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woodle-isbae · 7 months ago
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Ik this would NEVER happen but js imagine this
They put their egos aside , agreeing that your fine as fuck , so they shoot their shot , and get you for the night
Unfortunately, they couldn't hold back anymore and tried to show you who's better than the other , Steve Obviously being more softer on you and taking time to please you but Billy going all out , having you bent over while he rams into you 😫
While your fucked out dumb and overstimulated their quietly eyeing eachother , occasionally making out while your left to watch , which ends up with them jerking off over your tired body , messy kisses being shared between the two men
Once their done , Billy obviously feels kinda shameful for falling for Harrington and leaves while your being cared for by Steve 🙈
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cherryc1nnam0n · 2 years ago
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Breeding season | Best boys (Steve, Billy, Eddie) x FEM!Reader
Summary: Your boyfriend's have always been competitive, what happens when you want to have a baby and they all want to contribute? Breeding season is open!
Cw: Lots of cum, the boys are crazy for reader, competition, lots of swearing, lots of smut, heavy breeding kink, big dicks, belly bulges, cum inflation, overall filth so, enjoy!
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"No! I can do it better!"
"Dude you can't even hold your breath for one minute!"
"Says who?!"
"Me that I had to pull your ass out of the pool last summer!"
The bickering continues as you try and zone out of it, your boyfriends always had something to fight about, snapping at each other and then making out furiously with each other
You have been dating Steve Harrington, Billy Hargrove and Eddie Munson since 1985, the three boys ganged up on you one summer and since then they have been up your ass (literally)
It's fall in Hawkins of 1992, your favorite season of the year, perfect for taking walks around town with the constant bickering of your boys, that are no longer boys but grown ass men that fight like they're still in highschool
You're walking at the front of them three, wearing a sweater as the cold wind blows through you, you sigh when you see a couple with their baby, wrapped in a bundle as they sit at the kid's park, happily taking care of their first born that plays in the games, you stop to stare at them, dreamily imagining the woman as yourself and your boyfriends
"Y/n? Y/n you okay?" You hear Steve talk to you as he places his hands on your shoulders "Baby..."
"I-I-" you begin, the other two men stopping their chatting "I want to have a baby" you finally say, making them three perk up
Their eyes lock on what you're seeing and their hearts melt, something awakening in them
"You sure about it?" Billy asks you, you turn to look at them
They have changed with the years, Billy has a dad bod, he still works out but has kept a belly and has a scruff on his chin and a mustache, his mullet is still here, but a little bit shorter, Steve remains with his perfect coifed hair, but a beard is evident in his face, he has the same complexion as always and Eddie, he has more tattoos, his hair is still long but he now ties it up, and he has the biggest beard of them all.
You have aged too, beautifully as they say, and you have been thinking about it for a long time, not just right now, you want a family and you want it with them and now, you switched your birth control for vitamins some months ago and now you're ready to have the talk
"Yes, I'm ready and I want a baby, from one of you, all of you" you say
The idea of three babies, one for each man makes you feel so full and happy
You imagined them all as girls, because believe me, they're all a girl dad
One cute blonde girl, with ocean eyes, you would name her Maysie, one with straight brown hair and freckles, that would be Alice, and an unruly head of curls and doe eyes would be Amelia
They were looking at you like they wanted to eat you alive, they wanted this and they wanted to see you pregnant, so, another competition started
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"No! No! No! You do it like this okay?!"
"Get out of the way Munson, I can do it better!"
"Your mom can do it better!-sorry sweetheart"
You rolled your eyes at their antics, tired of them not pleasing you so you sat up, butt naked in front of them in the bed
"Okay enough!" They all look at you "Billy, you fuck Eddie, Steve come here and fuck me already!"
They scrambled to do as they're told, moans filling the room as Billy starts to fucks into Eddie's tight ass
"Fuck! You're so tight" he moans as he starts to set a brutal pace
Eddie is just a moaning mess, meanwhile Steve is buried in your pussy, hips snapping against your's as his huge cock fills you up
"Fuck baby, you're so wet for me" he moans, holding your legs up in a mating press, he wanted to get you pregnant probably the most
"Mmmm Steve, gonna cum baby" you moan at him, sloppily making out as he whines into your mouth from how you clench around him
"Gonna cum baby, fuck, fuck!" He whined as he stills inside you, groaning loudly
You're snapped out of your thoughts by Eddie's protests of wanting to cum
"No, it's my turn to fuck our girl, can't waste my cum in you" Billy said
Turning you on your belly he angles his dick and fills you up, your eyes roll back and you feel him bulge in your belly, he's probably the biggest one of them three, he fucks into you brutally, just as he was fucking Eddie a while ago
Meanwhile Eddie and Steve make out as they masturbate each other, whining into each other's mouths
"Mmmm gonna fill you up baby, fuck I'm so close"
The mix of your cum and Steve's makes it easier for him to fuck into you, still tight around his cock nonetheless
"Fuck baby, you're milking me so good~" he moans
You feel your climax approaching, being overstimulated already, you cum hard around his cock, queening him like a viper, delicious
"Fuuuuck" he groans filling you with his cum
"Get your hands off me Harrington!" You hear Eddie whining behind you
Soon his calloused hands grab you, laying you on your side as he thrusts into you next to your twitching body
His dick was big too, actually all of them are, you were so lucky you got three boys with huge dicks all for you
"Fuck baby, so wet, your pussy is such a mess" he said in your ear
Holding your leg up while he thrusts into you, making out with him while the other two clean each other up
With a loud moan into Eddie's mouth you came again, he thrusted into you so hard he moved you up the bed, and he came into you
"It will definitely take"
~•~
Some months later, you started to show pregnancy signs, vomits, nausea and some cravings
So you got a test done and...
"It's positive!"
The three men cheered, they didn't care who the father was, they were happy they were having a baby!
The pregnancy was beautiful, your boys took great care of you, your belly grew bigger each month and when you went to know what gender your baby was you were so happy it was a girl!
When said baby was born, you could definitely tell whose baby it was
"Welcome to the world Amelia" you said to the head of curls wrapped in a bundle, cooing back at you
Amelia Munson grew slowly, she was just like her dad, she learnt how to crawl really late, she didn't know how to sit properly without falling to her side and giggling, she loved loud noises so when her dad played guitar she would yell and coo at him, finally when she was 1 year old, you were pregnant again
With Amy being all chaotic and you being pregnant as fuck, Eddie took it in him to take care of his daughter and you, while the other two worked and provided to the house
When your second girl was born, she had a head of brown hair and freckles, Steve's daughter, Alice Harrington was beautiful, just like you predicted it
"Amy! Don't poke your sister's eyes!" You said at the girl who was curious about her sister in her cradle
Amy was growing bigger with time, being more chaotic and unruly, truly like a Munson, meanwhile Alice was calm and collected, they were two and 1 year old now
Your girls were so beautiful, and they seemed to get along greatly, now you just needed a final baby, a Hargrove baby
And said baby came soon enough
The curly blonde baby joined the family some months later, she was just as beautiful, Maysie Hargrove was a copy of her dad
One year later...
With your family now all big and beautiful you were more than happy, complete
You sighed happily as you watched Steve and Eddie play with their girls while Billy carried his girl, too afraid of letting her explore
You were so happy with the family you've built, complete...
