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Happy Baking • |Niko| •

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summary: baking with Niko and then attending AJ’s party where he goes crazy, leading to a not so pleasant morning

warnings: alcohol, language, kissing (?)

word count: 3.3k

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"Give me that!" You screeched, hurling yourself at Niko.

"OW!" He wailed through his infinite laughter, holding up the bag of flour which was obviously out of your reach.

You strained as you gripped into him from the back, legs wrapped around his waist and arms painfully pushing onto his shoulders.

"Give. It." You swatted at his raised arm in attempt to get the flour "OMILANA!" You roared into his ear, causing him to flinch in pain, relaxing his arm, allowing you to snatch the bag and land perfectly on your feet.

"You are crazy." Niko rubbed his ear as he eyed your proud face.

"You're a disappointment." You comment, trying your best to hold a serious face.

"And you're short." He responds bluntly, making you spill out in giggles which contagiously got to him. The two of you laugh, mutually staring and resulting in harder laughter because of how ridiculously funny you both looked while doing it.

"Oh my god," you wheeze grabbing onto the table "I can't breathe."

Niko replies with a series of coughs before taking in a sharp breathe and calming down.

"Your face," he shakes his head, without evaluating exactly what 'your face'.

"Alright," you sniff before reading the instructions off your phone. "Add the flour to the mixture."

Niko takes the bowl of your previously mixed ingredients and places it in front of you, pointing at it.

"What?" You eye him "Give me the measuring cup!" You say aggressively.

"I was supposed to be chef. Why are you giving me orders!? You can't even bake!"

You scoff "And you can!?"

"Yes!"

"No!"

He groans and obediently goes to find a clean measuring cup while you continued to read the instructions.

"Wait." Niko pauses with the measuring cup in hand "Can Muslims have dairy?"

You freeze and look up at him. And then your expression changes as you furrow your eyebrows "You're the one who was friends with him for like five years, genius."

"I forgot." Niko says innocently as his eyebrows knit on his forehead.

"Aj probably should reconsider inviting you over after that statement." You open google and read aloud "Milk, cheese, yogurt and butter can all be eaten."

Niko let's out a genuine sigh and hands you the measuring cup.

You take the packet of flour and rip it open, making a small cloud of white burst.

"You're gonna make a mess!" Niko shouted out playfully, grabbing your shoulders and pretending to be bothered.

"This?" You look at him "A mess?"

He blinked.

"I'll show you a mess."

Niko didn't even have a second to say 'no I'm sorry I was just playing' when he felt your hands rubbing all over his face, smudging a chalky texture onto his cheeks.

"Oh no." You said extra sarcastically "A mess!" And then went back to measuring out the ingredients. Niko stood behind you in pure shock. Eyebrows up and mouth wide open. He couldn't tell if you were playing, like him, or if he just genuinely managed to piss you off.

"Hey what the-ACHOO!"

"Niko!" You exclaim "You're gonna get AJ sick!" Suppressing giggles, but still managing to sound serious.

Niko rubbed his face, forgetting he was completely covered in flour and getting some into his eyes.

You were just about to make fun of him and his friendship with AJ when you noticed Niko struggling to blink as he tried to get the flour off in distress.

"Ow." He commented simply, not being able to open his eyes because of how badly it stung.

"Oh my god." You say in mom-tone and grab his elbow, leading him to the kitchen sink.

"Lean down you, lamppost." You pull him down by his collar and turn on the tap, rinsing your hands before beginning to wipe his powdery face.

Niko couldn’t help but struggle to fight the need to rub his eyes.

"Ow it actually hurts." He says, furrowing his eyebrows and wincing from the discomfort, screwing his eyes shut even more.

He reaches for his face but you swat away his hands.

"Just wait." You state, wiping his face and moving onto his eyes. You really did feel like a mom in the moment, busily swiping at his eyes and trying to get all the flour out.

"Idiot." You comment as Niko finally manages to open his right eye.

"You're the one who put flower on my face!" He declares as you continue to mama him.

"Yeah well you could've thought a little before rubbing it in your eyes." You swipe away the remaining flour with your thumb and proceed to wash your hands.

"Thank you." Niko bats his eyes open, making sure he's comfortable with blinking again.

