint when he sees blood or whatever.

while writing his memoir(?) abt the witherstorm journey, he writes so many graphic descriptions abt stuff like petra's illness, inside of the witherstorm, the endermen and other mobs, etc. and asks jesse to read it for criticism and such and then they end up scarred and are like "HUH?? WHO HURT YOU????"

he likes holding his cat like a baby

he's the certified "music nerd" of the group. he thinks his taste is the best

speaking of, he likes stuff like will wood, tally hall/miracle musical, lemon demon, etc. and if anyone ever asks for music recommendations he just fucking appears without warning and talks abt music for three hours

whenever lukas is handed the aux he's like "YOU GUYS WANNA HEAR A BANGER?" and plays 2/3 of a song and talks abt it for another half of it and just does it over again with several songs in a row

played clarinet in middle school-high school band and never wanted to switch bc he was very attached to his instrument

he was also probably a theatre kid. and DEFINITELY a creative writing kid. maybe an art kid too

eventually he started playing electric guitar after school

he used to be *extremely* asocial and introverted, only willingly interacting with his cousin, petra, until he met the ocelots and slowly opened up in his late middle school/early high school years thanks to them

his parents weren't very present in his childhood

throughout most of his childhood he experienced lots of autism related speech loss and was nearly completely nonverbal, but after he started becoming friends with the ocelots, he slowly gained the ability to speak. he still experiences the occasional speech loss to this day, but he's much better than he was a while back

he's the youngest member of the order

one year on t

took a few classes with olivia at one point, but they never rlly talked. he might've glanced at her one or two times tho

picked up traditional art as an extra hobby, still mostly focuses on writing

he has severe gender dysphoria and has had top surgery, but refuses to get bottom surgery, simply bc he doesn't want to.cdespite this, he stills makes jokes abt having a cock

axel (they/he, bday may 7th)

met jesse before olivia met jesse

his music taste consists of only meme songs. the first time he was handed the aux, he played two trucks. the second time he was handed the aux, he rickrolled everybody. he is now banned from the aux.

he's the oldest member of the order

has no idea how sympathy works (real!)

olivia (she/they, bday apr 12th)

former gifted kid vibes. definitely went to a private school at some point

has always looked up to ellegaard since she was little

took a few classes with lukas at one point, but they never rlly talked. olivia prolly thought abt trying to talk to him at one point tho

major art kid vibes

3-4+ years on e, got bottom surgery a little more than a year ago

she drew jesse a picture of reuben shortly after his death to try and cheer them up

radar (he/they, bday oct 16th)

bisexual and questioning if he's non-binary

it's said that he is both jesse's assistant and and intern, so that could mean he's in high school. I debated for a little bit whether he would be a junior or senior but I decided that he would be one of the older juniors (around 17 years old)

sometimes he has to miss/be late to help jesse with work or whatever bc he has schoolwork to do

definitely a hardcore theatre kid.

it's also sorta implied that radar has some sort of crush on jesse so I like to imagine that jesse is like his celebrity crush or whatever. ofc that's never gonna go through as an actual relationship or whatever

radar does mention at one point that he loves seafood so I like to imagine he encourages jesse to try seafood with him and stuff. he also definitely isn't scared to try and actually likes some of the "weird" stuff (ex. tako)

he rlly trusts jesse and likes talking to him bc he doesn't rlly have a good outlet. I like to think jesse just listens/lets him vent

he tries to go help jesse as much as he possibly can bc his home life isn't particularly great (by that I mean it's terrible)

he's the type to go "SO FUNNY STORY-" and then traumadump like it's nothing (srsly get him some therapy)

definitely has a squishmallow collection AND keeps all the tags

[callmegaith]

can you come back to the Rusty Lake fanbase? It feels dead and boring without you.

Sorry to hear that but until Rusty Lake becomes interesting again, I can't be bothered to return. There's just nothing going on rn with the plot and everything they make is such a nothing burger that it's actually getting frustrating😴 call me again when they remember Dale. Games have been shit without him.

Besides that I'm a slave to my brain and rn my brain does not care about RL. It wants to make cute ocs kiss and play Half Life.

