#blurrybearer

[coveriingyou]

BLURRYBEARER RAHHHHH

[elderwhizzer]

zomboid outfits w my wife

[n3on-graveston3s-calling]

Don't fkcing look @ me.

I'm not sorry.

"What's my name?" He purred, his lips curling into a smug grin as the Torchbearer writhed beneath him. His claws dug into his hips as his head tilted. He leaned over him, lips brushing against his ear. "I can't hear you."

"B-Blurryfa-ace-"

"Say it again. What's my name?"

A harsh gasp escaped Torchbearer, his eyes squeezing shut. "Blurryface!"

"Good boy."

[alanide-arts]

2022 Art Fight attacks part 4!

For: @lampfacedstudios @anenigmaticdream LemonSugar BlurryBear @ozdical @gretehart

[confused-alienated]

Blur the lines

Summary: Torchbearer has bad habits, Blurryface finds out.

Tw: Self harm

Notes: Decided to post this vent. This fic flopped on Ao3, it's so dead. I think it's because it's blurrybearer tbh. Hopefully it does a little better on here.

Word count: 1,077

Link to og fic here.

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Blurryface shouldn't have been there in the first place. Somehow he'd ended up stumbling into the Torchbearer's tent. He didn't know how he got there. He didn't really care.

Blurryface hadn't knocked. He'd walked right in.

Torchbearer had been changing.

Torch had stood there for less than two seconds with his trousers around his ankles. He looked like a deer in headlights. Eyes wider than Blurryface had ever seen, mouth slightly agape. Torch came back to himself and squeaked, scrambling to pull his trousers up, to cover himself. Blurryface had seen it though.

The mess of scars. The fresher cuts that criss crossed on top of everything. Red and still puffy. They had barely scabbed over. The older cuts that had gone slightly purple, not quite scars.

Torchbearer took a shuddering breath and faked a smile. "Hello Blurry," he said, voice weaker than intended.

Blurryface gasped, "Joshua?"

Torchbearer tensed. As quickly as it came, the false positivity had drained from him. "Don't call me that!" He snapped. Torchbearer took a step towards Blurryface. "I am not him. Not anymore." He jabbed a finger at Blurry's chest.

"Alright." Blurryface guided Torchbearer to sit on his cot. The two sat in silence. Blurryface ghosted his fingers over Torch's thigh, leaving black trails behind. Torchbearer sighed into the gentle touch.

"It's nothing," Torchbearer quietly elaborated. He removed Blurryface's hands from his thigh and squeezed them. "Please, just forget what you've seen."

Torchbearer hated the haunted look on Blurry's face. He had caused it. It was his fault.

"I have been the cause of these markings for others," Blurryface pointed to the Torchbearer's thighs. He slipped his hand back into Torch's. "What has caused yours?"

Torchbearer sighed, "It's nothing really. Just a bad habit I picked up last time I was in the city."

"Okay."

The two fell into silence again. This fragile version of the Torchbearer was rarely present. He was typically stoic. A strong role model and leader. Blurryface could count on one hand the amount of times he had actually had to comfort the man. Half of them, Torch didn't even accept Blurry's attempt to comfort him.

The Torchbearer began to nervously knead one thigh. He pushed his fingers harder and harder until Blurryface saw blood beginning to soak through Torch's trousers.

Blurryface's eyes widened and he swatted Torch's hand away, too aggressive. "Stop that!"

Torchbearer shrank into himself, "sorry, sorry." He pulled his hands over his ears. "Sorry, sorry, sorry-"

"It's okay," Blurryface tried. He'd never been good at comforting. It went completely against his purpose.

Torchbearer's shoulders shook and he covered his face. Blurryface panicked. As gently as he could manage, he placed an arm around Torch. The Torchbearer leaned heavily into Blurry. Blurry decided that he hated the sound of Torch's ragged breathing.

"Breath, Torchie." Blurryface ran his hands up and down Torchbearer's arm, staining his sleeves.

"Can't," Torch gasped out. He eyed Blurryface frantically from behind his hands.

"Of course you can," Blurryface rolled his eyes. "See? What are you doing there? That horrible gasping is known as breathing."

Blurryface frowned when Torch didn't calm down.

Blurryface had only done this once before. He clumsily pulled the Torchbearer into his arms and squeezed him. Torch said that the pressure helped keep him grounded.

Blurryface had managed to melt Torchbearer. He'd broken down his walls and now Torch was silently crying into his neck.