Breeding season did catch...
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sammyboyimagines · 1 year ago
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Billy Hargrove w/ Plus size!Reader Drabble
Pairing: Flustered!Billy Hargrove x Plussized!Reader
Summary: Billy can't find the words to say when he asks out his school crush.
//I just had this idea for flustered!billy and I couldn't get it out of my head so I had to write it down. Most of my fics are with more plus size women in mind but they could be read as non-plus size as well!
//I headcanon that Billy goes crazy over a chubby woman, like he can't find the words to say because you're just so captivating.
//i'm trying to find my way back to writing because i love it so much but school is so tiring. Taking requests just let me know and I'll try to write it!
Billy had never truly imagined himself with a woman like you. But from the moment you sat down next to him in math class with your bag plopped on the desk and your gorgeous curves hidden underneath your blue jeans and tank, he was positively hooked.
It didn't take but a week for Billy to feel intense longing for you. Not just for your body, but your presence. It was like every part, every word you spoke, was catered to him. You were perfect, and yet he was kicking himself for not chasing you down earlier.
Billy took an entire month to even mouth a word to you. He wanted to, oh so bad. But when your doe eyes flickered toward him in expectance, his brain melted into mush.
When Billy asked you out, it was a polar opposite from how he typically acted around his friends. You'd seen the antics he'd get up to, the way he'd do most anything to get a laugh out of his friends. But now, he couldn't even think of the right words to say.
"Would you-uh" He exhaled a short breath, his hands fidgeting with his belt loops as he spoke. "Ya' know, there's this new ice cream place that we could-" He chuckled sadly to himself. "I'm sorry, let me start over." Billy couldn't believe his stuttering. He'd never had issues asking a girl out, it became second nature once he moved to Hawkins.
His mind blanked on the words, completely enamored by the outfit you decided to wear that day. A simple pink skirt, the fabric just long enough to cover anything he'd dreamt about, but just enough for him to absentmindedly stare at your soft legs the entire duration of math class. Imagine his shock when you spoke up for him.
"I'd love to go out with you, Billy. Ice cream place, what time?" You accidentally snorted at the stupid look on Billy's face. It only made him adore you more.
"Uh-7! 7 works." Billy managed to speak. You nodded and swung your backpack over your shoulder, eyes meeting his as his mouth sat agape. Not only was this the first time he'd technically been asked out by a girl, but the girl was you.
"Alright, you'll pick me up?" You inquired, a beautiful smile spread across your face. Billy just nodded, shock slowly subsiding from his body.
"Good. Here's my address." Billy's breath hitched slightly when you grabbed his hand. Your soft hands cradled his as you wrote your address down on the palm of his hand.
He'd never wash his hand again if he could.
"See you then."
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hearts4court · 1 year ago
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how i feel after stress eating because i haven't finished any of my drafts and i have more requests in my inbox.
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chubbyreaderchan · 2 years ago
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Imagine Billy Hargrove calling you a bitch in an argument and you just yell
"Don't you ever fucking call me outside of my name ever again or we are done!"
And he just freezes and just doesn't know how to respond.
But never calls you a bitch again.
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bingbongsupremacy · 2 years ago
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Stranger Things
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The Non-romantic/Platonic/Family stories will all have (xchild!reader), (xbaby!reader), or (Platonic)
Billy Hargrove
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Steve or Billy (Billy x reader) Summary: You're in love with Steve but he's not in love with you. You end up going home with Billy but was it a mistake?
Hargrove Series
My Baby Pt. 2 : Billy has a substance abuse problem. He's unpredictable. After a bad fight, he moves away to California without letting you know. Little did he know you were pregnant. It's been five years since he moved away. He's suddenly thrust back into your life when your daughter runs into him. Do you trust he's really changed? Will you allow him into your baby's life?
Steve Harrington
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I'm sorry (Brother Steve x Child!reader) Big brother Steve has a hard time letting go.
Steve or Billy : You're in love with Steve but he's not in love with you. You end up going home with Billy but was it a mistake?
Somebody That I Used To Know : It's been years since you moved away from Hawkins. From your ex. Now that you're back, you run into him while dropping off your kids at school. Memories of the past come flooding your mind.
Strangers: Steve from school is completely different than Steve in the back of his car at 12 in the morning. Why is it that he only talks to you when he wants something from you?
Library MeetCute: You're artsy and chubby. All you were trying to do was study in the library. Why does Steve want to sit with you? Will something come from this? (x plus sized reader)
Harrington Series
Camp Hawkins AU Pt. 2 : It's your third year being a camp counselor at Camp Hawkins and your 7th year knowing Steve. Every year your crush seems to grow stronger and stronger. (x plus sized reader) *Completed*
Closure Pt. 2 Pt. 3: Request: You never knew Steve could be so shallow. When he leaves you to date Nancy Wheeler, you're left with a pain you thought he'd never leave cause you. Maybe you should've stayed friends. *Completed*
Eddie Munson
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My little Secret : You're scared to tell Eddie you're pregnant.
Incognito : All you wanted was a cup of coffee from the new cafe on Main Street. You definitely didn't expect to spill coffee on the Metal Icon Eddie Munson.
Jacket : The night Chrissy went over to Eddie's trailer, you went to. I mean, you weren't going to let Chrissy just go to a strangers house without back up. Unfortunately, when things go wrong, you end up on the same wanted poster as Eddie. Together, you're forced to run away.
Notice Me: You really want Steve to notice you. What you don't realize is that Eddie's been there all along.
Surprise Boyfriend: You're in love with Eddie but he doesn't like you back. Right? You're just friends. That's why it's so surprising when he asks to meet your parents. (xplus size reader)
Munson Series
Lonely Pt. 2: A few days after the zombie apocalypse took over Hawkins, you lost everyone. Once you finally run out of supplies, you're forced to venture out into the town, hoping not to run into anyone and make it to safety alive. Unfortunately, life doesn't always go how you want it. (Includes: Steve Harrington, Mention Jason Carver) *Ongoing*
The Nanny Pt. 2 Pt. 3: Years ago, you and Eddie used to be friends. After you graduated, you two fell out of contact. After years of not speaking to each other, Eddie offers you a job you can't resist; be a nanny for his little girl. *Ongoing*
Max Mayfield
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Every Night : Summary: Every night since 7th grade, Max has made it a mission to say goodnight -Face to face. At tonight's visit, you discover that your friendship might have been more than you thought it was.
Jonathan Byers
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Heart Breaker : No matter what you do, Jonathan Byers will never be in love with you. Not the way he is with Nancy anyways.
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pleasantlycrazyworld · 10 months ago
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I feel bad since I don't post as much as I'd like to anymore....should I just start over and just delete the things ive written and posted in the past???
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sykokittyy · 2 years ago
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚ — linyai (lin-yay), black, seventeen , her/she, chubby, toji fushiguro’s slut.
masterlist and rules <3 .
— recent works - rebel yell, billy. h
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☆ — 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 © 𝐬𝐲𝐤𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐲𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦.
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harringtons-cupid · 2 years ago
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THIS
I’ll just leave it here🐰
could you do a first kiss/confession preference with stranger things boys? (Steve, Billy, Eddie + anyone you’d like to add) thanks in advance💕🌸
First Kiss With The Stranger Things Boys
headcanons
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Steve Harrington:
Your first kiss with Steve would catch you totally off guard. It would probably happen after a near death experience.
