#bob is like he probably doesn't think about me at all anymore he's definitely moved on. no diego thinks about him a lot too

[tricoufamily]

if you're wondering why bob is here it's bc in the original villareal story there was a very minor background detail that diego lobo and bob pancakes dated in college and broke up tragically and that's where the story peaked. so i included him it's still canon

thank you for these it was so fun!!!!!!!!!!!!

i did these in my this is the fall sim style so i'm thinking. if they exist in this universe what's all their opinions on the 'did jacques do it' situation. let's take a look

don: saw a photo of jacques's wife on the news during the investigation. said "whoa mama that's a hot babe!" like johnny bravo and did not read the headline. does not know anything about it still.

vlad: well he's psychic he could figure out the truth if he actually cared. and he has!

olive: obviously respects it. except for the getting investigated part, would never happen to her.

diego: does not think jacques did it but enjoys the tabloids. knows other rich people personally who he thinks have killed their spouses

morgyn: will post things like "friendly reminder that j*cques v*llareal literally killed his wife and is a billionaire so maybe don't go to one of their hotels" on tumblr and will then do a call out post about like a fanfic writer who wrote an unhealthy relationship with more severity

pascal: knows conspiracy theories and this one is bullshit. or maybe it just doesn't interest him as much as aliens and that's why he thinks that

jeb: has a very "well of course he did. them rich folk can do whatever they want. there ain't no hope for the rest of us" while kicking a can down the road approach

bob: thinks he did it. is very alarmed that it was brushed off. eliza's like bob book the hotel and he's like am i going crazy. does anyone hear me.

[pacifymebby]

Under the Mistletoe

for the anon who asked "we know miss groupie has a no kissing rule but how would she react if she was caught under the mistletoe with each of the boys..."

Van

🍬 You know they're both going to be god awful to one another right...

🍬 She'd probably get her mischief on here, lick her lips, look up at the mistletoe between them and say "oh..."

🍬 She'd try to lure him in, her fingers playing with the collar of his shirt... He'd be getting a little bit nervous, heart racing because let's face it the lad wants her...

🍬 She sees him swallow the lump in his throat and she teases him, biting her lip, making a point of glancing between his eyes and his mouth, as if she's actually considering it...

🍬 She'd even lean in... If anyone else was watching they'd be on the edge of their seat too actually wondering if she was really going to do it...

🍬 But just as her nose knocks against Vans, just as his breath catches in his throat, just as hers skims over his lips she smirks, narrows her eyes and says

🍬 "Kiss my ass loser..." pulls a stupid face at him and laughs.. he has to shove her away and roll his eyes act like he too was only trying to trick her...

🍬 has to kid on that the idea of kissing her repulses him too... "Fuckin hell y/n you scared me for a second, thought I was gonna have call security!"

🍬But everyone sees the way his eyes linger on her as she walks away.

Bondy

🌿 Not the first time they've been caught under the mistletoe by friends who think they need encouraging to make a move on one another...

🌿And has he thought about kissing her before? So many times. Has she thought about kissing him?

🌿 Obviously.

🌿 She'd be lying if she said the thought didn't tempt her... He looks divine as always, so lazy irresistible, so effortlessly alluring... There's something so casual about their attraction to one another...

🌿 She's certain it would be easy enough to do...

🌿 "Careful sweetpea you look like you're thinking about it..." Bondy would definitely be all shit eating grin, teasing her because he knows how badly she's thinking about breaking her rule...

🌿 "Well I'm not risking anymore bad luck doll, not even for you..."

🌿 Would skim the quickest of kisses over her lips stunning her but leaving her smiling softly... She'd genuinely be tempted to pull him back in for another...

Benji

🪽 Absolutely going to giggle about it...

🪽 it'll be Bondy or Larry that points it out... Benji and y/n won't even have noticed and when their mates start giggling she'll gasp theatrically and Benji will copy her...

🪽 they'd definitely just giggle together and then he'd kiss her on the nose and send her on her way... Wouldn't think twice or second guess it...

🪽 "I'm just glad it wasn't Van..." both of them say it at the same time and then burst out laughing much to Van's frustration.

Bob

🦌 y/n has definitely had several racy dreams about snogging this man within an inch of his life so...

🦌when she realises she's stood under the mistletoe with him her heart starts racing...

🦌but Bob is so shy... There's such a thick tension between them you could cut it with a knife and it doesn't help that they've got an audience...

🦌Bobs frozen, his own hearts beating out of his chest and he's struggling to look at her or meet her gaze... Because he knows if he does he won't be able to keep his hands or his lips off her...

🦌And y/ns feeling a little shy herself... Lately whenever she's met eyes with Bob she's been reminded of their night together in his hotel and her stomachs turned to butterflies and her breaths have gone shakey...

🦌 She'd have to be so careful... She wants to get the balance right between teasing him and running away...

🦌she stands on tip toes, whispers in his ear "you owe me..." and as she steps away she kisses her two fingers and then brushes them over his lips.

Alex

🌟 I know there have only been two Alex chapters but I needed you all to know he'd just straight up fuck her there and then under the Mistletoe...

🌟 there'd be neck kisses, things would get intense.. he'd trail kisses down her body and get to his knees, push his hands up her skirt, gather it up around her hips and then kiss her through her underwear...

Larry

❄️ would absolutely laugh it off... They've literally never had the desire to kiss before and the thought of sharing a Christmas kiss beneath the mistletoe is genuinely very funny...

❄️ but theyd both consider doing it just to wind Van up...

❄️ they'd lean in and grab each others faces tongues out and making stupid theatrical kissing noises until someone threw something at them (Van) and told them to shut the fuck up

Eli

🎄is weirdly in an almost friend zone with her? Like they're truly in a friend's who fuck kind of relationship... If they kissed he wouldn't think twice about it... He doesn't want to but also doesn't not want to...

🎄He'd probably just kiss her on the cheek and then make a vomiting noise...

🎄 She'd make a Nepo baby joke about how he's too lazy to even kiss her himself... "Need your dad to do that for you too or what?"

🎄"You want me da to shift you?!" Followed by more sick noises.

Sam

🧸 Sam would just be smirking because he knows about her rule and he knows the effect he has on her...

🧸enjoys the sight of her blushing, how shy she suddenly gets when she looks up at him with wide doe eyes and a blush flushes her cheeks a sweet shade of pink...

🧸"What's the matter little one?" He'd ask knowing full well exactly what the matter is... But he'd make her say it, he'd coax her into being the one who points out the mistletoe and how you have to kiss under it or it's bad luck...

🧸 "Oh aye, even if you're a cool girl who doesn't kiss anyone ever?" "Uhuh..." "Oh dear little one looks like you're in for a run of bad luck..."

🧸 But he's only teasing her and when her eyes go even wider, and they get a little teary, when her bottom lip sticks out in a very pretty pout he just chuckles and shakes his head.

🧸"Oh poppet am only messing with you, c'mere eh, come to daddy..." he says wrapping her up in his arms nice and tight, kissing her forehead and letting his lips linger there

🧸 low-key this energy haha

[kariachi]

Who wants nearly 3500 words of Kevin and Irene's first meeting and date?

Doesn't matter, you're getting it anyway, they're precious.

~~

“Oh, that’s a good one!”

It was probably a good thing that Kevin started at the statement, his shrink would have things to say about ‘getting past the need for hyper-awareness’, but he still felt like a fucking idiot. Adjusting his grip on the book in his hand, he turned his attention to the Lenopan who had just a few minutes ago joined him in the aisle. Done up in contrasting colors like a poison dart frog, they seemed to have realized they’d said that out loud and retracted their mass in embarrassment.

“I hope so,” he found himself saying, “the selection out here’s normally pretty crap.” That was the problem with moving to a new station, if there were stores for something it was probably only one and it probably was casting a wide net. With a galaxy so varied as the Milky Way, that meant it was harder to find, say, any one book that fit your tastes.

“Tell me about it,” they said, desaturation rolling swiftly over their body. “Irveh has an amazing grasp of words though, and the poems were written in Gal Standard so you don’t get any of the issues that come with translations.” Kevin blinked. He hadn’t known that, and it definitely affected his opinion.

“Awesome. Translating’s rough, I know, but fuck is it nicer to read something in the original language.”

“You lose something in the cultural differences,” they said with a bob of the head, “but not in language ones. Seriously though, the one on page… Frick… Can I?” Reaching out a bit of mass, they gratefully accepted the book and flipped to the table of contents in the back. “Yes! Page sixty-two. I spent at least five minutes splayed out on the floor, you’d think I’d been dropped there.”

“Probably shouldn’t read it now then, huh?”

“I can guard the aisle for you.” Kevin gave a snorting laugh as he took the book back, prompting a chuckle from the Lenopan.

“Wouldn’t waste your time.”

“Lucky you, there's next to nothing here worth sorting through so I have it to spare.” Their colors shifted to something a touch more desaturated. “I want to support local businesses, but…” Huffing a sigh, Kevin nodded.

“But they gotta at least try to meet a fucker halfway.”

“At least we’ve got a bookstore though,” the Lenopan admitted with a sigh. “I keep having to order my art supplies on the ethernet and that gets expensive.” Immediately Kevin’s interest was piqued. He’d been enjoying the conversation before, but didn’t meet other artists in person very often. Mostly because he’d only begun openly working on his art again when he moved out there and, well, no supply store to meet people at. Tucking the book under his arm, he smiled widely at them.

“What sorta art do you do?” Their colors shifted again, richening with the new topic.

“Photography and painting, sometimes sketchwork. Most of my stuff is digital anymore but, sometimes you just need to slap some paint on a canvas, you know?”

“Yeah, I know.” Not specifically paint, but he knew. “I got back into sculpting a few years ago and depending on what I’m making getting new materials is a fucking bitch.” Metals he could do, there was a place for parts on the outer rim of the station, but wood, glass, stone? All had to be ordered in if he didn’t want to pull from preexisting work.

“Oh? I haven’t met a sculptor since college. What mediums do you work in?”

“Mostly metal and stone, you’d be amazed what you can do with that stuff, and some of the colors you can get.” Whoever had said stone was just boring grey had been an idiot and possibly colorblind. The Lenopan bobbed their head again.

“I’ve had to do metallics on commission before, the range can be amazing.” Kevin chuckled with a nod.

“And I’m guessing that was without heat treatments. Steel does awesome stuff over a fire.”

“Really? Cool! I’d love to see, if you have pictures?” Without even a second thought- and wouldn’t that hit him later, that he hadn’t had a second though about getting close- Kevin pulled out his tablet and went searching for a piece as he moved to their side. Eventually he settled on a butterfly Rad had commissioned for his mother, colored in a host of yellows, blues, and purples.

It struck him, as they ooed and ahhed over his work- far more than he felt it deserved, he could see a million problems he wished he could reach into the picture and fix- that he didn’t know who the fuck this was. They were a painter and a photographer who liked poetry and was also annoyed with the lack of shopping options on the station, that was it. But here he was, showing off his art. For a moment the thought that not having names was good darted across his mind like a spooked deer, but he shoved it back.

“Kevin Levin, by the way,” he said. “Pronouns he/him/his.” The Lenopan’s attention was pulled from commending the detail he’d managed to Kevin himself. They tilted their head, just slightly, and a ripple of discordant color change flashed over their body.

“Middle name Tevin, maybe Jevin?” He snorted.

“Ethan.” There was enough quiet for a heartbeat before they broke into gurgling chortles.

“Kevin E. Levin,” they said, “the man is a pun.”

“What can I say-” Kevin grinned and shrugged- “-I’ve got good taste.”

“Yes, you do,” they continued to laugh, something going light in Kevin’s chest at the approval. Before the pun had been his mom’s choice and so he’d been pitied, but anymore people, sometimes affectionately, judged him for keeping it. “Irene Beyer, pronouns she/her/hers.” Ah, one of the Earth population. The head tilt had had him wondering, he didn’t know if it was a general Lenopan thing. But there were more important things, like the name being familiar.

“'Irene'. Like, ‘Princess and the Goblin’ Irene?” She perked up like she’d just won a prize, tendrils wriggling, colors going wild and bold.

“Yes! Exactly! Nobody ever knows it!”

“It was everywhere when I was little,” he said. The Princess and the Goblin, plus its sequel, were among the books his mom used to read to him, and his dad had of course been going to buy him the movie where singing and music held the power that saved the day. “I don’t think I’ve ever met somebody whose name was pronounced like that though.” Irene drew herself up proudly.

