#benny is jax's little brother

[carnevol]

Benny Cross (The Bikeriders) | Jax Teller (Sons of Anarchy)

for @imaginaryplaythings 💕

[mamaestapa]

could you do a dad joe blurb where him and reader have like three boys and find out their last baby is a girl ? love your work !

Fourth Times a Charm|| Joe Burrow x reader

•pairing: Joe Burrow x reader

•summary: You and Joe find out you're expecting a little girl after having three boys

• warnings: pregnancy, lots of fluff<3

“Grandma, where are mommy and daddy?” Seven year old Hudson asked Robin as he sat next to her on the couch.

“They’re bringing back a cake,” Robin told her grandson with a smile, “for you and your brothers, and grandma and grandpa.”

“But why?” Ben, the five year old sitting next to Hudson asked, curiously looking up at his grandma. She smiled and rubbed his back, “Well Benny, the cake is going to tell us if you’re having a little brother or a little sister.”

The boy gasped, his little blue eyes widening, “Baby brother is in the cake!?”

Robin and Jimmy couldn’t help but laugh at their grandsons silly question.

“No Ben,” his older brother Jax said as he sat down on the couch next to his grandparents, “the baby isn’t in the cake.” Robin nodded, “The frosting will tell us if you’re having a brother or sister.”

“Pink for a baby sister.” Jimmy said.

“And blue for a baby brother.” Robin finished with a smile.

As the three Burrow boys talked with their grandparents about their hopes for the baby to be another boy, you and Joe walked into the house. Both of you wearing smiles on your faces as you saw your boys beaming with excitement on the couch with their grandparents.

“We’ve got the cake!” Joe yelled, holding the white frosted cake up in the air when everyone in the living room looked into the kitchen. “You ready to find out?” You asked with an eager tone. You and Joe were just as excited as everyone else was to find out if you were having another boy or your first (and only) girl.

The boys jumped off of the couch and ran into the kitchen, crowding around the counter as Joe set the cake down on the marble countertop. Robin and Jimmy followed behind their grandsons, just not nearly as quick as the they were. Joe’s parents pulled both you and Joe into warm embraces as they entered the kitchen. They were both so excited to find out the gender of their next grandchild.

You took the plastic lid off the cake as Joe grabbed a knife from from the holder to cut it. He walked back over to you and placed the knife on the counter. Joe wrapped an arm around your waist, letting his hand rest on the side of your 20 week baby bump.

“Okay, last minute guesses before we cut the cake.” Joe said, a smile pulling at his lips as the two of you looked at his parents and your sons.

“Boy!” All three of your sons said in unison, making you and Joe laugh.

“Robin and I both agree, it’s a girl.” Jimmy said with a smile as he wrapped an arm around his wife’s shoulder, pulling her into his side. She smiled warmly and brought a hand up to his chest, patting him gently.

“Y/n?” Joe asked, looking down at you. You put your hand on your bump, smiling as you said, “I think I have to agree with our boys on this one…I think it’s another boy.”

Joe’s mouth dropped open in shock at your guess. After the conversation you had in the car, he was sure you were going to say girl. You and Joe both agreed that you didn’t care what you were having, but you were both hoping your last baby would be a little girl.

“Well, I think it’s a girl.” he said as he rubbed your belly with his thumb.

You all counted down to three as you and Joe cut into the cake together. You held your breath in anticipation as you removed the knife from the cake and pulled out the piece you had cut. A layer of soft pink frosting was in between the two pieces of white cake. You gasped as the room broke out in cheers. Even your three boys, who were hoping for a brother, were beaming and cheering with excitement over the fact that their new sibling was going to be girl.

Joe engulfed you in arms, gently squeezing you as he swayed you back and forth. “We’re having a girl, Y/n. I get my baby girl…” He trailed off in awe as he held you against him. His blue eyes welled up with happy tears as he pulled away from you. You smiled up at him, your eyes shining with the same unshed tears. You laughed happily as Jax, Hudson, and Ben tan up to you and Joe. They gave you both hugs as the boys said hello to their little sister that was kicking away in your tummy. Joe’s grin widened as he watched his boys place their hands on your bump, laughing happily as they felt their baby sister kick their little hands. He was so thankful for this little family you and him created.

Joe loved his sons more than life itself, but he always dreamed of having a baby girl to spoil. It may have taken a try or two, or three, or four, but Joe was finally getting the daughter he always wanted. The two of you, and your three sons couldn’t be happier.

hi loves!!

this is the last joe blurb for now. i’m going to continue to write a couple more and see what else i can get out for you all, however this may be the last one for the night🥰

this idea was SO CUTE!! i loved it. thank you to all the anons that have sent blurb night requests. these wouldn’t be possible without your ideas!🤍

tags: @erinmartin1987 @klips118 @burrowstyles5 @caroline1019

[violentdelightsandviolentends]

Murphy's 500 Followers Celebration!!

masterlist.

in honour of this very exciting milestone, I thought I'd have a little celebration. i'm going to be writing short drabbles of your choosing!! i've created a prompt list, but I am absolutely encouraging your own ideas x

how to request -

pick a category - fluff, angst or smut

pick a character - there is a list below, but I am open to more suggestions!!

pick a dialogue prompt and/or a scenario prompt - there is a list below - feel free to choose multiple!!

then, send it in to me!! use the button at the top of my page, or request here !!

I'm gonna start writing next week, on 22/04. maybe earlier if I have the time. feel free to request multiple drabbles- the more I get sent, the more fun we'll have!!

Categories -

☀️ Fluff

🌧️ Angst

🔥 Smut

Characters -

Top Gun Maverick

Jake "Hangman" Seresin

Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw

Mickey "Fanboy" Garcia

Robert "Bob" Floyd

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The Last of Us

Joel Miller

Tommy Miller

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Marvel

Steve Rogers

Bucky Barnes

Stucky

Sam Wilson

Matt Murdock

Frank Castle

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Succession

Stewy Hosseini

Kendall Roy

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Triple Frontier

Will Miller

Frankie Morales

Benny Miller

Santiago Garcia

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Narcos

Javier Peña

Steve Murphy

Colonel Carrillo

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The Bear

Carmen Berzatto

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Sons of Anarchy

Jax Teller

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9-1-1

Eddie Diaz

Evan Buckley

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Criminal Minds

Spencer Reid

Luke Alvez

Derek Morgan

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Dialogue Prompts -

1. "You love me?"

2. "Don't go on that date."

3. "Will you let me cut your hair?"

4. "Marry me."

5. "It's always been you."

6. "You're my best friend."

7. "You were my first love."

8. "I had a dream about you."

9. "I saw this and it reminded me of you."

10. "I have something to tell you."

11. "I thought you hated me."

12. "Is that all you got?"

13. "In your dreams."

14. "I don't deserve you."

15. "Talk to me."

16. "Is that my shirt?"

17. "I would choose you over anyone."

18. "You look so pretty like this."

19. "Most beautiful sound I've ever heard."

