#beuhhh

[akkpipitphattana]

THEYRE PINNING THEYRE JACKETSSSSSSS

[the-thing-of-worms]

I kinda wish I was a hated animal.

You know, something ugly like a roach,

Or feared like a spider,

Maybe even something considered deadly like a shark or a venomous snake,

These creatures, though hated by most, are at least thought about,

As you take their life or ridicule them, at least you give them thought,

And amongst all those who would gladly exterminate me,

At least there are some who would stand in my defense,

When people raise their pitchforks, at least there would be some who jump up and cry "Wait!"

And maybe some of those hateful people would turn to the outcrier, bewildered, and give me a chance to escape.

I would get to live another day, be hated another day.

And, even better than living in the material world, I would live inside their thoughts,

Be the thing they fear, the thing they see creeping in shadow, I would be a monster, and I would be immortal, and by some maybe I would still be loved.

That's all we ever want isn't it.

[dr-pipis]

three emails from my university in five minutes LEAVE ME ALONEEEEEE

[menhera-prince]

My teacher said my skirt was too short…. Unfair !!!

[walkyjake]

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[altruisticenigma]

A Wegovy L for Me Today… 😭

After day 5 of feeling fatigued, dizzy, extremely sleepy and recovering from a nearly 4-day migraine, I went to go see my specialist who works with me w/ Wegovy. I decided to go after realizing at work I was confused, kind of like I was dissociative, while doing my job.

I take Wegovy (the brand name that my semaglutide is under) not only for weight loss but also for insulin resistance management. Where I am at, I am not pre-diabetic, but I am definitely insulin resistant which could lead to pre-diabetes or diabetes.

I had accidentally fallen off my series, and quickly progressed past 0.25 and 0.5 because they legit had no effect on me- my eating was very chaotic. But the moment I was on 1.0, I’ve had a week long episode of the aforementioned symptoms. After today- day 5- I decided I needed to see someone and ruled out my migraine disorder as the issue. Migraines don’t make me sleepy or exhausted without other symptoms.

I went to my specialist today and my blood sugar was at 67 😭😭😭 This was FIVE DAYS after my injection of 1.0. I had a hunch I was going through hypoglycemia or low blood sugar and I was correct. It’s hours later and I’m STILL sleepy and tired.

Please take good care of yourselves! My specialist said I had a “sensitive” system which has historically been very true for me, so this may not be something that happens to everyone. But keep an eye out for any weird symptoms!

[seraqhites]

think you would look so pretty taking girldick baby🫢

hm is that so baby?

[kurniawangunadi]

Manipulatif

Eh pernah nggak ketemu sama orang yang manipulatifnya nggak karuan, dia yang sebenarnya salah, tapi dia membuat dirimu terus merasa bersalah. Padahal kamu nggak salah. Terus menerus begitu, sampai kamu berpikir "apa benar aku yang salah?" Capek banget emang berinteraksi sama orang yang manipulatif. Apalagi terjebak dalam relasi dengan orang manipulatif, beuhhh wasalam. Selain akan membuat banyak dampak negatif, perasaan berhargamu mungkin akan hilang perlahan demi perlahan. Bahkan kamu jadi tidak bisa memvalidasi bahwa apa yang sebenarnya benar, jadi bingung.

Perhatikan baik-baik sekitarmu.

Kalau kamu merasa bahwa justru semua parameter itu ada di dalam dirimu, coba datang ke layanan kesehatan mental untuk melakukan asesemen. Agar jangan sampai, kita merasa sebagai korban, tapi sebenarnya kitalah pelakunya. Kita yang berkontribusi besar pada badai hidup orang lain.

Semakin dewasa, saat kita memerlukan kualitas hubungan yang semakin baik, jangan ragu untuk memutus manusia-manusia manipulatif di sekitarmu. Jangan ragu juga untuk datang ke profesional, jika kamu khawatir bahwa itu adalah dirimu. Demi kebaikanmu dan juga orang-orang yang kamu sayangi.

[rad10active-critter]

beuhhh wip thang

[lamyaasfaraini]

Sweet tooth treats!

Owalaaaaaah ada yg so soan ngasih surprise buat anak istrinya~ ngga ketauan lsg masukin ke kulkas gt aja. Sumpah gatau hahaha.

Karena udah bau bau liburan lebaran, anak2 sekolah jg udah libur wlpn kerjaan pak suami ttp banyak katanya, tp plg bisa lebih cefaaat yaazzzz. Ashar udah di rumah, ternyata lsg ke blkg tuh naro cupcakes pompidou wkwk. Aku sm nemo ngga ada yg ngeuh pula..

Sambil istirahat, suami blg "kamu ngga puasa jd gausah beli takjil yah? Akumah takjilnya kurma ajalah". Aku jawab "oke ntar aku bikinin slice beef kimchi salad lg kek maksi aku"..

Hanya selang sekian detik..

