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Long time no see!
I've returned to this blog once again to vent about my mental health downward spiral and ny attempts at getting it back on track.
I've nearly got 2 years clean from heroin and other hard substances :)
My abusive ex is finally out of my life :)
Im moving to a new state next year :)
Im training to be a dog groomer and I'm happy at my job :)
I got diagnosed with ASD :) (relived to finally figure my brain out a little bit more)
Unfortunately, my anxiety is atrocious, I've had the same nightmare every night for years, my GERDS is really acting up, I think I've relapsed back into bulimia, (I'm nearly at my heaviest weight again from all of the meds I'm on and my thyroid issues) I have zero desire to work out when im not feeling well and exhausted from work, my OCD is the worst it's ever been and I can't fight my compulsions, my very first love is back in my life except with a wife and baby, and I finished a 3rd round of accutane and once again it didn't work.
I've been feeling heavily agitated. I'm always angry. I want to be mean and nasty to everyone, but that's not cool. I do my best to redirect my anger bc im not really angry at them.
I hope I can find a solution soon. Recovery isn't linear, but I don't plan on letting go.
#bpd#borderline babble#actually borderline#borderline personality disorder#autism#ocd#heroin addict#addiction#recovery
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I installed a mod to make khajiit eyes glow because Sharaya's eyes barely showed up and when I took off a piece of armour her eyes disappeared.
Not the first time some creepypasta shit has happened to m through modding lol,
Not sure whether to try and fix it or make it part of character lore, like she stole an artifact from a daedric prince and they took her eyes or something.
My best idea is that she spared Erandur from the vaermina quest and was stricken with nightmares the night after, her soul being sent to Oblivion but her body remained in Nirn, after some mind games and her stealing the Skull of Corruption, she was essentially Kansas city shuffled by the daedra, she tries to return to her body and wake up with the staff in tow only to find it's horns plunged into her eyes.
Cool idea, and would be a fun way to have my cake and eat it too with the vaermina quest.
Plus the idea of playing a blind archer/stealth assassin really appeals to me, that and as a double class into an Alchemist doctor/ restoration enchanter. I'm sure I could find a cool way to make her a ",third eye" with a circlet that she can temporarily magically use should the story context need it.
as much as I don't like the idea of disabled people being "cured" of their disabilities, the idea of an enchanter/Alchemist relearning their skills from scratch by smell, taste, sound, and spiritual attunement, is really fucking cool and inspiring, also ties into the whole "legendary" skill system in the game pretty nicely as well.
#nudi babbles#nudi gaming#sharaya#oc#the elder scrolls#tes#tes v#skyrim#tes v Skyrim#glitch#tes oc#elder scrolls#elder scrolls oc#practice safe modding kids#borderline creepypasta shit#they took my fucking eyes
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So I realize the fact that I am writing a (currently on hiatus) fic with a serious tone might give people in the Okami tag certain impressions of me and just...
Y'all, I'm also the same person that put Waka in a mech for my current tabletop game. I am just as much of a shitpost as the rest of you.
#Bamboo Babbles#Granted that version of him has since veered hard into borderline OC territory after six months of this campaign#But such is the nature of TTRPGs#It's not DnD btw it's Lancer#POINT IS everyone in this fandom is a Grade A shitposter and I am one of you#And it's wonderful#Okami
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in doing research on bpd and szpd for coral and percy and OCs and this fic im trying to write and just out of general interest, i think it's odd that people characterize them as opposites when i think that's more of a szpd vs hpd, esp if you view them as extreme introversion vs extreme extroversion - and even then it's not really a direct opposition, comorbidity is just far more unlikely.
w/ szpd and bpd, there are no symptoms in the dsm5 that are mutually exclusive of each other. i think it's in part because people view szpd as complete lack of emotion and bpd as too much emotion always expressed outwards
but ppl w/ szpd aren't w/o emotion, they can have a lot of emotions, they just typically lack the means or ability to express it consistently (hence a blunted or flat affect), and ppl w/ bpd can repress their emotions inwards (quiet bpd theory) so it just blows up inside of them.