20. "You're killing me." / "You're gonna be the death of me."

21. "Just like that."

22. "Use your words."

23. "Good girl." / "Perfect girl."

24. "You like it when I'm mean to you?"

25. "Let's get out of here."

26. "You don't want them to hear, do you?"

27. "I need you."

28. "Let me see those eyes." / "Keep your eyes on me."

29. "Tell me what you want."

30. "I can't get enough of you."

31. "Wanted this for so long."

32. "Can I touch you?"

33. "Been thinking about you all day."

34. "You look so pretty on your knees."

35. "Better than I ever imagined."

36. "Let him watch."

37. "Let me hear you."

38. "Tell me you're mine."

39. "I'm yours."

40. "I love you."

41. "Don't you dare walk away from me."

42. "I can't do this anymore."

43. "You don't deserve me." / "I deserve better."

44. "Was any of this even real?"

45. "How stupid do you think I am?"

46. "Please don't leave me."

47. "I wish you were here."

48. "Do not raise your voice at me."

49. "Stay. Please."

50. "Don't tell me to calm down."

Scenario Prompts -

a. Kissing in the rain

b. First kiss

c. Electricity blackout

d. Camping

e. Heatwave

f. Childhood best friends

g. Grumpy / sunshine

h. Fake dating

i. Only one bed

j. Moving in together

k. Finding out you're pregnant

l. Catching eyes in a crowded room

m. Keeping the relationship a secret

n. Blind date

o. Reunion

p. Meet cute

q. Cheesy pick up lines

r. Exes

s. College friends / lovers

t. Roommates

u. Coming home drunk

v. Singing together / dancing together

w. An accidental kiss

x. A bet

y. Brothers best friend / best friends brother

z. Reading to each other

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these are just suggestions / jumping off points!! if you have an idea you'd like me to write a drabble for, just send it over. can't wait to see what you lovely people come up with. excited!! as always, so much love x

[katyliz415]

had to get this photo from the vogue photo shoot because SOMEONE never gave us any visuals! | my favorite songs from this year, in non-spotify wrapped form

2021 playlist | 2020 playlist | 2019 playlist | 2018 playlist

full tracklist under cut

midnight rider / sharon jones & the dap-kings // soul makossa / manu dibango // knowing me, knowing you / angie mcmahon // the ectasy of dancing fleas / penguin cafe orchestra // little ghost / the white stripes // loving arms / elvis presley // love you for a long time (live) / maggie rogers feat. sam gendel and sam wilkes // in my baby's arms / the california honeydrops // deep in love / bonny light horseman feat. anais mitchell, eric d. johnson, and josh kaufman // girls night out / the judds // iriomote rainforest / shiitaki // first in flight / don mccloskey // bianca stratford / bb bean // (i'm gonna get over this some day / logan ledger // best kept secret / neko case, k.d. lang, and laura veirs // angel from montgomery / bonnie raitt // coming thru / lido pimienta // turns out i'm senitmental after all / sondre lerche // king / florence + the machine // running red lights / the avalanches feat. rivers cuomo and pink siifu // loyalty / gabriels // fill into me / anju // be gentle / danielle ponder // heal / jax anderson // i'm goin' down (live) / vampire weekend // atlantic city / river kittens feat. g love & special sauce // never enough / sleepwalkers // don't go puttin wishes in my head / torres // be alive / beyonce // purple hat / sofi tukker // two fine people / cat stevens // rewrite / paul simon // free / florence + the machine // bullet / johnnyswim // catching on / elephante feat. nevve // orphan annie / punch brothers // beside you / dustbowl revival // old sob story / birdtalker // michigan cherry / river whyless // only for tonight / pearl charles // silk chiffon / muna feat. phoebe bridgers // no one dies from love / tove lo // love is strong / cospe // walden pond / atta boy // laugh track / ben hopkins // fire (harp version) / ayla nereo // dancin' around my grave / andy frasco & the u.n. featl susto and doom flamingo // the air that i breathe / the hollies // shook / raja kumari // break my soul / beyonce // trouble / shampoo // when we drive / death cab for cutie // the oil slick / frightened rabbit // silence is golden / the beths // trouble / cat stevens // laidu / rokia traore // sand / benny rogers // your arms around me / jens lekman // golden years / car seat headrest // a little tune / bret mckenzie // pure/honey / beyonce // to the desert / branches // follow me like the moon / sammy rae & the friends // dirt boy / peach face feat. not charles // the garden / basia bulat // pale blue light / jessie ware // in my eyes / best coast // the otter / caamp // knees deep / the beths // broken / hot chip // hello sunshine / aretha franklin // madison (orla & friends version) / orla gartland // tupelo pine / tuba skinny // stupid love / lady gaga // you and me on the rock / brandi carlile feat. lucius // digital love / daft punk // the seeker / the who // blood upon the snow / hozier & bear mccreary // world service / gilligan moss feat. betsy // blush / dessa // crop circles / odie leigh // stole my heart / sabine mccalla // the disco / ttrruuces // my lover man / bruce springsteen // the loneliest time / carly rae jepsen feat. rufus wainwright // something in the orange / zach bryan // a little bit of love / weezer // sauna / vulfpeck feat. vulf // if i were a carpenter / johnny cash & june carter cash // that's where i am / maggie rogers

[everyhowlmarksthedead]

JANUARY. ✨

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ I love when you moan my name ❜, with Ezekiel ‘EZ’ Reyes. 🔥

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Wake up ❜, with Hank Voight.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 1 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Hug me ❜, with Antonio Dawson.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ It's not about the pizza ❜, part II with Michael ‘Riz’ Ariza.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Like... a lot ❜, with Bucky Barnes.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ My favorite ❜, with Negan.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 2 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Move on ❜, with Miguel Galindo.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ From hell to heaven ❜, with Adam Ruzek.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ And when she looks at me I swear I can't breathe ❜, with Ezekiel ‘EZ’ Reyes. 🌟

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Mandalore ❜, with Din Djarin. 🌟

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 3 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Knives ❜, with Bucky Barnes. ⭐🔥

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 4 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 5 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ The chofer ❜, with Jax Teller.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Safe word ❜, part III with James ‘Bucky’ Barnes.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Guilty ❜, with Hank Voight.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Apologize ❜, with the Reyes Brothers.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 6 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ It's not about the pizza ❜, part III with Michael ‘Riz’ Ariza.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ I love you ❜, with Marcus Álvarez.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 7 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Stay with me ❜, with Gilly Lopez.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 8 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ The first and the last time ❜, with Nestor Oceteva. 🔥

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ People's opinion? ❜, with Happy Lowman.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Troublemaker ❜, with Poe Dameron. 🌟

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 9 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Love letter ❜, with Angel Reyes. 🌟

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ All night long ❜, with Chibs Telford. 🌟🔥

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Grogu, stop ❜, with Din Djarin and Grogu. 🌟

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Tequila y cerveza ❜, with Che ‘Taza’ Romero. 🔥

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 10 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 11 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Not bad at all ❜, with Francisco ‘Catfish’ Morales. 🌟

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 12 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Good night ❜, with Bishop Losa.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 13 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 14 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Don't nah to me ❜, with Nestor Oceteva. 🔥

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Baby, how do you sleep when you lie to me? ❜, with Francisco ‘Catfish’ Morales and Ben Miller. 🌟🔥

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 15 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 16 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Forced landing ❜, with Francisco ‘Catfish’ Morales. 🌟

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 17 ❜, with Javier Peña. 🔥

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Super-cuddles ❜, with Steve Rogers.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Fight me ❜, with Antonio Dawson.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Lazy morning ❜, with Ezekiel ‘EZ’ Reyes.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 18 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ My hero ❜, with Daryl Dixon.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Medical purposes ❜, with Will Halstead.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 19 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 20 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 21 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ There's no better place ❜, with Taza Romero.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 22 ❜, with Javier Peña.

