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#my art#might guy#kakashi hatake#obito uchiha#blame the insomnia for this#he can't make a decision without his shoulder rivals#he can't make a decision with them either#naruto fanart#oh#i also forgot to add#Gai's suggestion comes from the actual first thing he did as Hokage in the spin-off#maito gai
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More doodles from @enden-k's fantasy!au cause I'm obsessed.
Give the prince some more time, please.
#kavetham#haikaveh#genshin impact#fanart#alhaitham#kaveeeh#kaveh#whenever I draw late at night it ends up angsty#blame my insomnia for this#and give kaveh a hug#gengdraws#staysafe and have a nice life 💛🌻
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lost metals nation how we feelin'
guess this is how i'll draw fnf lullaby's Silver and Gold from now on
#hypnos lullaby#pokepasta#fnf lullaby#insomnia silver#lost silver#lostmetals#creepypasta#fnf hypnos lullaby#fnf gold#fnf silver#dancinsquid should you see this I totally blame your art /pos#i now have a whole (very) short comic sketched out about them meeting#also Silver yelling at Steven#actually so much more#wish me strength to finish all of this pls#art#fanart#digital art#sen draws
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And now here's the girlies version ✨ Turns out they have even more in common than the boys.
Boys version
#gwen stacy#spider gwen#spider woman#ghost spider#spiderman#gwiles#Spiderverse#into the spiderverse#itsv#across the spiderverse#atsv#beyond the spiderverse#btsv#Nova Artino#Nightmare#Insomnia#Nodrian#Renegades#renegades trilogy#marissa meyer#Rayla#tdp rayla#rayllum#the dragon prince#TDP#venn diagram#I LOVE THEM SO MUCH MY GIRLS 😭❤️#my hand slipped on that nova and rayla intersection whoops! can you blame me though they are so damn much alike i'm about to cry
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They didn't have Haarlep...So I am going to get my own 3D printer to make them. Buuuuttttt....now I get to paint this nepo-baby.
#mindless 3am purchases#I blame the insomnia#baldur's gate 3#raphael the cambion#nerdom at its finest#bg3 raphael#personal post no need to pay attention#down bad for the incubus#personal pst!
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I'm coping really well with the time change
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I’ve reached a point where I’m rewatching so many shows that they are all kind of moulding into one,I’m rewatching s3 of stranger things bc I haven’t watched the rain fight in a while and I need it for research on byler and I was so confused for a good minute thinking ‘where the fuck is Richie’
anyways,here’s me rewatching stranger things s3 and completely forgetting about the whole ‘billy x Karen’ thing and so I decided to take a picture,also,as a reminder to myself that omg,Ted was actually interacting with his child!!!
he was asleep with Holly!!!
idk what Karen was on bc it was implied that why she rejected billy was bc ‘Ted is such a good dad’ but it was once.once that I can recall Ted being a,quite frankly,average father
ok so this kinda turned into a ted wheeler slander and hate post so ill leave it here but yeah…wish me luck that I wont mix up the silly gay boys in the 80s again
#byler#Karen wheeler#ted wheeler#richie tozier#reddie#ive not been sleeping well (insomnia..sigh…) so I blame that#stranger things#michael wheeler i know what you are#byler endgame#will byers#mike wheeler is gay#mike wheeler#Ted wheeler you son of a bitch#Your really no help at all#miwi#byler rain fight#byler s3
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Nightmares suck…! Falling asleep is scary, cause I don’t know if I’m gonna see the lab again and I hate it there..! I don’t wanna go back there.!!
I’ve been trying to keep myself awake but now I just feel icky… it sucks and it makes the weird shadow thingys worse..!!
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd oc#bsd rp#the baby has insomnia#you can blame the lab for that one#and the hallucinations and horrid self esteem
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looking at these two pictures side by side is making me unlock so many new mental illnesses it's not even funny anymore
#HOW IT STARTED VS HOW IT'S GOING#WITH MORK ALWAYS HOLDING DAY'S WAIST#AND IT'S 5 AM AND I CAN'T SLEEP AND THIS TIME IDK IF I HAVE TO BLAME MY INSOMNIA OR THESE TWO#last twilight the series#morkday#mhokday#m: txt
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It would be truly cinematic if Tucker actually did save Quinn this week.
Then Quinn spends the next however many weeks trying to get Tucker out.
But he can't because Tucker wins too many comps.
Only for Tucker not to try to evict him just because he likes playing with him
And we do end up getting my previously mentioned Tucker Quinn F2
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Doodles I made while very, very sleep deprived.
