#bnga angst

[heizenka]

┄ FAVORITE CRIME

➥ Dabi x f!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

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➥ disclaimers/warnings: f!reader, toxic relationships, angst, cheating(not reader)

➥ word count: 0.9k

𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐲: Favorite Crime by Olivia Rodrigo

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You came back home from a day of doing some much need shopping for supplies to see something that would truly break your heart, Dabi and some girl making out on the couch. Your couch.

You both had good memories together, two teenager that moved in together at only 18. Two teenagers who had both been broken beyond repair, who both found comfort in one another. A comfort thay could never find anywhere else.

Before you even met Dabi, never thought you would do anything of the things that you've done with him. You were a 'good girl', good grades, never late, never broke curfew.

Now you can barely even remember your parents, and that broke your heart. After you met Dabi, they noticed you were slowly changing, grade went down, constantly late, and you ignored curfew.

They loved you, and you knew that. The night you left they were merely expressing their concern for you. They only wanted to make sure that you were okay, but you didn't care.

So instead you ran away, from them, from the only home you've ever known.

All for him. But now you realize that you should have listened to them.

The pair on the couch clearly didn't notice your presence in between their heated kissing session, her shirt gone as his hands roamed her torso mindlessly.

He made you change, made you a criminal. Hell you were even a murderer now. But being a criminal with him was the best. Robbing the bank, and almost getting caught by pro-heroes.

You believed he was Clyde and you were Bonnie. And yet, living and dying together wasn't an ending for you two.

Embarrassment filled you, as if hundreds of people stood around you watching you with pity and judgment. No tears in sight as your bag slipped and fell creating a small noise that interrupted their steamy moment.

Their faces were almost comical, she was shocked as she got up grabbing her shirt and throwing it on. Her hands frantically looking for her purse as she walked towards and past you leaving the apartment.

"I guess I should have listened to them" you said nonchalantly as you looked at him. Thinking about how your parents tried to help you the night you left.

He remained still on the couch, no change in his expression even though he had just been caught by his girlfriend while he was cheating on her with another women.

Both on you stayed where you were, his face was un-readible, while your was blank because you refused to cry in front of him right now.

"Not even going to say sorry?" You asked. You may not have been showing it, but you really wanted him to say he was sorry. Say that he loves you and that it'll never happen again.

But you know he'll never say anything like that. He's never even said he loved you,

"Why would I say sorry if we both know that I wouldn't mean it?" His eyes looked right into yours, and there was not a single bit of regret in him.

He made you do things you never thought you would do, and things you would never forget.

Sneaking into a mall at 2am while you were both high out of your minds. Riding a car without the hood as you let your hair flow in the wind. Had so, so many intimate moments together. Memories that will forever be stuck in your head.

Much like this one.

"I'm not going to ask you why you did it. But I just want to know, was there something that I didn't do?" His brows furrowed at your comment, why weren't you crying, or screaming, hell your not even trying to hit him either.

"What...?" He whispered, panic slowly starting to rise in his chest.

"I became your accomplice, but, there must have been something I didn't do, right?" You looked him in the eye "What was it?"

Dabi didn't know what to say. His eyes slightly widened at you statement and the way that you were reacting. He stood up, only wanted to hold you in his arms now, he knew what he had done was wrong, but his pride would never allow him to say that.

"I guess we'll never know then" You blatantly said.

He stayed silent, and looked collected. But on the inside, he was terrified that this time he may actually lose you this time, and it was going to be all his fault.

"I guess we both deserve this, me for not listening, you for manipulating me, and honestly, I don't know which one is worse"

With that you turned around and left.

It was funny, the was you gave him 4 years of your life, your youth, your innocence, yourself as an alibi. He was indeed Clyde, but, who were you? You weren't Bonnie, she hadn't come into his life yet.

He would probably have a sentence of a few weeks, mostly months. He would forget after that and find himself a new accomplice. You would have a sentence for years probably, maybe one day you would once again become a willing accomplice to somebody else.

To you, he was the criminal you followed. Like a lost puppy following the owner that abandoned them.

You could only hope that he got enough time for lying to you, manipulating you, using you. No matter what, you were the worst crime he committed.

To him, you could only hope that out of everything you did together, everything he did before and after you, that you were his favorite crime.

copyright 2021 heizenka, all rights reserved. I do not allow my creations to be published of translated anywhere else so please do not repost.

[kaligulaenthusiast]

Okay but older!Eri looking at her sword from Tokoyami and mentioning good times

[heizenka]

𝐁𝐍𝐇𝐀 𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

(❛) - request  (✿) - fluff  (✯) - angst 

albums

sour - ✯ ✿ - various!bnha x various!reader

includes different oneshots based off of olivia rodrigo's songs from her sour ablum.

song oneshots

Wish You Were Sober - ✯

kirishima has always been second best to bakugou, and he knew that. but he still fell in love with you

Daddy Issues - ✯

all your life you've been hiding your parents from the people you know. and when shinso was comes over, things get complicated.