❝ 'cause it's okay not to be okay: a six-drabble with christopher herrmann (daughter!reader ; one chicago) gilberto rodriguez (narcos), hank voight (one chicago), happy lowman (sons of anarchy), javier peña (narcos) and riz ariza (mayans mc), treating and openly talking about depression.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Breathing ❜, with Bishop Losa.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 23 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ You stress me ❜, with Happy Lowman.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Looks better on you ❜, with Hank Voight.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Big brother to the rescue ❜, with Benny Miller.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Come to bed ❜, with Riz Ariza.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 24 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Friends? No ❜, with Tranq Loza. 🔥

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 25 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Muluc ❜, with Nestor Oceteva.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Blue ❜, with Poe Dameron.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 26 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ Satan's little blessing ❜, with Riz Ariza. 🌟🔥

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 27 ❜, with Javier Peña.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ El rey de los Mayas ❜, with Bishop Losa.

⎯⎯⎯ ❛ 30 days challenge, day 28 ❜, with Javier Peña.

❚❙ MASTERLIST.

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[lilacyennefer]

finally, beautiful stranger chapter 1

A story inspired by the line "Beautiful stranger, here you are in my arms and I know.... it's finally, finally, finally, finally, finally safe for me to fall" from the song finally // beautiful stranger by Halsey

A/N: Hello everyone! This is a story I came up with a few months ago about Charlie's character Will Miller. I never really wrote anything before and I'm really nervous to post this and I only can hope that you guys will like it. The story feauters my original character who's the sister of Jax, he won't be mentioned by name in the fic but I needed a background story for her and I made her the sister of Jax who moved away from Charming. I have the full story planned and I hope I will be able to finish it. Feedbacks are greatly appreciated! Enjoy! x

You’re sitting in a bar with two of your colleagues who convinced you that it would be a good idea to have a couple of drinks after work. Only two drinks, they said. And it will be fun, they said. You can’t help but feel bored as the two are chatting about whatever meanwhile you’re sipping your drink and looking around the bar. Despite the fact that it’s friday night the bar is not crowded, sure, there are few groups here and there, but nothing out of extraordinary. As you skim your eyes over the faces who gathered in this small pub your eyes rest on a small group of men, four men to be more specific. They’re talking and laughing, you notice that one of them is pretty quiet. He leans back on the chair with a beer in his hand, a small smile tugging at the corner of his lips as he’s watching the other three talking loudly. He’s handsome, you think, with his short blonde hair, and beard. He wears a simple black t-shirt what seems to hug him in all the right places, two tattoos decorating his arms. The guy sitting next to him wears a snapback facing backwards, a big smile decorates his face while he’s explaining something enthusiastically. He’s a loud one, you’re sure about that. You can’t see the faces of the rest of the company since they're facing away from you. As if he could sense someone looking at them, the one with a snapback looked up and locked his eyes with you. It’s quick, as you look away, so they won’t think you’re a weirdo who stares at people. You try to focus on the drink and try to ignore the feeling that someone is staring at you. You feel that he’s looking at you, maybe not just him but the rest of the group too. You hear one of your colleagues calling your name, they ask you where your mind is. If only they’d know. You try to join the conversation when you see a man approach your table. He’s tall, you think. Really tall. And he’s coming here. You quickly take a few sips from your drink and the tall man with the hat stops at your table. You don’t look up from your drink. 

“Excuse me, ladies, sorry to bother you.” His voice is really deep. “I’m Ben, me and my friends were wondering if you’d like to join us over there.” he nods his head towards their table “We’d be glad to have the company of such beautiful ladies.” he says with a smile. This man is pure flirt, you already can tell much. You look at the girls who seem to be enchanted by this man and his charm. You don’t blame them, he’s handsome and tall, with a deep voice. But he’s not your type. The man with the blonde hair and beard excites you more. 

“Sure, we wouldn't mind!” you hear Kate, one of your coworkers say. 

“Great!” says the boys with excitement. You seem him turn around and nod towards his friends who were watching him since he left their table. You see them get up and get three chairs to their table and move theirs around so we all could fit. You grab your purse and coat as you walk over to their table, taking a seat next to the blonde man. He’s even more handsome from up close, and a lot bigger than he seemed from far away. Even from sitting down you can tell that he’s tall, his broad shoulders and muscular arms just give more to this impression. He looks up at you as you take your seat, he has intense, piercing blue eyes, and you feel like they take your breath away. Yes, indeed, he is really handsome. He offers you a small smile and you sit down and you do your best to return it even though you are still not in the mood to be here. You all get introduced, the boy with the hat is Ben, but you already knew that, and the handsome bearded blondie is Will, his older brother. Now that you’re closer to them you can see that they look alike, not much but they certainly do. The younger brother has darker blonde hair, as far you can tell from the pieces hanging from under his hat, and his eyes seem more green than blue. He seems more open, more extrovert. You keep the conversation going, they ask about work, your friends seem to be more chatty than before, telling them you all work for a small book publisher, you as the assistant of your boss, Andrea. She is a successful, single woman in her forties, who although didn’t take shit from anyone, had a heart of gold. Ben proudly explains that they were both soldiers, special forces more specifically. They were the best of the best. Now Benny is an amatour MMA fighter who accepts shitty jobs next to his matches to earn some, and Will helds speeches for soldiers. The same man who barely said a word all night, helds speeches. You smile a little at the idea of this quiet man talking in front of a crowd. 

“Would you like another?” hear Will ask you. You look up to him confused, he nods his head towards your drink. It’s empty. You don’t remember when you finished it.

“Sure, thank you.” you offer him a smile. He gets up and you finally can take a look at him. You were right, he’s definitely big, not bodybuilding big, but you can tell that even though he’s not in the army anymore with intense training, he still takes good care of his body. He returns with two drinks a few minutes later, one for you and one for him. You thank him with a smile what he returns. He has a gorgeous smile which makes him even more handsome, and younger, definitely younger. 

“Are you from around here?” he asks you. You swallow the drink what’s in your mouth currently and answer.

“No, I moved here from a small town a few years ago.” 3 years ago, more specifically. 