You hum in response and pat his shoulder, walking past him and back to the cake mixture.

He watches you work with the batter as you pour in the flower and start to mix.

You glance at him.

"What the hell are you staring it?" You huff as you struggle to stir the thick mixture that developed annoying pieces of flour inside.

"You know you should start cooking more." He crosses his arms as a smile crawls onto his face.

You raise a brow not knowing what he was implying.

"You look good doing it."

You roll your eyes, but fail to cover up the grin that came with that compliment. Niko notices your positive response and swiftly spins behind you, leaning over and wrapping his hand around your waist, resting his chin on the top of your head, his favorite position to be in no matter where.

"Niko." You say sternly, still trying your best to mix the batter.

"Hm?" He almost purrs in response.

"Wrong. Time."

"I don't know what you're talking about." You feel him shrug behind you, making you let out a sigh.

This man, you thought.

"If you help me with this," you put down the spatula and turn to face him, still trapped in his embrace "Maybe," you wrapped your hands around his neck "While the cake is baking," you  brought his face down to yours, inches away "We can kill some time." Your lips lightly brush against his as you practically whisper the last few words.

Niko swallows as his eyes widen in response to your siren ones.

And obviously you got him to do it. While you began getting ready for Aj's party, Niko fussed over the cake. First with the food coloring and then with the oven.

"How's it going?" You walk into the kitchen, noticing Niko kneeled down in front of the oven as he spun the little wheels.

"I can't seem to-" his words paused for a split second seeing you in a towel with your wet hair slightly resting over your face "I don't know what." He made no sense, but you came over to help as he pointed to the oven.

You had managed to turn it on with ease as Niko watched you, not knowing wether to be fascinated by your ability to turn on the oven or him.

"40 minutes." You state as the oven emits a satisfying 'bling'.  The two of you stand up and only then do you notice Niko's apron.

You giggle "You really went all in didn't you?"

He shrugged looking away shyly.

You smirk and reach around his waist to untie the bow in the back, pressing your body dangerously close to his. Niko's lips slightly part in shock at the close contact, giving you a chance to pull him down with your hands around his neck and slip your tongue in.

As your tongue worked around the inside of his lips and against his own, you caught onto a familiar sweet taste. You pulled away from the kiss, leaving Niko confused.

You licked your lips "And exactly how much batter did you eat, mister?"

He smiled, as innocently as he could "I had to make sure it was ok for AJ to eat." He tried to justify his actions.

You roll your eyes, hiding a chuckle.

"Can we maybe," Niko motioned with his hand from you to him "Continue?"

You suppress a smile before taking his hand and heading up the stairs to your room.

DING!

Niko groans tightening his grip on you laying next to him “Can we just not go?” He says lazily, nuzzling into your temple as you chuckle.

It was nice and cozy under the covers, with Niko additionally keeping you warm with his bare arms. You sigh patting his shoulder, truth be told you were just as lazy as Niko, but you needed to get up before the cake burnt and all your efforts went to waste.

You just started to shuffle in your position to sit up, when Niko stopped you.

“Nooo,” he whined pulling you in closer to him.

“Niko.” You shake your head with a smile on your face “Cmon.” You look up at him, seeing his big brown eyes staring at you, half open.

You smirk placing a small kiss on his lips making him pull an even more distressed face, hinting at the fact that he still didnt want to get up.

“Cmon cmon cmon,” you use all your strength to sit up and pull him up along with you.

He falls onto you, dramatically closing his eyes and making an ‘im dead’ sound.

You laugh bringing your hand up to his naked back and patting it “Get up, giant.” You manage to slip out from under him and grab his shirt from the floor, which was thrown in a fit of passion half an hour ago.

“Hey!” He calls out as he notices you leave with nothing but his shirt on. “My shirt.” He mumbles, getting up from the bed.

Fast forward to the two of you almost ready and decorating the cake.

“CAREFUL!” You hiss at Niko as his hand shakes while squeezing out a letter ‘H’ onto the cake.

“You shush.” He says in hushed tones as he concentrates. You watch him finish the letters ‘HBD’ and move onto ‘AJ’.

Despite your constant displeased comments about how wonky the letters were, the final result looked rather good.