fear of abandonment and the unstable relationships symptoms can intertwine w/ the schizoid dilemma of desiring relationships but resistant to the emotional connection it requires. seen it discussed that ppl w/ szpd can/may circle back into the same relationship in a similar way to ppl w/ bpd - as well as the idealization/devaluation splitting, difference being a sense of safe/unsafe rather than perfect/horrible, but i think the two could overlap (i.e. a perfect person is safe to be emotionally vulnerable with)
difficulty w/ controlling anger is a possible overlap as well as i've seen a lot of ppl w/ szpd talk about how out of all the emotions, anger is an emotion they feel stronger and/or more commonly than the others - it might be easier to recognize because of this, and when you normally struggle to feel anything, dealing w/ an emotion like anger can be difficult
self-harm is possible w/ both disorders - if you struggle to feel something, hurting yourself is one way to make you feel something, and if you feel a lot of things, hurting yourself is one way to release it. impulsive activity can also factor into this too - i've seen ppl in the schizoid reddit talk frequently abt doing psychedelic drugs and whatnot
persistent periods of emptiness is a bpd symptom, and chronic emptiness is a common experience in ppl w/ szpd. unstable self image or sense of self is another similar overlap - seen a lot of ppl w/ szpd mention that they don't really feel they have a self. there's also the false/true self theory as well as the concept that ppl w/ szpd tend to have more permeable boundaries, which can affect the sense of self
i wonder how common comorbidity of the two are. or how many ppl w/ one of either diagnosis carry significant traits of the other.
#thoughts i've been thinking abt#happy's babblings#i know w/ the poseidon = bpd and neptune = szpd hc it probably feels like opposition but no it's just a separate development of expression#borderline personality disorder#schizoid personality disorder#personality disorders#happy rambles about mental health
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wishes you sex, life, healing, sunlight, nature, magic, serenity, and spirit
#the gay pride flag#gay pride#queer stuff#it is interesting to think about the sex stripe from the perspective of a borderline sex repulsed asexuality#to incorporate the thinking about sex in a deliberate and queer way#what DOES sex mean to me?#and i do think about how i needed to go very far into my repulsion to come out the other side and think about bodies#in a way that i could deal with#i do wish for there to be sex in my life in multiple kinds of ways that are all non-normative in scope#i wish for people to freely talk about sex i wish for people to freely have sex i wish for all the openness about sex#to bleed into how we embody ideas about agency and consent and respect#i think queer feminist intersectional sex is something that can help to heal us#(and i have not mentioned here my own personal boundaries in terms of sex here but under this scope i am held too)#i might write this into its own post tbh#but i think it's worthwhile to actually think about what things mean to you#and the sex stripe is the one that's been foremost on my mind for obvious reasons -- the others deserve their own babble too
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it would be nice to have testosterone it would be nice to have the drive to work on the things i dont want to do it would be nice to be able to be nonbinary without forcing myself to be uber-masc it would be nice to learn to trust people it would be nice to be better at art it would be nice to learn to accessorise and dress nicely it would be nice to stop existing
#clemont babbles#negative shit#why do academics always send me into such an awful spiral? what the fuck is wrong with me#im no fucking boy genius im always a borderline disappointment#halfway there but never making it and yet everyone seems to see the smoke and mirror of wasted potential#i hate school so much but i need it to get a better job but why get a better job when i have nothing to live for#no partner; no one in their right mind would ever want me like that#my love is mine to give and i give it to my friends#and even then it literally took 3 maybe 5 years for me to be comfortable with rey#and for kade it's like 5 maybe 6#'social skills are pretty important' trust me mr wong i know#but why would i ever let people in when i dont trust their political standings and dont know how acceptable my existence is to them#god if you exist out there#why did you not grant me the courage to die in 2012#thirteen wasted years; two of them in a ''''depressed'''' haze#my discords so populated with unfinished plans and fickle step by steps#i should buy a ticket to see kade at least once in my life before i disappear
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let’s make a toast
to how much i hurt you—
let’s drink to that.
#music#non fandom#apple babble 🍎#zeromancer#manoeuvres#bye bye borderline#toss a queue to your witcher#Spotify
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No one is allowed to talk about radical feminism and what it actually means unless you've read a book on feminism. Hope this helps.
#babble babble#bitches who have never read any feminist theory: ok but that's borderline radfem rhetoric sweaty
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im cramping i feel like im gonna throw up and then pass out
#babbling#my whole body hurts#also work is using my entire brain today and its just never ending#SO many borderline parts#according to our written criteria these parts should be scrapped#but weve been given the go to pass them by engineers before#girl help
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Me, gnawing off my own arm in frustration: FINE is there a cheat engine table for this--
Some divine genius, musing on the forums: I mean, the saves are totally comprehensible and you can open them with notepad++ if you just want--
Me, now enlightened: A thousand blessings on your house for averting the fury aneurysm I was dangerously close to, I'm going to make my character a tiny god.
