#best friends younger brother!tobio

[koushuwu]

kiss me slowly

pairing: kageyama tobio x reader

word count: 1,9k

summary: tobio has been in love with you, his older sisters best friend for years. after all these years, he's feelings are strong as ever when he comes back home to japan during the holidays, and mistress luck turns out to be smiling upon him.

tags/cw: fluff, kisses, best friends younger brother!kageyama tobio, mutual pining, not beta read, also not edited we die like neji. bare with me, i'm concussed and wrote this thing on paper before hastily typing it in here.

the first time kageyama kissed you, he might have sworn he could’ve passed out right then and there. maybe he already had. maybe he’d passed away and ascended to heaven. that was probably it, because your lips against his felt like nothing short of his own personal heaven.

kageyama tobio had loved you from afar for years upon years, but he’d never known how to convey these feelings to you. it was a wondrous feeling. intoxicating. but it also hurt. it ached so deep and heavy in his chest that when he was younger, he’d sometimes wished he’d never met you at all. wished that his sister had picked a different best friend.

as he grew older, those wishes seized. although he would sometimes still wonder if it’d been easier. better. if he’d never known you. as if that choice had ever been his to make. he did wonder, but after moving to italy in pursuit of his volleyball career, those thoughts subsided, along with the memories of you.

that was at least what tobio though, but then came around the first holidays where held been able to travel back to japan, since joining ali roma. they say that absence makes the heart grow fonder. it wasn’t a saying that tobio had ever really given any thought. at all. but then he crossed the threshold of his childhood home, removed his shoes in the genkan, stepped inside, and there you were. he knew that miwa was going to be home as well. for some reason though, despite knowing that you and his sister were still very much attached by the hip, he hadn’t expected to see you standing right there. in his kitchen. smiling. at him. and talking. to him. shit. you were talking to him.

“— grown so much! welcome home!” and as you rounded the table and pulled him into a hug, all he could muster was one single breathless word.

“… yeah.”

when you pulled back, he thought for a spilt second that you lingered, looking at him with an expression he couldn’t read. but then you were already stepping back towards the kitchen counter and he must’ve imagined it. he must’ve. but he knew that he hadn’t imagined the way his heart hammered in his chest and his palms got clammy.

“still quite the talker, hm?” you chirped. “i’m preparing snacks for miwa and i. you want any?” okay. so maybe his feelings had never really subsided after all. instead, they’d been buried deep inside, during a time where he hadn’t been faced with these feelings and the subject of them, close to every single day.

throughout tobio’s time back in japan, things only got worse. or maybe they got better? tobio had no way of knowing at the time, how the ache is his chest would soon be soothed. all that he knew was that you hung out with miwa on the daily, and seeing you that often was both a blessing and a curse. more often than not, you and miwa would insisted that he joined. that he watched movies with the two of you. had drinks with the two of you. spent time with the two of you, interrogated about his life in italy. and he did. because as much as it hurt, he still wanted to spend as much time with you as he possibly could. be as close as he could. but in doing so, tobio found it harder and harder not to think about you. he shouldn’t be thinking about you like that. he shouldn’t. but the thoughts and the desires kept intruding on his brain and he knew that he shouldn’t, but he couldn’t stop.

gradually, you started spending even more time at the house, even when miwa wasn’t home. some foolish part of tobio’s brain couldn’t help but wonder if maybe, just maybe, you came around for him. couldn’t help but hope that that was the case.

on that particular day, he almost convinced himself when you knocked on the door to his room. almost.

tobio was splayed out on his bed, tossing a volleyball into the air. over and over. toss. catch. toss. catch. toss. catch. it helped him focus. helped him remember the feeling against his fingertips. even more so, it helped him keep himself together in your presence.

“where’s miwa?” he asked, eyes trained on the ball. as if he wasn’t the one living under the same roof as her. as if you were the most likely to know. but truly, mostly because whenever he talked to you, his brain went blank. completely and utterly, and his tongue desperately tried to compensate, which always turned to questions like that.

“out. probably still at work, i think,” you said, shrugging. toss. catch. that made sense. toss. catch. 

“oh. yeah.” toss. catch. toss.

“i can go if you’d rather be alone.” catch.

“no i–” his tossing halted for a moment as he looked at you. “stay,” he said. he didn’t want you to leave. he lowered his arms, ball still perched on the tips of his fingers. he wanted you to stay. and he wanted you to keep smiling at him like that. and you did.

“alright,” you said, leaning back in the chair you’d occupied since you’d come into his childhood room. there’s a short pause, but you never stop smiling as you look into his eyes. he wants to look away. he doesn’t want to look away. ever. “italy sounds magical,” you then said. he nodded but didn’t say anything, tongue tying on knots as he took you in. “does it ever get lonely all the way over there?”

“I–” that was unexpected. he thought it over for a moment. tossed the ball back into the air, and caught it as gravity did it’s thing, pulling it back down. “hm. maybe sometimes.”

“you know, if you’re lonely, miwa and i would love to come visit.” did you know how his heart hammered in his chest? did you realize how much he wanted you to visit him? did you have any idea just how much he wanted you, and just you? toss. catch. toss. catch. “tobio.”

“hm?” he hummed. toss. catch.

“if you don’t stop tossing that ball while i’m talking to you, i’m going to steal it.” toss. catch. he stopped again. looked over at you. hadn’t even realized when he’d looked away. when he’d started tossing the ball again. it just happened.

“sorry,” he mumbled sheepishly.

“if you don’t want me to come, that’s fine btw. you don’t have to–”

“no.” he didn’t mean to be so stumped in his answers. but he couldn’t help it. his brain was spinning with the thought of you in his apartment in italy. you in his kitchen. you in his living room. on his couch. in his bed. he shook his head. toss. catch. “i would love that.” toss. catch. toss. catch. you moved beside him. his gaze flicked to you, the moment the ball was in the air. the split second before you were on him.

“told you i’d steal it!” you exclaimed, pouncing to snatch the ball out of the air. tobio had no idea what happened next. or more like, he didn’t know how it happen. one moment you were going for the ball, the next you were falling. you were falling. onto his bed. onto him. panicked, he reached to catch you as you crashed against him. the ball smacked against the wall as tobio’s large hand had slapped it out of the way in his attempt to break your fall. which he had. with his body. 

“oompf.”

it was quiet for a moment, except for the volleyball bouncing on the floor a couple of times before it continued it’s adventure, rolling until it came to a halt against the opposite wall.

“i’m sorry,” you said lifting yourself up on your elbows. “are you okay?” you didn’t move to sit up. you didn’t. maybe because tobio’s hands were splayed out over your spine. or maybe you just didn’t want to. you looked into his eyes, the air around you seemingly growing heavier by the minute.

“i’m okay,” he said. the silence stretched. he should probably say something. he should let go of you. he should ask you to get up. he should. he should. he should. but he didn’t. he didn’t, because he didn’t want to.

“are you going to kiss me?” you asked, the question hanging in the air, charged. he wanted to. his lungs felt completely void of air. he couldn’t. he shouldn’t. he wanted to. so badly.

“no.”

“i’m sorry.” you pull back when the rejection leaves his lips, but his hold around you tightens. he doesn’t want to hold you back. he really doesn’t. but he can’t let you go. not when– you look away and his chest aches again. more than it’s ever done before. “it’s okay. of course you don’t want to. i’m sorry!” for being so forward. for making it awkward. for falling on you, for assuming– tobio heard all the things you didn’t say in that one single apology. 

“it’s not that i don’t want to–”

“it’s fine,” you blurted out, cutting him off. the muscle in his jaw ticks. he can feel it. he doesn’t mean it. but you’re misunderstanding him and he never hated his poor communication skills more than he did that very moment. “you don’t have to explain.” he brushes his knuckles against your jaw before his palm settled on your cheek, turning your head back to face him.

“i want to,” he said. “you have no idea how much i want to. how long i’ve– but i know that i won’t want to stop if i do.”

“okay,” you said. it was quiet for another moment as you looked at each other. “okay, well. that’s good. because maybe i don’t want you to stop.” tobio found his eyes growing wider at your admission. the first time kageyama tobio kiss you, it was actually more you the kissed him. as you leaned down and pressed your lips to his, tobio found himself scared that this was but a dream. that one wrong movement would have you vaporizing and disappearing from. but the press of your lips were so soft. so tender. the hand left on your back fisted in your shirt. clinging on for dear life as his lips finally moved against yours. he’d passed away and gone to heaven. there was no other explanation for what was happening right now. it was sweet. it was magical. it was perfect. it was you. he pulled you closer and you obliged. it was– it–

“finally!” miwa’s cheerful voice echoed in tobio’s room, and startled the two of you pulled apart. shock painted in your features as well as his. but kageyama miwa looked nothing but happy to have caught the two of you kissing. the smile on her face said it all. and then– “took you long enough. anyway, finish up soon, okay? i brought dinner.” she turned and left.

the second time kageyama tobio kissed you, was only mere moments after the first. he was smiling. you were smiling. the heavy atmosphere had lifted but the magic was there. the second time tobio kissed you, it was quick and full of wonder. like the promise of many more to come. and while tobio knew he was going back to italy soon and the ache of leaving you behind was overwhelming, at least he knew that he could be looking forward to you visiting him when he inevitably started feeling lonely without having you close.

*:･ﾟ✧ thank you for reading ♡

[silverflqmes]

heey, i really loved your writing!! could you write a fluff where kageyama has a crush on seijouh's manager and doesn't know how to approach because of certain people (oikawa and kindaichi lol) ?

sorry if something is spelled wrong, I'm using the translator 😞❤️

lovee from Brazil!

໒⦂ 𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄 𝐈𝐍 𝐀 𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄.

notes. first song that came to mind^ by taylor swift ( ofc ) but anyway.. hello anon! much love to you in brazil<3 i hope this drabble is too your liking, not very confident in my take on kageyama but we cope.

genre. fluff ( kinda cliché.. )

tobio kageyama x gn!reader.

tobio wasn’t exactly what many would call, in tune with their feelings. in fact, he sucked at expressing what he felt. so much, that any emotions could easily be compared to crashing waves.

feelings surface and take the skies to great heights, only come crashing down and return to the expanse of water.

though it wasn’t completely his fault. many factors prevented him from expressing himself in a normal and understandable way. this time around, it was two students from his old junior high that stood in the way — yuutaro kindaichi, and no surprise here — tooru oikawa.. whom he didn’t have the best relationship with.

and what exactly were they blocking him from? well, his feelings towards you.

once upon a time ago, you had also attended kitagawa daiichi and have been kageyama’s crush for as long as could remember. no one could compare to you no matter how many times he tried to disregard his feelings.

now that you attended aoba johsai, he feared he might never get to tell you of his sentiments towards you.

the one opportunity he had to speak with you was during the practice match early into the school year, and at the singular opportunity he received to approach you, when he didn’t just feel like a face in a crowd.. kageyama became completely tongue tied.

like a fool he choked on his words before spouting a pathetic excuse of a greeting once kindaichi had arrived with kunimi to pull you away from him.

now, he was met with a new opportunity.. one that featured no aoba johsai, no court and zero volleyball — just the two of you, and the beach.

the raven haired setter had come with his sister for the day, saying to him that he had needed sun and a break from his cherished sport. the odds of you showing up were zero, and yet, here he was.. proven wrong once more.

miwa, upon seeing you playing blissfully in the water with a friend you had brought down to the beach with you, had of course nagged her younger brother, urging that it was fate. how often was it that you showed up to the beach at the same time as your crush without that knowledge, anyway?

still, the first year had refused to approach you. how could he when you were having so much fun? you’d freeze up completely if you had to hear another failed attempt at a confession.

despite being so close to him, you felt so far away for him. out of his league, out of reach.. and it terrified him to take those few steps in approaching you. who was to say you wanted him anyway if he spoke up? for all he knew someone else was in the picture.

there was just too much at risk, and he wasn’t sure if he was ready to hear your rejection.

“tobio.. you’re gonna lose her completely with the rate you’re going at.” his older sister sighed out, draining her bottle of coke. “nobody’s here to stop or make you feel judged in any way. and i can tell you right now,” she paused, pushing her sunglasses up a bit. “you’re not getting a better opportunity than this one.”

his lips pursed together as he stole another glance at you before looking at the emptied glass bottle in his hand. “it’s pointless trying, onee-san. she came here to enjoy herself and relax — not witness an embarrassment of a confession, if i even get one out.” the words would be completely jumbled, so much that it was sure to sound illiterate. like a baby trying to get their first word out.

he wondered if he could just get his feelings across without standing there to tell you. if he could do it that way, surely the confession would get across, and it won’t have cost him his dignity.

the elder eyed the younger for a moment before letting out a hum. “if this was volleyball, surely you’d have found a way around this by now.” she spoke up before laying back in her beach chair. “facing defeat has made you too comfortable, tobio.”

his lips parted to throw back a retort before, wanting to defend what little pride he had left, but his thoughts failed him when they couldn’t form into a sentence. miwa was right, painful as it was to admit. he gave up way too easily, all because of vulnerability.

his gaze lingered on the glass in his hand for a little while longer, the sea beyond twinkling in the distant horizon.

and just like that, an idea struck him. “nee-san, do you have a paper and pen i can borrow?”

“i’m telling you hana-chan, every conversation we’ve had just ends up in word vomit when he addresses me — considering yuutaro-kun and oikawa-senpai always intervene..” you sighed out to your friend from johzenji, pursing your lips together. “i feel bad each time we talk because of it.”

the brunette lowered her sunglasses to her face, letting out a hum. “volleyball boys do tend to hold onto their grudges, otherwise they’d be more like my team.. and they’re certainly a draining bunch.” it was like hosting a kid’s birthday party everyday when it came down to managing. “maybe you should try contacting him outside of volleyball?” she suggested, sipping on her smoothie.

your lips pursed together. “i probably should, he was a really good guy back in junior high.. despite what everyone says about his behavior with volleyball.” an awkward laugh seemed to have left your lips at the memories. “but i miss having him in my life, i just don’t know if he feels the same way..”

“what’s that?” the manager spoke up, sitting upright.

raising a brow, you turned to look at your friend. “i said i don’t know if he feels the same way..”

“no no.” misaki shook her head, pointing to the shore. “that, over there.” she corrected, lifting her shades.

you blinked at her finger, following its direction before narrowing your eyes to see what she had been referring to. the sun wasn’t quite helping your vision, in fact- whatever it was, the sun reflected it in a way that made you get up to go look for yourself.

if someone threw trash into the sea with garbage bins scattered all around the beach to maintain the cleanliness, you were seriously going to throw hands.

as you approached the shallow water, you kneeled to pick up the discarded bottle, wondering who on earth couldn’t just get off their ass and throw away a coke bottle.

but as you got a better look, you found a paper inside. at first glance it might have been a wrapper for a straw, however it wasn’t crumbled up like trash. rather — it was rolled up.

part of you thought you might have found the krabby patty secret formula somehow by its appearance. glass bottle and a note? a child would have surely thought similarly and opened it to see.

and like a kid.. curiosity got the better of you.

twisting off the cap, you flipped the bottle over to shake the letter out, eager to see what you might find. maybe even treasure — although that was farfetched.. even for you.

unraveling the message, however, you found none of the things you anticipated. in fact, you were met with very the last scenario that could have possibly crossed your mind.

dear y/n,

um.. i’m no good with words, but uh, you probably noticed that the last few times we saw each other. and i have no hope that whatever i say will be any better here.. especially with limited space, but i’m hoping that i can put my feelings into words a little easier without my pride getting in the way, awkward meetings, or our old schoolmates.

i like you, a lot.. and i have for a really long time now — since kitagawa daiichi. but i’ve just, had a hard time bringing those feelings across to you, so i never got the chance, especially when we go to different schools.

just feels like the universe doesn’t want me with you every time i try to speak up, so i decided to write them instead, hoping they get to you in this message.

if you don’t feel the same, i understand- i just hope we can remain friends, and that i haven’t made things even more awkward than they already were between us.

yours sincerely,

tobio kageyama.

shock painted your features as you read the name nine more times, scanned the contents of the letter before looking behind you.

tobio was somewhere on the beach and you hadn’t even seen him. he could have made an approach as well, but his fears, you guessed, of rejection.. told him not to.

finally, as your eyes were ready to give up the search, a sliver of blueberry caught your gaze. bingo.

“y/n?? where are you-”

“one minute, i think i saw someone i know!” you quickly intercepted hana, rising from your crouched position to run a few umbrellas down.

there was one with a duo underneath that resembled one another, and if your memory served you correctly — that was tobio and his older sister. miwa, if your memory hadn’t failed you.

the setter seemed to be his own world for a moment, filing his nails as part of his routine. even outside of the court, he still had to maintain his habits.

“tobio, i’m off to get us more drinks.” the female spoke up after looking up, smiling to herself. “be right back~”

kageyama let out a noise of agreement, only lifting his head a smidge to nod before pausing when he noticed a figure across from him — your figure.

either you just noticed him, or you had actually received the haphazard message in the bottle he had sent. and by the looks of it, it had been the latter.

“y/n..” he breathed out, lowering the filer in his hand as he watched you approach him.

the butterflies from every occasion he had encountered you this past year seemed to have returned to his stomach. was this what hinata felt before every match..?

“tobio-kun, it’s been awhile.” you smiled a little, letting out a sheepish laugh. “surprised to find you here, it almost feels like fate.. except no distractions this time for us to finally put everything out on the table.”

his heart seemed to accelerate with pace, the nerves increasing almost tenfold. rejection, he could just sense it coming. “um, well.. i already said how i feel, considering you got the letter.” he spoke up, eyeing the emptied beverage in your hands.

at his reasoning, you lifted the bottle before humming. “true, but i didn’t actually hear it from you. for all i know it could have been something of your sister’s doing.”

tobio, blushing profusely, nearly found himself barking back a response — a frequent habit of his. but as he eyed your expecting gaze, he faltered, lowering his head in defeat.

“how will i know if by saying it, i won’t just end up being made into a fool..?” he mumbled, pursing his lips together.

as you took a step closer, you gave him a knowing stare. “let me do you a better one, how are you so sure i’ll make you into a fool? you’re aware of your feelings.” you paused before pointing to yourself. “but you’re not aware of mine, it seems.”

his lips parted to retort before he froze up. “wait- your feelings? you..”

a smile returned to your lips as you sat beside him. “i like you, tobio-kun. are the feelings i read true?” you asked him, tilting your head curiously.

the color on his cheeks seemed to darken as he avoided your intent gaze for a moment before nodding. “they’re as i wrote them.. i really do like you, y/n — and i meant every word i said.. i was just scared you might’ve felt.. differently.”

