#bj very loudly in my head today: did you know david bowie is my idol? also i am gay.
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small open because bj should talk about things he likes more lol
"He really gets me," BJ said, more to himself than to them, though, that could be the teenage-esque dreaminess in his voice. He was sprawled out on the couch, pillow cradled under his chin, and watching Labyrinth. Sarah, the film's heroine, had just met her questionable love interest and antagonist, Jareth the Goblin King. BJ, clearly, was more focused on the latter.
"Look at him," he hummed. "The hair, the makeup... the way he carries himself. Bowie makes anything he wears look like it's wearing him, and this 'fit is tame for him." BJ pulled his knees up to his stomach to give them room to sit if they wanted, but spared them only a second of his attention away from the screen. "I wish I had that. Imagine being that fucking free."
Of course, he knows it's not quite that simple. David Bowie was a rock star, and the crazy looks, the confidence, the eye-catching power was just part of the glam rock scene. He could wear a full-body chicken suit and the world would scream to him. BJ was just another weird guy on the street with no fame or talent, and society was rarely as kind to other civilians who didn't fit their conventional mold.
#deals with the devil [open];#the one who got away [post-canon verse];#bj very loudly in my head today: did you know david bowie is my idol? also i am gay.#me for the gazillionth time: we know.#(**ignoring that bj. does say he isn't gay in the novels. and feels like a girl inside. bc i think. that def points to him being trans.)#(except peace seems to forget that for the rest of the series and it's never mentioned at all in the films which#is more the basis of my portrayal. so. i feel like i would like to mix the two? maybe? bj uses he/him pronouns but is fluid.)#(or more likely just exists in the space of 'idc what you call me. my gender is 'space invader'.' LMAO.)#(at least until i explore further and figure out more about what he wants and what he's telling me.)#(gender is weird and but whatever it is bj loves men. women are aesthetically beautiful and he's most comfy with them but he loves men.)
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