#big kang family @ jihoon energy

[liz-on-leash]

A Bad Friend

[Commissioned]

NewJeans Kang Haerin × Male Reader

Noncon, Drugged, Fingering, Facefuck, Squirting, Creampie

4,850 Words

The air was buzzing with energy as you strolled around inside the college party. The music thumped through the speakers, the bass pulsing in your chest. 

The room was alive with movement - bodies swaying, drinks sloshing, laughter and chatter filling the air. The dim lighting cast a warm, hazy glow over the scene, adding to the intoxicating atmosphere.

Amidst the chaos, you spot Haerin sitting alone in the lounge, her phone clutched in her hands. You can't help but notice how her pretty features are tinged with a hint of sadness. 

You know she's here because her boyfriend Jihoon invited her, but had to back out at the last minute. Poor thing, all alone at a party where everyone else seems to be having a grand time.

You make your way over to her, a friendly smile on your face. "Yah, Haerin-ah," you call out, drawing her attention. Her face lights up when she sees you, and you can't help but feel a surge of affection. After all, the two of you have been friends since high school.

Haerin's face brightens, her big eyes shining with relief. “Oh, yah…" she calls your nickname, a wide smile spreading across her pretty features. You return the smile as you plop down on the sofa next to her.

"What is a pretty princess doing all alone over here?" you ask, acting not to know the gist of the situation. "Where's your boyfriend?"

Haerin's smile falters slightly as she lets out a small pout. "Jihoon oppa had to leave for a family thing at the last minute," she explains. "Now I'm just waiting around to leave. I already told him I'd get a taxi, but he hasn't replied yet."

You nod sympathetically, placing a comforting hand on her arm. "Well, you don't have to wait around here all by yourself," you offer. "I can give you a ride home if you'd like."

You notice a flash of hesitation in her eyes before she quickly shakes her head. "No, it's okay," she insists. "I will just wait a little longer to see if Jihoon oppa replies. I don't want to put you out."

You know full well that Jihoon has probably warned Haerin to stay away from you. After all, you've never exactly been the model student - you've always been a bit of a troublemaker, much to Jihoon's apparent annoyance. 

You remember the smug little smirk on his face whenever he's with Haerin as if he's silently gloating over the fact that he got to "steal" her away from you - that only he manages to get in her pants. 

The thought of it irritates you, and you find yourself growing a bit more annoyed than usual before you are pulled from your reverie by Haerin's voice.

"You don't have to worry about me," she says with a smile. "Go have fun! I'll just wait here for a bit."

But you shake your head, returning her smile. "Nonsense, Haerin-ah, I'm your friend, of course, I'm going to keep you company." You stand up, gently squeezing her shoulder. "I will grab us a couple of drinks. Nothing too strong, I know, haha.”

Before she can protest, you turn and make your way towards the drink table. But instead of heading to the main bar, you veer off towards a small, more discreet-looking setup - the "special" booth, as it's known, that provides extra ingredients.

Haerin doesn't seem to suspect a thing as you return with two expertly crafted cocktails in hand.

Haerin flashes you a grateful smile as you return with the drinks. "Thank you so much for spending time with me," she says, taking the cocktail from your hand without a second thought.

As the two of you sip your drinks, you fall into an easy conversation, chatting about classes, professors, and the general chaos of college life. Haerin's cute laugh is music to your ears, and you notice the way her skirt rides up just slightly, exposing the smooth skin of her legs. 

Your gaze drifts to the small swell of her breasts beneath her shirt, and you feel your cock start to harden in anticipation.

Before long, Haerin's words begin to slur, her eyelids growing heavy. She doesn't seem to realize her state, continuing to prattle on as you nod and smile, your mind racing with wicked thoughts. 

Finally, her voice trails off as she loses consciousness, her head lolling forward.

Right on cue, Haerin's phone on the table lights up with a message from Jihoon, saying he will be there in 30 minutes. 

You scoff, cursing that smug bastard under your breath. Haerin is yours for the taking tonight - let's see how proud Jihoon can be after this.

You push aside your anger towards Jihoon, instead focusing your attention on your unconscious friend. You adjust Haerin's posture, guiding her head to rest against the backrest of the couch. 

Your fingers caress her soft cheeks, coaxing her lips into a delicate pout. "Such a pretty girl, about to get ruined." 

If only she had chosen a better man - for example, someone who didn't constantly get under your skin like Jihoon does. "Oh well," you sigh, "Time to have a taste of Kang Haerin." 

The couch is soft beneath Haerin's limp body, her once-vibrant frame now completely pliant and under your full control. You've been planning this moment for weeks, fantasizing about having your way with your friend, and now, with a little help from a potent sedative in her drink, she's at your mercy. 

Her long, slender legs, encased in sheer black stockings, dangle over the couch, twitching slightly as if in a dream. You smirk, knowing that soon, she'll be writhing in ecstasy, or so you hope.

Leaning closer, you inhale the sweet scent of her hair, a mix of vanilla and strawberries. Her breathing is slow and steady, a soft purr in her throat indicating she's deep under. You gently brush her jet-black locks away from her flawless porcelain face, exposing her delicate features. 

Her lips, usually so quick to challenge and tease, are now slightly parted, revealing a glimpse of her pink tongue. You can't resist running your thumb across her plump lower lip, savoring her warmth. She's so fucking beautiful, and tonight, she's all yours.

Your eyes travel down her body, taking in the sight of her perky breasts rising and falling gently beneath her simple branded white shirt. The fabric is already loosened, hinting at the treasures beneath. 

But you're not in a hurry. You want to savor every moment of this violation. Your fingers trace the outline of her nipples, now hard and straining against the thin material. Haerin stirs slightly, a soft moan escaping her lips, but she remains unconscious, a willing victim to your desires.

With slow, deliberate movements, you slide your hand down her flat stomach, the muscles tensing at your touch. Her belly button, a tiny indent, quivers as your fingers poke across it. Further down, your hand reaches the hem of her short skirt. Her pussy, your ultimate destination, awaits.

You lift her hips, bunching her skirt around her waist. Her legs, those long, luscious limbs, fall open, offering you a glimpse of her panties. The fabric is sheer, leaving little to the imagination. 

You can see the outline of her bald, swollen pussy lips, already glistening. The scent of her drugged arousal hits you like a punch, a musky, feminine odor that makes your head spin in delight. 

You waste no time ripping her panties aside, the sound of tearing fabric filling the lounge. Haerin's cunt is exposed, a pink slit that's already beginning to flower under your intense gaze. 

Her clit peeks out from its hood, a tiny pearl begging for attention. You chuckle softly, reaching out to pinch it between your thumb and forefinger.

"Time to wake up, sleeping beauty," you whisper, giving her clit a sharp tug.

Haerin's body jerks, her legs squeezing together as her eyelids flutter, but remain hazy. She tries to speak, but her words are slurred and incoherent.

"Shh, it's me," you soothe, not wanting her to resist. “I'm keeping you company while your boyfriend is gone, remember? And I'm going to make you feel so good."

Your fingers dive into her slit, easily sliding through her juices, coating them in her essence. She's so wet, so ready, despite her confused state. You curl your fingers, searching for her sweet spot, and find it rather quickly. 

Haerin's body arches off the couch, her legs shaking as she tries to escape the sudden onslaught of pleasure. "No... stop..." she mumbles, but it's clear she doesn't mean it.

You don't listen anyway. Instead, you thrust two fingers into her tight cunt, pumping them in and out, violating her drugged innocence. Her pussy is hot and unbelievably wet, gripping your fingers. You add a second finger, stretching her, feeling her inner walls clench around you.

"You like that, Haerin-ah? You like being fucked by my fingers while you're out cold?" you taunt, slamming your digits into her harder.

Her eyes roll back, and she whimpers, her body betraying her. You lean down, biting her neck, marking her as you continue to finger-fuck her mercilessly. Her cunt is making lewd squelching sounds, filling the air with the scent of her sex.

Withdrawing your fingers, you admire her gaping hole, then deliver a sharp slap to her pussy lips, leaving a red handprint on her pale skin.

"You're so wet for me. I had no idea you're such a slut. Maybe Jihoon never made you cum like this," you sneer, slapping her again, enjoying her whimpers.

Haerin's eyes focus on you, a mix of confusion and lust clouding her vision. She tries to push you away, but her drugged state leaves her weak. "I'm… Hnn…" she manages, her voice hoarse.

You laugh, grabbing her thighs, and forcing her legs apart again. "You'll be begging for more soon. I'm gonna make you cum so hard you'll forget his name."

Your fingers dive back into her, curling and twisting, finding that sweet spot again. Haerin's body goes rigid, her back arching off the couch as she whines, a high-pitched sound of pure ecstasy. Her pussy clamps down on your fingers, milking them as her orgasm rips through her.

“There you go, cum for me," you encourage, pounding her cunt with your hand.

Her canal spasms uncontrollably, soaking your hand as she rides out her climax. You keep working on her, determined to make her cum again. Haerin's body trembles, her legs shaking violently as she tries to push you away, but you're relentless.

"Please... stop... can't take more..." she begs, her voice weak.

Ignoring her pleas, you show no mercy, adding a third finger, stretching her to the limit. Her pussy is a mess, juices running down her thighs, but you don't care. You want to degrade her, own her in this moment.

Withdrawing your fingers, you lift them to your mouth, sucking her essence off, savoring her taste. Then, grabbing her head, you shove your fingers into her mouth, forcing her to taste herself.

"Lick them clean, you dirty girl," you command, holding her head still.

Haerin's hazy eyes are wide with shock, but she obeys, her pink tongue swirling around your fingers, cleaning them of her own juices. You grin, knowing you've marked her in more ways than one.

As you release her, Haerin collapses back onto the couch, her chest heaving, her body spent. You admire your handiwork, knowing you've given her an experience she will never forget. That is if she even remembers any of this at all.

Haerin's body lies beneath you, her awareness gradually returning to reveal the violation you've already inflicted. Her eyes, like pools of molten honey, weakly flicker open, revealing a haze of confusion and vulnerability that excites you to no end. 

With a smile, you straddle her delicate frame, positioning your throbbing erection directly in her line of sight, ensuring her quivering limbs are trapped between your powerful legs. Her chest rises and falls beneath you, the thin shirt now clinging to her sweat-soaked skin, outlining the rigid peaks of her nipples.

Haerin's breath catches, her body stiffening beneath your weight, as she becomes aware of the predator above her. You can almost taste her fear, a delicious appetizer to the main course you're about to serve. 

Her gaze locks onto your bulging crotch, her eyes widening as they take in the impressive length and girth of your cock, already straining free against the confines of your clothing.

"Open wide," you say, your voice dripping with lust as you grab a fistful of her silky hair, exposing her slender neck.

She tries to resist, a feeble attempt at rebellion, but her drugged state leaves her powerless against your strength. You yank her head towards your aching cock, making her whimper as her soft, pink lips part in anticipation. 

Her breath, hot and moist, washes over the sensitive head, causing it to throb and leak a thick bead of pre-cum.

"Come on, take it in," you coax, using her hair to guide her mouth onto your shaft.

Her lips touch the tip, hesitantly at first, then with more urgency as the taste of you excites her senses. Her mouth feels like a warm, wet glove as you push forward, inch by inch, stretching her lips around your thickness. 

A strangled moan escapes her, accompanied by a flood of drool that coats your shaft, making it glisten in the dim light. "Suck it, Haerin-ah," you command, your voice hoarse. "Show me how much you love my cock."

Her eyes, glazed with lust and confusion, meet yours as she reluctantly begins to move her head, taking you deeper into her mouth. The sensation is exquisite—her tongue, still groggy from the drug, clumsily caresses the underside of your cock, sending shocks of pleasure through your body.

