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artemiseamoon-ficart · 2 years ago
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midnightswithdearkatytspb · 2 years ago
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MidnightsWithDearKatyTSPB’s Recommendation List: April PT. 1
Welcome to April’s recommendation list. Below is the link to take you back to March pt 2 featuring Peaky Blinders, Triple Frontier, Frank Castle, Joel Miller, and the works I posted. The goal for April is to write another chapter In This Heart and rewrite The Spark. If you are interested in having your writing challenges featured here, your stories, or even your blog, please feel free to tag me in your works, message me, or use the hashtag MidnightWithDearKatyTSPB. I hope you had a great Easter if you celebrate it!
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<< March ‘23 PT. 2 🍀
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A Different Sort of Man (Moodboard) for @evita-shelby story.
Feel What You Feel (Moodboard + Blurb) >> Tommy Shelby x OFC!Estella Holland | "Perhaps this was the day she fell in love with Tommy Shelby."
Happy Birthday Mr. Pascal (Moodboard)
Invisible String (Moodboard) >> Tommy Shelby x OFC!Estella Holland | "And isn’t it just so pretty to think all along there was some invisible string tying you to me?"
It's Ok (Moodboard) >> Arthur Shelby x Beth | "It’s okay to be not okay."
Secret Garden (Moodboard) >> Arthur Shelby x Beth | “You saved me, Beth. Perhaps it’s time you allowed me to protect you from whatever demons you allow to darken your beautiful mind.”
Visitor (Moodboard + One-Shot) >> Tommy Shelby x OFC!Estella Holland | "You will never be alone, Tommy, because I’m always going to be in your heart..."
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BLURBS:
I'd Kill For You by @there-goes-thefighter >> John Shelby x f!reader - Summary: John doesn't take too kindly to someone asking the girl he likes out. | This was so fluffy and cute in a Peaky Blinders sort of way.
March Madness Drabble Challenge 2023: DAY 23 by @acewritesfics >> John Shelby x Wife!Reader - Summary: John cares for his wife and son. | I love reading about John Shelby and his kids.
Obvious by @peakyscillian >> Tommy Shelby x Reader - Summary/Request: 'Giggling about how their friends haven’t found out about them yet even though they’re being so obvious.' | This was very cute. I enjoyed it.
ONE-SHOTS:
Bye Bye Blackbird by @zablife >> Tommy Shelby x F!Reader - Summary: Tommy's love interest from before the war leaves for the excitement of the city, but a chance encounter years later finds her disillusioned with all that sparkles. Can he convince her to come home? | Lee does a wonderful job writing something beautiful and sad simultaneously.
How Much I Love You by @runnning-outof-time >> Tommy Shelby x Reader - Summary: (Y/N) takes the opportunity to tell Tommy what she thinks when she finds him still in bed. | Melancholy Tommy to content and in love Tommy, beautiful.
Life is a Cabaret by @notyour-valentine >> Tommy Shelby x Reader - Summary: Tommy has an iron-clad arrangement with a performer, one of his own making. | Val does such a good job with imagery in this one as well as emotions, leaving you wanting so much more for both Tommy and the reader. Like with most of Val's writing, you don't want to miss this one. It's angsty.
Not Yet by @raincoffeeandfandoms >> Tommy Shelby x Wife!Reader - Summary: One of the most difficult days of his life awaits him. He's ready to kill Mosley, but not yet. He's ready to make him pay for his horrible thoughts and crimes, but not yet. For the moment, he is in bed with his wife. Life at your side, it seems to be easier, and he loves that feeling. | Flor's way with words in this is just breathtakingly beautiful. It's a must-read.
Philopator by @notyour-valentine >> Tommy Shelby & Daughter!Reader - Summary: When Michael presents his offer to Tommy for a restructuring of the company, he mentions his daughter - after all, she is already involved, even if Tommy doesn’t know it yet. | The emotions are so well written in this, and the tears that I shed while reading. It's a must-read.
*Saltwater Tears by @areyenotfondofmelobster >> Tommy Shelby x Reader - Summary/Request: Do you really want me? Or is this your way of getting back at my father? | So much emotion in this one. I felt the big decision weighing down on me. So good.
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ONE-SHOTS:
Stormy Night by @jackfrombaskinrobbins >> Matt Murdock x teen!adopted!reader - Summary: Matt comes home banged up when his teenager should be in bed asleep. | I always thought Matt would make a good Uncle/Dad, and this further proves my idea he would.
An Unexpected Delight by @amhrosina >> Poly!Frank Castle x Reader x Matt Murdock - Summary: Frank wants a taste after Matt tells him how perfectly delicious you are. | Amazing and hot.
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PEDRO PASCAL CHARACTERS:
Delicate by @slow-motionlovepotion >> Joel Miller x Reader - Summary: Sometimes when I look into your eyes, I pretend you're mine, all the damn time. | It was so scorching and very well written. I loved it.
Learned Something New by @wheresarizona >> Jack Daniels/Agent Whiskey x F!Reader - Summary: Reunion sex with Jack leads to a discovery. | This is just so very hot that I needed a tall glass of cold water to go with it.
Like Real People Do by @tightjeansjavi >> Joel Miller x f!reader - Summary: You, Joel, and Ellie arrive in Jackson for the first time. Joel sees your real smile for the first time in months, all thanks to Jackson’s horses. | This was adorable, and at times Ellie maybe steal the spotlight (in a good way.) I truly did love reading this fluffy piece.
Long Long Night by @toxic-seduction >> Joel Miller x afab!reader - Summary: “I’m not done with you.” or big dick Joel Miller fucks you hard. | 🥵 🥵 🥵 🥵 🥵 🥵
Nadie Espera un Milagro (No One Expects a Miracle) by @oonajaeadira >> Javier Peña x f!reader - Summary: Sassy, confident, American ex-pat female who finds her parents a little tedious and enjoys both her independence and her job as a high-level admin at the DEA. | Had me falling in love with Javi and how much he cared for the reader and wanted to prove to the reader's parents she could take care of herself.
Need To Know by @ayorooster >> dbf!Joel Miller x afab!reader - Summary: THE FIRST TIME Joel Miller realized how bad he had it for you was on a Saturday night. | It's hot 🥵 and I really enjoyed it.
*Salvatore Pt. 1 to Playing Dangerous by @devilmademewriteit >> Javier Peña x afab!fem!reader - Summary: A secretary with an attitude problem, a DEA agent with an insolence problem. Years ago, you'd stopped hoping for his character to improve, but he's still gunning to set you straight. It’s the worst day of your life, and Javier Peña aims to take advantage of that. | Plot leaves you wanting more and more and so excited there is a second part.
*Playing Dangerous Pt. 2 to Salvatore by @devilmademewriteit >> Javier Peña x afab!fem!reader - Summary: Sure, the fact that he’d schemed up an entire, elaborate ruse to get between your legs was upsetting. More upsetting was the fact that he refused to fess up, insisting that you needed to be protected (or at the very least—cautious) because your life was in ‘grave danger.’ Most upsetting, however? That would be the fact that through it all and above everything else, you still wanted him—badly. | It's a masterpiece. That's the best way to describe this overall.
Still Here by @sl-ut >> Joel Miller x Reader - Summary: Joel is older than y/n, but that’s never been a concern of hers until very recently. | The number of emotions I went through while reading this one was dozy. I needed tissues. So well written.
Swaddling by @babydin >> Joel Miller x Reader - Summary: Joel was not a morning person. But the morning after he had spent the night with his cock inside you and woke up fucking you? That day he was definitely a morning person. | Dirty with a dash of cuteness.
TRIPLE FRONTIER:
Erase It by @jake-g-lockley >> Santiago Garcia x reader - Summary/Prompt: they’re teasing each other when one character goes “then kiss me” and is surprised that the other character actually does it. | Can Santiago come take care of me during my periods, please? It's so fluffy and sexy. TW: Period Stuff
Husband Duties by @rayslittlekitten >> Will “Ironhead” Miller x Wife F!reader - Summary: Not being able to fall asleep, you wake your husband up to help with your situation. | Currently wishing I was Will's wife. TW: Pregnancy
WILLIAM DAFOE:
*Heroes by @areyenotfondofmelobster >> Sgt. Elias Grodin x OFC! Alexis Ryder - Summary: He is king, and she is queen. He smokes, and she is mean. Tomorrow, death may take them, but today, they are heroes. A story about love, war, courage, and the duality of man -- inspired by the David Bowie song, "Heroes". | This is a beautifully well-done story.
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Just Because 🌻 (Moodboard) by @raincoffeeandfandoms >> Modern!Tommy Shelby
Keep Us Safe (Moodboard) by @running-outof-time >> Tommy Shelby x Wife!Reader | for @zablife story Keep Us Safe.
Peaky Blinders characters with a daughter who gets her first period by @scorpiussage | I read Alfie’s dialogue in his voice; it was so spot on. I can see Arthur getting all pale. Tommy would stand by and listen to help in the future. So good.
Phantom!Alfie x Christine!Reader (Moodboard) by @raincoffeeandfandoms >> Alfie Solomons x Reader | I'm a huge fan of Phantom of the Opera, so this moodboard is just perfect, especially for Alfie. I think.
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@notyour-valentine - Val is a fantastic writer at conveying the tone, setting, and emotions. I often feel like I've stepped inside the piece of writing I'm reading or watched it play out on screen instead of reading it. Not only does she write for Peaky Blinders, but she also writes for House of Dragons.
@cillmequick - Alex is a talented writer who writes for Peaky Blinder's fandom with two main stories. The Lockdown Sessions is a Cillian Murphy series, and Betrayal is a Tommy Shelby story feat. Luca Changretta. Alex recently celebrated 6 months of posting her stories. So, give her stories a read and a follow.
@areyenotfondofmelobster - S brings forth emotions when writing for Adrien Characters and Peaky Blinders, to name her current favorites. I've enjoyed three of her pieces, and they have moved me to tears, and I love it when a writer can do that. Her current series White Ribbon features Luca Changretta.
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ohforficsake · 9 months ago
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The Margay: Chapter 8
Benadryl
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Summary: Santiago recruits Frankie to contract for a covert agency that pairs them with danger in more ways than one. A series of one-shot snippets taking place during and around missions.
Pairing: Frankie Morales x Sniper!OFC
Word Count: ~ 13.2K words (I made y'all wait, but you get all of this and two spicy scenes)
Rating: Explicit 18+ / fingering, car sex, dirty talk, unprotected piv, creampie, oral (f receiving), comeshot, come eating / language / mentions of past drug use / hostage extraction / canon-consistent violence / Minors DNI
A/N: I know nothing about fixing cars. I know nothing about helicopters. I know that these two love each other. Special guest appearance this chapter by Ben Miller. Benny fans, your boy is a menace and he's wonderful.
Thank you, thank you, thank you all for your lovely comments, for recommending this story, and for screaming with me about these two.
chapter moodboard if you're interested
Divider by @cafekitsune!
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MONDAY
AN UNDISCLOSED LOCATION IN HONDURAS.
“MOOSE,” Santiago barks at where Audrey’s bent double over the hood of a Land Rover as he slams their truck door. 
She doesn’t bother to drop what she’s doing, perimeter alarms two miles down the hill had already alerted her to their arrival.
One of them thwaks her on the ass and she knows it's Santi.
Frankie doesn’t do it like that.
“Whatcha got, what’s going on here?” He peers down at wires and tubes. 
“Auxiliary belt’s fucked, where’s my…”
“Catfish get over here, she’s talkin’ your shit, I’ve got no idea.” Pope calls over his shoulder, not realizing that “Frankie” and not the name of some obscure tool is actually the intended end of her sentence. “This thing armored?” He kicks a tire.
“Yep.”
A massive palm spreads over her back, the shadow of his body a cooling balm.
She looks up now.
“Hi,” Frankie smiles.
“Hi,” she grins over her shoulder, craning her neck back for a kiss, and Frankie briefly slips her his tongue because he’s never been able to resist a girl who’s good with her hands. 
“Serpentine belt?” He asks when she breaks away.
‘Yeah, it’s cracked to shit. Gonna swap the tensioner too. Let me get the breaker bar?”
“Like a different fucking language,” Pope quips as he opens the driver’s side door and slips inside.
And Frankie’s torn between letting her continue and wanting desperately to take over the job, lest a speck of grease mar her lovely skin. She’s clearly capable of doing this herself, but chivalry wins out and he grabs the long metal rod from the toolbox on the ground.
“Top or bottom?” Meaning which tensioner.
“Bottom, it’s got too much play in it,” she answers, pressing on the bearing to show him.
“Oh shit yeah, that’s loose.”
“God, get a room,” Santi quips from where he’s reclining in the driver’s seat, brim of his cap pulled low over his eyes against the sun.
“Why don’t you do something useful like unload the truck?” Frankie calls as he slots the breaker bar into place. “Hold on let me get a picture of how it’s sitting,” and he reaches in his back pocket as she slides her left arm in front of his face. She’s drawn the belt’s path on the inside of her forearm in pen to help with re-threading the new strip of rubber.
Frankie’s cock twitches.
She knows what she’s doing. 
She always does.
She would have done this without him.
And she lets him in anyway.
He applies pressure to the bar, forcing the tensioner away from the belt and Audrey reaches over him to slip the old rubber strap from the pulleys, her chest grazing his arm as she does.
God if Santiago wasn’t fucking here right now flits across his mind. 
If this isn’t all of his teenage fantasies come to life…
She has the belt off in seconds and disappears as he hits the inside of the breaker bar with his palm to unlatch it. Audrey returns with a wrench, new belt slung diagonally across her torso.