Genuinely tho thank u :') glad to hear I made the fanbase fun with my brainworms and Mr. Rabbit obsession. I still love RL and of course my sweet son David will always have a special place in my heart. But UUUUH I'm just so dissatisfied with the way the games are going. Idc about the tabletop, idc about underground blossom, I don't think I cared about a single thing they made truly after Paradox. I liked the white door maybe but that's about it.

[inell]

25 years of writing HOLLY SHIT!! Congratulations girl!!! I was wondering, have you ever tried going after it in a professional level? (Sorry of you've already talked about this, I've only followed you recently...)

Hey! Thanks! I can’t believe I’ve been lurking around fandoms for longer than a lot of y’all have been alive. 😂 I haven’t really had any interest in writing professionally. I used to write original when I was a kid/teenager and I usually got bored as soon as I got the plot in my head because why bother writing it if I know how it goes, when no one else is reading.

Fortunately, I found fanfic back when it was being shared in email groups and being posted on various website archives. Being able to play around with characters I enjoyed and that other people enjoyed gave me that interaction that I needed to really focus and write things through to the end. Making other fandom friends and having that idea sharing and chatting and building relationships is the thing that I enjoy about sharing my fic.

I think that writer-reader interaction is something I really miss compared with modern fandom where you’re kind of lucky if you get a few comments, and maybe one or two that tell you something a reader enjoyed about the fic. Livejournal was really nice for building circles of fandom folks, and there just hasn’t been that same vibe since then. But I still have motivation to write because I use it as a nice escape from RL and if even one person is reading, I tend to keep focused and finish something as long as I’m inspired by the characters and can get the visions out of my head.

Thanks for asking!

[olderthannetfic]

Having more fandom friends around my age/mindset (context: late 30s, rare fandoms, reads some nsfw but not the type to post about it a lot in my main account) might be nice. I ignored the fandom part of myself a long time due to my RL friends being shitty about it (I dumped the worst of them) and I'm trying to enjoy it more.

But I keep leaving comments on fic and art and don't get any reply, let alone a conversation or follow. When I do get a response, the person stops posting fic in that fandom shortly afterwards. In an earlier more active fandom, I would send requests to people (clearly open for requests!) and 99% of the time I'd be ignored, or they'd draw the request at a level clearly before their usual stuff then delete it because they didn't like it (their words).

I'm not writing anything inappropriate or critical? I try to make my comments more interesting than 'i love this write more thx', maybe they get too confusing and off-putting to read? It certainly isn't because my ship is too weird because even non-shippers ship my current OTP lmao

I am trying to be realistic about it, maybe they aren't replying because they don't have the energy, or they have a life and they can't reply to the comment immediately and forget to, or they moved on, or they think I'm a tit which is totally fine?

The issue is it keeps happening, it's depressing, and the follows I do get are people in the same fandom who only like the parts I'm not invested in at all, have really tired takes and are significantly younger to the point I'm concerned about looking like a creep if I interact with them at 100% of my full power. It feels very much like I'm wishing on a monkey paw.

I have a very small number of friends I can talk to about fandom stuff I will cling onto with both hands. I just wish there were more. This is mainly me venting but if anyone has any suggestions feel free.

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Hmm... Well, I share your suspicion that if you're the common factor, you're at least somewhat contributing to this situation. It may not be that you're offputting but that you inherently like things most other fans don't like—not just rare ships but also rarer tropes.

Or it may not be rarity exactly but prompt style: while tons of people love found family and slice of life, a lot of prompts for those are so generic and boring that they inspire exactly zero new plotbunnies. Meanwhile filthy kink is not for everyone but often has the seeds of a specific fic in a prompt, so if you do like it, those prompts are super inspiring.

A lot of people are pretty terrible at responding to comments. I'm extremely hit or miss on AO3 myself. I'll respond to a zillion things on tumblr before I remember to actually answer comments on AO3. Partly, it's that I get said comments in my email inbox, not on AO3 itself, so I read them and appreciate them but am not in the space where I'd respond right at that moment.

Sadly, people making one fanwork and moving on just comes with the territory when you're in rare fandoms. It's much easier to make friends who like to vid Asian dramas or who are learning a language for fandomy reasons or who are doing fandom historical preservation than friends who share your exact current taste in blorbos and who will continue to do so.