You hold her head in a firm grip, controlling the pace as you start to face-fuck her with deliberate thrusts. Her eyes water, tears mixing with the drool that freely flows from her mouth, creating a wet, sloppy symphony as you plunge her mouth. The sound of her gagging and the sight of her struggling only serve to heighten your arousal.

"Look at me. Are you secretly a cock-craving whore, Kang Haerin?" you sneer, forcing her to maintain eye contact as you fuck her mouth with increasing ferocity.

Haerin's throat contracts around your shaft, her body's natural response to the invasion, and it sends a jolt of pleasure through your nerves. You thrust harder, her nose buried in your pubic bone, her breath hot and desperate against your balls.

With each thrust, you feel her resistance melting away, her mouth becoming a willing participant in this depraved act. Her tongue, now more alert, swirls and flicks, learning the contours of your cock, making you grit your teeth to hold back your release.

“Ohh, fuck… I'm going to feed you so much of my cum,” you groan, slamming into her mouth with abandon.

Her eyes roll back, her body trembling beneath you as she tries to process the overwhelming sensations. Her hands weakly push against your thighs, a futile attempt to create some distance, but you easily swat them away, holding her in place.

As you pound her mouth, her lips and throat provide a tight, wet sheath for your cock, massaging and sucking you with each withdrawal and penetration. The slurping, gagging sounds fill the room.

"Swallow it all, or I can make you wear it and parade you all around the venue," you threaten, your voice desperate with impending release.

With a final surge, you unleash a torrent of hot cum down her throat, holding her head in an iron grip as you empty your balls. Haerin chokes and sputters, her eyes bulging as she tries to swallow, but you keep her impaled, forcing her to take every thick rope of your seed down her stomach.

You feel her throat muscles working, massaging your sensitive cock as she struggles to accommodate your load. Finally, you release her, allowing her head to fall back, her mouth hanging open, glistening with the evidence of your pleasure.

Gasping for air, she stares up at you, her expression a mix of shame, pleasure, and disbelief. You admire the sight of her, knowing you've pushed her boundaries, marked her as your own. 

Adjusting your clothing, you shoot a final, possessive remark. “Remember this moment, Haerin-ah. Tonight, You're mine to fuck however I please."

Just as you're about to tuck yourself away, the sound of giggling and high-heeled footsteps approaches. Two women, clearly inebriated, stumble into the lounge, their eyes widening at the sight before them.

"Oh, shit! Are we interrupting something?" one of them slurs, her eyes flicking between Haerin's disheveled form and your half-exposed crotch.

You let out a bark of laughter, relishing the momentary confusion on their faces. "Not at all, ladies. Just having a bit of fun. Come on in, I was just finishing up anyway."

The taller of the two, a blonde with smudged makeup, raises an eyebrow. "Finishing up? Looks like the party's just getting started." She winks, taking a step closer, her gaze lingering on your brunette friend.

You'd love to stay and play, especially with Haerin's warm, cum-soaked body still waiting for  you, but you're aware of the ticking clock. Her boyfriend is on his way, and you have no intention of ruining your plan.

"Tempting as it is, I've got other plans for this one," you say, nodding towards Haerin. "But feel free to help yourselves to a drink."

With that, you scoop Haerin into your arms, her body limp and pliant, and gather her belongings. She mumbles incoherently, her eyes blinking as she tries to focus on your face.

"Where... what...?" she slurs, her voice hoarse from the rough face-fucking.

"We're going for a short ride, baby," you whisper, nuzzling her neck. "And then I'm gonna finish what I started."

You stride towards the door, Haerin's body cradled against your chest, her legs sagging, still bearing the marks of your fingers. The two women watch, mouths agape in a chuckle as you exit.

Outside, you gently deposit Haerin into the backseat of your car, arranging her skirt to provide a modicum of modesty. Her eyes drift shut again, her body surrendering to the drug's pull. You start the engine, a devious plan forming in your mind.

"Time to take this party somewhere more private, Haerin-ah," you mutter, pulling away from the curb.

The drive to your apartment is a blur of streetlights and growing lust. Haerin remains unconscious, her body swaying with the motion of the car. You can't wait to have her again, to mark every inch of her without the fear of interruption.

As you pull into the empty parking lot of your building, the excitement builds. You carry her up the stairs, relishing the weight of her in your arms, and unlock your door, stepping into the quiet sanctuary of your home.

Haerin's eyes flutter open momentarily as you lay her on your bed, the soft sheets welcoming her small body. She blinks, trying to focus, her lips forming a question.

Your gaze remains fixed on Haerin's body as you begin to undress, your cock already stirring back to life, eager for another round. You peel off your clothes, revealing your muscular frame, every inch of you focused on the beauty lying on your bed. 

Her eyes, slightly clearer, watch you with fear as she processes her surroundings. In one motion, you yank her skirt up, exposing her stocking-clad legs. 

The delicate fabric clings to her thighs, accentuating her slender limbs. You then tear the material away, leaving her stockings intact as a sexy contrast to her pale skin.

Haerin's breath quickens as you pull her body up to remove her shirt, her movements weak and uncoordinated. She blinks rapidly, trying to clear the haze from her mind. "No... please..." she whimpers, a feeble attempt at resistance.

You snatch her shirt and bra from her body in one swift motion, baring her perky breasts. Her nipples, already hard and erect, stand at attention, begging for attention.

"Relax, Haerin-ah," you whisper, your voice a low, menacing purr. "You're gonna beg for more after I'm done. Trust me."

She tries to push against your chest, but you easily overpower her, pinning her hands above her head, holding her in place. "Why are you doing this? We're friends..." she pleads, her voice cracking.

You lean down, your lips brushing against her ear. "Friends fuck, Haerin. And I've been wanting to fuck you for a long time. Especially now, to teach that asshole boyfriend of yours a lesson."

Her eyes widen at your words, a mix of anger and unwanted arousal flashing across her face. Before she can respond, you align your throbbing cock with her sticky slit, the tip already slick with her juices.

"No... please, not like this..." she begs, her voice breaking as you tease her entrance, not yet granting her the penetration her drunk body craves.

With one thrust, you bury yourself deep inside her, claiming her pussy in one stroke. Her eyes roll back, and she screams, the sound raw and primal. “Ohh God—!"

Her body trembles beneath you, her pussy gripping your shaft like a vice, milking you as her internal muscles spasm. You feel her heat, her wetness, enveloping you, welcoming you home.

"Scream harder for me," you grunt, pulling out almost entirely before slamming back into her, over and over, setting a brutal pace.

Haerin's cries fill the room, a mixture of pleasure and pain. "Oh God, oh God, please... it's too much..." she sobs, her body shaking with each violent thrust.

You show no mercy, pounding into her, your balls slapping against her ass with each retreat and advance. Her pussy is so tight, her walls massaging your cock, threatening to milk your load prematurely.

"You feel that, Haerin? My cock owning your pussy?" you grunt, reaching down to pinch her hard nipples, making her arch her back.

"Yes... oh yes... I feel it..." she cries, her voice hoarse. "It's... too much..."

You lean down, biting her neck, marking her as yours. "You're gonna take it all, every inch, and you're gonna beg for more," you promise, your voice a gravelly growl.

With each thrust, you go deeper, harder, your cock hitting her cervix, making her see stars. Her body is a mess of sensations, the drug intensifying every touch, every penetration.

"Please... I can't... I'm gonna..." Haerin's words trail off as her body tenses, her pussy clamping down on your cock as she's hit with a powerful orgasm.

You don't let up, continuing to pound her through her climax, determined to make her see stars again. Her screams echo in the room, a testament to the raw, animalistic sex unfolding on your bed.

As Haerin's resistance crumbles, you release her wrists, knowing she's now completely at your mercy. Instead, you grasp her hips, your fingers digging into her flesh, and lift her, angling her body to meet your relentless assault. She clutches the sheets beneath her, her knuckles turning white, as she screams, her voice raw and hoarse.

"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!" she cries, her words becoming indistinguishable from the guttural sounds of pleasure and pain.

You watch her face, contorted in ecstasy, as you thrust into her roughly. Her eyes, wild and unfocused, stare up at you, pleading and inviting at the same time. Your cock, a rigid piston, disappears into her wet heat with each forward lunge, only to emerge slick and glistening before slamming back home.

The force of your thrusts lifts her body off the bed, her ass meeting your groin with a satisfying smack on each downstroke. You feel her inner walls, hot and slick, gripping and massaging your shaft, threatening to milk your cum prematurely. But you hold back, wanting to drive her to the brink of insanity.

Her pussy, now raw and swollen, stretches to accommodate your thickness, the lips molding around your girth, leaving a red, puffy outline as you withdraw. Her juices flow freely, coating your cock and balls, creating a lewd, glistening display.

"Please, stop, it hurts!" Haerin begs, her voice cracking. "Your cock... it's in my stomach... it hurts so much!"

You chuckle, withdrawing almost entirely before slamming back into her, making her body jerk. "Liar. You love it. You're just a dirty cum slut who can't get enough."

Her cries turn to incoherent moans as you lean down, your free hand pressing against her distended belly, adding a new layer of sensation to her already overstimulated body. Her orgasm, which had momentarily subsided, reignites with a vengeance.

"No... again... can't..." she whimpers, her legs stiffening, her body shaking as she's hit with another powerful climax.

You feel her pussy convulsing around your cock, trying to pull your seed from your balls. With each spasm, you thrust harder, driving her over the edge again and again.

Haerin's body goes rigid, her back arching off the bed, as she screams, her throat raw from her incessant cries. Her pussy clamps down on you, a grip that threatens to send you over the edge.

You violate her deeper, harder, your balls slapping against her swollen, sensitive lips, driving her to the brink of consciousness. Her tits, bouncing wildly with each impact, leave a trail of saliva and sweat as they sway with the rhythm of your pounding.

"Cum for me again, Haerin-ah," you demand, your voice a raspy command. "Let me feel that pussy squeeze my cock."

Haerin's body convulses, her orgasm ripping through her like an electric current, causing her to see stars. Her juices flow, adding to the wet, sloppy sounds of your fucking, as she surrenders to the pleasure you're inflicting upon her.

As your climax approaches, you feel the familiar tightening in your balls, the knot forming, signaling your impending release. Your thrusts become more deliberate, slower, as you savor the moment. 

Coincidentally, Haerin's phone starts ringing, its shrill tone cutting through the room. You see the caller—her boyfriend. An evil grin spreads across your face as you withdraw from her, leaving her pussy gaping, glistening with her juices.

Haerin, sensing a momentary respite, flips onto her stomach, her body trembling, as she tries to crawl away, her movements uncoordinated and weak. You chuckle, striding across the room to answer the phone.

"Jihoon sunbaenim? How's it going?" you answer, your voice laced with false formality.

Haerin, hearing her boyfriend's voice, freezes, her eyes wide with panic. You toss the phone onto the bed beside her, the screen lighting up her tear-streaked face. 

"He wants to talk, Haerin-ah. Go ahead, explain what you've been up to."

She shakes her head, her body trembling, as she tries to cover herself with the sheets. "Please... don't..." she begs, her voice vibrating.

Ignoring her pleas, you grab her by the waist, pulling her up onto all fours, her ass high in the air, presenting herself to you. She knows what's coming, her body betraying her as she begins to leak fresh juices, her pussy still swollen from your rough treatment.

"Looks like she's too busy to talk right now," you say into the phone, positioning yourself behind her. "But I'll be sure to pass on your regards."

With that, you plunge back into her, your thick cock stretching her well-used hole. Haerin screams, her hand flying to her mouth to muffle the sound, but it's no use. Jihoon's voice, now frantic, fills the room as he hears her cries.