“Crack that nut off for me, baby?” She doesn’t need to tell him, but she enjoys needling Pope, who scoffs from his leather cradle.
Fish’s broad shoulders briefly strain under the cotton of his t-shirt as he gets it loose, winding it off the bolt with deft fingers. He slots the nut into his back pocket out of habit and the mechanism comes away in his hands. 
“Don’t need that, it came with one,” and Audrey dives in with the new tensioner, lining the lugs of the new part up before screwing the new nut part-way on. She slips the new belt off of where she’s wearing it and Frankie helps her line it up, pausing occasionally to check her arm for the positioning, landing a kiss on her shoulder here, dragging his nose up her tricep there. 
Once they have the belt back in place, Frankie tightens the nut on the new tensioner and they both step back.
“Oi,” Frankie pounds on the headlight to get Santiago’s attention. 
“Start her up?” Audrey rests one hand on her hip and shields her eyes with the other.
Santi gropes around for the keys before starting the truck and Audrey and Frankie let it run for a second before stepping forward to inspect their work. 
“Yeah, looks good.” 
“Sounds better than it did,” Audrey adds. 
Fish raises his voice to be heard over the engine, “shut her off, Pope.”
Frankie fiddles around, checking the tightness on all of the bolts within his reach before they work together to replace the fanbelt shroud and reconnect the air filter pipes.
“Where in the hell did you learn to do that?” Fish rubs the heels of his palms together when it’s through, squinting against the sun.
Audrey slams the hood closed. “Friend with a Messerschmitt has a thing for old cars too.” 
Frankie’s gotta meet this guy.
But right now he has a more–pressing–problem and he excuses himself with a “gotta hit the head.” He figures cool water on the back of his neck will unwind him enough that he can face them again.
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Hours later the three of them are hunched over the dining table, staring daggers at a site plan that’s dotted with an array of plastic army figurines.
There’s a poker chip in the center. A four-year-old hostage that needs extracting. The daughter of a diplomat being held for political leverage.
None of them are happy about it.
But they’re also among the handful of people in the world who can get her out alive. 
Each of them feels that obligation acutely.
“We need another man,” Audrey crosses her arms over her chest.
“The compound is just too big. Too many fucking people,” Santi scratches at his beard. “If we need Fish in the bird ready to run, that’s already too sparse. And if we need you up here,” he points to tight concentric circles on the plan that signify high ground, “keeping the path to the bird clear, I can get in quietly, no problem, but I can’t get out with a hostage in tow.”
“What if I go with you?” Frankie pipes up, “it takes less than 90 seconds to get this in the air,” he points at a toy helicopter with an index finger.
“90 seconds could be too long. And god forbid something happens to you in there and you can’t fly that bird,” she taps inside the building. “Then we have two sets of dead weight and a hornet’s nest on high alert. I wouldn’t be able to get there in time to fly everyone  out.”
Pope twirls a pen between his fingers and Frankie places and replaces the helicopter at different points around the map before returning it to its original position at the private airstrip.
“That’s the only spot that works. Anywhere else draws attention and/or goes against the intel on their route,” he concludes, rubbing at his eyes with his thumb and middle fingers. 
“How do we know that’s not drawing attention anyway?” Santi bites the inside of his cheek as he gestures at the helicopter.
“There’s been a nature documentary crew in and out of that airstrip for weeks. The bird Davis’ guys lined up is  the same make and model with all the same markings,” Frankie answers. “It’s just bulletproof.”
Santi turns to Audrey, “can he get someone else out here?” Meaning their boss.
“Getting someone out here isn’t the problem, getting someone out here that I trust is. Everyone I knew in there is long gone.”
“You still got any friends?” Santi’s brow knits.
“Not ones who do this kind of shit anymore.”
“Pope,” Frankie pipes up after a beat. “Ben?”
“Yeah,” Santiago lights up, “yeah, you think he’d be up for it?”
Frankie shrugs, “worth a shot. Benny’s down for anything.”
“Ben is…Miller?” Her brain reaches back and spits out what she can remember of the Lorea briefing and bits of the stories they’ve told about a “Benny.”
“Yeah.” They both look at her expectantly. 
They need the final party’s buy-in.
“Tell me more.”
“He’s solid. Ready to do whatever it takes to get a job done,” Santi starts.
“A bit brash at times, maybe,” Frankie tempers Pope’s enthusiasm. “A little wild when he drinks, a little hot under the collar,” he scratches at this beard. “But not in the way that disobeys orders.”
“He runs clean during a mission, Aud. Doesn’t like an operation that doesn’t go to plan. Doesn’t leave messes. Puts his own life on the line when it matters.” Santi says firmly. “Might be a bit of an adjustment period though.” 
“Might be.” Francisco apparently agrees.
“In what way.” She stares them both down.
“He, uh…might have a little bit of a hard time taking your orders at first.” Santi runs a hand through his hair.
“He’ll push you a bit,” Frankie again scratches at his chin. “Not because he wants to run it.”
“Just because he doesn’t know you,” Santi finishes, arms crossed, hip resting against the edge of the table. “But he’ll fall in line.”
“Anything else I should know?”
“He uh,” Santi takes his eyes over her form, “might come on a bit strong,” Santi says.
“He’s gonna want to fuck you, Aud.” Frankie translates.
“That I can handle. All of this I can handle. Do you trust him?” Her green gaze slides between the two men.
“I do.” Pope answers with conviction. 
Frankie responds, “with my life.”
She stares hard at Frankie before drumming her fingers on the table. “Okay. I’d like not to lose time and waste the intel on this. Davis can have a screen run on him tonight if he’s game. Can he get on a plane tomorrow?”
“I’ll ask,” Frankie sits up and reaches for his phone. 
It dings in response thirty seconds later. 
“He’s in.”
And she immediately slips her cell phone out of her back pocket, stepping into the other room to make arrangements with Davis. 
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“Nothing more to do tonight. We’re gonna take this thing out on a test run,” Frankie tips the brim of his cap up far enough to swipe curls off of his forehead as he makes his way through the kitchen.
“It’s 9pm, it’s dark,” and no sooner is it out of Santiago’s mouth than he catches Frankie’s drift.
“Mind your business, Pope.”
“Roger,” Santi turns back to his beer and the baseball game he’s watching on his phone. “If you aren’t back by midnight I’m calling in a BOLO for two idiots fucking in the back seat of a Land Rover.”
“I was actually in the mood to do it on the hood,” Audrey quips as she appears at the foot of the stairs.
“Fine, just don’t leave come stains that I have to look at when I’m driving it tomorrow.”
“No promises,” Audrey winks and Pope scoffs.
Frankie slaps him on the shoulder on his way out the door.
“Lucky fuckin’ bastard,” Pope murmurs under his breath and takes a swig of beer.
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Half an hour later, Frankie has her naked in the sea, legs wrapped around his waist, lips at her throat before the brim of his cap knocks her in the chin.
“Francisco, what is the deal with this thing, you shower with it on?” She reaches to spin it around backwards.
“Just my favorite hat,” he returns to sucking on her collarbone, tongue accepting the bitter burn of salt water so long as it’s laced with the taste of her skin.
“What is Standard Heating Oil?”
“No clue. Found it in the dollar bin at Goodwill one day.”
“Fascinating.” He has no tie to this hat save for the fact that it’s his and it goes everywhere with him.
“Used to get made fun of as a kid. For having curly hair,” he tucks his chin into the juncture of her shoulder.
The brush of his beard tickles her skin as he continues.
“Just always preferred to cover it up, I guess.”
Audrey takes the hat off and slips it backwards onto her own head. 
Her fingers wind in his curls.
And she holds him without prying.
“Used to get made fun of a lot as a kid. My hair. My nose. Wasn’t really into sports either.”
“You’ve just named some of the things I like most about you,” Audrey kisses at his jaw. “What were you into, Frankie?” She whispers.
“Liked to read, I suppose,” he muses.
And she hums, nuzzling her face into Frankie’s shoulder. “I like that about you too.”
He’s warm and open like this as they listen to the soft lap of waves against the shore. She holds him as if it could seep into her bones.
After a moment Frankie whispers, “I, um. I used to—not—be good at handling all of this. My past and my present.”
And she pulls back a fraction to gaze softly into dark eyes.
“I used to use.”
And her hand in his hair strokes gently over the nape of his neck as un-shed tears set brown eyes swimming.
“Coke. I just kind of fell off the wagon,” he nods like he needs her to agree that this doesn’t change him. 
Audrey holds his face in her palms, thumbs gently skimming over the apples of his cheeks.
“Got hit with a license suspension a few years ago. Then Pope came through with the Lorea job and that—that didn’t—” he trails off.
“Ended up getting the license back but—”
Frankie stares over her right shoulder out into the horizon.
“Everything else fell ap—”
And Audrey presses her lips to his because she doesn’t know what more to do than allow her body to speak where the prospect of words seems trite in comparison. She presses her lips to his cheek and wraps her arms tight to his neck until he returns her hold, tighter than before.
“I haven’t, though,” he murmurs against her skin, nodding his head again.
“In two years. I haven’t used.”
And she knows what lives in the spaces between those words.
I haven’t used since you.
And it terrifies her.
I can’t save you.
I can’t fix you.
I can’t be that for you, Frankie.
And yet.
She is. 
He’s quiet for a long while in her arms. Body slowly giving up its tension to the water before he murmurs, “you float, baby.”
And her brow furrows in the moonlight.
“I sink. In the ocean,” he muses as he pulls back to look at her. “You’re like a life vest.”
And Audrey chances a joke, looking down at her full chest and muttering, “well…”
Frankie’s tongue darts out to lick at his bottom lip. “Nuh uh this too,” his hands slip down to grip hard at her ass.
And whatever that was before has passed.
Audrey welcomes it with a laugh and a kiss at his jaw. 
“I missed you,” he whispers and again fits his chin into the curve of her shoulder.
“Oh, Francisco,” she sighs and presses her nose to his wet hair, inhaling the salted smell of him.
“I know it’s only been three weeks,” he starts to apologize. 
For his attachment.
“I missed you too,” she preempts and arches into him, gripping his neck tighter.
“Can I tell you something?” Frankie pulls back, whispering against her chin.
“Of course,” is her answer, but she stiffens ever so slightly.
Because he’s said it far too intimately.
And mercifully more than three words tumble out of his mouth.
“I saw you fixing that truck today,” he noses at her jaw to whisper against her lips. “I could have fucked you right there on the hood.”
“Oh yeah?” Audrey whispers with the beginnings of a smirk playing on her lips.
“I was so fucking hard.” 
“Is that why you ran away?” She laughs. “You know Pope was half asleep.”
“Yeah, but you’re loud, baby,” he lets out a sly murmur. “Would have been a hell of a wakeup call.”
“Ah, and you’re quiet as a church mouse.”
Frankiee grins with guilty teeth in his bottom lip. 
“Could have taken me with you,” she presses her lips to his, opening just a fraction to allow his tongue into her mouth, “to wherever you absconded to.”
“The lady deserves better.”
“Mm, like the hood of a car?”
“Done.”
She lets him go and starts racing towards the shore.
Frankie follows after her, catching her around the waist and hoisting her onto the hood of the Rover, massive hand hooked around the nape of her neck with a grin splitting his face.
Audrey reaches for him, hand wrapping around the girth of his half-hard cock, working him as his forehead briefly thumps against hers. 
“Oh, fuckk—,” Frankie hisses. “Baby. Baby, baby, baby—” he rumbles through the lowest registers of his voice as the fingers of one hand trail up the back of her calf. Frankie’s palm settles on one knee before he roughly pushes her thighs open wider. 
“Look at me,” he whispers.
Audrey slants her gaze down at him as he stares back from under hazy half-closed lids.
Frankie slips his middle and ring fingers into his mouth, sucking the salt from them as her jaw drops open, brows knitted with want. His fingers slip between her folds in time with his tongue between her teeth to deliver the taste of salt to her the moment his fingers slip inside.
“Wet already? Ohh baby,” Frankie purrs into her mouth. “My pretty, dirty baby,” he pants, hips thrusting his cock into her fist now.
She moans into his mouth and arches, pressing her breasts against his chest before she freezes.
“Frankie, get in the car.”
“I want you right here,” he skates his nose up her neck.
“Frankie, there’s a truck coming, get the fuck inside.”
And no sooner does she say it than his ears catch the distant whine of a diesel engine winding up the coastal highway.
“Oh, fuck,” he chuckles, corseting her waist in his generous hands and picking her up off the hood, making sure she has her feet before grabbing the pile of their clothes from off the hood. 
They dive into the backseat of the truck, Audrey first and Frankie close behind such that they end up a tangle of limbs, leather squeaking under wet skin. 
Frankie drapes himself over her, a wet curl falling into his eyes as he peeks up out of the window, tracking the truck’s path.
“Fifty meters,” he reports before mumbling “fuck, I’m sorry baby,” as Audrey shifts under him where knees and elbows fell at painful angles.
“‘S okay, how are we doing?” She glances up at the thick column of his neck above her.
“Ten meters,” Frankie counts it down, “five,” he ducks down out of view momentarily before tracking the truck the other way. 
“I think we’re clear, baby.” 
And the moonlight streaming through the sunroof catches in her eyes, turning them a shade of seafoam. 
Illuminating something that he can’t quite unpack right now through the haze of lust.
Frankie fits his mouth to hers again, suddenly possessed with the need to feel. His palm slides down to cup one breast, pinching her nipple before spreading wide over her ribcage. 