In my case, I love rare things, but I also love to move from fandom to fandom rapidly, and I find it really stressful to have friends who end up resenting that.

I tend to befriend fans whose overall vibe I find compatible more than people I share ships with: people who will probably be in fandom for life, people who are loud and proud about it, people who are interested in fandom history and pan-fandom meta. I also tend to be drawn to accounts that are not only horny on main but horny for kinky shit that draws haters. It does a wonderful job of weeding out the whiny children and finding me fans with a spine. Hilariously, one of my closest offline fandom friends with whom I share the most character opinions doesn't even like sex scenes. But that's not somebody I'd have gotten to know online.

It's going to vary for the people you're approaching, but that may be one reason they're not as enticed by the sight of another fan of their current rare fandom: they may have totally different types of criteria for fandom friends.

It's hard to know how much of the problem is you without examining your internet presence more, but I get why going "here's my account, plz critique" is not attractive. This ask seems fine. No particular writing style red flags jump out at me.

I've definitely known people who were dicks about my tumblr popularity and wanted to know why I didn't reblog them... but it turns out they interacted with me only once every six months so I don't remember them or their tumblr is entirely shitposts or their writing style is incoherent or they sound angry all the time.

One problem you may be running into is that findable fans in their 30s and 40s are self-selected for Fandom For Life types who already have a bunch of close fandom friends. They're likely doing a lot of socializing in private with people they've known for ages. I like to think of it as people with very full dance cards. They tend to be the most attractive because they're living happy, fulfilling lives, but that same quality makes them too busy. Meanwhile, people who are sad and alone and desperate for friends are often less visible and less compelling. If someone figured out how to connect with them, they'd be a great friend, but fewer people are trying.

It's not that every compatible late 30s fan is too busy for new friends. It's that the fans who are visible enough that you know they exist and know their approximate age are a very specific slice of overall fandom.

As fans age, some of their fandom friends leave fandom or die, so there can be periods where people are going "Shit, I need new friends!" later on, not just in college and such. But I'd say late 30s is a tough-ish period. A lot of people are busy with young kids and/or haven't lost their inner circles from younger years yet.

In general, a lot of my closer fandom friends aren't actually looking for new friends and haven't been in quite a while. Some don't even post publicly anymore. I'm something of an exception because I'm both extremely friendly and always on the lookout for minions to convince to go to Escapade con or take up the banner of fandom preservation yadda yadda. I have a vested interest in remaining open to new people.

Thoughts, everyone? Have you gone through friend-seeking and full dance card phases?

[bitegore]

Red, you've never been to a Pride parade??

yeah. combination of a few things:

dont like crowds very much

do not care for parades and never have, if i want to go to a street fair or a block party that's different but i dont really like to just watch some shit happen

strobe lights & super loud noises trigger migraines for me so i am not braving them for pop music and parade shit

the pride events in general where i grew up were lame as fuck and i got the play by plays from my friends who liked that sort of thing and even they thought it was lame as fuck

when i was younger i know for a fact i wouldve been getting into fights the minute someone said anything remotely homophobic to me because of the person who i was and also because i used to get pissy in crowds more than i do now. ive been avoiding them as an adult on the same rationale even though i actually have my temper in check these days and i just hadn't thought about it until a rl friend mentioned it.

i think in high school i showed up to some events or other but like... again, got bored, wanted to leave, got nasty at strangers who really probably didn't deserve it because i was a teenager without my own transportation, didn't really want to go back lol. but even then, never a parade. i learned my lesson early from like. the macy's day parades and suchlike (SO boring)

i keep meaning to go into NYC for like events there but i never got around to it. out of frankly just a combo of laziness and not wanting to bother paying for the train so i could pay for entry so i could decide it wasn't my scene and leave. i did go to a pride night at a bar last summer but it was an older crowd and the vibes werent great so i ended up just going to a local coffeeshop and then walking home if i remember right

anyway i'm a very different person now than i was when i was fifteen so we'll see.

[bored2deathiswear]

MDNI

☙Not even joking you'll get the block❧

[Heya, Alex here. I'll begin by saying that I'm not new to RP. I've been in the RP scene since I was 14, and I'm 30, so yeah.

A couple of pointers...

I'm going to start by saying that I'm distant, I easily get burned out and I've got many hobbies besides RP. As such I won't make my life here.

