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Full Name: Bora Demirci (birthname), Bora Winters (adopted name).
Nicknames: Bo, Bear.
Pronouns and Gender: He/Him, cis man.
Birthday: September 10th, 1987.
Birth place: Istanbul, Turkey.
How long have they been in town?: 30 years (with some gaps).
Sexuality: Bisexual.
Housing: Aurora Bay Drive.
Occupation: Owner of Oasis night club.
Family: Adrien Winters (adoptive father).
tw domestic abuse, parental death, childhood ptsd, bigamy // @aurorabayaesthetic
BIO.
born in istanbul, turkey.
only child of emre and defne demirci.
his earliest memories of birth parents are clouded with fear, a combination of transference from his mother and genuine terror at his father's temper.
the increasingly tense situation at home was what caused his mother to flee her home country and seek to start a new life with her son far away from him.
bo was five when they eventually landed in aurora bay, where defne became fast friends with ella and adrien winters.
his already shaky world was flipped on it's axis once again at the age of 6 when his mother passed away suddenly in the night. bo was the one to find her in her bed and to this day he can still recall how cold her hands were.
the details of her death aren't known to him even as an adult, which was a choice he made to protect himself from something he's not sure he'll ever be ready to know.
with his life in upheaval and the possibility of his father being sought out as his remaining parent, he was lucky that adrien and ella stepped in to take him in and look after him in the immediate weeks following his mother's death.
he was 7 when they officially adopted him.
when he turned 18 he took on winters as a last name to honour the man who raised him rather than carry the name of the man who wasn't and never would be a part of his life again.
wasn't a troubled teen by any means but he did like to party and that carried on through his early twenties and into adulthood.
included in that was a stupid drunken marriage in vegas when he was 21, which he intended to get annulled and didn't because avoiding a problem is far simpler than dealing with it.
took five years to complete a degree in finance but eventually got it at 23.
moved to new york at 25 to put it to use and eventually began working as a stockbroker.
found he had a talent for it and built a client base fast.
crossed paths with juliet harkness at 28. the pair of them fell for each other hard and fast and ended up "married" by the time he was 30.
unbeknownst to juliet their marriage isn't valid because bo never had his first marriage annulled. messy.
the pair of them tried for children for over a year before their relationship broke down incomparably. any hope for reconciliation were dashed for hi after she left and he found birth control that she was secretly taking while they were trying.
moved back to aurora bay full time at 31 and has been there ever since.
worked remotely for a couple of years before deciding his life and his occupation needed a soft reboot and decided to invest his savings.
he bought a place in seabrook quarter that he rents out and oasis nightclub where he's a very present boss.
can often be found there making sure things are running smoothly.
may indulge in a shot or two in the right company.
PERSONALITY.
+ confident, persistent, diplomatic.
- dishonest, impulsive, cold.
FUN ADJACENT FACTS.
bear is a nickname that was used by both his moms.
bigamist on paper!!! rip, dumbass.
can speak fluent turkish and can understand it though his written skills are a little rusty from lack of practice.
big music fan, can be fussy over what's played in oasis.
likes to innovate, is always ear to the ground to try and sus ideas on how to make the club more appealing and generate business.
dave ramsey superfan.
CURRENT CONNECTIONS.
adopted son of @adrien-winters (no longer in game but still canon)
boss of @lorelailewis, @ulyflynn, @callme-harris, @sebitorres, @fxckaubreycarson & @xoimani
former fling of @jordanmitchell
(technically still) husband of @rominacortez
friend of @greengideon
complicated with @cherryxkoch
former hook up of / sold house out from under @tillycai
former fling / employer of @valentinahq
step-sibling adjacent of @dancingdanvers
cousin of @alaraxdemir
non-legal husband / co-habitating not by choice with @selindogn
SPECIFIC WANTED CONNECTIONS.
his vegas wifey from when he was 21. heavy plotting will be required for this, but can for sure be juicy bc the echoes of it have caused a lot of carnage in his life rip.
his employees always. bants on bants.
his seabrook tenants! (1-2 ppl max) could be very fun to plot.
GENERIC WANTED CONNECTIONS.
connections wise he’s pretty much an open book right now, but some baseline ideas that can be springboarded off are:
friendly.
a best friend / ride or dies / close friends / childhood friends / pseudo-siblings / friends / drunk friends / new friends / former roommates / people he knew from college / people he met on his travels / people from his new york days / employees.
romantic
flirtationship / friends with benefits / one time hook ups / tinder matches / unrequited crush (can be either way) / exes from high school / exes from his twenties / exes from his thirties / exes on good terms.
antagonistic.
enemies / former (best) friends / exes on bad terms / frenemies / rivals / negative influence / former employees who think he's an asshole (bc he can be) / folks from his early days in nyc who's money he lost on risky investments.
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Gen 8 - Part 2
Windenburg (New Sixam Empire)
New Sixam Royal Family
So far, the royal family of Windenburg has not only enjoyed their fabulous wealth and prosperity, but ensured that all of Windenburg had their own wealth and prosperity as well. This would make a class divide problem, if anyone in Windenburg called itself poor. And while book wise and well educated, the youth of Windenburg know very little about the world outside of their empire. So Windenburg has become known as the kingdom of the “young, dumb and stupid.” But hopefully the next generation of royals can change this image.
King Kolt III still reigns in power, along side his husband and First Queen, Anzai Uchibayashi. Their first born son, Crown Prince Kolt IV is shaping up to be a smart, empathetic King when he takes the throne, and his partner and First Regent, Riyan Hakzar, is a war hero who not only lead the successful reclamation of Strangerville a decade ago, but also beat back the First Invasion of Gen 8. Windenburg’s power will only grow stronger in the coming years, but it only appears so on the surface, and it’s possible that controversy could come knocking at any time.
(from top left to right) First Queen Anzai Uchibayashi, King Kolt Seindu-Beerloith III, First Regent Riyan Hakzar (Rulling General: Strangerville), Crown Prince Kolt Seindu-Beerloith IV
(from bottom left to right) Gilden (servo), Prince-herald Yan Beerloith, Crown Prince Kolt Seindu V
First Love, Second Queen
As teenagers, Crown Prince Kolt IV and Princess-honorary Shino Kani fell hopelessly in love. So in love, that Kolt wanted to make Shino his First Queen. But politics, popularity and royal duties dictated that Kolt HAD to marry General Riyan first and make them his “First Queen” at the time. Shino had threatened to leave Kolt if he didn’t make her the First Queen, but it fell through as the two were married anyway, and Shino Kani-Beerloith was made the Second Queen of Windenburg.
Shino has been barely able to hold back her rage at being slighted. When Shino had her first child, it was a boy that she quickly named Kolt Seindu-Beerloith V, and refused to change it. Since Kolt and Riyan’s first born son was born first, Shino’s child did not have initial rights to the throne. The confusion in identity was going to become apparent to the public, so Kolt calls his and Shino’s son “King” or “Cesar” rather than his birth name, which has stuck, much to further Shino’s rage. She’s determined to be First Queen to her true love, and for her son to take the throne, but how far will she go to make that so?