“Well, somebody other than you had to have taste.” Feeling that much more comfortable, Kevin burst into snorting laughter, Irene following behind with her gurgling tones. More than likely they attracted the attention of anyone else in the small store at that point, but neither gave any indication of noticing or caring. As they died down, Irene sunk back into herself, colors toning down. Her tendrils kept wriggling though.

“Um… It’s getting to get that time,” she said, “…can I buy you lunch?” As he caught his breath, Kevin considered the offer. When was the last time he’d been on a date that hadn’t involved him flirting out of hunger prior to it? Since leaving Gwendolyn he’d been a lot more focused on his mental health than on his love life and only had a sparse few attempts at relationships. But, he was enjoying himself, Irene seemed nice, and most importantly he was comfortable.

Standing tall, he grinned down at her.

“Lead the way.”

~~

Did he shoplift the book rather than waste time not talking to her? Yes. Did she say anything about it? No.

~~

They ended up at one of the annoying number of restaurants on the station in comparison to things like art supply stores. An Appoplexian place that sold the most unctuous braised meat Kevin’d had outside of Osmosian cooking and a fried fish so hard you had to soak it in soup or crack it like bone. He ordered both sorts plus the meat- he'd gone hungry too often in his youth to pass up a chance to load on calories and no matter what anyone said any pudge he managed was a gift- while Irene went for the meat, soupy fish, and something akin to a British pudding Kevin had never bothered to try.

“So,” Irene asked as their waiter, a young Lewodan, left with their orders, “um, what do you do for work?” In a heartbeat Kevin decided to have some fun.

“I’m a spy,” he said, pulling on all his con experience to not grin while he did it. Not that it mattered, it was a wild lie and Irene smirked as she leaned partly over the table.

“Why do I not believe you?”

“Just an untrusting soul, I guess.” He shook his head sorrowfully as he said it. “Major character flaw.” She just chuckled.

“If you get to be a spy, then I get to be a model.” Snorting, Kevin let the smile back out.

“I bet you’ve been in every major magazine.” Irene hummed.

“I mean, technically… My work has been in a lot.”

“Wait, really?" Kevin was honestly a little impressed. “What sorta work?”

“I’ve done some freelance photography,” she said, drawing in again, “but most of the time it’s just ads and things. I’m a graphic designer by trade so… Most of what I put out is logos and posters, stuff like that. I do commissions on the side sometimes though.”

“Cool. Remind me to buy something off you sometime.” Snorting, Irene flashed brighter colors for an instant.

“At least see my art first.” She pulled out a tablet- from where Kevin had never asked Lucy and didn’t intend to ask her- and poked through it a moment before sliding it across the table at him. He couldn’t help a small whistle as he flipped through the folder she’d brought up. She clearly played heavily with mixing colors, outside of a few simpler pieces he assumed were day-job related, and seemed to prefer broad, textured strokes. A closer look showed a propensity towards swirls that he vaguely remembered maybe being a facet of traditional Lenopan art? One pair of nearly identical images felt entirely different because, he realized, one using swirls and curves to give it a lightness and sense of movement while the other felt heavier and still with only, in truth, straight lines.

“Yeah, I’m buying something,” he said, flashing his throat as he gave the tablet back. “You’re good.”

“I- Thank you,” she said, stowing the tablet away again. “I’ve been drawing and painting for as long as I can remember. Even went to school for it.”

“I considered that,” Kevin said, “but I never ended up doing college so…” He shrugged. Gwendolyn had encouraged him to go, but the only things he was interested in learning more of had been the arts, which he had been uncomfortable engaging with openly at the time. It had all felt very private, and he’d known that Gwendolyn would have expected to, insisted on, being allowed to engage with his work. When he’d left he’d moved to the Saturn Station and, well, it wasn’t worth the effort of ethernet classes, even if he was already doing therapy that way. “Mostly I do engineering, some writing and sculpting on the side.” He chuckled. “I’ve been considering combining the sculpting and the machines. When I was little I always wanted to do practical effects like in movies, the animatronics and stuff. Figure it can’t hurt to give it a try.”

“You should! If that butterfly was any indication you’re really good at the sculpting part, and if you’re engineering without a degree you’ve got to be good at that too. You could be the next big thing!” Irene’s colors got more saturated as she went, perking up and tendrils going again.

“Can you imagine,” Kevin laughed. “Finally make a fucking name for myself.” Outside of the crime, at least. Irene didn't have to know about the crime. If things got serious she’d have to, but he had no intention of scaring her off just yet. “Not getting recognized isn’t so bad though. I’ve got buddies everybody knows and they’re always bitching about it. Well, expect for Argit, but he could turn a mosquito bite into a mountain, get a publishing deal for being the first one on it, and get me to write the book for him.” Chortling as their drinks arrived, Irene mirrored him in a polite ‘thank you’ before asking

“Why do I think I’d like him?”

“He’s a complete asshole,” he said, taking a long sip of his soda as she dipped some of her mass into her own to soak it up. “He’s also my oldest friend, first mate, and the most reliable guy I know on a personal level so long as his tail’s not on the line.” Her head tilted again, slight tension in her mass.

“‘First mate’?” Oh, he hadn’t even been thinking…

“I don’t have kids,” Kevin assured, “not yet at least, but…” For a moment he questioned whether to admit to being Osmosian. The information wasn’t hard to find, but well over a decade of people enslaving him had made him wary. He’d started this though, and he wanted to trust her. “I’m Osmosian, we take a lot of mates at a time, share rights and responsibility for any kids. Sorta we’re married? Not like, legally but...” The tension drained away, tendrils giving a wriggle.

“We do the same sort of thing, but it’s not considered a marriage of any kind and sires don’t really have a right to their children.” That made things so much easier.

“Is there anybody I should know about?”

“Not right now,” she said. “I’ve always been kind of… wary, with my dating choices.”

“And you went for me?!?” Clapping a hand over his mouth, Kevin went red. He had not intended to say that aloud. Even if it was a valid question. He'd seen himself. Irene tucked herself away again.

“You seem nice, and fun, funny, smart. And unlikely to try to murder any of my other suitors.” For a long moment, Kevin was silent, mouth hanging open.

“I will try not to- did that actually happen to you?!”

“Not to me,” Irene said, her colors evening out as she leaned in, Kevin mirroring her as was proper with gossip, “but my uncle’s other brother’s cousin. She started seeing a human Plumber and her other suitor lost his shit. I mean, yeah he was a Plumber and this was right at the end of the whole feud, and the only other human I know of that courted a member of our community was a complete asshole, but still. Bit of an overreaction to somebody deciding to be serious with somebody.” As she spoke, things clicked into place in Kevin’s mind.

“You wouldn’t happen to know a Lucy Mann, would you?” She went still, eyes narrowing suspiciously.

“Yessss.” Figured.

“Yeah, the human side of that family can be iffy. My clan and my mom’s are this far from starting a feud with them themselves.” Irene sighed.

“I wish I was surprised. I mean, she did follow in her grandpa’s footsteps and become a Plumber of all things. People are still talking about it, the only positive comparison to her I’ve ever gotten is I don’t associate with them.” Kevin cringed.

“How close does it have to be to be ‘associating’?” She slumped.

“Tell me you’re not a Plumber.”

“I'm not,” he assured her, “I was pressured into becoming one like a decade ago but I only lasted like three months before I quit. Couldn’t do it, nearly ate my boss.” A chuckle, a good sign. “I’ve got like five relatives who used to be Plumbers too, but the only one who didn’t quit was my dad and he both died and only joined because he’d received a holy vision about dying.” Her eyes went wide.

“Damn.”

“Yep.”

“And the others?”

“My mom joined as a mole for her gang after they threatened to toss her in prison and quit after my dad died, my other mom joined normally but quit after like six years when she found another job she could feed my brother with that wasn’t morally bankrupt, my brother joined because he wanted to be like mom and dad and quit when his partner died, hated every minute of the job, and my cousin Molly joined as a mole to keep an eye on that side of Lucy’s family because I was dating one, quit as soon as we broke up.”

“I repeat, damn.” Irene heaved a sigh. “If this lasts my family is going to throw their biggest fit yet.” Kevin snorted despite himself.

“So, we’re good, despite the history?” She drew herself up, colors going monotone in seriousness.

“Depends, what’s your opinion on the Plumbers as a whole?” Oh that was easy, his opinion had been drug around a while as life battered him in every direction, but in the end…

“Corrupt, ineffectual, bigoted by design, untrustworthy. Looking back, I can’t believe I dated someone who liked them nonetheless became one.” He chalked it up to just how shit his mental health had been at the time, combined with social pressure and expectations from the Tennysons. Whatever the cause of the base issue, his words caused tension to fall off Irene in buckets this time, color returning to her mass as she gave him a smile.

“Then we’re good, as long as that’s the case. And you’re okay knowing my family’s probably never going to like you as a result.” Kevin shrugged.

“I’ve been hated for worse reasons. How often can I expect it to come up?”

“Well, I moved out here,” she said, throwing a gaze around the place, “and they’re still on Earth, so… For my species, this is about two steps from just disowning them entirely.”

“So, they’re assholes.”

“They’re assholes.” Nodding, Kevin sat back in his seat and took another sip of his drink.

“Okay. Assholes I can deal with.” He smiled at her. “Promise as long as you treat me well you’ll probably make a good impression on my family.” Irene gave her gurgling chortle again.

“But will I make a good impression on your mate?” Kevin snorted, perking as the waiter headed over with their food.

“Treat me well and buy him jewelry, you’ll be set.” The table became awash with ‘thank you’s alongside pleased rumbles and purrs as lunch arrived. Immediately Irene downed her pudding with a slow swallow he could only describe as luxurious, while Kevin set to work tearing his meat into pieces he could lay over his fish. “So, got any pets?” Her colors dimmed slightly.

“No, I’m in one of the blocks that doesn’t allow them. I’d trade one of my sisters for one though. I have three, it's fine.”

“Lucky them I’ve got a baskurr, then, huh,” he chuckled, warming at the way she perked back up.

“See, I knew asking you out was a good move-”

~~

Kevin could feel a deep purr rolling in his stomach alongside lunch as the two of them exchanged contact information. It had been a while since he’d been on a proper date, and longer still since he’d been on a date with somebody he took to this readily and this fondly. Irene’d was fun, sweet, so smart, and aside from the brief Plumber situation hadn’t judged him on a single thing. Even eating that fish like it was a cracker. It had been nice, chill, in a way that still felt fresh when it happened.

Certainly didn’t hurt he was even then thinking of what he would use to get the rich, bold colors she was showing in a piece.

“Call you tomorrow,” he asked, mindful of the plans she’d mentioned that evening and the nap she intended to go home and take.

“Text me,” she said, “my schedule can get weird and, it’s just easier that way.” Nodding, Kevin stowed his tablet away and gave her a smile he hoped warmed her like the pleased wriggling of her tendrils did him.

“‘kay, I’ll make sure to.” With a not-negligible amount of effort he took a step back. “See ya, Princess. Sleep tight.”

“I’ll try to avoid any peas,” she chortled with a little shake of her head. “See ya, Kevin.”

The smile wouldn’t leave his face as he turned and walked away, heading for the rim of the station on a few more errands. He already wanted to see her again. But no, she had things to do, he had things to do, and he didn’t want to come off as creepy. He could wait, text her maybe around dinner, just to say hi. There was a Khoron romantic drama playing in a few days, he could invite her out to see it with him, pay her back for lunch. Until then he had errands, projects, and a brand-new book to read.

He got the feeling he was going to love it.

[anniesocsandgeneralstore]

Yay!! You’re as excited about this AU as me!!!

So, first off, I’m gonna go a little off the rails with the timeline. Jake is gonna be 13, and Ronnie will be 12.

Carole will have gotten very sick at this point, and Pete, Penny, Slider, Ice and Sarah are helping move them to California for a better support network.

Jake is gonna get upset about Ronnie leaving, and be like I don’t need you; nobody needs you, that’s why you’re dad died before he even met you and that’s why your mom is dying now.

Bob is going to meet Ronnie after she moves, and kinda take the place of Jake by becoming her new loving and supportive best friend.

The ‘86 Top Gun class will know all about Jake and when he tries to come over to reconcile with Ronnie, he’s gonna find it verrrrry hard to get past the admiralty.

oh i am FASCINATED

like of course tiny jake lashes out like that when he thinks he's gonna lose his best friend forever. he's angry and he doesn't know how to handle it, as 13-year-olds do.

and YES bobby boy being her new bff turned first boyfriend probably turned fiance, honestly love that for them (sorry jake, love you my boy) absolute childhood sweethearts

and FRICK to protective 86 Topgun class. like are we thinking jake said that in front of all of them (yikes) or they just know that ronnie doesn't like him anymore? cause she would definitely remember those words for the rest of her life and it probably would create Problems with her letting new people in.

ugh M yes please thank you for this beauty

[casspurrjoybell-20]

Simply Elliott - Chapter 5

*Warning Adult Content*

A Sexy Hypothesis - Part 1

One hand laying on his cheek as I sat up, clutching his shirt in my other hand.