Next, even though I'm taken in real life, my partner doesn't mind me writing smut with rpers, as long as it stays as writing.

I'm 30 and grumpy, I don't have patience for people bringing drama so please, keep it out or I will - look at the block sign-

{RP RULES, WARNINGS AND MUSES UNDER KEEP READING}

Rp rules

I admit I'm not a person of rules, but in the RP community for bad or for good it's needed so here I go:

1. No God mode, no fighting power RP's, blah blah, ya know the drill...

2. Smut will come with how captivated our characters get to one another. Chemistry and all.

3. Multiship. No, I won't accommodate or stay loyal. Forget it.

4. I'm a person of descriptions and paragraphs. You don't have to match this energy but you must give me something to work with.

5. No special requests, nothing of the sort. I'm here looking for someone to write with not to write for.

6. Conversation about limits before any NSFW or Dead Dove stuff.

7. Just... respect.

8. I'm not your emotional garbage. I've left RP because people loved using me as their emotional trash. I have problems of my own.

9. No minors. Just, don't even...

A warning:

This place gets triggering, it will, there's no reason to lie or omit. This place is partly for me to cope. I won't give details, I don't have to, so yeah...Dead Dovey as fuck.

Story-wise, listen...I'm not here for fluff, I'm not here for a boring slice-of-life tale. I'm here for intense interactions, fucked up relationships, complicated feelings, complex stories, and hard-heavy topics.

Anything short of a Melanie Martinez song or a Deftones album I'm not interested.

Cutesy dooty stuff is only for people I've been rping for a really long time and that I trust a lot. Which 99.9% of humanity isn't so...there's that.

We absolutely (prioritize and even make it a rule!) discuss limits and triggers, it's the most important part of rping. I will not do anything people aren't comfortable with unless they don't tell me - so communicate, please.

TW: dark humor, heavy topics like drugs, s*xual ab*se, r*pe, s*xual h*rassment, s*lf destruction (including narcotic abuse and self-h*rm), mentions of historical or past bigotry, violence, gore, psychological torment and abuse, dirty kinky s*x, hard pornographic and lewd topics, fantasies, paraphilia, BDSM, fetish...

Lastly, I don't agree or think like the characters I might rp, please, we are all ppl rping stuff we wouldn't do or believe in rl, let's not even pretend or be immature about this, yes?

Shipping:

Of course, I have preferences. But I can work with any character.

Oc friendly, throw them at me! Just don't expect me to become your OC info dump. It ain't gonna happen.

NSFW/Lewd limits: *No minor related shit, No fecal matter, no vomit, no forced impregnation.

*There might be mentions of past trauma but never descriptions of what exactly happened and how.

Rp practicalities:

> [ooc]

> "IC speech"

> Descriptions, actions, and behavior

> - Thoughts -

Characters I rp:

.Angel Dust🕷

.Blitz🦎

.Fizzarolli🤡

.Husk🐈‍⬛️

.Lucifer🍎

.Striker🐍

.Vox📺

Oc:

.Samyaza🦁 [headcanons]

And to finish:

Ask me and the characters anything and we'll answer. Make sure to specify to which character or if it's OOC.

If you're interested in plotting and rping on Discord or here please interact below this post or DM.

Or add me on Discord:

asi.alex

Thank you for reading!]

[celltheory]

i know this is a me problem but i cannot get super invested in challengers because i do not care about either of those men at all...josh o'connor used to be so special to me...and now...still cannot articulate why i find men so boring and/or offputting. used to feel like i was ~protesting too much~ iykwim but now...i don't know. the ratio of fandom's investment in men vs. women is so tiring but is def not going to change and there are reasons why that's true that i understand. but i just...ugh.

tennis at its peak to me was serena/caro/angie/maria/vika/venus/etc and all the contrasting and weird dynamics that were SO different from each other. you can add aga in there too. and it was interesting because of the expectations of how they were meant to act vs. how they did. and now i really dislike them both and am disappointed/angry about a lot of their views, but the chrissie/martina rivalry was so INSANE. like that documentary haunts me and the book about them is like...wow. and the men's versions just do not hit the same for me. like roger/rafa is so boring and i think if i had been paying attention during the peak of it, i'd be more interested in it? but it's so...blah. i think maria/serena tensions are insaaane and for so many reasons and i think it's partially understandable, partially a shame that their rivalry and careers get reduced to these very simplistic tropes that i think are deeply unfair to both of them. like people think maria is one thing and she really is not? and flattening her is shit for so many reasons...god. anyway. i don't know what my point is. i know that a WTA movie wouldn't hit the same way as challengers. and i know it's also just not a movie for me. because the whole ot3 never really works. writing the fic for it was like ok. do i care about him being pathetic? and the answer is no!

