#blue jisungie my fav

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Hi baby 💌

First of all how’s your day going on ? Is it morning when you are reading my message ? I have 15 min before my class and I really really want to talk to you 🥹

I love your dream tbh hah , pity Guy ruined it hah but that’s so interesting, both of them are your faves ^^ cute cute ; my bias in txt is Soobin , there was a time when I was such a simp for his cute side , I was such a soft stan before , but now it’s him and Guy 😄😃 I remember I was talking to somebody and they were like oh we are having like dreams with our biases like almost every single day😆😄 and I was like what do you do like for that?😂 I want that as well lol

How is your niece? are you an auntie already ? Tell me everything 🥰🥰🥰🥰

How did you like AESPA song ?^^ tbh I like them more than ITZY 😄😄, I watched their last MV and for me it’s so inspiring and motivating ☺️☺️

I haven’t seen Hyunjin x Sunghoon fic , but I’ll make sure I’ll check it ~

This week besides my job I have started a training/ study , and I’ll have an exam every single week , being feeling bad physically… hope I can get back on track 🥺🤧

Also I’m feeling a little bit sad … I really like and want to talk to you , but I was an anon to someone before and when they grew on followers I haven’t felt welcomed anymore … and I’m afraid of being in such situation again , afraid to annoy someone , to grow attachment and trust and later on being ghosted 👻.. that still hurts even tho I’m not talking to that person anymore for a month or interacting with them .. such a pity 😞😔

Also a little secret .. 🤧🙈 I was having a crush on someone and I tried to talk to this guy , but when he find out I’m from Ukraine 🇺🇦 (u know , I don’t know if you have heard of anything that is going on in my country, but I had to leave and basically homeless , .. ) and he was cool before he asked when am I from and when I have told him , his behaviour just changed (( gosh it hurts so much I never asked a guy out before or was so friendly and prob it was obvi I like him .. but I just don’t know how to stop thinking about it, and why he did that 😔

Also I don’t have a song recommendation this time , my zoom meeting has just started and I have to go 🤧

HAVE A NICE AND LOVELY DAY ~~ I’ll be looking forward to hearing from you ❤️💌

~ 🐁:)))

First of all hi anonie 🥹💖 I’ve been waiting to hear from you and been rooting for you. IDK WHEN U SENT THIS I checked my notifs everyday but it’s been so crowded and when I individually looked into inbox section, I found this?! IM SORRY IF IM LATE💓😭 yes yes! I’m finally an aunt hehe! I’m currently always surrounded by family members and my other brother came from abroad to visit us on the ocassion so I’m spending so much time with family. I got the offer letter from the place I wanna study medicine 🥹 (so glad) and I also ordered 7 NEW BOOKS?! I’m so excited for them hehe~ aespa was really cool, it was a really fun song. Tbh I’m not that much into girls group when it comes to Asian female artists idk I’m just very much into American artists over them? Teheh personal preference, my favourite artist is Bebe Rexha 🫶🏻 her songs have comforted me sm and she’s so amazing. You’ve heard of her maybe cause soobin is like her biggest fanboy omg.

And oh my god, I’m so sorry you ever felt like that from someone. I’m not sure if that someone did it intentionally but one thing you can be sure of is that I’ll never make you feel abandoned. We all have busy lives outside kpop and that’s why maybe my replies come late sometimes :(( but I’ll whole heartedly welcome you my love. I told u before, it’s your safe space. 💗 follower count or likes and notes really don’t affect my pride or alter my behaviour. Honestly, it means so much to me when I receive any interaction but I’d never make even a single person here feel less important. One of the things I’ve done the most here is comfort people, even about their personal lives which has nth to do with fangirling. So you can always reach out to me my love, as an anon (if you feel more comfortable by sharing about your life as a stranger) or personally dm me whenever you feel like. ❣️ I’m here for you no matter what, okay? 💘 kindness and empathy are so important to me and I’ll never stop reaching out to help or comfort people. That’s who I am and that will never change! 👊 and about the exam stress I totally relate to how you feel. Since 2022 started I had to take a series of exams, mocks, preparations from jan till May and I suffered from a lot of failure and academic depression and it was so frustrating and spirit breaking. Hang in there MY BRAVE GIRL! IT WILL BE OVER BEFORE U KNOW IT. JUST GIVE YOUR BEST!