“well,” you grabbed his hand, grinning brightly. “rest assured the feelings are mutual at long last!”

notes. sorry this is rushed and written in like 7382393939 different sittings.. hoping i was able to fulfill your request somewhat?? idk how in character he is.. but anyway, ty for the request anon and sorry for the very long wait ahaha.. please enjoy!

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[salmonro3]

𝒮𝑒𝒾𝒿𝑜𝒽 𝐵𝑜𝓎 - ᴏɪᴋᴀᴡᴀ ᴛŌʀᴜ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

𝒮𝑒𝒾𝒿𝑜𝒽 𝐵𝑜𝓎 - Part One

You had been going to all of Karusuno’s boys' volleyball games. You were in your third year and the elder sister of Tobio Kageyama. You grew up watching your little brother play volleyball when you went to high school; you ended up being friends with the boys on the team in your grade.  You became a loyal fan and supporter, cheering on your brother and his team. You were always there to give him moral support and encouragement. As the years passed, your relationship became more substantial, and you became closer to the team.

But the private high school of Aoba Johsai High always piqued your interest. Honestly, it was more of the players on the volleyball team than the school itself. The school was highly ranked as they played and won in matches. The team consisted of intense, powered players and even members who were stars.

The captain of Aoba Johsai was someone who had always caught your eye. You couldn't help but admire the captain's skill, leadership, and dedication. The star player who was the captain was Tōru Oikawa. He had dark brown hair, curled locks, and eyes that matched perfectly. He was brilliant at setting the ball and had a charm most girls liked; he had a flirtatious smile plastered on his face with a wink that followed it. He was…

“Y/N!” a voice shouts. 

I looked at the court from the bleachers, my elbows perched on my knees as my chin rested in my hand. I watched as Tobio’s teammates, Tanaka and Nishinoya, waved at me. I watched my brother grumble something to the boys. I waved at the team with a large grin on my face. 

“You got this, boys!” I exclaimed, smiling as the third years, Asahi, Daichi, and Kōshi, watched me from the court, prideful with the support the team was receiving. 

Today, there was a practice match with Aoba Johsai and Karasuno.

The boys from Seijoh began to enter the gymnasium. You observed as each player walked onto the court, waiting for Oikawa to appear. Oikawa was the last to join the gymnasium. He was wearing his teal jersey, which matched his white shorts. He smiled as he looked around the court before giving a quick nod to the team. His fangirls cheered as he made his way to his place on the court from the stands on the opposite end of me. I rolled my eyes slightly, eyeing the girls who were all googly eyes over him.

Gosh, they’re so fucking annoying. I thought, huffing softly. Who could ever stand a bunch of pre-teenage girls always following you and watching your every move? I groaned as Oikawa blew a kiss to the stands, giving the girls a wave.

Sometimes, you wondered if Oikawa remembered you from middle school.

Both my brother and Oikawa had the same position on the volleyball in junior high. But since Tobio was younger than us, there was tension between the two. Tobio had a natural talent for volleyball, just like Oikawa. Both boys were brutal with their sets as they played.

There was one issue with Tobio back then. He always wanted to be the one in control of the court. He would boss his teammates around and struggle to get along with the other boys as they played. He lacked teamwork skills, essential in a sport where everyone needs to work together. His peers at school teased him with the nickname “King of the Court.”

Tōru, on the other hand, was very good at reading the emotions of the other members of his team. He understood them as the game progressed and knew how to bring out the best in every boy as they played volleyball. Those qualities he obtained allowed him to become a good captain in high school.

 Tobio and Tōru had a rivalry. Since Oikawa was my age and we were older, I would hear rumors that Oikawa did not like Tobio's talent at a younger age. But even then, I knew Tobio looked up to Oikawa when they played. He was his role model.

 The whistle blew, signaling the start of the game, and the tension in the gymnasium was palpable. Seijoh quickly took the lead with Oikawa's precise serves and strategic plays, showcasing his ability to control the court. Meanwhile, Karasuno fought back with their own powerful spikes and blocks, determined to prove themselves against their formidable rivals.

One conversation you had with Oikawa during junior high always lingered in your mind.

Kitagawa Daiichi Junior High, our school, had won another game. After sitting on the bleachers all afternoon watching the boys play, I went outside the gymnasium to get a drink from the vending machine. As I exited the gymnasium, I heard a slight groan, and I saw a boy leaning over by the door, grabbing his knee. The skin around the knee had reddened, and my eyes widened.

During the game, I recalled Oikawa falling on the polished floor of the gymnasium as he attempted to save a ball from falling to the ground. He was the boy who leaned outside the door, grabbing his knee, his teeth clenching slightly. His eyes met mine, and he quickly allowed his knee to relax. His face turned pink.

“Oh my God,” I mumbled, my eyes staring at his knee and back at him. “Should I run to the nurse and grab you an ice pack? God, you should’ve sat out during the game. How could you still keep playing after a fall that hard?”

“I’ll be fine,” he replied with a slight smirk. His fingertips brushed against his knee again, and he clicked his tongue. “Maybe an ice pack would be nice.”

“Wait here,” I replied, quickly walking to the nurse’s ward.

After a few minutes, I returned to the outside of the gymnasium. I see Oikawa's back leaning against the wall, his reddened knee pulled close to his chest. I crouched before him, showing him the small packet of cold, frosty ice.

“Do you want to put it on?” I asked softly, my arm extended out slightly with the packet. His gaze met mine again, and he looked back down at his knee, not responding. “Okay, I’ll do it for you.”

He removed his hand from his knee, letting his arm fall to his sides. His eyes bore into my face as I gently pressed the ice to his knee. He pushed my hand off slightly, and I glanced at him, confused. His face reddened as he mumbled. 

“It’s too cold,” he softly mumbled, looking at the ground. 

I pulled a handkerchief from my skirt pocket and wrapped it around the ice. Then, carefully placing it on his knee again, I looked for a reaction. He didn’t flinch but sat there quietly. After a couple of minutes, I finally spoke. 

“Ugh, the ice is melting!” I exclaimed, pulling it off his skin and frowning at the soaked handkerchief and watery packet. “Do you feel any better, Oikawa?”

“Uh, yeah, it feels less sore now,” he replied, tilting his head again. “Thank you…”

That was the moment I had feelings towards a boy. Now, it wasn’t just any boy. It was a Seijoh Boy.

[yunwangja]

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character descriptions !

koushi sugawara

part-time convenience store worker, an aspiring photographer

works the night shift regularly

suga doesn't care about fame or money; just wants to pursue what he loves

stuck in a toxic household (relatives, his aunt mostly)

his parents are abroad but supportive of his passion

aware of his situation but tells him to just “soldier through it” for now

partly because suga don’t speak about it enough; he tries to keep it ‘light’

“it’s nothing, it’s just ___” you get it? he doesn’t tell them how bad it is

his relatives constantly nag him about skipping college

esp his aunt, says yn is a “bad influence” on him

stays for his younger brother, feeling obligated bc he “owes” her coz shes the one who took them in when their parents left

confessed to yn out of pure admiration, not expecting anything in return

finds comfort in yn’s presence; like his “escape” in the midst of the craziness

already took notice of her before kiyoko introduced them to e/o

thanks the heavens that “the cute girl was kiyoko’s roommate all along”

daichi sawamura

has no socmed ! lol offline typa guy

also suga’s classmate, alongside kiyoko

more like the long distance best friend of suga

he’s the friend suga always updates about his life (and vice versa)

and they do nothing but listen to e/o and give each other advice

oh he’s studying abroad ! got a scholarship and all

(don’t ask me too much just..)

tobio kageyama

1/2 of suga’s trusty juniors from high school

is like the “errand” boy of suga

like kinda a wingman but in a “i was forced to do this because he’s my senior” typa way

HATES it. HATES it. when suga makes him do stuff for him

complains but does it anyway. just a very loud mumbler

occasionally hangs out at the konbi

shoyo hinata

WANTS to be suga’s errand boy

but every single time, hes not available when suga needs it

he and yn met at the konbi while he was eating dinner one night

that day, he went with suga around town and volunteered to be his model so he hung out there after

he loves her btw

hangs out at the convenience store too but occasionally

much more frequent than kags tho

note: these are how i envisioned them to be when i started forming this smau. but along the way, there might be times their personalities may shift a little and/or expand more. just wanted you guys to take note of this in case i forget some of the details i wrote down here or make something along the way that might not be written here. but rest assured the core of their personalities will be consistent throughout !

taglist: @lvtilzs @uraviriot @adorawritesalot

[dumbkiri]

ᴡᴇʟᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴜʟᴛɪᴍᴀᴛᴇ ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀʟɪꜱᴛ!

Here you will find the fandoms I write a great deal for.

Of course, you can always request an imagine with a character!

I don’t have a set schedule, so these works will come out sporadically!

GOJO SATORU

ᴏʜ, ᴍʏ ʙᴇʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ [F] Gojo Satoru plans to make [L.Name] [Name] his beloved wife to save her from the life she was forced in after the massacre of her family. Just like he does anything for his students, he will do everything for her to be his. Even challenging the King of Curses. 1......

ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ [F] You carry a strong and powerful cursed spirit that will set the whole world on fire for you. It attached itself to you and it is yours to command. When a bounty is put on your head along with your sister's, do you have the power to save her and give her the life she wants? 1, 2, 3....

SUKUNA RYOMEN

ꜱᴏᴜʟ ʙɪɴᴅɪɴɢ [F] Born as the Lady of the Inumaki Clan in the Heian Period, you take Sukuna as your devoted husband. But you did not prepare for the devastation that would run you over. Now you live in the modern era trying to restore your clan and protect your new family. Fate is cruel to you because your supposedly lost husband comes back and he won't let you out of his sight this time. 1, 2....

JASON TODD

ꜰᴀᴛᴇ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇꜱ [F] Gotham is plunged into darkness and [Name] is tasked with saving Barbara from Batman's newest villain; the Arkham Knight. Their love story wasn't written in the stars, not in this universe. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 [FINISHED]

ʜʏᴘɴᴏᴛɪᴄ ʏᴏᴜ [F] Being Wonder Woman's and Superman's daughter comes with a heavy price. They kept an important secret from you and tried to hone your fighting skills by having Batman and his boys teach you the ropes. But a new friend knows your secret and plans to unleash your godly power. Everything you learned wasn't enough to warn you about her. 1....

DAMIAN WAYNE

ᴍʏ ᴜɴɪᴠᴇʀꜱᴇ [F] Damian doesn't believe that he can be tied to someone because of a soulmate bond. Unluckily for him, the daughter of his most reckless brother captures his attention. It is weird that he can see the whole universe in her eyes? [HoH! Reader] 1, 2, 3......

ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ ꜱɪʙʟɪɴɢꜱ [F] A ghost in the Al Ghul family, you trained all your life to kill and kill your enemies. One night, your brother pressed his communicative bracelet to contact you when he sees the league in Gotham. You show up and things get dreadful. You will never be accepted as a Wayne. 1, 2

KAGEYAMA TOBIO

ʙɪᴄᴋᴇʀɪɴɢ ꜰᴏᴏʟꜱ [F] Kageyama and Oikawa can never ever get along with each other. No one can shut them up unless it is the younger sister of Oikawa who is also the girlfriend of Kageyama.

ANNIE LEONHART

ᴏᴜʀ ᴍɪꜱꜱɪᴏɴ [M] Reiner tries to force Annie to take Marco's gear off and [Name] is not having any of it. He shows everyone how crazy and scary he can get when it comes to his girlfriend.

ᴛᴇʟʟ ʜɪᴍ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ [M] Before the ceremony, Annie confronts [Name] and tells him that she is the female titan. In his worry for her, he tries to help her get on the right path.

EREN JAEGER

ꜱʜᴇ ᴅɪᴇᴅ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ [F] [Name] is killed during the expedition to capture the female titan, but before her death, she tells the truth she found out that can save them all..

LEVI ACKERMAN

ᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴀʀ [F] [Name] is a titan shifter, the wielder of the War Hammer titan. She's a true soldier and the best warrior anybody could ask for. Yet all she wants to do is protect the people in the walls. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5.....

ARMIN ARLERT

ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀʀᴍꜱ [F] You die in Armin's arms surrounded by everyone you love., listening to the wonders of the world.

IIDA TENYA

ʙᴏᴀꜱᴛꜰᴜʟ ʙᴏʏꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ [M] Nothing is wrong with having a crazy and wild boyfriend. Take Iida as an example. Though [Name] may be reckless, Iida will have it no other way!

𝐕𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐍

🇼​​🇴​​🇷​​🇩​​🇸​ ​🇴​​🇫​ ​🇹​​🇭​​🇪​ ​🇵​​🇦​​🇸​​🇹​ [F] Omen hears a voice of an important woman from his past and he wants to know more about her. Luckily for him, the mission he goes on will itch the back of his head with forgotten memories.

𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐄𝐍𝐀 𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐘𝐄𝐍

𝗗𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗠𝗘𝗥 𝗢𝗙 𝗬𝗢𝗨 [M] Helaena Targaryen witnesses the death of two boys, one being her brave son. [Name] hears of the tragic news and demands for answers. Then he realizes all the faults in the Greens control and he needs to get his family out of King's Landing. One, Two, Three...... ALT 2......

𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐀 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐊

​🇹​​🇭​​🇪​ ​🇸​​🇹​​🇦​​🇬​ ​🇵​​🇷​​🇮​​🇳​​🇨​​🇪​ [M] Robert's - legitimate - first born son is the embodiment of a strong prince. He will not stand for injustice and will demand for a proper solution to a problem. Unluckily for his brother, Joffrey, [Name] declares a duel to settle this one.

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I will get to the requests and submissions as fast as I can! Some have requested for different fandoms and I'm very excited to start developing something for it!

Thank you all for your amazing support throughout the years!

[storytimewithnova]

Forever his No longer yours

Chapter 1: The Cries of a Forgotten Love

It was a bright and sunny day, the kind that made everything seem possible. Miya Shoyo, the younger brother of Atsumu and Osamu Miya, was feeling particularly optimistic as he made his way to practice with his volleyball team. Little did he know that today would mark the beginning of a tumultuous journey that would test his resilience and the strength of his heart.

As Shoyo arrived at the gym, he couldn't help but notice the ever-present figure of Kageyama Tobio, his ex-boyfriend. Their relationship had ended months ago, but Kageyama couldn't seem to accept that it was over. He relentlessly pursued Shoyo, trying to win back his affections, despite Shoyo's heart being set on someone else.

Throughout practice, Kageyama would constantly hover around Shoyo, trying to engage him in conversations and reminiscing about their past together. But Shoyo was adamant in moving forward, letting go of the past and embracing the possibilities of a new love.

Chapter 2: A Melody of Clarity

One evening, as the sun set and cast a golden glow over the city, Shoyo found himself alone in a karaoke room, seeking solace in the lyrics of a song that spoke volumes of his feelings. The song was none other than "Gives You Hell" by The All-American Rejects

Shoyo:🎶 I wake up every evenin' With a big smile on my face And it never feels out of place🎶

this only caught the attention of a few people including Shoyo's twin brothers and his best friends Kenma and suna and Kei shoyo continued with a sad and somewhat sadistic smile

shoyo:🎶 And you're still probably workin' At a nine to five pace I wonder how bad that tastes🎶

Shoyo's thoughts 💭No really how bad is to have your dreams crushed and you have to work a normal 9 to 5 and watch you ex have the time of his life

Shoyo:🎶When you see my face, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell When you walk my way, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell🎶

💭Oh i really hope you are suffering with out me honest

He knew Kageyama was there and frankly he didn't care he wanted him to hear what he was singing

Shoyo:🎶 Now, where's your picket fence, love? And where's that shiny car? And did it ever get you far? You never seemed so tense, love I've never seen you fall so hard Do you know where you are?🎶

Tobio couldn't help but look at shoyo and reminised when shoyo was his and they were together making plans

Shoyo:🎶And truth be told, I miss you (I miss you) And truth be told, I'm lyin'🎶

Tobio's thoughts 💭 has he moved on me or something

Shoyo🎶When you see my face, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell When you walk my way, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell🎶

Shirabu walked over to him and grabbed a mic

Shirabu:🎶 If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well Then he's a fool, you're just as well, hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell🎶

Shoyo:🎶Tomorrow you'll be thinkin' to yourself Yeah, where'd it all go wrong? But the list goes on and on And truth be told, I miss you (I miss you) And truth be told, I'm lyin'🎶

Tobio's thoughts 💭 i am already think that

As shoyo Continued to sing the song the catchy melody, something resonated deep within his soul, reflecting his frustration he was frustrated with himself for letting himself be played by tobio but he is more so frustrated at Tobio for his actions and if anything he is more than determined to move on

shoyo:🎶When you see my face, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell When you walk my way, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well Then he's a fool, you're just as well, hope it gives you hell🎶

Shirabu was Observing him he could see how fustrated he was getting he walked behind shoyo and wrapped his arms round him to ground him and he looked and Karasuno and Kageyama and sang

Shirabu:🎶Now, you'll never see what you've done to him You can take back your memories, they're no good to himAnd here's all your lies,...

as he said that a video of Kageyama played and some of what karasuno did played shocking everyone shirabu continued

shirabu:🎶 you can look him in the eyes With the sad, sad look that you wear so well🎶

As Shoyo sang passionately, the lyrics filled the room and appeared to take physical form, surrounding him.

shoyo:🎶When you see my face, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell When you walk my way, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well Then he's a fool, you're just as well, hope it gives you hell🎶

both:🎶When you see my face, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell) When you walk my way, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell) When you hear this song and you sing along, but you never tell (but you never tell) Then you're the fool, I'm just as well, hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell) When you hear this song, I hope that it will give you hell (hope it gives you hell) You can sing along, I hope that it puts you through hell🎶

Little did he know that Kageyama and his toxic teammates had somehow stumbled upon this moment. Kageyama listened attentively, finally beginning to understand the pain he had caused Shoyo with his relentless pursuit.