“Cold.” Niko grins looking at the masterpiece he created. You nod “That’s actually not bad.”

The two of you stare at the cake.

“I think he’s gonna like it.” You put your arm around Niko, not taking your eyes off the cake.

“We need to get the other gift.” Niko referred to AJ’s ‘dream’ watch that the two of you had bought together.

“It’s in my room. When’s George gonna pick us up?”

“In twenty.” Niko said, looking at his phone.

“TWENTY!?” You exclaim.

“Yeah what’s up?” Niko furrows his eyebrows “I thought you were ready?” He takes a step back and looks you up and down, focusing on the beautiful black dress that you were wearing.

“I gotta do my makeup.” Makeup was an overstatement, for the last few weeks you’d just do something that would make you look more alive. Like curling your lashes at least.

“Makeup?” Niko repeated “You look amazing I thought you already did everything.”

“Aw tha-Wait.”

“I mean you always look amazing-”

You purse your lips and raise a brow.

He smiles showing his teeth, not knowing how to improve the situation.

“I gotta go. Can I trust you to carefully package the cake?”

Niko looks at the cake and then at you. Then at the cake. “Yes?”

You roll your eyes “Just please be careful.” And with that you hurry to your room to finish getting ready.

“Alright.” Niko turns to the cake, hyping himself up “Let’s pack you up.”

In an hour you were already in George’s car and driving towards the outskirts of London.

More specifically Essex, where AJ had rented a cottage at a resort to celebrate his birthday.

It had been a while since your last big party, and this was the first time you would be going as non-single, which was a little worrying considering the fact that you were crazy when drunk.

Despite AJ being a Muslim and not drinking, he did mention that there was going to be alcohol. You knew Niko didn’t drink and neither did George, so you were extra safe if things were to go left.

“We’re here.” George parked in a dark grassy spot. From the window you could see a small house practically in the middle of nowhere.

You got out of the car and stretched, yawning.

“Already tired?” George chuckled, walking over to the trunk and pushing it open.

“Yeah.” You say, taking the white box that he handed you, which had your cake inside.

“I got the watch.” Niko called out from the other side of the car.

George shut the trunk and turned off the car as the three of you began walking towards the cottage.

“What did you get him?” You noticed a red bag in George’s hand.

“A watch holder.” He glanced at Niko who was smiling.

“Did you tell him about the watch?” You turned to Niko.

“Obviously.”

“Well that is genius.” You nodded, impressed by the creativity and practicality.

“I know.” George grinned proudly.

KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK!

“You think everyone’s already here?” You ask.

“It’s a little quiet for everyone to be here.” Niko replies. Suddenly you hear the lock click and the door opened, revealing AJ with the biggest smile in the world.

“Happy Birthday!” The three of you shout in unison.

“Ayeee,” Aj claps before stepping aside “Come in, come in.” He urges.

“Heyy,” you say, hugging Aj hello and handing him the gift.

“Oh what’s this?” He looks at the white box.

“It’s-”

“Don’t tell him, he’s gotta open it.” Niko nudged you before you could spoil the surprise.

“Oh right, right.” AJ nods taking the box.

“Thank you so much. You guys, come into the kitchen.”

“It’s so empty.” Niko notices as you all follow Aj.

You turn the corner and instantly get greeted with a couple of cheers.

“More people!”

You see Filly, Sharky, Kenny and Harry Pinero huddled around the table, along with some Beta Squad crew members.

“Oh my gosh!” Niko laughs excitedly “Harry!”

You giggle at Niko’s reaction as he puts down the gift and goes around the table to greet everyone. After a full round of hugging and fist bumps, he returns to your side to witness Aj’s reaction to the gift.

“You gotta start with this one.” You point to the white box.

“Alright.” AJ pulls the box over.

“CAREFUL!” You and Niko both yell, visibly tensing up.

Everyone starts laughing while you and Niko exchange worried glances.

“Okay, okay.” AJ says, and carefully finds the opening of the box. As he lifts up the top his face lights up “Oh it’s a cake!”

He observes it “You guys made it yourselves?”

“Yep, from scratch. She made me do it.” Niko pokes your shoulder making everyone chuckle.

“Wow it looks great! I bet it tastes good too.”