He runs greedy fingertips over her skin as he moves, kissing at her stomach and biting at her inner thigh.
She props herself up on her elbows and takes his cap from her head, tossing it onto the driver’s seat before raking a hand through her curls and reaching for his cheek.
He turns his face to kiss her palm.
And Frankie almost lets something slip on a sigh.
“I—”
“Need you,” he swallows hard. “I need you, Aud,” Frankie’s voice is a cracked whisper when he pauses to look up at her. 
“Have me, Frankie.”
And he again kisses her palm before sucking her thumb into his mouth, crawling back up her body. His right hand snakes down to pump his cock, the other fitting into the crease of her thigh. 
“Are you—?” He murmurs against her lips.
“Frankie—” she chokes on a desperate breath and he thrusts inside of her such that they both cry out, Audrey’s nails sinking into his tricep, Frankie’s mouth open, teeth catching at her jawline. 
“Oh God,” he rests his forehead against hers as she tangles her fingers in his wet curls, tipping her face to suck on his bottom lip.
“Frankie, move,” she urges and he does, slowly at first. Long, deep strokes before he sits up, hands settling on her hips as his speed builds. 
He’s not slow about chasing his own release. 
One knee on the floorboards, the other foot hiked up on the seat with her leg over his hip, fingers digging into the curve of her waist, yanking her against him to meet his every thrust. Audrey braces one hand against the door, and the other on the back of the seat.
Frankie’s a man in a trance. 
Breath hissing through clenched teeth, gaze fixed on where he sinks inside of her. A curl falls loose across a forehead growing damp with sweat. 
Audrey arches in his hold, “you feel so good Frankie.”
“You’re so tight, baby.” 
When he reaches up to grip one shoulder he pulls her ass clear off the seat.
But even in this one-track haze Frankie is quick to protect her, arm looping around the small of her back, and the other coming to the crown of her head, guarding it against the roof as he twists to sit on the seat with her on top of him. 
He pauses a moment with wide, panicked eyes, as though he’s surprised even himself. 
“Smooth, Morales,” she grabs his face between her hands and slips her tongue into his mouth. “Very. Fucking. Smooth.”
And she’s in control now. 
Audrey leans back to brace her hands on his thighs, rolling her hips, allowing them both to feel every inch of each other. Frankie’s head falls back into the space between the headrests, hands roaming her skin, squeezing at her breasts, fingers fitting into the spaces between her ribs, thumbs running down over her abs before settling below her navel, feeling how his cock fills her from the outside. 
“Oh shit,” Frankie’s head snaps back, lip curled as he watches in lurid fascination. Audrey indulges him for a moment before she shifts forward, one hand on the seat, the other on his chin. 
“Look at me.”
And he angles big brown eyes up at her before she kisses him with an open mouth. 
Frankie licks warm and wet down her neck, sucking at the salt of her skin mixed with seawater. He buries his nose between her breasts as he meets her hips halfway, palms skating over her back, one hand tangling in the curls at the base of her neck.
It’s too much when she meets his gaze again.
The way that lust has blown her green eyes dark. The way that plush lips hang open and wet from his tongue. The humid heat of bodies and the smack of flesh.
The way she looks at him with something he can’t name.
And Frankie can’t hold back anymore. He’s rough with her now. Building with frantic speed that has her bracing one palm against sunroof glass with her head thrown back, the sound of skin-on-skin echoing around the truck.
“Fuck, you’re so deep,” she keens.
“Yeah?”
He knows.
One hand moves to cup the base of her skull and roughly pulls her face back to his. 
“You like that?” Frankie presses his forehead to hers, grabbing her hard by the hips, and thrusts up hard into her cunt.
“Fuck,” she whispers.
“Yeahh you do,” he smirks, tipping his face to kiss her. “I know what my girl likes.”
He holds her hips, fully inside of her, the head of his cock pressed deep, guiding her back and forth to grind against him. Putting pressure on her clit. 
“Frankie, Frankie, Fr—ohh,” she breathes.
She can feel him smile against her mouth. 
“You gonna come for me, baby?”
She moans and tries to roll her hips but Frankie’s fingers dig in. 
“My pace, baby.”
And she groans in frustration.
“No, none of that,” he chuckles darkly, one hand sliding along the crease of her hip to rub circles against her clit.
Audrey digs the nails of one hand into the seat and wraps the other hand around the back of Frankie’s neck.
His tongue slips back into her mouth and he rolls his hips without pulling out, just barely teasing at that spot deep inside of her that makes her fall apart. 
“Jesus, Frankie,” she throws her head back. He watches her chest heave. The way the curves of her breasts catch the moonlight shining through the sunroof. He latches his mouth to one, tongue laving over sensitive skin.
The hand on the back of his neck grips hard at his hair and Frankie slips the flat of his teeth over her nipple before she tugs, bringing his mouth back to hers.
Frankie’s arm wraps around the small of her back as his thumb and his hips speed up, growling now. She reaches down, skating her hand over where his rests. Her fingers replace his thumb on her clit and Frankie squeezes the globes of her ass.
“Frankie, I don’t think…”
“Turn around,” he commands.
And she arches an eyebrow, slowly climbing off of him, both moaning at the loss of contact. Frankie urges her around, a palm skating between her shoulder blades, pressing her forward to lean against the back of the passenger’s seat. She languidly drapes her arms over either side of the headrest. 
Frankie shifts on the seat and slowly sinks inside of her again.
“Ohh fuck,” she sighs, forehead thumping against leather. 
Frankie spreads his thighs wider.
“Sit, baby,” but he doesn’t allow her time to react before yanking her down onto his lap, fully sheathed inside of her. He moves slowly at first testing this new angle before leaning forward, dropping kisses down her spine.
“That better?”
And she hums a laugh, glancing back over her shoulder. Frankie’s eyes flick up to her and he grins, nipping at her skin. 
He hooks a hand over her shoulder as he fucks her with the other on her waist, building in pace until his hips lift off the seat with every thrust as she bucks her hips back against him. Audrey reaches between her legs to rub her clit and Frankie growls.
“Yeah, baby.”
And the angle is perfect now and Audrey starts to cry out from the depths of her chest. “Frankie, that’s it, that’s it, that’s it, that’s—OH.” She braces her free hand on the back of the seat and Frankie feels his balls tighten when she pushes back against him as pleasure sears through her.  
Frankie slows his thrusts, moaning as her walls milk his cock.
Audrey finally exhales on a ragged cry and Frankie wraps an arm around her waist to pull her against his skin as hips pick up speed, chasing his own release. 
She arches in his hold, head falling back against his shoulder. Frankie hips snap hard with a shout as his cock pulses, his body shuddering with it. 
Nose smashing against her cheekbone. 
Teeth softly nipping at her jaw.
Audrey reaches up to cup his cheek, lips pressing softly to the corner of his mouth. Frankie kisses her properly, slow and wet as palms rub across her stomach, up her ribs and over her breasts as his tongue slips into her mouth.
The windows of the Rover have gone foggy with heat.
He wraps his arms around her waist and holds her to him, softening cock still inside of her, chest heaving as she moans softly through ragged breaths, still tingling.
Frankie kisses at her cheek and up to her temple before whispering, “was that…?”
“So good.” She shifts and Frankie holds her tighter, head thumping against hers.
“Don’t. Don’t leave me yet,” he pants.
“Frankie,” she scratches lovingly at his scalp. “Baby. I really have to pee.”
And he laughs a self-satisfied laugh against her hairline.
“Okay,” he shifts her, pulling out of her heat with a moan. “Wait,” he holds her with an iron arm around her waist, swiping a hand through the fog on the window, checking that it’s clear before he cracks the door. 
He shifts her onto the seat as he steps out first.
“I’m a big girl, Frankie, I can…”
He holds both hands out to her, corseting her waist, intending to half lift her down onto the beach. “You’re gonna fall, Bambi Legs.”
And she can’t help the hearty laugh that it pulls from her.
True to form, her legs falter the moment her feet hit the sand, but Frankie holds her to his chest, staring down at her through warm brown eyes, tucking her hair behind her ear with a wink. 
Frankie kisses her on the forehead and spins her around towards a small outcropping of rocks. “Go on, Bambi,” he swats her on the ass.
“Can I have my underwear at least?”
“No,” Frankie screws up his face and scoffs, reaching into the tangle of clothes in the backseat to fish out her thong. He has it crushed to his nose when he turns around.
“Perv,” she quips with a grin, swatting him on the arm with them after he hands them over.
She returns to find Frankie leaning against a tire, back door open, barefoot and clad in his jeans and cap, one of her cigarettes dangling between his lips. 
“Excuse me, sir, you can’t smoke there,” she quips as she molds her body against his, slipping her hands into his back pockets. Frankie lights the cigarette and blows the first puff out of the corner of his mouth before holding it to her lips. She inhales before Frankie follows suit.
Audrey pulls away from him, reaching for her sports bra and linen pants. Frankie presses his chest to her back after she pulls them both on, reaching for his t-shirt.
“Leave it,” she spins around and Frankie pops the cigarette between her lips as she runs her hand over his bare stomach.
“Yes, ma’am.” Frankie smiles before his eyes fall on the backseat. 
“We gotta clean this.”
Audrey slips around him, cigarette dangling from her lips, and pops the trunk open, rummaging around for a moment before tossing a packet of Clorox wipes in his direction.
Frankie cleans the seats as she starts the truck and rolls the windows down.
They drive back to the safehouse along the coastal road in companionable silence, wind whipping around the cabin, carrying wisps of cigarette smoke on salted breeze. 
Audrey drives with one hand, fingers of the other laced with Frankie’s.
_____
TUESDAY
When Santiago slips into the driver’s seat the next day for their early morning recon run, the first thing he does is briefly peer over the top of his sunglasses.
“Goddard, I can see your ass-print on the hood.”
“How do you know that’s not Morales,” she quips from the backseat.
“Morales has no ass.”
“Well, you said no come stains.” She pops her gum in the backseat as she loads another magazine into her rifle. “Nothing about ass prints.”  
Frankie pulls the brim of his cap down against Pope’s searing stare and bites the inside of his cheek to hide his smirk.
“Unbelievable,” Santi starts the ignition. “You two are unbelievable.”
“Unbelievably good at fixing that belt.” Frankie quips, banging one palm on the dashboard as they pull out of the drive.
“Fuck you, Fish.”
“She did that already.”
Audrey cackles from the backseat.
_____
Six hours later, Benny shows up on the doorstep of their safehouse.
Audrey greets him in leggings and a worn green t-shirt. 
“Well hell-o,” Benny peers down at her over the frames of his aviators.
“Miller?”
“Yup, yeah. Ben Miller,” he holds out his hand. 
“Audrey Goddard,” she offers a sturdy shake. “Come in, come in. The boys are just through in the back here,” she gestures through to the backyard.
Fish and Pope are locked in a sparring match, Frankie’s arm around Pope’s throat, wooden knife pulled out, ready to jab between Santi’s ribs before Pope taps him twice on the arm.
“Boys?’ Audrey calls.
Both of their heads turn in her direction and immediately they erupt in camaraderie. 
Hugs and claps on the back, big smiles all around. 
Audrey slips back inside, allowing them a moment to catch up.
After they’ve said their hellos Benny nods towards the house, “so uh, who’s that? She come with the place?”
“Moose? Nah. She’s running this thing.” Santi grins. 
“Like the coordinator?”
“No, like the Mission Commander, Benny.” Frankie scoffs. 
“No shit,” Benny perches his hands on his hips.
“Well. She technically outranks you,” Santi whacks Benny’s chest with the back of his hand. “Don’t overstep.”
And overstep is the first thing that Benny does.
“So you’re the Mission Commander?” Benny barks when she returns.
“Yes,” Audrey sets a fresh pitcher of water on the patio table.
“What’s your background?”
“I’ll have Davis email you my full roster,” she slips dark shades over her eyes against the sharp afternoon sun.
“Can’t tell me yourself?”
“We don’t have that much time.”
“What branch?”
“Never served under a branch.”
“So you never served.”
“I’ve been serving for almost 25 years, Miller.”
“Benny, did you not get—” Santi starts.
“I did. Didn’t read it.” Benny’s eyes are still locked on hers from behind mirrored aviators. “Alright,” he nods toward the lawn. “Let’s see what you’ve got.”
Frankie lets out a low whistle. “You’re about to be humbled, Benjamin.”
“Maybe,” he calls, not believing it for a second. “You’re tiny, though,” he says to Audrey, who slips off her shades and tosses them to Frankie.
Audrey’s no waif, but Benny is nine inches taller and has fifty pounds on her. 
And Benny fights guys bigger than he is down at the gym all the time. And wins. 
There’s no way in his mind that she can best him. 
“Take those off, pretty boy,” she points at his shades.
“‘S fine.”
“Alrigh,” she toes at the dirt, “not on me if they break.”
“Alright, keep it clean you two. No punches, no kicks, nothing permanent,” Santi calls. “Aud, you got knives on you?”
She reaches into her boots and pulls two out to hand over.
“Benny?”
“Nah, I just got off a plane, man.”
“Alright, set it up.”
 Benny jumps a few times before holding his fists up to his cheeks in a guard.
Audrey drops her right foot back and crouches.
And Santi gives the cue.
Immediately Benny closes the distance between the two of them, scooping her up and throwing her over his shoulder like a ragdoll. She’s quick to react, twisting to hook the inside of her elbow around the back of her knee, pulling tight such that the crease of her hip and the top of her thigh apply pressure on Benny’s neck, choking off his carotid artery.
He has no choice but to tap out, aviators hanging awkwardly off of the end of his nose.