Chapter 3: A Heart Set on Another

Kageyama stood there, frozen in place, as Shoyo’s heartfelt confession played out before him. In the midst of Shoyo's emotional performance and soul-baring lyrics, Shoyo turned his gaze towards Shirabu Kenjiro, a fellow volleyball player and friend. With each word, he couldn't help but notice the spark in Shoyo's eyes, a spark that only love could ignite.

Overwhelmed by his emotions, Shoyo stepped off the makeshift stage and approached Shirabu who was going to their table too see everyone, he turned eyes widened in surprise. The room fell silent, the tension palpable. Shoyo took a deep breath before taking Shirabu’s hands in his own, his voice steady yet full of emotion.

"Shirabu-san, I... I’ve always admired you, watched you from afar. And now... now my heart is set on you. I want to go to your school, be by your side, and create new memories with you," Shoyo confessed, his voice unwavering.

Chapter 4: A New Beginning

Shirabu's eyes filled with a mixture of shock, joy, and confusion. He had never expected such a confession, especially under these circumstances. But the sincerity in Shoyo's voice couldn't be denied. As the tense atmosphere slowly dissipated, Shirabu smiled softly and replied, "Shoyo, I've admired you too. Let's take this chance, together." The Miya Twins hugged their brother and said Congrats Little Bro

Karasuno:Little bro

Shoyo: Miya Shoyo ex of Kageyama and ex Karasuno memeber Now A Shiratorizawa player and Shirabu's bfands Kei group the act you know all this plus you are dating my Nichan

Kei walked over to Osamu and looked at shoyo

Kei: sorry sho well up side I am with my Onigiri's team now the whole time Kageyama, who had been silently witnessing this exchange, finally understood the depth of his mistakes. It was time to let go and allow Shoyo to find his happiness. With a heavy heart, Kageyama walked away, his head held low but with a newfound understanding.

And so, with the echoes of a forgotten love fading away, Shoyo and Shirabu embarked on a journey, hand in hand, towards a future filled with hope, passion, and the promise of new beginnings.

Chapter 5: A Healing Heart

As Shoyo and Shirabu began their journey together, their bond grew stronger with each passing day. They supported each other's dreams, aspirations, and volleyball endeavors. Shirabu's steady presence and gentle encouragement helped Shoyo heal the wounds of his past relationship and rediscover his true self.

Meanwhile, Kageyama, though hurt, matured throughout his introspective journey. He realized the importance of respecting Shoyo's decision and accepting the consequences of his actions. As time went on, Kageyama focused on self-improvement, determined to become a better person both on and off the court.

As fate would have it, Kageyama's own path would cross with another volleyball player, someone who could help him find forgiveness and pave the way for his own happiness. That player was none other than Akaashi Keiji, a skilled setter from another school.

Chapter 6: Unexpected Encounters

Coincidentally, Akaashi, having heard about Kageyama's talent as a setter, approached him during a training camp. He had admired Kageyama's skills from afar and recognized his potential. Akaashi believed that together, they could create something extraordinary.

Caught off guard, Kageyama hesitated. The ghosts of his failed relationship with Shoyo still lingered, making him skeptical about entering another romantic entanglement. However, Akaashi's sincere and patient nature began to break down Kageyama's walls.

Over time, their friendship blossomed into something deeper, providing Kageyama the opportunity to heal, grow, and forge a new future. As he let go of the past, Kageyama started to see the beauty in starting anew, alongside someone who truly understood him.

Chapter 7: Paths Diverge and Merge

As Shirabu and Shoyo's love story blossomed, they faced their fair share of challenges and obstacles. The rigorous world of high school volleyball put their dedication and mental strength to the test. But their unwavering support for each other became their strongest asset, propelling them forward amidst adversity.

Similarly, Kageyama and Akaashi found solace and inspiration in each other's presence. They ignited a fiery passion for the sport, pushing one another to new heights. Despite their different paths, both couples found themselves connected by their shared determination, love for volleyball, and the lessons they had learned from their past relationships.

Chapter 8: A Future Embraced

Years passed, and life continued to unfold for Shoyo, Shirabu, Kageyama, and Akaashi. Each of them had followed their dreams and left lasting marks on the volleyball world. Their paths crossed in unexpected ways, reminding them of the unique journeys they had once embarked on.

When they finally reunited, it was not as star-crossed lovers or adversaries, but as friends who had grown, changed, and overcome their pasts. They celebrated each other's successes, knowing that their experiences had shaped them into the people they were now.

In the end, they could look back on their stories of heartbreak, growth, and resilience, knowing that their shared experiences had brought them closer to love, self-discovery, and the realization that sometimes, the right path is the one least expected, leading to a future embraced by open hearts and a renewed sense of purpose.

Chapter 9: Graduation and Reflections

As graduation day approached, Shoyo, Shirabu, Kageyama, and Akaashi found themselves reflecting on their journey within the volleyball world. The memories, the triumphs, and the friendships forged along the way flooded their minds as they prepared to embark on a new chapter.

On the day of their graduation ceremony, amidst the excitement and bittersweet emotions, the four of them found solace within each other's company. They reminisced about their first encounters, the hardships they overcame, and the growth they experienced as individuals.

Shoyo looked at his ex-boyfriend, Kageyama, and couldn't help but feel a sense of gratitude for the lessons learned. Their relationship may have ended, but it was the catalyst that led him to find his true happiness with Shirabu. He gave Kageyama a warm smile, silently conveying his appreciation for the past and the hope for a brighter future.

Kageyama, on the other hand, had matured and found bliss in his relationship with Akaashi. With Shoyo's support and understanding, he had let go of his regrets and embraced the love that had emerged in his life. He shared a nod of acknowledgment with Shoyo, understanding that their journey had molded them both into better versions of themselves.

As they walked across the stage to receive their diplomas, each one of them held their head high, knowing that their commitment to growth and the pursuit of their dreams had paid off. They were no longer the young, naive students they once were. Instead, they stood as individuals ready to leave their mark on the world.

Epilogue: New Beginnings

Life continued to unfold after graduation, and each of them followed their own paths. Shoyo and Shirabu attended the same university, fully committed to pursuing their volleyball dreams alongside each other. They became key players in their college team, using their shared experiences and unwavering support to lead their team to victory.

Kageyama and Akaashi, on the other hand, pursued their love for volleyball professionally. They joined different teams, but destiny seemed to have a way of bringing them together in important matches. Their rivalry-turned-friendship continued to thrive, as they pushed each other to new heights, always striving for excellence.

Through the highs and lows of their careers, the four of them remained connected. Their shared experiences and the lessons they learned from their past relationships served as a constant reminder of the importance of growth, forgiveness, and the power of friendship.

As they navigated the twists and turns of life, they found solace in knowing that their paths may have diverged, but their hearts remained interconnected. For it was in those shared moments of triumph, heartache, and self-discovery that they had forged a bond that nothing could break.

And so, the story of Shoyo, Shirabu, Kageyama, and Akaashi continued, filled with determination, passion, and the unwavering pursuit of their dreams. But amidst it all, they carried with them the memories of a love lost, a love found, and the indomitable strength of the human spirit.

- The End -

[heich0e]

bsf’s little brother but it’s osamu who’s the little brother by like two mins 😁😁😁 this is just me finding ways to fit samu into any trope btw <3 but YES bsf’s little bro tobio who starts sending u pics of cool stuff he sees in italy, u always telling him to keep safe, who blushes when u call him pet names 😔😔

miwa plans a trip to visit tobio in italy but has to bail last minute because of work, and begs you to take her ticket and go instead. "to check on him, to make sure he's not living out of his suitcases!" she says, pleading with you to let her transfer her ticket into your name.

so against all odds (and your better judgement) you end up in italy, of all places.

tobio picks you up at the airport in a hat and sunglasses, but you can't mistake the way he towers over the rest of the crowd at the arrivals gate. he carries your bags up to his apartment (where you happily confirm that no, he's not living out of suitcases--though you suspect a fair amount of the decor in his apartment was purchased just prior to your arrival if the receipts and packaging in his trashcan are anything to go by) and lingers in the doorway to the guest bedroom while you settle in. he tells you six times where the towels are. reminds you constantly to make yourself at home. it's kind of cute, you can't help but think, how eager he is.

tobio's training schedule is as busy as you'd expect--leaving early each morning, and sometimes not coming home until late in the evening depending on if it's a game day or not--but you keep yourself busy with sightseeing in his absence, and then the two of you eat dinner together each night. sometimes you go out to visit a restaurant in his quaint little neighbourhood, sometimes you cook for him in the afternoons before he arrives home.

you tell him all about your day while the two of you eat, only to find out that since moving to italy, tobio has visited sum total ZERO tourist attractions or places of cultural significance.

"been busy," he murmurs into the spoonful of soup you'd prepared as a side for dinner that evening--something from home, since you'd sensed it was something the young man was missing.

but that just won't do. so when tobio FINALLY gets a stretch of a few days off, you drag him out to all of your favourite places that you'd visited since arriving. he doesn't complain once. especially not when you grab his hand so the two of you don't get separated in the lively, bustling italian streets.

tobio introduces you to his teammates one evening towards the end of your visit when you come to meet him at the arena after practice. they're an energetic bunch. extremely tall. very sweaty. and they seem to get a bit rowdy when tobio shoots you a shy little wave once he spots you waiting in the stands as the group of men shuffle off towards the locker rooms. you hear "tua tesorina" thrown around more than once between the men, and it only makes tobio go red up to his ears, snapping at them viciously in italian though it seems completely ineffective. it sounds a bit like 'your sister'--tua sorella--so you assume they must be teasing tobio for your presence. it makes you giggle a bit to yourself as you wait for him to emerge from the showers.

it's not until you're at your departure gate in the airport at the end of your nine day trip, waiting for your flight home with a heavy heart you can't quite explain, that you finally look up what it meant.

tua tesorina: your little treasure (literal), your darling (familiar)

this post can be read as a follow up to/continuation of this drabble

[tteokdoroki]

best friend’s brother trope works for kageyama i think

i mean like, being best friends with his older sister…you’d watched him grow up, never thought much of him before. tobio used to be a little weird, seriously quiet and hyper fixated on volleyball, you’d sent your congratulations along with his sister, miwa, when he qualified for the Japan nationals team and went to Rio one summer of college. but to you he was still little tobio who stared you down whenever you entered a room and would avoid you like the plague.

so when yourself and miwa return in to your home town to celebrate your graduations you don’t expect kageyama to be so tall and broad and thick— the fabric of his shirt just barely covering the bulk of him, sweat dripping down his brow as if he’s just finished a work out. he is NOT the little brother you remember. this is a big…brother.

“what the fuck happened to tobio?” you’d laugh to miwa when you get home from clubbing as round one of your celebrations— going from talking about your shitty sex life to her younger brother as if it were normal.

neither of you know he’s listening when the elder kageyama teases you for being so flustered about his appearance. “volleyball made him big…i guess? his new team has tobio on some crazy fucking diet. he’s huge now.”

and huge, kageyama is.

you come to discover that when the volleyball player corners you in the kitchen in the middle of your late night conquest for milk. the curve of his cock slides against your ass through his sweats and your night shirt— he’s massive, and weighty and your cunt is already drooling from the thought of him. “how convenient is it that i’ve caught you ass up in the air when you’ve been talking about how dry your dick spell’s been, tonight?” kags’ words are so full of lust he almost cant catch them as they drip off his tongue. “i’ve always thought ‘bout this… yanno,”

your ass fits into tobio’s hands perfectly, slender and rough fingers spreading you so wide you’re forced to clench around nothing— and you thank the stars that you’ve ended up in this position while trying to grab a glass. you’re shaped to lay over the counter as the dark haired athlete grinds into you from behind, panting hotly into your ear about how you’ve been teasing him all these years, about how embarrassing it was to pop boners whenever his sister’s best friend came around, and about how long he spent with his dick in his fist ( even now ) jerking it off to the thought of your pretty little pussy— now just separated from his stiffy by thin layers of fabric.

“you want me? i’ve always fucking wanted you.” tobio tells you through a rasp, smirking when you nod so fast, slowly inching your night shirt up and groaning heartily when you’re not wearing anything underneath. had you always been like that? bare and ripe for the taking whenever you slept over for his sister in previous years. “god…fuck.” he has to remember to keep his cursing quiet but it’s hard when he can smell how wet you are, let alone see it in the way your folds glisten and stick together. “c’mon…need a verbal answer.” it stings when kageyama’s practiced hand slaps down on the meat of your ass, but you’re still so good in nodding and mumbling a small yes. “atta girl.”

sinking into you for the first time feels so much better than any serve or set kageyama could have ever given in his entire life. you’re so warm and syrupy, juices running down his shaft even though he’s only half the way inside you. it feels so good to let go of his controlled routines, finally being able to fuck the girl of his dreams in his childhood home. you’re like a forbidden fruit in tobio’s personal garden of eve and his stormy eyes only cloud over even more when he takes a bite.

you’re his sister’s best friend, practically off limits…but neither yourself or tobio can seem to care when he’s balls deep in your clenching cunt and those very same balls are battering your clit until she’s swollen and tingling with pleasure. kageyama’s in heaven— your ass bounces back on him like a ball across the court and leaves his pelvis and lower abdomen in ruins— shining from where your arousal smears across them with every thrust deeper into your heat, churning up your insides.

kageyama can’t help but become fixated, smacking down harder and harder onto the sweet peachy globes of your ass until your skin is raw and you have to shove your own fingers into your mouth to keep your whines and mewls down as you cry. and hard. hushing your own begs “oh please oh pleash…ohmplwase!” because god forbid your childhood best friend walking in on you getting raw dogged by her little brother, your pussy frothing thick cream at the base of tobio’s dick as he stretches you on it— a mix of your arousals wasted by slinging onto the floor.

neither of you know who miwa will kill first, but what you do know is that this won’t be the last time you’re fucked a drooling mess within an inch of your life against the kitchen counter by tobio kageyama. he makes a promise of that but breeding your up till your folds are seeping with white and he has to pull out of you to see his cum dribble down your thighs.

“keep this pussy empty till i’m back after this season. dreamed about her far too long for it to be used by someone else.” kageyama groans through kisses under the shell of your ear. “this pussy is miwa’s lil brother’s now.”

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*prettiest moans ranking

*captains’ moans 

haikyuu boys in the delivery room 

special relationship thing

calling them arabic terms of endearment 

most likely to fall in love with a fake partner 

preferred honeymoon destination, part 2

boys that would love a muscular s/o

*who can, can’t, and more, handle edging

*boys that prefer choking/prefer getting choked

*hottest grunts ranking

*getting passed and railed by msby 

*haikyuu captains dick analysis

*haikyuu aces dick analysis

*haikyuu setters dick analysis

*haikyuu midldle blockers dick analysis

haikyuu boys and tropes that would suit them

what falling in love with them sounds like, part 2

*haikyuu cum review

*haikyuu visuals & complimentary drabbles

haikyuu boys as unintentionally flustering things

*random & specific nsfw headcanons 

waxing the haikyuu captains 

*types of slappers 

*boys into sounding

*boys that get off while on the phone w/ you

MULTIPLE PART FICS/SERIES

*iwaizumi and his camgirl best friend 

part 1, part 2, secrets that you keep (part 3) 

comforting insecure osamu 

*part 1, part 2

*suna and his virgin boyfriend 

part 1, part 2, part 3 

surrogate series

being iwaoi’s surrogate, being sakuatsu’s surrogate

KARASUNO HIGH 

headcanons

mornings with kageyama 

working out/yoga with kageyama 

working out/yoga with nishinoya

daichi finding out you can rap 

scarlet witch!reader

hinata saved by jujutsu sorcerer!reader

tsukishima saved by jujutsu sorcerer!reader

asahi with a germaphobe s/o

sugawara with a germaphobe s/o

tsukishima crushing on an intimidating but clumsy!reader

asahi fluff headcanons 

some boyfriend!kageyama 

sfw drabbles

kageyama and practice kissing

secret relationship outed; tanaka

sweet revenge

1k Event — Character Studies 

nishinoya yū

daichi sawamura 

asahi azumane

kageyama tobio

AOBA JOHSAI HIGH 

headcanons 

tutoring oikawa

mornings with matsukawa 

working out/yoga with oikawa 

oikawa as your roommate 

iwaizumi as your roommate 

best friends to lovers with iwaizumi 

best friends to lovers with oikawa 

oikawa finding out you can rap 

scarlet witch!reader

oikawa with a touch starved s/o

iwaizumi with a bitchy but secretly sweet s/o

oikawa flirting with ushijima’s twin sister

matsukawa with a tall s/o

some cuddling with mattsun 

oikawa & his twin girls learning spanish

fluff headcanons for iwaizumi 

oikawa’s hands 

artist!mattsun

sfw drabbles

stopping time; iwaizumi 

aftercare with matsukawa

spending the night with matsukawa 

1k Event — Character Studies 

oikawa tōru

iwaizumi hajime

NEKOMA HIGH 

headcanons

kuroo tutoring you

working out/yoga with kuroo 

kuroo as your roommate 

best friends to lovers with kuroo 

kuroo finding out you can rap

scarlet witch!reader

kenma with a touch starved s/o

kuroo with a bitchy but secretly sweet s/o

kuroo with an s/o that has a phobia of blood

kenma with a really beautiful s/o

kuroo saved by jujutsu sorcerer!reader

kenma saved by jujutsu sorcerer!reader

kuroo with a really beautiful s/o

kenma with a germaphobe s/o

*camboy!kenma

sfw drabbles

mornings with kenma

kuroo’s birthday surprise 

revelation; kuroo 

secret relationship outed; taketora 

500 Follower Event

kenma — kissing in the rain

kenma — “i made you a playlist”

*kenma — breeding kink, manhandling/rough sex

1k Event ━ Character Studies 

kozume kenma

kuroo tetsurō

FUKURODANI ACADEMY 

headcanons 

akaashi tutoring you

mornings with bokuto

working out/yoga with bokuto 

bokuto finding out you can rap

bokuto with an s/o that has a phobia of blood

akaashi with an s/o that has a phobia of blood

akaashi saved by jujutsu sorcerer!reader

akaashi with a really beautiful s/o

bokuto comforting you

*dilf!bokuto 

sfw drabbles 

love you, infinitely; akaashi

puppy dog eyes; bokuto

the taste of you; akaashi

dancing among the trees; akaashi

the world is not enough for you; akaashi 

500 Follower Event

akaashi — kissing away their tears, first “i love you.”