rafa/novak is actually kind of interesting to me ngl i miss that account....the history was like damn ok! rn i'm def more lenient of caring about ~shit people or i guess being interested. like obviously not the most vile people like zverev is just so horrible to me i cannot. and then there's more opinion based ones like rublev drives me bonkers because the babygirlism of him is disgusting to me and i think...whatever. this isn't my point. this was supposed to be a post about how i wish i could get invested in f1 but i cannot. the pathway of like...nba fandom (a select few, imo most steph/klay which was like...not really for me but now that they're seperated and watched the wnba game sitting apart...well i am interested!) to f1 fandom to the motorsports thing which i do NOT get is so baffling to me.

hockey is like...the one sport i know the most about and have loved for the longest period of time but i just...i am not built to be romantic about sports or like...oh my god these men hugged. wow. what does it MEAN. like i don't get any of it. i've tried reading the articles and the books and i just find it so embarrassing. and boring! and obvious? unless it gets turned into something that i do not really think exists but it sounds smart. i don't know. like team dynamics etc are so interesting to me but i also think they're so segmental. and contextual that i get sooo bored of like...the reading into it. and then i feel bad because people act like you should be murdered if you read into it with women. but i get that because women's sports already has so many existing relationships that it's not as fun to play pretend because it's a lot easier to forget about male athlete's rl partners etc than like...the fact that mpp is marrying laura stacey. like dartmouth's laura stacey. can you believe that? i still cannot tbh. i don't know! i have no point. sometimes i feel like i am hanging onto fandom and i really should not because i feel like such a drag. the new tennis rpf fics has actually been so good because it isn't boring m/m pairings with no tension. SORRY! but like damn...is this growth? idk. i don't even have anything to bring to the table rn...

also back to challengers the only positive emotion i've had about it in a while was comparing that trio to ben affleck/jlo/matt damon. now that is interesting.

it is baffling to me that qinwen/iga has been the pairing that's hit the most out of every wta pairing i've randomly decided to try. aryna/paula does not interest me at all i'm so sorry. the emma/qinwen was v good and i think the edge of it is what i like. too far but not really at all. unless you're like...rpf should be illegal. which i obviously don't feel that way but i def experience a lot of internal shame about it. i miss writing but i think the unfinished twu fic that will never become anything makes me not want to start writing anything that isn't a one shot that taps out by 10k for sure.

[sea-adhesiveness537]

hi it's the op of the madd ask game! how about 1, 7, and 25?

1.) How long have I've been Daydreaming? Hmm... For as long as I can remember. Daydreaming is like breathing, it's a second nature and it just happens. The earliest daydreams I might remember are from when I was in nursery or kindergarten, I was very young.

7.) Oh boy, I've been looking forward for this question! Parallel parking prompt, let's gooooooo

Ok, so, while SpongeBob can drive in my paracosm, as in, has the ABILITY to drive a car or a boat mobile, he doesn't like it because he finds it very boring. So he wouldn't give much fucks about parallel parking his car unless it's actually at the expense of other cars. But if you let him have a monster ride like, say, Nihilego Lusamine (I'm using her as an example because it's funny and that she's actually one of his go to mode of transport), THAT'S when the MF actually can parallel park his god damn ride just fine without any problem.

Mickey would boast about being able to parallel park like a good citizen should and be obnoxious about it, but does a shitty job when he actually tries to execute it. Bonus points if he hits a villain actor's car in the process (on purpose or not) and not give a fuck about that. He even believes that his parallel parking looks good and insists that it's perfect, even though it's not.

Sandy is one of the normal ones who'd just parallel park her vehicle just fine and not be to weird about it.