Hearing Carter say that he didn't mind how my body was, sparked something in me and I couldn't control it.

Carter stilled at first, probably as surprised as I was that I went for the kiss but his frozen state melted quickly as he grabbed my face and kissed me back.

I positioned closer to him but that clearly wasn't good enough as Carter gripped my waist and set me on his lap.

His hands slid to my hips and he moved my body back and forth in a slow, sensual grinding motion against him.

He was hard already, I could feel his dick sticking up and grazing me outside my clothes.

I had to feel him.

So while my breathing was heavy as Carter attacked my neck with kisses and bites, I scooted back just enough to get my hands in his pants.

I rubbed him above his briefs until I pulled him free in my hand.

I turned my head to capture Carter's lips again, his tongue slipping in as I rubbed up and down his dick at a quick pace.

Carter placed his hand over mine that was rubbing him and he moved my hand slow and deliberately, demonstrating to me how he wanted me to feel him.

Carter removed his hand and brought it up my shirt as I continued stroking his cock at the speed he liked.

Without warning, Carter broke off our kiss and asked...

"Can I eat you out?"

I froze and pulled away from him.

My eyebrows raised.

"Oh, um, yeah."

'Jeez, Carter's blunt. Might as well do the same.'

"Can I, um, go down on you?"

I wanted to cringe.

What the fuck.

Especially when Carter chuckled.

"Definitely."

I leant in to kiss him again but he stopped me.

"Before we continue, just know that I don't date, so this doesn't mean..."

"I know," I cut him off because I knew he only wanted to fuck and I was fine with that, plus...

"I didn't think you wanted to date me," I said, chuckling.

Carter dating me?

That was an oxymoron but then Carter shut up my laughter when he said in all seriousness.

"Hey, someone's gonna date you and they're gonna love the fuck outta you. I just don't date."

I smiled kindly before kissing Carter, opening my mouth for his tongue to overlap mine.

Carter's hand went to the back of my neck and he pressed me closer.

I went back to rubbing his cock at the gentle pace Carter seemed to enjoy.

Carter's mouth was rough against mine.

Passionate and needy but I broke that kiss as my hands lifted his shirt off and then ran down his smooth abs until I had to lift my own arms up for Carter to remove my shirt.

He studied my shirtless chest, noticing the two curved scars on my chest from my masculinizing chest surgery.

I felt nervous for a second, I didn't know why I'd thought he'd judge me but then Carter ran his fingers along the scars and down my stomach.

Not wanting him to look at my chest anymore, I got down on my knees on his beige carpet.

I kissed his chest down to the happy trail below his belly button.

I tugged down Carter's pants and briefs to his ankles 'Carter kicking his clothes off the rest of the way' and he spread his legs as I kneeled in between them and I went down.

"Fuck," Carter groaned, his fingers gripped my hair to keep me in place while my head bobbed.

Carter seemed antsy and even more needy as he thrusted his hips up.

God, I wanted him to fuck me so badly.

So I didn't go down on him too long and after deep throating his dick, I released him.

I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand.

As soon as I stood up, Carter's hands were on me, laying me on his bed.

His tongue back in my mouth as his hands undid my pants and pushed them down.

I assisted him while he took my pants off.

My heart was beating out of my chest.

Part of me wanted to stop Carter before he could remove my underwear in fear that he'd find my body weird.

The thing about being on hormones is they change your body.

The average sized clitoris that every woman has?

I didn't have that anymore.

I was above average.

Way above.

The meds basically turned my downstairs area into a mini dick.

Not everyone's into that.

That was why I felt like stopping Carter from going down on me but fucking hell, Carter was damn good at turning me on.

He was rubbing me through my briefs and I couldn't help it as I moaned against our lips and I didn't stop him when his hand slipped in.

Please don't freak out.

Fuck, maybe I should end this but Carter disrupted my negative thoughts as he commented...

"Fuck, you're so wet," and he didn't sound disgusted at all.

Carter sat up and pulled my briefs off before positioning himself between my legs.

He spread my thighs apart and went down.

Licking, sucking, slurping.

He brought his hand to my ass and in went his first finger.

I whimpered as he twisted and thrusted his finger into me before he added a second finger.

He gave me the perfect combination of fingering me and tasting me with his tongue, I knew I wouldn't last and I didn't.

I covered my mouth to muffle my moan as I came all over Carter's tongue, my legs trembling from my orgasm.

Holy shit, I felt dazed in my post orgasm state, my mind and body filled with ecstasy but Carter wasn't done with me.

He sat up, grabbed my hips and yanked me closer to him.

I watched as Carter grabbed the necessities from the top draw on his nightstand and he didn't wait a minute after getting ready to fuck me.

With a leg on each of his shoulders, Carter entered.

"Fuck, you're so tight," he groaned.

He barely waited for me to adjust to his size before going completely in.

My eyes were burning from the uncomfortableness, I almost pushed him back as a knee jerk reaction but Carter leant forward and kissed me.

Squeezing my eyes shut, I gripped onto the sheets as Carter went out just to go back in 'it's been a while since I was fucked in the ass, give me a break'.

My breathing was ragged and I was barely kissing Carter back while he continued his movements.

Oh my God, he was so aggressive with each hit and he was so sexy with the way he moved and with sweat dripping down.

I started fingering myself until I was shaking from my second orgasm.

Carter seemed to lose it at that.

He gripped onto my legs and fucked me harder until he was groaning.

Releasing his own load into the condom.

"Fuck," he breathed out, before falling to my side.

He held his hand up, still breathing heavily.

"What?" I questioned his hand still hovering above him.

Carter lazily wiggled his hand as if I didn't see it.

"I'm trying to dab you for a good fuck."

I laughed and pushed his arm back down.

He laughed too then stopped when I got up and grabbed my briefs.

He leant on his elbows.

"Where are you going?"

"Home," I spoke like it was obvious as I pulled my pants up and zipped them shut.

"We have school in the morning?"

I learned a valuable lesson when it came to hook ups.

Never stay after fucking.

That can lead to a very bad thing called 'feelings'.

I'm not trying to catch feelings.

So, no, I'm not going to stay and cuddle with Carter in his bed.

"That was just a one time thing," I threw my shirt on.

"Agreed," he smiled, looking satisfied with my comment.

"So don't expect me to walk you to the door," Carter said but his tone was light.

"I wouldn't dream of it. See ya' at school, tomorrow," I told him.

Leaving afterwards also leave less room for awkwardness that could follow after sex.

So I dipped out of his room but on my drive home, I'm shameless when I say and there's no better word to describe it, I 'fangirled' the whole way home.

Carter Matthews and I had just fucked and holy shit, it was so good.

If it was going to be a one time thing, I was going to relish in it.

But little did I know, that was not going to be our only time.

[zero-insignificance]

DND Recap: The Last Noise Complaint

Cast includes: Rose the DM, Alfie (yours truly), Rayna, Patrick, Truk, and Bob (spilt custody between yours truly and Rose)

At the beginning of the session, Patrick's player makes this:

So, the session opens up with Truk waking up in his room, chained to his bed. He can hear the clattering of armor hitting the floor cuz Alfie has the zoomies from a realization. Patrick has a regular sized whoopee cushion marked "Extra Strength" He leaves it on the throne.

We were all given one objective: Be as loud as possible.

Truk tries to wrap the chains tight around his wrist and break them. Rose: Roll a strength check. Truk's player: *rolls* Fuck. 8? Rose: ... Patrick's player: Say goodbye to your wrist. Rose: You do break free of the chain. Truk's player: Really? Rose: Because your wrist is broken, and it just slinks out of it. Truk: *lets of a 100-decibel scream* Patrick: *slides a foot into Truk's room and slingshots his body into it* Somewhere in the castle you just hear the clattering of a bunch of armor. Patrick: Sup. Truk just snaps the bone back into place. Rose: You hear a loud grumble. Truk: OH FUCK- Help me get the chains off! Patrick: Don't worry *pulls out an eraser* I HAVE AN ERASER. Patrick's player: He starts erasing the chains Me: Like doodle bob. Truk: *panics in Russian* NO DON'T ERASE MY HAND-

There's something about Alfonse that nobody in the party knows. Not even Mark knows. Alfie is a trans man. Alfie has realized that he doesn't need hormone therapy. He doesn't need bottom surgery. He already got top surgery. He can shapeshift on a full biological level.

He is tracking down Bob cuz Bob is a he/they femboy and would probably be the only one who understands.

Alfie finds Bob in the dining hall and climbs up his chest, gripping onto his shoulders and is vibrating from excitement.

Bob: Hello, my fine feathered friend! What has you all like this? Alfie: You don't understand, Bob. YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND! Bob: What? What is it? Alfie: I don't need to take testosterone shots anymore! Bob: Testosterone shots? Alfie: I'M TRANS. I'M A TRANS MAN. Bob: *mouth drops open* You're trans? What are you gonna do? Alfie: Shapeshift on a full biological level~

And Alfie snaps his fingers and lets himself fall down to the ground and lets out a loud squeal of happiness.

Rose: Is this squeal high enough to break glass? Me: Definitely. Rose: Every single one of the wine glasses in the dining hall shatters. Bob: *british* OH FUCK- Truk and Patrick hear a loud squeal. Rose: You hear a loud growl. Alfie sits up and says "We should probably free Truk." And Bob and Alfie head off to free Truk

Rose: Can Alfie get rid of his top surgery scars? Me: Yes, but he thinks they're pretty. They manifest as black through his feathers, and they look like black lightening. Rose: Oooo!

Back with Truk and Patrick:

Truk: OH NO- *rips through the chains on his legs* Alfie walks in looking very chipper. Alfie: Oh. You're already free. Truk: WE HAVE TO GO! Alfie: What? Why? Rose you hear a loud annoyed but distant voice. Voice: How... many times. Do I have to tell you. TO KEEP THE NOISE DOWN? Zariel: Oh no, which one of you woke up Terry? Alfie: Who? Zariel: Terry. The dragon.

Truk runs outside and shouts to the mountain. Truk: I'm sorry! Alfie: I would also like to apologize but in my defense, I only just now realized that I don't need to seek out gender affirming care! Terry: I've had enough of you bipeds being so annoying. Truk: Your fight is with us! Terry basically goes: I DON'T FUCKIN CARE. Truk: Maybe you shouldn't be living next to a CAPITOL CITY. Alfie: How long have you lived here? You could move. Terry: I was here before the kingdom was here. Why should I leave? Truk: Oh. That makes sense. Patrick: Did you not make your presence known? Terry: .... I'm torching this kingdom.

The top of that mountain rumbles and a massive fucking dragon reveals itself as the snow covering it shifts.

It's bigger than the Cologne Cathedral. "I am going to kill you all."

Patrick has a look of terror spreading over his face. This is an Ancient Death Bringer Dragon. Patrick is allowed to tell us each one thing about the dragon. It can frighten and you need an immunity to cold damage to not take cold damage. A resistance won't cut it.

Bob skips towards us with his staff in hand. "Wait for me! I don't want you guys to get killed!" For the session I am playing Bob and Alfie in this fight.

Truk summons Brick. Truk: Dad. I'm going to ask you something. It's going to be a big ask. Brick: Yes? Truk: Can you teleport the dragon somewhere else? Brick: I can't use it on creatures of the void. Alfie: Interesting. Truk: Can you teleport us to the dragon? Brick: *yoinks and plops us under the dragon*

We are under the dragon who is currently on route to the Capitol of Russia. Alfie: OVER HERE! Truk: DOWN HERE YOU DUSTY BITCH! Terry: *evil laugh*

And Terry opens his mouth and what looks like a super nova comes out.

Everyone makes a dex save. Bob succeeds, Truk did terribly. Patrick and Alfie failed. Alfie uses shield as a reaction. Truk was going to use shield of faith but Patrick steps in front of him and uses shield to protect him and for a brief moment he looks like the Goliath we saw in his flashback.

The damage is halved for everyone.

Rene pops out of the nap sack and goes; "WHAT THE FUCK?"

Then the dragon lands before us.

"Roll Initiative."