“Okay,” he finally hands them off to Santi, raking his hair out of his eyes, “two out of three.”
Santi gives the signal again and Benny goes for her knees this time, immediately dropping her to the ground. They tussle for a moment before Audrey locks Benny in a triangle choke that he can’t find his way out of.
He taps out against her collarbone.
“Okay, three tries,” Benny grunts, blue shirt starting to darken with sweat.
“Benny, that’s—” Fish tries to intervene.
“It’s fine, Frankie,” Audrey’s chest is heaving as she holds up a hand in his direction. “Let him have it.”
They get back into position and when Santi gives the signal Benny is immediately behind her, trapping her neck in a chokehold between his arms, huge palm applying pressure to the back of her skull.
Frankie twitches but Santi holds out a hand.
Audrey jumps with her legs in the air, using their weight to swing Benny forward, turning as she lands and slipping her head from between his arms. Benny braces himself on his palms and immediately constricts, balling himself in an effort to cut off her ability to hook any of his limbs. In a flash she leans on his back, wrapping an arm over one shoulder and the other under the opposite armpit, prying one elbow away from his torso with a jab of her knee. Her leg hooks it and kicks back, taking Benny’s arm with it to its full span. She locks the top of her foot over her calf with his outstretched limb between her legs and spreads her knees, the pressure from her hips bending Benny’s arm the wrong way until he frantically slaps at a patch of dirt.
She instantly unfolds from him and rolls away into the grass.
“Alright,” he pants, holding out a fist, still face-down on his stomach. “You win.”
Audrey taps it with her own knuckles, fighting for breath. “You alright?”
“Yeah,” Benny swallows hard through his panting, “Yeah I’m good.”
He sits up and stretches his arm for good measure.
“Can we be done here?” Frankie asks, unsure that his heart can handle seeing her in danger, and positive that his dick is going to act up seeing her get herself out of it. “It’s fuckin’ hot.”
They take turns with showers between the safehouse’s two bathrooms, until Frankie slips in with Audrey.
“Thoughts?” He asks quietly, wetting his hair under the spray.
“He made good choices out there,” she hands him the bottle of shampoo. “Smart in a fight.”
“Yeah, Benny fights down at the local gym. Kind of a small-town celebrity.” He sneaks a kiss at the nape of her neck as he scrubs at his scalp before rinsing. “I didn’t know you could do that, though.” 
“Getting too old for much hand-to-hand these days,” she winks over her shoulder at him as he grabs the conditioner bottle from her, raking cream through her curls before slicking the excess through his own hair.
“He got you good back here,” Frankie delicately runs thick fingers over the bruises blossoming on the wings of her hip bones from when Benny took her knees out from under her. 
Frankie wraps his arms around her waist, holding her to his chest a moment.
“Don’t like seeing you like that.”
“This is what we do, Frankie,” she soothes a palm over his forearm.
“Yeah.”
And he gently turns her head to slip his tongue into her mouth, enjoying this moment to themselves.
Frankie warmed by the water. 
Audrey warmed by Frankie.
_____
They rejoin the boys in the kitchen where Santi has started on steaks and Benny has thrown in to whip up roasted vegetables. 
Frankie cracks open beers and passes them around.
Afternoon flows into evening. Beer flows into liquor. 
Camaraderie abounds.
Somewhere around 10pm, when Audrey excuses herself to the restroom, the whiskey in Benny’s veins springs a question loose.
“Alright, boys,” his voice is low. “Which one of you is hittin’ that because if you’re not, I’m gonna.”
“That’s pretty bold of you to assume she’d have you, Benny,” Pope reaches for his glass.
“It’s that white boy confidence,” Frankie quips from where he’s leaned back in his chair and Santi snorts, nearly spitting out his drink.
“I mean—” and Benny makes a show of running his hand through his hair. “But seriously, is she single?”
“She’s not gonna fuck you, Benny.” Santi grins.
“Alright, okay. I see you, Pope,” Benny smacks the back of his hand against Santi’s arm.
“I think I have to turn in, boys,” Audrey sighs when she returns, reaching for her glass without sitting and tossing back the last of her gin. “We’ll run it through top to bottom tomorrow and get you geared up,” she nods at Benny. “I have Davis’ guys refreshing the intel. Provided everything still checks out, we’ll execute on Thursday as originally planned.”
“Yes, ma’am,” Benny nods. Bourbon eyes starting to fall heavy on the sway of her hips. 
She places her glass in the sink before moving to gently grab Frankie’s chin one hand, thumb and middle fingers fitting in the bare patches in his beard, and bends to give him a quick, chaste kiss.
He hooks an arm around her waist when she moves away, hauling her against him again, “I’ll be there in a sec,” he assures her before craning his head up for her lips again.
“No rush,” she soothes a hand over the span of his chest, “I might be back down for water, but you boys enjoy. G’night.”
When she’s upstairs and out of earshot, Benny erupts in hushed tones.
“CATFISH, YOU DOG.”
Frankie grins and blushes in that order.
“Damn,” Benny muses to himself as he takes another sip of whiskey. “I would not have guessed.”
“Ah c’mon you should know better, Benny.” Santi jabs a thumb in Frankie’s direction. “Big Dick Morales, remember?”
“BIG. DICK. MORALES.” And Benny holds his hand up for a high-five that Frankie rolls his eyes at, crossing his arms against his chest instead. “Damn.”
“Bastard finally found his glass slipper,” Santi quips.
“Jesus Christ, Pope,” an agitated Frankie rubs at his eyes. “Okay can we—” Frankie winds his hand forward through the air, wanting desperately to move away from this line of conversation. 
Benny leans in across the table, finger pointed at the ceiling in reference to the woman upstairs, “the whole thing? Fuuuck.”
“Dude, you can hear the two of them like three rooms over,” Santi snarks.
“Oh well you gotta enlighten us, Catfish,” Benny spreads his arms and leans back in his chair.
“I ain’t tellin’ you shit, Benjamin.” Frankie quips, swallowing a mouthful of whiskey.
“Ah, c’mon, Fish. You know me and this one are painfully single.” Benny smacks Pope on the arm again. Like literally, my balls ache.”
“That’s not a real thing,” Frankie shakes his head.
“It is!”
“Then get acquainted with your hand, Benny, I dunno what to tell you.”
“She is smokin’ hot, Catfish. Can I at least get some material here…”
Frankie shakes his head and starts, “I’d suggest you try www dot p-o-r…”
And there’s a snort from the stairwell
Audrey in black sleep shorts and a Nine Inch Nails t-shirt, metal waterbottle in hand.
And she watches the tips of Benny’s ears start to burn.
Even Santiago sits up a bit straighter.
Frankie covers the smirk on his face with the heel of his palm.
Because he knows Audrey’s about to put Benny back in line for the second time today.
“Don’t let me stop you, boys,” she pads over to the sink on bare feet to fill her bottle.
Fraught silence hangs in the air until Benny pipes up.
“We uh, we were just asking Big Dick Morales over here to tell us his secret.” Bourbon has made Benny’s tongue loose. “Seems like you could have anyone and yet you chose this guy. Must know something we don’t.”
Audrey has a measured tolerance for many things. 
Slandering her lover is not one of them. 
“Benny,” she places her water bottle on the table. “Benjamin?” And she drapes her arm across Benny’s shoulders in a move that sends him rigid in his chair from the slouch he was in.
“You really want to know his secret?”
Benny swallows hard. 
“He’s sweet. He’s smart. He’s funny. There’s no peacocking with him. It’s that easy, Benny.”
Benny snorts like he doesn't believe her. 
Sober Ben Miller would never steal a friend’s girl. Drunk Ben Miller is a 6’3” blue-eyed, dirty dishwater blonde who’s never been told ‘no.’
And Audrey needs to disavow him of whatever little fantasy he has that distracts him from the task at hand and makes him think she’ll end up in his bed after the celebratory round of drinks when this is all through.
She cranes low to whisper near Benny’s ear, eyes glinting where they’re locked on Frankie’s mischievous, half-lidded ones. “Okay, here’s a secret, Benny. You ever found that spot that’s so deep it makes your lady see stars? Not the one up front, any idiot can find that. It’s way back in there, tucked away because it’s the most precious place you’ll ever go. That one spot that sets her whole body reeling for minutes afterward. You ever found that?”
And she waits until Benny answers, “no.”
“No? Santi, you ever done that?” She doesn’t move, and doesn’t break Frankie’s stare as she asks it.
“Once or twice,” it’s the truth, but Santiago smirks because he knows what she’s doing and agrees that it needs done. “It’s been years though.”
“Wild. Frankie hits that every. time.”
She claps him on the back, “you should try it, Benny. Good communication is key, but you’ll get there.”
And she hooks a finger into the cap of her water bottle and heads for the stairs.
Frankie throws them a salute with two fingers and follows right behind her.
“Was that too harsh?” She whispers when Frankie turns the lock on the bedroom door, brown eyes wide.
“Baby,” he grabs her around the waist, peppering her face with the softness of his lips and the scrape of his scruff. “That was so. fucking. sexy.” He trails his nose down her neck, licking and sucking at her skin.
“I only told the truth, Francisco,” she throws her arms around his neck.
And Frankie presses her to him, palm accidentally catching on her bruises and she winces.
“Fuck, I’m sorry,” he apologizes with lips on her neck.
“‘S okay,” a kiss, “get in bed, Frankie.”
Frankie hums, tongue licking behind her teeth. 
And she crawls under the duvet, settling on her side as Frankie quietly strips down to his boxer briefs, placing his cap on the nightstand.
Frankie hums as his lips find her ear and his hand cups her breast, making her arch back against him with a moan.
“Shhh baby,” Frankie soothes. “Not sure how thin these walls are.”
“Pope doesn’t give a shit.”
“Benny might. Wouldn’t want to scare the kid.”
“That’s a grown man, Francisco,” she whispers as she twists in his hold, hand cupping his jaw. “And I don’t really care what Benny hears,” her fingers slip down his stomach, nails catching on the trail of hair leading under his waistband.
She smirks against his lips, “how did that conversation even start?”
“Mhmm,” Frankie squeezes her thigh and pulls her closer to him, nose skimming her cheek. “Benny wanted to know if you’re single.”
“Am I not?”
“No. You’re mine.”
And he moves before Audrey can process Frankie having laid their situation that bare in front of her. He rolls and pulls her with him to lie on his chest, hand cradling her skull as his lips find hers.
But he senses her hesitation.
“Do—do you want to fuck Benny?” His eyes are suddenly soft. Unsure of himself.
“No, Frankie, I don’t want to fuck Benny.” She adjusts to straddle his hips and sits up, raking her hair out of her eyes.
“Then wh—”
“Shhh, Frankie, please,” she soothes both hands over the slight swell of his belly. “Tonight, I’m yours,” she cranes down to kiss him, “and for the rest of this trip, I’m yours.”
But it all sounds so temporary.
And he wants so desperately to push back. To ask what happens in the after. 
What happens when she goes home? Does she lay in bed alone, sleeping like a baby, or is her bed warmed by someone else? 
Does she wish for his company when she goes to the movies, does she need someone to hold her shopping bags at the mall, who packs her groceries in her fridge, or does she do it all alone?
Does she make herself come and wish it was him?
Is he some secret she keeps stashed away?
Is there another?
Does she think of him at all?
“But—”
“Francisco. Leave it.” Her gaze is granite. “Please. Please let us just have this. Right here. Right now.”
And the thing in her eyes is back again. The thing he can’t quite name.
But there’s want there too.
And it’s only the whiskey with a side of beer that allows him to acquiesce.
“Okay,” he whispers, kissing her deeply before sitting up, palms skating up the panes of her back before flipping her over, parting her legs with his shoulders.
And he means okay out of desperation. The visceral need to prove his worth to a woman that could slip through his fingers and into another man’s bed on a whim.
There would be a taker downstairs.
And okay he’s going to do his best.
Okay, he’ll pour want—need—through his fingertips.
Okay.
He’ll crack granite.
And Frankie has all the right moves. The skillful flick of his tongue, the hollowing of his cheeks, and the pump of his fingers.
But Audrey’s brain won’t let her come.
“Baby,” he looks up from between her thighs, rubbing a palm down her stomach, “where are you?”
She takes a deep breath as he rakes his hair off of his forehead and runs his tongue over a bottom lip wet with her slick.
“Fuck, I’m sorry, baby.” She props herself up on her elbows and Frankie gently lets her legs fall open to climb up her body, the tip of his nose brushing hers.
“What’s wrong, gatita?” He whispers.
And that word feels a world away from where they are now.
“Think I’m just distracted, Frankie.”
“It’s okay. It’s okay, that’s okay, baby,” he tucks a stray curl behind her ear before shifting around to lay next to her. He settles on his side, pulling the duvet up enough to take the tent in his boxer briefs out of the equation.
She stares into the middle distance while Frankie sits with her in the silence. 
Palm still rubbing her stomach under her t-shirt.
Trying to soothe himself with her skin.
He’s losing her.
She settles down next to him, his hand settling on her ribcage, thumb rubbing soft circles into her skin.
Big green eyes settling on brown ones that are doing their best to hide panic.
When she reaches for his cheek his lids flutter closed, her cold hand a balm to his burn.
Audrey maps the contours of his face with reverent fingers. Palm curving over the roundness of his cheeks. Nails catching on his beard. Thumb tracing echoes of the joy that accumulates in the corners of tired eyes. 
She runs her index finger lightly over the scar on the bridge of his nose.
She presses a kiss to his lips.
And he offers a soft smile when he opens his eyes again.