Clarabelle ranges from getting anxious over her car not being perfectly parallel enough (ex: the car being an inch too close or far from another car or object, the car not being straight, the car being in a particular angle, ect), to bragging about parallel parking it successfully first try as if she's a Mary Sue incarnate. But in reality, it took her four or five tries at best, and ten or more at worse if she was having a bad day.

Sonic exe and Ludwig Von Drake would rather just park elsewhere to not deal with this than park in tight spaces if possible (SpongeBob would do this too).

Gothel's also normal, but that's because I made her a bus driver in the paracosm because I got inspired by a video of Google translate singing Mother Knows Best and I gotta yoink the idea for how hilarious the video was. She wouldn't use a bus for this, but it'd be pretty impressive if she somehow manages to parallel park it.

Lusamine would hastily park the car as if she's running from the mob or is late for work, and bump into something in the process. If it's a hero actor's car or worse, Mickey's, then shit would hit the fan very quickly. She takes after SpongeBob with the can park a creature ride properly with no issues thing going on

Cynthia is the one who can park it well and smoothly for a first try and doesn't make a big deal about it. Her ser-workers (aka: co-stars) would freak out about it though.

25.) Which para I'd hate to meet in real life? Honestly Mickey and his cult. Sure, people would make memes about it for the first few weeks, but the moment they get put into the news because of their cult shit and trying to indoctrinate people into their religion, I'm really not meeting them in person multiple times just for the memes. Also, they're very scary, you would not want to face them, especially in combat. You'll either get killed or brainwashed. Pick your poison.

It doesn't help that I try to model their cult after rl ones like the Jehovah's witnesses and heaven's gate. I just like to ruin people's childhoods by making a cult out of Disney characters because the severe whiplash of childhood cartoon characters being in a cruel cult either harming people or being harmed will never not be pretty amusing and super fascinating to me.

Honorary mention: I wouldn't like to meet Lusa in person, either because I kinda still associate her with her canon self or I can not act normal around her because of the daydreams. Either way, I really don't want to deal with her. I'd rather leave her to SpongeBob.

EDIT: I'M A DUMBASS

I forgot that answers can be edited! Welp, guess you have to deal with the ask I sent you.

So yeah, my paras are the fic kind or the pre-existing characters who were unlucky enough to be kidnapped into my mind and be near its vicinity. Yes, they're not mine, but they're adoptive children stolen off the streets from their creators because my brain said so.

Edit: found a typo and fixed it.

[cocodepan]

INTRODUCTION ☀️

Hello and welcomeee!! I'm Coco (she/they). I'm currently a uni student in the Philippines. I have been in the hetalia fandom for a few years now (with occasional pauses because I can't escape no matter what-) and finally decided to open a blog for it 🥳.

💥Expect some art and TONS of reblogs 👍👍

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✨ INTERESTS: Hetalia (MAIN), Idol (Mostly 48 groups), Boring RL geopolitics and IR (because of my program >:(((), OPM/PPOP, Interactive Fiction (COG/HG etc.), 💘 pan de coco 💘

This blog would be mostly hetalia related 🌏

💜 Feel free to interact with me! I would love to find people who are in the same fandom (or interests) as me :> (so YES LOOKING FOR MUTUALS!!!!!!!! - I don't bite promise 😍😍😍😍 also because this loser's RL friends aren't into cool hetalia 🤙😔😔🤙🤙 eyy also a certified Lurker™ slowly trying to get out of the shell so please bear with me (⁠ ⁠ꈨຶ⁠ ⁠˙̫̮⁠ ⁠ꈨຶ⁠ ⁠)

💜 This would be the only account where I would post my art as of writing so yeahhhhhhhhh 👍

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[dumdeeedum]

What difference between book and show is the hardest for you to deal with? For me it's how much Louis has changed (I can handle the diverse aspect of the backstory and I love Jacob!) but I feel like a lot of his personality is different.