1k Event — Character Studies 

bokuto kōtarō

akaashi keiji

SHIRATORIZAWA ACADEMY 

headcanons 

ushijima naming his plants after you

ushijima finding out you can rap 

tendō with an s/o with cold hands

semi crushing on a vb player!reader

shirabu crushing on a vb player!reader

ushijima with a really beautiful s/o

oikawa flirting with ushijima’s twin sister

sfw drabbles 

rainy days; semi

500 Follower Event

shirabu — deep 3 am talks, neck kisses

INARIZAKI HIGH 

headcanons 

atsumu as your roommate 

kita finding out you can rap

atsumu with a bitchy but secretly sweet s/o

atsumu with an s/o with cold hands

kita with a really beautiful s/o

atsumu with a really beautiful s/o

osamu with a really beautiful s/o

atsumu crushing on a vb player!reader 

osamu crushing on a vb player!reader

suna crushing on a vb player!reader

kita saved by jujutsu sorcerer!reader

suna with a really beautiful s/o

osamu crushing on an intimidating but clumsy!reader

suna smacking your ass 

kissing the wrong twin when drunk

atsumu taking care of his sick s/o

dates with osamu

miya twins with a younger sister 

suna fluff headcanons

brother’s best friend suna 

osamu when you’re on your period

sfw drabbles

osamu pining after onigiri miya!employee

showering atsumu in appreciation 

miya twins finding out about suna’s boyfriend

suna’s boyfriend riding the same travel bus as the vbc

pampering atsumu 

prince!osamu x commoner!reader 

never not worthy; miya twins

reminder; suna 

500 Follower Event 

atsumu — hurting their s/o verbally, kissing away their tears

*atsumu — make up sex, praise kink

*osamu — make up sex, praise kink

1k Event — Character Studies 

suna rinatarō

miya osamu

miya atsumu

kita shinsuke

JOHZENJI HIGH 

headcanons 

terushima finding out you can rap 

DATE TECH 

headcanons 

futakuchi finding out you can rap 

ITACHIYAMA INSTITUTE 

headcanons 

sakusa with a really beautiful s/o

sakusa crushing on a vb player!reader

sakusa crushing on an intimidating but clumsy!reader

sfw drabbles

unexpected; sakusa

KAMOMEDAI HIGH 

1k Event ━ Character Studies 

hoshiumi kōrai 

NOHEBI ACADEMY 

1k Event ━ Character Studies 

daishō suguru

[i-thirsty-boi]

Yandere Sakusa X Atsumu (moderately canon compliant)

~A/N: Heyo! I was trying to find some stories like this, but sadly there weren't many and most of them weren’t that good structure and grammar wise. I plan to try my best to make something y’all will like, so give me more prompts for more oneshots to make of this! I want this to be a oneshot book of this concept, but I want you guys to give me more things to work with for more content for me to produce. (Posting it on AO3, Tumblr, Quotev, and Wattpad) Comments are appreciated!

CW: unhealthy behavior/relationship, controlling behavior, dubcon handjob, stolkhold syndrome

Plot: They meet in high-school at the Japan youth camp, and it was pretty standard at first. But then Sakusa started feeling new and intense things as the years went on. Once they’re finally reunited on the MSBY Black Jackals team, it starts to get a bit… off. Sakusa tries to make a strategy so that Atsumu will HAVE to stay with him, forever. Because he won’t accept anything else. He knows he has to make this work, for his sake and Atsumu’s.

Word count: 14.9k words

(Sakusa’s thoughts in italics)

It was the time of year for the Japan youth volleyball camp. There were a wide variety of boys showing up, though none lacking in any skills. This was where the meeting of these two boys would take place, even if it was innocent at first. 

Everyone had finally arrived and now it was time for everyone to meet after setting up in their rooms to start playing. Everyone was heading down to the gyms they were supposed to go to and it just so happened that there was a very interesting combination of people in a particular gym. These people included Kageyama Tobio, a first year that’s clueless in most things non-volleyball, Hoshiumi Korai, an ace that was skilled but not vertically gifted, Motoya Komori, a bushy-browed libero, Sakusa Kiyoomi, a prickly ace that was incredibly talented, and Miya Atsumu, a gifted setter with a very unique personality. 

They were an odd bunch to see together, but it didn’t go too badly. They were getting along fine, even with Sakusa being how he is. They had to adjust to working with one another on the court, but that happened pretty quickly and the practice games went on. Nothing really eventful happened until they had a break for dinner. The players previously listed had made the decision to sit together to eat, despite the protests from Sakusa. They sat with Kageyama, Hoshiumi, and Motoya on one side of the table and Sakusa and Miya on the other side. The conversation was one where they were trying to get to know each other better. They had gone through topics such as interests, hobbies, and stories about how they started playing volleyball, but then the topic of friends and family came up. 

“My team’s very chaotic, especially Hinata. He always finds a way to impress me and annoy me simultaneously,” Kageyama said while reflecting on the people he has befriended on his team. He had already shared about his sister Miwa a little bit before that. “I don’t talk much with people, but Motoya is my cousin,” Sakusa said so he wouldn’t be interrogated for sharing later in the conversation when Kageyama and Hoshiumi already did. (A/N: I don’t know much, if anything, about Hoshiumi so bear with me here) “Yup! What Sakusa said is right! We’re cousins,” Motoya said, putting his 2 cents in between bites. “Yeah, I gotta twin brother named Osamu. Looks just like me so we dyed our hair to stand apart from each other. Drives me crazy, but I kinda have to love ‘im,” Atsumu said. The people at the table weren’t really surprised to hear that because there’s a reputation for the ‘Miya Twins’. 

I wonder if his twin is as loud as he is. This thought was happening while the rest of the table was talking, although it was noticeable that Atsumu was unintentionally the loudest one there. That was because of the ear problems he had in his childhood from being the slightly smaller twin at birth, thus giving him more health problems when he was younger. Though once he realized how loud he was being he toned down the volume of his voice. He just got quieter. Did he not notice how loud he was before? This was what got his attention from the conversation happening around him. Not the words being said, but how someone who had annoyed him a bit from how loud they were talking suddenly lowered their voice as if they finally noticed just how loud they were being. This is what got his attention and made him start to subtly observe the boy next to him.

There isn’t much to note about him on the surface. But he gets more interesting the more he shares. He had noticed this after he tuned back into the conversation happening. He didn’t know what was drawing him to the boy next to him exactly, but it was a new thing to him and he didn’t know if he liked it or not. He didn’t know if it was attraction or just intrigue of a new person he had never met before. He didn’t know what he could be feeling, but he wanted to find out without any outside interference, so no asking Komori about it. He quickly went through a mental checklist of things to try to narrow it down to something he could make sense of. He didn’t know if he was physically attracted to either gender, so he didn’t think it was that. He didn’t know anything about romantic feelings, but he wasn’t sure they felt like this. He could just be intrigued about a new person, but he didn’t want to ask any questions and didn’t care all that much about Kageyama or Hoshiumi. If it wasn’t any of those things, then what was it. It just made him have a headache, so he left the table early to go shower and made an excuse about the cleanliness of the bathroom to not be questioned further.

All of this is so confusing. How can identifying a feeling or emotion be this tiring?! I have time to figure this out, this training camp is still a few more days. Throughout the camp he just observed Miya subtly to try and figure himself out. However, Miya was trying his hardest to get to know me so I stuck to the act of pretending to be annoyed by him. He knew it wasn’t getting him anywhere to be so cold to him, but he had to keep up his usual behavior so people wouldn’t be suspicious of him. Before he knew it the training camp was over and he was no closer to figuring out this mystery feeling. 

… 

The rest of his highschool career passed by with minimal new interactions with Miya and it was bothering him that he was still putting so much effort into figuring out what was up with his feelings. The next time he actually got to talk to him was at nationals and it was pretty brief. Though he was pretty confused on why he started to get flustered by Miya teasing him about the mask he was wearing, he felt like he was one step closer to figuring it out, even though embarrassment was part of the process. 

He was onto something. And he would hold onto this encounter to get closer to his revelation of why he had been feeling like this for over a year. But now he was graduating and he had to choose to immediately go into pro volleyball or go to university to get a degree first. In the end he let his family convince him to go to university first. And while he was there he kept track of what Atsumu was doing in his career. The friends he made throughout university had caught onto his “stalking” and started teasing him about his crush on the setter. And that bit of wording had floored him mentally. Do I actually have a crush on Atsumu? I didn’t think so because I had ruled that out years ago but now I’m not so sure. He had spent a solid month of his last year in university thinking about it and he had concluded that he did have a crush on Atsumu just about this whole time. Once he realized that simple little thing, he started spiraling downhill. Fast. 

… 

Once he was done with his university finals and was finally graduating he made the effort to make sure he got to try out for the team Atsumu was on. He was GOING to be on the MSBY Black Jackals and finally be with Atsumu. He’d make sure of it. And once that happened, he wouldn’t let him go. EVER. 

He had tried his best at his tryout to make sure he impressed them so he would get a place on the same team as Atsumu. He was almost in physical pain waiting for a confirmation on if he made it in. Once the response came he almost cried in joy that he would be around his Atsumu for the first time in years. But he knew that he had to come up with a strategy to make sure his Atsumu wasn’t suspicious of him and that he wouldn’t reject him. He had to make sure to space out his advances enough that Atsumu would fall for him too and he could secure his man for, hopefully, the rest of his life. He had to be ready to make sure no one would call him out before he made sure Atsumu felt the same way as he did, at least somewhat. 

Once he had his celebration and strategizing session, he had to prepare himself mantally to act like he was annoyed by his love, but he knew that was the way it had to go first. Even though it would hurt him to do it. He knew it was necessary for his plan to work out in the end. 

He was ready. He had to be.

… 

Finally, my first day of practice. I can finally reunite with my Atsumu. I hope it’s not too hard for me to not immediately act out of character no matter how excited I get to see him. He took a deep breath before opening the door to the practice gym for the Jackals. Once he opened the door he was immediately assaulted with noise from two people that he only vaguely recognized. They were already swarming him to introduce themselves so he didn’t need to wait long before getting reminded of their names. Hinata Shoyo and Bokuto Koutaro. He remembers hearing about both of them, but he had been too focused on his Atsumu to really pay attention to anyone else at the time when he interacted with either of them. Then his love came up and said the sweetest thing he had ever heard. “Hey guys. Omi-kun’s not too big on people bein’ so close to him. Maybe back up a step or two there,” Atsumu said, not realizing that he had just made things worse for himself with those two tiny sentences. Kiyoomi had to try his hardest to not hug him on the spot, because that would be way too odd for him to do at that time. “That’s true, I don’t like being close with people I’m not familiar with. Thank you Miya-san,” Kiyoomi said to slightly correct his love to make sure he knew that he could be close to people he knew. This would help him cling to his love in the future without major questioning. But he also immediately noticed the other two got this determination in their eyes, like they wanted to make sure they could be close with him in the future as well. He didn’t really want to be close with those two because of how unconsciously loud they were, and they didn’t fix it like Atsumu did. He didn’t have to try to be annoyed at those two.

He didn’t get to talk to his love anymore before he was forced to introduce himself to everyone before warmups. But then he got to play with his Atsumu during practice. It was almost euphoric for him to spike the sets given to him specifically from his love. He knew that Atsumu’s sets were slightly different for every spiker and he felt all warm thinking about how his love had set a ball especially for him, with his style in mind and everything. He had to swoon secretly to not make people question him. He and his love weren’t ready for that yet, but he would be starting to push him in the right direction ASAP. A little acting like he was oblivious and some manipulating, and Atsumu will be in his arms within a year. It will kill him to spend that time without his love, but he has to go through this now so that he can have exactly what he wants later. He needed to make sure to not fuck this up. 

The rest of the practice went along the same kind of way. With Atsumu just being his normal self, and Kiyoomi twisting it into being special in his head. He just wanted his love to be thinking of him, hopefully in a positive way that could be manipulated into something more in the future. He had been, trying to, subtly observe Atsumu the whole practice, and while the man in question didn’t notice some of the others there did. Hinata and Bokuto went out to eat with Atsumu and Sakusa after the practice, and showers of course. They had been waiting to bring it up with Atsumu, but they needed to wait for Sakusa to not be at the table for it. When he finally left to go to the bathroom, they finally brought it up. “Hey, Tsum-Tsum, Sakusa-san was lookin’ at you a whole lot durin’ practice,” Said Bokuto. “Yeah, he was looking at you kinda intensely whenever you weren’t looking at him,” said Hinata. They had said it pretty fast while keeping watch to make sure Sakusa wasn’t on his way back to the table yet. Atsumu seemed to look visibly confused at these words. “No I didn’t notice anythin’ weird about Omi-kun today. I knew him in highschool and he was always a kinda intense person. But I can see why you would think that considerin he has a habit of observin people. I guess I’m just used to bein looked at by him, even if it hasn’t really happened since we interacted in highschool,” Atsumu said oblivious to how it would be taken by his table-mates. 

They both had looks of incredulous shock on their faces. They both couldn’t believe that Sakusa had been watching Atsumu like that since they had met. Sakusa thought that he wasn’t also being observed, but these two had noticed it right away, surprisingly with their usual personalities. They had immediately noticed how he looked at Atsumu. He wasn’t annoyed at all, like with just about everyone else, he looked at him like he was his world. It was such an affectionate look in his eyes that he tried to hide from everyone, but it was more obvious than he thought. Along with the overly loving look in his eyes, he also looked like he was scheming, making a plan for something. And they were worried for their friend with the other context clues of the situation that they observed. And to make it worse, Atsumu was completely oblivious to all of this, not seeming to notice any of the odd behavior from Sakusa. And with that thought down, they saw Sakusa walking back to the table. His gaze immediately went to Atsumu with an overly fond look in his eyes. But he quickly changed his expression when he looked at the other two at the table. Like he was trying to not be suspicious to them.

The rest of the meal was kind of awkward, which was confusing for Atsumu because he didn’t know of anything that would make it awkward. He just knew that the energy of the table had changed when Omi got back from the bathroom. He thought that maybe the conversation while he was gone was what had happened to the two in front of him and Omi, but he couldn’t quite figure out why. He knew that Omi liked to observe people, plus it was in the nature of the sport, so he didn’t see a problem with Omi looking at him throughout practice. Plus, he had gotten used to it during the ‘getting to know you’ phase in their teen years. He didn’t think that it was very weird, as a lot of people that are somewhat anti-social do it. He couldn’t figure out a problem with the behavior, so he just elected to ignore it because it wasn’t a problem to him. He just didn’t know that he wasn’t correct with this thinking yet. 

After the subtle fiasco that was that lunch, they had all decided to part ways, but there was something that Sakusa wanted to try before he could be alone for the rest of the day. He started to walk up next to Atsumu to ask him something. “Hey Miya-san, would you like to come over to my place to hang out and catch up. Since we haven’t talked in years,” Sakusa said, very hopefully. While he was waiting for an answer, he was practically sweating with nerves. “Sure, Omi! That sounds nice, bein able to catch up after so long,” Atsumu said while giving a soft smile. Kiyoomi’s heart just about burst looking at it and he was celebrating inside for the opportunity to spend more time with his love. He gave a slight smile to that and told Atsumu that he would lead the way there. 

It hadn’t taken all that long to walk to his apartment building, and they had to take the elevator up to his floor as well. Sakusa was having an almost out of body experience while going to his apartment, because in such a short amount of time, he and his love will be alone together. He almost can’t believe it. He made sure Atsumu couldn’t see him pinch himself to ground himself back into reality. Oh god. I have to act like normal around him right now. I can’t overwhelm him now, or else my whole plan might not work out how I want it to. This was just something that could be part of the process. Afterall, the more time spent with his love, the faster it will go in some aspects of it. He could establish casual touching now. Yeah, he can make sure that Atsumu knows he’s comfortable around him and start with the casual closeness and touching. This is such a wonderful opportunity that I didn’t even plan out! But I still have to do this carefully. 

They both finally made it to his door, and he set about unlocking it. He fumbled with his keys a little bit because he was nervous. He acted like nothing happened to make sure his love didn’t think he was being weird, but also because he was embarrassed that he had almost dropped his keys because Atsumu was there. Atsumu himself didn’t think that anything happened to be embarrassed about. He just thought that Kiyoomi didn't have that good of a grip on the keys at first. He was just ready to hang out with someone he hadn’t seen in a few years, but had a liking to. He liked Kiyoomi because he had never spoken to him like he was stupid, as a lot of people have done before. A lot of people, when he unconsciously spoke a little too loud, spoke to him like he didn’t know how to handle himself, even if he adjusted his volume before anyone made a comment about it. But Kiyoomi had never done that. Kiyoomi had been annoyed by him in the past, sure, but he had realized the effort he put into accommodating others and appreciated it. 

At that point Sakusa had gotten the door open and had formally invited Atsumu into his apartment. The apartment was nice. It looked modern, but homey, and Atsumu loved it. It was his favorite style of interior decorating. Sakusa saw how Atsumu reacted to seeing his apartment and was overjoyed at seeing how much he liked it in his expression. He was proud that he had satisfied his love with his living space without consciously trying. To him this proved that they were meant to be. He had to fight the knee jerk reaction of swooning over his love, but managed to do it to maintain the illusion of normalcy for his Atsumu at that time. 

“So whaddya wanna do Omi?” Atsumu asks as they settle on the moderately large couch. Although not on different sides. That’s because Sakusa had subtly put him towards the middle and then sat close to him on the couch. So close that their thighs were almost touching. Atsumu was shocked that Sakusa was sitting that close to him and got flushed from the contact. He looked over at Kiyoomi to see if he noticed the situation, but he looked as normal as ever. He seemed to be the only one that was affected by the sitting arrangement, so he had decided to ignore it, because it seemed so normal and casual for Sakusa. Then he remembered that Sakusa had said that he could be close with people he knew and was comfortable with. And he was glad that he was comfortable enough with him to be this close physically.

Meanwhile Sakusa was doing no better mentally. It was a risk doing this this early into our relationship, but it seems to have paid off. It seems since I acted like it didn’t affect me just as much as him he accepted it as normal for us. It’s so hard to not blush from being this close to my love, but it needs to be done. He looks so cute blushing like that. And it looks like he remembered the closeness comment because he looks happy about it. It makes me so happy to know that he’s happy to be close to me. “We can watch something on the tv while catching up, and maybe have some dinner later,” Sakusa suggested, really hoping his love will stay with him for the rest of the day before leaving him again. But the good thing is that he won’t leave him for so long again. If I get my way, he won’t ever leave me again.