“Frankie,” she whispers, running her thumb feather-light over his bottom lip, “do you remember what I told you. That second night?”
“You told me a lot of things that second night,” he runs his fingertips down her spine.
“But what I always come back to is—”
“You’re beautiful.”
They both whisper it at the same time.
The corner of Frankie’s lips quirk in a gentle smile that dimples one cheek.
“You’re beautiful Frankie,” she kisses his chin. “I need you to know. You’re beautiful.”
And it soothes him in the moment. Enough that his eyes start to slip closed, pulled at first by the weight in his chest. The need to shut out this reality. 
She turns in his arms to press her back to his chest and he pulls her in to him, tucking his nose against her neck.
Settling into each other like they do every night they share a borrowed bed.
And Frankie slips off, warm breath skating over her skin.
But Audrey’s heart still pounds in her ears.
_____
They shift around each other in the night.
Frankie’s legs tangling with hers.
Her fist clenching in the cotton of his shirt.
His palm cupping her warm breast. Staying there.
Audrey’s tongue slipping into his mouth.
Frankie pulling at her waist urging her on top of him.
“Baby, I need you—” he swallows hard. Unable, through the haze of sleep, to stave off the seep of apprehension into his viscera. 
Desperation.
It bleeds into the haze of his dreams and back out into reality when her weight blankets him.
He skates his nose up the side of her neck, hot puffs of breath dampening her skin before he nips at her ear, “now. Right now baby.”
Take this feeling from me.
Let me prove that you’re mine.
She sits up from where she straddles his hips, pulling her t-shirt off as Frankie rights himself to lave his tongue over one tight nipple.
Audrey wraps her arms around his neck and his hands settle over her shoulder blades before he lays her backwards, kissing a path down her form as her fingers tangle in his hair.
He feasts until her body goes taught with pleasure, every throb of her walls around his fingers a beat of reassurance to his buzzing mind.
She keens his name when she breathes again.
“I’m here, baby. I’m here,” he hurriedly tugs his boxer briefs down, pumping his thick, weeping cock.
He rubs the head of his cock through her folds before sinking in slowly, mouth dropping open a fraction with each inch that he gives her. 
Audrey’s back arches off the bed, hand flying to cover her mouth.
Frankie weights her form with his, kissing at her knuckles, begging for the moans trapped behind them.
She allows it.
Allows Frankie’s tongue into the wet of her mouth, still tasting of her.
Allows him to sit up and bring both of her legs together, holding her ankles with one massive hand as she reaches back to grip the edge of the bed. He guides one to each shoulder, fingers digging into the meat of her thighs. 
Knocking against something sacred.
And she’s trying. 
Trying not to scream for him.
Not to let slip how she needs him.
Here. Like this.
All ways. Always.
But Frankie settles one palm low on her stomach and applies pressure with the heel of it. Feeling the bulge of his cock as he fucks into her. 
A bit more pressure and the crown of his cock catches her g-spot. Over and over.
Sending sparks across her vision.
And Audrey loses it.
Composure.
Sanity.
The scream choked in the back of her throat.
The tenuous hold she had on the tide of pleasure that breaks over her now, causing frantic hands to reach for his wrist and nails to sink into his thigh.
Walls throbbing around his cock.
She’s probably woken the whole house.
Good.
Frankie’s jaw clenches through the pulsing of her cunt, thumb slipping through the slick he pulls from her core to wind against her clit.
He can’t keep the moans in now.
And so he gives them to her.
Leaning forward with one leg still over his shoulder to bite at her bottom lip.
“You’ve got one more in you,” he inhales through his teeth, “don’t you, baby? One more, come on baby.”
“Frankie,” she sobs, swallowing hard, “you know better,” she grips at the sweaty roots of his hair. “You know better than that, baby.”
And he growls from somewhere deep in his chest, sitting up enough to let her leg down.
But he lets it down across his body, slipping his cock from her heat and flipping her over onto her stomach with the momentum of it.
Audrey immediately braces herself on her forearms as Frankie thrusts back inside of her, the weight of his body falling against her not a moment after.
“I do know better,” he mashes his nose to her temple. “I know my baby likes it like this, doesn’t she?”
And it’s so sordid. The speed with which Frankie’s hips move now, skin slapping against hers. The way his tongue licks a stripe over her ear. The wet squelch of his cock through her slick.
The grunts he can’t help when he’s this close. 
Audrey grins with teeth in her bottom lip from under a cascade of black curls.
“I can feel it, you know,” Frankie purrs, beard scraping against her cheek before his nose follows suit. “Feel when I’m in that spot.” He sucks on her neck before sliding the flat of his teeth against her skin.
She lets out a sultry hum.
“Like it was made for me. So fucking tight around my cock.”
And all she can do is moan in response because he’s slowed his pace. There’s the slightest circle to his hips with every thrust.
Grinding deep—hard—as if to prove his point.
He’s doing it spectacularly.
“Jesus, Frankie,” she moans, head dropping into the space between her forearms. 
She’s warm gold in his hands, pliable and glistening. Bending with his attention. Made malleable with his want.
Something precious.
He props himself up with one arm and runs a reverent palm down her spine before fitting fingers to the curve of her waist and slipping under her hips.
She keens the moment he starts toying with her clit.
“Harder, Frankie,” she gasps with the breath that he hasn’t stolen from her ribcage.
He moans, a deep, cracked thing as he buries his face between her shoulder blades.
The snap of his hips jostles her against the mattress, slowly at first before Frankie’s rational brain shuts off.
He slips his fingers from her, reaching for her thigh and pulling it up towards her waist, fitting his knee behind it.
Hips grinding her clit against the bed.
His pace builds until his moans drown out her fractured sobs of pleasure, teeth scraping at her shoulder, her body blanketed by the breadth of his form. 
She slips one hand down to work her clit. “Frankie, yes, yes, ye—”
“C’mon, baby. Yeahhh—”
“Oh fuck. Frankie. Frankie, Frankie, Fr—” Her body bows, back colliding with his chest the moment he moves to kiss her with a open, uncoordinated mouth as her walls clench hard around him.
“‘M gonna fucking come,” he hisses in her ear. “Gonna come. Gonna—fucking—cover you with it.”
And she keens between the aftershocks and Frankie’s promise, burying her face in the tangle of sheets.
“You—yeahh—you want that? Want my come? Fuck, baby—” he chokes out.
And it takes everything he has to pull out of the grip of her cunt at the last minute, wrapping his fist around his heavy length, pumping his cock twice before thick ropes of come streak across her spine.
Frankie roars, rushing to slam his cock back inside of her, still throbbing with his release, body twitching and trembling with pleasure before he stills.
Audrey’s soft moans call him back to her. 
Fragile, wrecked things, tangled with heaving breath.
Frankie pulls out with a groan from them both as Audrey protests the loss of his heat at her back.
Until the hot wet of Frankie’s tongue slides over her skin.
He cleans her of his come with a greedy mouth, lips sucking up her spine as he does.
“Fuck,” she whispers.
Finally he returns his full weight to her, one hand splaying against her jaw and bringing her face back towards his.
He tastes of himself. 
Bitter salt and insatiable lips.
Audrey’s face drops back into the sheets when he lets her go, arching up against him with the need to feel his solid weight.
His warmth.
Frankie gently gathers her hair in one hand, peppering her neck and back with kisses before he rests his chin into the curve of one shoulder.
She’s molten now.
“W’s that okay?” He whispers.
And she’s incapable of doing anything more than letting out a throaty, satisfied hum and pressing a kiss to the scruff of his cheek.
Frankie musters enough strength to pull her with him back up to the head of the bed, tucking her against his chest, palm soothing over her back as she nuzzles her nose against his neck.
Audrey’s hazy, murmured, “you’re beautiful,” is the last thing either of them hear before sleep takes them again.
_____
THURSDAY
“Boys, we have a slight wrinkle. They’ve got three more jeeps out here than they did yesterday,” Audrey reports as she stares through a pair of binoculars from where she’s parked a mile away from the compound.
“Benny and I could slash those tires before heading in,” Santiago’s voice crackles over comms.
“Too risky and you wouldn’t have time. They’re on the opposite side of the compound from your entry point.”
“Problem is, more trucks means more men,” Benny chimes in.
“It also means unfamiliar faces. Might actually make it easier to slip in,” Frankie muses.
“I have a distraction in my back pocket, but report back when you’re in position,” Audrey radios.
“I bet you do.”
Frankie growls, “she means an RPG, Benny.”
They suffer through fifteen minutes of silence before Santi reports back. “You were right, Fish.”
“Let us walk right in,” Benny murmurs.
“Consensus seems to be they’re prepping to move the hostage in about an hour. We’ll ingratiate ourselves until then.”
“This’ll be easier than we thought, boys.”
Frankie hisses, Audrey shushes, and Santi shoots him a pointed stare.
“Don’t fuckin’ say that Benjamin.” Fish growls.
“It’s not done yet,” Audrey murmurs.
Ten minutes later, Benny asks, “Moose, did those Jeeps look armored?”
“Unfortunately for you, no.”
“Okay, we have a slight hiccup,” Benny’s voice is low. “Their planned extraction route has changed. They’re heading in the opposite direction from the airstrip.”
“Great,” Frankie mutters.
“So, my way,” Audrey chimes in.
“The planned route runs right past you, Moose,” Santiago adds.
“We could still take the risk. Break at the last minute?” Benny suggests.
“Too dangerous if those Jeeps aren’t armored. Aud can start knocking them off but they’ve got more men than we accounted for and we dunno how many vehicles they’re going to mobilize,” Fish scratches at his chin and reaches for a map.
“Moose, that Rover have a turbo on it?”
“It’s got two, Benny. But we still can’t make that run to the safehouse. The jungle’s too dense and they’ll be too hot on our tail the minute they get wise. We have to get the hostage into the chopper and Frankie’s gotta make the final run.”
And it’s like she and Frankie have the same idea at the same time.
“So, this is risky—” Fish starts.
“The beach.” Audrey says.
“Think that would give you enough space?”
“If you can be there the minute we break through.”
“I can.”
Audrey’s quiet for a moment, running through contingencies. “Okay boys, we’re gonna do a live handoff.”
“You’re not gonna stop, Aud?” Santi asks, voice jumping half an octave.
“I don’t think we’ll have time. Think you and Benny can handle that switch?”
“You hop in the bird and I can hand her up,” Benny mumbles to Santi.
“Yeah,” Pope nods with bright eyes. “Yeah, that’ll work.”
“We’re good if you both are,” Benny reports.
“Frankie, you good?” Audrey asks.
“I’m good. Give me a five minute warning before hostage extraction, I’ll get this up and hold the area.”
“Okay. Santi and Benny, you come straight to me. No sense in taking men out if they’re headed this direction anyway, it’ll just tip them off. But that means you boys are gonna have to floor it. Give me as much lead time as you can.”
“Done.” Benny answers.
“I’ll drive. You get in the back with the girl,” Pope nods.
“Yeah.”
“Anyone have any questions?” Audrey asks.
She gets three ‘no’s.’
“Everyone clear on their role?”
She gets three ‘yes’s.’
“If anyone has any doubts, speak up now. If not, everyone confirm, individually, that this plan is a go.”
Without hesitation, everyone answers ‘confirmed.’
“Alright boys. Benny and Pope, are you both in position to start the clock?”
“Yes.”
“Okay. I’m officially marking five minutes until extraction. Frankie, get her up.”
“Roger.”
Ninety seconds later Frankie confirms he’s in the air and has cleared the airstrip.
“Benny and Pope, you’re cleared to move in accordance with the timeframe.”
They’re out and in the back of the Jeep in another seven minutes. An unknown man slips into the passenger seat thinking he’ll hitch a ride with the boys, and Benny covers the girl’s eyes and ears with two massive hands as Pope fires a silenced shot at the man’s temple before he floors the truck.
They catch up to Audrey in another two minutes.
“They’re sixty seconds behind us,” Benny blurts out as he opens the door, immediately grabbing the girl out of the backseat. “Sorry about this, sweetheart,” he mumbles as he picks her up and hurriedly transfers her into the Rover, sliding in behind her and slamming the door.
She’s quiet and pliant, but there’s panic in her eyes. 
“Santi, there’s two minutes on that,” Audrey simultaneously tosses a live charge to Santi who slaps it onto the Jeep, right over the gas tank, before he slips into the passenger seat, slamming his door as Audrey hits the accelerator.
“Frankie, we’re on the move. ETA to the beach is seven minutes.” Santiago reports.
Audrey catches the little girl’s wide brown eyes in the mirror.
“Hey Diana,” she says with far more calm in her voice than she has any right to have. “I’m Moose. This is Pope,” she gestures to Santi who turns around and offers the girl a winning smile, “and that’s Ben next to you.”
“I know all of this is a lot. But we’re here to get you home.” Santi assures her.
“You ever been on a helicopter, Diana?” Audrey asks again and the boys pick up on where she’s going with it.
“One time,” the girl answers in a soft voice.
“That’s awesome!” Benny chimes in. “Did you like it?”
She nods.
“Well, there’s a helicopter coming around just for you that’s going to fly you to your parents.”
“Okay.”
“We’re gonna help get you inside, but we’re gonna need you to be really brave, okay?” Santi says. “The guy flying the helicopter is called Catfish, he’s my best friend. And I’m going to be with you the whole time.”
She nods, eyes still wide with fear.
“We’re gonna have to move pretty fast once we get down to the beach okay?” Benny says as they hear the charge Santi set go off in the background.
“We’re gonna crawl out through there,” Pope points at the sunroof.