(from top left to right) Second Queen Shino Kani-Beerloith, Nurse (servo)
(bottom) Prince-herald Cesar Kani-Beerloith (aka Prince Kolt Seindu-Beerloith V)
Check And Mate
After nearly decades of “will they, won’t they,” the chess world’s two professional players and advisors finally decided to marry and combine families. Prince Coltin Qets-Beerloith (Windenburg chess champion) and Makelo McClure (Sulani chess champion) enjoyed a friendly rivalry since chess matches replaced aggressive diplomacy and wars, and enjoyed a friendship outside of tournaments. Finding they were so compatible together in their old age, and with chess no longer completely serving as diplomatic efforts, they married in Sulani and combined their families, as well as adding a science baby last year. The two are incredibly happy together, and are raising the next generation of chess champions in their bustling household.
(from top left to right) Prince Coltin Qets-Beerloith, Prince-conjoin Maleko McClure, Prince-honorary Laguna Norwood (adoption: Maleko Mcclure)
(bottom) Prince-herald Kyre Qets-Beerloith-McClure
Former Glory
Well, things certainly didn’t work out for former Princess-elect Iris Bongrin back in Henford-on-Bagley. After being cast from her throne AND castle, she and her family faced a life in the new Finchwich Nursing Home! Determined to not let that happen, she and her husband had been castle-surfing with sympathetic royals until they were allowed their own residence in Windenburg. Their oldest son decided to stay in Tartosa where he is getting a good business education, so the former royal couple live on the Crumbling Isle, far away from rumor spreading paparazzi.
But there may be some truth in the newer tabloids: the once ruling couple are not doing well in their relationship. It seems they even had another baby to try and mend their marriage and it only caused tensions to grow worse. Who knows what may happen to them, as non-ruling royals are completely allowed to divorce, but will Iris’s need for a good reputation keep that from happening? Only time, patience and understanding will tell.
(from top left to right) King-conjoin Roderock Vomnu-Bongrin (abdicated, Henford), Queen-elect Iris Bongrin (abdicated, Henford)
(bottom) Lord Antonio Bongrin
School Life
Education on the Crumbling Isle as well as in Windenburg in general had become better in quality after reforms by Princess Saedi Vranzeks, which is good news for not just the smaller royal family members, but all of Windenburg as well. Windenburg Prep continues to be the close-knit group of students in royal relations, but Vranzeks Academia on the mainland caters to all children born in Windenburg and the two institutions share their resources to better the next generation. Even so, the Crumbling Isle is still rather cut off from real life struggles of non-millionaires, so it’s up to the individual student to explore their world in their studies and be better prepared. The new generation of Windenburg royals looks to be a promising one.
(from top left to right) Prof. Manto (servo), Princess-honorary Serafina Andersons (adopted: Colten Qets-Beerloith), Prince-herald Magnus Kani
(from bottom left to right) Prince Armanis Alzail-Beerloith, Princess-herald Jenni Vranzeks
(from top left to right) Princess Saedi Vranzeks, Lady Candance Xesuvixes
(from bottom left to right) Prince Mauris Zilvu-Beerloith-Xesuvixes, Prince-herald Blake Vranzeks
Windenburg Life
Some find life in Windenburg to be quiet and peaceful, while others thrive in the nightly party scene. Art entrepreneurs Zakanagi Daisuke and Nayli Vranzeks continue to spread awareness of Komorebi art and install art museums across the world that appreciates them, and are massive names in the media as celebrity socialites. They rule both the calm, art-town day and the fast-paced opportunities of the night clubs and downtown bustle.
Meanwhile, Princess Adrianna works to preserve the beautiful woodlands just outside of Windenburg’s country living, and lives for it.
Lord Zakanagi Daisuke, Princess Nayli Vranzeks
Princess Adrianna Beerloith
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Shocking News from Windenburg
Emperor Victor, who many believe can't do anything to surprise them anymore, has shocked the world over, once again...
...HIM has taken a considerably younger new wife!
Many people's first thoughts would be to wonder when he and his wife, Empress Agathe, had divorced, in order for him to jump so readily into this new marriage, but that would be the incorrect path of reasoning.
No, in an address to the people of Windenburg earlier today, Emperor Victor had this to say:
"My good people of Windenburg, I come to you today with joyous news. As I grew concerned over difficulties with my own line of succession- the pool of my male progeny growing ever smaller and the recent death of my daughter" (the first time HIM has ever mentioned the loss publicly) "I began to seek advise from the learned men of our great nation. I had many meetings with great lawmen pouring over Windenburgian law, and many more with the highest ranking clergymen, digging through church precident, to find a solution to ease my troubles- and we have found one! There is an ancient Windenburgian law that allows for a King to take multiple wives in order to shore up his succession. This law has been lost for many centuries, not needed and then forgotten. But now I am delighted to share with you to resurgence of this law, and my new wife!"
Yes, you heard that right, Emperor Victor has become a polygamist. He says later in his message to "not forget your loyalty to" his first wife, Empress Agathe, "who so diligently resides in Sulani to care for our infant granddaughter, Princess Edaline." But wishes his people to give a hearty welcome to his new wife, Queen Adelheid.
Queen Adelheid (not Empress, HIM reserves that title for his first wife) was formerly Lady Adelheid von Hollebein, the daughter of a Windenburgian Duke, who is the same age as the Emperor's son, Prince Jonas.
Many in Windenburg are unhappy with the Emperor for this decision. The people are deeply devoted to and love Empress Agathe, and are speculating that Emperor Victor has banished her to Sulani to marry a replacement. Many more are concerned for the new Queen Adelheid's well-being. Has she been coerced into this bigamous marriage with a significantly older man by the Emperor himself, or perhaps her parents? As of right now, we don't know. We can only hope the truth comes to light soon, and that all parties involved are safe.
#tw: war#tw:war#tw: polygamy#tw: bigamy#ts4#ivanov legacy#ts4 simblr#ts4 legacy#emperor victor#queen adelheid#lady adelheid
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A part two for the scar on your palm please 🥺 i must know how aemond announces it, the drama the detail all of if i must know!
But really if you do make a part 2 I appreciate your time and effort! It means a lot! Your writing is fantastic!
Lol I got super carried away with this one XD I hope you like it though!!! I'm so happy you wanted a part two!!!! <3
TW: Death, abusive language, reader's father is physically abusive, but it's short
The Scar on Your Palm pt. 2
You stood beside Aemond as he stared but his and your father down.
“Father, Lord y/n, I know there is a betrothal set for Lady y/n, but it cannot be honored.”
Both men looked at him, his father speaking first. “And why is that?”
Aemond held up yours and his scarred palms. “At the age of ten and six, we were married in Valyrian tradition. To force her to marry another would be bigamy.”
Your father’s face was a canvas painted with a multitude of emotions, and his eyes darted to the king.
Aemond dropped your hand, and switched to holding your hand behind your backs, squeezing it to reassure you.
He showed no sign of fear, but you? You were terrified. How were you to know that ceremony was binding? It was all in High Valyrian a language at that time you struggled to grasp. It was not that you did not want to be married to Aemond, but you feared what your father would do.
“You mean to tell me you have married the Lady y/n without anyone’s permission and have merely let us all run around like fools for years searching to find you both matches?” King Viserys said, his eyes hard, his tone less so—sounding almost entertained.
“Yes father. Y/N and I are bound by Valarian tradition, and we have consummated our marriage many times over.” Aemond said, his head held high, voice steady.
Your own head hung in shame, why oh, why did he have to say many times over? It was prudent enough to say their marriage had been consummated and be done with it.