“That sounds good ta me, Omi-kun. What would you wanna watch?” Atsumu asked. He wanted Sakusa to be comfortable around him, and he had no problems being courteous to someone he’s known for years, even if they haven’t been especially close. This question made Kiyoomi internally swoon even more at the fact that his love wanted to make sure he was happy around him. He already knew that they were meant to be, but it was amazing to have this sort of confirmation. He knew for sure that he could get Atsumu to love him, and maybe with the pace it is now, sooner than he had originally thought. He’ll definitely be mine within a year, and maybe sooner. 

While he was thinking about how soon he could have his love be his, he was scrolling through Netflix looking for a good movie to watch with him. He had decided to look through the horror movie selection because, as cliche as it was, he knew that Atsumu wasn’t a big fan and would get scared enough to seek him for comfort. Plus, there were some that he really DID want to watch, but hadn’t gotten around to it yet. From the corner of his eye, he could see how hesitant Atsumu was at his selection, but he chose to ignore it for now. “I’ve been wanting to watch this for a bit now, but now I have someone to watch it with. It’ll be more fun than watching it by myself,” he said to provide some reasoning and comfort to his love. He didn’t want him to think that he chose this purely to make him uncomfortable, because he knew that Atsumu wasn’t a fan of the genre. 

“That’s fine Omi-kun. I said I’d let you pick, and I’m not gonna take that back now. Can I have a blanket though? It helps me with this stuff,” Atsumu said, being completely honest. What he didn’t know is that Kiyoomi was internally freaking out over how cute he was. He wants a blanket to feel more secure while watching a horror movie? That’s absolutely adorable. Sakusa didn’t say any of this out loud, just got up from his place on the couch to go get one of his personal blankets to give to Atsumu. He wanted the feeling of comfort during the movie to be associated with himself and his scent. And if it worked, he would be ecstatic. 

While he was gone from the room, Atsumu was, just a little bit, freaking out. He had Sakusa sit that close to him on the couch as if it was the most normal thing to do. And he hadn’t judged him for wanting a blanket to cuddle into during a movie that would unsettle him. That man was boyfriend material. But Atsumu didn’t feel that way about him at that moment. Sure, he was gay and Sakusa was attractive, very attractive, but he hadn’t talked to him much in the years that they didn’t see each other. They didn’t talk at all in those years, but Atsumu was just shocked that Sakusa felt comfortable around him to even get that close, or to suggest hanging out alone together. He was pulling himself together when he realized that he may see himself having a crush on Kiyoomi if their relationship continues like this. But that’s exactly what Kiyoomi wants. 

When he came back with the blanket, he immediately looked at Atsumu on the couch. He looked like he was deep in thought, and he was blushing very obviously. He just walked behind the couch and dropped the blanket over Atsumu’s head. The blanket he chose was big, soft, and very obviously smelled like the cologne Kiyoomi wore on a daily basis. That was a standard feature in how he smells at this point. He was very amused by the fact that Atsumu immediately started struggling under it, like he was fighting the blanket off while trying to get out from under it. He just decided to help out after about 3 seconds of watching it. By just lifting the blanket from Atsumu’s head. When it was suddenly not there, Atsumu looked at him and snatched the blanket to wrap around himself in silence, but he started blushing again. Cute. 

He just sat down directly beside him again, with their legs one shift away from touching, and smirked at his love. That earned him an exaggerated gasp from Atsumu, who now knew that he got trapped within a blanket on purpose. He lightly smacked Kiyoomi’s arm before making a blanket cocoon around himself while Sakusa had loaded up the movie. He then asked Atsumu if he wanted anything to drink and stated that he was going to get himself some water. He got the answer that water would be fine, and left to go get them some drinks in his kitchen. However, a devious idea formed while he was filling his own glass with water. He had some melatonin pills that were tasteless, because he sometimes had trouble sleeping and the tasteless ones were preferable. So he took one of them and crushed it to mix in with Atsumu’s water. It wouldn’t knock him out, just make him tired and more suggestable to some light cuddling during the movie. This was the best way to make sure it would happen, other than the genre that his love hated.

It worked out just how he wanted it. Atsumu had drunk all of the water within the first 25 minutes of the movie, probably to distract himself. And about 20 mins later, he was visibly tired and had started to nod off and lean towards Kiyoomi. Kiyoomi himself was ecstatic that he was going to lean on him in his sleep, that he trusted Kiyoomi enough to potentially fall asleep on him. He didn’t do anything until Atsumu’s head made contact with his shoulder. He just put his arm around his love’s shoulder to have some casual cuddling while the movie was playing, and he loved it. Atsumu wasn’t a small person by any means, but he was smaller than Kiyoomi and fit perfectly in his arms. He only halfway paid attention to the movie from there on out because he wanted to soak in the moment with his love. 

He spent the rest of the movie cuddling with Atsumu on the couch, but not to the extent that he would wake up and be upset at the level of touching. What he had done was hug him the entire time after he unconsciously made physical contact with him. But Sakusa wasn’t complaining, oh no, he was so overjoyed that he got to have this time with his love. And he didn’t do anything to harm him to make him sleep. Just gave him a common sleep aid, not any kind of hard drug. Just an over the counter supplement to help people with insomnia. Overall, the day had gone great for Kiyoomi with how much of it he got to spend with his love. Since it didn’t seem like Atsumu was going to wake up soon, Kiyoomi gave him a small kiss on the top of his head. He was correct in assuming that Atsumu wouldn’t wake up from that because he didn’t seem to start to stir at all. However, he unconsciously moved towards Kiyoomi afterwards. That was something that Kiyoomi let himself blush at though. He knew his love was adorable, but he didn’t realize it was to this extent. He was just so happy at how the day had gone, that he completely forgot about the strange encounter with Hinata and Bokuto at lunch that day.

It was only a few minutes later that Atsumu started to wake up and, needless to say, he was confused when he did. It took him a minute to remember where he was when he fell asleep. When he woke up he was confused because he wasn’t in his apartment and he took a moment to remember that he was at Sakusa’s. When he remembered that detail he noticed the position he was in, Sakusa was wrapping one of his arms around him while Atsumu’s head was on his shoulder. He was still half asleep, so it took him some time to start questioning why he was sleeping on Sakusa. He didn’t remember falling asleep, but he did remember feeling tired towards the beginning of the movie. 

“Omi-kun, what happened? How are you okay with this?” he asked because he had yet to move an inch from when he woke up. He had begun to sit up and detach himself from Sakusa, but Kiyoomi just hugged him a bit tighter to stop him from moving. This befuddled him because this isn’t how he remembered Sakusa acting with anyone in the past. 

“You fell asleep during the movie. You started leaning on me and it didn’t bother me because I know you and am close with you. I normally don’t like touching people or people touching me, but I don’t have that with you. I don’t mind being this close with you,” Kiyoomi said the blankest he could. He wanted to be blunt, but nonchalant about it. This would lead to this becoming normal between him and his love. He really hoped this would lead to them being this close more often because he could start manipulating earlier if they did. He just wanted, and needed, to plant the ideas in his head that he loves Kiyoomi. That way their relationship will be mostly normal in the end. Because if he didn’t end up loving Kiyoomi on his own… he’d have to force it. And that will be a mess because of all the people his love is very close with. Especially considering he has an identical twin that he speaks with every other day on a normal week.

The trouble with making sure he doesn’t just isolate his love long enough for him to fall for Kiyoomi is, ultimately, going to be the many people he’s very close with and interacts with daily. This isn’t a huge problem, so it can be worked around. He’s already started to insert himself into Atsumu’s life, so that’s what he needs to keep doing to make this work in his favor. Being on the same team now will give him ample opportunities to monopolize Atsumu’s time. He wants to be the most important person in his life, like Atsumu is for Kiyoomi. The only thing that could get in the way of that is Osamu, considering just how close the twins are. From the very first time he met his love he knew that they were very close. You didn’t hear about one without the other, always the Miya twins, not Atsumu or Osamu by themselves. That wasn’t a problem back then, but it could definitely become a problem now. 

I can figure out a way to work around it. I just need to get Osamu’s approval so he won’t become a problem that can’t be fixed in the future. This was the thought process that went down while his love was still processing the information of what his situation was during the movie and the declaration of how close they were. At first there was a blank, but confused look on Atsumu’s face, but after about 30 full seconds of that, his love’s face became a bright cherry red. He looked like he was embarrassed about it, but also flustered. He wondered if he was starting to have a crush on him already and that was why he reacted like that. God, Kiyoomi hoped so. He really wanted that to be true so he could have his love be HIS a lot sooner than initially planned.

Atsumu had started stuttering out words that could form some sentences, but never quite got there. “Sorry I fell asleep on ya Omi-kun, I didn’t think I was that tired,” Atsumu finally got out after trying for most of a minute. He couldn’t figure out what to say at first because he didn’t expect to fall asleep at all, much less leaning on Sakusa. He didn’t know if he had accidentally overstepped a boundary that he wasn’t aware of yet, so he apologized for it. However, Sakusa just looked confused at his apology. 

“I told you I don’t mind being this close with you earlier. In fact, I actually enjoyed the physical contact with you. I consider us close enough already because of our history together, and I don’t mind when family or close friends are this close to me,” Kiyoomi explained in the plainest tone he could. He had to not give himself away by sounding desperate or too fond already, but he still had to establish a relationship between them to speed up the casual contact. He really wanted to keep touching his love like this in the future. It would make him sad to not do this stuff from that point on. 

… 

Things kept up like that for the next few months. Kiyoomi kept actively initiating hangouts between them, and he always ended up cuddling his love by the end of their time together. During this time Atsumu also seemed to be developing some sort of feelings for Sakusa, but he didn’t want to mention anything for fear of making Sakusa uncomfortable. Of course, Kiyoomi noticed this development and was ecstatic about it. This meant that he could initiate the beginning of a relationship between them before slowly opening the doors to the more unsavory parts of his desires with his love. Although most things he wants with Atsumu are normal things, just more intense than normal, and the others were just some toxic behaviors that he wouldn’t have to let his love know about unless absolutely necessary. He just wanted his love to be all his, and he couldn’t let anybody interfere with that. Ever. 

And during this time Bokuto and Hinata were observing these developments from the sidelines. They still didn’t have a good feeling about how intense Sakusa was when it came to Atsumu. They didn’t have any reason to not trust the guy, considering they could see he didn’t want anything bad to happen to their friend, but he also didn’t behave like a normal person in regards to him. They could tell Sakusa was in love with Atsumu, and that Atsumu was gaining a crush on Sakusa, but they’ve also already noticed some flaws in the mask Sakusa usually wears to hide how jarring his feelings for Atsumu were. He didn’t think they’d notice all the glares sent to people who looked at Atsumu at all outside of games, when it’s to be expected. He hovers so close to him so often that’s almost impossible to see them separate at this point. They’ve seen him go through Atsumu’s belongings when he’s not in the room, along with his phone. It was bad enough that he just casually invaded someone’s privacy, but the looks he gave Atsumu really rubbed them the wrong way. He looked at him with such an unnatural and intense love in his eyes, it was honestly kinda creepy, but also like he wanted to devour him. Like he wanted to smother himself with Atsumu and then never let him go. 

They were just really worried for their friend and the fact that he hasn’t even started to pick up on any of these things. He was completely oblivious to how wrong the love Sakusa felt for him was. He didn’t notice a damn thing wrong with any part of how Sakusa was with him.

… 

Since the situation had been moving faster than expected, Kiyoomi was ready to try asking Atsumu out. He was ready and believed his love was ready to move their relationship to the next level. He had planned another movie night with Atsumu, like their first time hanging out when Kiyoomi joined the team, to tell him. But, he also has a plan for if it doesn’t go his way.

He had to get everything ready for his love to come over tonight because he intended for tonight to be special for both of them. He got some blankets for the couch, some extra pillows too, just to make it extra comfortable for the movie they’ll be watching. He had already made dinner for them and it wasn’t too long before his love would arrive. It’s Atsumu’s turn to pick the movie for the event, so he’ll work with what he’s given for finding the right time to confess and start their relationship. He would’ve chosen another horror movie to induce some cuddling, but he can do that with the movies his love enjoys as well. It would just be Kiyoomi initiating it instead of Atsumu. He’s nervous, but he’s initiated cuddling before. He just wants tonight to be perfect. 

With everything ready, all that was left was to wait for his love to arrive. He knew it wouldn’t be long before Atsumu showed up, but he was still getting impatient. He just wanted his love to be his already. Fully. With that thought, there was a knock on his door. He just about sprinted to his door, but took a moment to collect himself before he opened it to see his love with a small smile on his face. It made his heart rate pick to see his love smiling at him like that.

“Hey, Omi-kun!” Atsumu said with full enthusiasm, excited to spend time with Kiyoomi. He didn’t know that there was any other motive for being invited over than just hanging out, so he was acting as normal as ever. And this gave Kiyoomi hope that everything would work out well in the end, and that his love would accept him from the start. He didn’t want to start their relationship off with bad feelings from Atsumu about it. But that would only happen if his love doesn’t like him back NOW. He knows Atsumu will love him back eventually, it's just a matter of when in their relationship that happens. 

“Hey, Atsumu,” Kiyoomi said with a world of fondness in his voice and a small smile to go with it. He couldn’t help it that his favorite person was going to be his by the end of the night, and that the things leading to that were going to be happening soon. He led Atsumu into his apartment, let him take his shoes off, then steered him towards the couch. “Pick a movie while I go get us both water,” he said to make sure that the movie would be ready by the time he came back into the room. He wanted to start the event he had planned as soon as possible, and having the movie up and ready would help that. So, he went into his kitchen and poured two glasses of water, then steeled his nerves and started back into his living room.

When he made it back to the couch, Atsumu had a movie loaded up on the tv, and was making his way back with his favorite blanket for these hangouts. This was already going swimmingly for Kiyoomi’s plan. 

Once his love took a place on the couch, Kiyoomi sat as close to him as was socially acceptable. A distance that will be gone later. 

As the movie started, Atsumu was actually paying attention to the movie, and Kiyoomi was paying attention to Atsumu. He knew that his love wasn’t paying him any mind because he was into the movie he picked, so he took his time to savor the sight of his love completely relaxed and happy in his home. Hopefully their home soon. He was confident that he wouldn’t  be rejected and his feelings would be returned. Although it wouldn’t matter either way.

As the movie progressed, Atsumu slowly realized that Kiyoomi wasn’t paying attention to the movie. Although he wasn’t sure why he was staring at him. He was pretty sure that Kiyoomi had been staring at him the whole time. If he was being honest it made his stomach feel weird, and he wasn’t really sure if it was a good or bad feeling. He just needed to figure out what to say to Kiyoomi to figure this situation out. 

“Hey Omi-kun. Am I more entertaining than the movie?” Atsumu said jokingly, but also wanting to know the answer. Now what happened after he said this, he never would’ve guessed. Kiyoomi was processing the words while slowly leaning closer to Atsumu without realizing. He looked his love up and down, then seemed to think about what his answer would be.

“In a way. I just like looking at you more, considering you’re beautiful,” Kiyoomi stated with complete sincerity. He really thought that his love was worth more to look at than some dumb movie. He hoped that the reaction to these words would work in his favor so that he wouldn’t have to do something drastic to have his love. The reaction was delayed, but he had hope. Even delayed, the reaction was beautiful to him. Atsumu slowly has the prettiest blush come onto his cheeks, then just locked eyes with Kiyoomi was an expression of shock and awe on his face. He looked like he was flattered but doubting the words. To show he was serious he gently put a hand on his love’s cheek with the most lovestruck look on his face. He let all of his emotions show on his face and in his eyes, to clearly convey that his words were the truth. 

Without a rejection, he leaned even closer and connected his lips with Atsumu’s. He wasn’t put off by having no reaction from his love at first. He knew this was shocking for him. He just slowly put more passion into the kiss to coax Atsumu to kiss him back. It took a bit, but eventually Atsumu began to kiss him back. With that sign, he moved his hand to the back of Atsumu’s neck to deepen the kiss further. As they kept kissing, Kiyoomi slowly moved them so he was above Atsumu, and his love was laying on his back on the couch. The kiss started to get more heated and Kiyoomi put one of his legs between Atsumu’s in an effort to get closer to his love. This led the kiss to progress even further as Atsumu put his arms around Kiyoomi’s neck to pull him closer. 

They broke apart for air and just looked at each other while panting with half-lidded eyes. While they were catching their breath, Atsumu started to run his hands through Kiyoomi’s hair. They didn’t start kissing again, but just ended up resting their foreheads together while absorbing the moment. And it was this moment that Kiyoomi knew for sure that he wasn’t going to ever let his love go. Ever. 

“What’s this mean for us now Omi?” Atsumu wondered out loud, because he knew there was going back from this. Things were definitely going to change from this moment onwards. While he was getting lost in his thoughts, Kiyoomi was just admiring his love while preparing to declare their new relationship. 

“This means that we're together now. You’re my boyfriend Tsumu,” he declared with confidence. He was entirely serious about this, he couldn’t not have his love by his side any longer now that he’d come this far. He was feeling good about the fact that his love’s blush just darkened, but there was also just more shock on his face with this new revelation. 

“W-what? What do you mean?” he asked with a voice full of confusion and disbelief at the statement that was just said. He was in shock. He didn’t really expect this as the outcome of coming over to Kiyoomi’s today. As he was having these thoughts, a darker expression fell over Kiyoomi’s face. Atsumu quickly picked up on this and tried to put a little bit of space between them. This just caused Kiyoomi to hug him closer to his body. 

“It means that you’re mine now. I love you and I won’t let you go now that I have you. You belong with me,” Sakusa said with complete sincerity laced with anger. Just what isn’t he getting? I made a move and he didn’t reject it in any way. He’s obviously just confused right now. He’ll accept it eventually if he doesn’t get it now. 

These words just made Atsumu panic more. He was confused, a little scared, and was currently being held down on the couch by Kiyoomi who was hugging him as close to his body as possible. It wasn’t as if he’d necessarily be opposed to dating Kiyoomi, but this was very sudden for him. He just needed to calm down and try to talk this out with Kiyoomi before things escalated any further. “Hey Omi, just listen for a minute. I’m not rejecting you. I would like to date ya, but this happened so suddenly, it kinda panicked me. If we just slow this down a little bit, it’ll be fine,” he said slowly but surely, to get the words across and the point taken. This seemed to calm Kiyoomi down a little bit.