You’d both be panting, exhausted and covered in blood. The weight of your situation would suddenly hit Steve and before he even really processes what he’s doing, his lips are on yours.
The kiss is rushed and a little messy, but passionate and soft at the same time.
He’d be a little flustered and embarrassed when you both pull away. It’s definitely not how he wanted that to go.
He would laugh a little and probably apologize for his impulsivity but overall he doesn’t regret it. He knows that things could go wrong at any moment and he refuses to die without letting you know how he feels.
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Jonathan Byers:
Jonathan is absolutely the softest guy on the list !! He would be building up the courage to kiss you for weeks, maybe months, before he actually does.
This one would not be out of the blue. You’d probably be waiting for him to kiss you for a long time before he finally takes the leap.
You would be sitting in his room, both of you quiet as music plays softly in the background. He would lean in so slowly, giving you plenty of time to reject him if you would like to.
Jonathan’s kiss is so soft and barely there. He doesn’t want to take things too fast or make you uncomfortable so he sticks to a light, gentle kiss.
When you pull away, he immediately gets all smiley and blushy. He’s pretty proud of himself for actually taking the step.
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Billy Hargrove:
This man would want to kiss you the moment he saw you. He’d probably kiss you the same day he met you if we’re being honest.
You barely know him and you know that you shouldn’t be doing this but he’s so attractive and he sweet talks the shit out of you and before you know it, you’re making out with Billy Hargrove in the back of his Camaro.
Billy’s kiss is rough and sudden, full of clashing teeth and roaming hands.
He’d absolutely rush your first kiss, not really seeing the romantic or sappy aspects of it.
When you pull away, he’s very cocky and proud, knowing that you had him wrapped around your finger already.
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Eddie Munson:
Eddie is absolutely the kind of guy to get really excited over something and kiss you before he recognizes what he’s doing !!
He’s still pumped up with adrenaline after a show with his band. Seeing you in the crowd fired him up more than he expected, leading to his performance being absolutely insane.
After the show, he would immediately find you, spouting on excitedly about the show and how glad he is that you could make it.
Before it even registers in his mind, he’s planting a quick kiss on your lips, his hands finding your waist.
When he pulls away, he’s a little confused with himself, but overall he’s still filled with adrenaline and decides to reflect on his actions later.
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dckweed · 2 years ago
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Clingy drunk Billy at a party with big gf hahaa I feel like he would be so clingy idk why
ok hidey hoe babes this is gonna be so short and im so so so so sorry lmao, i promise you guys, i have some long ones coming out very very very soon
anywhore, here's something short and cute, mwah!
p.s. you guys send in some steve requests bc im on such a steve kick rn !!
warnings: drinking, plus sized reader, billy being totally adorable ig? groping.
"isn't she lovely?" billy hargrove x plus sized reader
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Music played so loudly that it reverberated through the floor, the heavy bass vibrating through your feet. You were probably one of the few people still completely sober, and you were searching for your extremely drunk boyfriend, whom you had left on the couch so you could use the restroom.
You look around the large, overly crowded room almost frantically, hoping to god he hadn't wandered off to the car, you hadn't thought to grab the car keys out of his jacket beforehand, a dumb move on your part. "Thank god," You breathe, pushing through the thick crowd of sweaty bodies as you catch sight of him. You see him wave over the heads of people, your thick, curvy frame wasn't hard to miss.
You cut a quick path through the drunk teenagers, thankfully avoiding a drink nearly being spilled on your pretty white dress, one of your favorites that actually managed to hide your pudgey stomach in just the right kind of way and still make you feel like the hottest girl in the room, and when it came to Billy, you knew that you were.
You furrow your eyebrows as you get closer, he's standing next to Steve, and if almost looks like he's about to start something when he catches you again in his sight. You see his features visibly soften, and a dumb, goofy little smile crawl across his lips that turned into a huge, cheesey grin.
"Look at her..isn't she lovely, stevie boy?" He asks, his drunk voice slurring the sentence out as he loses his balance slightly, his hand going to the back of Steve's head so he could angle it towards you.
Steve grunts, his arm going around Billy to help keep him standing as he locked sight on you as well. She really is lovely, he had thought. He was stupid to have let Billy steal you away from him so easily, though in the long run, he was stupid for not making a move on you period. Billy had been the only one out of the two of them who had the balls enough to do it. "Yeah, Billy, she is.." He sighs, biting his tongue. He couldn't be mad at him for making his move, you were absolutely stunning, the way your body was shaped, every curve and dip, every last dimple and ridge that he knew perfectly well littered your skin. You had a ton of guys after you, and though you and Steve had had some fun at one point, you only had eyes for one.
"That third keg stand went straight to your head, huh, Billy?" You ask, finally making it to them. You look up at Steve, a kind smile on your ever so beautifully full face. "Thanks, Steve, i can take him from here.."
"Y/N, my love..god i can't wait to get you home so i can get between those plush thighs of yours, spend hours down there..." Billy sighs, his smile going even wider and dopier as he talks to you. It really was his favorite place to eat. You grin and wrap your arms around his middle, hoisting him up off of Steve.
You shoot him one last smile as you slowly make your way to the door with your boyfriend drunk and giggly in your arms, your hands moving skillfully through each of his pockets in search of the keys, giggling at the jokes he makes about feeling him up in public as he places sloppy wet kisses all over every bit of you he can reach.
"Baby?" He asks, once you get him into the passenger seat of the camaro, of which you had helped him fix his broken windshield.
"Hmm?" You ask, glancing over at him. His eyes were closed, his head against the window as you turned the ignition and listened to it pur to life.
"Can I use your boobies as a pillow when we get home?" His voice is soft, almond childish. You grin as you start driving, headed to your house. You knew it was a safer bet than his. "They're so soft and fluffy..and they always smell like they pretty lotion.."
You reach over and run your fingers through his dark mop of hair, god you loved him when he was like this. "Anything you want, love.." You say, and he hums, nodding off to sleep slightly.
It was a struggle to get him inside, and true to your word after you had gotten his boots, jeans and jacket off, you let him fall face first into your bare chest, pulling you sheets over the top of you. He snored almost immediately, babbling a half incoherent "i love you.." as you played with his hair, your legs wrapped around his waist to keep him locked in place, something that you knew made him feel secure.
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cherryc1nnam0n · 2 years ago
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Based on something I saw yesterday
Steve is a sub, period, but when he tops he's a service top, doing exactly what you ask him to and how to do it, he's just happy he gets to help and be told what to do
Eddie is a switch, he will whine and beg and the next second he will have YOU whining and begging, he loves doing those fast switches of mood
Billy is a Dom, you won't catch him slacking, he will make you feel good however he feels like, however he knows and however he wants to, no one can say anything to this man nuh uh
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shanakin-skywalker · 2 years ago
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Billy strikes me as the type of boyfriend to always have his hand in your back pocket when you both are walking.
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hearts4court · 1 year ago
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hey y’all. You guys did awesome with the Billy X reader requests.
How about just stranger things in General?
You can request for:
Billy Hargrove
Steve Harrington
Nancy Wheeler
Robin Buckley
Johnathan Byers
GO CRAZYYY
Me to y’all:
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chubbyreaderchan · 2 years ago
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you made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter | Billy Hargrove x Reader
Warning: I write with a plus-sized reader in mind. Female reader. AU where Billy gets to be happy, no real plot, might need to actually come back to this but idk, I didn’t edit, and I was in my feelings for it. 