“Y/N is this true?” Your father asked.
You stepped forward, releasing Aemond’s hand and addressing your father. “Yes, it is, and I am so sorry father, I did not know that—”
“You did not know that sullying your virtue with a prince would still make it impossible for you to marry? That binding yourself in some outdated ritual was not an excuse to throw yourself at the nearest man?” His voice was angry and raising in volume.
“Now, Lord y/l/n, there is no need to shout.” King Viserys said calmly.
“Is there no way to undo what they have done? None of this news needs to leave this room, y/n may still be able to salvage her betrothal.” Your father said, turning to the king.
“Y/N is my lady wife, she has been so for years now, there is no undoing of what we have done.” Aemond spoke up, anger just below the surface.
“My son speaks true, Valyrian wedding ceremonies are legally binding.” He turned to Aemond. “Who performed the ceremony?”
“My aunt and your cousin, father, Princess Rhaenys.” Aemond said.
Viserys massaged his temples. “Here I was hoping you had asked Aegon and then perhaps an argument could be made, but Rhaenys would not perform the ceremony with false intentions.”
Your father was livid, and he grabbed your arm, yanking you close. “You have ruined yourself and this family, you stupid girl.” He hissed.
Tears pooled in your eyes. “Father I am so sorry, I was not aware that it was binding, but I love Aemond, and marriage to a prince would be better for the family, think of the benefits.” You pleaded.
Viserys had called Aemond up to the throne and was speaking to him in low tones.
“Benefits? What benefits are there to a broken promise and a whore for a daughter?” Your father sneered, his grip on your arm tightening.
“I know I have disappointed you, but father, you are hurting me.” You tried to pull your arm away, your eyes flickering to Aemond.
Your father grabbed your chin and jerked your head back towards him. “Do not look at him, that son of a Hightower whore, he cannot save you. You must face the consequences of your actions.”
You swallowed hard, fear twisting around your lungs and seizing. “Father, please, not in front of the king, think of what others will say.”
“You have already ensured they will speak.” His hand reared back, and your head snapped to the side with the force of the blow. The sound of his hand slapping against the skin of your cheek echoed throughout the hall, and you kept your eyes down as you braced yourself for the second blow. He hit your other cheek, the strength behind it sending you staggering to the floor.
“Father...I am so sorry.” You choked out, cheeks stinging, vision blurry with tears. You could vaguely hear someone yelling, but there was a ringing in your head that drowned it out.
When no other blow fell you pushed yourself up to see King Viserys struggling to restrain Aemond who was lunging for your father.
“You vile, wicked man, how dare you lay a hand on my wife?” He spat, breaking out of his father’s hold and lunging at your father, his hands wrapping around his neck.
King Viserys called for guards and rushed over to you, helping you to your feet. “Are you alright, Lady y/n?” He asked kindly.
“I did not mean to cause such trouble; I am truly sorry.” You cried, voice trembling, as you brought your hands together, thumb rubbing at your scarred palm.
“No, no, the blame is not yours.” King Viserys reassured you.
The guards finally pulled Aemond from your father and threw him towards you.
Aemond tugged you into his embrace. “Ñuha dōna, are you alright, are you in pain?” His words were rushed, and you could feel him trembling against you.
“My skin stings, but the ringing in my head is quiet now.” You said, burying your face in the crook of his neck, tears dripping onto his tunic.
He rubbed your back soothingly. “Oh my love, my wife, I never should have let go of your hand, forgive me?”
“I forgive you, you had no way of knowing he would harm me, husband.” You said, pressing yourself closer to him as your father began screaming.
“How dare you? I was disciplining my child. It is my right?”
Aemond turned, pushing you behind his back, his arm keeping you close. “Your right? She is my wife. If anyone is to discipline her, it would be me. You lost that right the day we bound our souls together.”
Your father shook his head. “You do not understand, and it seems I was not strict enough with y/n, but daughters need strict discipline, or they will turn out to be whores. You will understand this if you are cursed with your own daughter.”
Aemond’s shoulders tensed, and he stalked forward, leaving you in the company of his father. “My wife is not a whore.” He snarled, grabbing your father by the lapels of his coat. “And you are a fool to think I would ever lay a hand on a child. In fact, you should pray y/n does not bless me with a daughter. For if she does, our girl will be raised the way we see fit, and when she is old enough, I will take her to spit on your grave.”
Your heart fluttered at the way Aemond defended you and your future children, and it skipped several beats when he looked back at you, his hand inching towards his dagger. In a rush of rage and courage, you nodded.
Aemond’s hand moved faster than you could blink, and soon your father was crumbling to the ground, Aemond’s dagger piercing straight through his throat. “Perhaps even our sons will spit on your grave as well.”
You should not have found that attractive, you knew this, but a wild part of you craved your husband, and you rushed to his side.
Your father reached for you, but you ignored him, fretting over Aemond instead. “My love, did they hurt you?”
He cupped your face and kissed your forehead. “No, sweet wife, I am unharmed.”
You sighed in relief and let Aemond lead you out of the hall, his arm linked with yours.
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Some of the things I mention here are going to be upsetting. I’m only trying to inform people so if you feel like you may be triggered please don’t read.
(tw: misogyny, homophobia, violence, mentions of death, death penalty, hanging and flogging, violence towards women, child abuse)
The Islamic Republic is a government where women need their fathers’ permission to get married. Where married women need their husbands’ permission to be issued a passport and their permission to leave the country. Where only men have the right to end a marriage and if women want that right they have to specify it before the wedding and only if their future spouse agrees they have the right of asking for a divorce.
The Islamic Republic is a government where boys as young as 18 have to spend 2+ years in mandatory military service in terrible and dangerous conditions. (This may also then affect their chances of going to certain countries because some of the places where these men have to service have been banned by those countries. These men have no choice in where they service and for whom but their lives are altered forever anyway.)
The Islamic Republic is a government where bigamy is legal for men but there is a possibility that women who cheat on their husbands get sentenced to be stoned to death.
The Islamic Republic is a government that sides with Putin and Russian on the Ukrainian war.
The Islamic Republic is a government whose president went on an international interview and claimed that are no homosexuals in Iran (he stayed president for 8 years). The same government that punishes homosexuals by imprisoning them, flogging them and sometimes killing them (very recently two lesbian women were hanged by IRI)
The Islamic Republic is a government where people get flogged and whipped and fined for drinking alcohol.
The Islamic Republic is a government who has passed laws that indicate that only girl above 16 and boys above 18 are legally allowed to get married. However because of their incompetency, over 130,000 girls and 120 boys all under the age of 15 have gotten married only in the last 5 years. About 800 children born in the first six months of last year were born from mothers that were 10-14 years old.
The Islamic Republic is a government where men legally get double the inheritance their sisters get, when their parents die.
The Islamic Republic is a government that lies and cheats in their elections.
The Islamic Republic is a government take forces girls have to start wearing hijab from when they enter school at the age of 6-7 to go to all girl schools.
The Islamic Republic is a government who's destroyed Iran’s ecosystem to the point of no return. They have dried out rivers and lakes and let almost all wildlife to go extinct.
The Islamic Republic is a government that would regularly shut down electricity on its own people so they could mine Bitcoin for China.
The Islamic Republic is a government that has destroyed almost all of Iran’s historical monuments with their mismanagement and neglect. A country with thousands of years of culture and civilisation that has barely anything to show for it.