You grip her hips, holding her in place, as you begin to pound into her from behind, your balls slapping against her clit. Her body is a canvas of pleasure and pain, her ass cheeks quivering with each impact.

"Fuck! Fuck! Oh God— No!" Haerin screams, her voice muffled by her hand, her body betraying her as she pushes back against your thrusts, meeting your rhythm.

You reach around, grabbing a fistful of her hair, and yank her head back, arching her body, exposing her neck. 

Her response is a guttural moan, her body going limp as she resigns to the sensations coursing through her veins. You feel her pussy clench around your cock, milking you as she's hit with another powerful orgasm.

With a throaty grunt, you unleash your load deep inside her, your cock pulsing as you fill her womb with your seed. Haerin screams, her body shaking, as she's forced over the edge once more, her juices flowing to mix with your cum.

You hold her in place, your cock twitching as you empty yourself into her, before pulling out with a loud, wet squelch. Haerin collapses, unconscious, her body spent and satisfied. 

You laugh, ending the call, and head to the kitchen, leaving her lying there, sated and vulnerable. As you pour yourself a drink, you can't help but chuckle, anticipating her reaction when she wakes up, the realization of what her trusted friend has done.

[dkakapizzaboy]

Casting Svt as Characters in KDramas I’ve Watched

Masterlist || Taglist Form

Words: Around 900

Category: Fluff I guess

A/n: If you disagree w any of these, I’m always open for healthy discussion

Disclaimers:

a) A lot of these shows I watched a while ago so if any character descriptions are inaccurate, please drag me it’s okay.

b) Some characters are, of course, very different in age than the members but just go on the emotions, will ya?

c) Character descriptions are kept vague on purpose because I don’t want to give spoilers. Also, if I’ve given any major spoilers unintentionally, I apologise.

d) Spellings of Character names are from Wikipedia, so if you find any inaccuracies, pls lmk

Taglist: @junhui-recs @drunk-on-dk @wonuhour @enhacolor

Fic specific tags: @wonwussy @bitchlessdino hope you guys like it!

1. Choi Seungcheol as Lee Young-Joon in What’s Wrong With Secretary Kim

The strong male character with childhood trauma who doesn’t know what to do with his feelings once he realises the love of his life, whom he had never confessed to, is leaving him screams Seungcheol to me. He’s awkward with his feelings, reacts poorly when hearing the news, is a true leader who silently burdens not only his trauma, but also his brother’s.

2. Yoon Jeonghan as Park Chang-ho in Big Mouth

I think, of all the people in the world who can deceive a prison full of inmates that they’re a criminal mastermind and you shouldn’t mess with them, no one else would compare to Jeonghan. The professional lawyer, who is framed and sent to prison, is a good person at heart, and helps other suppressed inmates and leads a revolution. Jeonghan is particularly quick to think on his feet, which matches the character’s energy.

3. Hong Joshua as Kang Tae- Moo in Business Proposal

A cold CEO who is super averse to dating and and is busy running his business meets and instantly falls in love with a girl who is posing as her friend on this blind date to get rid of him. He is devoted to his family, his passion for his company’s food products is only matched by our heroine. He’s a great cook and is also kind of nosy in his little brother’s love life.

4. Wen Junhui as An Min-Hyuk in Strong Girl Bong Soon

The cute, funny gaming company CEO who hires our Bong Soon as a bodyguard just screams Jun to me, both because of his passion for games and gaming development but also for his endearingly cute and shy demeanour and the sense of humour. Plus actor Jun deserves a fun, cool and handsome role like this, considering we might never get to see his c drama :((

5. Kwon Soonyoung as Jung Joon-hyung in Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bok-Joo

Ok so this is the latest drama I’ve watched and Joonhyung’s passion and commitment for swimming instantly reminded me of Hoshi and his passion for dance. A bonus factor is the fact that after seeing In the Soop S2, I can confirm his….ahem…abdominal area can easily pass for a swimmer’s.

6. Jeon Wonwoo as Cha Sung-hoon in Business Proposal

Yeah I don’t think I need to explain this.

7. Lee Jihoon as Wi Seung-Huen in Rookie Cops

I’m sorry but Woozi as a trainee cop along with an initial e2f2l storyline???? Sign me uppppppp… Plus, this character is like the ace trainee along with having daddy issues and a strong sense of morality that builds over time. Just writing this is making me crave a Woozi remake of this show.

8. Xu Minghao as Myul Mang in Doom at Your Service

Minghao, I think, is the best person in the world who can bring doom to the world while looking fucking stylish and having an angsty emo personality. Fuck the humans, what even do they have. Xu minghao is literally here to end us all. Plus the later developments in the show and the emotions this characters develops….I’ll cry watching if Minghao was Myul Mang. Also, I feel like Minghao is the most supernaturally member in Svt- you know the one who is into Tarot cards and palm readings.

9. Kim Mingyu as Ji U-Min in The Fabulous

Ngl, the Going Magazine episode was a big factor while giving Mingyu this character. This super talented fashion and street photographer, who sometimes struggles to find his aim and is stuck in the friend zone after breaking up with the female lead is such Gyu vibe honestly. This man is so supportive, encouraging…and might I say relentless?

10. Lee Seokmin as Baek Hee- Sung in Flower of Evil

The beauty of Dark! Seokmin is something to behold, a fantasy I will never give up on. A bright, perfect husband in every sense of the way on the surface with a dark past and even darker present….. is….so…..hot. And his wife is a police officer? Yup yup add it to the drama. Mars’ serial killer DK fic has arisen a fantasy in me that i don’t think is going away anytime soon. Plus I’m a sucker for complicated, grey characters whose layers are revealed slowly as the series progresses. He’s almost an anti- hero here.

11. Boo Seungkwan as Lee Seung-cheon in The Golden Spoon

Another grey character, probably the most complicated character on this list. I think, for me, our Boo is also the most emotionally complex and mature guy in seventeen so I think this character really suits him. Our lead guy, is born into poverty but changes his luck, along with his family’s, by switching lives with the richest guy in his school. Complications, along with consequences, haunt him.

12. Chwe Hansol as Goo Chang-seong in Hotel Del Luna

I’m sorry but Vernon as this character??? In great looking suits and constantly in service of ghosts to help them finish their last wishes and peacefully transition to afterlife along with having… probably the most emotional love story ever…..yeah I need a minute, or a week.

13. Lee Chan as Kim Do-ki in Taxi Driver

Taxi driver is probably my favourite kdrama till date. And Dino as the sexy vigilante who takes revenge for people who the system can’t help is such a sexy concept. Action hero Dino to the rescue! Plus the main character plays so many roles undercover and is so hilarious at times that Dino will fit perfectly in this character’s shoes.

[goldenpctals]

𝑚𝑖𝑛ℎ𝑦𝑢𝑐𝑘'𝑠 𝑗𝑎𝑝𝑎𝑛 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑖𝑒𝑤

WHO ARE YOU?

what’s your star sign? “a gemini. fun fact, geminis are twins. i’m a twin too.”

what’s your favourite holiday? “my birthday.”

what colour are your eyes? “dark brown.”

if i went on to your spotify right now, your most played song would be what? “back door by skz.”

do you read much? “no, not really.”

where did you grow up? “in seoul, but me, my brother, my sister and my dad travelled a lot too.”

when it comes to siblings; are you oldest, middle, youngest or only child? “i’m the middle child and also the youngest? i have a twin sister but i was born first.”

what were you like in high school? “just like i am now. weird.”

if you could be any magical creature, what would you be? “a ghost so i can haunt my members, family and friends.”

where is your happy place? “the dancestudio, studio or anywhere where i can persue my passion.”

can you tell us about a hobby you have that has NOTHING to do with your career? “my career is my hobby.”

CAREER STUFF

which academy do you attend? “blossom bell in japan.”

do you have a routine that gets you in the right frame of mind for work? “getting out of bed is the hardest but over the years i learned that taking a cold shower and plan my day helps me a lot.”

can you give us some insight into your next big project? “lot’s of dancing. and artwork.”

if you weren’t at a talent academy, what occupation would you be working towards? “i’ll be helping my dad with producing, for sure. or a dance teacher.”

are you a ‘work hard, play hard’ or a ‘work hard, sleep hard’ type? “if i don’t say work hard, play hard. i’m going to have my older brother and dad breathing down my neck, lol.”

what’s your proudest moment in your career so far? “our first stage as a group.”

do you remember where you were when you realised you were accepted into your academy? “it was in the studio with my dad and sister. never thought i would actually get in.”

did you get rejected from any academies? do you care anymore? “no.”

what is your DREAM achievement? “to still be with the guys from straykids, tour the world, become succesful.”

finish the sentence: “when it comes to my career, my goal is to make sure that...” “we always stay ourselves and that we never dissapoint our fans.”

SPILL THE TEA

are you single or taken? “single.”

what’s your snapchat score? “never used it. i think it’s boring.”

read us your last received text... “ definitely not bc i'm starving - my sister.”

would you ever date a fan? “yeah.”

how could somebody go about getting your attention? "match my energy? i genuinely have no idea. never really thought about it.”

have you ever stalked an exes socials? “i might have.”

have you ever stalked an exes new partners socials? “no, that’s weird.”

which song best describes your last crush or relationship? “... i have no idea.”

have you ever used tinder? “what even is tinder?”

who on tour would you most like to see naked? “no one.”

who’s the most annoying person on tour? “the kang brothers.”

which person on tour would you NOT let your hypothetical son or daughter date? “see my answer for the previous question.”

what’s the grossest thing you’ve ever done? “that’s a secret.”

have you ever peed in the shower? “if you haven’t, you’re lying.”

who is one person on tour that you trust more than anything? “my sister.”

BRING ON THE FUN

what kind of drunk are you? “i do the craziest things.. i tend to become even more weirder than i already am.”

if you could spend a day inside one movie, which would it be and why? “ninja turtles. i wanna be one of them.”

if you could have any piece of music play whenever you entered a room, what would it be? “back door by skz.”

everybody has ONE word tattooed on their head that most describes who they are, what does yours say? “weird.”

if i came round your house for a dinner date, what would you cook me? “i’m not the best cook, but something typical korean, i guess? kimchi? kimbap? tteobokki?”

do you have any guilty pleasures or weaknesses? “nah, not really.”

say a word that you HATE the sound of... “my leader’s voice in the morning when he yells. it’s awful.”

what is one country you have no desire to visit that other people do? “the united states.”

if you could rename yourself, what would your name now be? “jeffrey. so i can be jeffrey heo.”

if these were your famous last words, what would you say? “i’ll be meeting jihoon in hell again.”

[seoulscenarios]

Kang Daniel College AU

Uhhhh,, happy 300!!! And I’m back with a new college series for wanna one!!! haha i know what you’re thinking, us doing wanna one content??? crazy, but this has been in the works for a while and i finally thought this was the right time to post it! And don’t worry, there will still be stray kids content as well i just wanted to take a break from all the stray kids content we have been putting out

side note: for the dance mentioned throughout this pls click HERE to see the dance that inspired this whole au tbh i promise you won’t regret it!!