Mostly it's the issues that arose from making it so Louis knows about vampire powers. One of the good things about Louis was how "human" he was and I didn't see them as having any GOOD reason why Louis and Claudia should know about and be able to do what other vampires could do. And it all felt in service of making Louis the victim of physical abuse instead of the verbal/psychological abuse he experiences in the book which doesn't work for me. ESPECIALLY if there's an aspect of an unreliable narrator at play. I didn't need Lestat brutalizing Louis with his vampire powers for the sake of the reveal that Lestat could do these things, those things WERE for Lestat to reveal and why Lestat's books were so much more egregious to the vampire world than Louis'. I also don't like Louis in his relationship with Armand because he's completely disempowered in that as well and not only does that not work for me because of who Louis is but also and especially because of who ARMAND is. They're also SO boring together which is the gravest sin for me when it comes to entertainment. But I still think Louis could have worked if not for the bigger issues around him. I don't like what they did to Armand and Daniel and I don't find any of it interesting. I think Anne Rice was able to do more for them in ONE chapter than this show has been able to do the entire series and it legitimately would have been more interesting to have Armand drive Daniel mad and to drive him to destroy his body with alcohol before he's eventually turned into a vampire by Armand who can't let him go than this shit. If you're still gonna go the abuse route lean into the interesting abuse! I know how fucked up that sounds but that's the series! Not only do I not find it interesting but I don't understand the point of it because they've changed Armand COMPLETELY for what feels like the sake of something short-lived instead of understanding that Armand is an enduring character. Granted, we've still got a few episodes to go but right now it feels like Armand is obsessed with Louis and has turned into an abusive villain to keep him when the truth is WAY more interesting: Armand has always been obsessed with LESTAT and they're ALL villains! I don't know how much of "The Vampire Lestat" and onward they'll give us but I'm genuinely worried about these changes to the characters because they took REALLY interesting concepts that could have been expanded upon and just let them fall flat on their face. I've also harped on this a lot but this young people mess coming from all these 35+ year olds is weird to me. Armand SHOULD have been young and young looking, it IS important to his character that he never physically and mentally matured and has a shitload of trauma on top of that. Louis should have been more mature than Lestat who is called "The Brat Prince" for a reason. Lestat becomes a vampire because he runs away to Paris with his boyfriend. That, again, is NOT men pushing 40 mess! They also COMPLETELY took the wind out of the sails of Claudia being a child by making her too old as a character and hiring people who can pass for adults to play her and I can see them totally floundering on that now because they've also failed to expand on her and actually dumbed her down. I love the changes in the time period and had so much hope for it but they're going about it in SUCH a bizarre way where it feels like they want to have their cake of Lestat being a pre-revolution French Lord and eat it too. I don't see why Lestat is so much older as a vampire when part of his character IS that Lestat is really only 10 rl years older than Louis in the books. He's sent away from Marius because of it! When Lestat is like 150 years old it's, again, less interesting to me and dumber! And what was the POINT of it??

tl;dr I had hope for this series and now it's just boring drivel. They should have gone the miniseries/1 series for "Interview" route and built up to Akasha.

[its-moopoint]

How great that OL in the first 3 seasons had SC as JC act their real bedroom antics in front of the camera and the 20 people in the room with the the directors, choreographers, executives, etc. acting as sick voyeurs! All for shippers' benefit because every romantic screen couple with amazing chemistry had to be together in RL in order to be as good on screen. 😲

Anonymous asked:

Agree that the Frasers are chaste and PG, but it’s just another reason I believe they’re together IRL. I don’t think they want to share what’s theirs so openly anymore…with skin, tongues, going all out. They might be embarrassed at how much they went for it in the beginning. That shit’s all over the internet! I get it, that would be weird if you were actually together. It wouldn’t be weird if she was with someone else and they were ACTing all along, right? Antis love to use Tony as the excuse for it cooling down, but that doesn’t make any sense. I don’t believe they could fake the way their characters look at each other and are intimate, even without the sex, after all this time if they didn’t actually feel it. They’d look more disinterested if it wasn’t nice for them in some way, if it bothered Tony. They’re doing it, they just want it for themselves and that’s okay.

odessa-2

I agree that they don't want people having a window into their real sex life. A bit late for that now. We've already seen it and it made S1-3 MAGICAL! They are doing their characters and the story an injustice with these Days of Our Lives style love scenes. They're unremarkable, forgettable, boring and they may as well not bother with this level of dilution. Jamie and Claire were hot for each other in the books. Omitting this due to personal reasons of any variety is not what the role calls for and is an inaccurate portrayal of the JC love story.

auburncurlslass

It's said that images and ideas are the reflections of what's seen in photos. That can also be said of film. From the opening episode, Sam and Caitriona's true inward feelings were on screen, visible to all. Many chose to see reality, and many chose to deny it. I can see them ACTing as a romantic couple in the initial episodes, but once they filmed The Reckoning, nothing was left to the imagination. IMO, that episode broke the damn...and what was shown was completely S&C as J&C. They could not damper that lust and craving for each other.

