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Honestly your tags are so fun to read every time, i'm almost more excited for them than the actual post (but not entirely because your art is SO GOOD!!!! i adore it). If you don't mind me asking, what are you studying?
i am studying psychology because i refuse to see a therapist so ill figure out whats wrong with me myself !!!!!!!
#snap chats#WITH. a minor in human resources ☝️ because im evil or something#and whatever character/s i decide to fixate on for the next three years i will also psychoanalyze them I Guess. //loud coughing//#tbh i only saw a therapist to get medicine but since bloodwork is expensive without insurance i dont even do that anymore. sad !#but yeah im a certified rambler if i dont share every thought i have so people understand me as much as i want them to ill die#which is why charles xavier if youre out there you have full rights to my brain .......... //gross wink sound//#why cant telepaths be real itd make my life so much easier. i woudnt have to talk a mile a minute anymore#because i do talk very fast because growing up my mom would cut me off a lot#so now i talk fast in fear of being cut off without all my thoughts being heard. anyways.#thank you for also enjoying my art :] a sideshow to the glory that is my tags i KNOWWW but im glad my efforts are not unnoticed 😌#back to My Major tho when i was in middle school i thought i wanted to go into comic books#but then i thought id lose my love for drawing if i did it professionally so now i do it. semi professionally#on my own terms babyyyy thats right. and if im lucky i get paid to draw my faves im living the dream babes#thats why my text posts take nine years for me to type im legitimately sitting here thinking if i said everything i wanted#and if i worded it right but even then after it's up im like 'but did i word it right tho' but its like 'bro just fucking POST IT'#'ITS NOT THAT DEEP' its as my favorite professor once told me 'youre very paranoid' and he's right !!!! im very paranoid 🥰#ok im done now. see thats why i say Ok Im Done Now its a sign im forcing myself to shut UP#wait not done Almost but not quite i was rewatching 97 to Try to get caps of charles in his combat uniform#and i fear i still cackle at erik telling charles to shut up like PLEAAASSE...... i need that bit CLIPPED#it makes me giggle ... someone remind me to clip all of erik's cameos in the squirrelgirl podcast btw#ive been meaning to do that for weeks but. oops <3 i need all my grandpa's moments CATALOGUED and AT THE READY..#ok i done fr now i have class with my you're-paranoid professor in like an hour and i wanna get some work done before then#BYYYYYEEEE. FOR LIKE TWENTY MINUTES PROBABLY IDK
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#hey boss#u uh- u said i was working sun n wed- can i have more consistent days so i have days to block out for interviews?#.#uve been forewarned#ok so its four months into my gap year and HOLY SHIT JOB SEARCHING IS SO FRUSTRATING#so im working as a clerk at this law firm mon and wed (only 8 hours total tho)#n i THOT i had my reatil job in the bag but then boss goes “yea im really sorry but i cant give u three days - only sundays and weds”#so i was like great ok i need another job thats cool ill just bliock out sundays and weds for potential employers#THEN on sat boss texts n goes “ahhh i dont need u till next week- also can u switch ur wed to fri”. ??????? MA'AM#so i go#she says sorry kid i dont WHICH IS FINE I APPRICIATE THE COMMUNICATION#so i have an interview the next day at a coffee shop for a time THE MANAGER OFFERED#i show up after having pit my day aside for this noon interview#i walk in employees go “uh ho manager stepped out”#she camnt come back for the rest of the day AND doesnt apologize in her email- just “unfourntallyyyy i didnt have time to check my email”#MAAM YOU SEND THE INVITE#whatever#luckily last friday i was invited to this job fair by like four diff locations in san fran n was immeditaly hired#(first trial shift tmr yay!)#but the commute is gonna be KILLER#however im hopeful n i love coffee so yay#also my pet sitting is taking off ive got two sits booked for october#which is suprising bc im also traveling for half the month#manchester edenbrough st andrews milan lake como babayyyyyyy#also this thursday im heading to chicago and maine for a wedding (yay go love!) and to tenessee for another wedding in jan#so now ive got law firm retail associate barista dog sitter n i just KNOW when the holidays roll around n both retail jobs will be wack ill#be floored#but. ahem anywats good things frustrating thinsg stressful things but GOD am i glad i took this gap year#oh yea and ive been hiking tones! lands end trail#tilden park