Ancient Death Bringer Dragon 25 Patrick 23 Rene 21 Bob 15 Alfie 14 Truk 6

The way our campaign works is that we are allowed to go in whatever order we want to strategize the best.

Patrick: Can I talk with my compatriots? Terry: Sure. I'm going to kill you so might as well let you say your farewells. Alfie: *pulls out Hank the orb* Hank? Hank: What is it? Alfie: What's the weakness of this dragon? Hank: It's undead. Alfie: So... Radiant damage? Hank: Radiant damage. See you around! Rose: The blue color of the orb fades. Hank has dipped. Alfie: You better come back when I survive this. Bob: Hank is a coward, but he'll be back.

The dragon makes an attack on Truk, nipping him with his maw.

Patrick sends of a guiding bolt giving Truk advantage on his next attack. Truk cast a divine spell I forgot about. Rene: Does a double attack with her axes. Alfonse sends of a mind spike and fires two angelic steel feathers. Bob fires a witch bolt.

We did 715 damage on our first turns.

This pisses off the dragon who pulls out a massive sword saying that it's time to go full Dark souls on us.

Alfie: That's a cool sword! Who made it?

The Dragon doesn't answer us. Just points the sword at his chest and drives it into his chest.

And Patrick just shouts "RUN." and Alfie tries to grab on to everyone and teleport us away, but it doesn't work. There is a dispel magic field.

We might be #screwed.

Truk tries to call on Brick to teleport his friends out of here but there is no response.

Patrick's Player: Can I parry the nuke? Rose: You need to get 3 nat 20s in a row. Patrick: *rolls* Fuck. Me: Can Alfie try parrying the nuke? Rose: Sure. Me: *sound of rolling dice* Guys... Everyone: *Assumes we're screwed* Me: Guys. Truk's player: What is it? Me: I will never be this lucky again. Rose: What? Me: *still shocked* I got triple 20s. Rose: *shook* I need proof.

Rose: You've parried the nuke. But only for yourself. I need all other characters to roll Constitution, Wisdom, and Dexterity saving throws. Rayna is the only one who succeeds all the saves.

Alfie and Rayna are the only ones left standing.

218 points of damage for those who failed.

Truk drops to zero, but pops back up to one through resilience.

Patrick is dead.

Bob had exactly 219 hit points left so he is down to 1 hp.

Truk gets up, uses revivify and a bunch of lay on hands to bring Patrick back. Truk uses one lay on hands on himself.

Bob is in rough shape. He needs a healing potion. Rayna tosses Alfie one and Patrick uses spell I can't remember to make it more effective healing 36 points of damage.

Everyone is alive, somehow.

We see the dragon's body disintegrate into dust and be blown away by the wind revealing a single egg.

Alfie goes full brood mode brushing off the fact that he just experienced something that would resurface a bunch of traumas.

This egg is the size of a minivan, and Alfonse, who is 5'7" is on top of it, wrapping his wings around it in bird mode and Rayna has wrapped her tail around it. They are keeping it warm

Truk is like "We're not keeping it" and Alfie is like "Yes we are. I am father now." and Rayna gets out this massive blanket/robe made of animal furs and tosses it over Alfie and the egg covering them and Truk is like "it's a dragon egg!" and Alfie is like "I want to give it a chance to live. I am dad. It's done nothing wrong." cuz Alfie is the dad friend. He was meant to be a father. And Truk is like "You won't be able to keep it warm enough!" and Azathoth is like "Actually dude, that egg is close to hatching." and Alfie is like "Azathoth, you're going to be a great great grandpa." And Azathoth is just casually looking through time and is like "But I already am." cuz he's seeing into the future and can see Alfie's future kids and Alfie's like "Azathoth that hasn't happened yet."

Bob: *runs up to Alfie beaming* Alfie! Alfie! I helped! Alfie: *patting him on the head* That you did! I'm proud of you!

Bob has a smile that lights up a room.

Truk is trying to get into contact with Brick, but Brick isn't responding. So, he projects his mind and looks through Brick's eyes and he sees a face that looks like his own. But cruel. The room is covered in symbols meant to trap and contain a God. "Someone has kidnapped the God of Gods."

And Brick lets out a loud howl of rage.

It shakes what is left of the mountain (there isn't much of a mountain now, it got fockin' leveled by the nuke).

They start the travel back the Capitol city of Russia which is 5 miles away.

We FINALLY leveled up to 14. This campaign started in January. We've been level 13 since February. Rene Evolved to this

Lu had a gay panic cuz she taller now. Her mouth dropped open and she was like "That's my wife"

Alfonse is floating on his back with the dragon egg.

Alfie: Truk I can heal you a bit? Truk: *at 15 hit points* I'm fine. Alfie: Bullshit. I'm going to heal you *goes to do a medicine check* Truk: NO *starts booking it* Rayna: *has dash speed of 80* Nope *tackles him* Truk: Ow.... Alfie: *floats on over and gives Truk a double boop healing 16 damage* Bob: Can I have a boop? Alfie: Of course! *boops healing 8 damage*

At some point Alfonse mentions that he doesn't like women. Only men and enbies and it starts raining. Truk: The gods of gods like you. Alfie: I'd hope so. Truk: I mean like like. Alfie: *goes pale* You mean... like like? In that way? Truk: *nods* Alfie: *goes over to a bush and hurls in taken demiromantic asexual* Somewhere in the pantheon of pantheons there is a Goddess that really wanted a chance with Alfie.

Zariel shows up and is probably concussed cuz she's very out of it. Alfie: Zariel, are you concussed? Zariel: ... yes ... Alfie: Why are you out and about with a concussion? Zariel: I answer to no boy. Sea Biscuit: *concerned in British horse bf* There you are! I was so worried! *Helps Zariel onto his back* Truk: Zariel. Someone has kidnapped my father. He looks like me. Zariel: That would be Thorzal. He's the banished prince. He did the spell that brought Betty White Truk: WHAT? I have another half sibling??? Zariel: On your mom's side. He was banished. Truk: He kidnapped Brick. Zariel: what?

They make it back to the castle and Alfie is like "I need all the pillows and blankets." cuz he's in nesting mode. He gets so many pillows and blankets and makes a nest which Rene helps with.

Truk heads to bed. Truk has a package from Thorzal “See you soon, brother.” and there are crumbles of orange brick in the box.

[florallychaotic]

Episode 1x02 Earth Skills

I really think it's funny how the episode recap describes the 100 teenagers sent to earth as "the last hope for mankind" when Clarke explicitly stated that not only were they sent to Earth so the Ark could save on resources but that they're probably not going to be the last group sent. Like they're very much not the last hope for mankind

I know they say it later in the show but I can't remember where on earth they're supposed to be only that it's not the Pacific Northwest which makes me sad because our forests are way prettier than where ever they are

Ah yes every group of teens has those three band kids who start drumming on shit to soundtrack the shenanigans of the others (honestly this isn't that weird it's just really funny to me)

Bellamy I'm happy your hair doesn't look stupid anymore but put your shirt back on

See now I remember why I really liked this show ots because Clarke was really similar to me, bossy know it all and everything

Also while Clarke and Bellamy's ideological debates aren't written amazingly they definitely are the most interesting part of the show. Order vs Chaos, tradition vs the new. It's fun to watch okay

Did.....did they give Finn hair extensions to make his hair look like.....more puffy????

Also like I'll try not to be too shippy unless it's related to the episode but it's so funny that the writer's tried to make Finn and Clarke a thing because they have no chemistry meanwhile Eliza Taylor (Clarke) and Bob Morely (Bellamy) are currently married and have a baby. Like I didn't watch the seasons where they (the actors) were married but that could not have helped with the chemistry because to my knowledge those two never became canon despite being so in the books and being the fan favorite after Clarke's second relationship ended (we will get there in season two oh boy)

Yes I did ship Clarke and Bellamy and still do but I will keep that to a minimum until relevant I promise

Yes I do enjoy how most flirty scenes between Clarke and Finn are interrupted by some sort of offscreen violence it's encapsulates my feelings wonderfully

Finn, after sticking his hand in a trail of blood that they know is Jasper's because his goggles were left behind: "We're close". Solid detective work jackass

The editors are obsessed with making Marie Avgeropoulos' blue eyes pop (Octavia) which like yes I get they're very pretty, especially contrasted with her tanned skin, but a bioluminescent butterfly reflecting against her eyes sure is a strange way to have it be diegetic.

Octavia is a puppy but not in a cute way, but in a easily distracted way it's kinda funny. Like I get a girl who spent her whole life living under the floorboards would be curious but this is funny

Hey look it's the brother from diary of a wimpy kid tied up to a tree in a suspiciously christ like pose, you think the #notmyroderick people know about this

At least Jasper was given the dignity of keeping his pants on

Look I'm not a hunter but even I know a handgun shouldn't be able to take down a panther. Like I hate being that person but it's fun to make fun of CW shows

Raven is the sci-fi staple of girl mechanic that looks amazing in a tank top but she's also sweet and snarky and I love her

Cue too on the nose song, I don't know this one but make it sucks it's a sad guy at a piano song and it's blooooooows

I do enjoy that unlike some other characters the writers are at least aware Bellamy is unlikable at first. He's also way too concerned about his sister's love life but every older brother in media is for some reason

Final rating: 7.25/10 now that the initial exposition dump is over the show can get moving. Characters are forming interesting dynamics and Raven is a cool character to have as our young person on the Ark. Now that what's at stake for the Ark is coming to light there's some real stakes coming in. Solid second episode

The 100 Live Blogging

Alright yall, I'm gonna take a dive back into the only show aimed at teens that I watched as a teen. Everyone had their one CW show and this was mine. Separate posts will be made for separate watching sessions but episodes done in the same watching session will be added as reblogs. Block the tag "alli watches the 100" if you don't want this on your dash (no shame to ya)

Episode 1x01 Pilot

We are off to a bad start Netflix started playing suits when I opened it for some fucking reason

Right off the bat, Eliza Taylor's American accent isn't bad at all, but it's got the American vocal fry that I hate

Also it's really funny to me that the lead actors of this show have names that are near identical to people who are way more famous than them (Eliza Taylor and Bob Morely)

Not a good sign that the UK part of the Ark, the spaceship these people are staying post apocalypse, looks like it has cardboard on the exterior

Juvenile offenders call lockup "the sky box" which is was teenagers are never in charge of naming things

CW dialogue exposition my beloathed

Wells got himself arrested not for Clarke, but in my headcannon, that The 99 isn't as good of a title

My only solace for having to deal with Finn is that unlike the first time I watched this show, I know he dies instead of just wishing for it

Ah season one Bellamy hair, it makes him look like a middle school teacher

You see I hate CW dialogue but I also absolutely would have screamed "We're back bitches" if I was the first person back on earth in a century

Cue too on the nose pop song, radioactive by imagine dragons

I swear to god a solid 20% of Finn's dialogue is calling Clarke princess and im supposed to like him?

I will say off the bat Bellamy is the best character because so far he's the least clichéd and most interesting lol. Meanwhile I can't wait for his sister Octavia to be a good character because she does, she does get better but for now....yikes

Monty!!! Monty best boy!!!

FUCKED UP DEER MY BELOVED!!! TWO HEADED DEER WOOHOO!!!

I dont know how to explain it, everything on the Ark...like it doesn't look greenscreened but it does look weirdly hazy like it's not there??

The actor for Kane has a very bad American accent, it's so far up his nose it's like he's sick lol

Love the random girl who yelled "It's water!!!" When it started raining

Begging this society to stop using the term "floated" for executed it sounds so fucking stupid

Kane absolutely said the word "majority" instead of "maturity" and that's the take they used for some reason

Clarke is a beautiful artist and normally I don't wanna be the person to question this but how does she know what the Arc du Triumph is

Kane please don't say you're willing to "take us down to a cosmic Adam and Eve" to your female co-worker clearly both you and the writers don't realize how extra creepy that it

This show really likes shot to shot scenes where the camera is just panned up a little so you can see up the actor's nose and it's so awkward

I dont want to be that person, but I think it's very telling that Abby (Clarke's mother)'s best friend is an Asian woman who is still unnamed despite having more lines than multiple white characters who are already named. Like this show is quite diverse and it's not going to be fun rewatching and seeing how poorly they handled that diversity.

Director: "okay can you boys just improv for a moment to delay the scene so we can have the big moment at the chorus of the song?" Actors: "Sure boss!"