Kiyoomi just blinked at that. He was happy that his love was accepting, but the request to slow down didn’t make sense to him. Why would I slow down now that I have him where I want him? However, slowing down doesn’t mean we can’t start a relationship now. He would use this loophole to his benefit. “We can slow down if you want, Tsumu, but I still want to start a relationship with you,” he made sure his want was known, very clearly. There was no chance of a misunderstanding. 

These words further calmed Atsumu down. He was comforted that Kiyoomi would slow his pace to accommodate him, but knew that the paces they both wanted were different. He guessed that he could come to a compromise to go slightly faster than he had pictured to be with Kiyoomi. He would just have to adjust. Though he wasn’t sure why he had such a bad feeling about all of this. 

… 

Their relationship continued like that for the rest of the season. With Kiyoomi wanting more than Atsumu was comfortable with, but compromising anyway. Although, he didn’t quite notice all the things Kiyoomi did when he wasn’t paying attention. Such as give death glares to anyone that looked at him for, what he deemed as, too long. Actively take his attention away from people to monopolize his time. Subtly isolating him from most people, excluding the team, his brother, and select friends from highschool, I wouldn’t want people getting suspicious if Tsumu just randomly cut contact with them, so they’ll have to stick around for a while longer. Plus, slowly desensitizing him to casual touches and intimacy, especially in the form of PDA, he’s always touching Atsumu in some way while they’re in public. 

These behaviors have been noticed by the team and other close friends/family of the two. Hinata and Bokuto only became more concerned for Atsumu as time passed, considering they knew that the feelings Sakusa had for him weren’t quite right. They only wanted the best for him, but didn’t want to interfere when there’s nothing obviously wrong with their relationship. The rest of the team were just shocked at how Sakusa was behaving in the relationship, because he was very much the opposite with everyone else. Komori was just shocked that Kiyoomi was willing to be that close with someone, and he didn’t see this coming at all. He was almost offended that his cousin didn’t even tell him that he was interested in Atsumu before starting a relationship with him. Suna was surprised that Atsumu was the sane one in that relationship, given that Sakusa had glared at him while he was talking with Atsumu more than once. But Kita had had conversations with Atsumu on the phone cut off early, by Sakusa, everytime that they had them.

And Osamu was annoyed with it. In a couple ways. First off, he was annoyed that his brother’s time with him was being cut short by Sakusa, considering they both had busy lives and had limited time together as it was. Secondly, the time they do spend together isn’t just them anymore, Sakusa is always with Atsumu. Then he has the nerve to glare at him for joking around with his brother like they always do, as if he’s doing something wrong. And finally, he feels like Sakusa is trying to keep his brother away from him. And he has a bad feeling about the relationship as a whole, like he can sense there’s something wrong with it, but can’t exactly place what it is. He just hopes that nothing bad will happen. 

Though, he can’t help but observe the pair sitting in his restaurant. His twin was peacefully eating the food he got, while Sakusa was holding onto him. He just didn’t understand. How could Sakusa be so different with everyone else, but treat his twin like that, like he was perfect. He didn’t expect Sakusa to be so fond of PDA, and while he didn’t mind some PDA here and there, it was a constant for those two. But Atsumu was never the one initiating it, at least from what he’s seen. He’s amazed at how Atsumu is so casual about being held so tightly while eating, and the only complaint was that the way Sakusa first held him was preventing him from eating comfortably. But Sakusa didn’t let go, just adjusted the way he held Atsumu. It was just weird to see that his twin wasn’t the clingy one in that relationship. 

Atsumu, on the other hand, was just mildly annoyed at the current situation. He was just trying to eat his onigiri, but Omi has his arms tightly wrapped around his waist while still sitting beside him. Don’t get him wrong, he loves his boyfriend, but he just wants a little bit of space sometimes. He’s fine with being touchy and all, but he’s getting exhausted with the constant presence of Kiyoomi in his life EVERY day. Like, he just wants a few days to himself at this point. Maybe with the people he doesn’t get to be around often because of all the time he spends with his boyfriend. He doesn’t like being alone, but he’s been seeing nothing but Kiyoomi since they started dating. He’ll have to talk to him about it later, because there’s no way in hell Omi will spend the night without him. Lovely.

… 

They were on their way to Kiyoomi apartment, because they’d stayed at Atsumu’s last night and they both had clothes at each other's apartments already. Atsumu was deep in thought on how to bring up his want of spending time with other people for a bit without upsetting Omi, because that happened everytime a topic like this came up. Hopefully the reaction to it won’t be bad.

They had both changed into their pajamas, which were just sweatpants and comfortable shirts, and were laying in bed together. He was currently clutched in Kiyoomi’s embrace again, and while he liked it, it was getting annoying. “Hey Omi. I wanna talk to you bout somethin,” he says quietly. This causes his boyfriend to look at him curiously, waiting to hear what he has to say. “I love spending time with and being around you, but I still wanna hang out with other people too. It’s not that I don’t wanna be around you anymore, but I would like a day to myself here and there. And maybe a day in the week to be able to hang out with our other friends, or Samu too,” he finished. He was anxiously awaiting the response from Kiyoomi and praying that it wasn’t a bad one. 

Kiyoomi's face was blank, but he was fuming internally. What brought this on? Was someone putting these thoughts in his head while I’m not there? This needs to be dealt with. Quickly. He had to think for a little bit on how to respond to this question. If he said something wrong, that could impact how his love thinks of him. And he didn’t want Atsumu to be mad at or annoyed with him. “I think I understand what you’re saying. I guess I can give up some days for that, but not our off days. Those are for us,” he said this very tentatively. Because he didn’t really want to give up any time with his Tsumu, but he would just make sure that still got the most time with him by claiming the days off that they have. He’s not willing to sacrifice much time with him for other people, but since his love requested it, he’ll give up the days where they’re already around other people.

While the words didn’t exactly please him, he was relieved that he could have time for other people. Atsumu just smiled softly at Kiyoomi for the compromise he made for him. He was still annoyed at this, but he knew that his boyfriend was trying. “Thank you honey. I know that this will be tough, but I really appreciate this,” he said with complete affection and sincerity. After that, he just laid his head on Kiyoomi’s chest and started drifting off to sleep. 

Kiyoomi was just taking the moment in. Even if he didn’t want to give up his time with his Tsumu, he just realized that giving up that time was only going to bring them closer. Even if I hate this, this will only benefit me. This will make my Tsumu trust me more since I showed that I can compromise with him. If he’s already this happy about this, I will only get more affection because of this. He fondly looked down at his Tsumu who was now sleeping on his chest. He started to run his fingers through his love’s hair until he went to sleep, content with his decision. 

He was correct in assuming that giving up some time with his Tsumu was going to get him more affection. It’s been about two weeks since he made that decision, and his love had been giving him more attention and affection during their time together since he let him have time with other people. He’d just have to work around that in getting him even more attached to Kiyoomi so they stay together naturally. Although, in the end it doesn’t matter to him if it happens naturally or not. 

… 

This continued for a few weeks, and Kiyoomi was getting frustrated in their relationship. He wanted to move a step further in the relationship. He loved everything about his Atsu, but he wanted to move further from just physical affection. He just really wanted to get closer to his love like that. He would bring up the idea of getting more physical the next free day they have. 

They were cuddling on the couch in Kiyoomi’s apartment when he decided to bring up the topic of sex. “Hey, Atsu. I wanna ask you something.” Atsumu just turned more towards him and hummed while still watching the show they had on. “I was wondering if you’d be interested in having sex soon,” Kiyoomi stated, with the starightest face. This had floored Atsumu. His mind had gone blank, and he started blushing furiously. 

While trying to come up with some kind of response, he had just been stuttering. He didn’t know where this question had come from. He didn’t think that Kiyoomi would bring something like this up because he didn’t think there was anything missing in their relationship, but apparently Kiyoomi wanted more. “Um, what? Where did this come from? This seems a little soon to me Omi,” he somehow managed to get out in his embarrassment. 

Kiyoomi’s eyes had narrowed at Atsumu’s reaction. He thought it was somewhat late in their relationship to bring this up, considering they’d been dating for a few months now. Or at least to further the physicality beyond kissing and some mild touching. He sighs before speaking again. “Atsu, I’ve been thinking about this for a little while now. I think, with how long we’ve been together now, that we should move forward a bit. I want to be closer to you in those ways, Atsu. I want more ways to show you how much I love you,” this was said with the utmost sincerity and fondness. He just kept looking at his love with the most love in his eyes.

Atsumu, on the other hand, was just shocked. Not only did his boyfriend want more in the relationship than he did at the moment, but that he’d thought it through before bringing it up to him. He also knows that he will probably compromise on this as well. He took a deep breath to prepare himself to respond to that. “Okay Omi. Since yer so sure of this, we can discuss this more later. I can’t say I want to go all the way yet, but we can work up to it, since I’m not exactly comfortable with it right now.” This was the best he could do at the moment. A compromise while setting boundaries. 

This made Kiyoomi very happy. He just fell more for his Atsu because of how caring he was. He was always willing to compromise with things, even though it also pisses Kiyoomi off that he can’t just have what he wants right away. However, better things have come from playing the long game with his love. I’ll just have to try to make this good enough for him that it’ll go faster. Luckily I got the chance to get experience in college before I devoted myself to my Tsumu. I know I can make this amazing for him.

… 

They had been doing the same thing for the past week now. Whenever they were together at either one’s apartment, Kiyoomi would initiate a kiss and gradually deepen it as they went. This always ended up with him feeling up Atsumu as well. This seemed pretty tame but progressive for a week of progress. Though, Kiyoomi thought they could go a bit farther tonight. He would make sure of it.

Atsumu had just shown up to his apartment. They were going to have dinner then watch one of the food shows they liked on the couch after. They were making onigiri together, and Kiyoomi had gotten some fatty tuna for his Tsumu’s and umeboshi for himself. They were just casually chatting while the rice was cooking. He thought he would surprise Atsumu with his plans. After all, he would be focusing on making his Tsumu feel good. Hopefully, if all goes well tonight, he’ll want to move a bit faster with this stuff. I just need to make sure this is AMAZING for him. 

With that thought, the rice cooker went off and they started assembling their dinner. Once they were done, they brought their food and water to the couch to eat while watching their 

show. Kiyoomi tried to stay calm, so he just took some deep breaths to slightly calm himself while eating. They spent an entire episode just eating their dinner with some light chatting. Afterwards, they had started cuddling on the couch, meaning that Astumu was leaning on Kiyoomi. 

While they were laying like that on the couch, Kiyoomi had put his arms around Atsumu and was resting his hands on his stomach. He let his hand rest there for a bit before slowly caressing his love’s stomach, moving them towards his hips while doing it. When he arrived at Atsumu’s hips and settled his hands there for the rest of the episode they were on. 

When the next episode came on Kiyoomi started to caress Atsumu’s hips and kiss his cheek and neck. Atsumu was a bit surprised at this. He thought his boyfriend was just being affectionate, but now it seems like his intentions were something else. While he was lost in thought, Kiyoomi’s hands drifted closer to his inner thighs. Once he dipped his hands between his thighs to touch Atsumu’s inner thighs, it shocked Atsumu into paying attention to his hands. He rubbed circles into his boyfriend's thighs before rubbing them over his original target. Atsumu gasped as kiyoomi’s hands rubbed over his dick. As he tried to sit up, Kiyoomi’s left arm came up around his stomach to keep him in place as his right hand stayed rubbing his dick over his clothes. 

Atsumu had to sit there for a minute to process the situation before talking. “Omi! What are you doing?!” At this point he was slightly panicked. He didn’t expect this and he couldn’t get up. 

Kiyoomi kissed Atsumu’s temple before talking. “Calm down Atsu. I just want to make you feel good. Will you let me make you feel good?” He stopped kissing his love to look at his reaction to the words. Although he never stopped the movement of his right hand during all of this. 

Atsumu was just processing everything, but the constant rubbing was messing with his thought process. It did feel good, so he figured he would let it happen. For now. “Okay Omi. Just stop if I tell you to.” He tried to relax back into Kiyoomi, but still ended up pulling his legs together after bending them a little bit. 

Kiyoomi was glad that he could continue, but was a bit peeved that his love closed his legs on him. So, he just kept moving his right hand while moving Atsumu’s body up a little. After that he used his legs to part Atsumu’s, propping  his knees up so Atsumu won’t be able to close his legs during this. Once this was done, he pulled his love’s pants, and underwear, down to his thighs for easier access. After that he hooked his chin over his love’s shoulder to look down his body. He spent a minute admiring his love. He was very proportional, and his dick fit with the rest of him. It was about average in length and a little above average in girth. It was nothing to scoff at, but Kiyoomi was bigger and longer. His cock was pretty though. And it seems like he keeps his pubes neatly trimmed.

He wrapped his hand around it before speaking again. “You’re so pretty Atsu. I love you so much.” He kissed Atsumu’s cheek after that, and started stroking him. He watched for a while as he leisurely stroked his boyfriend’s cock. He wasn’t in a hurry, he wanted his Atsu to beg him for release. He continued like that for a while, until Atsumu was twitching in his hand and his body started to tense up. Instead of following through with it, he settled his hand at the base of his boyfriend’s cock and kept it there. “Atsu, just let me know when you want to cum, okay?” He finished that with a kiss on his Tsumu’s cheek.

Atsumu himself was in shambles, mentally. He thought his boyfriend would be done by now, but he’d been dragging this experience out since he started. He’d not only gone oddly slow the whole time, but he’d stopped when he was on the edge and wanted him to essentially ask to finish. He was slightly panting at this point and felt oddly exposed even though he’s still wearing his shirt and most of his legs are covered. He was flushed not just from the pleasure given to him, but also the near constant affection from before the whole experience. He was kinda embarrassed by the, almost, pampering this night has ended up with for him. He was confused by the whole situation.

Kiyoomi had been continuing his kisses on Atsumu while he was winding back down from the edge. He hadn’t moved his hand from its place on the base of his boyfriend’s cock the whole time. He could feel Atsumu’s heavy breathing, but waited until his body relaxed some before moving his hand again. He kept the same pace as before, and continued showering his love in affection at the same time. It didn’t take too long for Atsumu to get near the edge again. 

Atsumu wanted this to end this time, so he decided to speak up in favor of that. “Omi. I’m ready to cum this time. I want to.” These words were spoken breathlessly. In response to that, his boyfriend sped up the movements of his hand. This was kind of overwhelming at the moment and his vision went white as he tipped over the edge. 

Kiyoomi was in awe of his boyfriend. The way he reacted to everything was beyond his expectations. Plus, the faces he made during the whole thing had him hard in his pants. Though, that still wasn’t the focus of this at the moment. As soon as he stopped cumming, Kiyoomi took his hand away and started rubbing Atsumu’s sides to help him come down from his high. He kissed his love’s cheek one last time before moving him so he could go get a washcloth to clean his boyfriend. 

It only took a minute to come back into the living room with the damp washcloth. When he returned to the living room, his love was in the same place he was when he left the room. It seemed like he hadn’t moved at all in the time he was gone. However, he still looked like he was catching his breath and calming down after finishing. He came back to the couch and settled himself back behind Atsumu, then laid him across his lap. After that, he started to gently wipe down Atsumu’s stomach with the cloth. He whined when his dick was cleaned but settled down after it was done and his pants and underwear were pulled back up. He got up again to put the washcloth in a hamper to wash later, then came back to the couch.

He got the blanket that his Atsu loves to use when he’s here, and wrapped it around him so he’d be cocooned in it. After that, he wrapped his arms back around him and leaned back against the arm of the couch to relax. The cooking show was still on, but it was still just background noise to him. Atsumu seemed to be close to sleep in his lap, and he spent some time just admiring him. He kissed his cheek again before speaking. “Tsumu, you did amazing. Were so good for me. I love you so much.” He said these words with reverence. 

Atsumu himself was feeling conflicted. He didn’t want it to happen in the first place, but it felt amazing. Physically, it was fantastic. Mentally, it was a chore. However, he supposes if every time it feels this good, and his boyfriend is this sweet to him, he might not mind it all that much. Of course he’s had sex before, but he usually likes to wait a bit in a relationship, to see if he likes the person for everything they are outside of sex first. He likes to think that if the rest of the relationship isn’t lacking, there can be some leeway in the bedroom. But this has proved that his boyfriend is someone that can be good for him in all realms. He just doesn’t like how pushy and clingy Kiyoomi is at times. 

He’s just gonna choose to go to sleep, relax, and maybe think about this more at a later time.

… 

In the month after that night their sex lives has escalated to actual sex, and both are pretty happy with it. Atsumu still thinks it happened pretty fast for his taste, but Kiyoomi couldn’t be happier with his life. They’re together the majority of their time, but Atsumu still hangs out with other people occasionally. 

This has really started to piss off Osamu. Mostly because of how he went from frequently seeing his brother, to barely seeing him once a week, sometimes twice. He was relieved that he started coming in without Sakusa, but the limited time was still infuriating. And he knew that this was bothering other people too. For instance, Hinata and Bokuto have complained about it occasionally to him when they visit his shop. With those two, their partners, Kageyama and Akaashi, have also had comments about his twin and Sakusa. Sunarin, Aran, and Kita have also expressed their gripes about the relationship. Because their already very limited time to talk to Tsumu has been cut short constantly.  He thinks his concerns are valid if this many people can also see something wrong. But it makes him so mad to see that his brother is completely oblivious to the problems, was even happy with the relationship he knows must feel suffocating. He knows he needs to get a word in with Sakusa the next time they come in to try to get some insight into this madness. 

He doesn’t have to wait long for that because the next day the two come in around close. As soon as they come in he flips the sign in the door to closed and locks it, then focuses his attention on the two in his shop. He doesn’t say anything while getting their usual orders ready. They’ve already sat at the counter, and Sakusa has attached himself to his twin’s side. He furrowed his eyebrows, but kept making the onigiri they like, then some for himself. As he was done, he handed them their food before starting to eat his own. He had to think of something to do to get Sakusa alone out here. 

