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keii · 2 years ago

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Is there an explanation on why I was able to draw faster back then compared to now? Was it because I had to draw a lot for uni and then in my spare time I also drew, so it was just out of habit? Is it because I'm more critical of my work now than before where I just drew for the sake of drawing something? So now that I've been out of uni, I want to draw things outside of my comfort zone? I think I just answered my own question LOL I think it's because I don't want to just limit myself to character portraits and I've been working more on experimenting on different styles... Whereas back then I think I drew faster because I didn't really go outside of what I already knew. Not only that, but I would draw for the sake of posting on social media! Not because I enjoyed what I was posting. Now that I distanced myself from posting consistently from social media, I don't have that mentality of wanting to place my self worth as an artist based on how it's received online. I just draw what I think is fun! And tbh I have a healthier relationship with my art ever since. I think that's it... With that being said... I can't wait to get my own space so I can draw without any interruption.

#the thoughts that plague my mind when i'm taking a long ass time to finish something LMFAOO #i want to finish it NOW but i want it to look GOOD...#see the crazy thing was that back then i would draw from early in the morning to late into the dead of night #i don't have that luxury here bc... i live w other family #but when i move i only have my schedule to abide to so i can work on my own time!!#pls... first half of the year i'm outta here #also idk why but i randomly decided to revisit that old vampire show Angel bc the intro had always been stuck in my head #i remember watching it when i was younger but don't remember SHIT about it #besides their vampire versions looking... like that... and a guy had a cactus face #i actually remember a scene where the cactus dude died... right.. i think he did #that's all i remembered #and this makes me want to rewatch buffy bc i used to watch that too!#tho i don't remember shit about it either #besides an episode where buffy was invisible?? and like i think the blonde vampire guy... was he a vampire... named spike??#they were sleeping together and someone came in and was wondering why #spike was naked underneath a blanket and he said he was doing push ups LMFAOO #WAS THAT A THING I SWEAR IT WAS #idk why i've been in a nostalgic mood lately for old shows #i look forward to just watching these shows in my own room without headphones #x #shrekeii

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