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Graduation exam tomorrow, guys if I survive this I'll be the most carefree person on earth for the next 2 years
#2 years bc that's when I'll hopefully have my master's graduation#but if I manage to do the interpretation specialisation then that one will only have an interpretation exam#nothing to study#starting from tomorrow I will binge read everything on my tbr list that I couldn't because of the constant lit classes#in fist year I made the foolish mistake of going for Russian specialisation instead of having a minor in another language/culture#which means I had like three times as many lit classes as everyone else#so I really didn't have like any time at all to read for fun#oh btw! I'm looking for YA fantasy books in Russian#by Russian authors#(for my sneaky little long term plans of doing and publishing literature translation)#so if any of y'all have anything to recommend please do!!! my asks and dms are always open#or you can just comment#so far I've picked out руки полные пепла by this author who just publishes under the name мэй#gonna order next week probably#ramblings
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Every time this dude is put in a situation where I think he's about to explode in a rainbow of bitterness and entitlement, he just doesn't, and it's very bizarre
Of course he's also the pov character and I don't know that I'd call him a reliable narrator so he could be omitting the parts where he made himself out to be a dick, but still
#mononoke#mononoke shu#mononoke book#adventures in japanese#he's making a really stupid choice here but even still it's also sweet in a way oh my god#like seriously i went into this story expecting some equivalent to incel rage and it just hasn't come to that at this point#hes pretty graceful about people saying he's not very good all things considered#like hell beg a little bit but like you know the type im talking about right?#the 'i didn't want to date you anyway you ugly bitch' type of entitled rejection rage except for books instead of women#its just not there and its mind-boggling#and kind of a breath of fresh air in a way? portraying this sort of insecurity and bitterness without making a villain out of him?#idk it's weird man#i caught my second wind on this story so hopefully ill be done with it early next week at the latest#ive only got about three days worth of work left on the translating front and then just putting it together in a doc
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weird thing about me is that I am so serious about new year's resolutions that the last week of december feels like I'm in one of those "preparing for war" montages (but in a good way)
#mine are always very easy to complete and i dont kick myself if i miss a day#like last year mine was to watch one new movie a week (bc i never ever watch movies despite wanting to) and i did it! mostly#and my one for this year is in three parts. a) read every day bc i fell out of that habit and even one page counts#b) finish my physical TBR shelf (i think its about 70 books? itll be tough but i think i can do it)#and c) read a nonfiction book at least once a month because as much as i love fiction there are a LOT of nonfics piling up#that i really want to read and i sort of neglect them in favor of my constant escapism. so.#ANYWAY i think about that statistic of how many people fail at their new years resolution and it makes me feel like i have rabies#but like. spite rabies#i made a list of interesting nyrs a few months ago and the amount of articles i had to read by smug wealthy men made me sick in the head#and only achieving my goals out of spite will heal me#anyway follow me on storygraph xoxo (ththalassocracy)#you can watch me in real time as i try once again to read a book popular at the library i work at and get disappointed almost every time#ignore the fact that ive been listening to an audiobook for almost a year now. dont look at me#ahh i love new years though. its such a fresh and clean start#2026 im thinking abt having a new resolution for each month so that i can sort of teach myself how to apply that Fresh Start feeling anytim#so that i dont have to wait for new years bc i have fleeting goals and hobbies all the time and its fun to commit to things#without the horror of failing (or consequences)#also next year i wanted to try my Shower Olympics resolution but that one would NOT last a full year lol#so maybe. but i dont actually want to start planning anything until at least june#AND THIS YEAR I HAVE 6 DAYS OFFFF right at new years!!! so i get to deep clean AND rest AND start off my resolution really strongly#im so fucking excited i might do that every year because the joy i feel at having those days off during new years is incredible