The Islamic Republic is a government where art (music, literature, film..) has to go under strict filtration system to be released “legally”, where underground artist get arrested as political prisoners.
The Islamic Republic is a government who refused to import foreign vaccination, even in the peak of the pandemic, an action that in turn led to the demise of hundreds of Iranian people.
The Islamic Republic is a government where people born from Muslim parents’ cannot change their religion legally. The legal repercussion vary but can be as grave as the death penalty by being hanged.
The Islamic Republic is a government where Twitter, Facebook, Telegram, Tumblr and Youtube have been blocked for years but almost all its politicians have active Twitter accounts. (In the past week Instagram, WhatsApp, and even LinkedIn and GOOGLE have been blocked)
The Islamic Republic is a government that has let so many of it people go hungry, in a country that has every kind of wealth. It has starved so many of its people, let so many of them go without water not because of poverty but because of cruelty.
The Islamic Republic is a government that started its reign of terror with the promise of freedom of choice and freedom of speech (at the beginning of the revolution even hijab wasn’t mandatory.) who has since then killed, imprisoned, beaten and silenced its innocent people. Iranians have been suffering for 43 years.
It is time for an end. It is time for justice.
#but everything i've mentioned is out there#dont feel like you have to trust me#go look for yourself#of course the thing i mentioned above isn't all that has happened or is happening#these are just things that I'm aware of and am sure that are true#either because they affect me personally#or because i was alive to witness them#I intentionally didn’t mention the morality police#iran#mahsa amini#social justice#feminism#lgbt+#help#help needed#police brutality#misogyny#homophobia#ukrainian war
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okay the halbarryiris polyamory post lets gooo
tw for internalized homophobia and biphobia
so barry spends his childhood bouncing around between foster homes so he doesn't really worry about relationships
once he gets to college he realizes he's bi and he's like oh. oh NO.
he very much does Not want to deal it so he sort of decides that he'll only try to date women
oh barry
i also headcanon that barry has pretty intense anxiety
so he graduates college, gets a cool job, and then oh holy shit barry has superspeed now
so he meets iris and hal at roughly the same time; he meets iris separately as both barry and the flash, and he meets hal as the flash
hal immediately discloses his identity and barry is like sfliefne but he gives up his pretty quickly because the type of personality that makes you become a secret superhero is also the type of personality that makes a person Very lonely
so hal doesn't Really label himself anything like if anybody Asks he'd say that he's mostly straight but he's not opposed to anything
so his first reaction to meeting barry is like oh Hot Guy Alert, HOT GUY ALERT
barry was the first guy that hal like really wanted to actually take out but barry gives off very Straight vibes so hal just flirts very aggressively to see if barry will take him up on it
so fast forward a few months and barry is definitely falling for iris BUT he also... has feelings for hal. this is Not Good. he wants to ask iris out but he also?? wants to ask hal out??? OH NO. he asks neither out because he doesn't know what to do.
so barry is wracked with indecision and finally hal is like FUCK IT and tells barry that he's into him and they kiss
but barry really quickly retreats and is like uhh im into someone else
and hal is like OH UHH SORRY
and barry is like BUT IM INTO YOU TOO
and hal is like OH YES TELL ME MORE?
so basically barry fesses up and hal being a Coastal California Girl is like oh damn hey you know polyamory is a thing so if youre down im down
AND BARRY IS LIKE POLYAMORY IS A THING?? (barry grew up in the midwest the only exposure he had to polyamory were mormons and barry is a Good Jewish Boy)
so yes now barry is like. polyamory is an option and hal says he's fine with being nonexclusive so hal is like ASK IRIS OUT and barry is like is it weird that my kind of boyfriend wants me to ask another woman out and hal is like your kind of boyfriend is volunteering to be your wingman trust me you need my help
when iris was in college the venn diagram of people working on the school newspaper and the gay straight alliance was a circle so yes what im saying is that iris has 100% been in a polycule before
iris is also like hal in that shes mostly straight but isn't opposed to being with a woman
so when barry asks her out shes like YESSSSSSS LETS GOOOO and then barry on the FIRST DATE freaks out and is like i have a kind of boyfriend but were open and iris is like yessss but i want to meet the kind of boyfriend
so hal and iris meet and hal is kind of into iris but iris is Not into hal like she LIKES him but she's not into him but anyways yes now barry has an OFFICIAL boyfriend and girlfriend
but because of the Internalized Biphobia and also living in the midwest barry tells people he has a girlfriend but never really talks about hal
:(((
iris decides she doesn't want to date anyone but barry, and hal dates like two or three other people the whole time he's with barry but he usually cuts it off before they get to anything serious
apart from the Internalized Biphobia barry keeps up pretty healthy relationship negotiating skills so he moves in with Iris (he also has a bunch of stuff at hals but hal lives across the country and also goes into space pretty routinely)
so anyways once barry has been with them both for several years he really wants to make both his relationships more permanent but because both gay marriage is illegal at the time AND bigamy is illegal barry decides to marry iris
I KNOW :(((
hal is sort of like :( but he gets it and barry and hal have a very separate and different relationship than barry and iris
though barry and hal never get married hal makes it pretty obvious he doesn't want to be with anyone else after barry and barry loves hal and always wants to be with him too
also when barryiris take in wally it was sort of a. very quick decision they had to make but hal decides he really Doesn't want to be a parent (nor to any kids barry and iris may or may not have) but he is Uncle Supreme
so yeah they decide not to tell wally for a multitude of reasons so barry just takes a lot of "business trips" when really he's spending a weekend at hals
ANYWAYS YEAH once dick finds out (detailed in my last birdflash post lol) dick is like yeah im not keeping this a secret from my boyfriend i can't do that to him so yall are gonna have to tell him
SO THEY TELL WALLY
WALLY IS VERY UPSET FOR A WHILE but gets over it once him and barry have a tearful heart to heart about it
also as barry gets older he's more wililng to tell people about his boyfriend he's still kind of quiet about being polyamorous but he is like YES, MY BOYFRIEND, HAL JORDAN
also while flash can't acknowledge his relationship with iris he CAN acknowledge his relationship with green lantern
and of course the whole fucking green lantern corps know hal is dating the flash like alien jesus christ we get it jordan
so yeah that's the barry/hal/iris relationship and though barry and hal never Officially get married barry does start wearing two rings on his ring finger
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maybe one wedding for the bad boys
the one where the wedding ceremony does go according to the plan...almost
A/N: hello lovelies!! part two of no wedding for the bad boys is here!! hope you like it!! and don’t hesitate to lemme know your thoughts about this mess!
Word count : 6K
TW: angst again lmaodehjsd
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“Fuck… Fuck. Fuck.” You watched Harry pacing around in his room, walking in circles, his hand clutched to his hair, his suit pants loosely hanging on his hips and his unbuttoned shirt draped on his shoulders.
You could see he was muttering something. “I fucking can’t believe this. Fucking kidding me. On this fucking day. Fucking shit.”
“Look… If you’re going to be an asshole about it like yesterday. I will find a solution alone.”
You were sitting on the big chair in the corner, your legs spread apart and your yellow suit on. You didn’t want another fight but you had no choice but to tell Harry about the marriage license. Today was the big day and in 3 hours the ceremony would start. And if he was going to sign another marriage licence, he could face imprisonment since bigamy is illegal. So yeah, kinda had to tell him otherwise he was good to spent his honeymoon in a cell.