-Major: business studies

-Minor: contemporary dance

-Sports: Star player of the football team (mainly bc EVERYONE adores him) but he rarely plays anymore bc he kept falling asleep during practice but they still keep him on the team bc how can you deny him anything

-Clubs: president of the bboy club, claims bboying IS a valid enough reason to set up the club despite the student board protesting it, set it up anyway, is also a very active member of the dance society and everyone was shocked that he didn’t apply for the president role but he skated away on his skateboard yelling about bboy he’s just a child at heart really

-Daniel is by far the most popular kid on campus

-Everyone knows who he is, even the professors on the other side of campus who have nothing to do with him knows who he is

-I mean, how could you not he’s literally the most happy and friendliest person in the world with a smile gracing his face for just about everyone

-Is always seen around campus in slacks and tee, normally a snapback on his head as he whizzes past you on his skateboard

-He’s literally the epitome of skater kid, big headphones around his neck blaring music as he speeds past you on the way to class

-Most people wonder how he’s a business major bc he looks like he should be part of the dance squad or sporting majors but Daniel,,,, actually kinda likes business

-He’s not massively passionate about it but he’s good at it and he enjoys some classes

-Is the perfect partner for group presentations bc he’s so diligent at any task you give him, though occasionally he doesn’t always understand what he’s supposed to be researching but rather than pestering his group mates at like 3am when he’s kinda high on energy drinks he comes into the meeting the next day with really garbled notes and they have to gently tell him exactly what to research and his face lights up

-His favourite class by far is his practical business class where he gets to go on an internship at a company bc he 1) gets out of class, 2) gets to go on fancy business trips with his boss which means fancy food and 3) leaves behind Jisung who is constantly nagging him in their dorm

-Not to mention,,, he wears a suit (which he proudly wears bc his mom gave it to him as a present when he got into college)

-The entire campus collectively swoons as they see Daniel walking across campus with a briefcase in hand as he’s with Seongwoo

-Even all the women at the company he interned, especially the older ones, swooned and doted on him as well

-Like,,, Daniel was sure it could be against company protocol that these women give him gifts and stuff but the boss just turned a blind eye to it bc he had way more important things to deal with

-Besides, Daniel appreciated it when they gave him food vouchers and stuff bc it meant he didn’t have to spend his or Jisung’s money on food

-Not that Jisung was ever in the dorm most of the time anyway, being a medical student and all he practically lived at the hospital

-Which meant that Daniel may or may not have sneaked in Peter and Rooney the first weekend his mom came to visit him

-(Jisung got the shock of his life when he went to flop on his bed and it MOVED,,, he beat Daniel’s ass bc he hadn’t agreed to this)

-After a few hours though, Jisung was cuddling Rooney in bed and Daniel was very smug whilst Jisung threw a lab report at him lmao

-Daniel running an Instagram account for the cats? Most definitely

-Was it the most followed account related to their university? Of course it was 

-Everyone who came up to Daniel on campus 95% of the time they’d ask to meet Peter and Rooney, but Daniel was adamant that only a few select people could meet his girls

-Literally only the boys had met his favourite girls and never would he allow any slander on them, any hate comments would be deleted and a swift block if there was more than one offence

-(Jihoon and Woojin tweeted abt how ugly Peter and Rooney were and it took WEEKS of apologising and buying Daniel food for him to unblock them and add their contact details about, no one gets away with vagueing Peter and Rooney on his watch)

-Their dorm room, for lack of better words, was AWFUL

-To the point that Minhyun had given up all hope that they’d ever listen to him or actually care for the fact he’d spent a whole Sunday cleaning their room bc he was stressed and he just refused to ever go to their room again for fear of a migraine and cold sweats

-Like,,, Daniel’s side was littered with cat treats and toys, bits of paper and sweaty dance gear though the picture frame of him and his mom was proudly displayed on his desk practically spotless and Jisung’s side,,, well let’s just say med books and scrubs galore

-Despite Daniel’s extroverted persona, he was very much a homebody and loved spending weekends on end cuddled up in bed with his cats binge watching Netflix or playing games tbh

-However, if he had a bboy competition or dance practice expect him there at LEAST 20 minutes early bc he loved dancing and it gave him time to warm up properly so he didn’t injure himself

-(Story time: once Daniel was rushing to dance class and tripped over his feet and injured his thumb. He didn’t think much of it until he was 30 minutes deep into his dance practice and fell flat on his face doing a spin bc his hand gave up on him. Turns out he fractured his radial bone in his fall and Jisung was very shocked to see him sat in the emergency room when he was doing his rounds)

-So yeah, Jisung despite his busy schedule always made sure Daniel was on time or early for things especially dance so he didn’t injure himself

-But boy can he dance

-Like, everyone was in awe of his dancing

-Obviously, he was extremely well known for his bboying bc quite frankly it was incredible at just how talented he was at it bc who the heck decides that spinning themselves around like that was something you could be really good and dedicate urself to but seeing Daniel do it ur like yeah ofc why wouldn’t you want to

-What shocked everyone though was the fact that he was INCREDIBLY good at contemporary dance

-There was a dance competition he attended in first year and the captain of the dance team asked him to do a special stage for contemporary and he enthusiastically agreed bc,,,, well he didn’t have opportunities to showcase it a lot in big routines

-It’s extremely safe to say that the audience was left breathless when he finished and rumour has it that Jisung cried at the end, though he would vehemently deny this at the time when his eyes were red from crying and Minhyun kept passing him tissues none too discreetly whilst his kids all laughed at him

-Ever since that day Daniel has always been scouted by the dance majors to help them choreograph their dance piece for their contemporary dance module

-Which also happened to be one of the dance modules Daniel took

-He really likes to help out and has a difficulty saying no to people

-Coincidentally, this contemporary dance module is where he first encountered you

-You are, for want of better words, are the most untouchable and icy person

-Everyone on campus found you intimidating bc you always appeared unapproachable, cold, distant and too elegant for people to even breathe near you for fear that you could possibly stab them

-You were also rumoured to be from an incredibly wealthy family,,,, though what they didn’t know was that your family cut you off and cast you out bc you pursued dance against their wishes

-All you were left with was your inheritance and whatever money your grandma and aunt sent you as a monthly allowance

-You didn’t hate this persona the student body had given you, it just meant that you were incredibly lonely and often times felt quite empty when you saw people around campus laughing and having fun with friends, and all the couples holding hands and going on dates

-Coming from such a background you had never know what it was like to make friends or fall in love

-You only knew business partners and were taught from a young age that everyone had an ulterior motive when they asked you to be friends

-Safe to say, you kinda already had this icy persona cultivated from such a young age

-Though when you got cut off you had hoped that people around you would see differently

-However, once the rumour mill starts it’s hard to get it to stop

-So you just roll with it, even if it makes the classes you attend awkward or you feel that dread of loneliness when you get back to your single dorm, unable to invite anyone round

-When you got to 2nd year, the option to specialise in contemporary and modern dance became available and you immediately jumped at the chance bc you LOVE this genre so much

-If anything it represented your life in a way

-You wanted to break free from this old, restricted you into a new, free you

-Your first day of contemporary and modern class was unlike anything you had experienced before

-Everything was different yet familiar to you that you left the class buzzing with excitement and nervousness

-After a few weeks, you were slowly emerging as the class’s top student much to everyone’s exasperation

-They all just rolled their eyes whenever your teacher praised you or used you as an example to the other students, which they hated tbh

-Only one student didn’t act like that

-And, you’ve guessed it, that one person is Daniel

-Admittedly, at first, you didn’t get him whatsoever and you actually rolled your eyes as you saw his 6ft frame stumble through the door, cast decorating his hand looking entirely out of place

-You honestly didn’t understand why he was there, especially when during the introductions he told everyone that he was a business major and did dance as a minor

-You just didn’t get the hype around him whatsoever, everyone else adored him and fawned over him both inside and outside of class that you didn’t want anything to do with him

-Which confused him when he tried to greet you in class one day and you just shrugged him off and went back to stretching

-All of that changed when ur dance teacher gave out your first assignment and had given you a duet piece with a certain Kang Daniel and inwardly, you groaned

-Not only were you going to have to cooperate with Mr Popular, but the whole class was glaring at you and whispering about favouritism and bribery

-Daniel, on the other hand, was DELIGHTED to finally work with you

-You see, you had caught his eye from the first day of class and he was so perplexed at everyone’s disdain for you

-In his eyes, you were an incredible dancer and Daniel really wanted to collaborate with you, and maybe he found u kinda cute but shhhhh

-After your teacher finished all their announcements about this upcoming assignment, Daniel bounded over to you like the big puppy he is

-“Hi, I’m Daniel! I can’t wait to work with you, it’s going to be so much fun!” his mouth is upturned into that big smile and his face is all crinkled bc he’s smiling so hard

-You’re just a little overwhelmed bc why is he so enthusiastic it’s literally 9am and ur running on iced coffee but as u stare at him u realise,,,, hey this boy is kinda cute when he smiles

-“Uh, yeah hi my name is Y/N”

-Nice one Y/N, you think to urself as you watch Daniel’s face drop as you returned his greetings very unenthusiastically

-“So, have you got any ideas about the project or songs you like?���

-He’s trying so hard bless him but ur just not very cooperative bc heck,,, no one has ever tried to spark a conversation with you ever at this college that u don’t really know what to do

-You just blink at him slowly and he’s a bit confused, pausing scrolling through his playlist of songs and he just looks at you

-“Are you okay? You’re a bit, I don’t know, dazed?”

-“Oh, um, yeah I’m fine just early morning class haha”

-“You’re never normally like this though”

-O H

-You can pinpoint the exact moment that Daniel maybe kinda regretted saying that to him bc he completely froze and was staring at the ground, red tinting his ears

-Cute,,,, wait does that mean that THE Kang Daniel has noticed me in class before??Aӣ1;

-Anyway,, it’s an awkward few moments with u and Daniel not saying to each other and trying to forget what he just said

-He continues to scroll through his playlist and you decide to go and stand next to him so you could see the songs

-They were all pretty good songs, the boy has good music taste

-But one in particular caught your attention

-“How about this one?” you pointed at one of the songs

-It was a song you loved and had always wanted to dance to, and the lyrics were too beautiful and really fitted the dance style

-Daniel’s eyes lit up when he saw what you were pointing at

-“That’s one of my favourites! Let’s listen to it now” and before you could even protest, Daniel had plugged in his headphones and then shyly put the other headphone piece into your ear

-WHELP THERE GOES MY HEART

-For the remainder of the class, the two of you sat in relative peace listening to the song and occasionally sharing ideas about what theme and moves you wanted to include

-As the class drew to a close, you couldn’t help but notice just how damn attractive Daniel was and u found yourself glancing at him way more often than you should’ve been and you nearly didn’t notice class finishing

-You were packing up your stuff when you felt a hand tap ur shoulder

-It was Daniel

-“Uh.. I was wondering if maybe I can give you my phone number so we can…. Meet up and practice?”

-Was Daniel blushing?? Ofc he was, how could he not he thinks you’re really cute and attractive and he doesn’t normally give his phone number out to anyone

-(He literally has his friends, mom and a few classmates from his societies and that’s IT)

-You blush as well, putting ur number into his phone and handing it back with a small smile

-ICY PERSONA WHO???

-Ur classmates were all very intrigued by this behaviour bc they’ve never actually seen you talk to anyone nor have they seen Daniel act so,,,, shy around someone

-Well, you get an immediate text from Daniel and ur first thought is,,,, why is he so damn cute???