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“What the fuck did I ever do to deserve this?” Billy asked.
His arms wrapped around her middle her head resting against his shoulder. He was dumb and a complete dickhead, he never saw what she had seen in him.  
“I say, "Can you believe it?" As we're lyin' on the couch”
“Everything,” she said softly. Her fingers danced over his hand, tracing each part of the worked flesh.
He was peaceful there, watching yet not quite paying attention to the news on the TV. It had been two years since they ran away from Hawkins, sure it was still in Indiana. But it was freedom.
Freedom from his father. Freedom from hers. No need to run and hide or sneak into bedroom windows to be with her. He just has to come home and call her name, though there were some fond memories.
A lot of firsts happened with her in his bedroom in his dad’s house. She was the first girl he’d let leave shit in his room and not immediately throw it in the trash.
“Flash forward, and we're takin' on the world together And there's a drawer of my things at your place”
“It wasn’t like you didn’t fight for me,” she teased.
Billy swallowed.
“We’re still fighting, sweetheart,” Billy replied.
“I know, I’m trying to get a manager position at the restaurant,”
Billy grunted, annoyed. He hated that she worked, sure, feminism or whatever, but he didn’t want her working. He lived for the idea of her staying at home, taking care of the house and kids or maybe some dogs. But he wasn’t done with his mechanic apprenticeship. It would be a minute before he was making good enough money for that. The thought of her taking on more hours stressed him out. He leaned forward, grabbing his pack of cigarettes and his lighter from the table. He lit the stick and took a puff blowing the smoke away from his girl.
“And we got bills to pay We got nothin' figured out”
Billy wrapped his free arm around her tighter, looking at her pretty face. She met his sleepy blue-eyed stare.
“I hate that shit,” he grumbled.
“Don’t worry, baby. I’d have dinner ready—”
“That’s not what I mean. I don’t like you working at all period,”
He flicked ash into the stolen hotel ash tray. Billy took a deep breath like she had shown him, he didn’t want to get pissed over something he couldn’t change immediately. They didn’t need to have a fight.
“Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water? You put your arm around me, for the first time You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter”
She leaned up and pressed a kiss into his soft lips, he kissed her back hand heavy on her spine pushing into the fiery kiss. His hands creeped up her belly in a comforting manner. He only pulled away for a breath of air, gently running his thumb on her shoulder.
“I still don’t get why you stay with me,” she said softly.
“Why wouldn’t I?”
“And I remember that fight, two-thirty am 'Cause everything was slipping right out of our hands I ran out, crying, and you followed me out into the street Braced myself for the goodbye, 'Cause that's all I've ever known Then, you took me by surprise
“I’d never leave you alone,”
He pressed a kiss against her head.
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prettybillycore · 2 years ago
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You’re Gorgeous, Doll || Billy Hargrove x Reader
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Pairing(s): Billy Hargrove x Plus Size!Wheeler!Reader; Minor Jonathan Byers x Nancy Wheeler
Universe: Stranger Things
Summary: Billy didn’t understand why you wouldn’t come to visit him at the pool so eventually, you agreed to go after some convincing from Nancy. The problem came from someone who you didn’t expect to be there; your mother. Billy sees her making you feel guilty about your weight, so he does the absolute most to shut down her fat shaming.
Rating: Teen
Word Count: 6.0k
Warnings: Fat Shaming, Body Confidence Issues, Possessive!Billy, Major Karen Wheeler Slander, Headcanon that Mrs. Wheeler has disordered eating. Minor Jonathan Slander if you squint.
A/N: the reader is gender neutral (neutral nicknames, outfits, pronouns, etc), the only thing that is not gender neutral is the style of bathing suit they wear later in the story. Mrs. Wheeler also treats the reader similarly to Nancy. I did my best to keep it gender-neutral tho!
Read it on A03 or here on Tumblr below the cut
Billy Hargrove was still learning how to be a good boyfriend. You appreciated all of his efforts to become a better person in general, but he definitely still had a ways to go. He loved you dearly, but he couldn’t always understand your insecurities. He wanted so badly to understand, but he would often become frustrated and not know what to say when you let your insecurities get the best of you. He saw you as one of the most beautiful people in the world and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t understand why you saw yourself as anything less. He would make a ‘tsk’ sound with his tongue and sigh when you would bring up anything about your weight insecurity. It’s not that he didn’t care, it’s that he could not, for the life of him, figure out why you were so sensitive about your weight. You knew the reason though, but you were afraid to tell him. 
You were Y/n Wheeler. You were born a year after your older sister Nancy, which also made you one year younger than Billy. Your sister had a few classes with Billy before you all got out for the summer and she did her best to treat him with kindness. She didn’t understand what you saw in him, but she respected your choices. Billy also did his best to be nice to her and (much more reluctantly) Steve and Jonathan. You loved your sister with your whole heart. You two had always been close. You taught Mike how to be a Dungeon Master and you were like the older sister of the whole party at this point. You were not super popular in school, but you had a good group of friends + Billy to keep you company. The only person in your life who you felt like was against you was your mother, Karen Wheeler.
You knew that she was the reason, deep down, for your insecurities about your appearance. Of course, over the years at school people had made comments about your weight, but between Nancy, Steve, and Billy, people your age had pretty much stopped bullying you entirely. None of them, of course, could stop your mother. Billy and Steve had no idea what your mother had been saying to you. Nancy knew, you two had grown up together, but she didn’t know how to stop your mother. She tried to step in, but your mother was never receptive to what she had to say. You appreciated the effort, but your mother’s words were getting to the point that you were starting to really question if you were good enough for Billy.
You would bring up the ladder to your boyfriend and he would just roll his eyes. “If you weren’t good enough for me, Sweetheart, I wouldn’t be dating you, simple. I think you’re the most perfect person in the world, so we’re dating. Don’t overthink it, just run away with me when we graduate, yeah? We’ll get married at a courthouse and buy a little place in California, somewhere on the water. We can bring whoever else wants to come, if it’ll make you happy.”
You would toss him a small smile and do your best to hide the tears that were welling up in your eyes. You would softly plunge your face into his chest when you realized you weren’t going to be able to stop yourself from crying. He would let out a deep sigh and close his eyes in frustration. Even so, he would still hug you back tightly and let you cry it out. His head would be resting on top of yours and his arms would keep you locked in place until he could feel your heart rate calm down. He knew that he had to be missing something. This insecurity ran deep. You had helped in through so many of the insecurities that Neil had caused him. He wondered why you weren’t comfortable enough to tell him who was causing you all this distress. He knew it was still happening, so he suspected someone in your family, but he couldn’t place who. The bullies of your past, Tommy and Jason, left you completely alone now, hell, they wouldn’t even look in your direction. He doubted your sister or little brother were causing you this much anguish, but he couldn’t decipher which of your parents would be saying hurtful things about your appearance to you. 
He eventually would pull away from the hug and rest one of his hands on your cheek. “If someone is being mean to you, you’d tell me right?”
You nodded. Your face was flushed and your eyes just looked so heavy. He could feel the defeat in your body and it absolutely broke his heart. “Yeah.”