He groaned a little bit, you could almost see the gears of his brain working through his head. “Let’s...um… think, okay?” His breathing was unsteady so you got up and made him sit at your place.
“I already contacted a lawyer. We can annul the marriage, we just have to prove the marriage is..um… voidable. Yeah, that’s what she told me.” Harry sat back in the chair, relaxing a little bit. “So we have to prove that at least one of us couldn’t agree to the marriage because they were under the influence of drugs or alcohol.” He nodded silently. “Basically, we just have to go see the lawyer and that’s done. There’s no court appearance or anything.”
His eyes got softer as he listened to you. He sighed. “Thanks.”
You raised your eyebrows. “You’re welcome?”
“Look, Y/N… I’m really sorry about yesterday. I didn’t mean to be such a jerk about all this. It’s just… I’ve been planning this wedding for months now. I’m so fucking stressed. I don’t know what to do and then I found out I just fucked up everything. I’m sorry. I know it’s not your fault. I’m more mad at myself than anything and I just didn’t want to take accountability for my actions. It’s just such a fucking weird time and now everything is on the edge of falling apart.”
You gently stroked his shoulders. “Thank you for apologizing. I know you didn’t mean it… Look, it’s not entirely your fault. There was a lot of alcohol and we wouldn’t have been in Vegas if it wasn’t for me.” You took a small breath. “But, hey! We can fix this. All we have to do is annul the marriage and make sure you don’t sign anything in terms of legally binding documents or you can actually be prosecuted. And spending your honeymoon in jail isn’t what you want.”
He giggled softly, finally taking a breath and releasing a bit of tension. “Yeah, definitely not. I reserved a private beach in St Barth, there is no way I’m spending this time in jail instead of on the beach.”
“Oh wow. You went all in.” You smiled smugly at him. “Okay we have about 2 hours before the ceremony starts. I made sure the groomsmen get their shit together and do the list of check-ins with the planner so it’s a full open window before we have to get you back here fully dressed and looking fresh for your wedding.”
“If we can do that in two hours without being on crack, we truly are some lucky motherfuckers.”
“Oh we are, Harry. We’re lucky motherfuckers.”
He got up from the chair and you placed your hands over his shoulders. “Here’s the plan. We put on jogging clothes cause you don’t want anyone to recognize you or be suspicious. We go downtown to meet with the lawyer, we pressure her to state the annulment today. It will be sent to a judge for approbation and then the annulment should be fulfilled in about a month. And that’s where you come into play more than ever. You have to make sure the officiant don’t bring the marriage licence, say you want to sign it after your honeymoon, find an excuse, whatever you want to make sure you don’t sign this fucking paper, okay? And then we come back here, get you dressed and you go get married, you lucky motherfucker.”
He nodded agreeingly. “Okay.” He reached out his hand for you to shake. “And no-one will never know about all this.”
You shook his hand. “Taking this shit with me in the grave.”
You started changing rapidly into the sports clothes and leave as soon as possible. You made your way downstairs quietly but Tania’s sister, maid of honor and witness in the wedding, stopped the two of you.
“Where are you two going?”
You and Harry looked at each other for a second, trying to think of something that wouldn’t rise suspicions.
“Well, we’re going for a jog. As you can see.” You pointed out the clothes you were wearing.
“The ceremony is in two hours, no-one is going for a jog.” Her tone was stern and almost mean.
Harry came a little forward to her. “Look, Jill, I just need a breather. It’s a stressful time so… You know? Taking my best-woman on a jog before the big thing!”
She sighed loudly, annoyed. “Fine… But make sure to be back before the ceremony begins. A wedding without a groom... It would kill Tania.”
You both gave her a thumbs up and a dumb smile before running out the door.
The clock was ticking on you. And you had to get that annulment.
***
You closed up Harry’s last few buttons, making sure to leave some open. You took a few steps back to look at him. You smiled proudly. “You look great.”
He gave you a smug look. “I know.”
You laughed off his little narcissistic comment. “You know what? You look like a victorian vampire wannabe.”
“And I’m rocking the look.” He shrugged before tugging on one of his loose curl to make it fall on his face. He stepped closer to you. “Thank you.” You smiled at him tenderly. “Thank you so much for being a good friend, Y/N. I know I’ve been a terrible one lately.”
You chuckled as you pinched his cheeks in a playful way. “We’re cool, Harry. Now, let’s move before Jill kills us.”
You accompanied him to the backyard where the ceremony was about to start. He stood next to the officiant, waiting for his bride to walk the aisle. And as you watched him, glowing in the sunlight, looking beautiful and smitten, you felt a pinch in your heart and bitterness in your throat. Not that you wish it was you walking down the aisle, just that he would turn around and give you a last look that says “I don’t want to get married to her, I want to wait with you until we’re both ready.” Well, in some way, you guessed you kinda wished it was you walking down the aisle. Just.. not right now.
“Are you okay?” Gemma was standing next to you, a tender smile on her face.
“Yeah, I’m good… I’m.. you know… emotional. That’s all.”
The music started blaring in the air, the golden hour slowly approaching and bathing everything in a pool of honey. You could hear the birds chirping and the soft breeze caressing your neck, people shushing each other waiting for the bride to be announced. The air was soft and you could feel the tenderness of the atmosphere. A gentle springtime warmth and the smell of lavender. Harry’s shadow was dancing on the floor as he was waiting, chewing on his bottom lip; a little nervous thing well known to him.
You watched Tania walk down the aisle, you couldn’t bare to look at him and see the love in his eyes. A love that wasn’t yours and wasn’t for you.
She joined him in front of the officiant, ready to exchange their words of love and become one forever. You tugged on the jacket of your suit to readjust it. You listened carefully to the vows they shared and watch them place the ring on each others fingers. And you smiled widely all the way through. You made sure the officiant didn’t bring the marriage licence after Harry tipped him a little extra not to. You closed your eyes for a second and when you opened them, Harry was kissing his bride, now his wife.
The first half of the ceremony went pretty fast, the newly weds went to get their pictures done and the rest of y’all entertained the guests and showed them around the manor where the party would be. Obviously some parts were closed to the public, the upstairs apartment where the weds would spend the night were closed and the maze in the far back of the garden was too. It was huge and we were scared people would lose their kids in there.
When Harry and Tania came back, looking stunning, kissed by the sunlight and insanely in love, they walked in the huge reception hall where everyone was waiting to cheer on them. And make them feel like real superstars.The tables for the dinner were outside, next to a beautiful lake, it was still warm and the sun was about to set. Everyone sat down at their designated place. The time for toasts and speeches was coming. First Tania’s dad did his little speech about not liking Harry at first but realising that he’s never seen his daughter so happy. Next was Tania’s sister, Jill who made a sly comment about him trying to sneak out of it this morning. Gemma was next and she gave a prompt little joke about her baby brother before congratulating the beautiful spouses. It was now your turn. You took a deep breath and stood up, you looked around, checking the faces only for your gaze to rest upon Harry.