-He just sent you loads of emojis and stuff gosh he’s really just a kid huh

-You quickly realised that Daniel was a very enthusiastic person and loved to text you what seemed to be all the time

-Like, you even asked if he actually slept and he reassured you that he does sleep bc his roommate made sure he did

-The first week of being acquainted with Daniel was such a shock to you bc he’d always say hello to you whenever he saw you and if you were walking to class u can bet that Daniel would frighten the living daylights out of you when he ran up behind you and slung an arm around your shoulder, asking about your day and ur like Daniel pls,,,, don’t do that again

-As the weeks progressed, you became much closer to Daniel and it wasn’t long before you were rarely seen without him

-Heck, you had even been invited to meet his cats bc he kept talking about them and showing you pictures that you joked about saying “maybe you should just let me meet them for myself”

-Well Daniel’s eyes lit up and he grabbed your hand, pulling you to his dorms whilst enthusing about Peter and Rooney that you couldn’t help but laugh

-Jisung gave you a funny look, that only Daniel noticed bc u were too busy cooing over Rooney, and Daniel FLUSHED

-Yeah, Daniel never lets anyone meet his cats bc they’re too precious to him and Jisung was like,,, oh baby u like them don’t you, you don’t let anyone meet your cats unless you like them

-Daniel tells him to shut up, red blooming all up his neck and ears and Jisung freaking smirks and whips out his phone to text the gc

-You’re oblivious to this all bc you’re cuddling Peter and Rooney on Daniel’s bed and ur startled out of ur cooing to Daniel sitting beside you, lifting Peter onto his lap

-(You end up falling asleep with Rooney and Daniel is like,,, is this an angel? He lays a blanket over you and brushes your hair softly, taking in all your features)

-(That’s when he realises okay maybe Jisung was right and maybe he does like you just a bit more than the admiration he had and maybe he wants to date you and stuff but you didn’t hear that from me)

-(Cue Daniel sending panicked texts to Jisung and just getting winky faces in return)

-ANYWAY

-Back to the duet the two of you were doing

-Creating the choreography almost came like second nature to the both of you and you always ended practice on such a high note

-There was one move you were always kinda reluctant to do

-And it was a jump into Daniel’s arms

-It’s not that you didn’t trust him not to catch you,, you just have never done this before and you were nervous

-Daniel constantly reassures you practice after practice but still,,, you’re too tense to complete the move

-It wasn’t until your final practices that you told Daniel that maybe you could do this

-He grabs your hand and rests his other one on your cheek, looking deep into your eyes

-“Trust me, I won’t let you fall”

-That doesn’t mean you’re not nervous but when you’re going through the motions of the song, immersing yourself in the music you realise that maybe the jump isn’t so bad after all

-You throw yourself into Daniel’s arms and his arms wrap securely around you

-You feel at ease

-And you realise, as the song progressed that maybe you wouldn’t mind staying in Daniel’s arms for longer

-You couldn’t deny that over the past few weeks that you grew closer to Daniel that you found yourself falling for him

-All the late night texts, Netflix “dates” and everything else, you saw the happy puppy vibe that you found yourself drawn to

-“Hey Daniel, for the end of the dance….. maybe we should ask for a curtain to be put up and we could you know…… pretend to kiss behind it?” you ask shyly, eyes cast downwards not wanting to see Daniel’s reaction

-Well, this boy was BLUSHING bc this was unlike anything you had ever suggested choreography wise and pretending to kiss his crush?? Kinda heartbroken but at the same time,,,, he was THRILLED

-It wasn’t like your choreography wasn’t suggestive as you decided to go for a love theme, focusing on the getting into a relationship and the fears of it, but a kiss??? That was so intimate for Daniel and he was not okay

-“Uh yeah!!! I think it could work!!! Let’s try adding it to the routine before the next lot of kids come in” and he bolts to the music desk to put the music back on

-When it comes to that part, Daniel gently holds your face and draws you close to him

-His touch is electrifying and you lean closer into him, eyes flicking to his lips momentarily

-You swear he was about to lean in but before you could find out, someone knocked on the door and you two jumped apart from each other

-“Uhh bye Daniel I’ll see you tomorrow for the performance yeah?” and with that you bolted, leaving a very confused Daniel touching his lip slightly before he went back to his dorm with a slightly dazed look

-Well, the two of you were kinda awkward as you met the next day donned in ur performance costumes

-The two of you were wearing matching loose white shirts and black slacks, and you were gripping onto some black blindfolds that were featured in ur performance

-U were kinda nervous bc you hadn’t ever performed a duet with someone you actually liked before and Daniel sensed that as he handed you a water bottle

-“Y/N, you’ll be fine we’ve done this 1000 times and we could do it a 1000 times more and I still would have no words to describe how incredible you are” he mumbled into your hair, arms wrapped around you tightly

-You sink into his embrace, letting him give you words of comfort and sweet nothings

-You stayed like that for what seemed like forever and were only interrupted by the backstage crew member who announced that you guys were up soon

-As you stood in the wings, Daniel interlaced his fingers with yours and smiled at you

-These past few weeks working on this project seemed to have flown by and you were sad that it was coming to an end

-Just as you were about to say something to him, he led you onto the stage, hands still intertwined and you swear you heard some guys wolf whistle (you did, Seongwoo and Woojin let out the biggest wolf whistles and Jisung had to literally clamp a hand over their mouths but he did admit that you two looked like a real couple)

-When the music kicked in, everything felt so…. Electric

-All of Daniel’s touches on you left little shocks on you and you were dizzy from how much you craved his touch even more

-As the song reached an end, Daniel grabbed your hand as you went to move behind the curtain and pulled you back to him

-And his hands landed on your waist and before you knew it, you felt his lips crash against you as the song hit it’s climax and you immediately melted into his touch

-Well, all of Daniel’s friends were wolf whistling now and the two of you broke apart to the sound of thunderous applause and whistles and a disapproving look from the mc of the evening

-Daniel just gave you an embarrassed grin and tugged you off stage, a matching grin gracing your face

-Well, it’s safe to assume that Daniel definitely asked you to date him after this performance much to the hollering of everyone backstage and the roar of approval from his friends when he introduced you to them properly, holding your hand tightly

-Dating Daniel is an actual dream

-I mean you’re dating the actual campus god and everyone is absolutely shocked that their campus golden boy is dating the most feared and iciest person on campus

-Thought,,, they were absolutely bowled over at the fact you no longer seemed so unapproachable and perfect as you laughed happily at whatever Daniel was telling you, leaning into his shoulder as the story got funnier

-Like,,, who was this person they thought they knew?? They’re gone lmao

-Daniel is also the CRINGIEST boy to date

-If he wants to kiss you he’ll be like “baby you’ve got something there” and before you could check he’d grab your chin and kiss you softly on the lips and ur like,,,, Kang Daniel u need to stop

-Jihoon and Woojin just look on disgusted bc how the HECK can you fall for his trick every single time

-Jisung just coos bc it’s like watching his baby grow up and find love, before swatting at the boys bc they’re making retching sounds or something

-Sleepovers at Daniel’s??? Absolutely especially when Jisung is on night shift and he has the place to himself wink wonk

-Lmao no, his cats are too precious to him he doesn’t want to scar them

-That’s reserved for when ur at ur place instead hehe

-Daniel really loves to have an arm around you at all times, especially around your shoulder bc it makes him feel so manly and protective what a dweeb

-He also teaches you how to ride his skateboard, though you protest a lot bc heck I may be a dancer Daniel but I have no balance on actual ground much less a skateboard I will fall

-He just grabs your hands and guides you slowly around the park, grinning as you shriek turning corners or something

-Will reward you with hundreds of kisses later though so is it worth it?

-Sometimes when ur not covered in bruises bc u kept falling off and rather than helping you Daniel ended up laughing bc he found it really funny

-Someone help him please

-Nights with Daniel are spent with Netflix playing in the background as you cuddle with the cats and he’s running his hand softly through your hair as you tell him all about how growing up you could never be you and always had to be perfect your parents

-I’m not saying he cried when you told him that you got cut off and haven’t seen your parents in years,,, but that’s what I’m saying bc he’s such a family orientated guy that he doesn’t know how you coped

-You have to wipe his tears away, calling him an idiot before kissing him deeply and well,,,, u kinda get the idea from here (daniel got a little caught up in the moment and forgot his cats were there lmao)

-Oh, speaking of family he definitely introduces you to his mom like a month into dating

-He tried to do it beforehand but Jisung literally locked his skype account so he wouldn’t scare you off lmao

-You needn’t have worried though bc Daniel’s mom ADORED you and was fawning over you on skype

-She basically became the mother you never had and she always text you asking if you were doing okay and stuff it’s just really sweet

-She comes up one weekend to see the two of you and now Daniel has three new photos on his desk next to the one of him and his mom

-There’s one the three of you together, then you and his mom,,,, then one of you and him that his mom took bc you looked so happy and in love that she couldn’t resist taking a photo how CUTE

-Anyway,,, he constantly is leaving his clothes at your place bc he’s forgetful but also he really wants to see how small you’d look in his clothes bc he’s a GIANT lbr here

-You do turn up to class one day wearing his shirt and Daniel malfunctions for the rest of the day bc it should be illegal how cute you look in his clothes

-Seongwoo and Sungwoon just snicker at him bc he’s so dazed that he missed his mouth whilst eating at the cafeteria bc he’s too busy staring at you

-Please protect this baby at all costs bc he’s so accident prone but also,,, he’s a damn mess and needs all the love in the world thnx bye

-You two are just sickeningly in love and it’s the best thing ever

-Daniel really helped you to grow and express your true self more and more and you couldn’t be more grateful whereas you helped Daniel love something beside his cats and mom

-Like,,, he was finally discovering how to love something and it was so pure and raw that you saw stars every time he looked at you, touched you, kissed you that galaxies were painted in your eyes and at the centre of it all was Daniel

-Young love huh, it’s truly remarkable

and that was the first installment of the college series for wanna one!! i hope you enjoyed it and i’ll be back very soon with some more content!!!

[ongsniel]

[request] you taste so bitter (and sweet)

AUTHOR: ongniels (ali) FANDOM: WANNA ONE/Produce 101 RATING: PG-13 PAIRING: Lai Guanlin/Park Jihoon WORD COUNT: 4,5k WARNING:  SUMMARY:  Three times Guanlin is stressed/frustrated and is comforted by one of the WANNA ONE members, leaving Jihoon jealous, and one time Jihoon gets to console the younger boy.

[AO3]

1.

Guanlin isn’t usually the type to get stressed – or at least not when he was living in Taiwan, but ever since he joined Produce 101 and then subsequently got to debut with the program’s final idol group, that has changed.

Every time he enters the practice room he feels somewhat suffocated, mind going as fast it can, trying to learn all the different moves and memorize all of them plus where he has to stand while doing them. On a good day, he only comes out after having one mental breakdown, on a bad one, like today, he is immensely exhausted after not having even gotten one move right.

He knows his members don’t judge him for it. They always tell him that and try to help him when they notice he’s struggling but he can’t help but feel guilty when he sees how behind they are on their training schedule, mostly thanks to him.

When he enters the car, he sits down next to the window, resting his head on it. Guanlin welcomes the coldness of the glass, he closes his eyes to cherish the feeling fully.

“Hey, are you alright?” Jihoon whispers, suddenly sitting next to him, a soft smile gracing his lips.

Guanlin just nods, returning the boy’s smile with a weak one of his own, not really in the mood to speak in Korean, even more so because he isn’t sure if he can bring out a sentence that would make sense.  

Jihoon doesn’t seem to mind his silence. He just rests his head on Guanlin’s shoulder, Jihoon’s hand taking a hold of his and intertwining their fingers together. Jihoon softly strokes his thumb over Guanlin’s knuckles for a few minutes until he falls asleep.

Guanlin takes comfort in their usual skinship, sighing as he looks out the window.

***

Their arrival at the dorm doesn’t take long. All of the members pour out of the van in different volumes of loudness and in different states of sleepiness. Guanlin is more on the quiet and awake side while Seongwoo, who is being half-carried by Daniel, is on the “I’m about to pass out” side of the scale. The younger feels guilty because he knows Seongwoo is this tired because he had helped Guanlin all afternoon, tried to appease the angry choreographer and had to learn the new dance himself too.

The guilt makes his fists clench.

Jisung opens the door for them, shushing them so they don’t wake up the neighbors. Their manager checks out the hallways, looking for any lurking fans, and then, when he sees no one is there, leads them up the stairs.