And she starts shaking her head ‘no.’
“Hey, Diana?”
This from Audrey.
“I just wanted to tell you that I think you’re the bravest person I’ve ever met.”
“Really?”
“I really do!”
She brightens a bit at that.
“I know you can do this. And these boys are going to keep you safe, that’s what they do best. Keep people safe. And then in less than an hour, you’ll be with your parents.” She meets the girl’s eyes in the mirror again. “I promise.”
“You pinky swear?”
Audrey laughs and reaches one gloved hand behind her.
“I pinky swear.”
And she feels a small tug at her hand.
Benny holds his pinky out and Diana wraps her small finger around it before doing the same with Santi.
“Frankie, beach in one,” Audrey reports.
“Roger,” he returns over coms and thirty seconds later they hear the thump of rotor blades. “They’re about two minutes behind you.”
“That’s your ride, Diana,” Santi flips the switch to open the sunroof as he crouches on the passenger seat.
“Diana?” Audrey asks.
“Yeah?”
“Keep your eyes shut real tight for me until Pope tells you to open them again, okay?”
And the little girl shuts her eyes and covers her ears as Audrey wrenches the wheel to the right and hits sand.
“Frankie, I’m going to aim for 60 mph, or I’ll run out of beach too quickly,” she reports.
“Roger.”
And Audrey lines the Rover up on firm sand as the thump of rotor blades grows louder. Wind and sand whip around the cabin as Santiago climbs out of the sunroof.
When Frankie gets the bird close enough, the downdraft from the rotor blades keeps sand in the cabin to a minimum, but creates a wake around the Rover.
Audrey’s only able to see about a hundred feet in front of her at any given time.
“Frankie, my vis is shit, callout if we’re gonna hit anything.”
“You’re clear for at least two miles if you hold it straight. Rock outcrop that would take some maneuvering just short of mile three.”
Two minutes. They have two minutes.
Santiago grips the roof rack in a crouch until Fish brings the helicopter skids within two feet of the truck. 
He easily launches himself onto the skids, Frankie expertly accounting for the impact. 
The bird doesn’t even rock.
Audrey chances a glance up at the chopper.
This is gonna work.
She gestures for Benny to get into position. 
He urges Diana onto the front seat, and mercifully she doesn’t put up a fight.
Benny climbs onto the center console, but the moment he sticks his head out of the sunroof, bullets start flying.
Santiago instantly reacts, laying down suppressive fire as Benny hoists himself up, hooking one foot under a bar of the roof rack, knee on sunroof glass to straddle the open space before he reaches down into the cabin, hoisting Diana up off of her seat with a hand under each arm, his back to the gunfire, shielding her.
Immediately she clings to his neck.
It’s a small blessing when bullets pause.
They don’t want to hit the girl, and Audrey mutters “thank fuck,” under her breath.
Benny assesses their angle and makes eye contact with Santiago who lays his rifle down. 
“Close the sunroof!” Benny yells over rotor blades and wind, and immediately Audrey reaches up to comply, giving Benny more space for solid footing.
It takes less than three seconds for the motor to slide glass closed, but Audrey swears it takes at least a year off of her life.
Benny’s dialed in and readjusts in an instant, standing to his full height.
Frankie and Audrey hold the vehicles dead even with each other, hurtling across the beach at highway speed.
Benny doesn’t hesitate, putting one foot on the skid of the chopper before gently loosening Diana’s hold on him. Santi puts a foot on the skid next to Benny’s and gets well within arms reach. 
Benny still holds Diana close to his body, Pope instead reaching for her.
“On three!” Benny yells, blonde hair whipping around his face.
“ONE.”
Santiago places his hands under Benny’s, making sure he has a firm grip on the girl.
“TWO.”
Benny holds her out just a little farther.
They lock eyes and both nod.
“THREE.”
Benny’s hands drop away and Santiago pulls her in tight to his chest, falling backward into the helicopter as Benny takes his foot off the skid.
“FISH, WE’RE CLEAR GET OUTTA HERE,” Benny crouches down on the roof, screaming into comms as Audrey flips the switch to open the sunroof again.
Benny drops back into the Rover as Frankie pulls hard to the right, peeling out over the ocean and out of range of the bullets that have once again started flying.
Benny reaches through the cabin to grab his rifle off of the back seat and immediately starts firing out of the sunroof as Audrey slows down enough to turn around without rolling the Rover, bringing the truck to a stop.
There’s half a mile between them and the rocks.
Thirty seconds.
She scrambles into the back seat and reaches into the trunk before slowly poking her head up in front of Benny.
Audrey shuffles to the right for clearance, stands on the back seat, and slings a metal tube up over her shoulder.
Half a second later she launches off an RPG.
Anything that remains when the smoke clears is easy work.
Benny takes out three men and Audrey picks off the tires of the one Jeep that made it through.
Everything finally falls silent, save for the muted sounds of the ocean and the crackling of fire—dulled by their ringing ears. 
Audrey reaches for the transmit button on her comms.
“Beach is clear.”
She glances back at where Benny is standing on the passenger seat behind her.
Audrey reaches out a hand.
And Benny shakes it with a laugh.
“Let’s get the fuck out of here, Benjamin.”
“Roger that, Moose. Roger. That.”
_____
Benny tries to hail Pope and Fish over comms periodically on their way back to their safehouse, but between the distance and the terrain, he doesn’t get anything back.
He tries calling and texting, but nothing gets through.
“They’ll have ditched the bird, and it’s probably four hours by car,” Audrey muses as she pulls into the safehouse drive.
“So maybe 6:30? 7?”
“Probably about that.”
“‘Kay.”
But the pauses between their words are thick with worry despite everything still going according to plan. 
They both shower and change into comfortable clothes, Audrey calling in a status report and cleanup while Benny makes hotdogs for their late lunch. 
They fall into conversation that’s far more comfortable now.
He pours Audrey a gin and soda around 5 pm when he can tell she’s still on edge. 
He fixes one for himself too and suggests they sit on the front porch.
6:30 pm comes and goes and Audrey parks herself on the hood of the Rover to light up a smoke.
Benny sits down next to her, propping sandaled feet up on the bullbar.
“Want one?” She angles her packet of Parliaments in his direction.
“Nah,” he politely shakes his head. “Don’t smoke. But you’re good, I don’t mind.”
And she huffs a laugh because Benny’s the one who followed her over here.
He tells her fight night stories to pass the time as she chain smokes, hoping to distract her enough to soothe her buzzing nerves. 
And his.
Audrey pulls a sweatshirt on to guard against the chill.
When 7:30 rolls around, Benny slips a cigarette out of the box and asks if she can give him a light.
Audrey smirks and acquiesces. 
At 8:15pm, Audrey’s phone lights up, notifying her that something has tripped the perimeter alarm.
She quickly unlocks it and holds it up between her and Benny as she presses play on the video.
It’s a car they don’t expect, and in the fading light, it’s too dark to make out who’s inside. 
Benny calmly slides off the hood and opens the Rover, tossing Audrey a rifle and grabbing a pistol for himself before quietly shutting the door. They move in silence to meet behind the truck, staring through the cabin out through the front windscreen, waiting for the car to appear.
It slips calmly into the drive as they both hold guns at the ready. 
Santiago steps out first with a smile on his face. The moment Frankie appears from behind the driver’s seat, Audrey drops her rifle and takes off running.
“Audrey,” Frankie sighs as she collides with his chest, knocking the air from his lungs. He wraps one arm around her back and cups the base of her skull, pressing her tight to him.
“The FUCK took you so long?” Benny booms as he lays his pistol on the hood.
“Stopped for coffee,” Santiago quips, giving Benny a hug and a pat on the back. “Nah, their security detail had car trouble, so we swapped them out so they could move. Frankie fixed this piece of shit up, but it took some time.”
“Gave Benny and I some time to bond,” Audrey moves to give Santi a quick hug now as Benny wraps Frankie in his arms and thumps him on the back.
“That was some real Fast and Furious shit, boys!” Benny whoops.
“Yeah it was,” Frankie returns to Audrey’s side, arm draped around her shoulders.
A smile of pride playing on his mouth.
“Y’all hungry? We’ve got hot dogs,” Benny throws a thumb over his shoulder at the house.
“Fucking starving.” Frankie laughs.
_____
Mirth and liquor flow freely for the rest of the night.
“Okay, so wait, wait. Y’all gave me shit, but Benny doesn’t have a callsign—” Audrey points at the man in question..
“Benny’s callsign is ‘Benny’,” Santi swallows a mouthful of whiskey.
“Sorry, what?”
“Well,” Frankie braces both hands on his thighs with a grin. “This one—this one ti—” but he can’t get it out without dissolving into a fit of laughter. “Benny is ‘Benny’—like Benadryl.”
“Yeah, walk me through that,” she rakes a hand through her curls.
“He got stung by a bee one day, took two Benadryl and slept through an entire training exercise.” Santi is grinning so hard that his face hurts.
“Benadryl can do that, yeah.”
“No. Babe,” Frankie laughs, resting a hand on her shoulder, “he slept through the training exercise WHILE he was out in the field.”
Benny is blushing now.
“He would come to enough to get into a helo, but then he’d fall asleep. Strapped into the seat,” Santiago gestures at his chest through howls of laughter.
“He got out of the bird, got into position on the ground with his rifle like he was about to line up a shot and fell the fuck asleep again,” Frankie wheezes, bracing his hand on Santi’s shoulder as he folds forward in his chair.
And she can’t help but laugh at the sight of Frankie having lost all composure.
“Fucking blanks flying everywhere,” Pope makes a cutting motion with his hand, “my man is OUT COLD.”
“There are pictures,” Frankie wipes at his eyes.
“Yeah, yeah, fuck you,” Benny grumbles, but there’s a smile hiding just behind his lips. “I assume you know about these two idiots.” This to Audrey.
“I do, yeah,” she smiles as she takes a sip of gin.
“You gotta tell me how you got Moose now.”
“Oh,” Santiago reaches into the pocket of his sweatpants for his phone, finding the picture before sliding it over to Benny. “She saved our asses by nailing that shot.”
“Oh, cool.”
Benny isn’t quite impressed.
“Through night vision from a mile away, Benny.” Frankie adds.
His eyebrows shoot up to his hairline now and he holds Santiago’s phone closer to his face.
“Damn, Moose. That’s sick,” he slides the phone back to Santi, “thought it was because of your tattoo.”
“YOU’VE SEEN IT?” Santiago screams.
Benny holds his hands up in front of his chest, “she had a tank top on earlier, I didn’t know it was some kind of secret.”
“It’s not, Benny. Santi just thinks it is,” she winks as one hand idly winds in Frankie’s curls.
“Unbelievable,” Santiago shakes his head.
“I like you, Moose.” Benny holds his glass up in her direction.
She taps the side of hers to his, “I like you too, Benny.”
“You do excellent work,” he swallows a sip, “clean, precise, efficient. Think on your feet. Hell of a shot. You wind this one up,” he points to Santi, “and this one is in love with you,” he gestures towards Frankie. 
And Audrey hides it in the moment, pulling her hand away from Frankie’s hair under the guise of reaching for her glass.
The truth is.
Benny’s just said the last thing she wants to hear.
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Insatiable - Part Nine
RATING: Mature (Whole series is 18+ ONLY)
Pairing: Santiago Garcia x Frankie Morales x OFC
Word count: 2.7k
Chapter Tags: Depiction of anxiety
Author’s Note: Heads up, this chapter veers into some of Dandelion’s personal issues, including being triggered into a fight or flight response. Also, this chapter definitely veers towards Angstville. I’m sorry! *ducks*
Thank you as always to @acrossthesestars​, my beta reader, my friend, my crow. 🖤 
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“Hey, man. Sorry to ask you to cut your vacation short.”
Ironhead, or Will, as he’d asked you to call him as soon as you’d been introduced, waves off Santi’s thanks. “Don’t worry about it. Besides, I don’t know how much more time I could have spent with just Benny for company.”
Frankie, leaning affectionately on Santi’s shoulder, grins at this. “How’s the pup doing, anyway?”
You watch the trio fondly, enjoying the easy familiarity between them. They’ve told you a bit about their history together, the four remaining members of their small pack. Without giving you any real details, Santi had hinted at a recent disastrous mission - one that had left the Millers vacationing not far away, all four of them needing time to rest and recover.
“I’ll leave you three to catch up.” Frankie and Santi pause to kiss your cheek as you head for the door, Will nodding to you with a polite “Ma’am.” 
You’re not worried about missing any planning while you shop, already knowing the basic sketch of the plan the three of them will likely hone further: getting on a boat at Puntarenas, then a day or two on the Pacific, making your way towards the coast of Nicaragua, getting a rental car from there and heading for the airport. You’d talked it over earlier with Santi and Frankie, in between breakfast and calls to the airline to shuffle your itinerary around. They’d been surprisingly accommodating when you mentioned missing your flight yesterday, comping your miles so easily you wonder if they hadn’t seen your travel blog and been angling for some good press. 
Getting that out of the way had reminded you of the need to pick up a few things before leaving. With your checked luggage long gone and already en route to your apartment for you to collect later, you’re left with only your passport, some cash, and the few other essentials that had been in your carry on. 
It’s a relief to trade Frankie’s shorts and Santi’s t-shirt for a flirty sundress, one whose skirt bells around your knees when you give it an experimental twirl in the dressing room of a nearby shop. You’d gotten more than a few odd looks on the street and it feels good to slip into clean clothes that feel more 'you'. Still, you roll up the borrowed clothes neatly and tuck them into your bag. You can always wear them as pajamas - if you don’t spend your next few nights completely nude, that is.