“Ahem. Well, as most of you already know me, I’m Y/N. I’m the best-woman, it’s always been a fact; I’m just glad that I have the official title now. I didn’t really know what to do or where to go with this speech so I guess I’m just gonna check on y’all. Is everyone having a good time?” Everyone gave you a cheerful yes. “Great, cause the next five minutes are going to be absolute hell. I’m mostly just going to make fun of Harry and then I’ll swap some emotional shit by the end so you guys don’t hate me.”
You paused, leaving the time for the guests to spare you a giggle. “First of all, I would like to say, you made the worst choice of your entire life tonight, Harry.” His eyes got suddenly bigger. “You gave me a mic, and a chance to ridicule you in front of all your family and friends.” You watched him take a breath, relaxing in his chair and giving you a tender smile. “That’s really the dumbest shit you could’ve done. But anyway, I have to address a few words to today’s main man. I can honestly say that he’s one of the most handsome, most funny men you’ll ever meet and I’m proud to call him my friend. So if you bump into him today…” You turned your face to look around. “Where’s Cam?” Cam stood up and waved, cheering you. “Ah! Here he is! Today is his birthday so please buy him a drink.” You waved back at him with a big smile. “Happy birthday Cam!” Everyone said happy birthday and Harry’s smile got wider.
“Well, I was thinking what crazy story I could tell about Harry today. Cause we had so many crazy ass stories together, ones that end up in basements, others on top of roofs and some ending in crappy ass motel rooms in Vegas.” He chew the interior of his cheek, holding a giggle. “And then I thought ‘What is the story that sums up perfectly Harry?’ Could it be that time he bit off a piece of his tongue after jumping out a window while high off his ass on shrooms or that time we got locked up in a hotel room in Atlanta and somehow managed to burn the carpet? Yeah… We fucking burned that carpet.” You let a breathy laugh escape your lips, reminiscing that night.
“So, I had to think long and hard about this… Long and hard also being something Harry… Well no, I promised I wasn’t going to say anything sexual during this speech.” You turned to look at the next table. “Hi Anne! This is Harry’s mom, guys!” She laughed and gave you a big smile.
“Well, then I remembered that story… It was after Harry’s SNL double duty.. And we were throwing this after party to celebrate and by the end of the night, we were both hammered, there was no-one left in that penthouse in NYC, except for us and then fucking Rocketman started playing outta nowhere and we sang that shit with our hearts, as the sun rose behind us. And despite all the glamour, Harry ended up throwing up in the bathroom. But just that moment of drunken glory singing Rocketman at the top of our lungs with the sun rising. And nothing else mattered. In that moment, Harry was the fucking Rocketman.”
You took a moment to breath.
“And you are. You’re a fucking legend, Harry. I’ve known you since we were five, from the first time you sang in front of your mom to you touring arenas around the world. I kinda been a witness of your greatness, I guess… Truth is, the moments I’ll remember the most and the ones that makes you such a good friend, and probably an amazing husband, are the ones when the lights are off, when you’re just a dorky, lanky stupid white guy. When you bring me soup when I’m sick, when you tell me everything will be alright when I’m about to give up, when you scream Bohemian Rhapsody in the phone, when we dance at 2AM in the kitchen or when we sing Rocketman as the sun rise.” You took a little breath, watching as Harry gave you the biggest grin, probably a little teary-eyed.
“Well, I’d still like to remind y’all that he threw up that night, and many other nights actually.” You laughed.
“But hey, I’d like to finish by addressing a few words to the beautiful bride... You still have time to run away. But if I were you, I wouldn’t do so. He reserved a private beach in St. Barts… Run after the honeymoon, girl, get yours.” You winked at her.
“All jokes aside, I hope this day has been as beautiful and fairy-tale like as you dreamed it would be because you look like a princess and I’m glad you found your prince. I hope you guys live happily ever after.”
You started raising your glass as the end of your speech approached. “I’ll end this little speech by saying on behalf of the beautiful bridesmaids and groomsmen, thank you to Harry and Tania for including us on this very special day. And if I could ask you all to join me in a toast.” You were now holding your glass up. “To the happy couple, Harry and Tania, may you live a beautiful wedded life!”
Everyone joined you in the toast and you sat back down, giving Harry a small grin that he gave you right back, letting you know that you did a great speech.
The party started going well, people were chatting and laughing and the beautiful lights lit up the garden. The food came a little late but it was all so good, there was nothing to really complain about.
After the main course, people got up to dance and request songs to the band… You were talking with one of the waiters when Tania interrupted you.
“Hey, have you seen Harry? I can’t find him anywhere and the cake is going to arrive any minute now and we’re supposed to cut it together.” Her sharp tone made you uncomfortable.
“Hm… I haven’t seen him but I’m gonna check around and I’ll make sure he’ll be here for the cutting of the cake!”
“Fine. You better find him fast.” You watched her leave and greet some old couple drinking champagne.
You thought for a second ‘where the fuck could Harry be?’. You started by checking on his family, not being too pressuring so they wouldn’t worry. None of them saw him in the last half hour. You asked Jeff and then check with the waiters and still no sight of him.
You decided to go check inside; the bathroom, the upstairs apartments… And you found him in the closed office on last floor of the manor. You walked in quietly and closed the door behind you.
“Everyone is looking for you, man. What the fuck are you doing?”
He was leaned on the open window, watching the night sky.
“Yeah, what the fuck am I doing, Y/N?” He was playing with the only ring on his fingers : his wedding ring.
You stepped closer, placing yourself right next to him, your arm touching his.
“That’s what I’m asking you.”
He scoffed softly. “Yeah… I just… What if all of this is a fucking mistake?”
“Whew.. You’re having cold feet now? You’re always late to the party…” You watched him as he giggled, his hair gently flowing with the midnight breeze.
“Look, it’s not a mistake if you love her. And I know you do.”
“You know Jill followed us this morning? She literally threatened me that she knows what’s going on and…”
“Wait what?”
“Yeah. That crazy bitch followed us.” He threw his arm in the air.
“Hey… Be nice, she’s not crazy. She’s just a bitch. Why in hell did she follow us?”
“Because she was having suspicions I was cheating so she followed us and saw us going to the law cabinet.”
“Fuck. So she knows about the marriage?”
“No, I don’t think so… But like… About this marriage, the one of today, I don’t want it… You were right. I don’t want to get married to miss Boring Pants.”
“Oh no… Oh hell no… Why is that happening right now? You have to be downstairs in 10 so you can cut your fucking wedding cake and you’re hitting me with the ‘I don’t want to be married’ shit? Harry I swear to god…” You sighed loudly and he gave you the puppy dog eyes.
“Don’t blame me! I’m just a little boy.” He always had the timing for a good joke.
“Oh… I’m blaming you. I’m blaming your dumbass.” You both laughed and suddenly it wasn’t the sky you were watching, it was each other. The stars were reflecting in his eyes and his floppy curls made him look so pretty.
“I know… It’s not like there is no-one else to blame anyway!” He chuckled and you gazed fondly at him, tracing his features with your eyes… From his jawline to his eyebrows, finally looking at his lips.
“You know your speech was great… It reminded me of all the crazy things we did together. You’re my partner in crime.” He stared into your eyes for a minute, his teeth playing nervously with his bottom lip.
“Yeah… We always been partners in crime.”
And in the floating moment of silence between you two, the space between your face got smaller and smaller; so small you could feel his breath on your face.