What!?!?! You're not alone on Earth?!?! I never would have seen that coming! /s

Final rating: 7/10 despite its flaws I'm far too interested to not continue. What shot Jasper?? Idk! It's a fun lord of the flies story that is really interesting if only its dialogue was better

[midnightdevotion]

It's Always Been You

Prompt: Bob trying to hold your hand and failing miserably.

a/n: I really hope this turns out good, it is 10 pm and I have been tired since 3 pm. Let me know if yall like this! Taglist is open if you want to be added to it.

Bob has had a crush on you for exactly 8 months and 12 days. He's also known you for exactly 8 months and 12 days. Every day, since he met you he swears today, will be the day he asks you out or does anything just something to make a move. So far it hasn't ever been true. He just sees you and loses all composure. He feels like he's back to being that awkward 13-year-old boy with clammy hands and a shirt that hangs off his body.

It wasn't so bad when the team didn't also know about his raging crush on you. That only lasted two weeks though before the rest of the crew was putting it together. He really tried to keep his love-struck gaze more secret but he's never been very good at hiding things.

He's startled from his thoughts as hangman grabs his shoulder, "you know bob you should really just make a move already" smirk already in place.

"I-" bob sighs "if only it were that easy" he mumbled back out.

"it can be that easy, just go up to her and say you're madly in love with her, and bam it's done" Bob only rolled his eyes at this idea, because of course hangman, carved like a greek god and got anything he wanted would see it this way. You were too perfect, too amazing for him to just walk over and give some cheesy overused line.

Hangman sighs "look bob, you might not see it but she looks at you like you hung the moon in the sky, just make a damn move already so we don't have to watch you both pine over each other all the god damn time" with that he walks away, back towards the pool tables to talk some more shit to rooster.

Bob groans, putting his head down on his forearms. Why can't he be as confident as hangman or as easy-going as rooster. Life would be so much easier if he could just get out of his awkward mind for a few minutes.

After a few more minutes of miserably laying on top of the bar, he lifts his head and finishes his beer. He looks over to see you grinning with phoenix, he can't help the small smile that grows on his face at you two having fun.

_________

You look up from your conversation with phoenix to see bob with the sweetest smile on his face. Blushing you try to avoid phoenix's gaze because now is so not the time to be blushing about bob.

"See!! you look at him and get all smiley and blushy! just ask him out already!" you groan because of course she noticed and of course, it was just after a fifteen-minute lecture about how you two are being stupid and just need to go for it.

"Phoenix I already told you he doesn't feel that way about me! I've tried to ask him out but every time I try to get him alone he finds a way out of it!" you whisper shout back, feeling hurt as you think back to all the times you'd tried to get alone time with bob, it seems as if he hates you. One time you hung back while everyone else went to play another round of pool just to talk to him and suddenly he'd changed his mind and wanted to play again. You ended up leaving early because there was no way you wanted anyone to see you cry.

After remembering all the times you tried to talk to bob, see if he liked you the way everyone swears he does, you didn't feel in a good mood anymore. You could tell phoenix regretted bringing it up, based on your face probably. You've never had a good poker face.

"Hey, I'm just gonna go grab some fresh air okay? I'll be back in a minute" Trying to fake a smile for phoenix's sake, but knowing she could see through you anyways you turned and walked out the door. Sighing as you get outside you breathe in the fresh ocean air, walking halfway down the beach before sitting on the sand. You didn't know bob had watched the whole thing. You definitely didn't know that phoenix stormed up to the confused brunette.

"Bob I swear to god if you don't get your shit together and go talk to y/n. She thinks you hate her because every time she's around you find a way to leave and I don't want to hear about how it's because you're nervous because so is she!" After phoenix's mini-rant, bob sat straighter. You think he hates you? He could never hate you, the minute he saw you he couldn't breathe, the ability to form any sentences was gone, and in its place were clammy hands and heart palpitations. He knew phoenix was right though, if he didn't go out and ask you out tonight he'd lose any chance he had. Even if you didn't want him, he figures it's better to know for sure than to always wonder what could've been.

Standing, bob wipes his hands on his jeans. Blowing out a nervous sign, he looks at phoenix. He knows the look is probably desperate, or just downright pathetic. She looks more sympathetic but she doesn't give him an out, she just pats his back and wishes him luck.

______

He hears you before he fully sees you. Sure he can see some form of a silhouette, but what stands out are the little sniffles that are coming from the slouched person. You look defeated and he hasn't even seen your face yet. He gulps, because if what phoenix said is true, then this is his fault.

"u-um y/n?" he whispers out, not wanting to startle you but also not sure his voice could've come out louder with the amount of nerves he has. He watches your shoulders straighten, the quick dart of your hands to wipe what he can assume is tears off your face. "Is it alright if I sit?" he asks, just as quiet as before. He sees a small nod and that's all he needs. Sitting down beside you he's careful to not sit too close because even though all he wants to do is pull you into a hug and tell you he's sorry for being so damn stupid, he doesn't think that would be his best course of action.

You watch as bob opens and closes his mouth several times before you decide to speak up. "I'm assuming phoenix told you then" you mumble. It would be hard for anyone else to hear but bob hears you like the rest of the world is on mute and you're the only thing he can hear, no matter the distance.

"Yeah, she did. I-" he pauses, letting sand fall through his hands

"it's okay bob, you don't have to say anything" you just want to disappear, why did she have to tell bob you are basically in love with him.

"yes, I do, not saying anything is exactly why we're here" Bob says back, voice stronger this time. He can't just let you think he hates you anymore not when he's literally in love with you.

Great, you think, here's the let me down gently conversation. Of course, bob is going to let you down gently, he's so nice and sweet and perfect he wouldn't do anything malicious even if it does hurt like hell that he doesn't want you.

"y/n I....." he trails off, trying to start the conversation over several times before you groan.

"Bob, can we please skip this part.. I get it, you don't like me back, that's okay I promise I won't make things weird, but we don't have to have the let me down easy we can be friends conversation. I promise it's okay, I am okay." you rush out. eyes stinging with more tears because you weren't okay, and you just wanted to climb in bed and not ever see another person again.

Bob was shocked. You liked him? and you think that he doesn't want you?

"wh-you like me?" the question comes out in a breathy whisper.

You glance over at him to see pure shock. The blood in your veins turns to ice, and you move to get up, almost on autopilot, ready to go shut down for the rest of the weekend and avoid everyone as much as possible. However, bob speaks up before you can fully stand.

"This whole time, I've been terrified that you would never like me back so why say anything, but you thought I hated you?" realization hits you about what phoenix said to bob and you almost laugh at how you outed yourself, she's very clever that phoenix. You don't get the chance to though because your brain processes his words.

"wait... so you like me too?" you watch and bob swallowed, wiping his hands on his jeans, and getting sand everywhere.

"y/n.. I've liked you since I met you, it's always been you." you blush at his words, feeling like you need to pinch yourself because this has to be a dream.

Finding yourself grinning "so are you going to ask me out then?" you feel smug as the crimson creeps into his cheeks.

"would you want to go out-" you cut him off with a "yes!" you both start laughing, maybe it's nervous laughter and maybe it's laughter because you two are so dumb for not talking about this sooner.

It doesn't take long for you two to settle, falling back in the sand and watching the stars together. It takes bob another twenty minutes to work up the nerve to grab your hand or attempt to. You didn't realize he was going for your hand and so you reach up to point out the big dipper right as he reaches for your hand, your momentum sends his hand flying back and it almost hits him in the face.

He groans out loud "c'mon can't something just go my way and not be awkward" you start laughing, feeling bad but also thinking this is exactly why you adore him. Grinning at him you grab his hand and lace your fingers together, leaning over to give him a peck on the cheek.

Unaware that the rest of the team was sitting by the window watching the whole scene unfold. The next day when nobody can hold their jokes about bob nearly smacking himself in the face anymore you both realize that there was a whole lot of scheming into getting you both outside that night. You cant find it in you to be mad, not when you have bob holding your hand now.

[felestina-stilton]

Cartoon Analysis: "Pinky Malinky" Explained

DISCLAIMER! Yes, I do watched all 60 episodes of this show and cheked everything I possibly could about it (the show itself, two pilots, wikipedia and "nick animation podcast #48") before diving into this. So yeah, I know what I'm talking about, and yeah, this post got some heavy spoilers, so go away if you don't wanna see them.

First of all, I must say that this show is 50/50 thing. Some people like it and some people don't, it's fine and I totally get it. I just don't wanna hear any hate under this post. Let's all be respectful and kind 🐱

So, yesterday somebody asked me if "Pinky Malinky" has any plot. And I told that yes, yes it is. But of course "yes" isn't good enough if you here for the information, so let's discuss the whole thing in this long post. This series plot divided into three main arcs (there are some other arcs but they're not really important for the plot tho), which of course, lead into the bigger plotline. Today, I'm gonna fold all pieces of this plot puzzle and tell what this show basically is about

The beginning: Sackenhack and Mayor Happ arc

For those of you who don't know - Sackenhack is a town, where most of this show characters live. This is basically the most important thing to know, so let's start off with it. I found all this information in episodes "Hater" and "Pinky". The old Mayor of the town, Mayor Happ wanted to make this town as precious as possible. He started "Snow Games" (kinda on Olympic-game-thing in this universe) and also began a plan of building a lot of different constructions. Everything was good, until everyone realised that Sackenhack is a desert town. There NEVER was any snow or what so ever. The "Snow Games" were cancelled, many buildings and other structures were left unfinished, and the town fell into decay. Understanding his fault in all this mess, Mayor Happ vanished. Living nowadays in forest as a hermit, he once had a chance to meet Pinky in the episode "Hater". At first, he was pretending to be a Sackenhack hater called Mr. Sackenwack, which seemed very mean for Pinky, since he really likes his own town. Later, with the help of JJ's "creep app" they found his location. After a big reveal, Pinky finally realised that Mayor Happ and Mr. Sackenwack is the same person, and that he's beloved hero is also his hater. Some events after, the group was sitting in silence, until Happ said only one thing to Pinky: "I used to have such big dreams for this town. Now everything about it just reminds me of my failure...That's why I wanted you to delete your account. Everytime you posted something happy about Sackenhack it just made me... Sacken-Sad. So, what it's like to find out that your hero...is just some lame internet hater?" with a reply "Well, you're not what I expected, but, you're still really inspiring to me. I've got a lot of big ideas and not a lot of people understand them...I think I might run out of this town someday too)" Pinky goes home with his friends, and that's the end of Sackenhack/Mayor Happ ark.

Moving on to: Malinky's family arc

So, I guess, the first question you ask yourself when it comes to this particular show - why is Pinky a hotdog while both of his parents are just regular humans? Well, diving into this theme, let's discuss Malinky's family arc in general. We got most information about it in episodes "Pinky" and "Dreams", but there are also many cute facts about them in other episodes (which I'm not gonna discuss here because that's leads pretty much nowhere). So, before becoming a couple, Eric and Valerie were singers. They've done some singles and merchandise and were dreaming about a starry career. However, after some time they decided to become a family and raise a kid. The awful truth was then revealed - one of the members of Malinky's family, called Sasagio was an antro sausage, and Eric'c and Valerie's child probably gonna have the same mutation. This was a clearly hard thing to accept, but Valerie and Eric still wanted to have a kid and this didn't stopped them. Well, now they do have a son, but it's definitely not a regular kid. Raising the child in one, but raising a mutant-shapeshifter wiener is completely another. That's why they had to abandon their singers career. After founding all this information out on the old cassets left in the attic of Malinky's house in the episode "Dreams" Pinky realises - he literally crashed his parents dreams. Feeling guilty, he tries to bring them back to business, but only makes a bigger mess. Feeling even more sad and guilty, Pinky says to his parents that it's all his fault and no matter how, he'll do everything to fix the mess he made and make them singers, just as they dreamed. Eric and Valerie then just tell him that the real dream the've ever had - is to become a family, and raise the most sweet, cute and precious child, and that they love him no matter what. This brings an end to the Malinky's arc.