#I got a good endiiiiiing#not a perfect one but I get the impression perfect is borderline impossible and I might've needed to start editing earlier#but hey only one named NPC died this time! so I think I did okay!#first round I was like 'oh gosh oh no' because like... basically everyone was at least somewhat unhappy#and second round might've involved cheating but I don't care#if your game involves time loops then I ought to be able to build on the loops NG+ style#and if you will not grant me that of your own accord then that is a YOU problem which I will fix with cheating#also I think it's shitty when the high-stat unlock option is objectively the worse one#there were some game design choices made here that make me go hm#with a very skeptical look on my face#but it did eat like 15 hours of my life so there's that#gonna replay again and try to get a better ending for two characters I liked because I was like 'OH HOH?' and then didn't have time#to do anything#on account of we were coming up very hard on the apocalypse deadline#babble tea (blacklist this for less chatter)
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stranger things x reader fandom you have such a problem with copying other people's work
#i swear every one-shot I've tried to read lately has been ripped straight from a different fic I've read#and like. yeah obviously there are going to be common scenarios because of the characters/setting#but this latest one is 'reader has a heart to heart with their date about how reader/steve are pining for each other'#hmm. smells like borderline plagiarism to me#alisha babbles
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I have a turbulent sense of self so I only draw myself to try and mitigate that.
#butchy babbles#most of my sketchbook is just. me. in different hairstyles and eye shapes trying to nail down how to represent myself#which is probably part of why i'm so hesitant to share my art bc ohhh the borderline guy is obsessed with himself. go figure.#aggghhhhh
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˖ ࣪ ، ◞ せ⌇ BABY MOMMA. featuring k. nanami.
↻ there’s nothing nanami wants more in the world than to make you a mommy, and give you his beautiful kids.
tags : breeding kink, creampie, mommy kink (if you squint), messy sex, pet names, feral nanami, marathon sex, lactation + pregnancy (fantasized), ovulation cycle // wc. 0.9k
author’s note : sorry this one’s a lil late, i’ve been busy with theme changes and real life is throwing a million and one hurdles at me and i just can’t keep up 😞 you can't tell me that nanami wouldn't be a massive family man, so here i have him completely desperate to start a family with you and give you his babies. notes and reblogs are always appreciated, and check out my masterlist for non-event based works <3 !!
this work is NSFW. minors and ageless blogs DO NOT INTERACT.
it’s been hours. hours since nanami even proposed the idea of trying for kids, and now, it’s all he can fucking think about.
it’s all you can think about too, given the fact that he’s fucked you out of your mind, legs numb from being in missionary for as long as you remember with nanami plunging in and out of you, the tip of his cock nudging your cervix with every single thrust.
it’s repetitive. it’s addicting.
“hah- kento, can’t take no more…” your voice is a sheepish babble, nails digging into his back as tears stream down your face. “ ‘s too much, ken, please–“
nanami grunts in your ear, hips never ceasing movement as he ruts into you. “g’na have to, sweetheart. this one’s gotta take.”
he said that about the last one, and the one before that, and the one before that… and fuck, you can’t keep up with how many times he’s said it because he’s been going at it for so long with only one goal in mind.
he’s gonna give you kids. he’s gonna make you a mommy, and you’re gonna raise his kids with him as his wife.
it’s all he’s ever wanted. it’s all he’s ever dreamed of, and when he watches you lounge around the house wearing nothing but a bra and his oversized dress shirt and a wedding ring fit snugly on your finger, he really can’t stop himself from imagining what you would look like with a swollen tummy, breasts spilling out of that same bra.
“g’na give you my kids baby…” he’s rambling half out of his ass, his brain scrambled by pure need. “gonna make my girl a mommy. you’re gonna be a great mommy, aren't you?”
he’s brought up the topic before. it was never anything serious, just asking you what you would prefer and never really thinking of his own volition. you had always agreed with him wholeheartedly, and it would somehow lead to the two of you cooing over baby clothes and strollers but never anything more.
nanami is fucking sick of it. he’s sick of fawning over the idea and not doing anything about it. sure, you’ve made love a couple of times, but it never held any true intent, focusing on the pure need to give each other pleasure.
well, now, nanami needs more than pleasure. he needs to see you with that swollen tummy and those massive leaky tits, and there’s only one way to do that; fucking you within an inch of your life and cumming in your cunt until it finally takes.