“May I ask why?” he looks at you with curious eyes. 

“Needed a change.” you explain “I just needed to get out of there, you know.” Will nods understanding. You keep a casual conversation going, nothing too revealing or important, just to pass the time. One of the men stands up, saying goodbye, because he needs to go. You don’t remember his name, didn’t bother to remember it. Kate, your colleague, got tangled together with the other guy, again you don’t remember his name. Natalie, the other girl you came with, is sitting close to Benny, his arm is thrown around her shoulder, playing with her hair as they’re talking. They’re not kissing yet but you sure it’s not far from happening. You take a look at Kate again and the guy, who are soppily making out now in front of you.

“Well, this is awkward.” you mutter, and you hear Will chuckle. You look up at him, you like this sound, you think. Wonder how his full laugh sounds like. He catches you looking at him and gently smiles at you what you return without hesitation. You like his smile, and the calmness he’s radiating. Not even 30 minutes later Kate and her guy leave together, leaving you with Will, and Natalie and Ben, who are started making out too. If you thought that the situation before was awkward, it just got even more uncomfortable. 

“I think I have a great idea” Ben suddenly says “what if we all would go and eat something? I’m currently starving.” Nat agrees immediately. Will and I look at each other, I shrug and Will agrees to go. We leave the pub and start searching for a place what still open at almost midnight. The love birds are walking in front of me and Will, laughing loudly, as Ben has an arm thrown around Natalie who enjoys his attention. Will is quiet as we walk in the night, his hands are in the pocket of his jacket. You only know Will for a few hours but you already know that quiet is a part of him, a part of being with Will. You like it, you yourself also don’t like unnecessary chatting, and enjoy the silence what two people can share, especially if this silence is comfortable. And with Will, it is. You finally find a place that's still open and has a big variety of street food. As you step in the smell of different foods hits you alongside with the heat. Natalie and Benny takes a seat at a table, you and Will are sitting down to another one. You two agreed to leave a space for the love birds. You look at the menu, not really in the mood for anything so you just order a glass of water, and Will does the same.

“It feels like we are babysitting or something” you say as you look at the lovebirds. Will chuckles at that “Yeah, it does. It feels like we’re in high school again where I had to look after him.” you smile at that. 

“You did that a lot?” he nods. You smile at the idea of him and Benny as kids and teenegers, you try to imagine how they looked.

“Do you have any siblings?” he asks you. You nod as you take a sip of your water.

“I have an older brother. I had a younger one too but he passed away when we were little.”

“I’m really sorry to hear that” he says.

“It’s okay, it happened a long time ago.” you try to not remember it, how it felt to lose your little brother Tommy, and how it affected your parents, their marriage, and how it affected you and your brother. 

The evening went on, the two of you talked until it was time to say goodbyes. Benny and Natalie went home together, while Will and you parted ways and you took a cab back to your apartment. On your way home you realised you forgot to ask Will for his number, and he didn't ask yours either, maybe he didn’t even want to ask it, you try to ignore this negative though. You’re sad when you get home about the missed opportunity, little did you know that destiny had plans for you and the handsome soldier. 

[copperdead]

Scarred

A Triple Frontier fic

Pairing: Santiago "Pope" Garcia/William "Ironhead" Miller Tags: estabilished relationship, hurt/comfort, angst and fluff Warnings: PTSD, nightmares, description of killing (not graphic), implied sexual content Word count: ~3.5k Rated M Set after We Were Warriors Summary: One rough night and one unremarkable day: Will gets reminded of his past and deals with it. Pope helps.

Will moves, and he doesn’t make a sound.

He steps carefully, silent like a shadow, aware of his surroundings even as the darkened hallways blur at the edges of his vision. There is presence behind him, just as silent, following him when he turns the corner. Right at his heels.

He sees the target now. He’s one of many, a means to an end, his back turned to Will. A necessity, Ironhead knows. He comes closer with a knife in his hand, even if he’s sure he’s been holding a rifle just a moment ago.

Because usually it comes with gunfire, with the quick aim-shoot-repeat, powerful and deadly in the pull of the trigger. And sometimes it doesn’t. Sometimes it comes in stifling silence and the quiet whisper of last breath, in his arms when he eases to body to the ground, so it doesn’t make a sound as it falls.

He’s a step away, and it’s enough. He does what he needs to. One swift motion, one hand covering the mouth.

The death is here, at his back, and Will brings her forward with a flick of his wrist.

Ironhead doesn’t look, doesn’t need to see the surprise in the widened eyes or a face of a boy, another kid who made a wrong choice somewhere along the way.

Ironhead doesn’t look but still sees it out of the corner of his eye. There’s a flicker of recognition in his mind that shouldn’t be there, an unsettling sense he knows the shade of the man’s eyes, and that his features look familiar somehow--

Will wakes up with a gasp that is nothing more than a sharp inhale, sudden and painful in his lungs and too loud in his ears. Wakes up in perfect stillness with his muscles trembling against the flinch that never came.

He needs to know what’s happening, because there’s always danger when he gets pulled to consciousness like that. And if there’s danger, then where are the others, where’s Redfly and Catfish and Pope and Benny, where’s his brother, where’s Benny--

Will takes a breath, slow and shaky, waiting for his mind to catch up with where his body is. He lies there for a long moment, until his eyes get used to the darkness and the shapes of the furniture sharpen in the dim light filtering through the curtains. Until he remembers that Redfly is gone, but Benny and Fish are safe in their own beds, and Pope… Pope is sleeping soundly in his own bed, too. In the one he shares with Will.

He turns his head to look at the shape beneath the covers. Santiago is right there, near the edge of the bed where they’ve drifted apart during the night, stretched out on his belly. When Will’s heartbeat stops pounding in his ears, he holds his breath for a moment to hear the whisper of an inhale from the other side of the bed and watches the barely visible shift of Pope’s body.

Thank fuck. Santiago has trouble falling asleep as it is, and Will finds out yet again that there’s at least this small consolation in the knowledge that his nightmares don’t come with screaming and thrashing around.

He waits for an exhale, counts nine more, and slips out of bed.

It’s an hour later when he comes back, the uneasiness that the dream has left him with shaken off as much as it could be between the bright light in the bathroom, the glass of water in the kitchen, and the spot behind Jax’s ear where Will has scratched him after the dog had come to keep him company.

The door clicks shut behind him, and this time the shadows in the bedroom are soft and welcoming. The bed looks inviting, too. Santiago has turned onto his side in the meantime, and now he lies with his back to the empty space Will longs to return to.

So he does.

He slides beneath the comforter and makes himself comfortable. He meant to just try and go back to sleep, still tired and somewhat calmer now, but he stares at Santiago’s back instead. The curve of his shoulder and outline of his ribs rise and fall in the steady, slow rhythm. Inhale, exhale. And Will can’t help but inch closer, and then closer again, drawn forward by Pope’s warmth. Just a bit, he tells himself, because even without touching, Pope’s tangible presence, here with him, turns out to be more comforting during nights like this one than he still tends to expect.