Finally, about main character: Pinky Malinky's arc

So, as you now know - Pinky was born an antropomorphic wiener. However - it doesn't bother him though. He thinks that being different is cool, and allways sees a better side in everything, literally spreading positivity and happiness. With the help of his two human friends, Babs and JJ, he tries to climb up to the career ladder. Anyways, something that weird and interesting still brings other people's attention, and one day Pinky being asked by some group of people (who allways being called just "camera guys") if they can make a documentary about him. Pinky agrees, and that's technically is a beginning of the series (which however was showed only in the last episode of season two, "Pinky"). In this episode also reveals how he became the new mascout and raised new "Snow Games". So, basically Pinky want's to organise "Snow Games" again, just like in old good times. But for this, also needs a mascout - The Snowball. That's why he starts a some kind of "vote for me as a mascout thing"...which fails. Sad Pinky goes to his schools principal to ask why everything failed. She tells him that that's because there never snowed in Sackenhack. Pinky says that he'll make it snow tonight, to become a mascout. Which of corse, wasn't for serious, but by accident, everyone in school heard that. Now Pinky really HAS to make it snow but the thing is he don't know how. With the help of JJ, Babs and Bob he tries to do this...and fails again. But then the truck with popcorn (JJ got him for sponsoring some company) blows up and...yeah, popcorn kinda looks like snow so technically Pinky becomes a new mascout. At the end of season three, in the episode "Wiener" goes a big reveal - the camera crew filmed him just to know enough information about him because he was going to participate in UMC (Ultimate. Mascout. Championship). However, Helga Hilltop from UMC says that he CAN'T participate. Competitions are only for human boys and girls, and Pinky clearly isn't one of them. He's a twisting, bending, shapeshifter sausage. Pinky says that if he can't participate because of his powers, he'll just try not to use them. At first, everything goes under the controll, but then Pinky fails miserably. After calling him a "filthy wiener" Helga disqualifys him. Sad and humilated, Pinky starts crying and thinking that he really doesn't belong anywhere and probably everything would be better off without someone not normal like him. But then some students along with JJ, Babs and Principal Phan are telling him that it's a complete nonsence, and who the hell decides who is and not normal. Besides, it's what on the inside that counts. After this, Pinky came up with the idea - that's really in the rules of the UMC that's what in the inside that counts. He comes back to the stage and perform as good as he can, not holding himself back anymore. After this, he lies that he was just the costume, and Babs and JJ are the ones who were the real mascouts. Helga says that it doesn't counts and no matter what other jujes think, he didn't won anything. But then everyone just disqualifys Helga because hell yeah, everything she said today sounded like a clear rasism, what the actual hell. Then Principal Phan says that now Pinky is an official mascout. Not the Snowball, just him themself, since he's the most inspiring person in the whole Sackenhack. This leads an end to the Pinky's arc and the series themself.

So this what it all is about. I hope I made everything in this post clear enough)

[smileyoongle]

Deception (A Kim Namjoon Mafia AU)

Summary: A damsel in distress and a lonely mafia leader. Different but not too different. The two worlds collide on a rainy night when Kim Namjoon, a renowned Mafia leader is called for an emergency and Y/N Y/L/N is on the run from her abusive father. Feelings stir and he rescues her. But one of them is a liar. And the other's life is on the line. It's only a matter of time until all secrets are out in the open.

Will love be born? Or will death conquer?

ςhαp†εr †εη: Lost In Delirium

Character Count: 11,574

Pairing: Namjoon×Reader (Appearances by the whole of BTS)

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Because I have been lonely, I value love.

-Leonard Nimoy

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“How’s your business tycoon of a boyfriend doing?” 

The immediate reaction of yours should have been an eye roll but instead, you ended up dropping the empty whiskey glass that you were cleaning. You gasped as the glass broke, sending sparkling bits scattering here and there. To say you were a little distracted was an understatement . Whatever had happened between Namjoon and you was consuming your senses completely. You had come close to kissing him, twice and every single time you were interrupted either by your thoughts or someone else. You were confused and…angry? You couldn’t tell.

Did you want him or did you not?

You sighed, crouching down to pick up the broken pieces as your coworker, Isla, towered over you.

“He’s not my boyfriend. How many times are you going to make me say it?” You muttered, your voice laced with annoyance and frustration. Annoyed, because Isla kept calling Namjoon your boyfriend. Frustrated, because it wasn’t true, no matter how much a part of you wanted it to be.

You carefully cleaned the shiny marble floor, the bar counter hiding you from the eyes of your manager, a very moody and rude man who had no respect for his workers whatsoever. Surprisingly, he wasn’t the perverted kind at all. That was probably the one thing that made you stay, along with the money, of course.

 “Oh come on, Y/N! If Mr Kim isn’t your boyfriend now, he will be very soon. I can tell that you like him a lot. And you even stay under the same roof. You want me to believe that a man and a woman can stay together without-“

“Maybe you should focus on restocking the bottles rather than prying into Ms Y/L/N’s domestic affairs.”

Your eyes widened, your head jerking up to see your manager glaring at Isla. You winced, crawling towards the bin to throw all the glass bits you had collected, knowing that Isla was probably being burnt to the ground by your manager’s eyes. He was scary, more than Hitler. Okay, that was a bit of exaggeration on your part but he was horrifying, nonetheless.

“Sorry sir, I’ll get to work right now.” Isla apologised in a small voice and you swore this was the first time she sounded so weak. Isla was a very driven person, capable of a lot of things but when problems stood before her, she preferred to cower away. That loud and giddy girl existed only in front of you. It was a surprise that within a week you had managed to grow so close to someone.

Isn’t it the same with Namjoon?

You pursed your lips, moving to help Isla before the club opened for the night. 

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"Namjoon, just because you're doing what your father wants you to do, doesn't mean you're a bad person."

Hana's words kept replaying in Namjoon's mind, like a broken record player that he was unable to fix. There had been so much warmth and love in her voice that Namjoon had thought he was dreaming. He was only 19 when his father pushed him into the Mafia business, his mother running away soon after she saw him making his first kill. To this day, Namjoon wished it had all been a dream. His father breaking the awful news to him. His mother leaving. Hana dying, only to come back alive as someone who didn't wanna stand by him anymore.

Maybe if it had all been a dream, then Namjoon's life would have been better. Maybe he would have lived like a normal guy with a normal job and a normal family. Everything would have been so perfect.

Namjoon clenched his jaw as the car came to a halt, the club's name flashing in the darkness of the night. It was a few minutes past 9, everyone's anxiety growing bigger than they could ever imagine.

"Okay so, just a recap. We'll be scattered around, trying to blend in until Hana comes and we confront her." Rex confirmed, earning a groan from Jungkook who was seated beside Namjoon in the backseat along with Yoongi.

"Once again, this isn't a movie. We aren't gonna go to her until she's done talking to whoever she's planning on meeting." Jungkook replied, his eyes glaring at Rex who sighed in disappointment and sulked in his place. The others were in the car that followed behind, hoseok's voice ringing in the earpiece that all of them had.

"She could be here any minute, we should go in."

There was heavy silence for a second, the air very thick and suffocating. Jungkook knew he had lost his favourite person, she wasn't the same Hana now and he had to let her go. The girl that used to be his link to the innocence of the world was gone and he let it happen. No matter how much he told himself that it wasn't his fault, he failed to believe it.

"Let's just get this over with." Yoongi muttered under his breath, pushing open the door of the car and stepping out onto the gravel. It was a cold night, Yoongi's blue suit jacket doing nothing to keep him from getting cold. The only thing keeping him warm was the adrenaline rushing in his veins, a subtle ache in his heart on seeing Namjoon's grim expression. Whatever was gonna happen, Yoongi could only hope they all would be okay again. To him, this wasn't that big of a surprise because he saw it coming. But Namjoon and Jungkook, he knew they were hurt. Very hurt.

As the club loomed over them, they all glanced at each other, Jungkook's eyes falling on Namjoon towards the end. There was a silent message being passed, Namjoon's eyes softening at the look of betrayal in the younger's eyes. In that moment, Namjoon swore he was gonna be strong for the rest of the members. He had to step up as the leader and take care of everyone. He didn't worry about himself too much because he knew. He knew that at the end of the day, he'd go home and he'd find you waiting for him with the smile you wore all the time. Maybe someday he'd be able to tell you what you had done to his heart, but for now, he knew he'd be okay.

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You placed the different glasses of drinks on your tray, moving through the crowd as you kept track of which glass goes on which table. The mass of bodies grinding against one another in the middle of the dancefloor, made it difficult for you to navigate your way through but you had to do it. This was probably why Isla always took charge of the other end of the club. That was the VIP section. You shook your head in envy, grabbing the glass of beer and placing it on a single table where a man with a black cap sat, bobbing his head and looking around the club. "Enjoy your drink." You stated, your robotically sweet tone having been perfected with practice. It was the same everytime, no matter who you were serving. The man looked up at you as you passed by him, not noticing his face in the flashy lights that reflected throughout the place.

Rex was positive he had seen that face before. It wasn't very clear in his mind but he knew he had seen those eyes.

The only question that remained was when?

He narrowed his eyes, thinking hard about who it was. That waitress had a very familiar face but he couldn't put a finger on where he had seen her.

"Rex, I see you zoning out. There's a man at the bar who just arrived, he looks like he's waiting for someone, keep an eye on him."

Namjoon's voice rung in Rex's ears, making him flinch at the suddenness of it. He quickly shook himself back to reality, eyes falling on the man who had, indeed, just arrived. Nonetheless, he saw the same waitress again, picking up another round of drinks as she laughed at something her colleague said. Rex wondered if Namjoon could see her. Maybe he'd know who she was, because the curiosity was killing him. He had such a bad memory, that's probably why he failed half his tests in school.

"Hey boss. Do you see that girl at the bar? The waitress? The one with the ponytail?"

The response was immediate, all the members' heads turning to look at who Rex was talking about. Namjoon couldn't see very clearly, only the back of that waitress was visible to him. But upon seeing her, he felt something familiar, like he knew her.

"You don't actually have to describe her, there's only one waitress there." Jungkook snapped, glaring in Rex's direction from the corner of the room. He was just growing irritated at how long it took Hana to get there, nothing personal against Rex. No matter how annoying the kid was.

Rex pursed his lips, seeing that there was only one waitress there, thankfully it was the one who he wanted to ask about.

"So does anyone of you know her? I think I've seen her before but I can't remember. Help me out, my dudes. I'm dying out of curiosity."

Jimin rolled his eyes at Rex's words. My dudes? He was definitely not fit for being in a gang. Yoongi narrowed his eyes, shifting a little in his place but he still couldn't see her. Seeing that there was no sign of Hana yet, he decided to move closer to her, pushing through the dancing bodies until he was in the clear. Under the colourful lights, he somehow managed to see that face. The one that made his eyes immediately move to Namjoon who was standing on the floor above. Before Yoongi could do anything, he saw the way Namjoon's lips parted in surprise, his eyes stuck to your figure hunched over the bar table.

"Is that...." Hoseok voiced, still trying to come to grip with the situation. They were here to find Hana but looks like there was someone much more interesting there.

"..Y/N." Taehyung added, glancing at Namjoon who had his jaw clenched, his fingers tightening against the railing as he glared at you. Not that you knew. He had been caught way off guard, finally catching onto your lies. You worked at a cafe? Bullshit.

Jungkook raised his eyebrows, taking in your appearance. A pretty one, he wasn't going to deny that. Your eyes were very... expressive. They shined under the lights, telling everyone that you were content with how your life was going. For a second, Jungkook saw the same flash of innocence that he used to find solace in. The only difference was that you weren't Hana. He cleared his throat, looking at Namjoon and concluding that no one knew about your little job. Oh.

So the new girl was a liar.

That thought made Jungkook feel better. A part of him blamed you for whatever was happening, but he also knew he had no reasons to hate you yet. You seemed like a good person, he could understand why Namjoon took you in. He would have probably done the same anyway.

You patiently waited for the bartender to make the next round of drinks, your elbow resting on the shiny black counter as you looked around the club. You hummed a little tune to yourself, feeling grateful that tonight there had been no catcalls or inappropriate comments directed to you. It had been a good day, you were sure of it. You wondered what Namjoon was doing, recalling how he had told you he had a meeting to attend. He surely had a very tiring job.

Your eyes wandered to where Isla was standing, her expression distraught as she tried to get her hand out of a stranger's grip. You immediately straightened up, your breath hitching as he pulled Isla onto his lap, his companions laughing at the scene. You were fuming at this point, your feet taking off in her direction, ignoring the calls of the bartender behind you as your shoulder brushed against Yoongi's. But you didn't notice.

Every single member had his eyes trained on you, watching in confusion as you ran to the other end of the club. Right then, Rex happened to look at the entrance, a hooded figure making its way to the mysterious man that was sitting near the bar. He inhaled deeply, looking back at you and then the others. No one was paying attention.

"Guys, Hana's here I think."

At that, everyone's eyes shot to the bar, where Hana took off her hood and began having a serious conversation with the mystery man. Jungkook's blood boiled at the very sight. He was surprised at how quickly he began to hate her but anyone who hurt his family was his enemy. No matter the reasons. He saw Namjoon, fuming and making his way downstairs. Wrong move.