“Yeah Niko’ll tell you, he had like all the batter yeah?” You look up at your boyfriend and nudge him, earning an innocent smile.

“I can assure you it is good.”

Niko then moves the little white bag with the watch in it towards AJ.

“Do I have to be careful with this one too?”

“Well, you will when you open it.” You say as AJ takes out a black box.

“Oh my god.” He puts it down and brings his hands up to his face “Is this what I think it is?”

You shrug mysteriously, but Niko’s giving it all away by his warm wide smile.

“No way.” AJ looks back down at the box before cautiously opening it. An instant excited scream is heard as he finally does.

“No way!” He holds his face in shock.

“Happy Birthday, from both of us.” Niko pulls you closer to him.

“Thank you guys.” AJ waddles over, pulling both of you into an affectionate hug.

“Have a good one, Aje.” Niko pats AJ’s back.

After that, people started flooding in fast, people you knew like Chunkz and Darkest and people you didn’t. It started to get chaotic after Johnny showed up with three boxes of wine and a ton of champagne.

The music was booming and everyone was either dancing, talking or drinking. You were in a corner with Johnny and Mariam talking about their work at Footasylum while sipping your third glass of champagne.

“Where’s Niko?” You suddenly say, looking around the room. Mariam shrugs.

“You gonna look for him?” Johnny asked raising his eyebrows and taking a sip form his glass.

“Should I?”

“Nah he’s fine.” He sways his hand.

“Alright.” You turn back to the table and continue the conversation.

An hour later you were practically dozing off on the stairs, barely holding onto your glass of wine, when suddenly Kenny’s loud voice near your ear made you jolt up.

“How are you asleep!? Have you seen the state Niko is in?”

You go to rub your eyes, but remember that you have eyeliner on and instead try your best to blink yourself awake.

“What?” You mumble.

“Niko’s drunk!” Kenny yells over the music.

Your eyes shoot open “What!?”

“He’s dancing like mad.” You could see Kenny barely holding himself together.

“Get your phone out.” You order, standing up and finishing what was in your glass, before putting it aside on one of the tables in the living room.

Kenny leads you to another spacious room, in which everyone was jumping up and down, acting drunk and crazy.

“There.” You see him point to one section of the crowd that was full of familiar faces. Chunkz, AJ and Sharky all watched Niko doing some sort of spin.

Your mouth drops open, you’re tipsy yourself but that still surprises the living cells out of you. You could already picture Niko’s face the next morning when he sees all the videos of him, while throwing up into the toilet and claiming that he’ll never drink again.

“Kenny.” You clumsily grasp onto his arm “You have to film everything.”

He laughs and shrugs, but ends up nodding too. The two of you make your way through the people and you manage to get yourself in between Chunkz and AJ.

“That’s your boyfriend.” Chunkz clarifies pointing at Niko.

“This is the best Birthday ever.” AJ says, holding up his phone.

“BLEUUGHHH!”

You purse your lips and pat Niko’s back. Just how you predicted.

“Oh my god.” He props his head up with the palm of his hand “Why are you not throwing up?!”

You shrug “More tolerant?”

Niko was about to argue, but before he could do that his head was back in the toilet bowl.

“Yep.” You nod “Get it all out.” You stroke his back as you sit beside him on a small stool.

He brings his head up, emitting heavy and exhausted breathes.

“Water?” You offer him a bottle.

He looks up at you with slightly red eyes and observes the bottle in your hands, before taking it and finishing half.

“You good?” You squeeze his shoulder.

He nods, getting up and flushing the toilet.

“Wait till you see the videos.” You grin as he turns on the tap.

“The what!?” He quizzes before splashing cold water onto his face.

“I didn’t know you were a dancer.” You say playfully.

“Oh god.” His eyebrows knit as he closes his eyes in exhaustion.

“Come on.” You wrap your hand around his waist and lead him to your bed.

He collapses onto it and let’s out a heavy sigh.

“I would feel bad for you, but you did bring this upon yourself.”

“I didn’t say that when you were throwing up everywhere.” He says, a little hurt.

“When was that?”

“Oh don’t pretend you don’t remember.” He crawls up the bed and gets under the covers, facing his back to you.