She Knows - ✯

you knew that keigo tended to get close with other girls, but you knew he would never actually do anything with them to hurt you. or so you thought.

midoriya izuku

Do I Know You? - ✯

Receiving a call from the hospital can be scary, but when the person on the other line tells you that izuku has been in an accident, your heart stops.

Play This When I'm Gone - ✯

Izuku finally writes what he's been feeling.

Unrequited Love - ✯

He was a pro hero and you were a civilian, and even though you knew it would never work you still fell in love with him.

katsuki bakugou

1 Step Forward 3 Steps - ✯ ↳ Part one I Part two

after bringing up the fact that katsuki is never home again he lashes out on you, but this time you decided you have had enough of it.

the chill - ✯

with the cold, comes the frostbite of reality

ejiro kirishima

Wish You Were Sober - ✯

kirishima has always been second best to bakugou, and he knew that. but he still fell in love with you.

shinso hitoshi

Daddy Issues - ✯ ✿

all your life you've been hiding your parents from the people you know. and when shinso was comes over, things get complicated.

heroes

~Ring Ring Ring~ - ✯

you don't know what you had until you've lost it. at least that's how its supposed to go

She Knows - ✯

you knew that keigo tended to get close with other girls, but you knew he would never actually do anything with them to hurt you. or so you thought.

villains

Favorite Crime - ✯

you finally realize that you didn't mean as much to him as he did to you.

You Were A Good Liar - ✯

during a fight harsh words were said, but this time dabi doesn't know if he'll be able to get you back.

It's Almost Over - ✯

after touya died you were a wreck. but one night coming back from work you find a man in your apartment who reminds you of touya.

Hope Ur Ok - ✯ ✿

when shigaraki finally comes back from a long mission, he seems off, and after learning about the mission he finally feels comfortable enough to tell you the truth.

copyright heizenka, all rights reserved. I do not allow my creations to be published of translated anywhere else so please do not repost.

[heizenka]

┄ IT'S ALMOST OVER

➥ Dabi x f!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

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➥ disclaimers/warnings: f!reader, angst, dabi is a todoroki theory, death,

➥ word count: 1.6k

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It was finally Friday, after a whole week of non stop training and fighting you finally had some time to relax. You had nothing planned the whole weekend and you planned to keep it that way, but a certain Todoroki had other ideas.

I was laying on my bed trying to take a well deserved nap in order to make up for the lack of sleep through the whole week. I was just about passed out, that was until I heard my phone vibrate on my night stand. I decided to check it later, but when it kept getting notifications I let out an annoyed sigh as I got up and picked my phone up off the night stand. When I unlocked it I saw that I had 23 new texts from Touya.

I sighed as I decided that calling him would be easier than texting. I pressed the call button and waited for him to pick up.

"Well there you are, thought I was getting the silent treatment." I swear I could hear his grin through the phone.

"I just saw you today, what is so important that I had to post pone my nap?" I asked as I grew impatient, he knew that right after school every Friday I would take a nap in order to catch up on sleep.

"Geez, sorry. Anyway I just wanted to see if you wanted to do a little sparring tomorrow?" He asked me.

"Really? five days of non stop training isn't enough for you." I groaned, I knew he wouldn't drop this until I agreed to do it. "Yeah, yeah. I'll see you tomorrow." I muttered.

"Great, until then mouse."He teased, he knew I hated that pet name. Literally any other name would have been better in my opinion.

"Again with the pet name?" I joked.

"You know I'm never going to to stop right?" He joked in reply.

"Of course not, well I'll see you tomorrow." I laughed as I ended the conversation.

"See ya mouse~." He teased and hung up. I tossed my phone on to my bed and plopped down on to my bed face first right after. I groaned in to my pillow now knowing that instead of having an easy weekend, I would have to train more.

I was rudely awoken by the sun which was now leaking in to my room due to the curtains that I had forgotten to close yesterday. I mentally cursed my past self as I groggily sat up and started to mentally prepared myself for the day ahead of me.

I ended up wearing a pair of black athletic shorts with while lining, and a navy blue short sleeved shirt that was more on the over sized side. I added a pair of white and grey tennis shoes.

I filled up a water bottle, and grabbed a protein bar and walked out the door. I ate the protein bar as I walked over to Touya's house, luckily he only lived 10 minuets away if you went by foot from my house.

I walked up to the big mansion and knocked on the door as hard as I could, I was never a patient person so after 10 seconds I started to get impatient. Luckily I heard the lock click from the other side and watched as the door was opened by a white haired Todoroki.