"Let her go." You bellowed over the music, prying the man's hand off of Isla's waist and pulling her to you. She was crying by the time you came, hiding behind you as she sobbed into her hands. You weren't gonna lie that you weren't scared when he stood up but this was no time for that. It was time for you to be strong, to learn to protect yourself.

"And what do you think you're doing?" The drunk man seethed, clenching his fists as the people around you stopped their activities to see what was going on. You breathed heavily, taking a step forward. "I'm sorry but you cannot touch a woman without her consent. We can throw you out for inappropriate behaviour towards the employees." You stated calmly, reminding yourself that you still had a job to keep. Hopefully, your manager would see that you were on the right.

Namjoon was joined by Yoongi as he made his way towards you, his eyes burning holes in the back of your head. You had a lot of explaining to do but that was for later. Right now, he could tell you were getting yourself in trouble. Jungkook discreetly pushed his way towards Namjoon, walking beside him.

"What are you doing? Hana is there and this is gonna grab too much attention." He explained, only to hear a scoff from Namjoon. The leader halted, turning to Jungkook as he stared at him with cold eyes. "Y/N needs to be taken out of here. We don't need to wait for Hana to see us. Go and do what needs to be done." He instructed, earning a reluctant nod from the younger male.

"Oh baby, did you want to be in her place? You just have to ask, you know?" You wanted to throw up at the stench of alcohol in his breath. You were beyond disgusted, your head bringing back unwanted memories when you used to be treated like this by strange men. You swallowed thickly as his friends laughed, his hand inching closer to you. Just as his fingers grazed your skin, he was punched to the side, his body landing on the floor with a loud thud. You gasped, your eyes widening as you looked at whoever had saved you.

Namjoon's eyes looked back into yours with anger and disappointment, your heart fluttering on seeing him but you knew it was over. What you didn't want him to find out, was laid out before him in the clear.

"Namjoon..."

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[bouttogolinkurbitch]

Love Scary: Grayson Dolan

Reverse Scary Love (all credits go to the queen @rockstardolan if you somehow haven’t read the og Scary Love, read this lmao and then go peep her masterlist. Might as well read my bullshit while you’re here <3) this is a huge fucking deal for me because I love Luna and her writing with my whole heart.

Okay so in the original Scary Love, Grayson has blond hair, the razored brow, and the nose ring-but it’s reverse so Y/N has all that. For Grayson, instead just picture ‘No Shave November Gray’ with his dark ass hair that literally makes a bitch drip🤤👀

Warnings: cheating and an abusive relationship between Gray and his girlfriend

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I DONT WRITE SMUT OKAY SO I AM SO SORRY FOR HOW BAD THIS IS PLEAAAASE IM SORRY

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"You lost the bet." Jessica chided as I looked at her. She smirked and cracked her knuckles, "And luckily for you, my mom can call some people from the salon, have them come and do everything, and then we're good." She shrugged her shoulders- as if everything she just said wasn't impossible. I scoffed as I paged through the shirts that hung in my closet, "So you expect me to dye my hair, pierce my fucking nose, razor my brow, and try to get in Grayson Dolan's pants all in the span of forty eight hours?" Jess gave me a devilish smirk and I felt my heart plummet into my stomach.

I winced as the needle went through my nose before I was patted on the shoulder. "Take care of it by cleaning it with this." I was handed a bottle of sanitizer. I carried it to the chair where I sat and got my brow razored. Jessica watched with her phone on me as she recorded our adventure. "I want to cry! This bleach is going to ruin my hair." I whined and Jess rolled her eyes. "It actually looks really good. Maybe put it in waves?" I shook my hand through it and I looked at her through the mirror, "Fuck you."

Grayson Dolan has been my crush since the eighth grade. Ever since elementary school when kids had picked on me and Jess, which led Jess and I to have an unbreakable bond, the two stood up for us when no one else would. Two of the kindest souls in our school, the twins, never stopped being nice to us. I had been teased up until the seventh grade when Grayson established we were friends. Ethan blindly tagged along with our banter, and for a bit it was us against the world. Then freshman year hit, the boys got into sports, and suddenly I was a nobody again.

Grayson had even found love, Chelsea Reynolds. All star cheerleader, captain of the volleyball team, and Grayson's loyal girlfriend. They were like peanut butter and jelly to outsiders looking in, but I knew it wasn't as it seemed. Grayson never looked happy anymore. There's only so many football, wrestling, and lacrosse trophies you could win to fill the void. Grayson needed something new, probably wanted something new, and definitely had lust for someone new. I was determined to make that someone me.

Walking into the party with Jess at my side, we had accumulated quiet the crowd. From across the room Scott yelled, "Nice look, Y/N! You look hot!" Many drunken cheers were followed and I sent him a wink before my eyes zeroed in on Grayson. To his side stood his lovely girl, she was chatting idly to Ashlynn. He looked bored and tired, but I had something in mind that could wake him up.

As the party dragged on, Chelsea drank more, and soon she was on jelly like legs. I was standing with a beer in hand, not really drinking as it wasn't something I enjoyed, when I saw it happen. She had bumped into Grayson and he spilled the tray of veggies he was carrying to the kitchen. She stilled and he looked down before he got on the floor to clean it up. She shoved his head hard with her hand before her whiny, shrill voice sounded, "Watch where you're going, dumbass." I glided through the sea of bodies before I was down next to Grayson, scooping up the mess.

"Y/N, you don't have to." I ignored him and threw a carrot onto the platter. His hand came around my wrist, his grip was so soft and gentle, I stilled. When our eyes met he looked defeated, "You don't have to help me. It's my mess to take care of." I shook my head, "Nah, Gray. She's the mess you should be taking care of." He got quiet after my comment and soon the floor was clean. His eyes danced up and down my body before he turned on his heel and left me, my mouth opening slightly like a fish.

Jessica was drinking happily next to me as I listened to the music. "Y/N look." She slurred and my eyes shifted to see Grayson in the corner with Chelsea's paws scrambling up his chest and into his hair, all the while he held a pained expression upon his chiseled and perfect features. I sat the full beer I still hadn't drank on the mantle before I walked over. As I approached, I heard Grayson trying to defuse her ever growing temper, "No, Chels. I don't want to right now." She pouted and dragged her hand down his solid chest. He tried to catch her wrist, but her opposite hand dug into his forearm.

I pulled her arm back and she looked at me, "Can you not fucking hear? Get off of him." She scoffed and stumbled, taking a hold of Grayson for support. "And who the fuck do you think you are?" My brows raised and I tipped my head to the side, "I'm the girl who's gonna kick your ass if you don't lay off. No means no." My arms folded across my chest and I looked down at her. She clenched her fists at her side, "You're just mad Grayson fucks me at night. Grayson is my man, and I know you've been jealous sin-" But I didn't let her finish.

Instead my mind went into autopilot, and soon my fist was connecting with her cheek. She fell abruptly and Grayson looked as if he was going to console her, that is until I laid my hand on his arm. He froze and he watched as I crouched next to her, "Don't ever fucking talk to me like that again. Or I will not stop." I seethed, and she nodded. I'm sure she didn't truly understand, but even a drunk person knows when the fight has ended and the dust has settled.

After the scuffle, many guess started to leave. Ashlynn had dragged Chelsea home long ago. Jessica left me to go get more wine and head over to her boyfriend's house. Grayson was picking up red solo cups when I walked back in. "You didn't have to do that." Grayson's low voice rumbled behind me as I picked up the trash bag Ethan had been using, he left to go throw up and pass out in his room.

I threw some paper plates in the bag and I looked up, "I needed to." His killer watt smile flashed a fraction before he bit his lip. "She doesn't make you happy, Gray." Grayson's eyes shifted from me to the floor, "Not used to you calling me that again." That hurt but I sighed. "She doesn't love you like I could." At this our eyes met again and he damn near dropped the trash bag he kept in a vice grip. I had to swallow the thought of his thick hand around my throat. Tonight was about him, even if he didn't know that yet.

I dropped the bag to the floor and stepped over the rubble. My heels clicked against the wood floors until I was directly in front of Grayson. "Let me love you Grayson. Let me show you what it's like to feel." My hand slid across the warm expanse of chest that was covered in a gentle cotton, long sleeve shirt. His jeans had hugged his thighs and hips dangerously, and the boots he wore made him look rugged and sexy. I felt his heart rate quicken under my palm and I smiled, "You nervous, Gray?" Grayson's Adam's apple bobbed and I smirked.

I pulled him to the counter and I sighed, "You know, I don't think I ate enough at the party. Think I could catch a meal?" I asked as I leaned closer to his neck, my lips centimeters from his skin. "Tell me what you want, baby." The word baby seemed to flip a switch in him because suddenly everything on the island was pushed to the floor and he was sitting up on the granite top. I let my hands rest on his thighs, before I squeezed gently. "Want you to ride my thigh." Grayson gravelly tone made me clench my legs. "Heels on or off, Grayson?" I asked and his dark eyes finally met mine. "Heels on, skirt over your cheeks, panties around your ankles, and if you're wearing a bra, I will fucking ruin you." I bit my lip as I slid the skirt of my dress on my hips, "I like the sound of that."

I climbed on top of him and soon my mouth was pressed to his in a firm kiss. His hand cradled my ass as I sat up slightly. My shaky hands ran under his shirt before I lifted it over his head and threw it behind me. I left open mouthed kissed down his neck and jaw, all the way on to his chest. Half way through my exploration, I dipped my tongue against his skin and I sucked. "Oh fuck. Y/N, please." I sat up and smiled, "I like when you beg, Grayson." His thick lower lip was trapped between his teeth as I kissed his neck. My teeth grazed his skin and I felt him swell against my stomach. "Need you on my thigh."

I turned myself on his chest before I undid his belt and jeans. He lifted himself up as I pulled the tight jeans down to pool at his ankles. I let my panties drop and I stepped out of them before I got back up next to him. I swung my leg over his, and I hovered over his tatted thigh. When I finally made contact with his hot skin, I whined. My nails dug into the expanse of his hip as I let my jaw drop. His leg started to shake and I cried out before I leaned my cheek against his stomach. "Please, Gray." I felt his hands in my hair and I breathed heavily as I moved against his pulsating leg.

I let my eyes roll back and I whimpered before I slid back against his thigh. His legs hairs prickled my heated flesh, but it added to the sensation, and soon I was coming undone above Grayson. His own eyes lulled as I tried to regain my vision. "Fuck me please, Y/N." I moved onto his hips and I leaned down, connecting our lips. As we kissed, I dipped my fingers between my folds and I smirked slightly, "Wanna taste?" He nodded eagerly and whined as I pushed my two fingers into his mouth. His lips sucked around the pads of my fingers before he let them go with a pop. "Taste so fucking sweet." I smiled and kissed him, trying to taste a hint of myself, and I did. When I pulled back, I let my nose bump his, and our eyes locked. "Would you like to taste more?" Grayson nodded frantically and almost whimpered as I shifted myself above his waiting tongue.

I felt his lips wrap around my own and he sucked hard against my skin. I let my palms rest against the counter top as he started to slurp against my heat. "Fuck Gray." I whined as I moved my hips back. His tongue came to a point and ran over my clit, soon I felt him slide two fingers in. "Come on, babe." Grayson teased as he coaxed a reaction from me. I let my jaw fall open as I clenched my eyes, "Fuck!" The vibrations from his laugh made me moan and drag my hand through his hair. His hands came around my cheeks and he squeezed. His nails dug into my skin and I whimpered as he lapped at me more.

When I finally came for the second time, he wrapped his arms around my waist, holding me there. "Gonna lick you bone dry." He muttered before I felt his tongue dip into my hole. I whimpered as I rocked back against his waiting tongue. "Please, Gray. Don't fucking stop!" I yelped. As he continued to toy with my clit, I lifted my dress off my body and I threw it to the floor. He moaned against me and I let my jaw drop as I moved my hips against his tongue. When I was about to fall apart again, his languid tongue and lips being the only thing holding me together, he stopped. "What did I say about that fucking bra?" Grayson’s hand was pressed to my spine and I yelped as he turned us quickly.

I felt the cool granite against my skin as he mounted himself above me. My eyebrows scrunched and I pouted. He was about to speak but I silenced him with my palm against his dick. "You know, Grayson, the entire experience was for me to treat you. I don't get punished." I squeezed my hand and his eyes rolled back. "Fine but let's change it up, princess." I was suddenly pressed chest to chest, my lips connecting with his own. I let them drag down his neck and go his prominent collarbones.