You frown “Okayy, I do feel bad for you.”

“Uhuh.” He says dryly.

You lay down beside him, shuffling closer and hugging him from the back, making him the little big spoon.

He takes your hand into his and sighs in defeat.

“Love you.” You grin.

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You cuddled into Sharky's sweater, smelling the faint and almost faded signs of the cologne he always used in the morning.

You had a cup of warm tea in your hand, waiting for it to cool down before you could drink it.

It was pouring outside, your windows were covered in a thin layer of fog that built up because you had turned the heater on.

Typical London weather.

Just this morning it was bright and sunny, now it's dull and grey.

You were on the couch, watching a Kdrama called Blind.

Honestly, you were surprised by your own self, considering the fact that you'd always called all the shows "cheesy, corny and annoyingly similar to almost each kdrama that existed".

All of that quickly disappeared after Sharky finally convinced you to watch Blind.

It was a drama, but a thriller and detective story as well. And after getting a taste, you couldn't get enough of the plot. You liked it so much that you happily rewatched the episodes you and Sharky had already seen together, not wanting to watch anything without him.

You sighed, as the last episode, you both had already watched finished, picking up the remote and pausing the tv. You glanced at the window, seeing the sky light up.

Where the hell was he?

You picked up your phone.

10:34

No calls, no texts, no nothing. He said he'd be back late, but he didn't say how late. You wanted to call him, find out if he was ok and make sure he's on his way home.

But, on the other hand, you didn't want to come off as clingy or needy. You'd only been dating for half a year…Didn't really make sense since you moved in together. And you knew that it didn't make sense, but you'd rather not risk anything that might push him away.

Like being too clingy, so with another sigh, you put your phone down and clicked on a different show to kill the time.

Soon, after finishing your tea, you dozed off and fell asleep with Big Mouth playing in the background.

Your eyes opened to the sound of your front door squeaking open, followed by a series of ruffles that sounded like a coat being taken off.

"Baby?" You heard a whisper "You asleep?"

You blinked a few times before sitting up and seeing the hallway of your apartment lit up behind the living room wall.

"Sharky?" You groaned, getting up and making your way to the door.

"Heeyy," you were greeted by a big grin and smiling eyes "Did I wake you up?"

You looked him up and down, seeing a a wet umbrella on the floor and a puddle on the mat beneath Sharky. He was soaked.

You let out a tired chuckle.

"What?" He murmured with a smile, leaning down to take off his boots.

"You look like you've just got out of the pool."

"Have you seen the weather? It's been raining since noon!"

"What was the point of your umbrella then?"

He put his shoes on the rack and looked up at you, shrugging innocently. You shook your head before tiptoeing over to him, making sure not to step on the puddle, and pull him into a lazy hug.

"Oh I missed you too," he snickers, closing his eyes and resting his chin on your head for a couple of seconds. "I'm a bit offended you didn't call." He says as you step back, letting him finish undressing. "It's almost midnight and I've just come home."

You remembered your previous thoughts from today "I didn't wanna..." you paused "I mean I knew you were gonna come home. I didn't wanna like," you shrugged.

"Distract me?" He jokes sarcastically.

"Yeah..."

He saw the uneasy expression on your face.

"You know," Sharky began "I like it when you call me out of nowhere." He pulled off his hoodie.

Your eyes widened hearing his words "Really?"

He smirked "Yeah. It makes me feel wanted."

Wanted? Not annoyed?

"Oh." You felt a small smile tug at the corners of your lips as you realized something. Maybe Sharky didn't mind you being a little...clingy.

"I'm gonna go take a shower." He says, picking up his bag off the floor "We gon watch another episode? Or are you tired-"

"No!" You replied quickly "I really wanna know what happens next."

"Aha, alright. Don't fall asleep though."

"I won't."

That was the liest of the lie lies.

You went back to the couch, and while waiting you stared at the window, droplets of water hypnotizing you as they trickled down the outside of the glass.

"Hey, ba-" Sharky cut himself off as he stepped into the living room, seeing your eyes closed and head rested against a cushion.

"Oh, girl," he whispered, taking the blanket from beside you and covering you with it. He switched off the hallway lights and the tv, before sitting down beside you, closing his eyes and drawing small swirlies on your arm as he dozed off after you.

