#body want sustenance but brain is ????? abt the process. essentially
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i know it's probably a good sign but my body needs so much more food lately i don't quite know how to handle it..
#elia txts#disordered eating /#weight / m#//////>>>>>#i used to be able to go most of the day without eating until The Hunger hit n then ate a whole pizza n it was fine#and like. it sucked it absolutely sucked but what im saying is. i used to get by on 1k calories. bc i had no other choice!!#to the point where i struggle to eat more now bc i just dont know how ???#so feeling like im starving now every few hours is an improvement I KNOW THAT#but im annoyed bc it takes so much time n my usual emergency food stock isn't cutting it anymore and i cannot concentrate bc im hungy#all while i still don't quite have an appetite/am not as into Snacks anymore as i used to be (but had no money for em. lol)#body want sustenance but brain is ????? abt the process. essentially#if i can work up the stamina to count calories n force myself to eat over 2k in a day like i did a few yrs ago i think that would#--be the breakthrough that finally fixes me. !!
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