They enter the dorm quietly and agree for Minhyun, Daniel and Seongwoo to use the bathroom first. Guanlin really doesn’t mind, he is pretty sure he isn’t going to be washing up today, anyway.

He follows Woojin into their room, takes his blankets and pillows and goes back to the living room. Jisung looks at him confusedly, mouthing a “what are you doing?” as he sees him lay down on the couch.

“I’m sleeping here tonight,” he mutters, tongue feeling heavy in his mouth.

“I see that, but why?” Jisung asks, furrowing his brows at him. “We’ve got a really long day tomorrow. You should rest well and comfortably. You’re way too big for this couch, Guanlin!”

“I don’t deserve sleeping on my bed today,” he replies, fidgeting with his fingers. “I kept all of you from learning the second half of the song and made a lot of mistakes, I don’t… I should sleep on the couch, as a punishment, so that I do better next time.”

Jisung just shakes his head, wrapping his arm around one of Guanlin’s shoulder while he rests his chin on the other one.

“Guanlin, seriously, no,” the older boy says as he starts to draw circles on his arm. “None of us were in our right mind today and made a lot of mistakes. We didn’t move on because we weren’t ready for it, Jesus, even Woojin couldn’t dance properly today. You don’t have to feel guilty at all.”

“But –“Guanlin wants to reply but Jisung doesn’t let him.

“No buts,” he quips. “You’re sleeping with me tonight.”

***

In the end, Guanlin really does sleep on Jisung’s bed – Jihoon looks at him weirdly as he leaves his own room, saying that he is going to spend the night with their leader.

Jisung cuddles him like a little baby, lulling him to sleep with his endless talking, stupid jokes and soft pats on his back. It makes him relax. Seongwoo and Daniel, who are sleeping together in the other bed, also comfort him, telling him how proud they are of him for improving so much in such a short time.

The last thing Guanlin says before he sleeps is “thank you for comforting me, everyone, I love you”.

2.

There are three things Guanlin needs to have to be completely happy. The first one is, of course, his family and friends (technically he knows they are two different things but he puts them into one category anyway).

The second thing is food. Without food he wouldn’t be able to survive and most of it tastes pretty damn amazing, plus it gives him enough energy to go through his tight schedule.

The last one is sleep but that’s exactly what he hasn’t gotten in the past week.

All of them go from schedule to schedule and then, when they finish that, they go to practice and lessons, when those two things end too, he has to go to his Korean class. He’s glad he hasn’t gotten the same tight schedule as Daniel and Jihoon, although he feels just a tad bit jealous, because he would probably faint from exhaustion if he had.

The most hours of sleep he has gotten this week were three. It’s safe to say that he is pretty done with his life. He even keeps nodding off in between of their training breaks, which is unusual for him.

If he could, he would immediately drive to their dorm and face palm straight into his bed, not getting up for the next two months. It doesn’t help that today out of all days, they had to shoot a commercial and the advertiser wants him to dance “handsomely”.

He has been wrecking his brain for at least ten minutes trying to think how to dance so the advertisers feel satisfied. Guanlin feels a foreign feeling spreading throughout his body.

His heartbeat starts to quicken, he feels a bit dizzy and kind of like he can’t breathe, millions of thoughts cluttering his brain. He knows he is slowly losing control over them. Most of his thoughts don’t even end before the next one comes only milliseconds later.

“Hey, are you okay?” Guanlin knows this voice, Jihoon.

“Uh, yeah, y- yeah,” he mutters, sucking in a deep breathe without looking at the older boy and making his way into the waiting room, sitting down on the couch, taking a hold of his knees, trying to calm himself down.

“You’re pale, do you want some water?” Guanlin glances up to see Seongwoo in front of him, kind smile and frown on his face. “You good?”

“Yes, very good, very relaxed,” he hates his accent for betraying him – the members know that whenever his accent gets thicker, he is nervous and this time is not any different, he is nervous, anxious even.

“Okay, kiddo, tell me what’s up,” Seongwoo sits down next to him, easily wrapping himself around Guanlin like an octopus, weirdly, it makes him calm down. “I’m all ears.”

“W-Well, I’m feeling angsty,” Guanlin answers, looking anywhere but at Seongwoo, who begins to caress his back comfortingly. “They told me to d–dance ‘handsomely’! I can’t even dance p-properly on a g-good day!”

Instead of what Guanlin had expected (e.g. a warm smile, a clap on the shoulder telling him not to worry about anything, maybe an offer to help him) Seongwoo laughs. He laughs and laughs and laughs. It makes him feel betrayed because he had just opened up to him and this is the responds he gets. He can’t help but ball his fists again, neatly cut nails piercing his skin.

“Guanlin, hey, look at me,” Seongwoo says, placing his hands on Guanlin’s cheek.

He tries not to actually look at the older boy, even holds out for a whole minute, before Seongwoo gets tired of waiting – Guanlin is impressed he held out such a long time – and firmly, but carefully, guides Guanlin’s face with his hands so that they are staring into each other’s eyes.

“No matter how weirdly or stupidly you would dance in front of them,” Seongwoo begins with a soft smile. “You still would look handsome anyway.”

Guanlin feels himself blush at the compliment. He averts his eyes from Seongwoo’s face again but this time he is not mad, he feels happy.  Happy at being praised by his band mate.

“Exactly, this smile is perfect,” Seongwoo laughs, excitedly bouncing on the couch. “If you look at the camera with this gummy smile while you dance, believe me kid, you’ll have thousands of girls swooning after you.”

Guanlin shakes his head, face even redder than before as he laughs along with the older boy.

Seongwoo lets go of his cheeks and instead engulfs him in a playful hug, swinging from side to side whilst they sit on the couch, stopping when he spots Daniel and Jihoon watching them from the door, Daniel with his trademark bunny smile and Jihoon with – with that weird look again. Guanlin doesn’t know what it means.

“What did you do to the poor boy that he is this red?” Daniel asks as he joins them on sofa, arm easily wrapping around Seongwoo’s shoulder.

Jihoon stays at the door, his arms crossed as he watches the scene play out in front of him. Guanlin tries to catch his eyes, to ask if everything’s alright, but he can’t.

“Oh you know, showering him with compliments to charm him,” Seongwoo responds, for a second letting himself melt into Daniel’s side before he stands up again. “I’d love to keep cuddling here with you, Mr. Kang, but Mr. Lai and I have some business to attend.”

Seongwoo has Guanlin’s hand in his hold in less than a second, then he tugs the younger boy to his feet and drags him out of the room, Guanlin’s shoulder slightly touching Jihoon’s, as Jihoon turns around to look at them.

“Now, now, I’ll teach you some popping for your CF, yeah?” Seongwoo beams at Guanlin with a toothy grin. “Pay attention.”

“Before that,” Guanlin interrupts suddenly. “Thank you.”

The older boy waves him off happily and proceeds to try and fit ten years of popping knowledge in two minutes.

3.

Guanlin stares at the item in his hands incredulously. He can’t believe it – It… it’s broken.

He can already feel tears threatening to spill as he keeps looking at it.

Guanlin touches the torn paper, trying to figure out a way to repair it – to make it whole again – to make all the pieces of broken glass become one again – to let the faces on the picture be recognizable again – to see his mothers face reflecting back at him with a large smile again.

His shoulders shake with almost sobs as he touches all of the picture’s pieces, trying to find them all in the clutter full of glass, tiny pieces of wood from the frame and at least a dozen pieces of paper.

“Guanlin…” a soft voice from behind him says.

He knows all the members are looking at the mess he is right now, looking at him as he loses the last piece of his sanity. Guanlin doesn’t turn around, frantically collecting the pieces of photo paper from the floor.

A hand on of his own stops him. When he looks up to see who it is, Minhyun is looking back at him with worried eyes.

“You’re bleeding,” the older boy points out as he lifts Guanlin’s hand from the floor. “Let’s get you cleaned up, yeah?”

Guanlin can’t find it in himself to protest, so he just nods. Numbly standing up and letting Minhyun drag him through the crowded door – all of the members looking at him with pity – and to the bathroom.

Minhyun makes him sit down on the rim of the bathtub while he searches for disinfectant, some cotton and a band aid. It doesn’t take long for him to take Guanlin’s uninjured hand again and ask him to grit his teeth while he washes the wound with water.

Guanlin is in a trance-like state while Minhyun then softly dries, disinfects and puts the band aid on his right hand. He doesn’t feel anything.

“You know you can cry if you want,” Minhyun suddenly says, cautiously looking at Guanlin from under his eyelashes. “We won’t judge you for crying. We know how precious that picture was to you.”

Once again, Guanlin doesn’t answer. He just looks down at the floor in front of him, biting his lips as he tries to suppress his emotions, to not let them out, to not let them win over him. Of course he’s sad, that picture… it was the only printed out photo he had of his family. His father had sweated bullets while trying to sneak it in when he came to visit him on the Produce 101 set. It was the only thing that he had to remember them now that his phone was taken away, his only connection to them.

“I… I just don’t understand,” Guanlin whispers, finally looking up at Minhyun. “What does this person gain from breaking into our dorm and destroying our things? Destroying that picture?”

“I don’t know, Guanlin,” Minhyun sighs, smiling sadly. “Some people do shitty things for no reason.”

He nods, his sadness now being replaced by anger.

“But don’t worry, the managers will find out who did this,” Minhyun tells him, hand now comfortingly on Guanlin’s shoulder. “We’ll also find a way to print out another one, I’m sure Seongwoo can use his handsome face to convince the manager to let us go out to a cyber café or something.”

Guanlin smiles at that, grateful that Minhyun is looking out for him, even if the person who had broke into the house had also destroyed some of his personal items, like the teddy bear he had gotten from Jonghyun or the letters from the NU’EST members.

When they go out of the bathroom, Jihoon and Jisung are on the couch. The moment he sees them, Guanlin knows they had been nervously waiting to see if he’s okay. While Jisung looks relieved when he spots Guanlin coming out with a small smile on his lips, Jihoon stares at him with squinted eyes.

He brushes it off, not wanting to try to find out what it is at the moment, and just sends him a small grin his way.

+1.

Weeks pass before Guanlin feels something akin to sadness again.

The group is busy with various shoots (variety and music shows, some photo- and CF shoots as well), recording for their next comeback in late September and practicing another new choreography that he is so exhausted that he always just comes straight home, crashes onto his bed and immediately falls asleep without washing up.

Thankfully though, some of the members get time off on a Wednesday while Daniel, Seongwoo, Jisung and Minhyun go to film another variety. Most of them take the opportunity to go visit their families, the managers giving them a ride, leaving Guanlin alone in their dorm.

At first he had welcomed the silence since it didn’t happen quite often in a dorm full of 11 boys but well, after a while it had become too deafening and boring. He misses the usual amount of noise

Right now, he is lying in his bed, back towards the door as he looks at the wall with the newly printed out picture of his family. Guanlin looks at their faces again and again; sometimes he even traces their features with his fingers.  

He curls in on himself as he stares at his sister’s face. Who would have thought that he would miss her this much?

Ever since they were kids they had fought every day, no matter about what. There was no day his mother wouldn’t have to mediate between the two of them either because of a toy, stolen food or one of them having slapped the other. This continued up to their teens, Guanlin always teasing his sister for having a new boyfriend every other month while his sister spread his childhood videos around his school to pay him back for the teasing.

He laughs at the memories, noticing only at this moment how stupid their fights were. How much better they could have spent their time together, how much more Guanlin could have shown his appreciation for her.

Before he knows it, he has silent, hot tears running down his face. If anyone was in the dorm, he would wipe them away as fast as possible and ignore any lingering homesickness, but since he’s completely alone, Guanlin lets them flow down his cheeks in a steady stream.