“kento–“ you seemingly haven’t gotten bored of it yet, despite having been at it for over two hours. your back still arches with every bump to your cervix, nails still raking down his back as his sweaty chest squashes your own. “this one’s gonna take, promise.”
“i can’t be sure of that,” he states matter-of-factly. “although your tracker says you’re ovulating, we can’t just trust that once or twice will be enough.” is he sure of this fact? no, but he is sure that you feel too damn good to stop, even though he’s already finished inside of you enough times to guarantee your pregnancy ten times over.
you just look so beautiful beneath him. you wear the radiance of sex extremely well, eyes fogged over and mouth hanging open as your steamy pants echo in his ear. you’re borderline intoxicating, and that’s why nanami can’t stop, even though he knows you need him to before you pass out.
“look at me, angel. i wanna see you.” you weakly turn your cheek away from the pillow and look up at him, lips stained a gorgeous red and swollen from his kisses. “you’re gonna be such a pretty momma.”
your eyelids flutter and your back arches weakly as you cum again for the final time, garbled moans of nanami’s name flooding from your throat. despite the longevity of your session, your cunt still manages to squeeze around him impossibly, and nanami groans deeply, arms sliding around your hips as you pulls you forward to meet his thrusts.
“kentooo…”
“i know, baby, i know.” the sheets are soiled with your sweat and his, and the tight clampdown of your walls propels him to cum one final time, hips flush against your twitching clit as he pumps you full.
you both stay like that for a beat, nanami folded over your twitching body before he finally pulls out slowly, and when he does, the sight he’s met with is so incredibly dirty that he can barely believe he was the one to reduce you to such a mess. “oh, angel…”
copious amounts of his release flood from your cunt, leaving a translucent pool on your sheets. whilst he absolutely loves the sight and wishes to brand it on the forefront of his brain, nanami’s goal is still clear as day.
he leans down and kisses your overstimulated clit, fingers dancing around your twitchy hole and gathering up his release before pushing it back inside with a curl of his fingers that makes you want to scream.
“can’t waste any, my dear, or it might not take, remember?” when he looks up at you from in between your trembling thighs, the look on his face is nothing short of depraved, blonde strands of hair sticking to his forehead and cheeks stained red with excitement.
“can’t wait to see my girl become a mommy.”
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#jujutsu kaisen#kento nanami#jujutsu kaisen x reader#kento nanami x reader#jujutsu kaisen smut#kento nanami smut#jjk smut#jjk x reader
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It's two in the morning and you're knocking on your own front door after a night out with your friends. Your mind has been occupied by static, not allowing you to remember that you have a key to let yourself in, so you stand there alone, waiting to be let in. You plant your hand on the wall to keep yourself balanced, looking left and right to see if anybody or any car is looking at you as they pass by.
Just as you're about to knock, again, the door opens and you flinch, your other hand flying to the wall to remain steady on your feet. You look up at your man with warped vision, blinking a little to try and clear your view of him. You can't contain your laughter when you see the stern look on Toji's face, his green eyes laced with concern you can't process in this state.
"What the fuck..." Toji mutters, to himself. What kind of friends would just drop you off without making sure that you get inside your house, safely? It's late. Who knows how long you had been standing there before you knocked. Anyone could have snatched you away.
Toji will catch you. You know he'll catch you if you just lean forward into him, like a backwards trust fall, so you set the plan in motion. You drag your feet and move your hands along the wall until you're in the safe zone, and then you just fall forward.
"Woah, hey." He's quick to hold you up against him, to prevent you from sliding down his body and to the floor. "Hey, you good? Talk to me. Can you walk?" Toji doesn't receive much of a response from you. Just quiet little giggles and incoherent mumbles. He sighs and picks you up, draping you over his shoulder. The door is shut and locked, before he makes his way to the bedroom. The light is already on, because he was awake the entire time, awaiting your arrival. Toji sets you down on the bed and briefly sits on the edge, by your feet.
"You didn't answer my calls, and I texted you like twenty times." He lifts your feet and takes their place, before setting them down on his lap so that you are comfortable. His fingers make haste of undoing the buckles on your high heels and he sets the shoes down, placing them under the bed.
You simply hum in response, not entirely sure of how you got to the room. The light is so bright and it's irritating your eyes, making it hard for you to hold them open.