He stepped back again and sat down on your bed. He would gesture for you to sit on his lap and you would always hesitate. He would gesture again, “You’re not gonna break me, Doll.”
  You would give in and straddle his waist, balancing yourself by wrapping your arms around his shoulders and putting your knees firmly on the bed. “I just get nervous that I’m gonna crush you.”
He chuckled. He knows that you’re serious, but he does his best to lighten the weight in your heart. “Sweetheart, I love every part of you. From your lips, to your stomach, to your hands, to your gorgeous, gorgeous thighs.” The palms of his hands were flat against your bear skin. Your shorts rode up when you sat down, leaving your thighs defenseless to his touch. He ran his hands up and down your skin. You leaned your forehead against his to keep yourself steady. 
“Billy…” You mumbled. It basically just fell out of your mouth. 
You were so close, that you could see the mix of lust, love, and adoration in his eyes. One of his hands stayed on your thigh, the other cupped your face. Your breath hitched. He sucked in a breath and you could basically see his eyes rolling into the back of his head. “You are literally a god(dess). My god(dess).”
He pulled your lips to his and your thoughts started to fuzzy. Your hands started to pull at the hair at the base of his neck. “I love you, Billy.” It was a whisper between kisses.
He smiled into your kiss, though you could tell he was doing his best to hold back a groan. “I love you too, Y/n. You are my home.”
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Billy did everything he could to give you the world and raise your confidence, but something your mom did/said would always ruin it. She would bring you back from the high that Billy gave you and make you feel like you were a little kid again. A little kid who had no say in anything again. She counted her calories the best she could for every meal, and she taught Nancy and you to do the same thing. She never tried to teach Mike; he was a boy and got to eat almost anything he wanted to ‘grow big and strong.’ You and Nancy were forced to follow your mother’s ways in your pre-teen and early teen years. Nancy was doing her best to get away from it, as were. You just had a different genetic makeup, and different medications, and your body just had a different shape than your sister and mother. Nancy never made you feel bad about that. She would offer to do your makeup and would go clothes shopping with you if you needed moral support. She had even gotten Steve and/or Jonathan to join in on it a few times. The first time she started to see good in Billy is when you dragged him shopping with you two. He treated you like royalty the entire time and Nancy was happy that you had a partner who lifted you up; since you still had a mom that carried you down. 
Since you started dating Billy, you were getting more confident. It was the little things– wearing one of his shirts to school as a tight crop top with a jacket over it, wearing colors of eye shadow your mother said brought out the roundness of your face, and letting yourself enjoy lunch periods again. Billy had his hand pressed against the small of your back, skin completely exposed by his shirt and his eyes, again full of love and lust at how beautiful he thought you looked. However, not even he could get you to wear a swimsuit. You two hadn’t seen each other stripped that far down yet because you weren’t there yet, and he respected that entirely. He had one problem though; you refused to come to visit him at the pool for longer than a few minutes. Your family was at the Hawkins pool all the time this summer. He saw your little brother and your mother all the time there. Your sister even was there with some of your other friends sometimes. Billy asked Nancy why you didn’t come, in a joking manner, of course. He thought you were just coming in your own car or something. Nancy’s response made him more annoyed and confused though. “They’re not coming. They don’t do pools.”
Every time you stopped by the pool, you were fully clothed and sat with Billy in the office while he was on his lunch breaks. He was completely respectful of the fact that you weren’t ready to have sex, but he was dying to spend more time with you this summer. He was missing you terribly now that he had this job. If you brought all the little shitheads to the pool a few times a week he would be able to spend more time with you; plus he thought you would look so cute in a swimsuit; hair slicked back while playing Marco polo with the party. He wanted to see it so badly, but every time he asked about you bringing the party to the pool for the day, you would just shake your head and change the subject. 
One day, when Nancy was there with Jonathan and a few other friends, Billy approached them when it was his turn to head out onto the pool deck. Heather eyed him curiously as she made her way inside, but she didn’t say anything. “Wheeler,” he called. 
Nancy quirked her eyebrow at the young lifeguard. Jonathan scooted a little closer to her on their shared beach chair, which didn’t go unnoticed by Billy. Though, he chose to ignore the older Byers brother, whatever he was thinking wasn’t of importance to Billy right now. “What can I do for you, Hargrove?”
“I think you know,” he said with a slick smile. Though it soon faded when Nancy shook her head. 
“She’s not gonna come here Billy, not in a suit. Probably not even with a T-shirt over one.”
Billy grumbled and swayed a bit. “Do you know why? I thought their confidence was getting better. I want them to be able to enjoy the one summer activity this shitty town has to offer– plus I’m missing them like hell right now.”
Nancy smiled at him and Jonathan watched the interaction with a puzzled expression. “I will try to convince them to come. Are you working tomorrow?”
He nodded. “Yeah, I’m on all afternoon.”
“I can’t guarantee that they will bend, but I will try. I’m in charge of giving the party something to do tomorrow and I told them we were going to come here. They haven’t come much this summer because they’re all kinda nerdy and the indoorsy types. Us older siblings are trying to get them all to go out more,” she said, briefly turning her attention to Jonathan.
“I appreciate it Nanc, really. And like, I don’t want them to feel super pressured. I would just like if they stay for a while, even if they decide they aren’t ready to swim, just be here while I’m trapped here.”
Nancy’s smile grew wider. “I never expected you to be so good for them, Billy, but I am really glad that you are. You help them more than you realize, I think.”
Billy felt his heart soften. “I know that people in this day and age can be really shitty to each other about their looks. I see Y/n for who they are on the inside; a fucking angel really and they have the looks to match. I’ve never been able to figure out who the fuck made them feel so shit for their weight, but if I figure it out, I will kick their ass.” 
Nancy could see his jaw lock. He was staring toward the ground as he spoke. She knew it was a lot for him to be genuine with someone other than you. “You really are doing so much more for them than you realize, I’ll talk to them about it tonight.”
“Thank you, Wheeler. Have a good day here at the pool.” He gave Jonathan a bit of a stare down. He didn’t know what it was, but there was something that Billy didn’t like about Jonathan. He did his best to be nice to him for your sake though. “You too, Byers.” 
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Nancy was nervous to talk to you, but she thought you might come if she expressed to you what Billy had said. She knew that you sometimes wondered, out of insecurity– not out of reason, if you were good enough for Billy. She knew that you questioned if you were worth Billy Hargrove’s time. She also knew though, that Billy was completely in love with you and she just had to figure out how to make you see that for certain. She knocked on your door after she arrived home from the pool and changed into some dry clothes. “Come in– oh hey Nanc! How was your day?”
She tossed you a smile, but you could sense her nerves as she shut the door. You shut the book you were reading and pulled off your headphones. You had been listening to a mixtape in your walkman and vibing by yourself for the evening. There were way fewer family dinners during the summertime because everyone’s schedules were so different and you both were honestly thankful for that. “I had a great day. You know everything has been so stressful and all; it was nice to just go to the pool and relax. In fact, I’m taking all the kids tomorrow for a pool day. You should join us.” You went to say something, but she put her hand up. “Wait wait wait, before you say no. I wanna tell you what Billy said today when Jonathan and I were out there.”
“Alright?”
“Have you ever told him about mom?”
“About mom?” you asked.
