#bleeehhhhhh idk
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Man I'm really crashing out in the sexual/romantic part of my life right now馃槥
#im realizing kinks i have that make me feel bad#like ive always liked calling my bf daddy and him calling me a good boy or w/e but i didnt want an actual dad/child dynamic#it's was like#cosplay lmao#but im realizing that feeling like someone's little sibling is nice. i had issues in my home growing up it totally tracks my sibling was the#only person i felt safe with so duh that would translate to a kink but. idk.#i dont like it#idk. im struggling.#and feelings for a friend but i'd kind of like to be fwb w them#i feel like we'd have a good time they understand the dynamics etc#it's just play yk#but also im trying to just stuff those feelings down but it'a not working#and then my ex is still there but he violated me so id never trust him w kink stuff that delicate#bleeehhhhhh idk#i just wanna be normal and not develop feelings for my friends im so tired#why cant i just have a really awesome friendship why do i always need to go 'ok now i want to cuddle and fuck and be yours'#fuck my parents fuck my trauma fuck my ex i hope he suffers#the end
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idk what happened to me yesterday but bleeehhhhhh
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Lol I'm delirious I just worked 18 hours and omg the doodlebug thing I hate my brain so much 馃檭 lol it came from my aunt she calls my cousin lady bug and I'm doodle bug becuz I used to make art on her walls idk why she got so mad like when I'm famous people will want that duh 馃檮馃檮馃ぃ馃ぃ
Also yes I sleep but not very much insomnia is bleeehhhhhh it's cool tho I've got it down to where I'm rested enough to operate normally 馃槄 馃槍
You can't tell me the convo wouldn't be something like this:
Y/N: *in very pretty sundress* whaddaya think honeybee?
Dabi: *thinking about how dumb and pretty you are in that floaty dress* yeah you look like a cloud princess.
Y/N: *melting in a puddle*
Dabi: cmon doodlebug, we can't be late
Ahhhhh I'm so soft it's do late I want him to be soft and throw me into a wall at the same time 馃ぇ 馃槱
Baby I鈥檓 so sorry but I think if a man ever called me doodlebug I would simply die from how hard my soul would recoil from my body
But seriously he acts like the sight of you in a pretty dress doesn鈥檛 do things to him even though he鈥檚 thinking of 100 other things you could do behind closed doors instead of going out
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