"Took you long enough." I jokingly complained.

"Wow, you need to work on being patient." I remarked, I put my hand over my heart and acted like I was offended. He rolled his eyes and lead me to the room in their house where they kept their equipment for training and, and and open space fore sparring. It was a pretty sweet set up if you ask me.

"Alright, what first." I asked as I started to do a few easy arm stretches. He looked at me and grinned, 'crap'.

"Well if you're so excited why don't we skip to the harder workouts." He raised an eyebrow, he was challenging me and he knew that I never turned down a challenge.

"Fine."

We both walked over to the weights and put on at least 80lb's on. We walked over to the mat's that were laid on the floor and started to do squats while we held the weights behind out shoulders.

By now we had done 84 squats and I was starting to struggle, while Touya was barely even breaking a sweat.

"How much longer?" I whined as I finished my 90th squat.

He chuckled as he watched me struggle. "Calm down, it's almost over." I groaned.

My body was sprawled out on the floor mats as I let out a long breath, Touya just stood and gave me a judgmental look.

"You do this five days a week at U.A and you still get tired?" He teased me. I rolled my eyes as I sat up and took a long swing on my water.

I stood up and walked towards him, I wrapped my arms around him and stood on that position. He chuckled at my child like actions, he placed his hands under my knees and picked me up off the floor. I kept my arms wrapped around his neck as he held me, his head was now rested in the crook of my neck as we stayed in this position.

"I love you." I muttered as my head sat on his shoulder.

"I love you more." He said into my neck.

Eventually he put my back on to the floor, I picked my phone up and noticed that it was already 7 pm.

"Hey, I gotta go home it's getting late." I said as I picked up my now empty water bottle and gave him a kiss on the cheek.

He came up behind me and hugged me. "Can't you just stay the night?" He whined, I knew that I could stay but if I did his dad would get mad.

"You know what your dad thinks of me." I said as he groaned and let go of me.

"Hey I'll see you on Monday, okay?" I smiled at him in reassurance. He smiled back

But the problem was that I wouldn't see him on Monday because he would be gone

I picked up some white lilium's as I made my visit to the graveyard, this had become a weekly routine ever since Touya died.

Wake up

Eat

Train

See Touya

Go to bed

Once I learned about the fire and how Touya was the only one who didn't make it, I felt my heart shatter in to a million pieces. I fell to the floor in tears, Fuyumi was by my side in an instant trying to comfort me to the best of her abilities, But it was no help, he was gone. That day I knew that I would never see another man the same way I saw Touya, I knew I was never going to be totally okay but I knew I had to keep going for him.

I was finally at his grave, I looked at it and let out a sad smile as I read the words I had seen a million times.

Touya Todoroki, a loving brother of three. Gone but not forgotten.'

I placed the lilium's down as I thought about all the times we had, a small sob escaped my lips as I whispered a faint 'I love you' to the headstone before I stood up and started to walk away with a heavy heart.

I was walking home from a busy day of hard training, my body was sore all over from all of the training I had done. Ever since Touya died I had been pushing my self harder, I knew that I was going to become a hero, for him.

I unlocked my door and walked inside, I sighed and took my shoes off. I was about to walk in to my room until I heard shuffling coming from it. I stopped in my tracks, I knew for sure that there was somebody in my house because of the light that was on in my room. I never left lights on when I was out of the house.

"Nice seeing you again, mouse." My eyes widened at the use of his old nickname for me, I watched as a man who was covered in scars and had black hair walked out of my room. He had the same blue eyes that Touya had. My heart throbbed as I put the pieces together, he wasn't dead. . .

"Touya. . ." I said in a voice that was barely above a whisper. He grinned.

"I missed you, I just wanted to see you again. sadly this meeting doesn't come without consequences." He gave me a sad smile before he started to walk towards me.

My eyes watered, he was dead. How is he here? "H-how?" He softly smiled as he placed a hand on my cheek.

"I never died mouse, but I do want to thank you for the flowers you left at my grave each week. They're beautiful. I'm sorry for being so selfish."

I was confused as to why he was saying that, and why did he say this visit would have consequences?

"I can tell by the look on your face that your confused. I mean that because you know who I am you have to go. I just couldn't help it, I needed to see you face again" I furrowed my eye brows, then the realization hit me.

He leaned into my face and looked me in the eyes before pressing his lips to mine, the kiss felt urgent, yet still sweet.

Once he pulled away he placed both of his hands on my shoulders, I felt heat coming from them. But it wasn't bad, it was relaxing I couldn't help but let a small smile slip on to my face as I closed my eyes.

"It's almost over mouse." I heard Touya say as my body fell in to the comforting warmth.

copyright 2021 heizenka, all rights reserved. I do not allow my creations to be published of translated anywhere else so please do not repost.