"Told you to let me know if you needed me to pick you up, dummy." Toji wraps his hands around one of your ankles, his fingers kneading with little pressure, incase the area is tender.
"N-Nooo, i'm... here. Here," you babble.
It's so frustrating to be unable to get a full explanation out of you, right now. Your responses are borderline illogical and it's not doing Toji any good. He feels like his heart is about to beat out of his chest. He can't calm down, after he spent the last few hours wondering why you stopped responding to him and why you weren't answering his calls. To open the door and instantly get a whiff of your night out was enraging, not because you got extremely intoxicated, but because there was no one looking out for you by the end of your time out.
Toji understands that there is no point in digging into this, now. You can't even walk or see straight, so he settles for making simple conversation that you can easily digest.
"Did your phone die or something?"
You shake your head, side to side, and his blood boils all over again. This was supposed to be an easy conversation, but he was just so damn worried. His entire body is tense with concern.
"Fuck." He sighs, nodding slightly at your response. "Yeah, okay."
A few seconds of silence go by and Toji thinks you may have fallen asleep, but then you speak up, out of nowhere, again.
"Took lots of pictures..." you mumble, eyes closed as you dig into your pocket for your phone. Once it's in your hand, you toss it on the bed for Toji to grab. He puts your massage on hold and picks up your phone, unlocking it and going to your photo gallery, where immediately, he sees previews of the pictures of you and those so called "friends" who abandoned you on your doorstep. The only reason he cares for those group photos is because you're smiling widely, seemingly laughing, and overall looking extremely happy in every one of them, but as much as he loves the look on your face in those, he loves the pictures you took of yourself and the ones your friends took of you, more. Some you had already sent to him, others he hadn't seen until then, so he sent those pictures to himself.
Toji turns your phone off and sets it aside, before grabbing ahold of your other ankle and repeating the same treatment that he did for the first one.
"There was... ugh..." you sweep away some strands of hair that almost went into your mouth. "A man. I dropped my phone and he- and he got too close behind me when I bent down to pick it up." You nod, with your eyes as wide as they can be in this state, like you're trying to prove that you aren't lying by looking him straight in his eyes.
"That's fucking disgusting, mama." Toji's eyebrows furrow, discomfort written all over his face with this new information you revealed. He squeezes your ankle a little tighter, his mind beginning to cloud with thoughts of never letting you go out without him again, but before he even thinks of spilling these thoughts to you, he asks you the most important questions.
"Are you okay? Did he touch you?"
"Mm-mm, no." You shake your head as quickly as you can without getting dizzy. "Saw his legs behind my legs and I got up and gave him this look..." You furrow your brows and lid your eyes, a gaze that doesn't seem intimidating or warning enough, now, after so many drinks. Your face quickly relaxes after and you roll your eyes with a tired sigh. "Yup, that was the face I made and then I walked away," you say, your attitude more upbeat.
"Did he leave you alone?" Toji asks, hoping nothing more happened. If there is more, he'll have you describe this man to the best of your ability, and he will hunt him down until he can positively assure that he's no longer part of the world's population.
"Yeahhh, don't know where he went." You hum like you're trying to remember, as if you even have that knowledge. You walked away and didn't turn back around, something that finally concludes your brief inability to recall. "Think he got lost." You giggle.
"Good. I'm glad," Toji says. You hum in agreement, and your eyes fall shut, gracing you with two seconds of sleep before your head nods and you wake up, again. Your bashful smile evolves into a short laugh, one that has Toji smiling at how precious you are. "You tired, mama?"
You nod and blink slowly in response, fighting the urge to shut your eyes for longer. Your lips curl into a lazy smile, when Toji presses a kiss to your ankle, before he moves your feet and sets them on the bed so he can get up.
"Let's get you ready for bed, then."
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at this point im doing everything else other than the art im supposed to do
#clemont babbles#2.5h to midnight which means plenty of time but i just? dont want to?#i should / borderline have to but ughhhh
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'TRYNA GET YOUR BABY MAMA FULL OF THAT DICK !
𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 — jing yuan, blade, luocha x fem!reader
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 & 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 — n/sfw content, cheating, squirting, dumbification, neglect (from the husband), overstimulation, toxic relationships, dirty talk, petnames, reader is married, cucking, cowgirl, possessiveness (blade), vouyerism, luocha is your family doctor, etc • i never thought id write something like this but here we are lol anyway, happy reading and i hope you enjoy !! minors dni & not proofread
𝐉𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐘𝐔𝐀𝐍 ⊹ ࣪ ˖
"bounce on me just like that, baby," jing yuan groaned, palming the fat of your ass as you rode him on your husband's couch. "s'big — you're so big, ji," you bit your lip, trying your best to suppress any moans — not wanting your neighbours to suspect anything.