And talk about being narrow minded. Tch. I literally despise people who judge people based on ethnicity, religion or moral values. Tbh, your religion, culture, colour, nationality has nothing to do with how people view you or respect you. Respect should come from humanity. We are all human beings with a human heart that’s able to feel emotions the same way. Trust me, he didn’t deserve your affection. YOU SHOULD NEVER BELITTLE YOURSELF FOR STH THAT’S A PART OF YOU.‼️ never think it’s sth that holds you back or makes you look less appealing or special. You will always be enough for the right person.🧡 the right person will always cherish you and make you feel BETTER ABOUT YOURSELF than you already feel. He will accept you for everything you are- including your flaws and mistakes and make you feel beautiful nonetheless!💯 I know it’s difficult to forget about such a hurtful and unexpected incident but everytime he crosses your mind, just kick him out and remember that YOU SHOULD NEVER LET A PERSON WHO MAKES YOU FEEL LESS VALID CONSUME YOUR MIND. Believe me, there are so many people out there who will love you for all that you are and all that you can be. The best people always bring out the best in you. ❤️ lastly I love you so so much and I might be a little late in posting your bday fic 🥲 bc yk why but I’ll definitely post you a very warm wish because you’re so loved here, my beautiful lady!💗😘 as for everything happening in ukraine I KNOW, I’ve been helping out in a few donations and been praying for them a lot. Please stay strong. I can’t even imagine how much heart break and struggle you went through. I’m glad you made it through and are still dealing with so much. It must be so tough. I understand you and I support you whole heartedly. Being homeless doesn’t make you a less valid person. Bad things happen to everyone and YOU ARE TRYING TO SURVIVE AND REBUILD LIFE, that’s something that NEEDS TO BE APPRECIATED AND APPLAUDED FOR!

[han-and-kai]

Get to Know Me Taggie

thankoo @peachangbin for tagging me!!

The rules are: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs u want to learn more about   (jesus how am i supposed to tag 20 nopenopenope)

1. Nickname: Mari (mah-rhee) (lolol my name is Maryam like (mahr-yum))

2. Gender: Female

3. Sign: Virgo

4. Bday: sept 7, 2000 (a week before jisungie!!)

5. Height: the doctor said im like almost 5′4″ (like 161-162 cm ish) but i honestly feel alot shorter

6. Time: 5:22 pm (aaa just got home from school a lil while ago i cri)

7. Fav Bands (this is gonna have alot whoop): kpop: bts, stray kids, astro (these are just my ults i listen to a couple more) americano: (im an emo child) set it off, marianas trench, all time low, panic at the disco, fall out boy, etc

8. Fav solo artists: A TO THE G TO THE STD (lol i had to) also RM, Zico, Taeyon, aaaaaand thats it

9. Song stuck in your head: Waving Through a Window from the Broadway Show Dear Evan Hansen (thanks diane r_r) 

10. Last Movie You Watched: Whisper of the Heart (Studio Ghibli)

11. Last Tv show you watched: Riverdale 

12. When did u create this blog - June 2017 (my old blog got deleted thanks to my sister rip 2012-2016) 

13. What do u post - Kpop stuff, mostly bts and stray kids, SOMETIMES I DO ART STUFF LOL FOLLOW MY INSTA :D 

14. Last thing u Googled - inches to cm for that height question xD

15. Other blogs - im co admin of @thetextingbangtan (we arent that active rn cuz school but we try ok) 

16. Do u get asks? - *strums ukelele that i dont have* nobody knows meeeee~*strum* but i would like themmmmm~

17. Why did u choose your URL - i love jisung and hes my bby xD

18. Following - 66 (I HAVE THE SAME NUMBER AS PEACHCHANGBIN ODCIFVUDCFV WOW) 

19. Followers - 32 

20. Average night sleep - im a baby i get like 8-10 xD

21. Lucky number - i just like the number 4 cuz it looks like a lil pennant 

22. Instruments - i learned clarinet last year and im probs not gonna continue

23. What are u wearing - navy blue tshirt and gray tights

24. Dream job - comic book editor (not gonna happen tho lolol)

25. Dream trip - Tokyo

26. Fave food - I like homemade lasagna too omg peach we should be friends oefive

27. Nationality - Pakistani

28. Fave songs - Lost- Bts,  School Life- Stray Kids, Baby- Astro

29. Last book u read - um do shakespeare plays count 

30. Top 3 fictional universes - Alice in Wonderland, Harry Potter, and...? Would the world of an anime count cuz Ao Haru Ride i would love to go to school with Futaba (fuck kou tbh)  

i guess i gotta tag ppl now eroivrefscver

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