His smiling mom catches his attention then. Just by looking at her, he can almost smell her cooking – Jesus, he misses it so much. No matter how much he liked Korean cuisine, nobody could win against his mother’s food. She is the best cook Guanlin has ever met. He wishes he could eat it again, that he could eat it while looking at her running around in the kitchen, asking him if it’s tasty over and over again until he answers, that he could it eat while she smiles down at him and pats his head as she complements him for eating the food so well.

Guanlin’s tears are now beginning to be accompanied by quite sobs. He turns around in his bed, leaving the picture on the other side, trying to stop himself from crying as he sits up. No matter what he does, he won’t be able to meet her anyway.

“Guanlin?” he hears a voice shout out from the living room.

He is terrified when he listens to it. Guanlin doesn’t want the other boy to see him like this, to see him being emotional over some picture.

Even if he wants to answer, he can’t. Another sob escapes his lips without him wanting too.

“Are you in here? I brought you some Taiwanese –,” Jihoon stops at the door, the bag in his hand falling to the floor as he spots Guanlin on the bed.

The younger boy is pretty sure that the sight Jihoon is seeing is nowhere near pleasant nor pretty, what with Guanlin’s bed mussed hair, puffy, swollen eyes and red cheeks. He grabs a pillow from his bed and tries to hide himself behind it, avoiding the other boy’s eyes.

Jihoon is in front of him in less than five seconds, his right hand removing the pillow in one swift motion before he knees in front of Guanlin, worried eyes scanning the younger boy up and down, trying to figure out if he’s hurt anywhere.

Guanlin shakes his head as if to silently answer the question. He is so, so tired of crying alone.

He throws himself into the older boy’s arms. Jihoon is taken aback for a minute, almost losing his balance but he seems to catch himself in time for the both of them not to fall on the floor.

Guanlin buries his face into the crook of Jihoon’s neck, sobbing silently as he hugs him. Jihoon just wordlessly embraces him back, caressing his hair as he whispers sweet nothings into Guanlin’s ears. For some unexplainable reason, Jihoon’s voice calms him down like some healing balm for his heart.  

It takes a lot of time for Guanlin to finally calm down but Jihoon sticks with him through it all, hugging him tightly until he stops crying and isn’t holding onto the older like he’s his only lifeline.

“Do you want to tell me what’s wrong?”  Jihoon whispers.

“Homesick,” Guanlin mumbles, his answer muffled by Jihoon’s shirt but he’s still pretty sure Jihoon is able to catch it because he replies to Guanlin’s statement with a soft “ah”.

“I don’t know if it helps but I… My mom made some Taiwanese soup for you, she said she was sure that you’d be missing home if all of us had left you home alone to visit our families,” he tells him, Guanlin knows he must be smiling by the tone of his voice. “She scolded me for that, too, you know, told me to bring you home with me the next time.”

Guanlin laughs at that, Jihoon’s mother had always been great to him.

“Do you… do you want to eat it, Guanlin?” Jihoon asks, carefully dissolving the hug to look directly into Guanlin’s eyes.

Instead of replying, he just nods, a smile forming on his lips.

He lets go of Jihoon, standing up from the floor and helping the other do so, too. Jihoon grabs the bag he threw down on their way to the kitchen with one hand while he holds Guanlin’s own hand with the other.

Jihoon makes him sit down on one of the chairs in the kitchen while he warms up the food in the microwave. It doesn’t take long before he brings it to him. He sets it down in front of Guanlin and hands him a spoon. Guanlin knows the other is nervously waiting for him to taste it.

He recognizes the soup to be a beef noodle soup, one his mother used to make on his father’s birthday since it was his favourite. He sighs contently as he eats a spoonful. It feels just like home.

“Thank you,” he says when he is done eating; he had finished the soup in only five minutes.

“No problem,” Jihoon grins at him. “Feeling better?”

“Yes, much better,” Guanlin beams triumphantly. “But it’s all thanks to you and your mom’s soup, I owe you!”

Jihoon waves him off and glances at him with bright eyes, his grin sincere.

Somehow while staring into the other’s eyes, Guanlin is reminded of the weird way Jihoon had looked at him lately. He figures that since no one is here anyway, it’s the best time to ask about it.

“Jihoon, I wanted to ask you something,” Guanlin announces, cautiously analyzing Jihoon’s reaction but not sensing anything out of the ordinary. “You’ve been looking at me with this… unusual glimpse in your eyes these past weeks, but only in certain occasions, is something wrong?”

Guanlin can see the way Jihoon tenses in front of him. The older boy gapes at him for a few minutes ere he stands up and points at the living room. He gets up too, following him to the couch.

“What… do you mean exactly?” Jihoon queries, squinting his eyes at him warily.

“Well, you have this strange look in your eyes and I can’t figure it out, but I don’t see it very often,” Guanlin admits, his tongue swipes over his lips as he tries to remember when he saw the look on Jihoon’s face. “Like when I slept over at Jisung’s after I was feeling down because of practice or when Seongwoo and I were on the couch at the Yo-Hai CF shooting…. Oh! It also happened when Minhyun and I got out of the bathroom after what happened with that fan.”

When he looks at Jihoon, he is aware that the older boy knows exactly what Guanlin is talking about.

“Well….” Guanlin patiently waits for Jihoon to answer, putting a hand on the other’s knee, encouraging him to talk with gentle caresses. “I was jealous.”

“Jealous?” he repeats.

“Yeah, jealous, I was just… really… really jealous,” Jihoon smiles sheepishly at him.

“But why?” the younger boy can’t help but ask.

“I wanted to be the one that’s there for you when you are sad,” he admits, Jihoon’s hand now on top of Guanlin’s. “I wanted to comfort you after practice and cuddle with you until you felt better, I wanted you to open up to me about what was happening during the CF. I also felt kind of bad because I asked you if you were okay and you… seemed not to want to talk to me. That time with Minhyun, I just felt really bad because I didn’t reach out to you when you needed me the most. Seeing someone else provide you with that comfort made me feel unreasonably mad.”

Guanlin takes in all of the information, trying to understand everything. He, surprisingly, feels proud for being able to make Jihoon jealous because of stuff like that, like he has come one step closer to making his unrequited crush not as one-sided.

“Why didn’t you talk to me when you were sad or angry?” Jihoon snaps him out of his thoughts.

He already knows that he has a blush on his face (the tip of his ears are probably red from embarrassment, too). Just like Jihoon was before, he gapes at the other for a few seconds.

“Because I don’t want you to see me sad,” Guanlin confesses with a defeated sigh. “Since I like you, I only want to show you cool and funny sides of me.”

Jihoon laughs at him, nose crinkling cutely. Guanlin doesn’t know if he’s laughing because Guanlin just confessed his feeling and is being ridiculous or because he… is happy.

“Ah, I’m so stupid,” Jihoon breathes out between giggles. “I like you, too! We could have been together for such a long time if we had talked about this earlier!”

Guanlin finds himself laughing, too. Nervousness replaced by giddiness and butterflies in his stomach. He catches the sight of their hands, Jihoon’s on top of his, and then intertwines their fingers, happy with the view in front of him.

“Hey, now that we know we like each other,” Jihoon begins after his laughing ceases. “Please… talk to me when you’re sad. I will try my best to comfort and love you.”

Guanlin smiles down at his lap while nodding, squeezing Jihoon’s hand softly.

***

The next time Guanlin feels homesick – after the hosts of a certain variety had asked one too many questions about his family and Taiwan, he immediately seeks out Jihoon when they arrive at the dorm, wrapping himself around the boy like an octopus until he feels like he can breathe again.

Jihoon just looks at him warmly as he steers them towards Guanlin’s bed, promising to ask his mother for another one of those soups and praising him for coming to him while they cuddle.

As they are snuggled up to each other, Jihoon sprawled all over Guanlin; he thanks all of his lucky stars for the present that is Park Jihoon in his life.

[pd101s2prompts]

Vampire AU. Joining a Kpop idol survival show has been a great way for them to feel both alive and dead at the same time.

Long post below. Just posting some AU ideas and listing the top 20 as vampire/human/half, but feel free to ask what the other trainees would have been. Or change/add whatever your imagination/heart desires.

Some HCs of this world:

- Asia has a high number of vampires in their population because unlike the Western half, they didn’t start a witch hunt and send their vampires hiding. There’s a couple hate crime and discrimination here and there, but nothing big.

- Full vampires are labeled as T (turned) or P (pure/born full-blooded). Turned vampires don’t age for decades then age super fast with health problems. Or could be their Asian genes (I’m Asian too chill). Full vampires age really slow like the opposite of dog years. 140 years old would be 20 for them. Mnet releases the ages they should fall under.

- Like blood transfusion, vampires- half and full- only feed on humans that share their blood type. O being universal donor and AB being universal receiver.

- Mnet released a statement saying the trainees cannot feed on each other and will have standard blood bags during meal time. They are not allowed to be seen drinking blood outside of meal time.

- Of course blood bag for vampire tastes like lukewarm bagged milk for humans so they sneak bites on their consenting fellow trainees in places that can be covered. They also have to make sure not to take too much blood to avoid suspicion during practice.

- Some vampires make feeding feel good and some don’t. Due to an evolution thing, some of them have a “sexier” side that most people dub their vampire-mode. Other humans see it as a reversal charm on stage (ex. Sewoon).

- Half vampires are born from vampire/human parents regardless if it’s not 50/50. They cannot be turned into full vampires and blood for them is like calcium. They need enough to be healthy, but the quantities varies from people as too much can cause an upset stomach.

- Half vampires can be fed on but that makes them hungry faster. Also, full vampires need to have an acquired taste for them like black coffee.

- Vampires here aren’t nocturnal. They just look dead from gaming/being online at night. #relatable

- Supposedly, fans believe vampires have more appeal to be kpop idols- eternal visuals, memorizing voice and all that, but there’s really a pro and con to any race.

List: (With who they’re currently helping/feeding on)

If I knew their RH +/-, this list would be more selective. Feeding list may be mismatched until I proofread it again.

20. Lai Gaunlin - Human. O. Was Seonho’s blood bag until Seonho was able to find more kind hyungs. Has offered himself to his hyungs too, but makes them feel flustered because he’s so young and “needs the energy to train and debut”. Seonho has vouched his blood tastes really good despite being Made in China. (”Aish this kid, I’m from Taipei!”) (He wrote China’s Taiwan once so I don’t know how I’d interpret his stance along with what’s politically correct.)

Helps: Seonho

19. Jung Sewoon - Half. AB. Doesn’t need to feed on blood as often compared to a full vampire, but stretches out the time he should be for too long which makes him listless/sleepy/tired looking. Really dazed until someone offers themselves to him because he’s too picky about food (ex. pizza) and only drinks fresh blood. Otherwise, he’ll lose control... People joke he has a church oppa and dark oppa side. Apparently, they feel like a prey under his gaze and it feels really good when Sewoon feeds on them.

Feeds on: Hakyeon, Youngmin, Hyungseob, Jaehwan, Dongho, Minhyun, Jinyoung, Daniel

Helps: Jihoon

18. Joo Hakyeon - Half. B. Just a mixed of different blood. Is told his blood tastes like if someone took every type of juice (including veggies) and dumped it together. Monitors his feeding because he’s strict about his health/diet. Strangely finds no problem with the blood bags. Reminds him of what he had back home.

Feeds on: Jaehwan, Minhyun

Helps: Sewoon, Jihoon

17. Im Youngmin - Half. O. A sweet alpaca that normally fed on Donghyun and afterwards had Sewoon join their trio (Youngdongpo woo). Is happy for making it this far but lowkey stressed because he doesn’t have Donghyun and all his friends (ones he’s confident enough to ask) are people who have been eliminated/have different blood types/ones that feed on him. Maybe Sewoon can ask Hyungseob or Jaehwan...