But he’s already so close, and Ironhead realizes he doesn’t really have the strength to fight against the need to press himself to Santiago’s back.

He starts with the back of his right hand against Pope’s ribs. When Santiago’s breathing stays deep and even, the way it should be, the rest of him follows: his thigh touches the back of Pope’s through their pajama pants, nose brushes the soft hairs at Pope’s nape.

Careful not to disturb him, Will stays like this, arms folded between their bodies. Santiago shifts briefly, stretching out his leg and rubbing their shins together, but settles again right after. Sleeping peacefully. Ironhead draws a slow breath, focuses on their closeness and on Pope’s warmth. On the scent of him.

Will feels his eyelids grow heavy and the noise lingering in his thoughts subside into the low hum. He shifts his head forward on the pillow until he can lean his forehead against the scar on Pope’s neck, and that’s how the sleep finds him.

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The world, Ironhead finds out, manages to be kinder to him in the morning, even cold and windy as it is. He wakes up with his legs tangled with Pope’s, presses a kiss and a few silent words to his shoulder, and does his best to pull away as gently as possible. Just like any other day, Santiago cracks one brown eye open regardless of his efforts but immediately goes back to sleep when Will tells him to, burying his face in the pillow.

And just like any other day, Ironhead feels a wave of amazement so strong it could probably bring him to his knees if he wasn’t in bed crash into him at the sight. There is great trust written deep into the ease that Santiago falls back asleep with, needing only a glimpse at him and the slightest of assurances, and Will finds himself taking another moment before he’s ready to get up.

The sky greets him with heavy steel-gray clouds as he takes Jax for their run, and Pope – with a kiss on the cheek when they come back. Will can feel his gaze during breakfast, which in itself is a completely normal thing, but this morning the look in Santiago’s eyes is more contemplative than anything else. He usually seems to know when something’s off anyway, and it’s not like Will is trying to hide anything from him – doesn’t have to, and doesn’t want to, ever again – so he’s not exactly surprised when it becomes clear that Pope has noticed.

Right before he leaves for work, Santiago ties his shoelaces. Straightening, he tilts his head left and then right in what Will suspects is an absentminded attempt to loosen the tension left after yesterday afternoon. They’ve been babysitting Frankie’s kids again, and Santiago has spent two hours bent over a seventh-grader’s geography project about the types of deserts.

Before Will has a chance to ask about his neck, Pope lays a hand on his arm. “Tired?”

“Rough night,” Will answers honestly, turning away from the wall he’s leaning against to pull Pope into a proper hug. “Don’t worry.”

Santiago chuckles into his shoulder. “Bit too late for that.” He takes a step back and grins, bright and gorgeous, and Will’s fingers tighten at Pope’s hips where he hasn’t released him yet. “Wake me up next time, yeah? I can provide some distraction, if nothing else.”

Will hums quietly, smiling back. He doesn’t plan on waking Pope up at night if he can avoid it, but he can humor him a bit. “What kind of distraction?”

Tipping his chin up a little, Pope stays silent for a moment, stares at Will with a glint in dark eyes. “Any kind you want.”

There’s promise in it, a promise of being kissed until he can think about nothing else than the hot slide of their tongues. Of being reminded he’s there and then, with Pope in their bed and nowhere else. For as long as it takes.

But there’s also the undercurrent of warm, unguarded sincerity in Pope’s voice, one that sounds like anything you need. And Will has no choice but to believe Santiago would want to be woken up in the middle of the night, no matter how late he’d managed to fall asleep, only to talk to him for hours if that’s what Ironhead would want from him.

“I might take you up on that,” Will says, not lying. He usually manages alone, perfectly used to dealing with the restless nights, and as this past one has proven, Pope helps even without being aware of it. But if Will ever needs something else, something more than Santiago’s quiet presence, he knows he can ask for it. “Go or you’re gonna be late.”

Santiago leaves, but before he does, Will makes sure he’ll be thinking of their goodbye kiss for the whole way.

 Between walking Jax and running a few errands, the afternoon comes quickly enough. Will focuses on things he has to do with practiced ease; his thoughts don’t stray where he doesn’t want them to, and all that remains after his shitty night is the lingering fatigue, barely noticeable unless he’s doing absolutely nothing.

Santiago comes back home eventually, and then there’s grocery shopping and Chinese for dinner, and Will appreciates every minute of this uneventful, boring Thursday. Up until the evening.

Pope has settled down on the couch with his laptop to search for another one of the B-class action films they’ve recently started to unironically enjoy (and, if asked, would deny ever watching), and when Will enters the living room, he catches him lean his head back with a slight wince one time too many today.

Will puts the drinks he’s brought down on the coffee table and hovers by Santiago’s side instead of joining him on the couch. “Your neck is bothering you?”

“The whole fucking day. The things I do for those kids,” Pope muses, eyes still on the screen of his laptop. “See? School really fucks people up.”

“At least someone appreciates your sacrifice now,” Ironhead replies, gets a glance up and a wry snort in return. He raises one hand to Pope’s neck, lays it over the scar almost without pressure.

Pope lets him. He doesn’t even blink when Ironhead starts rubbing his thumb back and forth across warm skin. “They’d better. That project turned out great. B+ at least.” He leans into Will’s touch. “Feels good, go on.”

“Pope. It’s your spine,” Will reminds him reluctantly. He didn’t reach out with the intention to ease Santiago’s discomfort, not like he usually does when Pope complains about his knees and Will tries to help as much as he can, even underqualified as he is.

He doesn’t know if he’s had any intention just now. Pope was in pain and he just wanted to touch him.

That apparently got Santiago’s attention, because he stops scrolling and looks up at Will, eyes dark. “You didn’t seem to mind my neck,” Pope says slowly, raising an eyebrow, “when you were pulling my hair yesterday.”

There’s a pause. Ironhead just throws him an unimpressed look.

“Fair enough,” he says after a moment, picking up where his thumb has stilled at Santiago’s hairline. “But I’ve told you already, I don’t want to fuck it up any further trying to make it better.”

“Then don’t try to make it better, just keep doing what you’re doing now.”

Before Will has a chance to protest, Pope is already turning in his seat. He throws his feet up on the cushions, leans back over the armrest and tips his head back until he can rest it against Will’s belly, the sudden shift forcing Will’s hand to the side of his neck.

They stare at each other, upside down, for a long moment. And then Ironhead gives up, raises his other hand and cards his fingers through Pope’s soft thick hair.

Santiago lets out a low, appreciative sound. A shadow of a smile pulls at his mouth, suspiciously triumphant, eyes fluttering closed when Will moves both his hands down, almost to his shoulders, then up again. Gently, unhurriedly. It’s not the kind of touch that’s meant to be therapeutic, not at all. He just keeps touching, goes by what he thinks may feel good, by what makes Santiago relax under his hands.

He looks down at silver strands in Pope’s curls, at dark eyelashes fanning out against his cheeks, and thinks about teasing him about being needy. And he would. But then again, Pope rarely voices small needs like that, rarely ever asks for anything.