The thought brings heat to your cheeks as you make your way back to the apartment, a private smile playing over your lips and your footsteps so light you may as well be floating. It’s only been a few days but you already can’t imagine sleeping anywhere other than between your boys, though you highly doubt that any of you will be doing much actual sleeping. That suspicion is confirmed when you let yourself back into their rental and their heads whip towards you, their expressions turning positively hungry at the sight of your new dress and the skin it reveals. 
Those predatory gazes track you as you tuck your shopping bags into the spare duffel Frankie had laid out for you, only letting up when Santi hauls you gently onto his lap as you breeze past him. Pressing a kiss to your temple, his arms slide around your waist, slung low and possessive in a way that has you wishing for another hour or two before you set out. “You look good, leoncita,” he rumbles, his lips brushing just beneath your ear, a spot he already knows makes you shiver. 
He’s half hard beneath his jeans and you bite your lip, indulging in the briefest squirm against him before you turn to the room in general and ask, as calmly as you can manage under the circumstances, “Alright, when are we leaving?”
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Between the sapphire blue sky, the cheerfully bobbing waves, and the sleek, if aged, white yacht Will has sourced (you’re not entirely sure how and have decided that the fewer questions asked, the better), it’s difficult to remember that you’re essentially fleeing the country. There’s too much of a party atmosphere, the guys in pale, loose-fitting shirts, you in your sundress, and the cooler of beers stowed alongside your luggage making you feel like the group of tourists you’re posing as. The four of you have already decided that, in the unlikely event of being stopped by local authorities, Frankie and Santi can hide below decks while you and Will, posing as a couple, can flash your passports. Likely the other men could do the same, but they’re taking no risks after yesterday, despite Will’s quiet assurances that the “situation at the airport” has been “handled.”
All of that worry and stress shrinks with the receding coastline as you pull away from shore. Frankie pilots the yacht, aviators and a relaxed smile on his face. He’s wearing a worn baseball cap you haven’t seen before, at least until you lift it from his head over his laughing protests, setting it backwards on your own, to Will and Santi’s amusement.  
The hours slip past in golden, salt-sprayed perfection. You pump an obliging Will for embarrassing stories about his two friends, and they get their own revenge by telling him how sweetly you snore, despite your indignant squawk of protest.
The four of you take turns at the wheel but it’s easy sailing, far enough from the rocky coast that you don’t need to worry much about hidden reefs or troublesome shoals. You all keep an eye out for any boats taking too close of an interest, but the only ones you pass seem to be fishermen and pleasure cruises. During one of Will’s stints at the wheel, you, Frankie and Santi slip away to enjoy each other’s company. 
There’s not much privacy to be had on board and, mindful of Will’s presence, the three of you keep things more or less respectable: a few kisses and some mild flirtation, and more than a couple sickeningly affectionate selfies taken by the rail. In one of your favorites, you mug for the camera while planting a kiss on Frankie’s jaw, his own face lighting up while Santi nips playfully at his ear.
Sometime in the endless afternoon, Santi calls for a break and Frankie drops the anchor. The two of them head below decks for a rest. You’d exchanged glances with Santi earlier when Frankie started yawning and nodding, likely still worn out from his recent injuries. They’d invited you to join them but you’re not done sunning yourself and wave them on ahead. “I’ll join you in a bit.”
Will watches them go, smiling, and lowers himself into the folding chair next to yours. “It’s good to see them like this.”
You raise your head slightly from the rail but keep your face tipped up towards the sun. “What do you mean?”
“This happy.” 
You don’t even try to hide your pleased smile as you settle back into your chair. “Yeah but you must have seen them happy before. What about when they first got together?”
“They didn’t share that with the rest of the pack, not for a few months. With you though, even an outsider like me can sense the mating bond snapping into place.”
His unfathomable words drop like stones, sending cold, ominous ripples through you. “The what?”
He shrugs, distracted while he digs through a nearby cooler for another beer. “You know, that sense of belonging. Why you seem made for them and - “
You only catch snatches of his words after that, pressure tightening around your chest in iron bands.
Mating bond
More binding than marriage
Unbreakable
Permanent
You’re sitting bolt upright, knuckles tight around the arms of your chair. You cast nervous glances around the boat which suddenly seems impossibly small and far from shore.
Will trails off at the blank look on your face as a chill skitters down your spine, dread settling low in your stomach. 
“Will. What the fuck are you talking about.”
Understanding dawns too late. “You didn’t know?”
You’re not sure which is worse - the sympathetic twist of his mouth or the way he gentles his already soft tone, as though speaking to a spooked horse. 
“They didn’t tell me.” The words are chips of ice in your mouth, in your blood, chilling you from the inside. “Why wouldn’t they tell me?”
You rise to your feet, hands clenched at your sides, pacing the deck. Is that why you’d felt such a powerful connection with them so quickly? Why you’d trusted them? Let them get so close so fast? Was it just something they’d done to you? Your stomach heaves at the thought. God, you’ve been so fucking naive. 
Despite almost certainly realizing your question had been rhetorical, Will grabs onto it like a lifeline. “I’m sure they had their reasons.”
“Their reasons?” Anger flares as you spit the word back at him, your voice ratcheting up in volume as confusion and betrayal tear at you. “Oh, I can imagine plenty of reasons they wouldn’t tell me I “belong” to them until they’d spirited me away to god knows where.” You laugh, harsh and bitter, already grabbing for your bag. 
You’ve been so fucking stupid, allowing strangers to get you alone like this, to derail your carefully laid plans. You should have known better -  you do know better, and you’re damned if you’re going to let yourself be railroaded further. 
“What’s going on?” Santi and Frankie rush up from below, already scanning the deck for any threat. Some traitorous part of you wants to take a step forward, to tuck yourself between them, towards the warmth and protection of their bodies. 
Sensing that impulse, Frankie steps towards you, concern lighting his brown eyes as he reaches for you. 
Deseito, what happened?
The words ring inside your mind, impossible but unmistakable. Your breath turns rapid, shallow. Them being wolves beneath their skin is one thing, but this, invading your mind - it’s too much.
“Get the fuck out of my head,” you hiss. He flinches, a wounded look on his face as he draws back. 
You force yourself to turn and face Will. He’s gone pale and you wonder which he fears more: your reaction, or theirs.
“I want off this boat.” Every inch of you trembles with fury and rising panic. “Right now.”
Will’s gaze flicks to Santi, looking to him for approval and sending any hope of his backing you crashing down around you. Adrenaline coats your tongue, the bitter tang of fear filling your mouth. 
Santi, brows drawn in confusion, shakes his head. “We can’t, not yet. Calm down, leoncita, we can talk about this.”
Unwilling or unable to stop, you shove past them, flinging yourself down the ladder and below decks before anyone can say another word, throwing yourself into the single cabin and slamming the door shut. Sinking down to the floor, you can’t stop the sob clawing its way up your throat, hating that the flimsy door at your back isn’t enough to keep the sound of your crying in. 
As if confirming your worst fears, one of them knocks hard enough to rattle the door on its hinges. “Dandelion, talk to us. What happened?”
It’s Santi, sounding genuinely both confused and alarmed. Or at least, you would have thought so just minutes before, but if they’ve been keeping this secret from you, who knows what else they’ve been lying about. You can’t trust your instincts anymore, and that sudden loss sends you into a dizzying free fall.
“What happened? What happened is that you lied to me, Santiago.”
“How did I lie to you?”
Stifling an impulse to fling the door open and shout at him, you ball your fists instead, willing your voice to remain steady. “When were you going to tell me you fucked with my head?” With my heart, you almost add, feeling it tearing beneath your breast bone. 
There’s a moment’s silence, a pit that all of your worst fears tumble into, before Santi asks, hesitant, “Is this about the mating bond?”
“I don’t care what you call it.”
“Look, will you just open the door so we can talk about this?”
“So you can fuck with my feelings some more? I don’t think so.”
“That’s not how it works,” he growls, impatient.
“That would be more convincing if you weren’t snarling at me like some sort of - “
“Wolf? I’ve got news for you, sweetheart, we never lied to you about that. Is that what this is really about? Having second thoughts already?”
You do fly to your feet at that, wrenching the door open before you stop to think better of it. “That is not what this is about.”
Santi grips the doorframe, his eyes blazing. “No? Then, what, you’re pissed because of the bond? Do you have any idea how rare that is for even two people, let alone three?”
“I don’t care! Not if I don’t get a choice!”
Santi’s expression softens a little. “Leoncita…”
“Don’t.” It comes out as a whispered plea. You can feel yourself bending, wanting to be reassured, comforted.
Frankie cuts in, having joined his partner while Will keeps a respectful distance above, presumably pretending not to hear the three of you. “We would have told you.”
You give a harsh, humorless laugh. “What? When I was so wrapped around your fingers I wouldn’t question it anymore?”
Frankie takes a step towards you, desperate. “You made it clear that you wanted to keep things casual. What were we supposed to do?”
“Don’t you dare put this on me. Do you have any idea how this feels?”
“Do I know how it feels to have my life upended because I found my mate when I least expected to? Yeah, I think I have some idea.” 
There’s an edge to Frankie’s voice you haven’t heard before, one that Santi must hear too because he lays a steadying hand on his shoulder. Frankie shakes him off, not tearing his gaze from you.
“Do you really think this is something we’d try to force on you?”
“I don’t know!” You hate the way your voice cracks, the tears threatening to spill down your cheeks. “I don’t know what’s real anymore. I don’t know you.”
They flinch like you’ve struck them. You almost relent, words of apology already on your tongue when Frankie’s low voice reverberates through your mind, into your very bones. 
We can talk about this. Let us explain. 
The jarring reminder of their ability to slip so easily into your mind snaps you out of that momentary weakness.
“No.” Finality tolls through your words like a bell, reverberating through the boat’s cramped, shadowy interior as you banish the last wisps of hope - yours and theirs.“I should have known this was too good to be true, that I couldn’t trust you - either of you. You lied to me, you messed with my head and I never want to see either of you again.”
You hurl the words at them like knives, unflinching even as they hit their marks. The hurt on their faces is almost enough to make you stop, to reconsider, but you turn away from those feelings, and from the pain in their eyes.
“Just leave me alone.” 
One of them takes a step closer, the wooden floor creaking beneath their feet, but when you tighten your arms around yourself, refusing to so much as turn around, they sigh and retreat, leaving you to your silent, furious tears.
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The cabin is pitch black when you wake up several hours later. You’d curled up miserably on the bed, having cried yourself to sleep for the first time since you were much, much younger. Fumbling for a light switch, you almost step on a plate of food that had been placed in the doorway. Your stomach rumbles but you push it away. Accepting it would feel too much like forgiveness. 
You shut the door instead, trying not to wonder which of them had left it for you, and why your heart aches at the mental image of them standing helplessly in the doorway.
-
When you wake again, the ship has docked, and Frankie and Santi have gone.
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artemiseamoon · 2 years ago
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A Little Bit of Hope universe
Status: in progress
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So it wasn’t planned but now I want to do a one shot for everyone, check in with them post fic. This is now the master post for this story and all post fic writing. They will be created and added to A03 as I have time, as bonus chapters to the fic.
Full chapters on a03 (artemiseamoon, the fic is already there) and previews to tumblr
The original story: A little bit of hope
Past! Santi x f reader, Billy Russo x f reader | the guys are featured /mentioned
Other pairings mentioned
Married! Family man! Frankie x wife! Billie (their story/ mini fic here)
Eventual Will Miller x Catalina (Ofc)
Post fic - where are they now?
Drabbles and one shots
Billy Russo x f reader | A03
Santiago Garcia: take me to the sky (tba) | A03
Benny Miller: love on a ranch (tba) (Benny x Mexican ofc) | A03
Will Miller tba (Will x Latina ofc) | A03
Frankie Morales x Billie tba (Frankie x black ofc) | A03
Reading order (will be updated)
Some events will overlap, every one featured/ mentioned
Back to start
A little bit of hope
The beach house
Assorted Moodboards
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artemiseamoon · 3 years ago
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The moodboards 💕
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artemiseamoon · 2 years ago
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Frightfest 2022
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About
I do love scary and horror movies, so if you don’t, or that bothers you, just avoid this. I won’t make anything scary really, but I will incorporate some classic spooky films and scenarios. Like a love letter to my favs!
I’ll post previews on here, the full work on A03. I will also link other spooky works I’ve created for others below. This is a multi-fandom thing, like everything I do. I’ll have an assortment of readers and ocs as well. Some of these may be expanded at another time, but for now, they are all just drabbles or oneshots.
Happy spooky reading! 👻 This is my fav time of year on tumblr, I love everyone’s spooktaculars!
My masterlist
Frightfest 2023 - coming soon!
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How to find the works
1. This post! Save it :)
2. Follow my collection Frightfest 2022 collection on A03
3. On my masterlist by character/actor, you’ll have to go to my mastetlist. Or, just save this masterpost.
Warnings
Horror, fear, panic, spooky season stuff, deaths and injuries, blood and weapons, violence, some gore, drinking, smoking, vague sexual content, language.