“I really want to be with you.” He whispered on your lips before his hand grabbed your face so he could kiss you. It was intense and soft and somehow you felt like your feet lift up from the ground. You were holding his hands on your face and slowly opened your lips but before your tongues could meet, a voice from the hallway resonated: “Harry, Y/N, what are you guys doing? They’re waiting for the cake!!”
Jeff’s footsteps were getting closer to the door and so, ended prematurely your kiss. You inhaled deeply and before Jeff walked in the room, you locked eyes with Harry and his swollen lips and a blissful smile on his face.
“They’re waiting on you, Harry! Get your ass down, right now!”
You watched him leave the room silently, still a little shook from what just happened.
Jeff stroked your arm in a soft way. “Are you good?”
“Yeah… I’m.. Great. Everything’s great. So great. What a great wedding.”
You walked off still rambling about how great everything was. Jeff watched you leave, a confused and amused look on his face. He followed behind you closely as you walked back downstairs.
You walked straight to your seat, making sure to grab a glass of champagne from one of the waiter’s platter and chugged it down in one stroke before sitting down. Harry and Tania were standing in front of all their guests and they announced the cake. Two waiters came out with a cart and on it; a huge white cake with pink roses all over it. It was more pretty than it probably tasted good. They held the knife together and cut the first piece. They both took a spoonful of the cake and gave each other a taste. Everyone was clapping as they wiped the cream off of their face.
The waiters started serving the cake to all the guests. You were pretty much blacking out, the lights around you were flying and everytime someone talked to you, you would just nod or laugh. Every now and then you would catch Harry’s gaze on you and you’d feel your cheeks burning. It was a weird feeling, being at the wedding of your bestfriend and resenting every minute of it. How did you got to this mess?
You made the movie in your head. You met Harry in kindergarten, after he stole your favorite crayon and you almost beat his shit up. The school called both your moms because the teacher saw you two fighting and from there you wouldn’t let each other live. You spent most of elementary school together, doing stupid science experiment in the back of his Holmes Chapel room. You two would always buy and wear the worst graphic tees at the same time. Then, in middle school people started bullying you and Harry would always stand up to them and defend you. You would play video games in your basement and watch each other’s acne break out and he even came to the dentist with you for your first braces. In 9th grade, when you were reaching your dreadful 14th birthdays, it seemed all that mattered was you never had a first kiss, neither you or him. So you decided to take the matter in your own hands and during one of your recurring sleepovers at his place, you suggested to give each other a first kiss. You climbed onto his bed and hid under the covers, a flashlight and some potato chips between us; he leaned onto your face and kinda sucked your lips in the weirdest way and you thought it was great.
And tonight it was great, and maybe it’s the nostalgia or maybe it’s the fact that looking back to everything you did together showed you that no-one will ever know you better and love you better. One of the common mistakes you’ve made in love was considering romantic love as a superior kind of love when your friendships always sustained you more than any romance. And now it was becoming clear, friendship was a strong love, your friendship with Harry was a very strong love; filled with intimacy and commitment and now passion. It was the kind of love you couldn’t let go.
You avoided Harry for most of the night despite him trying to check up on you a few times; you would pretend someone’s calling you or that you have to go to the bathroom; really anything that would put off the conversation with him. How were you supposed to discuss what happened now that you knew how you feel about him? It was a predictable heart-suicide.
The rest of night went achingly slow. It was already 4:30 in the morning. You were going around helping the waiters clearing the place and cleaning. Harry and Tania were saying goodbye to the last guests to leave while Gemma and Jill were showing their rooms to the guests that were staying the night.
You made a last round to the kitchen to pay the caterer and tip a little extra the waiters. When you came back to the garden, Tania and Jill were going back inside and Harry was nowhere to be seen.
You walked around, watching the night sky and the stars reflecting on the lake. You sinked into the garden as the darkness of the night was washing over and the lights of the party were fading… Your eyes got caught by a soft and dim light in the far background of the garden. There; a weeping willow with light strings on its branches and underneath it, Harry was sitting alone, playing with the twigs under him. You walked up to him and quietly sat next to him. You didn’t look at him but the night was warm and the tree branches dancing to the breeze made the atmosphere softer.
“So…” You paused as you brought your knees back to your chest. “That was a beautiful wedding.”
“Yeah.” He closed his eyes and inhaled deeply. “I’m trying to picture what my life will look like.”
“Hm… I see a nice house on the hills and a few babies.” You still didn’t take a look at him, you were just watching the sky reflection in the pond of water in front of you.
“Sounds good… I can see it.” A giggle left his mouth. “What about you? What do you see for the future?”
“Oh shit. That’s some existential dread right there cause I don’t know. I can’t tell you where I’ll be in two weeks. Can’t even tell you what I’ll eating for breakfast tomorrow morning.”
He scoffed. “That sounds good too.”
“I guess so… I love not knowing, I guess. I love a good adventure.”
“So do I…” He turned his face to look at you. “Do you think I’m out of adventures now?”
You finally locked eyes with him; his face was softly lit by the lights in the trees and he looked a little tired. “Nah.. I don’t think so. I think you have plenty new adventures coming your way.”
He sighed and turned his eyes away from you. “They won’t be with you though.”
It took you by surprise. No they won’t. You felt a sore feeling in your throat. You took some time to answer. “No… They won’t be.”
A moment of silence filled up the air. You could hear the breeze and the water.
Harry finally spoke up. “Should we talk about it?”
A breathy and nervous laugh stifled through your teeth. “About what?”
“What happened in the office earlier?” He raised his eyebrows at you in a smug way. “When you kissed me?”
“First of all, you kissed me!”
His voice went up two octaves higher as he playfully answered. “Did I?”
“Yeah you did!”
“It was nice…” He said this so nonchalantly, as if it was nothing, as if it didn’t mess up with your mind.
“It was nice? It was mostly the dumbest shit you’ve done tonight. And you got fucking married tonight so...”
He chuckled… “I know…” He took a deep breath before gazing far ahead. “What are we supposed to do about all this?”
You sighed softly, trying to come up with an answer. You thought that being a good friend you should tell him that it was a mistake and that he’s happily married and will live a beautiful life and so will you… But it wasn’t the truth.
“Look… I don’t know. I don’t know what the fuck happened in those last weeks. I fucking wish I could tell you that everything is on track, that you married the love of your life and that everything will be okay but it feels like a lie. When I say it at loud, I hear myself and I hate it.”
He pinched his lips as he listened to you...“Yeah… I mean, we’ve known each other for 20 years. 20 years, that’s a fucking lifetime. And I can tell that everytime something in my life goes wrong, you’re right there and when something goes right, you’re always there too. I try to think of what I want my life to look like, what’s next and now I’m faced with what’s next and it’s not what I want... It’s not you.”
“That’s some bullshit, isn’t it? How nobody else will ever know you better than I do? And nobody knows me like you do? And how close we are and suddenly our closeness is tearing us apart. That’s some tragic poetry shit right there, I hate it. I always thought you and I would be like 70; making wheelchair races and talking shit about the neighbors wig. And now, I think that’s what I want, you know but I also want to…”
He interrupted you. “I would win the races, though.”
“Huh?”
He insisted, a smug smile on his face. He was trying to break the tension.
“I would win the race.”
You laughed at his face. “No, you wouldn’t! I would beat your ass every time.”
He let a soft chuckle leave his mouth. “Yeah you would….”
He sighed before picking up the conversation again.