As they all finished eating however, Astumu got up and started to head behind the counter. He said he was gonna use the bathroom. Osamu saw an opportunity. And took it. “Hey Tsumu! While you’re back there, could you load the dishwashers and put some stuff away?” He hoped that him doing that stuff would give him enough time to have the conversation he wanted with Sakusa. His twin just nodded before continuing to head into the kitchen area of the shop. He could see some confusion of Sakusa’s face because of the request, and maybe a bit of anger. Which worried him. 

“Just so you know, I was going to do those things after you guys left, but asked him to do them so I could talk to you about something.” He said to clarify and hopefully calm him down.

Sakusa was still confused, but nodded and adjusted how he was sitting to face Osamu. He wasn’t sure what he wanted to talk about, but he’d have to listen because his Tsumu wouldn’t be back for a little while. “Alright. What do you want?”

Osamu had gotten the message that he should say what he wants because Sakusa doesn’t have much patience for him. Unlike with his twin. “Okay…” he trailed off before continuing. “Well. I have some questions for you, regarding you and Tsumu’s relationship. First, what are your intentions with my twin? Why do you hog his free time so much? Why do you cling to him so much? I just want to understand this. This seemed very sudden for me, and I would like to know why I don’t get to see him for more than a few hours a week now.” This was said very quickly and passionately. He wanted answers and just blurted out whatever he was thinking. 

Kiyoomi was kind of shocked. There weren’t many actual questions asked, but they were going to get a lot of information if he chooses to answer them to their fullest. His shock must have shown on his face because Osamu was looking at him very closely with his eyebrows furrowed. Like he was trying to see through him. He took a moment to calm down a little before speaking. “Okay. Well, I cling to him all the time because I love him and love being close to him. That applies to the taking up his free time as well. My intentions? I’d say they’re different for short and long term. Short term I’d like to have us move in together. And long term I’d say that I’d like to stay together for as long as possible. Maybe get married at some point. Maybe a few years down the line.” And everything he said was honest. Not likely to sound concerning, but still honest. 

Osamu didn’t know how to respond to that. Because everything made sense, but it still didn’t feel right to him. Nothing that Sakusa said was something wrong to say, but the guarded look in his eyes when he said it put a bad taste in his mouth. “Okay… Well, you’re gonna have to talk to Tsumu about all of that before it happens. I’m glad that you love him so much and want ‘good’ things for him,” he said with faux happiness. He was sincere, but still very suspicious of him. He wants to talk about this more the next time Bokuto and Hinata visit the shop. 

And with that thought, his twin walks back into the main area of the shop and takes his seat next to Sakusa again. And again, Sakusa immediately latches onto his brother’s side. There’s never anything wrong outwardly with their relationship, but it continues to put him on edge. He thinks about it as he walks into the back after they leave. 

… 

It’s later that same week after the conversation he had with Sakusa in his shop, and finally Bokuto and Hinata came in at the perfect time for the conversation he wants to have with them. 

It was almost closing time, so right after they walk in he flips the sign and locks the door before going back to the counter. The two noticed and were a bit confused about the immediate closing after they walked in, but waited to see if Osamu said anything about it. Almost right after he got back behind the counter, he started speaking. “Hey guys. I locked up so I could ask you some questions without being interrupted. I hope that’s okay. If you want to know, I want to talk to you about Sakusa and Atsumu,” he finished quickly. He was slightly nervous for this conversation, but really wanted to have it. 

The two made eye contact with each other before turning back to Osamu and nodding to show it’s okay with them. They waited while Osamu was making their food, and it seemed clear that he wanted to start asking his questions right after it was done. As soon as they received their food, they looked up at Osamu and gave him their full attention. 

Osamu took a deep breath before speaking. “Okay, so, I need to ask you guys some questions about Sakusa.”  After he said this, they both suddenly looked much more serious, which made him more nervous. “I’m sure you’ve noticed how he acts around my brother. I want to know what you guys have noticed that I might not have. How does he act with him around you guys and the team? Because I have some concerns,” he finished strong even though he wanted to rush everything out, but only Atsumu understood him when he got like that. 

They both looked at each other before sighing and nodding. They were finally getting to voice their thoughts on the situation, but not to the person they wanted to. Osamu would have to do, because Atsumu didn’t see that anything was wrong. They were trying to decide who would say something first, so Hinata nodded again and turned back to Osamu. 

Hinata sighed again before speaking, “Well… I wouldn’t say it’s normal. Even before they started dating, Sakusa has been giving Tsumu these very intense looks. It looked like he wanted to devour him, but also like he was planning something. He also glared at anyone that got close to him. After they started dating it got worse, but also better?” he shrugged before continuing. “Worse because he got even more clingy and almost never leaves Tsumu’s side, even at practice and at games. Better because that means that there were less chances for him to get angry at other people for being close to your brother. We just have a bad feeling about him and the way he acts around Atsumu,” Hinata finished before turning to Bokuto.

Bokuto himself just nodded to say that he agreed while he was thinking of what to say. He also sighed before he started speaking, “Yeah. We tried to talk to Tsum-Tsum about it before but he was completely oblivious to it all! Said that Sakusa has been watching him and giving him those looks since high school, when they met at that one training camp. Just dismissed it as something Sakusa just does, but he doesn’t do it with anyone else, ever. He’s not even that close with his cousin! Plus, as Shokkun has said already, he sometimes gets this calculating look in his eye that gives me a nasty feeling in my stomach. I want to trust him because it seems like he genuinely loves Tsum-Tsum, but I just can’t!” He throws his arms up as he finishes and puffs out some air in exasperation. He feels better after getting this off his chest, with someone that has a better chance of getting to Atsumu than him and Hinata. 

Hinata’s eyes widened like he just had a revelation, before hurriedly speaking again. “Bokkun, do you remember the other thing we saw Sakkun doing before they started dating?” He looked so excited while saying this. 

Bokuto’s eyes also got wide when he remembered the events that Hinata was talking about. “Oh yeah! I can’t believe we almost forgot to mention it.” He was also now excited about being able to share this.

Osamu was just confused and concerned. Because their attitudes had completely changed on the subject. They looked like they had caught something and were proud of it. This doesn’t exactly bode well for his twin though. “What? What else did he do?” He really needed to know about whatever this was.

Hinata ended up being the one to start speaking first. “Well! What we saw was Sakusa going through Tsumu’s stuff while he was in the showers after practice. Like, his bag and his phone. He always acted like it didn’t ever happen once Tsumu was around again. We both saw it multiple times. And we knew it wasn’t Sakusa’s stuff because of the charmes on the bag and the phone case!” He sagged after he got it out. Very relieved to get it off his chest. 

Bokuto just kept nodding the whole time. Confirming it silently.

Osamu was in shock. He knew his feeling about Sakusa was right! He just didn’t expect this. 

He just stood there with his jaw dropped before clearing his throat. “Thank ya guys for tellin me this. I’ll make sure to bring this up with Tsumu the next time he’s alone here.” After this was said, the two at the counter got up and started walking to the door. Osamu waved at them before going into the back to wrap things up before going back to his apartment. He was sorting through all of the new information he got from Hinata and Bokuto to decide the best way to tell it to his twin. 

… 

It’s been a month since the talk Hinata and Bokuto had with Osamu. In that time Sakusa had gotten Atsumu to move into his apartment with him. They’d been honest with everyone about why they were busy, Atsumu was moving. This information just concerned all of the people who had noticed the signs with Sakusa. They felt like they needed to do something about it before it was too late. 

Sakusa was on cloud nine. He was ecstatic that he could get Atsumu to move in with him so soon from when he had the idea. He brought it with Osamu when asked about his intentions, and they started the moving process two days later. 

With Atsumu fully moved in, Kiyoomi knew it was only a matter of, at most, two more years before he could tie his love to him forever. The way their relationship was moving, they could be married by then. However, he’s had a feeling that something will happen to prevent that recently, he just doesn’t know what. 

Tomorrow is one of the days where he was letting Atsumu see his brother by himself and he had a bad feeling about this today, but didn’t have a reason to make Atsumu stay home with him without making himself look bad, so he let him go. 

… 

When Atsumu showed up at Onigiri Miya, he could almost feel a shift in the air. In anticipation of something. He didn’t know what.

Osamu. Was. Ready. 

He really wanted to let his brother know all of the things he had learned about Sakusa. He didn’t want to see his twin unhappy, but he felt like he needed to break them up. Like it was for the best if they weren’t together. 

He knew he was in the right, but had a bad feeling. 

Osamu knew that he had the rest of the day with his brother, without Sakusa, so he had already arranged for someone else to close the shop after he made food for his brother. It only took about half an hour before Atsumu was done with his food, and Osamu made sure everything at his restaurant would be fine for the rest of the day. 

The twins made their way to Osamu’s apartment to hang out there for the rest of the day. And Osamu was mentally preparing to convince his brother to leave Sakusa. It was for the best. 

It only took them fifteen (15) minutes to reach Osamu’s apartment. When they got there, Osamu got both of them a drink and they settled on the couch. They decided on something to watch and put it on. Then Osamu prepared himself for the conversation ahead of him.

“Hey Tsumu?”

“Yeah Samu?”

“I have something I want to talk to you about.” And when Atsumu looks over at his twin, he’s shocked at how nervous and serious he looks. He just sits up straighter and nods to let his brother know to go on, and that he’s listening. 

“Well… it’s about Sakusa.” He chose to ignore the look his brother gave him and continued speaking. “I’m concerned because of his behavior with you, now and in the past. Right now, he glares at me whenever we’re just talking to each other like normal, and when anyone touches or gets close to you. I get that he loves you, but he gets too jealous so easily, it’s kinda scary. He also actively impedes on your time with other people. Plus, in the past, before you guys were together, he went through your things. Like, your bags and your phone. I know you’re probably upset, but  just want the best for you!” He had resolutely not let his twin interrupt him during his ‘speech’. Watching the expressions go across his brother’s face was kind of satisfying, he felt like he was even more right watching the ‘correct’ emotions show up on Tsumu’s face.

Atsumu himself was shocked, and a bit devastated. At this point in time, sharing personal things, like possessions, was normal with Kiyoomi. But hearing that Kiyoomi was going through his stuff, his phone even, before they were even together, he was upset. He really needed to talk to Kiyoomi about this. 

… 

When he got home, he was preparing himself for the confrontation. He didn’t know if he could handle it, but he needed answers.

Kiyoomi was confused on what was bothering his love when he got back to their apartment. His first thought was that his brother upset him. And that just made him angry. But he needed to stay calm and let Atsumu come to him to get a proper explanation. 

Atsumu seems to take his time with putting his things in their proper places. He took some time to get into some comfy clothes before going back into the kitchen, where Kiyoomi still was. He got himself a glass of water, then sat down across from his boyfriend. He just looked at Kiyoomi and sighed. “We need to talk, Kiyoomi.” He said this resolutely, with no room for argument.

Kiyoomi was sweating by now. Not only was Atsumu upset, but he was apparently upset at HIM. He gulped before speaking, “About what, my love?”

Atsumu sighed again before continuing, “I learned some… interesting information today. Apparently, you’ve been glaring at everyone around me this whole time? Also, before we even started dating and established boundaries, you had been going through my things? These things make me upset, and I just want to know why.” He finished and looked back up at Kiyoomi and paled at what he saw. Kiyoomi looked angry, downright furious. It really scared him.

Kiyoomi was pissed. He never wanted Atsumu to know these things. He also knew that his love was very oblivious and had never noticed these things, so someone had to tell him about these things. He took a deep breath before starting to talk, “Listen, Atsumu. I may have done those things, but I can’t help it. I love you so much. I’ve loved you for years. When we finally got reunited, I couldn’t help myself.” While he was talking he got up and started walking around the table to stand beside Atsumu. “I had to do those things. I knew we were meant to be together, and wanted to know what you were up to without me. I needed to know that there was no competition for your heart.” By this point he was leaning into Atsumu’s face, which was very pale at this point. “Everything was going perfectly. You were, are, going to be mine forever. You’re not allowed to leave me, and everyone else can’t see how good we are together apparently. I know you love me, and I love you. We live together, which will make this easier for everyone.”

“Make… what easier honey?” Atsumu was shaking as he spoke, so scared of the person he thought was so trustworthy. 

Kiyoomi cupped his boyfriend's face before talking again, “Easier to keep you with me until you accept that I’m right. Because I can’t allow those people you consider so close to keep poisoning you against me.” He finished those words with a kiss to Atsumu’s lips. 

Atsumu was so stressed and scared that he could feel his body shutting down. He could see darkness edging in on his vision, and he gradually went limp in his boyfriend’s arms, while staring up at the man that he had mistakenly committed himself to. 

… 

His life had changed drastically when he woke up after that event. He hadn’t been out of their apartment in at least a month, he didn’t even know what excuse Kiyoomi was using with the people that were inevitably asking about him. 

He was scared, but for a different reason now. He was scared because he was forgetting why he had been so upset with Kiyoomi. He’s forgetting all of the bad things that got him in this situation, and that’s scary. 

Then again, maybe it’s not so bad to move onto better times with Kiyoomi. Maybe if he gives into this feeling freely, he’ll be able to go back outside?

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~A/N: I’m not sure how I feel about this one… Anyway! I hope you all liked this! I have more in the works!

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» 𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: when you crashed at tobio’s place in italy on a vacation, he was contempt to sleep on the couch. but you, on the other hand, was having none of that.

» 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 (𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬): fluff, slight angst i guess, sharing a bed, best friends younger brother, suggestive content, a lot of feelings bc i’m emotional, rushed ending (sorry), no editing we die like neji. lmk if i missed something.

the first time kageyama got you in his bed, he could have sworn he might actually die. it didn’t mean anything. two people can sleep next to each other, without it meaning anything. right? right. that’s what you’d said when you told him it was fine, sharing the bed. he really hadn’t meant for it to happen. he’d been contempt with taking the couch while you were here, visiting him in Italy. that’s what he’d planned to do all along when you’d asked if you could stay with him for a while, on vacation.

you, on the other hand, weren’t having it. the first night, he’d been rigid. impossible to convince when you said you’d take the couch. and so he took the couch. the next night, you’d tried again, with the same result. and then the third. but on the fourth night, you decided to try a different tactic.

“i’m not asking you to switch places with me tonight,” you’d said. you looked at him with a look that he couldn’t quite place.

“no?” he questioned instead, deciding instead to just be relieved that you’d finally given up. it wasn’t that he particularly enjoyed sleeping on his couch. but the sole implication that he might even consider leaving you to sleep on the couch while he took the bed? you of all people? that was simply not going to happen. ever. he’d much rather lie on his couch every single night with nothing but his own thoughts and longings, knowing you were just beyond the wall, soundly sleeping between his sheets, than let you be uncomfortable for his benefit.

“nope,” you agreed lightly. tobio was relieved but then you spoke again and the air was all but knocked from his lungs. “you’re clearly not going to agree, so let’s share the bed instead.”

“what?” he asked, breathless. as if he wasn’t sure he’d heard correctly. he mustn’t’ve. because he could have sworn you just suggested sharing a bed with him. him. tobio. your friend's brother. her younger brother at that. that couldn’t possibly be true.

“yeah,” you said, as if what you’d suggested was the most normal thing in the entire world. which it wasn’t, by the way. “it’s a double size bed. it’ll fit us both.” so he really did hear you correctly. he blinked once. swallowed. took a breath. trying to steady himself.

“no.”

“yes it will,” you said, and it took a second before tobio understood what you meant. it would fit the both of you. but it wasn’t going to. not gonna happen. it really wasn’t like he’d prefer the bed. it wasn’t like he hadn’t dreamt of sharing a bed with you. as if he hadn’t laid awake for countless hours, imagining you in his arms until it arised an entirely different, very physical problem than just the sleeplessness.

“no, i meant no. we’re not sharing the bed,” he said, clarifying. his voice felt thick. like it may betray him if he didn’t keep it leashed with everything that he had. because honestly. truthfully. he wanted to share the bed with you. he wanted to lie next to you. to smell you all around him. to put an arm around you and hold you close to his chest. he wanted to, but–

“why not?” you asked, eyebrows raised.

“because–” his voice trailed off, needing a moment to steady his voice. to keep his wants in check. to come up with a good enough reason, that didn’t entail him confessing the feelings he’s harbored for you, since before he even had the words to describe what it was. but of course, you picked up on his hesitation and crossed your arms.

“go on,” you prompted. shit.

“what about miwa?” he said in a last ditch effort to save himself, and even as the words crossed his lips, he knew it sounded absurd. what was he even insinuating? he didn’t know. he just knew that he couldn’t risk it. it was dangerous at best and he no matter what he wanted, he couldn’t just take such a chance. he couldn’t. right?

“what about her? she’s not here, tobio,” you said. your gaze searched his face, for what, he didn’t know. but he hoped whatever it was, you wouldn’t find it. he really, really hoped you wouldn’t find it. “it’s not like we’ll be taking her sleeping spot from her,” you said, and tobio almost heaved a relieved sigh. you didn’t seem to notice the potential implication of bringing up his sister to you. her best friend.

“no, i know, but–”

“it’s just sleeping,” you argued, cutting him off. it was a wonder how you managed to do that, considering how soft the words were, when you spoke them. as they settled in the air between you two. and even as tobio felt something clench in his chest, this was the best possible thing you could have said. because at least it reminded him to keep both feet on the ground. reminded him that what you were suggesting were just that. sleeping.

“i know,” he repeated. and he did. he did know. he did. but even then, it would be impossible for him to keep his feelings under wraps when he’d have you so close that he could smell you. touch you if he just reached out. there was simply no way. when even the thought of you in his bed in the next room could do things to him. he didn’t even dare imagine what it would do to him to be right there next to you. then you stepped back, averting your gaze. the hold you had around yourself tightened slightly, and when you spoke, tobio felt his whole world crumble.

“does it really repulse you that much to simply sleep next to me?”

“what? no! no, that’s not it.” tobio stepped forward. hands itching to reach out. to grab you. to hold you. to– but he didn’t. because was scared. scared what would happen. how you’d react if he did. how he would react if he held you close to his chest. how–

“okay. so what's the issue?” you said, voice now hardened into something firmer. and when you looked at him, your eyes matched your tone. he couldn’t be sure if you were mad. or frustrated. or scolding him like a child. probably the latter, he ruefully had to admit. “just give me one good reason and i’ll drop it.”

“i–” he swallowed. he couldn’t tell you. he couldn’t.