Blurry rubbed his back, "It's okay. You're okay. You are safe. Just. Let it out."

Blurryface had though back to all the times that he'd worked Clancy up. He took sick pleasure into forcing him into a similar state. It felt wrong on the Torchbearer.

Torch made Blurryface soft. That terrified him.

"I'm sorry- I'm pathetic," Torch cried. Blurry wanted to disagree with him but Torchbearer continued. "I'm supposed to be strong. But I'm not... I'm not, I'm not, I'm not!" Torch scrubbed his hands over his face. Blurry watched him cautiously.

Blurryface squeezed Torch impossiblely tighter. "You are strong." He whispered.

"I'm not." Torchbearer repeated.

Torchbearer shifted himself and stuffed his nose into the crook of Blurry's neck. He sighed.

"I'm a hypocrite," Torch whispered. "I'm supposed to help all these people. All the Banditos. But I can't even help myself... I can't stop, Blurry."

"Maybe you can't."

Torchbearer laughed, it was cold and dry. "You're supposed to disagree with me, B."

"Why? To tell you what you want to hear? Humans are complex. You can be one thing and still fufil your 'purpose'."

Torchbearer hummed and pulled back. He stared into Blurryface's ruby red eyes.

"You're terrible at this. Good thing you're pretty," He pressed a kiss to Blurry's cheek.

"And your nose is stained black. You look. Silly." The paint was dotted on the tip and the left side of Torch's nose where he had nuzzled Blurryface.

Torchbearer roughly scrubbed his nose, "Better?"

"Worse." He had only managed to spread the black. Half of Torch's nose was coated, it stopped just under his eyes. His palm was covered aswell.

"Oh well, good thing no-ones here to see it."

Blurryface brought a hand up to Torch's cheek. He lightly traced a finger over Torch's cheekbone.

"You're making it worse, Blurry." Torchbearer didn't pull away. Neither did Blurryface.

"I'll help you," Blurry said softly.

"What?"

"I'll help you. Well, I'll attempt to. I... Care. About you, Torchbearer. I want to help," Blurry paused. "I don't know if I'll be the best," he said slowly. "I could ask Clancy or one of the other 'higher up' Banditos..."

"Oh, Blurry," Torch laughed. Even though Blurryface tried his best to be intimidating, Torchbearer could only ever find him endearing. "You can help, don't worry. Besides there's a first time for everything." Torch kissed him again. "Please don't tell anyone else though. Especially not Clancy." Torch said firmly.

"Alright," Blurryface decided not to pry. In his hands Torchbearer felt fragile. He was already cracked. Blurryface didn't want to push the other man too far. He didn't want to completely shatter him.

"You're probably going to do better than the others anyway. We're both not exactly human so-"

"You're not human?"

The torchbearer waved his hand in a so-so motion and fell back into Blurry's neck.

"Sorry," Torch yawned. "Crying really takes it out of me. Mind if I sleep here?"

"Go for it, sweetheart."

"Sweetheart!?" Torch laughed.

"Yes. Sweetheart." Blurryface squeezed Torchbearer protectively.

"Okay," Torch said sleepily. "I love you."

"I love you too."

[oldiesstationlover11607]

Blurrybearer fic maybe???

Sorry! I don’t write for Joshler 😞

[greymoggy]

Artfight attack @ https://artfight.net/~BlurryBear

[itspyde]

Chibi commission for BlurryBear on FA! Had a load of fun with this one, especially with testing out a larger canvas size for... well, a larger character

[coveriingyou]

two is better than one imo !!

[sugar-drift]

knifecat ychs :D

[$5 if ya wanna grab one]

credits:

Furry_Fred_McPenny  @ FA / blurrybear @ FA / Mr.McMurfin @ FA

juiceice @ FA / 2x @perkypossum

moorrito @ FA / yamikuruku @ FA / terrinuk @ FA

[dreamfoiled]

I drew BlurryBear’s half-orc Rashnur for some color practice, and sort of love how it came out.  

[chiefcreeden]

I really liked this character from the name alone. Then, finding out it was a dark souls character, I knew i had to do an attack. I really enjoyed this and hope you like it. An attack on BlurryBear's character on art fight. Go check 'em out and maybe even leave an attack.

[mongrelist]

Finished YCH for BlurryBear on furaffinity

[townhous-e]

Two more of those icon YCHs! (Still open as of posting, if you care to check my blog!) These two are both from FurAffinity. Usernames in image captions!

[boycub]

Is that a god damn j