Grayson sat down on the couch and laid back, keeping my legs on his hips. He unhooked the bra and threw it back towards the kitchen, "Picture fucking perfect." I quirked my brow before I ran my hand up his chest, to the base of his neck. "How does this make you feel, babe?" I whispered as I started to apply pressure to his thick neck. His eyelashes fluttered as he ran his hands up my thighs.

I kept my hand on his neck as I moved up so he could slide inside of me. His breathy moans made my walls clench, and I started to move gently. His nails bit into the soft skin of my hip as I rocked. "Y/N, princess, fuck me or so help me." I raised my brows as I squeezed his neck firmly, "So help you what Grayson? You're not in control tonight." His dark eyes held mischief as he pushed himself up into me. I bit my lip and I breathed hard through my nose. "Stop, Grayson. Let me make you feel good." He shook his head and rolled us over.

With his arms beside my head, he started to set a much faster pace. I wrapped my legs tight around his hips and back, drawing him closer to me. "Fuck, Grayson, please." I choked out as I dragged my nails across the protruding muscles on his shoulder blades. His delicate lips came into contact with my neck as he bit harshly. "I don't like being weak, Y/N. And I'm just gonna have to fuck you until you remember that." I whined as he started to suck against my hardened nipple. "Every single part of you, mine." He all but growled and I nodded.

My hands squeezed his biceps, "You're mine, Grayson. Chelsea will just have to learn that I don't share." I spat as I rolled us over on the cushions. I pressed my palms to his chest, feeling his erratic heartbeat under my palm, as I started to bounce on his dick. He leaned his head back against the cushion, opening his neck to me. I peppered his skin in heavy breathed kisses as he started to fidget. "Gonna bust, princess. Where do you want me?" I let my lips fall open against his neck before I breathed out, "Inside, please." He nodded and I felt his taught abs tighten under my hands. The warmth that spread between us triggered my own reaction, and soon I was shaking above him.

I was lifted off his dick before I laid down on his chest to catch my breath. Once we regrouped, I walked back to the kitchen to collect my clothes. Grayson stood at the end of his couch, his lower half wrapped in a throw blanket like a towel. I looked over to the counter where I threw my dress, and next to the discarded clothing item, his phone sat. My eyes scanned his screen just in time to see it light up.

Missed call from Chels 💕

[marshmallowatheart]

To All The Boys I've Loved Before (Part 22)

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Dear Veronica,

I don't mind dancing when I'm dancing with you. We should do it again sometime.

Good luck on the game today, not that you need it.

Go get 'em, bobcat.

- L

She grins, a big dopey grin; it felt silly how happy a little piece of paper could make her. But it does, it makes her really happy.

She's so distracted by the note that she's taken completely by surprise when someone bumps into her in the middle of the quad and knocks off her books from her hand. She shoots the guy a look of annoyance but he's already blended into the crowd.

Sighing, she bends down to pick it up and then another pair of hands are helping her. She looks up and sees him; Duncan Kane.

She swallows hard, she hates that her nerves are acting up around him again.

"Hey," he offers her a smile, handing her back her textbooks. "Can we talk?"

She stands back up, straightens her posture, meets his blue eyes and nods. "Walk me to my locker?" She asks and he immediately agrees.

There's so much between them but he's foregone any commentary on it in favour of talking about his senior year and it's confusing to her that he's bypassed it all and just decided to be casual about everything now that they've already made a mess of things.

She doesn't know what to say, so she nods and agrees and gives her two cents comments because if he's being casual then she can be casual.

"Everything feels so messed up and confusing lately," he says finally once they're at her locker and she takes in a breath. "All I really know is that I miss my friend and I'd like to have her back in my life, if she'll have me?"

He's leaning against the locker beside her and she's busy with transferring the books in her hand to her locker. And she never expected their reconciliation to be like this but she gives him a smiles and nods, "Of course, Duncan."

"Good," he sighs out in relief. "I'm still worried about you and Logan," he says and she has this incessant niggling feeling in her stomach since he started taking that's gotten stronger the moment he's mentioned Logan's name. "You know he still comes over?"

She freezes momentarily, her heart stops at the implied thoughts and she has to force herself to move, to breathe.

She swallows, desperate for air, and slowly continues to fiddle with the contents of her locker. Her shook heart now beating rapidly against her chest and she tries to calm down.

Everything with Logan felt so natural, so good, almost perfect that a part of herself pretended it was more than just friendship and a fake relationship.

She should have said something to Logan, she should have told him to stop being so nice to her, to stop touching her, to stop giving her notes, to stop caring about her and Heather and everything in her life; to stop making it so easy for her to fall in love with him.

How could she think that Logan had only spent time with her? Lilly's the one he wants. Of course, they were still in contact. Lilly's half the point of their fake relationship.

"He was there on Saturday and I'm pretty sure they still talk on the phone with each other," Duncan continues, the disdain clear in his voice.

Saturday. She doesn't know how to explain the gut wrenching feeling that's wearing her down. She remembers Lilly's mockery and Lilly's invitation to be friends - because Lilly and Logan were still friends, of course they were. She still hasn't mentioned it to Logan because there was no way she wanted to be on a double date with Lilly. There was no way she thought that he'd wanted to be on that date. Was there?

"Yeah, they're still friends," she answers, tight smile and clenched jaw.

"You're okay with that?" Duncan's clearly surprised and disapproving. She knows he wants what's best for her but she knows what she got herself into and Logan's helped her so she's going to help him - even if it breaks her heart.

"I trust Logan," she says and it tastes strange on her tongue now that she's given this unsettling information about him and Lilly but she needs Duncan to believe she's in a happy and fulfilling relationship even if Logan's actions prove otherwise.

"I just don't want to see you get hurt by Logan," he says gently.

She nods her head, understanding the concern but she doesn't feel appreciation for it. She feels upset, she feels betrayed and she feels heartbroken but she doesn't feel like she has any right to be because Logan hasn't promised her anything and she's known that from the start, so why did she let herself be in this position only to get hurt again when all along this was what she was trying to protect herself from?

Duncan's still waiting for her answer and she wants to say Logan won't hurt her and she knows that's true - Logan's given her everything she's signed up for and more - but in a few weeks or maybe even days she's going to look like a fool for ever saying it.

"I won't be," she assures him.

Duncan nods, his eyes lingering just over her shoulder and then she feels strong arms wrap around her sides, holding her tightly against him.

"Hey, Sugarpuss," he whispers just loud enough for Duncan to hear and drops a kiss onto her temple. He looks at the boy in front of them, smirks and says, "Hey man, how's it going?"

Duncan gives him a nod, "Alright, man. Well, I gotta go, don't wanna be late for bio. Catch you later, Ronica." He waves her off and takes his leave.

"So you and Duncan are talking again?" Logan asks, casual tone but looks at her intently, he's loosened his hold on her enough for her to turn and look at him but his hands are still holding onto her waist.

"Yeah," she bobs her head. "We are." She feels tense, agitated and moves away from his hold on her.

He blinks, surprised. He's been holding her a lot recently, touching her every chance he gets and she's never actively moved away from him before. She's even been initiating some of those touches, hugs and cheek kisses.

So he doesn't understand why she's distancing herself from him all of a sudden. His eyes drift back to where Duncan once once and he thinks that maybe he does.

He swallows the anxiousness he feels at her actions and bobs his head like she had seconds ago. "Cool, cool."

He doesn't know why he expected Duncan to never reappear in Veronica's life. Maybe a part of him wished Duncan would sulk in a corner and never show his face again.

"So," she lets out and he's trying to look her in the eye but she keeps avoiding his gaze. "Uhm, I totally forgot about this but you know how Lilly and I are working the band competition project together?"

He nods his head, taking her hand because the bell is about to ring and he's made walking her to class on his list of boyfriendly duties. He feels her tense but he doesn't let go and he finds some relief in the fact that she doesn't either.

"So I forgot about it but last Saturday she invited us out on a double date. With her and her boyfriend."

"Lilly wants to double date?" He frowns. He remembers last Saturday, he'd gone to her house and he'd told her explicitly that they were done romantically. He'd be there for her as her friend but that's it.

There's no denying that he'd loved Lilly but he's always known that she didn't love him the same way. And he didn't believe that he deserved to be loved unconditionally either.

But then Veronica happened. Her letter was filled with childhood memories and unreserved emotions that were just for him so raw and unattached to any expectations. She called him out on things he's never paid attention to and she saw past his facade even then - she saw the real him. (She did back then when they were twelve and she still does now).

Lilly wanted him as who he showed the world and Logan's realized that that wasn't a person he wanted to be.

He knows that Lilly's upset that Veronica's gotten so close to him in such a short time and he'd felt so frustrated because she'd gotten a boyfriend first.

The thing was that before Veronica, he wanted Lilly back even though she had someone else and had only told him after. Then he saw her at the car wash where she looked so damned cheerful and happy - the complete opposite of him. And then all he felt was resignation. He knew in that moment that Lilly and him were over for good.

"Yeah," Veronica says, her voice quite and tensed. "I mean it'd be a chance for you to get her back, right? See what she's been missing."

He feels his body grow still at her words. "Dinner with my ex and her new boyfriend, how does that sound like a good idea?"

It's scary to him that the idea of Veronica actively pushing him to Lilly is worse than the idea of having dinner with Lilly and whoever she'd left him for.

"If you can spend the night pretending you don't care about that then it'll probably drive her crazy."

He wants to tell her that it will definitely drive her crazy but he doesn't care anymore. Only he doesn't know how to say that to her now that he knows Duncan's back in her life the way she wanted without freaking her out and inevitably losing her completely so he takes a breath and lets out, "Okay."

Her body is stiff and she hates that she feels so wrecked over Logan's simple okay but she tries to push it down and repeats, "Okay."

[nar-nia]

will be keeping you busy 🤩

15, 21, 23, 29, 62, 86, and 94 for the asks thingie!

thanks 🤩😭

15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?

i have to admit i can't remember most of the books we had to read anymore and the ones i can remember were not good 💀 so instead i'm going to talk about my favorite books i had to read for my uni classes!

the first one is definitely Ronja Rövardottar. i've seen it as a play when i was a little kid and reading it as an adult in its original language was really fun.

another one would be Nora by Hendrik Ibsen. it's about a woman trying to take control of her own life and we read both the translated and the original version. it's a play, but none of the versions i've seen could really thrill me. the book however is great!

21. obsession from childhood?

i was and still am obsessed with the three investigators. i've loved the movies and i love the books even more. i'm even collecting them 😅

something i was obsessed with but not anymore is everything related to horses. i was looking forward to every new edition of the 'wendy' and i had all of the audiobooks 💀

same thing with the tweenies - i had (and still have) all the audibooks and according to my mum we had to run home from kindergarten every day so i wouldn't miss an episode (sorry mum)

23. strange habits?

i've mentioned the three investigators before and they are to blame for one habit: i'm kneading my lip when i have to think. one of the detectives does it and he's smart, so i was convinced it would work. it doesn't but i've kept that habit.

another one would probably be that i have to close the door of our fridge three times before i'm convinced it's really closed... when i had to move away from home to study my fridge door was open and i didn't notice it, and when i came back after a couple days everything in there started to mold. i'm still terrified of that happening again.

i'm pretty sure i have other strange habits too but i can either not think about it right now or i never noticed.

29. best way to bond with you?

food 😍

i actually haven't really thought about that before. food is always a good option, but other than that.. be nice to me, talk to me and let me talk to you? i can bond over a lot of things but if i have the feeling that you actually like me and care about me you don't really need to do much more.

62. seven characters you relate to?

seven 😭😭 let's see if i can come up with enough.

1. Charlie, Heartstopper. we are the same person, and i never related more to anyone.

2. Cath, Fangirl. she used to be number one but then Charlie came. trying to figure out who i am and what i want to do, the occasional self-doubts and a mess when it comes to romance. but with a very big heart and always ready to defend what she loves.

3. Bob Andrews, Three Investigators. the therapist friend, trying my best to keep the friend group together. stressed out 24/7

4. Nigel, Relic Hunter. once again constantly stressed out because of the people around me and my brain stops working whenever i see a pretty girl

i fear that's all, next time i'm gonna change the ask into 'what characters do I remind you of'. there are also way more reasons for each character but that would take too much time and my brain is tired 🤧

86. cookies or cupcakes?

i love cupcakes so much, but i can only eat a limited amount of it. so i guess i have to say cookies, because you can eat a lot more of them at any time you want to 🤩

94. favorite season?

spring 🤩 it's slowly getting warmer, the sun is finally shining again, you can hear bird again... it's so nice and my mood gets instantly better when it's not foggy and dark outside anymore