“Anyway…” He took a deep breath. “I want that too. But I also want to kiss you and dance with you and fuck you and do all the next crazy shit with you. I want to live those adventures with you.”
Your heart fluttered and you felt a warm rush get to your cheeks. And you felt like everything was falling into places. You and him together; it made sense. But then reality hit you in the face; he had a wife waiting for him a few miles away, he had a new life in LA and you had to move on or none of you would be happy. Because the truth was, if it wasn’t for each other being in the way, he would be next to Tania right now, happy and ready for his married life. And you would be in love with someone else, someone you can have.
“Maybe we’re just standing in the way of each other’s happiness. Maybe all this don’t mean a thing…” You paused to look at him. “You’re happy, right?”
He looked confused for a second, he bat his eyelashes twice trying to understand what you mean and then you saw it on his face. He got you. “Yeah.. I mean I thought I was, at least…”
“You see! That’s what I mean. If I wasn’t there, you wouldn’t be second guessing everything.”
He was quiet, his voice was down. It was hard reading him right now but you could tell he knew the answers. “Maybe… Would you?”
“What?” You asked yourself what did he mean with this question?
“Would you second guess if it was for me?”
That was it. He understood it. Being in the way of each others happiness, that was it. You thought for a second, if you were in his situation, what would you do? Would you go back to your spouse or would you leave with him? Would you even think about it?
“I don’t know… I probably shouldn’t.”
He swallowed the gulp in his throat and suddenly the air got colder. “I guess that says it all, then.”
You inhaled deeply, trying to hold back tears that were slowly taking over.. “So, that’s it?”
He smiled with all the tenderness known to him. “I love you, Y/N.”
Your heart broke a little… It was a goodbye more than an I love you. So you told him goodbye too. “I love you too.”
He got up and brushed over his pants to sweep off the twigs off him. You looked at him, still sitting down.“We should just do what’s best for each other.”
He gazed down at you, a sad smile on his face. “For a second I thought we’d run away together but…” He coughed softly. “We both know that’s not what’s best.”
You tried to steady your breathing and keep your composure as you started getting up too. You turned around for a second and gave him a last look before leaving. “I guess I’ll see you around...”
***
Weirdly enough life without Harry was bearable… London seemed empty and the bars and places you used to hang out to seemed lifeless but it wasn’t all bad. You weren’t worrying about him or about yourself and you were just going along with your routine, your job, seeing your friends, a few dates and whatever else in between. It has been 10 months since the wedding day, almost a year if you round it, you haven’t seen Harry in that time, a few check up texts every 3 months and a congrats for your new job was all you got from him… You had to convince yourself it was enough.
You were laying down on your couch, wrapped up in your jog pants and oversized hoodie; you were switching channels trying to find something remotely interesting to fall asleep to. It was already 11PM and the city lights outside the window were reflecting on the floor of your living room… Your phone rang next to you and you grasped it to check your notifications.
Harry sent a message: I did something stupid
You were confused as fuck at this weirdly threatening text from Harry. It’s been months since he texted you so what did that mean?
You heard a knock that you thought was the TV until it got louder so you got up to check on it. You walked to the door carefully. When you opened it, your heart missed a beat.
“Hey… Told you I did something stupid.”
Harry was standing at your door, a cheeky smile on his face and you were just looking at him, confused.
“What are you doing here?”
He inhaled in a smile. “Doing what’s best, I guess…” You tilted your head to the side, trying to understand what he meant. “Look, you don’t have to let me in but if I’m not going to be with you then I just don’t want to be with anyone else. I’m not asking you to elope with me… Again…” He chuckled and you let a giggle fall from your lips. “I just wanna be friends again.”
You just couldn’t get that stupidly happy grin off your face so when he stepped closer to you, reducing the space between your faces, you just grabbed his face and kissed him. You could feel him smile against your lips and his hands grabbed your waist pulling you even closer. “I guess we’re just doing what’s best, huh?” You giggled into his mouth and he kissed the corner of your lips, smiling against your skin; “That’s exactly what we’re doing.” He pressed a soft kiss to your lips and to your cheek and your jaw. Whatever was happening right now was the best for you and for him, so you’d just work out the details later.
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BELLAMY LAFONTAINE
tw: murder, death, manipulation
AGE: 378, appears to be 30
SPECIES: Witch, immortal
BIRTHDATE: October 31
GENDER IDENTITY: Cis female, she & her pronouns
HEIGHT: 5′8
OCCUPATION: Witch for hire, owns the Adored Vintage shop
FAMILY: Previously had six siblings, all have since passed on as they refused to earn immortality.
KNOWLEDGE OF THE SUPERNATURAL: Yes
ABOUT
Born Mary Wainwright, Bellamy Lafontaine has lived almost every life possible. She came from a family of powerful witches, leaving them to marry a shoemaker named Thomas Giles. Two failed pregnancy later, she ran off to marry a rich man. She was soon arrested, due to bigamy. She had affairs through the trial and afterwards, using their love for her to steal money and presents.
She claimed to be an orphaned princess from Germany, using her ‘status’ to garner more attention and love from potential suitors. One of them was a vampire, one that she duped into giving her his immortality after marriage. To this day, she doesn’t regret it, occasionally visiting his grave that is next to hers.
Old Ashton had their own witch hunt, ending the lives of thirty-six witches in 1782. Bellamy herself was a member of those thirty-six witches, having pretended to be dead as they buried her next to her recently deceased husband. After that day she left, only returning back to Old Ashton in 2015.
She married a very rich David Lafontaine in the early 1920s, murdering him six months into the marriage for the money. She mourned him for years, before running off to her next victim.
She has been dating Drew Gehling for the past year, realizing that he has recently been bitten by a wolf. She plans on using him to her advantage, as she lacks true love for him.
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BELLAMY LAFONTAINE
tw: murder, death, manipulation
AGE: 378, appears to be 30
SPECIES: Witch, immortal
BIRTHDATE: October 31
GENDER IDENTITY: Cis female, she & her pronouns
HEIGHT: 5′8
OCCUPATION: Witch for hire, owns the Adored Vintage shop
FAMILY: Previously had six siblings, all have since passed on as they refused to earn immortality.
KNOWLEDGE OF THE SUPERNATURAL: Yes
ABOUT
Born Mary Wainwright, Bellamy Lafontaine has lived almost every life possible. She came from a family of powerful witches, leaving them to marry a shoemaker named Thomas Giles. Two failed pregnancy later, she ran off to marry a rich man. She was soon arrested, due to bigamy. She had affairs through the trial and afterwards, using their love for her to steal money and presents.
She claimed to be an orphaned princess from Germany, using her ‘status’ to garner more attention and love from potential suitors. One of them was a vampire, one that she duped into giving her his immortality after marriage. To this day, she doesn’t regret it, occasionally visiting his grave that is next to hers.
Old Ashton had their own witch hunt, ending the lives of thirty-six witches in 1782. Bellamy herself was a member of those thirty-six witches, having pretended to be dead as they buried her next to her recently deceased husband. After that day she left, only returning back to Old Ashton in 2015.
She married a very rich David Lafontaine in the early 1920s, murdering him six months into the marriage for the money. She mourned him for years, before running off to her next victim.
She has been dating Drew Gehling for the past year, realizing that he has recently been bitten by a wolf. She plans on using him to her advantage, as she lacks true love for him.
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