Minors DNI | if any of the above bothers you, DNI
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Frightfest 2022 list
1. What the f*ck are we looking at? | Benny Miller x GN reader | AvP Requiem | tumblr preview | Direct A03 link
2. You’re in the shit now, man | Young! Santi and Frankie | The Forsaken | tumblr preview | Direct A03 link
3. Making it out alive | Ex bf Frankie, f reader, boyfriend Will | my bloody Valentine 1981 | tumblr preview | direct A03 link
4. So much for a hot date | Young Santi x f reader w/ TF guys | The Blob | preview | Direct A03 link
5. Death Kiss | Mayans, Ofc | John Carpenters Vampires | Direct A03 link | Masterpost w/ chapters & teasers (complete multi chapter)
6. Deep in the woods, the Goatman waits | Goatman, ubbe vikings | masterpost | direct A03 link (complete multi chapter)
7. When night comes | Incubus Ragnar (Vikings) | info / chapters | Read on A03 *
*incomplete ones will be finished during 2023 Frightfest!
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Frightfest Moodboards & such
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Some prompt lists I may choose from
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artemiseamoon · 2 years ago
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Under a Golden Sun
Past! Benny x f reader | current omc x f reader
An a03 fic
Status: COMPLETE
Ao3 link here
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About: Living a dream life on a remote island in Australia, everything seems perfect on the surface. You have your man, your cottage, and everything you could wish for. The only thing that's missing is your first love, Benny Miller.
Full Chapters ✨Links will lead you to A03
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One | two, two | three | four
Warnings
Adult 18+ content, mentions of addictions and drinking too much, depression and feeling directionless, loneliness and longing, sexual content, m/f/m dynamics. Poly themes. Read at your own discretion.
There is weed smoked in this fic, and the consumption of alcohol. I am very aware many people do not do these things. So, my advice, just read the RC as an OFC instead, that way something you don’t personally do won't be applied to you.
Etc
Pairings
Past Benny Miller x Female RC *, Omc Daniel Allan (fc: Aaron Taylor Johnson) x Female RC*
* Reading options:
read as an OC
read as a female RC (any size and any race) (RC means reader character) - RC did go to high school with Benny tho, so they are very close in age, or the same age
OMC
Aaron is gorgeous either way, but i imagine his look from Savages, with his regular curly/ wavy hair
In my OG drabble, I noticed in editing, Daniel was already pretty similar to Aaron's character Ben, which is so kismet. So, I left it that way with some tweaks.
MOODBOARDS
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artemiseamoon · 3 years ago
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When Birds Sing
Benny Miller x Ofc (Nova Skye) 
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Words: 2,281
Credit to gif owners | Moodboards are mine
⚠️Warnings: depression, death of a friend, mood changes, mention of / past use with self-medicating via pills, signs of ptsd
An: This takes place post film events. In my AU tom is a better person, so his death is more impactful. Everyone kept their money. I have a mix of my version of benny/film benny/ and some minor nods to the OG script. The hotel was inspired by an image from writer Wednesday 9.8.21
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3 months after South America
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Benny was haunted. The cold nights, the mountains, the hunger, hauling the body of his dead friend, the blood money; they remained, like phantoms.
Everyone tried to find a way to adjust when they returned home. Will threw himself back into work, letting it fill most of his days, even though he didn’t have to do it. Frankie returned home to his new family and tried to get on with his life. Pope was off the map, again, but at this point it was something they were used to.
And Benny? Old demons that grew quiet came back faster than his system could handle them. He was always prone to moodiness, something about the focus and physicality of MMA helped him get a handle on it, it gave him some control. But as that job went on, getting progressively worse, Benny found himself unable to control his moods.
The moment he returned home the old seductress returned; Benny self medicated with drink, sometimes pills. It was something he got a hold on years ago, but whatever happened to him down there felt like he went 100 steps backwards, reversing all his progress; he was watching it slip away with his own eyes.
Benny didn’t want to fall apart, he didn’t want to give in to old vices. But all his tried and true comforts were no longer working; spending time with his brother, with Frankie, training at the gym...nothing was working.
Desperate and feeling himself start to spiral, Benny decided to leave. After flushing the pills down the toilet, he packed a few things in his car and headed on a road trip with no destination. On the road, he couldn’t help but think about how things could have been, if his life was different.
Though most wouldn’t think it by looking at him, Benny always had artistic longings. In calm moments when he was home alone, Benny liked to sit and play his guitar. Sometimes singing songs he loved, other times humming lyrics as they came to his mind. Maybe in another life, he could have been an artist, a musician.
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After hitting a few cities, Benny grew tired of driving and ended up at the Dream Inn. It looks straight out of a 70s film and walking into the place, the time capsule effect only intensified. Benny booked a room for a week.
Benny took some time to settle in. When he passed the mirror he didn’t recognize himself, he didn’t look like the guy pumped for a fight before a mission. His short hair was now long, reaching his shoulders. He grew facial hair and wore darker colors.
After getting washed up, he took a walk into town and had dinner at a retro diner. As he sat and ate, he thought about the excitement before everything went to hell. He had just finished a fight and was looking forward to the rush of being in the field again, especially with his friends.
And the money. He could still hear himself when he said to his brother, “I’m going to get a Ferrari.” Now it just seemed stupid, all of it. A fucking ferrarri, Benny cursed under this breath before returning to his food.
After dinner, Benny took a short walk and headed back to the hotel bar. The whiskey numbs the torrent of emotions inside of him. Each sip coating his tongue and helping to create a protective blanket so he can sleep tonight. Soft music continues to play in the background as Benny observes the room, really seeing it for the first time.
20 minutes ago, all Benny wanted was a quiet corner and a drink. But soon he finds himself intrigued by the place. His mind wanders to the history and the people within, the people who’ve traveled through, the story.The place was cheesy, but it had charm and a little something he dared to call magic.
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Benny puts the drink down and places his phone on the table. Swiping the screen he re-reads Will's text from earlier. Then he presses the next notification, a message from Frankie. Benny missed them, but he wasn’t ready to come back, not yet at least. Benny decides he’ll answer in the morning. He didn't even have the words to respond right now anyway. Closing his eyes, Benny runs his hand through his hair with a sigh and leans back in against the hard wood of the booth.
When Benny opens his eyes again, he notices a woman sitting at the previously empty bar. She’s slouched over a notebook with a pen hanging out the side of her mouth. His eyes must have been closed longer than he thought, he didn't see her come in. Nor the other patrons at the closest table leave.
Benny continues to watch, finding himself drawn to the mystery woman. The waiter sets a glass of wine beside her, without looking up, she wraps her hand around the stem and pulls it closer.
The mystery woman compliments the Dream Inn aesthetic like she was meant to be here. Though he could only see her profile, her afro was like a halo around her head and despite being a distance away, he could see her jacket looked vintage with some kind of embroidery on the side.
“Turn that up a little?” She asks the bartender as a new song plays. Her voice is soft, silky, and calming. The bartender, a man who seems like he’s done this job for 30 years or more, only offers a small neutral nod before raising the volume.
As she begins to hum the lyrics quietly, Benny smiles to himself.
I see the crystal raindrops fall
And the beauty of it all
Is when the sun come shining through
Song - Just the two of us
As she continues to sing, her voice raises just a little. Benny even notices the Bartender humming along as he cleans some classes. The woman's voice washes over Benny like a hug, the warmth of a fire, a home cooked meal in his tummy.
Like a healing ray of light, Benny can feel it moving through him; releasing the tension in his shoulders and his neck. She wasn’t loud by any means, but the near empty bar created an echo, neither Benny nor the bartender seemed to mind the addition of her euphonious voice.
For the first time over the course of the night, Benny sees some emotion in the bartender's face. He continues to wipe down a glass as a small smile lingers on his lips, like he’s reliving a memory associated with this song.
With a soft breath, Benny pulls his eyes away from her and looks up at the ceiling. He lifts his hand from the glass and lets his eyes close again, savoring the moment without sight, amplifying his other senses.
The sweet moment lulls him to a place somewhere between extreme relaxation and sleep. He loses time. When Benny opens his eyes again, the song bird is no longer at the bar and the bartender is making his way over to the table.
“Closing time.” He says.
Benny nods and peels himself off the seat.
The Next Day
On his way to the pool, Benny got into a brief chat with the front desk attendant. He noticed a fair amount of people checking out and learned most were in town for an event that ended yesterday. The rest of the week should be quiet, he was looking forward to that.
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With his book and shades in one hand, Benny made his way outside to the pool. His body was achy from all the driving and finding a shady spot by the water seemed like a nice way to pass some time.
He also felt a little better after talking to both his brother and Frankie that morning, finally feeling ready to converse and return their calls. He reassured them he was okay and just taking some time for himself.
Benny finds the pool empty and picks a spot by the middle of the pool. He only reads for a few minutes before drifting into a nap under the sun umbrella. He wakes from his light sleep to the sound of water. Slowly opening his eyes, he sees the woman from last night in the pool and realizes two of the pool chairs are now occupied.
Benny looks around, then back at her. She flashes him a shy smile before continuing to swim. Benny picks up the book to occupy himself, but he can’t keep his eyes off of her for long. After two laps she exits the pool and covers herself in a towel. She gathers a small bag she had under the folded towel.
At first it seems she’s going straight inside, until she makes a turn toward his direction. Benny watches with curiosity as she approaches him. Normally, he would have spoken to her by now. If he liked a girl, he said something. But he wasn’t feeling his most confident these days and even felt a bit of nervousness as she neared him.
“You’re always sleeping when I see you. “She grins.
Benny chuckles and sits up, his eyes on hers, “I'm catching up. I haven't slept much sleep lately.”
She shifts her weight and glances down at his book, then back at him, “well, better let you get back to it then.” She nods and turns away. Benny tosses his legs over the side of the chair.
“Hey,” she stops and looks at him, “I’m Ben, Benny. What’s your name?”
Her eyes remain soft on his, “Nova.”
Benny had a few ideas about what his week would be like here at the Dream Inn. But he didn’t imagine this.
The brief endearing encounter at the pool was just the beginning. Gathering some energy from his previous self, Benny asked if he could take her to lunch, she accepted the invitation. Her name was Nova Skye, she was an artist, writer, and singer. Her favorite hobby was taking photographs.
Benny was already enamored with her, and by the end of that first day, as they continued the momentum from lunch over drinks, he could feel his heart beating faster than it has in a long time. He couldn’t recall the last time he smiled or laughed this much.
By the middle of the week, Benny felt more like himself than he has in a long time. Something, everything about Nova was like the sun shining into a dark room, like fresh air filling the lungs; a summer day after weeks of rain. Benny, for the first  time in a while, felt alive.
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He was grateful too. As they explored the town and got to know each other, he realized he wasn’t thinking about all the stuff that plagued his mind. He felt lighter while remaining aware he had to learn how to keep this feeling for himself, even if they parted ways tomorrow and never saw each other again.
The future was uncertain, everything could change in a blink of an eye. With this awareness Benny tried to savor every moment he shared with Nova. Every conversation, every walk, every meal, every smile and every song. 
His 5th day at the hotel was her last day. After coming back from town, they sat outside and he played his guitar as she sang. It was one the most pure and beautiful moments in his life.
The next morning
“You have everything?” Benny asked as he sat on the edge of the bed. The feeling of sadness didn’t get any better, in fact it was worse, seeping deep into his muscles, his veins.
She places the second bag near the door and sits beside him. “I do.”
Benny adoringly observes her and cups her face with his hands, “ I don’t want you to leave.”
She smiles and plants a kiss on his left cheek, his right, then his lips.
“We can decide to meet again, if we’d like.”
Benny wraps his arms around her body, drawing her closer, “Anywhere, anytime. I’m there.”
Nova rested her head against his chest.“What if we picked a place, and met there?”
Benny caresses her back as he hums blissfully, his heart filling with joy, “I’m in.”
“Really?” She gazes up at him, Benny feels his smile returning to his lips. He whispers, “of course.”
Nova briefly leaves his arms to retrieve something from her smaller backpack. Her back to him, she scribbles something on what looks like a postcard. With a light bouncing step she returns to his side on the bed.
“Give me your hands,” he holds them out for her, “ she places the postcard in them and wraps his fingers over it, “ meet me here, on that date. Preferably afternoon.”
Grinning, Benny leans against her and brings the postcard to his chest, holding it over his heart.
Benny reads the postcard and feels emotional. He’s never met anyone like Nova before and no ones ever made him feel like this. He feels the sadness lift, knowing he’d see her again in a few weeks was comforting.
Benny quickly grabs her and sweeps her under him. Nova giggles and puts her fingers in his hair, “I’m already counting down the days. Come here,”
Warmth continues to blossom in Nova’s chest as Benny’s lips meet hers.
The thought of seeing Benny again in three weeks fills every inch of her body with warmth. They had so much more to learn about each other, so many more memories to make and songs to sing.
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artemiseamoon-ficart · 2 years ago
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Under A Golden Sun
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Past Benny Miller x Female RC * | Omc Daniel Allan (fc: Aaron Taylor Johnson) x Female RC*
About: While living a dream life on a remote island in Australia, everything seems perfect. You have everything you could ever ask for, except your first love, Benny Miller.
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* Options for reading
1. read as an OC
2. read as a female reader (any size, legal age of course, and any race) (aka RC which means reader character) RC was in Hs with Benny tho, so they are very close in age or same age.
OMC - Aaron is gorgeous either way, but I imagine his look from Savages, with his regular hair (still can't believe I sat through that whole damn movie way back just for two hot guys, oh my) in this, his character is a couple of years younger than Benny and RC.
Warnings: adult 18+ content, mentions of addicitons and drinking too much, depression and feeling directionless, lonliness and longing, sexual content, later on m/f/m dynamcs.
Note: there is weed smoked in this fic, and the consumption of alcohol. I am very aware many people do not do these things. So my advice, just read the RC as an OFC, that way something you don’t personally do wont be applied to you.
There are some Dirt Music nods in this story. But he’s not the lu character, he’s Benny.
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