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Falling asleep on their shoulder | Beta Squad |

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(not in a relationship)

part of my “3am thoughts”

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Aj:

would literally shove you off straight away. Like we know this man is scared of physical affection. Even if you accidentally dozed off and slid down onto him, he'd pull away or send you flying across the room and then just laugh it off. honestly idk what’s wrong with him but he would be terrified, uncomfortable and god knows what else. it don’t even matter if he likes you or not, he’d probably freak out even more if he did.

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Niko:

im sorry to break it to you but you would not be asleep on his shoulder. u know why? cause he’d already be sleeping on top of you, leaned on your head because that’s how short you are compared to him (yes be mad ab it) he’d not only already be asleep he’d probably be snoring too, forbidding you to sleep. and to add on, you can thank god if he doesn’t end up drooling all over you…

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Sharky:

he’d be over the moon. honestly. he’d try and seem unbothered, like just continue scrolling on his phone or whatever, tryna fish out a new tik tok dance to learn (get it? cause he’s Sharky, so he’d fish it out? fvcking hilarious) he’d make sure you were comfortable and if you moved during your sleep or tried to reposition your head he’d observe your actions and shuffle into a pose you’d be most snug in, like for example move lower or higher so you could rest your head.

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Kenny:

this guy would love it. he’d feel you doze off and instantly start “guarding your sleep”. in his mind if you fell asleep that means you’re super tired and you def need the nap (he’s not wrong) he’d make sure to spot anyone who’s about to come over and start talking, so he could shush them before they woke you up, he’d sit as still as possible and barely breathe. until he’d feel tempted to take a nap himself (maybe after a tiring day of filming or training) and he’d carefully lay his cheek on the top of your head and sigh before his eyes flutter shut and he’s also asleep right next to you <3

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Chunkz:

MENACE. this guy will make sure he has the ugliest pictures of you. he will definitely take advantage of your unaware state and violate you on his Snapchat story. HAVE YOU SEEN POOR NIKO AND FILLY ASLEEP!?! he’d take like fifty photos before getting comfortable himself and closing his eyes. and obviously it’s only a matter of time when you end up waking up because of his snoring…

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3am thoughts:

Can you just imagine how cozy it would be in Niko’s arms?! Like his hugs are probably the absolute best. Just imagine sitting on the couch with him and he’d just have his long arm all the way around you, pretty much just hugging you with one arm. And he’d be wearing a hoodie and the fabric would be like so soft, it would feel like having a teddy bear next to you.

Now don’t get me started on Sharky, am I the only one who feels like he would be the sweetest darling in the whole entire world?? Like he’d always take care of you, gossip with you, he’d always want to wear matching outfits. He’d always get sooo excited when you’d steal one of his sweaters!!!

When I think ab dating AJ I definitely get like possessive vibes. Like every time you’re out he’d need to have his arm around you, and every time you’d walk past a mirror and say “Aje, come take a photo.” His first pose would be with his hand around your waist holding you close to him. Even when you’re just sitting down, waiting for something, his hand would be on your thigh, or he’d need to have his arm touching yours no matter what.

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I love you too? |Kenny|

summary: you and Kenny get into a heated argument after which you try and take the first step to make peace

warnings: angst, language

wordcount: 1.35k

"What the fuck is this?!" You heard Kenny call out from the living room.

"What!?" You shouted back, not thinking much of it, continuing to cut the watermelon for the fruit salad you were making. A series of footsteps quickly revealed Kenny who was glued to his phone with furrowed eyebrows.

"What?" You take a piece of watermelon and put it in your mouth "What is it?" You chew.

Kenny walks up to you shoving his phone up close to your face. You squint trying to see the image in front of you. It was you from yesterdays shoot, kissing Filly on the cheek as he smiled into the camera. Your eyes widened as you looked up at Kenny "And?"

"You- Look- Ah fuck," he goes back to his phone for a second before showing it again "Look at the caption."

You saw it was Twitter. Already not a good sign. And as you predicted, your mouth fell open as you finished reading the sentence:

"Damn. That's what happens when Kenny's not on the one shoot."