Feeds on: N/A

Helps: Sewoon

16. Yoo Seonho - Half. A. Eats a lot of food to make up for his blood hunger. Adapting to three meals a day was hard. Takes the blood bags that other people don’t want/offer. Hates the taste, but he’s a hungry child. Fed from Minhyun once and got addicted. Is a greedy eater and needs to be forcibly stopped. But his puppy eyes... Is known for having a strong vampire-mode on stage- especially if his glasses are off.

Feeds on: Gaunlin, Hyungseob, Minhyun, Samuel, Daniel

15. Choi Minki - F Vampire. O. One of the oldest vampires on the show. Rumored to be from nobility. Majority of the human/half trainees have offered their neck to him (even if they’re not his type in many ways). They’re surprised to see he’s not as regal as the rumors or composed as how he looks. (Of course if they watched the variety shows...) Not very strong either but his stare is enough to pin a man down. Feeds exclusively on Minhyun.

Feeds on: Minhyun

14. Ahn Hyungseob - Human. O. Too cute to feed from. Jk, he had been Yuehua’s blood bag, but shy away from letting anyone feed from him until Oh Little Girl (because of Euiwoong~?). Is told his blood tastes too sweet like a milkshake, but with only the toppings.

Helps: Sewoon, Seonho, Jihoon

13. Kim Jaehwan - Human. O. Knows having type O is good. Offers himself only to people he’s teamed with at the moment. The trainees believe his blood must have main vocal properties. Hasn’t given blood to Sewoon yet despite their friendship and knowing each other before until...

Helps: Sewoon, Hakyeon, Seongwoo, Woojin, Jinyoung, Jihoon

12. Kang Dongho - Human. AB. Keeps being mistaken as a vampire. Because of his blood type, his bandmates don’t feed from him. Because of his strength, vampires don’t (dare) feed from him. However, there are some AB vampires that he has offered to help so they don’t take too much from their friends.

Helps: Sewoon, Jihoon

11. Hwang Minhyun - Human. O. Is NU’EST’s “blood bag” but not really because the members don’t feed from him if their schedule is packed, or they’re filming/dancing a lot which has been the whole duration of PD101. They do sneak occasional bites, and he’s been nice enough to let a few dongsaeng feed after a rough practice.

Helps: Sewoon, Hakyeon, Seongwoo, Woojin, Jinyoung, Seonho, Minki

10. Lee Daehwi - Human. A. Was scared of Dongho until he found out Dongho wasn’t a vampire (they’re the human half of Playing with Fire). Lived in California where like Koreatown, vampires live and had establishments in pockets of avoidable area. It was only after moving to Japan/Korea did he get a better understanding of real vampires and not kdrama ones. Is considered virgin blood because he hasn’t been bitten...yet. Is lowkey glad his friend, Jinyoung, is blood type B.

Helps: N/A

9. Yoo Jisung - T Vampire. B. Was glad he got turned before he got any older (lol). Doesn’t want to feed from anyone younger than him which makes his dongsaeng feel sad cause they want to help. They give up cause Jisung drinks as much blood as a half.

Feeds on: N/A

8. Ong Seongwoo - F Vampire. A. Part of the only vampire family in his church. Seongwoo is very vocal when he's hungry and will even sing about it. Gets told his feeding is too ticklish and people can’t help but squirm/laugh (which makes him extra careful of his biting).

Feeds on: Jaehwan, Minhyun, Daniel

7. Kim Jonghyun - T Vampire. O. Was turned in an accident after debut making him NU’EST’s second vampire. Doesn’t want to bother anyone and knows Minhyun has his hands full so he suppresses his hunger. He’d have enough if he didn’t give some of his blood bags to Seonho too. Has declined Guanlin’s and Jaehwan’s repeated offers, but is trying really hard to make it to the end of the show without caving in.

Feeds on: Minhyun

6. Park Woojin - F Vampire. A. Only has one fang. Is really strong and can bench press his meal. Knew Daehwi in his early stage and thought he’d would be too annoying to feed from. For some reason, people’s hearts always race when he feeds from them even though his feeding is painless. (Woojin-ah looks handsome up close~)

Feeds on: Jaehwan, Minhyun, Daniel

5. Kim Samuel - Human. A. Grew up around many full/half vampires in Pledis. No one tried to feed from a tiny child, but they were very affectionate with him and tried to practiced their charms on Samuel. His blood tastes really refreshing like coconut juice.

Helps: Seonho, Jihoon

4. Bae Jinyoung - Half. B. Gets told he looks like a full vampire...a lot. Originally gloomy and scared his race would make it hard for him to make friends. Got to try fresh blood for the first time on the show. Wishes he could bite Jihoon back for real.

Feeds on: Jaehwan, Minhyun

Helps: Sewoon, Jihoon

3. Ha Sungwoon - F Vampire. A. Didn’t know how the feeding situation would work and came super prepared to the dorms. A full vampire known for his flawless unaging skin like a turned vampire. Also known as part of the PVC- not plastic polymer, but Popular Vampire Circle which includes Jimin, Kai, Ravi, and more. Sticks to blood bags for “sanitary” reason, or Taehyun. but now that he’s eliminated...

Feeds on: N/A

2. Park Jihoon - F Vampire. AB. Is known to be a beauty in the human and vampire population (much to Minki’s initial displeasure). Acts very sweet and cute, but occasionally his rough/dark side comes out. Feeds a lot and is always a healthy flush of pink/red. His tongue is an indication he has a craving. Has fed on second to most trainees after Sewoon. Even though he needs blood more, he prefers feeding on his friends like Jinyoung and Samuel. Jihoon knows he's not the only person that wants to taste Daehwi aka Produce 101 Center’s blood~

Feeds on: Sewoon, Hakyeon, Hyungseob, Jaehwan, Dongho, Samuel, Jinyoung, Daniel

1. Kang Daniel - Human. A. His relatives are descendants of vampire hunters and he has training, but Neil doesn’t care about that stuff. Daniel knows his family would flip if they saw him getting this friendly with vampires. He has no problem letting Lee Woojin or Seongwoo feed on him, and offered himself if anyone needs it. He’s a strong and healthy boy! (He says as he gets a thumb injury...)

Helps: Sewoon, Seongwoo, Woojin, Jihoon

Bonus:

21. Kim Yongguk (Jin Longguo) - ? ? The only statement Mnet released to the trainees was do not try to bite Yongguk or let him bite you. That made things awkward in the beginning and it seem that he was shy himself. But everyone started to warm up to each other, and got to bring Yongguk into the circle right before he got eliminated...

They still don’t know what he is or his blood type...

[cherrywoojin]

My Top 11 for P101 S2

(as of 170530)

I’ve seen a lot of people do this and it’s interesting to read what people write. My top 11′s been jotted down for a while and I just want to give my 2 cents.

My Top 11 (in no particular order)

Kim Jonghyun - THE LEADER WE NEED BUT DON’T DESERVE. The dude’s been team leader THREE TIMES (someone said that MNet should just give him a shirt with an L printed on it since he’s pretty much the leader by default). Great personality, hard worker, ridiculously humble. Raps and dances well.

Kang Daniel - One of the most solid all-rounders and DID I MENTION HOT??? Basically he doesn’t lack anything. Fierce on stage and soft backstage. He has a good relationship with the trainees and they say he’s really nice.

Hwang Minhyun - BOYFRIEND MATERIAL. Can sing beautifully and dance. He has a “know-how” and sensibility that was recognized even by the instructors. Really positive and considerate. VISUALS AND HEIGHT TO SPARE.

Ong Seongwoo - One of P101′s top meme picks. Amazing at singing and dancing. Great stage presence and facial expressions. And he’s HILARIOUS. How he’s fine with making himself look dumb as long as others laugh is one of his most wonderful personality traits.

Park Woojin - MY PERSONAL TOP PICK. HOW CAN A GUY WHO IS SO QUIET BACKSTAGE BE SO CHARISMATIC ON STAGE??? Honestly, he was born to perform. All his expressions while dancing are on point. He’s constantly gaining new fans. Amazing versatile dancer. Great at rap. His snaggle tooth is so cute I could die. His determination and drive are incredible (how did he perform with shingles??? Like???) He’s dreamed of being an idol since he was like 2. Kid needs to debut.

Kim Jaehwan - Vocals. Need I say more? His singing is HEAVENLY, definitely one of the best on the show. A lot of people doubt him and say he’s better off solo, but he proved with Sorry Sorry that he can adapt well (I personally D.O. sounds like a solo artist but he fits with EXO). Lacking in dancing experience but he’ll be fine.

Park Jihoon - He’s basically the face of P101 right now. Not just a “visual” trainee. I mean, yes he’s absolutely adorable and charming and lovable, but he also dances REALLY well. I don't know if he raps or sings or both, but his singing wasn’t too bad during Boys In Luv. He’s humble, hardworking, and great at self-promoting. A fan-attracting magnet.

Lee Daehwi - A literal walking fluff. Cute inside and out. I love just love his energy. His skills are solid with great singing and dancing. Not to mention he can also COMPOSE. He’s very charming and know how to show it off on stage. He’s so young and far from his family, and he’s endured so much hate TTTT I admire his strength a lot

Lai Guanlin - Baby chick’s skills aren’t up to par with the rest, but his spot in the top 11 is pretty much cemented. I actually like him a lot as a person, and there’s a lot of potential in this guy. It really came out during Fear (his lyrics crushed my heart TTTT). Visuals for days and a clean image to boot.

Yoon Jisung - One of my faves since the very beginning. He has such a bright and positive personality. He’s one of the funniest and entertaining trainees and is a natural at variety. Mood maker. It’s obvious that all the other guys absolutely adore him. His vocals are really good, and the instructors said he was the most stable one during Downpour. He takes good care of the younger guys and he was so supportive of Hyunbin during the position evals. A wonderful human. NOT JUST A MEME.

Samuel Kim - Need I say more? Undeniable high skill level. One of the best (if not THE best) dancers on the show. But his chances of getting into the top 11 seem pretty low atm :( Still, we can hope

Others

Bae Jinyoung - He’s not one of my favorites, but I wouldn't really mind if he gets in as long as my top picks are there too. He’s voice is very different (deeper?) from the other vocals, which would add a nice variety of tones in the group.

Jung Sewoon - Adorable Ponyo. Great at singing and also not to bad at dancing since he trains at Starship. He has such a cute image that idk if he’d suit mature or sexy concepts if B.O.I. goes that route. Otherwise, he’d be a nice addition to the team, but his rank keeps slipping

Lee Gunhee - I just love this guy. He has some of the best reaction faces on the show. He’s tall and cute. and he can SING. I don’t think his vocals get appreciated enough?????? He’s only trained for 6 months! Incredible! And trainees say he’s really nice and “hip” LMAO. His rank is pretty low, thought, but I hope he can at least get into the top 22.

Kang Dongho - I love him and he’s a great singer, but it would probably become a big issue if B.O.I. debuts with 3 Nuest members :( Similar can be said with Choi Minki.

Kim Yongguk - The new dark horse. His rank rose so rapidly and he’s doing so well in unofficial polls that I actually don’t think it would be impossible for him to enter the top 11. Sings beautifully and has QUITE a nice face ;)

Ahn Hyungseob - One of my first baes. Really great stage presence and expressions, and most importantly, a high aptitude to learn. One of the hardest workers. But his rank has fallen a lot. I expect to see him in the top 22.

Regardless of if I mentioned them, I love all the trainees and I hope they all have bright, successful futures!