Yes to these people what they actually watched during first seasons was p0rn and real fuck1ng. On set.

These folks after watching the movie "Carol" run to send posts to Cate Blanche's husband warning him that since she had used tongue with Rooney Mara for the sex scenes in the movie she had turned out to be a lesbian married to a man and with 3 kids.

I mean... yeah that's the level

[kingcrossbones]

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[blueiight]

Louis is such an interesting character. He is a hypocrite who contradicts himself. And he is also a character who has a huge capacity for love. This is why I don't understand why some people want Louis to be boring and just have things happen to him. He does bad, selfish things. And that what makes him a great character. He is filled with multitudes.

Facts! u can acknowledge terrible things happen to louis& complicated perception of self even 100 years later and recognize what he is in full. fans r so comically racist toward rl black ppl that a fictional character being black does impede their perception of them [whether its undue criticism of his arc, ‘mutual abuse’ madness, or tryhard martyrdom cuz u think black ppl r obligated to be perfect paragons of morality n not people.] we can acknowledge the moral complexities louis poses w/o denying anything he went thru. as my fav saying is here, two or more things can coexist. louis is the one dearly beloved by the vampire world & his victims, an indiscriminate killer, though too weak to risk the death of the victim in his arms like armand said.. hes a deadly & romantic vampire bc of his hypocrisy, his struggle to seek absolution n love draws lestat and armand to love him so. tbh i couldnt get past the slave shit & what book lewis said bout africans v. african americans v. free blacks in the og interview so i was like mehhhh ok slavemaster pussy move the needle in vampire land ig! but reimagining these lines / scenes w amc louis moved me n amc louis chara arc as we see in the show did an excellent job of showing this!!!. see the positive impact of racebending. i do think getting on him for his family when his family never wouldve accepted him as a human is sooo stupid when the fact that he was pimping out black women to powerful white men in the city as a human & baby vampire n when he lost those businesses due to jim crow begged lestat to turn a dying black teenage girl cuz he wanted to be a mommy so bad is where u can rly get on his ass 🤭

[rainbowtvz]

my gf is recording isaac gameplay and im bored again lol

been window shopping on temu (yes ik abt the shady shit and i'm choosing to use it anyway shh)

and i found a fuck ton of weird shirts and designs that are right up my alley so i think the temu algo really gets what i like now lol.

bit sus that they suddenly put in shirts /w my rl name on em tho "i'm [rl name] doing [rl name] stuff"

like its cute but ermm

only thing i dont like abt temu is the predatory pyramid scheme thing to get free monies for inviting enough people (it never works) and the fact that they don't have a wishlist option i just have to put everything in my cart lol

[titleleaf]

It wasn’t the first time I experienced this, but the Vampire Chronicles were one of my earliest experiences feeling like the way I was supposed to feel as a savvy reader and a queer person and a person in the theoretical target audience for a work was at fundamental odds with the way I did feel as an abuse survivor. Which wasn’t rational or something I could readily articulate (definitely not at that time) and which made me feel like I was hysterical and a worse person/worse reader/worse thinker for not being able to simply Receive The Text On Its Own Terms. (And to enjoy it more without those reservations, I guess??? Who the fuck was asking me to do this, I was reading these books under my own steam. This was purely shit I internalized from elsewhere, the sense that if something was well-loved or seminal in its field or a Great Book if I didn’t react in a certain way I must be doing it wrong. Boring and shitty rl reasons for this!)

I do have very real weakness as far as understanding how the structure of a work shapes the effect of a passage, and that’s something I want to build up through practice, but people discussing the weird and ambivalent treatment of gender and abuse in those books just dragged all that up again, the feeling like my judgment was too compromised to read a book the “right” way, and that I should be able to turn off all my own idiosyncratic reactions to things (including emotional and physiological reactions) in order to be the right kind of purely-objective blank slate reader.