You look back up at Kenny and raise an eyebrow "What the hell are you doing listening to dumbass Twitter-people?" You go back to cutting the fruits, seeing as this wasn't a thing to worry about.

"This isn't the only one. That's firstly. Secondly there's rumors now that we're broken up and thirdly what the hell are you doing going around kissing other guys when you have a boyfriend?"

You were in so much shock that you had to put down your knife and lean on the counter, processing what the fuck had just been said to you.

"Fuck. You." You simply state. "That's to begin with. Also what the fuck Kenny!? It wasn't guys it was one and it's fucking Filly, now please for Christ sake tell me you're pranking me right now because you are not going to stand here and pretend like you're bothered by this." You look at him, trying to read him and his emotions, although it was quite clear that he was in fact mad.

"Yeah well they don't know that it's just Filly. And just because it's Filly, gives you no right to get all up in his face."

"Kenny you need to take a break." You chuckle dryly turning back to the cutting board.

"No the hell I don't," he pushes your shoulder, turning you around to face him.

"It's a few comments Kenny, for fucks sake just leave it alone!"

"Oh yeah? You know what else started as 'a few comments'? Hm? Our secret relationship."

You roll your eyes "We were going to reveal it anyways right?"

"I don't care."

"Ok? What am I supposed to do?"

"Definitely don't do THAT!" He held up his phone with the photo.

You cover your face with the palms of your hands and groan, still stunned that this was actually happening "Kenny its fucking Filly! You look so dumb right now I wish you knew!"

"I KNOW I LOOK DUMB! I LOOK DUMBER NOW!" He lashed out, voice booming through the whole house "It's all anyone fucking talks about. Oh Kenny's stupid. No one likes Kenny. Why is Kenny even here? Let's make an article about how everyone in the Squad hates Kenny." He mocked the comments from the internet. "Now fucking this? I just- I'm gonna- Ah fuck." He turns around and just leaves. This guy leaves! You hear him stomp up the stairs and slam your bedroom door, leaving you speechless.

You blink a few times still digesting the very emotional information that was thrown at you and decide to take a seat in the living room. You wanted to be mad, you really did, but there was just this one thing that really caught your attention. It was how focused he was on the internet's opinion, which with the jobs both of you had was a little alarming.

After a little more thinking you came to a conclusion that insecurity was what drove this whole thing in the first place. Understandable, you didn't blame him, but it was sad because how can such a special and amazing person be insecure?

It sounded absurd!

Especially with his talent, friends and status.

You felt bad for Kenny, and you could totally relate to his lack of confidence because everyone feels unsteady from time to time and with enough love and words it could easily be beaten.

As much as you wanted to go up to him and provide the comfort he so definitely needed, you couldn't stop feeling hurt by some of his words. You sigh throwing your head back against the couch.

"Fuck." You whisper, feeling the two halves of you battling inside.

You hated fighting.

It was so stressful and unnecessary, and that's exactly why you decided that you needed to go talk to Kenny. You finished cutting all the fruits, laid some out on a bowl, got a spoon and headed upstairs to Kenny.

As you got closer to the bedroom door you felt your stomach twisting into a knot. What if he tells you to fuck off? What if he doesn't want to see you at all after this? What if you break up and then you'd have toshowuponshootsanditwoukdbesoawkward!

Your mind was overthinking the future and leaving you standing right outside the door with a bowl of fruit in your hands feeling like the last idiot on the planet. It really took all of your courage to bring your knuckles up to the door and knock. Even though there was no response, you slowly opened the door and peeped in, seeing Kenny on the bed. You sighed noticing his frowned eyebrows as he scrolled through his phone.

"Kenny," you slowly sat down on the other side of the bed, not taking your eyes off of him. He didn't even look at you.

You fought your intrusive thoughts that were saying to just throw the bowl of fruit at his face and call him a dickhead.

"Look I'm sorry, I didn't think that things would spiral into something like that."

"Of course you didn't." He mumbled.

"Oh fuck you!" You exclaimed "Maybe you wouldn't be so fucking bothered if you grew a pair!"

His expression turned from angry to shocked real quick.

"What were you born fucking yesterday? It's the internet! I've seen shit way more fucked up than tweets from tenyearolds and I'm sure you have too, so stop acting like no one loves you because everyone does. Especially me and for you to even question my loyalty is so hurtful not only to me but also to you."

