#blessmeana

[blessmeana]

Group Chat

DM me if you want to access the Ana-group chat. It’s on Kik so lmk your username.

[mindrest]

soooo i tried doing yoga for the first time today as a part of @improvingovertime‘s may fitness challenge!  let’s just say it’s not my forte 😅but i suppose it’s something that takes practice just like everything else. I started with 30 Days of Yoga with Adriene on youtube and will be following her videos throughout may (not every day as i don’t have the time and i do prioritize running and strength training)

i liked the feeling afterwards of having stretched my whole body but some of the positions were a bit uncomfortable since i’m not very flexible (<-- again, practice, i know) so it was challenging to get into that relaxed mindset

have you guys @blessmeana @eggnogsmom @theshape0fme started the challenge and how did you do?💪

[chubrubtothighgap]

Final Weightthon Weigh-In

Hey hey beautiful people! Another weightthon has come to its end. I’m so glad I found people to participate with so much zeal. No matter how close you are to the GW you set in the beginning, it will always matter that you took the first and most basic step: trying. Not giving up is essential to reaching your goals, no matter the pace you’re going. Having an “all or nothing” mindset, won’t actually help with reaching your goals faster, but it will end up with getting sick of your journey at some point and quitting. I’m guilty of the above to be honest! Well I’m saying all these to understand them myself :P My SW for the weightthon was my LW (at least for the last years) and as you can see, I didn’t lose, but I actually gained because I was binging. Right now I’m only 3 lbs up (I lost the majority of the gained pounds), by following a diet that has a lot of food (and I did that bc my previous diet affected my health). I’ll see how this is going and I’ll adapt. I’m not willing to give up! But I hope I keep this healthier mindset and not stress my self. I know I always tell you to stay safe, but I’m obviously not perfect myself.

Congratulations to all of you! Thank you so much for participating and I hope you’ll keep moving towards your goals! xx

me: 141 lbs, now 144.1 lbs

blessmeana : 141 lbs, now 139.4 lbs

paperthin00 : 125.8 lbs, now (no scale)

waningtoacrescent : 157 lbs, now 147 lbs

ishli : 102.8 lbs, now 100 lbs

arctic-lu : 132 lbs, now ?

thindaisy : 185.4 lbs, now 181.2 lbs

everybodys-fxxl : 142 lbs, now 134 lbs

invisibleconfusedandroid : 138 lbs, now 134 lbs

[blessmeana]

Lie to yourself all you want about how thinspo is for motivation and #bodygoalz, but you fucking KNOW deep down that you’re using it to trigger yourself.

[blessmeana]

Ana Group

idk who will see this, if anybody, but I’m just putting it out there that I’m starting an Ana Group.

We will follow diet plans, be ranked in competition, and I will be there to organize and hold everyone to their commitments by requiring daily weigh-ins.

Please message me if you’re interested.

My first competition is called Witchy Business, and it begins tomorrow, ending by Monday of next week (the 13th).

I will post/rank the contestants on here (unless you don’t want to be named, in which case please include that in your message.)

[blessmeana]

Nomination for “Feed” to be the best ED movie.

[blessmeana]

Update

...I think I need to start counting calories again...

[blessmeana]

Update

After like a week of bingeing, I just weighed myself and I came in at 141 and I want to fuckin dieeeee.

I’m going to see my Scottish family when I go on holiday starting this Wednesday and I’m so upset I’m not at 135 steady.

Idk, I’m just upset and stressed.

[blessmeana]

Me: *sees thinspo post*

Me: oooh, what's thi––

My brain: never 👏 trust 👏 an 👏 ana 👏 post 👏 where 👏 they 👏 spell 👏 "lose" 👏 like 👏 "loose" 👏

[blessmeana]

Update

I am currently experiencing a super intense craving for red meat. Like, all I want is a large lettuce leaf with cooked ground beef piled on top.

Like: fuck.

Literally guys, just like plain ground beef. Like fucking the meat that goes in tacos. Wtf.

[blessmeana]

Update

There’s this post that I see on my feed a lot and it’s something along the lines of  Geico for fat girls: lose 15% more weight on Ana.

I think about it so fucking much and have a polite little giggle over it. How. Fucked. Up...???

I literally heard that text post being read out-loud in my head when my grandma looked me up and down and said, “Oh, you’ve lost weight!”

I look at all the other girls in my dorm, hell, my school, and all I can think is: how?? how do you do it? How are you so skinny??? Are you on Ana too????

And the worst part is, I don’t know. I just don’t fucking know. Are they starving themselves like I am? Or are they just naturally slim? Which would make me feel better? If they’re starving themselves + with Ana, they’re doing better than I am. But if they’re not? How the fuck do they get it so easy?????

Reblog and add to this if you’ve got any thoughts. I would appreciate any other points of view on the subject.

[blessmeana]

Update

Found out that my boyfriend weighs 155 lbs.

L-O-fucking-L because I’ve weighed that much at my HW and also, wtf he’s like three/four inches taller than me?????

Hahahaha, guess who’s going to restrict like a mother fucker come my return to school!!??!

Also: I’m considering an all soup + tea + water diet. Anybody know the drawbacks/benefits to that kind of a diet. I’d do it until winter break, about three-ish weeks. I’d eat all kinds of soup, except if it had chicken in it. (I don’t eat chicken). Anyways, hit me up.

[blessmeana]

Update

Hahaha guys, I’m crying. I keep overeating... wtf 😭

I’m at around 136 (just one pound from my gw) but still managing to fuck up. Idk what to do...

I need to figure out how to re-motivate myself again.

Also: who else is getting super stressed out thinking about Thanksgiving and wondering how you’re going to not over eat and then freaking out about the calories...

[blessmeana]

Update

The college process has me feeling super fucked up--like a deer in headlights. I don’t even know how to fucking start.

Any tips would be appreciated.

[blessmeana]

Update

We’re doing a project where we have to “give something up” for a week. Apparently some guy two years ago gave up food and ate only one meal a day (which is not giving up food, btw) and he passed out.

Haha, guess what bitch is going to live as a vegan for a week in order to maintain a severely restrictive diet????

[blessmeana]

Update

My grandparents just told me that one of my cousins straight up didn’t eat for five days, all she did was drink water, and about how much weight she lost because of it.

HoLEE ShIT.

Guess who’s gonna fuck herself up majorly come this week???