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I have done. the last three weeks of my homework in the past two days save for two papers. and I am so. tired. and so frustrated bc I am bursting at the seams with ideas but I just feel so drained that all I wanna do is just lay down!!!! also pmsing which doesn’t help with exhaustion levels ☹️☹️☹️☹️
#like I started writing this short Toji blurb yesterday#and then completely clonked out after three sentences wksjdkdjd#I started a choso fic that I’m excited for#but the actual process of writing after sitting at my computer for about ten collective hours#is just soooo exhausting#maybe I’ll write them later this week since I’ll do my papers next week#idk bc I’m also getting a new book LOL#it’s my period week so I’m just very blegh feeling which is :/#—in store chit chat! 🍫
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on a deep & fundamental level i don't think whoever decided to allow a maximum of four language settings on my phone's android keyboard understands me. why not five. why not six. why not..... ten
#i've been bumping into this for weeks now. there are three that i use in a practical sense on a daily basis. so those need to stay#the fourth is currently french which i truly don't Need but do Want#so to get something else i COULD swap that one out but it would come with. just. annoyances. when i go on my next duolingo binge#but that leaves 2-3 others that i also Want. and i could easily invent a few more! my desires are MUCH closer to ten than four#does the fact that i don't actually speak russian mean that i shouldn't spend a few hours answering little app prompts#and learn a few isolated words and phrases out of curiosity??? for fun? with a cyrillic keyboard and russian predictive text?#FOUR language settings? this is actually where orwell got the final number in the title of his book from :(#*
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SOMEONE was bad for her first proper milking today, but we got it done. mostly. then she pissed on my foot.
#goats#nigerian dwarf#hallow#she wasn't letting down with the machine so i had to milk her by hand and she did Not appreciate it#and ofc it took three times as long#i didn't take her to the rag because my hands were starting to hurt but i did get milk out of her which was a success in my book#we'll be doing this for the next couple days so eventually she'll get good at it#i am HOPING to be able to actually make cheese this week#i just noticed the rat trap snapped around the leg of the stanchion???? okay
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Me? Having a meltdown due to stupid changes in the work scheduling process?
More likely than you think!
#personal#work rant#vent#whatever its called#probably scared the shit out of my partner cause i was holding it together#and then they asked me what was weong#and i ended up crying on the kitchen floor for a half hour wanting nothing more than to quit#wish therapy was this week ngl#i felt good last week and it was wasted then....#if it werent for the faxt my partner is in the house id started smoking again#im fucking done#yeah no actually im not done ranting about this#we used to get an email from the scheduling team email address#and we replied 'no changes' or outlined whar changes occured in the current and upcoming weeks#now we use a stupid ass centralized program for scheduling that shows soft booked things etc without telling your its softbooked/tentitive#so it LOOKS like i have work for next week but really that file isnt in yet and i wont know inless i open the file.#which you dont do unless your starting the file so like!?!????#instead we are supposed to open every single file on our calendar for the next three weeks to see if they are actually in or not#follow up with the file manager on an eta#then 'contact resource management'about any changes#but then say give various ways to contact them#teams email d365 etc#but heres the kicker other than d365 theres no longer a general resource management contact so you have to reach out to an individual#and i dont know the individuals? so i dont know who to contact?#and if i process changes through d365 its per file#so if im making a change on 5 files its five request#the new system was supposed to make things easier and reduce the scheudling work as its non chargable#instead its increased the time needed and made it a clusterfuck of methods across the board#a centralized system with a bajillion work arounds to make it function
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the minor tragedy of anticipating a book's release only for the release date to keep moving further away as you approach it