“you don’t have any, am i right?” you asked, when he didn’t continue. he looked at the floor, unable to meet your gaze when you carried on. “i just don’t want you ruining your body and your sleep by staying on the couch because of me. we’re just going to be sleeping. people can sleep next to each other without it having to mean anything. i’m not taking no for an answer this time!”

“okay,” he said. defeated. and honestly, it wasn’t like he wasn’t happy to sleep in his own bed instead of the couch. he was. but he was also scared, even as he finally caved. “okay. i get it. we can share.”

and that was how he ended up in bed with you. his childhood crush. but not just that. the woman he was still very much in love with. his sister’s best friend too. and he was sure, absolutely certain, that this night would be his last. or maybe he’d already had his last and this was some peculiar amalgamation between heaven and hell, designed just for him.

you looked so peaceful while you slept. tobio’s gaze traced the features of your sleeping face. the way your lips parted slightly. your eyelids softly closed. the way your eyelashes fanned out over your cheekbones, and how the crease between your eyebrows smoothed out entirely. it was definitely heaven, that was for sure. but even though you were right there, looking like all of his dreams come true, he couldn’t touch you. couldn’t kiss youz couldn’t breathe you in. couldn’t put his arms around you. worse yet, he couldn’t even think about you. because thinking about you, would bring him nothing but trouble. so torturous hell it was indeed too.

it was safe to say, that tobio would not be getting much sleep that night. he felt fidgety, and his brain kept spinning, and spinning, and spinning, and spinning. more than once did he close his eyes, hoping to drift off, and more than once he found himself watching you with tired, aching eyes. he was tired. so tired. but yet, he couldn’t calm down. for what felt like hours, he just watched you, unnervingly aware of his own breathing. his body. and yours. all to aware of how the bed moved whenever he did, even the slightest of shifting his position. seconds, minutes and hours to tick by painfully slow, but at one point, he closed his eyes and flitted off into a light sleep.

something pressed against tobio’s front. something warm. something that smelled nice. you. his eyes opened wide when he remembered where he was. or rather who was here with him. your back was pressed against him and his arm draped around your middle. you must’ve turned around while he’d slept, and somehow you’d ended up in his arms. you were right there. right there. and you shifted against him, pressing further up against the length of his body. and the length of something else. the sensation all making him suck in a breath, that he quickly tried to disguise out of fear that it would wake you up.he should move. he should let go. shoot back. or maybe even shake you, and allow you do move away from him. but then you nestled even further against him and he couldn’t. he really should. but he couldn’t. not entirely. but he could loosen his grip at the very least. let happen what would happen. if you stayed, you stayed. if you moved, you moved. that was a nice compromise, he convinced himself. but truly, he simply just wasn’t ready to let you go just yet. and so he did. or he tried, but your groggy voice startled him, all attempts at giving you space, clattering to the floor when you spoke.

“don’t let go. it’s nice.” and it was probably safe to say, that even then, this night, despite being both heaven at hell, was undoubtedly the best night of tobio’s entire life.

[chuuyas--boo]

F/o list:

Red = Not comfy with sharing, unless stated otherwise

Green = Iffy. Ask first.

Mains:

Chuuya Nakahara #F/o; Chuuya Nakahara, #Chuuya my beloved, #{Anti Gravity}, #Ship tag: Anti Gravity

Armin Arlert #F/o: Armin Arlert, #Ship tag; Ocean boys

Other romantic f/o's:

Atsushi Nakajima: {🤍🐅}

Katsura Shousaku

Kokichi Ouma

Giyū Tomioka

Obanai Iguro

Inosuke Hashibira

Neito Monoma

Shinsou Hitoshi

Katsuki Bakugou

Eijiro Kirishima

(poly relationship w/ Kiri and Baku)

Mr. Compress

Kenma Kozume

Kuroo Tetsuro

Haise Sasaki/Ken Kaneki Haise tag: {🤍🤍} Kaneki tag: {🤍🖤}

Tooru Mutsuki {violent love}

Enmu {sweet dreams}

Micheal Afton [under progress] #F/o: Michael Afton

Kaigaku

Carl Mason (AoD)

Foxy

Lolbit

Roxanne Wolf

Diluc

Helen Otis/The Bloody Painter

Liu Woods/Homicidal Liu

Eyeless Jack/Ej

(poly relationship w/ Liu, Ej, and Helen)

Link

Noé Archiviste

Maxine "Max" Mayfield

Platonic:

Toga Himiko

Kageyama Tobio

Nishinoya Yu

Sugawara Koshi

Tanjiro Kamado (crushing on him tho)

Dazai Osamu

Itto (best friend.)

Dj music man

Familial:

Embry (younger sibling figure. Since they're friends with Ryo)

Ryo (adoptive younger brother) {🎃 Chaotic brothers}

Rune (adoptive father)

Ingram (adoptive brother.)

Glamrock Freddy (father figure)

Will be updated!!

[prettybillycore]

Haikyuu Boys as your Older Brother

Summary: You are the younger sibling of one of the Haikyuu boys, all the fluff in the world fills your life.

Characters: 

Karasuno

Kageyama

Tsukishima

Hinata

Sugawara

Daichi

Tadashi

Asahi

Nishinoya

Nekoma

Kenma

Kuroo

Aoba Johsai

Oikawa

Iwaizumi

A/N: This wasn’t a request, but I just started thinking of all the boys as older brothers and I got softttttt. I just had to write this you know?

Karasuno

Kageyama

Baby sister still in middle school aww

Tobio is kinda your icon tbh

You want to be a setter just like him

Like you know he can be a dick sometimes, but you also just think the world of him

You think he’s literally the coolest older brother ever

He’s sometimes annoyed by your antics, but really does love you

Almost kills Hinata when he finds out you two are dating during your first year in high school though

Tanaka, Tsuki, and Noya are laughing their asses off in the background while you and Hinata were wishing Daichi hadn’t graduated

Tsukishima

You’re his twin, you’re just the younger twin

He never stopped making the point that he was a few minutes older than you

So much teasing

Honestly, the teasing is fuckin relentless lmao

He would never admit it, but he cares about you a lot

You are about the same height as him, maybe a little shorter

You play basketball instead of volleyball, which he doesn’t really understand, but he would definitely come to your games

Even though he’s a bitch he still cares about you and is still silently supporting you from the crowd

You really couldn’t ask for a better twin, even though sometimes you wanted to punch him in the jaw

Hinata

Just like Kageyama, you think your big brother is just the coolest person ever

You play volleyball as well, except you are a Libero

Your older brother is so proud of you, you are the official libero for your middle school team

He ends up bringing all of the Karasuno boys’ team to your biggest game, the nationals

Your team ends up losing, you blame yourself because you didn’t save the last ball of the game

You feel really sad and like you weren’t good enough to play

Karasuno boys don’t let you feel like that for long, you all go out for ice cream after the game and they tell you how great you did until you stop crying and start to believe them

Nishinoya gives you tips and you start joining in on the boys’ practices some times so when you get to high school you are ready for whatever comes your way

You have 6+ older brothers now

You squeal with Hinata and Kageyama start dating during your first year in high school

You end up going to Aoba Johsai and dating Tadashi, honestly you love your first year of high school and wouldn’t trade it for the world

Sugawara

You’re a second-year during Suga’s third year

You have the biggest crush on Daichi, but wouldn’t say anything

You were one of the managers of the boys’ team and you loved every minute of it

Tanaka and Noya made fun of your crush on Daichi and would pick on you when you would accidentally start starting at him during practice 

Your brother is the most encouraging person ever and the best wingman, he knows that Daichi likes you, but wants one of you to admit it to the other instead of him getting in the middle of it

When you guys finally do get together, Suga is so happy for you

Totally gives Daichi a big brother talk though

You Daichi and Suga are a trio that cannot be separated

Daichi

You a first year when he’s a third-year

Honestly, you’re his mom friend

Beg him to act on his feelings for Suga

Scream when you accidentally walk in on them kissing in the gym

Daichi almost murders you tbh

Thank god for Suga, because you’d be dead without him

You were the ace on the girls’ team and you were often frustrated with them for not practicing enough

Daichi let you practice with the boys when the girls’ practice ends because the season ends early for them

You get past the wall of Tsuki and everyone is shocked lmao

Especially Kageyama, the boy thinks you’re the prettiest girl he’s ever seen and you’re talented at volleyball?? Sign him the fuck up he’s in love

Daichi gives Kageyama the go-ahead to ask you out,, he asked you’re older brother if it was okay the old fashion way lol sweet boy

Double dates with Daichi and Suga

They are your parents and that’s good with you

Tadashi

This boy, this boy is the sweetest older brother

You’re a good few years younger than him, you’re in your first year of middle school when he’s in his first year of high school

You play volleyball as well, you are a libero

Bless him, he gets so stressed when you come home all bruised up from a game, Nishinoya comforts him and tells him you’re fine and liberos are often bruised from hitting the floor

Baby boy will get you all the ice packs and ice cream

Asahi

You are a first-year when he’s a third-year

You go to Fukurōdani and are the official ace of the girls’ team there

You are the mom of their boys’ team

The drive you crazy, but you love them dearly

Asahi and Noya are so proud of you for getting into a top-four school

Noya comes to wish you luck before a game, and it gets you all blushy

Bokuto makes so much fun of you, which causes you to elbow him in the gut

You have a crush on Akaashi although you’ll die before you admit it

Same goes for Akaashi, but that’s okay lol

Asahi is such a proud big brother when you win your game

Straight up lifts you off the ground when he sees you afterward

Akaashi thinks you look cute all blushy hanging out with Asahi and Noya

Maybe he’ll ask you out later

Nishinoya

You find your brother a little bit annoying, but you still love him with all your heart

You are an artist, sports aren’t really your thing

You doodle all the members of the volleyball club and are a manager, so you go to all of their events

During the practice games against Nekoma, you become friends with Kenma

You two end up dating and honest Noya couldn’t be happier

He didn’t understand why you chose to date him, but he could see how happy Kenma made you so he was cool with it

Noya has your drawings of him and the team up in his locker and you can’t tell me otherwise

You help paint a new banner for Karasuno and the boys all cry

Kenma helps you to come out of your shell some, as you become friends with the whole Nekoma team

You thank them for being your friend by making them a banner too, they also cry

You are literally just so precious you make people cry with your sweetness

Nekoma

Kenma

You are a first-year when he’s a second-year

You are a setter like him and you two help each other practice

When the boys’ team plays practice games with Karasuno, you came and watched

You suddenly were the mom to double the number of teenage boys that you were before

You, Kenma, Hinata, and Kuroo have online gaming nights

Kuroo

Kuroo is a great big brother honestly

When he’s a third-year, you’re a first-year

The team 100% adopts you the minute they meet you

You become their manager

You start dating Kenma halfway through your first year and Kuroo is so supportive and totally saw it coming

There was a betting pool on when you guys would get together and who would ask who out

All of the piggyback rides

Will absolutely scare the shit out of anyone who looks at you in a way he thinks is weird or creepy

You kick him in the shin for that, but you love him anyway

Aoba Johsai

Oikawa

Being Oikawa’s baby sister was a little overwhelming tbh

I think he would in general be a great big brother, but his fangirls would be all over you to try and get closer to you

You’re in the same class as Imaizumi and he starts to kinda be your bodyguard

He literally doesn’t leave you by yourself in class or in the halls because he knows you’ll get overwhelmed with your brother’s fans if he does

Oikawa teases him about liking you 

Iwa tells him to stfu

But he secretly does like you

Oikawa locks you to in your room when you are studying for a test and tells you that you aren’t coming out until you confess

You two end up staring at each other for a while before finally admitting lmao

Iwaizumi

He’s not the most present big brother lmao, but he definitely cares

You’re a first-year when he’s a second-year

Oikawa flirts with you just to piss Iwazumi off

It honestly just makes you laugh

You are a volleyball player as well, you a setter like Oikawa

You become the Aoba Johsai’s official female setter your first year

He is such a proud big brother omg

Oikawa helps you practice a lot and you honestly feel like he’s your best friend and you love that

You’re secretly hoping Iwa and Oikawa end up together

You love your Aoba Johsai big brothers and wouldn’t change a thing

[suna-cerely-yours]

 sky, twenty-one, she/her, poc, intj, libra

♜ the sleepiest girl ever

♚ likes: mangoes, bts, skincare, lip gloss, gold jewelry, cake, shopping, tennis

♛ current obsession: tennis player!sakusa, best friend's younger brother!tobio

♝ my favorites: suna rintaro, sakusa kiyoomi, ichigo kurosaki, kuroo tetsurou, isagi yoichi, eren yeager, miya twins

[hanniejji]

KAGEYAMA, USHIJIMA, BOKUTO, AND IWAIZUMI AS OLDER BROTHERS

[ kageyama tobio x y/n ] [ ushijima wakatoshi x y/n ] [ bokuto koutaro x y/n ] [ iwaizumi hajime x y/n ]

anon: Hiii could you perhaps do the characters as your older brother headcanon for Kageyama, Ushijima, Bokuto, and Iwaizumi pleaseee

note: i love writing this types of headcanons dhahkfjs im soft for platonic shit uwu | m.list

warnings: non

KAGEYAMA TOBIO

chill bro number two

istg if you don't drink milk are you even siblings except if you're lactose intolerant

altho kags is such a dork and has no brain cell, i think he'd be such a cute and responsible brother

walks you to and from school

buys you milk or your fav drink it's milk from the vending machine

you better buy him sum too

if you're smart he's gonna come to you for lessons even if you're a year younger lmao

probably teaches you volleyball goodbye other career

you better cheer him on his games too >:)

he's comfy with you and probably says the weirdest shit around and only to you because he knows you wouldn't judge him

will go to you for help if he's feeling indifferent or if he's upset

watching him grow out of his king arc and into the greatest setter makes you so proud you'll burst into tears :')

USHIJIMA WAKATOSHI

he's actually your dad lmao

treats you like a baby because that's what you and you need to be treated with the utmost care and love uwu

you probably take after his ignorance fjskgjs

you can be confused about life together gkdjfk

you're best friends with tendou too there's no escape from that

he won't force you into volleyball but if you want to learn he's eager and glad to be the best teacher uwu

very very very protective uwu

texts you a lot to make sure you're safe or healthy and scolds you if you ever skip on resting and eating

you're very important to him so your presence in his games help him a lot!

he smiles a lot when you're around too :))

very very very gentle with you too uwu

carries you around on his back all the time and it doesn't matter if weight a lot ma'am/sir

have you seen his arms? he thicc

remembers every little thing you tell him fbslfj

loves it when you call him 'big brother' abfks it makes him soft and he spoils you the most

BOKUTO KOUTARO

LOVES YOU A LOT UWUWUWU

chaotic siblings™

if he's doing shit, you're probably involved in it too :D

akaashi is your mom and he's tired of both of your bullshit gkdjf

very affectionate!!!

if he sees you from afar he's gonna scream your name and run towards you like an excited puppy

will demand you to come to his matches and will be very sad if you don't come >:(

also protective but doesn't hover around you too much fkshf

goes to you when he's in emo mode :((

"lil sis/bro :((" with a very very very sad pout while asking for hugs gkshf

PREPARE YOURSELF FOR IMPROMPTU BACK HUGS

he also carries you while he does this just to make you squeal or laugh fkdi

will be sad if you're sad :((

your smile or laugh refreshes his battery and suddenly he feels as if he's on top of the world

"I'M THE BESTEST BROTHER, ASK MY LIL SIS/BRO" you better say yes

IWAIZUMI HAJIME

parent siblings™

you probably have the same vibes as him oof

your friends probably thirst over him too gksbfos

he's a very cool bro!

teases you a lil bit too

will do everything in his power to keep you away from oikawa fjspf

not too affectionate but will hug you tightly when you're sad and a few kisses on top of your head uwu

your number one hype man and will always talk about how proud he is of you to his friends

will be a bitch about it in front of you tho gkshfo

oikawa's jealous of you because you always see iwa's soft and sweet side lmao

"oi, lil pup"

scares every man the talks to you and will tell you to keep a five meter distance from men

"men are disgusting, do not engage"

buys you your favorite foods and will always have a day dedicated to you and only you uwu

gives the best advices and encourages you a lot whenever you're doubting yourself

[ao3feed-iwaoi]

The Boss’s Trophy Husband

Read this masterpiece on AO3 at https://ift.tt/OFC6aIX

by squarehead_sir3

After losing everything to the Yakuza and his brother going missing, Miya Atsumu moves to Yokohama as a bartender for his best friend Suna Rintaro. There he meets Sakusa Kiyoomi, the man who spared his life, who owns all of Japan, and oversees all the Yakuza that run each city. Life becomes dangerous as he moves in with Yakuza and is placed right next to Sakusa during every meeting. A target is put on his head as he has to dodge the dangers and enjoy the life of luxury he is placed in.

Words: 2555, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Haikyuu!!

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: Multi

Characters: Miya Atsumu, Miya Osamu, Sakusa Kiyoomi, Komori Motoya, Suna Rintarou, Kageyama Tobio, Tsukishima Kei, Hinata Shouyou, Yamaguchi Tadashi, Tendou Satori, Sugawara Koushi, Ushijima Wakatoshi, Sawamura Daichi, Oikawa Tooru, Iwaizumi Hajime, Akaashi Keiji, Bokuto Koutarou, Azumane Asahi, Nishinoya Yuu, Shimizu Kiyoko, Tanaka Ryuunosuke, Kozume Kenma, Kuroo Tetsurou, Hanamaki Takahiro, Matsukawa Issei, Kita Shinsuke

Relationships: Miya Atsumu/Sakusa Kiyoomi, Komori Motoya/Miya Osamu/Suna Rintarou, Kageyama Tobio/Tsukishima Kei, Hinata Shouyou/Yamaguchi Tadashi, Tendou Satori/Ushijima Wakatoshi, Iwaizumi Hajime/Oikawa Tooru, Sawamura Daichi/Sugawara Koushi, Azumane Asahi/Nishinoya Yuu, Shimizu Kiyoko/Tanaka Ryuunosuke, Kozume Kenma/Kuroo Tetsurou, Akaashi Keiji/Bokuto Koutarou, Hanamaki Takahiro/Matsukawa Issei

Additional Tags: Kidnapping, Torture, Murder, Alternate Universe - Yakuza, Fluff, Slow Burn, Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Minor Character Death, Stalking, Older Man/Younger Man, Implied Sexual Content, Blood and Gore

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