Will says nothing, rubs firm circles into the base of Pope’s skull instead.

“Don’t stop,” Santiago murmurs, everything else apparently forgotten. The screen on the laptop goes black. The harsh white light vanishes, leaving only the warm glow of the floor lamp.

Will’s left thumb falters briefly, catching on the skin behind Pope’s ear. Santiago doesn’t seem to notice, so Will continues – scratches gently at his scalp, cradles the back of his head and feels its weight resting in his palm. His left hand shifts lower, over Santiago’s nape and to the side, the underside of his jaw.

The stubble scrapes against his fingertips. Santiago’s pulse is steady and strong underneath thin skin, the line of his throat bared.

Will is holding his head.

“I said, don’t stop.” Pope tilts his head further back against Will’s stomach, into his palm. Prompting, demanding.

And Will manages not to flinch, somehow fights down the need to drop his arms right now and take a step, or several, back. But his fingers flex involuntarily against Pope’s neck, in his hair. Just a bit, not sharply enough to pull too hard – enough for Santiago to open his eyes.

“Hey.” Pope frowns slightly in confusion, but Will can see the moment he makes an educated guess. When he speaks again, there’s an undertone of concern in his voice. “Too much?”

Will bites down on the reflexive it’s all right. He takes a deep breath, thinking about what he wants to say, and only then shakes his head. “No. It just… wasn’t a good idea.”

Slowly, carefully, he lifts Pope’s head back up and drops both his hands to Pope’s shoulders, squeezing a bit. A simple reassurance.

But Pope twists his body to throw him a look, nevertheless. “Bullshit,” he says with conviction. “It was a great idea. Come here.”

Santiago shifts and turns to sit the right way, and suddenly Will is being tugged at until they’re facing each other. Pope pulls him closer by the beltloops, spreads his knees to make space for him. For the lack of a better option, Ironhead’s hands return to his shoulders.

“I like it,” Pope tells him then in a quiet murmur, “when you touch me. Always.”

Will stifles a sigh. He doesn’t know what he wants to do more; bend down to kiss him – hard – until Pope is breathless and panting against his lips, or kneel right where he stands so Santiago doesn’t have to tilt his head up to look at him like he does now, all soft brown eyes and disarming sincerity.

Eventually, he raises his right hand, hovering near Santiago’s face.

“I know.”

Will brushes his fingertips down the bridge of Pope’s nose, and Pope’s eyelashes flutter.

They’ve been through this quite a few times, and there’s no guilt, or nor much of it, anymore. Santiago made sure of that. And Ironhead knows that for his own sake he should avoid worrying about it again. Self-doubt is poison.

But the memory is vivid, sharp in his mind despite the passing time and Santiago’s insistence. It’s a constant reminder to be careful, a reminder of something Will never wants to let happen again.

It’s a warning.

Will breathes out, feeling the weight of last night and this day settle deep within him. He tries to take his hand back, but Santiago reaches out before he can, catching Will’s fingers in his.

Slowly, deliberately, never taking his gaze off Ironhead, Pope turns his head and presses his lips to the center of his palm. He holds his hand to his cheek until Will swipes a thumb over the cheekbone beneath it.

Pope doesn’t stop there, and all Ironhead can do is watch him and feel – a rasp of stubble against his palm, then an open-mouthed kiss to the sensitive skin on the inside of his wrist. Santiago’s warm breath on his forearm. He feels the heat travel with his bloodstream; up his arm, to his heart, flooding his ribcage.

Pope turns Will’s hand over, brings it to his lips again to brush them against the protruding wrist bone. Eyelashes lowering, he moves across the back of Will’s hand and starts pressing slow kisses to his knuckles. Once, twice, and then he smiles against the rough skin and faded little scars when Ironhead finally reaches up with his other hand to brush back a strand of hair that falls over Santiago’s forehead.

Pope makes an appreciative sound in the back of his throat. “Yeah, like that,” he mumbles as Will threads his fingers through Santiago’s hair. “Don’t stop, huh?”

Will doesn’t, and gets a gentle nibble to his ring finger in reward. He draws a slow breath and lets it out, caught between exasperation and bright, overwhelming fondness that fills his lungs and veins, settles deep into his bones. “Pope. That’s enough.”

“Enough?” A hint of teeth, back on Will’s wrist bone. “’Because I can keep going.”

Santiago glances up, eyes narrowed and crinkling in the corners, and Ironhead can’t help but swipe his thumb over the lines. On the same motion, he strokes over Pope’s temple, buries his hand further into already mussed, salt and pepper curls, and – cautiously, steadily – tightens his fingers. He tugs at Pope’s hair, careful but firm.

And right away, without any resistance, Pope follows the pull, tipping his head back and away from Will’s right hand that he still holds in both of his. He chuckles, a bit startled and visibly pleased, and suddenly, with unexpected urgency, Will wants to feel the low rumble of it against his tongue.

“All right, all right,” Santiago concedes. “Enough, I hear you.” He grins, all sincere joy and a shadow of self-satisfaction.

And this – this is real. This is Pope grounding him, intuitively providing the gentle push when it is needed. Reminding Ironhead of everything he’s capable of besides the violence that tends to return at night sometimes, uninvited.

Tenderness. Giving pleasure. Being rough, if that’s what Pope wants, without ever having a reason to regret it.

Will pulls his right hand free of Pope’s hold and loosens the grip he still has on his hair, rubbing Santiago’s scalp to get rid of any lingering stinging. When Ironhead cups his face in his hands, Pope lets him.

Giving in to the urge from earlier, Will bows down, and then there’s nothing except the slow, eager slide of their mouths together and the quiet noise Santiago makes as he wraps his fingers around Ironhead’s wrists. His lips part easily at the first touch of Will’s tongue.

“You do,” Pope murmurs between kisses, breathing shallower, quicker now, “make it better, you know?”

Ironhead licks into his mouth again for that. A long minute passes before they part, and then Will leans his forehead against Pope’s, lets their breaths mingle in the space between them.

“You make it better, too.” Pope is solid beneath his hands. His neck must be hurting by now, but Will allows himself a moment more, pulling back to look at him. “Looks like we’re good for each other.”

Pope meets his gaze. “Yeah,” he says, firm and certain and a bit breathless. “Yeah, we are.”

They do watch the film, eventually. Halfway through it, Jax comes and puts his head on Will’s knee, demanding to be petted, then proceeds to jump on the couch with them and fall asleep on his lap.

And later, in bed, Will puts his mouth and tongue and teeth to Pope’s neck, holds him tight with his fingers splayed wide on Santiago’s back. Much later, after their heartbeats have slowed down and Pope still hasn’t moved out of his arms, Will trails his hand up his spine to cover the scar, and lets the dreams be only the dreams.

“Your hands are scarred from murder, and yet, I trust them completely.”

[r3b3lgrrrrrrrl]

A LunaTic and her Gunn (Part 35)

"That FUCKING Jacket...."