Please, just don't ask about what led to these in the first place
#I'm okay I promise I'm just coping /j#im so normal#im the most normal person ever#no one is more normal then me#(lie)#please just blame the insomnia#also why'd i make Marco so aggressive??-#bro is angy#dont ask about where butterfly Bodie came from#thats a secret#my art#i guess??#the bug army#gator boys#obsidian lantern#i think thats all the tags#idk im still sleepy#and deprived#and sleep deprived#*tired sigh*
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Version 1
“Remember me…” Poseidon voice rang out as he telepathically spoke in Odysseus head.
He couldn’t find a reason to care as he dropped to his knees in utter defeat, the bag once full of wind now fell flat on the ships surface.
They just wasted all of Aeolus wind because they were trying to escape death from the god of the sea who was currently hunting him because he drugged, stole and blinded his son, the cyclops who he spared because of his dead friend philosophy which made him go against and lose his mentor-
The adrenaline that has been keeping him up was slowly draining out of him, his eyes felt as heavy as the guilt that was coursing through his veins.
He would’ve fallen right there and then if it wasn’t for the thought of seeing where they were and the worry for his crew.
His remaining crew at least.
Odysseus got himself on both of his feet with help of the railings, groaning all the way as he turned around to see his crew in a disarrayed mess. Some were helping eachother while others were currently getting off the boat.
He was going to yell out and command them to go search the island but the weight of not sleeping for nine days straight properly was pulling him to the floor.
“Captain!” A voice cried out. Catching the almost fainting man in his arms.
Eurylochus.
“Mmh, sorry bout that.” He mumbled quietly. Staring up at Eurylochus he saw the worry that overtook him. “I’m fine,” he reassured, “just tired.”
If Odysseus was more coherent he would’ve seen glances of guilt exchanged from crewmates and the harsh hiss of reality crashing down from his second in command.
“Where are we?” He questioned. “Some island with trees, none of the men have scouted ahead to see what it is. Too, injured and tired.” Eurylochus explained slowly. Odysseus hummed in acknowledgment “Get some of the men plus myself off this ship. A little time off wouldn’t kill us.” He jest.
Eurylochus didn’t correct him as they made their way towards the sandy shore. The crunchy and smooth sand in their feet was a nice change from the hard wood they’re use to.
Eurylochus sat down Odysseus, who was awake but wasn’t even with them at this point, and gave commands and directed the others what to do.
He couldn’t help but freeze up in that moment. His own guilt was gnawing at his heart. If he didn’t question the captain, his brother actions. None of this would’ve happened.
So, without a further thought. He went up to his incoherent captain, and said:
“Captain…I have something that I must confess…”
#epic the musical#aftermath of ruthlessness#Eurylochus#Odysseus#Odysseus crew#character analysis#Version 1 out of 3#self blame#insomnia#guilt#pity party#Ver 1:Incoherent. insomatic. doesn’t give a fuck Ody.
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regressor mountain is so important to me. the biggest baby ever. gets so emotional when small and is the most caring little guy. yes he cries a lot but its because he cares a lot
This tuned out to be a little deeper then expected. Anyway I love regressed Mountain so much.
cw: regressed ghouls, age regression.
Like Dew, when Mountain regresses he’s TINY. His life in the pit was incredibly traumatic and he never really recovered from it, even when he was summoned. Also like Dew, he spent most his time in the pit alone. He wasn’t banished like Dew was, he was…left. He woke up one day and his pack was just gone, moved on…without him. He didn’t know why they went, or where they went, but he spent the rest of time in the pit looking for them. He was so young, about fourteen in earth years, and had to learn how to fend for himself, and he had to learn fast. He avoided other solitary ghouls, most other banished ghouls were feral and dangerous to a fully grown ghoul and although Mountain was tall for his age he was still very obviously young. He’d met Dew a couple of times, the first time he’d nearly gotten his head bitten off when he walked into a cave to seek shelter not knowing the little water ghouls was already occupying it. Dew was even younger he was, and he was so tiny, and he seems to get smaller each time they saw each other, and Mountain always worried about him, but the two were too scared and cautious of each other to form any kind of bond. Mountain mostly stuck to the wood, he felt safe there, and of he ever encountered any other ghouls, which he had, and he had the war wounds to prove it, he’d had the advantage of the woods being his friend. He stayed in the woods for most his time alone in the pit, until he felt the calling to the surface and blindly followed it.
The first time he regressed was a few years into his time on earth. And it was terrifying for him. Most days he woke up at sunrise, before everyone else and was able to make breakfast for everyone. This time he unknowingly woke up late and by the time he got downstairs everyone was…gone. He doesn’t remember anything after that.