Kenny was at a loss for words. On one side you just insulted him, but on the other you just said you loved him and there's wasn't anything he could say. He stared at you with wide eyes as you tried to catch your breathe from all the talking.

"Uuuhhh...." He turned off his phone and put it in his pocket, turning to you and crossing his legs "I love you too?"

There was a small pause before the two of you broke out into a series of giggles, suddenly everything was ridiculously absurd and pointless. Without words both of you agreed that this fight wasn't worth the energy.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to like- I was-" Kenny groaned in annoyance as he struggled to explain "I just felt like-"

"Insecure?" You guessed.

"Yeah...That." He scratched the back of his head feeling a little uneasy at such a strong word.

"I get it." You sigh "Peace?" You hold up the bowl of fruit with a grin.

Kenny chuckles and nods "Peace." He takes the bowl.

"And it's fair of you to get jealous of me kissing Filly."

"Jealous?" Kenny chewed with a raised eyebrow "I wasn't jealous."

"Uhuh, yeah." You smirk at him.

"Wha- Nah. I was mad," he tries to hide his smile. You roll your eyes and scooch over next to him, bringing his head down and placing your lips onto his.

"Mmm, pineapple." You noded jokingly, pretending to chew.

"Stop," he giggles nudging you.

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could you write aj with 8 months old baby who looks exactly like him??

Plz what is this 😭

im so confused on wht to write bahahah

……..imma j do headcanons of AJ being a baby daddy

Being parents with AJ Headcanons

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he’d definitely have no clue with what he was doing (neither would you)

he’d trust you more than himself, so there would be no problem in asking him to do something. straight on it, anything and everything you need.

man he’d be so scared of staying home alone with the lil baby, and if he did, first thing he’d be doing is ringing his mom. she’d sit there on the other side of the phone chuckling and giggling away while trying to guide AJ through his first independent diaper change. and just generally he’d memorize or maybe even write down some of the tips Mrs.Shabeel would give him.

at night you’d both have to get up and calm down the baby. even though Aj would really want you to get the rest, Aj junior just wouldn’t be having it with just his dad trying to rock him back to sleep. it would sometimes get him a little sad, like why wouldn’t he be able to calm the baby by himself? but luckily that worry wouldn’t last long because as soon as the lil bro gets a little stronger he’d be vibing w dad.

after somewhat getting the hang of this whole parent situation, it would actually be fun with AJ around.

your camera roll would fill up with videos of AJ doing something stupid and making AJ junior laugh, and it would just be the cutest thing ever. like imagine him getting a small cute baby-chuckle out and just rolling around the floor after repeating “did you hear him? DID YOU HEAR HIM?”

soon AJ would excitedly want his friends to meet the kid and it would even turn into a whole Saturday ritual when he’d let you go off with your friends to the spa or get your nails done, while he and, most of the time, Kenny and Niko introduced AJ junior to football, video-games and whatever else they usually did.

(honestly idk why but Kenny and Niko strike me as uncle-energy friends. like they’d fully offer to help but like also be able to spend a good time with AJ and the lil guy)

sometimes they’d all get too crazy and Chunkz would have to step in and be the responsible one with things like “ayo calm down he ain’t gon be able to nap after that” , “did ya’ll feed the baby?” (yes everyone would refer to the lil guy as The Baby ahahah)

AJ would definitely be the type of dad to turn diaper changes into a competition. and he’d win cause he’d be so good at it. (why else would his mum give him all the A+ tips?)

as stressful as some nights would be, some would turn out to be incredibly peaceful and wholesome. you three on the bed, AJ junior between the two of you, facing eachother while holding hands in your sleep. Guarding the lil baby and at the same time enjoying each others embrace (so cute)

sometimes you might feel like AJ isn’t being sensible and you’d have some conflict saying “AJ you need to grow up and be more responsible.” To which he’d feel a little hurt and he’d turn gloomy. Later you’d feel guilty for saying it so you’d apologize and he’d be like “No you’re right I am childish.” “You’re not childish, AJ. Innocence and imagination is better than sin and genuine.” “Did you read that somewhere?” “…maybe?”