Pak suami, "eh buka diluar yuk". Aku, "laaahhhh"

Hadeh si labil, dadakan gini bingung pst rudet ih kudu booking lalalala. Apalagi kalo tmpt makannya fav org2. Tadinya pgn ke Sai ramen tp kudu booking dulu, yaudah ganti kita ke Fat pho, biasanya sepi disana. Setengah males tp mau jg makan diluar, kejebak ujan lah jd agak telat ke Fat pho nya. Jadi udah penuh.. Sudah kudugong~

Mampir indomaret dulu buat beli minum batalin puasa, sambil mikir mau buka dmn, kepikiran baso gandapura pasti selalu sepi. Dahlah kesana aja udah lama ngga ngebaso wkwk. Pas nyampe bener cuma kita bertiga cust yg dtg, selang 10 menitan ada pasutri dtg jg. Mayan ada 2 meja terisi. Masih suka heran knp baso best in town ngga penuh gt, duh sayang! Aku sampe blg ke keluarga aku bapak, ibu, adik semuanya sukaaaa. Apalagi bapak pecinta iga, beuhhh kmrn puasa2 jg bahas baso gandapura mulu wkwkwk. Ngga salah kan aku rekomenin!

1 porsi ku di bagi utk nemo aja msh kenyang bgt haaa mana enak pula. Pak suami saking menikmati basonya, sampe lupa minum dulu sungguh makannya tumaninah bgt yunow wkwkwk. Mengalami foodgasm cenah~ alhamdulillah yah!

Pulang2 suami spill2 katanya punya dessert, nemo yg blg. Hah dessert apaan? Palingan kalo ngga es campur, es doger, es buah lah yaa. Trus blio jawab bukaaaan nnt liat aja sendiri! Lah sebel bgt so so rahasiaan wkwk.

Pas di rumah ngecek kulkas hahahaha ada cupcakes pompidou waaaaa pas diliat toppingnya udah amburadul wkwkwk haduuhh dasar lakik ya gabisa bawa rapih gt huft. Gpp lah yg penting rasanya ttp enak~ terlebih lg apresiasi bapak suami yg udah beliin kita wuihihiii makasih yaaang.. Mumpung lg ngga puasa bisa bgt pagi2 siripin cupcakes yeaaayyy.. Karena kalo puasa suka bingung kpn wktnya, wareg wae gaksiiii.. Tinggal beli eskopi nihhhh enaknya siang2 tp suka pgn ngopi bareng suamiku hahaha. Sama jg kalo puasa bingung ngopinya kpn, kalo lg kenyang ngga nikmat ahh..

[agoodwaytodie]

beuhhh😭😭 relapsed got way too drunk and cut way too deep i fucking hate myself i got three more days of school and i pull this shit it never seems to get better

[nadhnebiburu]

Assalamu'alaikum...

Beginilah kebiasaan setiap weekend, kurang lebih kayak gini...keluar apato, naik densha (kereta), jalan2 ke thrift store sana sini, liat2 pakaian second, siapatau nemu 'harta karun' (tapi akhir2 ini gak nemu sama sekali 😂)

Orang2 pasti bakal berkata, "kenapa kalo pergi sendirian terus ? Gapunya temen yaa...", "apa kamu gak takut jalan sendiri?", "makanya cari temen dong biar gak ansos (antisosial)..", dll bla bla bla...

Ok, pertama2 saya harus respon:

"Yo ndak tau, kok tanya saya ? 😂" * bernada mirip seseorang yg viral

Siapa sih yg gak pengen punya teman yg sefrekuensi dan se-nasib, kemanapun selalu bareng, curhat selalu ke dia, trs ada yg nyemangatin dlsb. ?? Beuhhh... impian betul keliatannya...

Klo kata anak jaman sekarang, bikin 'circle' atau genk2 an 😏

So, I wanna say something. Sendirian, atau gak punya sahabat/partner bukan berarti ansos, bukan jg aib yg hrs ditutupi... yaa memang hrs membiasakan diri untuk mandiri, tidak bergantung sepenuhnya thd orang lain. Mencoba berbaur seperti biasa saya rasa gak ada salahnya. Jika ada orang lain yg menawarkan bantuan atau kenalan pun tidak akan menutup diri.

"Kamu nanyeeaahhh....kenapa always alone?

Kamu nanyeeaahhh....kenapa hidup ini gak adil?

Ente kadang2 ente...rawrrr~"

😂😂

*piiiippppp---------------------------

Toh, ada Allah yg selalu ngawasin kamu 24 jam non stop, kamu masih anggap sendirian ?

Kalo mati nanti pun kamu juga bakal sendirian. Cuma amalan selama hidup di dunia yg akan selalu bersamamu ~

*Trying to motivate myself lol

(feels the windblow, enjoying views ... MasyaAllah~ sungguh indah ciptaanMu...)

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FYI: Kalo mau tanya2 soal kehidupan per-jepun an, jangan sungkan2 untuk bertanya... hehehe

[fixaidea]

Beuhhh I have no desire to go to work tomorrow. It's gonna be the worst kind of weather: cold and wet but not rainy enough for an official home-office rain day.

[sylvianritual]

Beuhhh

[walkyjake]

rewatchedf it today beuhhh

[birubaru]

Diantara banyaknya makanan manis, kayaknya yang bisa berteman sama lidahku cuma donat gula halus sama bronis cokelat deh~

Apalagi makannya dibarengi minum kopi hitam. Beuhhh nggak da lawan~~~

Dulu, waktu di semarang punya tempat langanan buat beli donat halus tapi harus rebutan karena stoknya cuma 2 kotak sehari.

Abis selesai sholat magrib pokoknya langsung pergi buat rebutan donat gula halusnya. Meleng dikit nggak kebagian pokoknya. Kangen banget donat halusnya dan suasana deg deg annya ketika takut kehabisan. Harganya juga murah cuma 1000 rupiah.

Di sini belom nemu yang jual donat gula halus, kepengen dari jaman bahula sampe sekarang belom keturutan. Hmmm