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oh okay fuck me i guess i don't need to read last flight anyways if they're having the mc show up and lore dump on me the entire plot of the book. okay.
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The thoughts in my brain about food rn are awful so like tw disordered eating for sure and tw for talk of health anxiety and nausea / throwing up
Eating disorder brain vs autism / ARFID brain vs taking my adhd meds again and having no appetite vs EATING DISORDER BRAIN BC MY MOM WAS ALL EXCITED FOR ME THAT I WAS GONNA GET ON ADHD MEDS AND HAVE NO APPETITE vs feeling nauseous from coming out of hyperfocus mode and realizing bc of my adhd meds I hadnโt really eaten in twelve hours vs just getting my blood test results back and seeing Iโm like low low in iron (and I hate eating things with iron Iโm pretty much vegetarian at this point (even tho I donโt like most vegetables) sometimes I eat a ham and cheese sandwich or bacon in a breakfast sandwich or like chicken if itโs not really seasoned other than salt and no pepper) and my sodium is too high which it has been consistently for years and those two things together are for sure fucking w my blood and my heart and (okay this is not doctor confirmed this is โfor sureโ from my anxiety brain. Not fact.) other shit and like high sodium low iron can cause dizziness lightheadedness heart racing like all this shit Iโve been dealing with that Iโve contributed to anxiety (which does get worse with anxiety bc of course it does itโs anxiety itโs gonna make your heart race and youโre gonna wanna sit down when your legs are jello) but itโs freaking me out im such a hypochondriac but i also have so many psychosomatic symptoms its so hard to tell the difference anymore โฆ vs the smoking cigs and losing an appetite vs trying to smoke less weed and not being hungry bc of it vs having heartburn from always having a stomach full of medication and barely any food or way too much food and not enough meds like itโs terrible I donโt know whatโs wrong with me in the brain why donโt I want to do the steps to fix it (me)
Itโs so funny that my body wants me to have an eating disorder so bad it makes me throw up daily without wanting to or especially after I try not to throw up and try to actually take my meds and space meals and meds out properly and I still throw up or get heavily nauseous why does this happen to me ๐คฉ๐คฉ๐คฉ
Idk what fucking eating disorder I have but something is going on !!!!! Iโve just been ignoring it for so fucking long and Iโve been like well Iโm not skinny at all so my family isnโt worried about me (they actively talk about wanting me to lose weight) and Iโm not throwing up on purpose so itโs fine but like Jesus Christ I eat the same maybe fifteen things I donโt really know how to cook for myself like cooking for real esp the real healthy meals I like and my mom doesnโt cook for the house anymore my brother stopped cooking really now that heโs working he just orders food in for him and mom and I eat more microwave frozen meals alone in my room while they hang out in the living room and eat watching tv together.
I hate anxiety and blood tests and food in general and taking medications with food and still getting heartburn or nausea I hate that I have to be awake in like seven hours and take my mom to the airport and idk if Iโm gonna wake up nauseous with a headache or not so ๐
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10.02.24
gahhh ive had such bad artblock recently my queue is decreasing in size rapidly but i must keep up the grind..!!!! throws these gays at you and runs away
#fanbrush#ii fan#ii paintbrush#inanimate insanity#did you guys know that ive been a pink hair paintbrush truther since like forever#even before they said that they would prefer pink dyed bristles in their interview#its cause i had an ii x omori au from when i was still fixated on omori#and they were aubrey#and aubrey dyes her hair pink so i made them dye their hair pink#and its just stuck#also also i hc that fan has a habit of carrying around bags#cause hes worried that if he doesnt have his eye on something he owns someone might take it#so if he has like. some sort of journal with SUPER SECRET THINGS!!! he keeps it in a bag so no one can read it#he also keeps his phone and laptop etc in there because he is irrationally afraid that someone will figure out his password#can you tell im projecting. im projecting#also#paintbrush ii#fan ii#ii fanart#osc art#art#hhhhh my head hurtssssssssssss booooooooooo ๐๐๐
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WE NEED TO LOCK @scaredinstigator UP ๐๐๐
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Fuck this stupid game I donโt even like it anyways ๐
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who tf finishes an outfit off with a bright ass orange bandana around their neck
#LOSER#and like whats even the reason. it has no use. bro was trying to make some kinda fashion statement#NEVER LET HIM COOK AGAIN BOOOOOOOOOOO ๐๐๐๐๐๐
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One of my friends canceled our plans this morning ๐๐๐
BOOOOOOOO to that Irl
BOOOOOOOOOOOOO BOOOOOOOOOOO
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I AM NOT A WEIGHTED BLANKET
-J
Booooooooooo๐๐๐๐
Also do you have any idea how to take care of a bunny???
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โb-b-but heโd have to change thousands of lines of code!!โ
wahhh wah i donโt care. itโs ridiculous that this isnโt even on the agenda, the creator just fully intends to never implement the feature. what an asshole
AND ANOTHER THING.
stardew valley needs a FUCKING gender neutral they/them option. iโm SICK of being misgendered on there and it makes me not want to play the game anymore
#he didnโt even TRY#๐๐๐BOOOOOOOOOOO#also#i left a really polite reply requesting this change on concernedapeโs twitter#and APPARENTLY this is a controversial take๐ญ๐ญ#man just add they/them pronouns bro#do it for the blue haired libs who make up the majority of your player base
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me and some random guys minding our own business and having drinks: *sees a cybertruck pull up outside for the car wash*
ONE guy: โBOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝโ (it was the loudest boo Iโve ever heard lmaoo)
i made a joke about how trash day came early and i got some laughs and thumbs up from a table
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hi..... do u take comms;............. please.....i big fan of ur rwokr...
BOOOO BOOOOO ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ BOOOO ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ BOOOOOOOOOOO
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my library had an audiobook copy of a warriorโs choice (the last novella collection) so i thought iโd give it a listen for shits and gigs
daisyโs kin: cute! but just okay. probably the best story here. not much going on, but iโm glad daisy finally got some focus.
spotfurโs rebellion: Bad. at least 70% of the story was spent recapping events of the broken code that we already saw onscreen. there was massive potential here, too. i was particularly curious about the formation of Spotfurโs Cross-Clan Assassination Squad and that was ENTIRELY skipped over. booooooooooo ๐
blackfootโs reckoning: ehhhhhhh. lots of missed potential. there are some interesting ideas here (nine lives as a trial/test of strength) and potentially hinting at the more sinister nature of starclan (cats seemingly not wanting to be present for the ceremony)? it read a bit like fanfictionโฆ but iโve read better fanfiction. ultimately, the story felt repetitive and uninteresting.
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driving over mr schue with a lawn mower. reversing. and driving over him again.
if anyone needs me iโll be rewatching glee
#seriously who the fuck looked at mr schue and thought โah yes this man is goodโ LIKE NO???#heโs such a hypocrite and also ableist and soooo many double standards#heโs literally scum. SCUM. between my toes :/#booooooooooo#๐
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