Nancy gave you that look. “You know what I’m talking about.” She sat at the edge of your bed. She was staring at you. It felt like she was trying to stare through your soul. 
“The things she says about my body? About food? About my clothes? No, I haven’t. It’s not that I won’t tell him or anything, it’s just that I’m nervous too. He’s receptive to me being insecure about things, but I think it annoys him or makes him anxious when I talk about it too much. Like he sees me a certain way and can’t see why I don’t see myself that way. I know it’s partly because I haven’t told him about mom, but I also just think he wants the change in mindset to happen quicker than I am capable of.”
“He doesn’t want to push you, Y/n, trust me. Neither do I. You don’t have to talk to him about any of that if you aren’t ready. I just–”
“Then what is this about?” Your tone was a little snappy, but Nancy ignored it. She knew it was because you were getting anxious.
“Billy is totally head over heels in love with you, Y/n, just the way you are. I didn’t understand what you saw in him when you first introduced him to the family, but I really think I understand now. He’s still an asshole, but he’s learning and he thinks the world of you. I know your brain sometimes gets in the way of you seeing that, but trust me, as your sister I want what’s best for you, and Billy Hargrove, shockingly, seems to be just that.” You furrowed your eyebrows and she continued to speak. “You remember that bathing suit we bought you last fall when they were all on sale because they were going out of season?”
“Yeah, the teal one with the side cutouts?”
“Yeah, that one! You should come with me and the party to the pool tomorrow and wear it. Before you say no, I promised Billy I would ask you to come. He came up to me today and basically begged me to get you to come to the pool with us. He’s missing you a lot since he started his job. You know everything that happened with the mall; we almost lost the Byers family, we almost lost him, and Steve and Robin! He just wishes he could spend more time with you and I’m sure now that he’s pretty much back to healed his dad is making him work. I think he’s still feeling the effects of that near-death experience, you know? He said that he wished you could enjoy the pool as we do in the summer. He also said he didn’t care if you just decided to wear normal clothes and sat on the deck with me all day. He just wants to see you.”
You felt your heart swell. You weren’t going to cry at that moment, but you could totally see yourself crying later when it was time to head to bed and Nancy was gone. Billy was brash, stern, and easily annoyed, but the fact that he shared how he was feeling with Nancy told you that this meant a lot to him. He genuinely was missing you and wanted to spend a day at the pool so he could see you more. The thought was precious to you. You were incredibly nervous about going to the pool because you knew that there was a chance that your mom was going to show up at some point (as she and the other local moms often just appeared there in the later afternoons), but you pushed that feeling down deep. You did your best to shove it inside the deepest cavity of your chest and lock it in there. “Alright, Nancy. I’ll go with you and the party tomorrow. I’m not sure I’ll wear a suit, but I’ll go to the pool.”
She smiled brightly and threw her arms around you in a tight, lopsided hug. “I’m so glad you’re gonna come with us! Wear whatever you are gonna be most comfortable in, Y/n. I’m sure Billy will just be happy to see you there.”
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You woke up the next more to your stomach being tied in a knot. You knew it was from your nerves, but shit, you didn’t expect it to be as bad as it was. You ended up staying in your room for the most part until the early afternoon so you could give yourself a chance to relax before going to the pool. Nancy didn’t bother you, and shockingly neither did your mother. Nancy only knocked on your door about 30 minutes before you were supposed to leave so she could make sure you knew it was time to get ready.
You pulled yourself from your cocoon of blankets and reached into the darkest part of your closet. You felt the bathing suit material squish in your hand and you almost grimaced. It was crumpled up for almost a year, but it looked perfectly fine when you pulled it out. It was the beautiful shade of teal that you remembered it to be. The cutouts on each side ran from under bust height down to the curve of your hips. They were broken up by bathing suit strings that crossed over the gaps. It was so cute, but you were absolutely terrified. 
You took a deep breath before putting it on. It fit you perfectly. You looked in your bathroom mirror and you were honestly surprised by how much you liked the shape on your figure. It made you feel confident in the shape of your different body parts; much like Billy, it made your parts feel like they were meant to make up the whole you. You took another deep breath before deciding to pull an oversized men’s romantics shirt over your head. Billy always seemed to like it on you. It was one of the few shirts that you felt confident in. It was missing the top part of the collar ( you had cut it out a long time ago) so it showed a little more skin than the average T-shirt, but it also was loose around your hips. It looked super cute, in your opinion, with a pair of denim shorts pulled under it. You pulled your favorite pair of shorts on to finish off your bathing suit cover-up look and you checked yourself in the mirror one more time. Your hair was resting a little wildly today, but you decided not to worry about it too much; you were going to the pool after all. The shorts were just barely peaking out from under the bottom hem of the shirt and you felt pretty good about yourself. You weren’t sure if you would have the confidence to take off this overlayer, but you knew that would be okay. You were just excited to surprise visit your boyfriend and spend some time with the collective of younger teens that you inherited from Steve while he was working at Scoops Ahoy. 
Nancy and the party were all excited when you came down the stairs. Dustin and Max seemed the most excited out of all of them though. Dustin had become a fan of you because of your amazing DMing skills, but as he got older, he’s just become such a sweetheart. When he started high school you were 100% going to have Billy help you look out for him. Asshats like Jason and Tommy would surely try to target him. 
Max and you had a special bond. She told you once, prior to the incident at the mall, that she thought of you as an older sister. You knew her and Billy had issues; you accidentally became a mediator for the siblings pretty soon into your relationship. Things had gotten a lot more stable since Billy returned home from the hospital, between your help and the discovery of monsters, he seemed pretty keen on turning his life around. Max was grateful that you were helping him become a better person. You both knew Neil wouldn’t let him receive the therapy he needed. This was the best you could do for now. 
She ran up and gave you a hug. It had been a while since you had seen her. You were both healed from your injuries at this point and you thought she looked fantastic for everything you all had been through. The whole party, even Will and El, seemed to be looking bright today. “Damn, you’re all really excited about the pool, huh?”
Some of them nodded, and some of them shrugged. “I think we’re excited to play pool games with you and Nancy like we did when we were kids.” 
Dustin’s comment made you actually kind of want to get into the pool if you were honest with yourself. “Well, we can’t play games here. Everyone pick a car; Jonathan’s or mine and we’ll get going!”
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It was a struggle trying to get everyone into two cars, but you all managed to make it work for the short ride to Hawkins Pool. You were filling up with anxiety as everyone made their way toward either the locker rooms or the pool deck. It was getting close to time. “Well if it isn’t the love of my life.” 
Billy approached you from the locker room exit. His expression alerted you that he was excited to see you and also surprised. His eyes trailed up and down your figure before he placed his hands on your hips and leaned in for a kiss. “So Nancy was able to convince you, huh Doll?”
You wrapped your arms around his neck and gave him a kiss on the cheek. “Well, it was actually what you told her yesterday that made me want to come. I miss you too Billy. I never thought I would say this, but fuck I miss school. I can’t wait until we are back and I’m with you for every second I can be.”
His face was plastered with a grin. He placed a deep kiss on your lips; it was so passionate it was almost bruising. His fingers were playing with the bathing suit strings of your suit through the fabric of your shirt. “Doll, I am so glad you are here. Just you being here makes this place a thousand times better. Why don’t you join Nancy, Byers, and the rugrats in the pool and I’ll get you out when I have my lunch break.”
