#bodystruggle

[8blogsthena]

I don't even care about having an insanely pretty body anymore, I just want a normal, slim body. I just wanna be physically acceptable.

[lostlittletiger]

Angry Rant

There’s this girl I know who constantly bitches about being thin. She complains that she’s underweight and that her metabolism is so fast she eats meals and meals of food a day. I fucking hate it when she brings this up because she starts every conversation with “I wish I were fat”. I roll my eyes in the hopes that she sees and changes the convo. Fortunately she does sometimes but when she doesn’t it takes me so much to not strangle this bitch. If I compared a picture of what she looks like to the pictures people on Tumblr’s ED community wished they looked like it be a match. She lives the life that everyone in the ED community wishes they had but don’t because of their view of their body. While she claims to be insecure of her body she posts so many pictures of herself wearing skirts and crop tops while being carried by her boyfriend surrounded by girls who look just like her all while eating a meal of Mexican food. The only reason I would post a picture is in commemoration of an event like a birthday only after slapping 4 filters and editing myself to look smaller and thinner compared to my friends. My pictures only show my face because no matter what I wear you can tell I’m not thin or petite but “thicc” whatever tf that means. I own one crop top that’s collecting dust because my unruly stomach rolls would spill out which would be worst when I sit. My stomach would spill out of the skirt too no matter how many pieces of shapewear I wear. Plus my wide hips and fat thighs would just make it ride up my ass. My face is fat even after hours of makeup. While she enjoys meal after meal on weekends I’m starving myself on weekends or eating around 600 calories or less, wearing an annoying waist trainer for hours, battling my agonizing need to eat food, religiously going to the gym, crying over my squishy body, and contemplating whether or not I should purging. I just want to be thin enough to do what she does with confidence: post a cute full body pic with my friends, take a selfie whenever i want and not even think about editing it or posting it, wear cute clothes and grab the attention of a cute guy who happens to walk down the street, not feel ashamed in my own skin in public, not need to wear baggy shirts to cover up my stomach. I just want to live again and eat and be happy in my own skin but this bitch has the audacity to say she wants to be fat when she doesn’t realize how privileged she is. I know everyone has their own struggles with their body but fuck this bitch.

[adfgsisechaoticqueer]

tw//: talks about struggling with eating

I hate how this part of my mind won't grasp that body weight and size is ever changing and won’t stay the same 

[professionalhoodent]

We winning awards over here. Professional Hood Entertainment is on. Thx to @shutterspeedfilmfestival for the Luv. Audience Choice Award going up. To my cast and crew they feeling y’all out here. We on. #professionalhoodent #filmmakerslife🎥 #bodystruggles #ssff2020 #awardwinning (at The Real Aunt Irene's Kitchen) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGwFcorA-4U/?igshid=uo8ym41et2b5

[itsggukkie-blog]

FUCK. hate pimples

[eatmyshmeat]

my jeans

my thighs are exploding in these jeans. constricted and painful. they’re too tight but i love them. i love them but wearing them only reminds me of the weight ive gained. the shame. the way they pinch my sides, where they used to hug me. the way that when i sit down, my circulation is cut off. it feels like they hate me. but they dont hate me. i hate myself. 

[lillionman7]

Ive been feeling down and out lately due to me not dropping anymore weight the last couple of weeks. So I decided to be a bit more positive about my body, and from this angle I don't look so chubby. Woot woot! However I do recognize I have come a long way. #bodypositive #trans #ftm #bodystruggle #bodystruggles #keepgoing #motivation

[yuno-zilla]

😭 every day struggle... #topsurgery #chestsurgery #everydaystruggle #freedom #mastectomy #bodystruggle #desperate #queer #nonbinary #genderfuck

[arist0-cat]

my body problem

i work on a clothing department and a lady was trying on clothes and asked my opinion on a dress, her figure was lovely and when serving her i saw the dress was a size 12 the same as me and she looked amazing

but still when i look at myself i see a big girl, with huge thighs and a massive tummy and i think why can i look at other people and see an amazing body but all i see are my flaws, i wish i could be comfortable with myself but its just so hard to be happy with how i look

[8blogsthena]

I hate working out ONLY because my body cracks & feels like it's dislocated everytime I move my body

[professionalhoodent]

In the words of ice cube... today was a good day. #professionalhoodent #filmmakerslife🎥 #bodystruggles #ssff2020 (at Irving, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGwEe78AcSw/?igshid=10r7gr0dt0i9

[professionalhoodent]

It’s going down today. Doubletree by Hilton Arlington Tx: 1507 N Watson rd. Arlington Tx. I have to hit up some spots before I go but come check us out if you can. #professionalhoodent #filmmakerslife🎥 #bodystruggles #ssff2020 #arlingtontx #filmfestival (at Irving, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGu53NqgUE9/?igshid=yitb5zt2f5d7

[professionalhoodent]

Getting my plan together for this weekend.... We have films in multiple festivals this weekend. I’m going to Arlington, Tx for @shutterspeedfilmfestival . I got my actors going to some of the other ones(Oregon & Arizona). Plus I had to get my food recommendations from triple D’s... always good. Now let’s see how this weather out there act. @nexusassoon . #professionalhoodent #shutterspeedfilmfestival2020 #bodystruggles #dallas #arlingtontx (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGqQ0zpggNY/?igshid=1gtddv7mgzqp7

[professionalhoodent]

We on tonight... check out this awards ceremony. We got two films in this thang... Jerome Taylor & Body Struggles. Let’s go... thanks for the opportunity @secondlinefilmfest . #professionalhoodent #secondlinefilmfest2020 #jerometaylor #bodystruggles (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGfyGnJghSh/?igshid=1ba113uy8jjpo

[professionalhoodent]

Pics from the @austin.comedy.film.festival @austin.micro.film.festival @ I had a blast. #professionalhoodent #filmmakerslife🎥 #bodystruggles #becauseofhenry #howtomakelovetomariachimusic #austincomedyfilmfestival #austinmicroshortfilmfestival (at South Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFWFWXXgp0N/?igshid=3pmdhlxgq594

[professionalhoodent]

See you later Austin, it was fun. I had to stop at this taco place that was recommended by one of my actors... @markheronvo it was good👍🏾. I got out of these festivals with a couple of runner ups and one win “ Best Comedy Film “ Body Struggle. I feel good and I am ready to come home. #professionalhoodent #filmmakerslife🎥 #bodystruggles #becauseofhenry #howtomakelovetomariachimusic #austincomedyshortfilmfestival #austinafterdarkfilmfestival #austinmicroshortfilmfestival (at Austin, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFIW2TmgDuX/?igshid=1f9dwis3tteby