Dew was the one that found him. He was on the floor with dried tear tracks down his cheeks and distant look in his eyes. He recognised that look immediately, had seen it plenty of time in himself and was able to a safe place, and more importantly a safer headspace.
When Mountain came back up they had a long conversation. He’d heard of regression before, he’d seen it, had seen Dew being taken care of by Aether, had seen the ghoulettes playing with Sunny and Rain, but he never thought it would be something he could achieve. He always thought he was too big, physically, and mentally, he thou he had to be the protector of everyone, he had to be the one that made sure everyone was okay and safe and that they were all together. But he was wrong. And he was proven wrong by Dew swaddling him and cooing at him until he felt his mind slipping away from his again, but he knew he was safe now so he was happy to let his mind drift off.
The next time it happened he could almost feel it happening. He woke up one morning and it was like there was a thick fog settled in his brain. He recognised it from last time and was able to get to Dew just in time before he slipped. Dew had swaddled him in a thick fluffy green blanket and spoke softly to him just like he had sone the last time.
There was a lot of trial and error in the beginning. At first Mountain was only comfortable with Dew. Dew knew from experience what Mountain was going through, and he know that Mountain needed without him having to ask for it. But Dew also regressed sometimes. And the days where he was Mountain would force himself to stay big until Dew was able to look after him. Doing that, understandably, made things a lot worse and Mountain often regressed even harder after. Aether noticed. Of course he did. And he was so proud of Dew for taking such good care of Mountain when he was regressed. He’d had a talk with Mountain, and with a lot of denying and blushing from the earth ghoul, he’d finally gotten him to open up to him about it. Mountain got comfortable with Aether after that, and not long after that, Cumulus.
He always went to the same kind of age when regressed. They didn’t know how old exactly, but he was young. He didn’t play, he didn’t speak or watch cartoons. He mostly slept. And cried. But Mountain cried a lot when not regressed so that wasn’t really a worry. Dew got him a pacifier after he’d seen Mountain staring at his with an unrecognisable expression his face and Mountain had loved it. It was white with a bluebell on it and Mountain had been obsessed with it since the moment he first got it in his mouth. And the sight of Mountain staring up at them with his big green doe eyes and a pacifier bobbing in his mouth should be so adorable but it was.
Mountain was easy to look after when regressed. He wasn’t fussy, despite him crying a lot, but that was just a Mountain thing. He loved being swaddled tightly in his blanket, he loved being held and carried, it made him feel even smaller and safer when Aether carried him around on his hip. He didn’t always have the best control over his bladder when regressed, which led to a few accidents, and some real tears from Mountain, but all the ghouls were happy to sooth his tears away. He learnt to love being regressed, the love and care he got from the ghouls never failed to make him feel so loved, cared for, and safe. He finally felt safe. Something he’d never really felt before he was summoned.
#regressed ghouls#the band ghost#mountain ghoul#nameless ghouls#ficlet#my writing#If you see a mistake blame the insomnia I haven’t slept for days#Anonymous
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my mom just revealed she used to give me mountain dew to put me to sleep as an infant. excellent
#shut up az#I don't blame her bc she was 20 and having a baby w insomnia so bad they stay awake for 3 days would be rough#but also the horror I felt when she said that was just like. Devastating#I genuinely did not stand a chance#she also fed me lemon pudding on the day of my birth and people blame ME for my sugar addiction
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Current count since I last slept: 41 hours.
I think I've capped out at 46 before, I'm not sure because my worst fit of insomnia had me in no position to check times. But I'll say 46. So if we hit 48 we're setting personal records!
#i do not want to actually be awake#my body just physically cant process stress#'oh zee why cant you be in a car?'#this. this is why#and you might think: 'oh this cant be because you were in a car!'#it is. it so totally is#and also stress#but mostly i blame being in a car#everytime i get in a car i get sick#motion sickness vertigo dizziness insomnia#my body is violently against automobiles#which is actually so annoying because i finally own one of my dream cars#and wanna know when i last drove my baby?#A YEAR AND FIVE FUCKING MONTHS AGO#Also please for the love of fuck do not suggest anything to help me sleep#i. have. tried. it.#when im dealing with insomnia like this the only way it stops is preceiotion strength meds or my body calms itself the fuck down#no teas no melatonin no meditating no lettuce water no hot milk NOTHING will work#and also even prescription strength meds dont always work when its like this i have woken up like two hours after taking some b4#when my body doesnt want to sleep it will not sleep#you can tell how little sleep im running on based on how unhinged these tags are
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