You sighed and thought about it for a moment. You looked over Billy’s shoulder and saw your sister, her boyfriend, and all of the party playing toward the entrance to the pool. They were splashing each other and laughing. It was scary, but you would be in the water most of the time today anyway, you might as well hop in and have some fun since everyone you came with had gotten in. It was pretty blistering out just to sit on the sidelines. You eventually nodded to him and kissed his nose. He blinked in surprise, which he did every time you kissed his nose, and you giggled. You stepped out of his grasp and pulled the romantics' shirt over your head. When your eyes met Billy’s again, he’s flicking his tongue and shaking his head. “What?”
He set his hands on your hips again and pulled you even closer than he had before. “You are so so hot. You’re gorgeous, Doll. I mean it.” 
You pulled back enough that you could see his face. You could see it in his expression, Nancy was right; he was completely enamored with you; stretchmarks, cellulite, rolls, and all. 
You didn’t understand it. You couldn’t see past all the things your mother had picked on you for, but somehow it went right through for Billy. “When we first met, did you think the same thing?”
Billy’s face became confused. When you first met Billy, it was his first day at Hawkins High. Some of the girls in your grade were laughing at your appearance as you were walking by them in the hall. Billy heard what one of them said as he was walking in the same direction as you. You had heard them too, but you had decided to ignore them. Billy wasn’t sure why, but he was incredibly bothered by the comment. Your eyes briefly met and he could see your sadness even though you didn’t say anything. It wasn’t usually like him, at the time, to protect people he didn’t know. He kept his circle big, but everyone in his circle was at an arm’s length. “Hey!” he barked. The girls all jumped out of their skin and your head snapped to look toward him. He could feel all eyes on him. He realized, in that moment, that you were considered one of the school’s punching bags and he wanted to change that. “Leave them alone. Focus on your fuckin’ selves before you go commenting on other people’s shit.” The words were vile; they came out of his throat with the burn of venom. The girls all shrank and quickly began moving in the other direction. They were whispering about how he was a dick, but he didn’t care. He looked toward you.
Your eyes were alight with fear and wonder. He’ll never forget how you looked that day; flared blue jeans, a metallic shirt– tucked in, combat boots, and men’s flannel hung loosely around your shoulders. Your ears were pierced and you were wearing some kind of all-black necklace. He could tell you were heavier, but he thought you looked adorable nonetheless. Your weight never stopped him from thinking you were just about the cutest person he had ever seen. “Uh… thanks-”
“Billy, Billy Hargrove.” 
“Thanks, Billy Hargrove.”
“No problem, Doll. I’ll walk you to class if you’d like. I don’t really give a shit if I’m late to mine.”
You smiled a bit. His heart almost melted entirely on the spot. “That would be nice.”
“Darlin’,” he said, his tone almost scolding. His hands were on your cheeks, “Never question how I feel about you. I have had my eyes on you since that day and nothing anyone says is gonna change that. When I say I think you’re gorgeous, Doll, I really do mean it with everything I’ve got.”
You folded into his chest. Your arms squeezed him tightly around his middle. His hands found their place on the back of your head and on your lower back. He gave you a tight squeeze in return. “I love you so much, Billy. You make me feel so much better about myself and if my opinion matters at all. You are the hottest man I’ve ever seen and I feel incredibly lucky to call you my boyfriend.”
It was all said in a mumble against his chest, but he heard every word. Each one vibrated his skin slightly and honestly, it was the first time he ever felt like happy crying. He pulled air through his nose harshly and smiled down at you as he backed out of the hug. “I love you too, Sweetheart. I have to get to my post before Heather comes for my ass, but we will talk about this later.”
“Sounds like a plan, I’ll see you on your lunch break.” He planted one last kiss on your lips before turning away from you. 
What neither of you saw coming was what happened next. Billy only made it around the corner before he heard your mother’s stern voice. Every word made him cringe. “Y/n Wheeler! Put that shirt back on. You don’t need to just be in a bathing suit. There’s too much showing. You can swim with that shirt on; it’s old and unbecoming anyways.”
You spun around to face her, your skin was hot and you felt like you were crumbling under her gaze. Her friends were whispering to each other while she was staring at you sternly. Her hands were resting on her hips as she and all of her friends were wearing just bathing suits. Of course, they all had similar figures though. Their figures matched their fatphobic ideals. “Mom please–” Your voice came out smaller than expected. It cracked under the pressure. 
“No ‘mom-ing’ me. You can’t just walk around like that. You have too much weight on your bones for that. Where did you even get that suit? It’s hideous.” she paused for a moment. You knew she wanted you to put the shirt back on so the conversation could be over with, but you were completely frozen and mortified. Some of the other patrons at the pool were starting to notice the situation. 
“I–”
“Don’t argue now, I am your mother.”
That was the moment Billy snapped. He came flying back around the corner and placed his arm around your middle. He rested it on your hip and basically lodged himself into your side. He wanted you to know that he was right there and he was not going to back down from this situation. He had always been civil with your mother, even through her attempts to flirt with him. This he could not be civil about, he just knew that this is what you had been hiding. Mrs. Wheeler wanted people to like her and if she had known that Billy was in earshot, he doubted that she would have said anything at all out loud. “Suddenly, the self-loathing makes sense,” he started. He was staring down your mother. You were watching his face from beside him. You could see the pain and anger in his expression. “All the time Y/n asks for reassurance, and now I finally understand why. You say shit like that all the time, don’t you Mrs. Wheeler?”
“Billy. I didn’t see you th–”
“No, you didn’t. I was on the way back to my post when I heard you harassing my Y/n. I am not going to let you talk to other guests of the pool like that, especially your own kids. You need to take a big fucking look at yourself, Mrs. Wheeler. How could you put your child down like that? I constantly have to remind Y/n that they are worthy of love and attention, despite their looks of all things, and now I know it’s because of how you treat them. Don’t try to force your kids to look or dress a certain way; you’re not going to get your way, you’re just going to make them less confident in their appearance. I will tell them every day that they are beautiful if it means eventually they will start to believe it. Jonathan does the same sort of thing for Nancy. Fuck, I will spend the rest of my life trying to convince Y/n that they are gorgeous as I see them, but Y/n, Nancy, Jonathan, and I should not be responsible for undoing years of trauma, the trauma that is completely on you, by the way, if you couldn’t tell by the anger in my voice.”
Your mother was completely stunned and so were her friends. Billy Hargrove had put your mom in her place, something no one had ever done for you. You knew that she had to be pissed, but you really didn’t care. Billy just made you feel so loved at that moment that nothing else really mattered to you. “I… I had no idea that–”
“Bullshit,” Billy didn’t let her finish her thought. “All of you, out of my pool. Hawkins Pool is a safe place, and you aren’t allowed to be in it when you talk to your kids like that.”
You looked toward your mom. She looked like she wanted to fire back, but one of her friends placed a hand on her shoulder and told her to give it up. They all liked Billy, they were going to fight with him about being banned from the people. They knew if Karen kept trying she was going to get them banned for life. “I… I don’t– thank you, Billy.”
He kissed your temple though you could tell his attention was still focused on making sure your mother left the pool grounds. “Doll, if she ever says anything like that again, you tell me and we will share plenty more words that she won’t like.”