"yeah? even bigger than him?" a sleazy grin adorned jing yuan's lips, your back arched so sinfully as he thrusted up into you. "ngh —!" you threw your head back, clawing his broad shoulders with your pretty nails, that your husband paid for you to get done.
"answer me, sweet girl," he whispered, fondling your bouncing tits before pulling and pinching at your hardened nipples. "d-don't tease!" you swatted at his hand, which only made him pinch harder.
" 'm not teasing, so serious right now baby," his droopy eyes were glinting with mischief — he knew he looked good. you gasped when his hand reached down to flick and rub at your clit, licking his lips at the way you clenched down on his cock.
"gonna cum, pretty?" he captured your lips in a heated kiss before you could even answer him — as if he already knew what you were gonna say. you could practically feel your eyes rolling from the pleasure behind your closed lids, pussy gushing all over his thighs and abdomen — drenching his cock in your juices.
" yesyesyes — 's so big, so much bigger than him —!" you babbled into the messy kiss, back arching even more and pressing your tits against his own chest —
"that's what i thought."
𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐃𝐄 ⊹ ࣪ ˖
muffled grunts of complaint escaped your husband's gagged mouth, hard cock straining against the rough fabric of his slacks.
"enjoying the view, cheating piece of shit?" blade had you spread eagle on you and your soon-to-be ex husband's shared bed — with you chanting his name like a prayer everytime his cock hit that one spot with unbelievable precision.
"mmph!" your husband growled — veins popping out from his forehead as he tried his best not to hump the air. fuck, you looked borderline delirious getting split open by your co-workers cock; pupils dilated with lust — practically having hearts swimming in your eyes for blade.
"look at 'em, baby — look at how fuckin' hard the bastard is," he forcibly turned your head over to your husband and the man almost didn't recognise you — tongue lolling out with each heavy thrust from blade, sweat dripping down your sinful body.
you didn't even pay attention to the tied-down man — all too focused on the way blade's thick cock rearranged your guts. "see how she turns into a dumb little slut for my dick?" blade spat, cockiness dripping from his words — sharp hipbones digging into the soft skin of your thighs with each slam of his hips.
"who does this pussy belong to?" blade turned your head back to face him, licking the tears that rolled down your heated cheeks. "y-you! all yours — it belongs to you!" you babbled mindlessly, causing a devilish smile to appear on blade's lips —
"oh yeah? and what's my name?"
"bladeee—! oh fu-fuck, bla-de!" you cried out before spraying your juices all over him — some of it even coating his abs.
"good fuckin' girl."
𝐋𝐔𝐎𝐂𝐇𝐀 ⊹ ࣪ ˖
"are you sure you wanna do this?" luocha whispered against your lips, his minty breath filling your senses. "please," you begged, rolling your hips on his lap to show your want — no, need for the blonde man.
it's not like your husband was a good man either — always out drinking and partying, while you stayed at home. alone. he brushed you off everytime you asked about the lipstick stains on his collar — saying you were being dramatic, you were sick of it. could he really blame you for wanting luocha? the young, handsome family doctor — who was also a gentleman at heart.
"i've got you," luocha's smooth, velvety voice cut off your train of thought, a gloved hand tilting your chin up before pressing his lips to yours. his other hand found purchase at your hip, before snaking up to wrap itself around your waist, pulling you closer to him.
you couldn't help but moan into the kiss — he was certainly good at this, better than your husband, at least. luocha was elegant but warm — the complete opposite of your husband, who was rough and neglectful. the softness of the kiss had you melting in his touch.
a gasp left your lips when luocha flipped you over, your back now turned to him while you laid on your tummy. "luocha.." you all but whined, pushing your ass back against his rigid cock, earning a soft groan from him. he pushed your sundress up, bunching the thin fabric at your waist — "no panties?" he mused, landing a playful slap on your plush ass. gloved hands found your cunt before you could answer, rubbing your bare folds.
an amused chuckle left the man once he felt how damp you were, "already this wet? hmm.. the mister has been neglecting you quite a bit, hasn't he? worry not, i will take great care of you."
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