#not hating on authors lol#there's just a very specific angst to being SO CLOSE to that book you've been waiting months or more for finally coming out!!#only to check again on the listing and see it's moved back a couple weeks#no wait a month#actually three#whoops six months from now actually#the weeping#we wait and we weep#late last year/early this year most of the books on my list were coming out early- mid- or late august!#now like two of them are coming out august and the rest are coming out september or october or next spring
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I have so many audiobooks to listen to fuck
#I love placing a ton of holds on books I wanna listen to and then they’re all available at the same fucking time and now I have#seven fucking audiobooks checked out#I have over 80hrs in audiobooks to lichen to within the next three weeks#I don’t even have that much time to listen to them!#screaming into the void
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my niece is being induced today, i still can’t believe she’s having a baby, like the little girl will be here within the next couple days 🥹😭😭
#listen in my mind she’s still 10 years old 😭😭#but in reality she’s 19 going on 20 next month#and having a fucking baby 😭😭😭#it’s just so wild to me omg#i’m so excited to meet my little (great) niece tho 🥹🩷#everything went so fast (extra bc she found out she had to be induced two weeks before her initial due date!)#**three weeks#so i only just ordered a customized lovey & baby book 😬😅#though already bought a bunch of halloween-y outfits of course lol#personal
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#I am officially 3 days into the second year of my PhD#and about to go drown myself in a puddle#I have advanced Portuguese three days a week (with so much homework)#a div school course on Guide for the Perplexed#an orals prep with one of my advisors#and for the first three weeks I’m going to be in double Hebrew#because the coordinators can’t figure out which level/class I should be in#which means that instead of going to 2 1.5 hour meetings a week#I go Tuesday/Thursday/Friday for a total of almost 8 hours#while I also try to work on my research project for this year#papers I have to be respondent on#the chapter I’m doing for that book#and conference/workshop applications#(just submitted one for my dream workshop. both because of the subject. and because it will be held in the Middle East#and I’ve never gotten to go. despite spending so long studying Hebrew and Arabic. so it would mean the world to get there)#I need to hibernate and not be bothered for at least the next 8 weeks#instead I’m going to wrap up my Portuguese homework. go to bed. and try to get up early to go the gym)#me stuff#the amount of Advil I’ve been through this week is horrifying
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someone needs to hide all my money or i’ll spend it all on docs, tattoos and books.
#i just found the most cool docs ive ever seen#i fucking need them#im talking about jadon harness and jarrick ii laced leather platform boots#im in love#also i have a tattoo appointment next week#for two tattoos#and i need even more#and books do i even need to explain that i have a book obsession#also we’re going to act like i did read all the books i’ve bought in the past two years#not just like three of them#out of like thirty something#jesus i need help#i blame those issues on the sirius remus and marlene kinnie in me#its their fault reallz#marauders#sirius black#remus lupin#marlene mckinnon#wolfstar#dead gay wizards#nothing can save anymore#im a lost cause#q
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it is truly so insane how reading motivates you to write so much more
#wasn’t there disc horse about this a while ago??? or am I remembering wrong???#and I don’t mean this in a shady way but seriously!!!!!#I haven’t had any motivation to write in so long#but I’ve knocked out two (soon to be three bc the last book just arrived) books in less than a week#and I feel as tho I can finish my novel in the next two weeks!!!!#idk if it’s bc of inspiration or just excitement to be able to submerge myself in creativity again#but it’s genuinely so fulfilling#find yourself a good book (preferably a series) and I’m very certain#that it’ll help you work through your writers block 👍🏽#possibly downside tho: you’ll be so enraptured in reading you wont wanna write so you can keep reading ALSJDKDJD#—in store chit chat! 🍫#okay on to the final book for the day ☝🏼
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i don’t think i can call these fics “drabbles” when they’re literally longer than both the essays i am neglecting have due
#why can’t i write my book review#or my presentation script#both of which are for next week#but ive pumped out like 13k words for these three fictional men#girl get a grip
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