You smiled up at him. “You really are in love with me, aren’t you?”
He rolled his eyes and grabbed your chin. “Again, Doll, never doubt my feelings for you.”
End :)
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bucky-munson · 2 years ago
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What's Hidden in the Shadows | 1
Summary: Bullies are everywhere. They manifest as a group of jocks at school who think you're fat and want to make sure you know. Sometimes they even manifest as your own father. But can they manifest as the love of your life? No probably not.
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7
Words: 1.4k
Pairing: Billy Hargrove x Plus Sized!GN!Reader ; Surprise X Plus Sized!GN!Reader later on ;)
Warnings: Bullying, fat-shaming, abuse, blood, swearing and toxic mean ass Billy of course
a.n: THIS IS MY FIRST TIME WRITING FOR ST. I'm so nervous. Also this is gonna be a multi-part series! shamelessly regular old Hawkins though, I'm just pretending everyone is alive and there's no monsters or upside down lol
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The optimistic thought creeps in every weekday when the final bell rings precisely at three o’clock. Maybe I’ll get out without anyone noticing. And yet, when the loud, boisterous voices of the boys at the end of the hallway meet your ears, you know it won’t be true. 
“Aww there they are! Still brave enough to keep showing up I see,” the blonde calls out, putting his arm in front of the door to prevent you from running. It wasn’t worth the trouble to try and push through though, you’d learned that early on. Putting your hands anywhere on him, Billy Hargrove, was just extra fire to the beating you’d receive. 
“Billy, please.. The buses are gonna leave–”
“And what? You think I give a shit if you make it to the bus? Not my fault you’re so poor you have to ride those shitstains,”
You knew the words would fall on uncaring ears, but it didn’t keep you from trying; praying that he’d give up and find someone else to push around. That’s when a pair of hands tightly gripped your shoulders from the back, too firm to be of any help. But before you had a chance to brace, you met the cold tile of the school floor; the bookbag stripped from your back and tossed to the side. Tensing up instinctively, you expected the impact from their shoes to hit quickly after but a voice suddenly called out.
“Boys! What is happening?” The angel called out. You looked up to see the face of the nearby Ms. O’Donell as the boys scramble to try and pick you back up and return your bag, mumbling excuses as to why you were on the floor. But leave it to smooth Billy to cover their asses.
“They fell, probably slipped over their laces, we were just helping them up, right?” He explains with a smug smile creeping across his features. 
“Right?”
You already knew better than to say anything out of line so with a quick nod, the teacher simply shrugged and motioned for you all to continue out the door. Before she could turn her back though, you were fleeing, using her watchful eye as a way to escape the boys. Stopping wasn’t an option until you made it onto the bus and sat with a huff, trying to catch your breath beside your seatmate. Another student from the same run down neighborhood who just gave you a sympathetic and knowing pat on the shoulder. 
Even while trying to finish the jumbled up math problems assigned for homework, the thoughts of an escape crept in. 
There had to be a way, right? 
A back exit they wouldn’t anticipate, maybe you could slip out and make it to the front instead of just walking into them head on? 
Groaning in frustration, you just push the book away from you, unable to maintain focus enough to do more than the same problem over and over.  
“Are you done lazing around, you little shit? Where’s dinner?” Your father’s voice calls out, banging loudly on your door. With a quick look over at the clock you sigh, realizing it was already six, thirty minutes passed when you had convinced him to let you study till… Thirty minutes that you should have been cooking. Knowing better than to prolong the inevitable though, you start off the mattress you had been sitting on and make your way to the door, opening it quickly.
“I’m sorry, sir, I was finishing up my homework and-”
That's when the impact hits you, not unusual but usually more provoked than this. Stumbling backwards, you grab your mouth and look up at him incredulously. 
“You think I care about your excuses? I told you when I expected dinner and you’re still in here laying around, now clean up, get out here and fix me something. Or do you want to be out on the streets like I put your mother?” He spits, tilting his head as he leans closer to you, anticipating an answer. You simply shake your head quickly and rush past him to the bathroom, blood slightly pooling into your hand. Upon assessing the damage in the mirror though, you figure it could be worse. A busted lip isn’t much compared to other injuries you’ve sustained, so maybe you should count yourself lucky this time.
Even though he typically isn’t so trigger happy on face shots, saying that those “draw the most attention.”
The steps of his boots down the hallway give you enough relief to turn on the water, quickly brushing some against the skin of your chin to clean off the blood there before grabbing the first aid kit you kept in the medicine cabinet. With a quick swipe of the antibacterial ointment and a rinse of your hands, you make your way to the kitchen, hoping there was a quick resolution to the dinner problem so you could eat and escape back to your room. 
Spaghetti isn’t glamorous but it is satisfying enough that he quickly eats his fill and makes his way back to his recliner, content to drink himself to sleep. A few dishes are done and then you feel safe enough to leave, turning off the light to the living room when you hear the soft snores from the body facing the television. Your door clicks softly when you close it, finally feeling all of the emotions of the day rain down on you. Sobs rock through your body, almost impossible to keep quiet, but you manage with the help of the flattened pillow on your bed.
Was this it?
Were you destined to be the world’s punching bag until you make it out of the hellhole known as Hawkins?
The heavy darkness of sleep finally falls over you as you listen to the soft riffs of someone playing their guitar in the trailer park. 
Glancing up at the clock on the wall of the cafeteria, you give a silent plea.
Just give me 20 more minutes please…
But alas, it was of no use when the bell signaling the end of lunch rings, everyone standing almost on cue. Barb gives you a bright smile as she closes the book she’s currently half way through. If there was a God at least he gave you her, you think, the best friend anyone could ask for. 
“I’ll catch you in English right?” She asks and you offer a quick nod and smile, the sting of the wound on your lip suddenly reminds you of its presence causing you to wince. She sees the motion but knows better than to ask so with a soft rub of your arm she’s off, meeting up with Nancy before merging into the crowd. You fling the bag over your shoulder before joining the mess of students funneling into the hallway, keeping your head down and simply trying to make it to your locker. 
“Damn, looks like someone got to you before I did,” a voice laughs, appearing behind you as you dig for your math book. You don’t even have to turn before replying, the dread already creeping up the back of your neck.
“What do you want? More answers to the math homework, Billy? I didn’t get it done, so I guess we both take a zero,” you grumble, some sense of bravery in your words because honestly, it couldn’t get much worse. He can’t help but raise his eyebrows in shock before the anger resurfaces in his expression as he grabs your arm to force you to turn and look at him. 
“What did you say to me, lard ass? Did you forget who you’re talking to? All I want is to know which of the basketball team I need to shake hands with for that fucked up lip you have, bout time someone actually did some damage. Not that you could look much worse than you do regularly.” His words come out a lot deeper and he leans even closer to your face, studying your expression for the fear he’s trying to cause. As the cigarette smell invades your senses, a feeling of apathy washes over you. 
“You know, my dad isn’t on the basketball team but I’m sure he’d love to shake your hand, you two have so much in common,” you spit back at him, pushing him away from you as something changes in his eyes.
His steps stutter and he can’t find his words as you slam the locker shut, quickly rushing off before he gets his hands on you again. That push definitely spelling the end for you when he does find you again. But he can’t do anything other than watch you morph into the crowd, his heart pounding at the unknown revelation.
Your.. Dad?
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