@lovemythsworld

@creatureofthen1ght-v3

Ashley and Dom hit Colson's early Tuesday morning. They're all in the kitchen.

Colson and Dom making phone calls, working out last minute details for I'm Ok. They're gonna shoot the video tomorrow.

Ashley and Luna deal with promotion and other things regarding Nightmare. Confirming it's up and streaming, that sketches of their merch have been received and that they'll have proto types of them before the end of the week. Finishing up by scheduling a meeting with Randall Marshall from AL's chapter of the ACLU for next week.

The girls sweetly tell Their Boys goodbye before they leave for a radio interview at KISS FM.

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"THIS is gonna be FOOKING SICK!!" Dom declares hopping around the kitchen like a jumping bean. Laughing, Colson agrees as he looks for his weed.

"Hold on man, I'll be right back." He tells Dom, heading upstairs. Looking around his room, Luna's leather catches his eye hanging on the knob of the closet door.

"I hate that FUCKING thing." He thinks to himself, fire flashing inside of him as he grabs a mason jar of bud.

Back downstairs Colson asks Dom if he thinks Ashley would mind doing him a favor. "I don't see why not, Mate. What is it?" He asks as Colson explains.

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The interview is fun and engaging. Ryan praising them on Nightmare's instant success, it's empowering message and insane video. Applauding their efforts for wanting to help AL as they mention the merch donations. The girls are delighted and proud. Ashley mostly talks as Luna chimes in when she wants to.

"Now, I have to ask. Shot by a woman, all female cast, written and sang by 2 powerful women. Was it an all female production from top to bottom too?" Seacrest asks.

"No." Luna steps in. Her next words surprise Ashley. "We're backed and produced by MGK and his Guys."

Ryan pulls his head back "Are you who he's dating, Brooklyn? I've been hearing rumours." He leads.

"The idea was to flip that old saying 'Behind every great man, is a great woman.' Here you have a strong group of men backing strong women." She responds, completely side stepping his question. "We're not looking for separation or dominance, Ryan. We WANT support and equality." She finishes firmly.

Ashley smirks as Luna shrugs her one shoulder to Seacrest's annoyance. They chat a bit more about the project and the women involved. Ending the interview with Thank Yous as Nightmare plays them out.

Off Air Ryan says to Luna shaking his head "You're never gonna give me anything On Air are you, Loons?"

"Nope." She confirms with a smile to his laughing hug before she leaves.

"Tell him I said Hi." He yells down the hall to her laugher as she skips away.

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Back in Ashley's Wrangler, she looks at Luna. "I thought you were gonna out yourself for a second."

Luna looks at her sideways. "Psh. Yeah right." She laughs "Just giving credit where credits due." As she fires up a joint.

"Clever cover up." Ashley accepts it from Luna.

"I thought so." Both girls laughing, getting stoned as they head to Ashley's favorite nail salon. Luna needs a manicure after NY.

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Ashley and Luna walk into Colson's to quick kisses and Colson pulling Ashley back out the door. A confused Luna grabs a beer and heads upstairs to change. She's going to sit by the pool, burn, hang out with Dom, Benny and Rook. Trying to make sense of the dozens of lyrics rolling around her head

🎶Out on the West Coast//They got a saying//If you're not drinking//You're not creating//And I've//Found the music//Yeah, I've got music//Boy Blue//Without you🎶 She writing a love song about CA to NY. Knowing in her heart, it's metaphor.

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"Thanks for your help." Colson tells Ashley as they get back into his Rover. He's lighting a joint.

"I'm telling you, Kells. She'll like this one, and you might have a chance if you explain it to her well. She may even tuck the other away for you, but she'll never get rid of it."

"I know, Ash." He sighs. "I can't fucking stand seeing it though, especially with her shoulder the way it is."

"Welcome to Life With Loons, Kells. You wanted a rider, you got one." She takes the joint from him.

"I know...." He sighs again with a groan.

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After taking a shower Luna throws on a thin short, blue flannel dress with fishnet thigh highs, chunky, heeled booties and a solid red lip. Her blonde hair loose. Colson watches her get dressed. He loves the way she moves. They're headed to his friend Logan's for a party. She grabs her leather to his dismay.

"Kitten...." He starts. "Can I talk to you for a sec." She looks at him concerned. Sitting next to him on the bed, leather in her lap. "I don't know how to say any of this." He tells her, thinking of Ashley's words.

"Just say it, Colson." Luna's part worried, part becoming annoyed.

"I hate that fucking jacket." He spits out, without thinking.

"What." Her lip is cocked, eyebrows furrowed. Confused.

He grabs her leather and holds it up in front of them. "All THIS." He cirlces the safety pins securing the bullet hole. "I fucking hate THIS." She's silent, looking at him sideways. She flips her right arm over. Exposing the cockroach on her right forearm again. He gives her a nasty look back.

"I knew she was gonna be a fucking cunt about this." He thinks annoyed.

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"Mothersfuckers steady be trying to tell me what to fucking do." Her mind flashes angrily.

She breaks her silence, trying to choose her words. "We're new, so we're gonna be careful here. I get that you don't like Jax and I's relationship. And me getting shot while on a job with him only amplifies that. But you need to look at THIS." She circles the bobby pins on the jacket "As not of him, but of ME. I didn't need him to save me. I dropped that cop, MYself. I had enough time and adrenaline to get me AND my shit the fuck up outta there. On my own. He was a simple helping hand, a reason why you don't do a job alone." She states matter of fact. She puts her hand on the side of his face, looking into his blue eyes. "The jacket isn't a big deal to me, but, you trusting me and respecting what I do is, Bunny. I will always take your opinion into consideration. But, please don't ever think you can tell me what to fucking do, Colson. Ever." She leans up and kisses his silent lips.

"I feel like This Bitch just mind fucked me. And that I should feel bad for not seeing her strength in it, the way she does." He thinks confused with himself.

She stands up, tucking it in her bag. "I'll grab a new one tomorrow." She says nonchalantly.

"No. Don't." He finally tells her. "Wear whatever you want, Kitten. You're right." He stands up, pulling it back out of her bag and her into his arms. Giving her a deep, understanding kiss. His touch makes her body flush and lips plump, any annoyance slipping away. "I love you, Loons. Every fucking little piece of you." He tells her after the kiss. "I did get you something though." He kisses her on the mouth before letting her go to pull a box out from under the bed.

She laughs loudly, blue eyes sparkling as she opens the box to find a FABULOUS black leather jacket with studding and small red details.

"THIS MOTHERFUCKER." Her heart bursting.

"You weren't playing, hunh?" She asks continuing to laugh as she slides it on.

"No." He laughs sheepishly with her.

"You're a fucking maniac." She tells him, laughing still as she jumps into his arms and throws her arms over his shoulders. "I love it, tho. Thank you." Kissing him. 🎶And then She had 2🎶 She sings to him, both of them laughing. Kissing each other passionately, her legs are wrapped around his waist as his hands grip her thick ass. She squeezes him tightly with her body as he slides his middle finger inside of her, making her moan out. Kissing hard, bucking against his hand. "FUCK me." She begs him into his ear.

He slides her down his body, whipping her around quickly, his cock is throbbing for her. Bending her over, he runs his hands up her ass, pushing her flannel dress up before he slides her black patties down to her ankles.

"Fucking black." He smiles to himself.

❗SLAP❗ He spanks her hard with his large hand before running his finger along her soft pussy lips. Dropping his pants, he stands behind her red ass, dick bulging. "You want this?" He teases her. She begs Yes, before he slowly pushes into her moans. He groans pulling her back by her hair "FUCK, KITTEN!!!" He calls out, gripping her hip, fully entering her. Beginning to fuck her hard.

She bounces her ass off his dick, walls clenching around the size of his huge cock. Seeing stars.

"Who's dick is this?" He demands.

"MINE." She pants at him.

"WHO'S DICK IS IT?" He pulls her hair tighter.

Slamming into him, she moans loudly with authority "MINE! It's MY FUCKING DICKKK." Her cries make them both explode for the other.

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Walking into the party, Colson introduces Luna to a couple of his friends. Logan, his brother Jake and Jake's fiancé, Tana. Colson and Luna sit sharing a beer with Them, Mod, Phem, Benny, Rook, Slim and a few others. He pulls her intimately into him, by the neck. Kissing her on the forehead just before Tana yanks her away to both of their disliking.

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Colson continues to bust it up with The Brothers. Talking about Jake's upcoming wedding.

"You guys seem to really got IT." He tells Colson, commenting on him and Luna. "Think you'll take the plunge, Bruh?" He asks him.

Colson chuckles, looking down. "I don't know if she'd let me lock it down like that, Dawg. She's something else...." He trails off. "She DID get tatted with me tho."  Colson beams, proudly showing off their matching ink to The Brothers.

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Looking for Luna a bit later reminds Colson of his birthday. He's on a balcony looking down, trying to find her again. Then he remembers what Tommy did. Leaning over the rail, just the same, he bellows "BROOOOKLLYYYYYNNNN!!!!!" Searching for THAT bangled wrist. He finds it and her eyes. They stare into the other, mesmerized, locked in silence with only them, The World raging outside their bubble. He throws his arms up with his cigarette burning, grinning at her for a moment before he goes to get her.

"Damn, she looks good in that jacket." Colson stared long at Luna before heading down to meet her. "I fucking love her." He thinks, happy she chose to wear his.

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A smile breaks out onto Luna's face as she hears Colson holler for her. "Oh, thank Fuck." She sighs in relief, like their first night. Lifting a freshly painted, black fingernail, she finds him. Tana finally goes silent to Luna, once they lock eyes. All she can hear is her love for him

🎶I see🎶My Bunny🎶Swaying🎶His Newport is on fire🎶His hands are up🎶From the balcony🎶He's calling "Brooklyn"🎶I think🎶Move Bitch🎶Move Bitch🎶I'm in love🎶I'm in love🎶I'm in love🎶

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Sitting at the table playing Dominos, Colson watches Luna walk to grab them 2 more beers. He fires up a joint as he sees a Dude walk over to her and put his hand on the small of her back, making Colson's blue eyes go dark. She moves away from Dude, shaking her head, saying something and flashing a quick smile before walking back towards him with their beers. Colson stands up quickly when he sees Luna stop abruptly. She throws words over her shoulder before continuing to walk back towards him, rolling her eyes.

"What the fuck was that?" He asks her as she sits down next to him. Opening their beers. He passes her the joint.

"Nothing, she sighs, taking it. Handing him his beer. He looks at her. She knows he's not accepting that. "He tried to hit on me, I politely declined, he called me a cunt." She throws her hands out. "It's whatever, Bunny, don't sweat it." She says giving him a reassuring kiss.

He kisses her back, checks out his hand but keeps an eye on Dude.

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As Slim, Rook, Benny and a slightly drunk Colson leave the party, he's holding Luna's hand. Walking passed Dude, Colson hears him say "Yeah, THAT'S that stuck up cunt."

THAT'S all it takes.........

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To be continued.......

[theweirdkidinside03]

Jonas Brothers rules Countdown Top 40 after almost 10 years with Sucker

The top 40 songs of March 23, 2019 are:

1. Sucker - Jonas Brothers

2. Please Me - Cardi B & Bruno Mars

3. 365 -  Zedd & Katy Perry

4. Bad Liar - Imagine Dragons

5. 7 rings - Ariana Grande

6. Dancing With a Stranger - Sam Smith & Normani

7. Rainbow - Kacey Musgraves

8. Lie To Me - 5 Seconds of Summer

9. Pretend - CNCO

10. What A Time (feat. Niall Horan) - Julia Michaels

11. Think About Us (feat. Ty Dolla $ign) - Little Mix

12. Mama - Clean Bandit & Ellie Goulding

13. bury a friend - Billie Eilish

14. Let Me Down Slowly - Alec Benjamin & Alessia Cara

15. I Can’t Get Enough - benny blanco, Tainy, Selena Gomez & J Balvin

16. Summer - James Reid & Nadine Lustre

17. I’m So Tired... - Lauv & Troye Sivan

18. break up with your girlfriend, I’m bored - Ariana Grande

19. Big Plans - Why Don’t We

20. Play - Jax Jones and Years & Years

21. So Am I - Ava Max

22. Last Hurrah - Bebe Rexha

23. 11 Minutes - YUNGBLUD & Halsey

24. Kahit Ayaw Mo Na - This Band

25. Flux - Ellie Goulding

26. Only Want You (feat. 6LACK) - Rita Ora

27. Giant - Calvin Harris & Rags’n’Bone

28. If I Killed Someone For You - Alec Benajmin

29. Hello My Love - Westlife

30. Don’t Call Me Up - Mabel

31. Swan Song - Dua Lipa

32. Talk - Khalid

33. Nights Like This (feat. 2 Chainz) - Kehlani

34. Llegaste Tu - CNCO & Prince Royce

35. Waves (feat. 6LACK) - Normani

36. Waste It On Me (feat. BTS) - Steve Aoki

37. Wild (feat. Chelcee Grimes & Tini) - Jonas Blue

38. Now That I Found You - Carly Rae Jepsen

39. Sweet but Psycho - Ava Max

40. thank u, next - Ariana Grande

[carnevol]

Austin Butler | The Bikeriders

[lilacyennefer]

Finally, beautiful stranger chapter 2

“Used to think that loving meant a painful chase, but you're right here now and I think you'll stay” 

A/N: Here it is! This chapter is longer than the previous one. Also, a bit of explaining: the story takes place 2 years after Will's fianceé leave him but before the events of the movie. The SoA part is not canon, Isabelle is two years younger than Jax, and he's living together with Tara happily and they don't have any babies yet. I hope you like this and feedbacks are greatly appreciated! 

TW: sexual references, mention of character's death, language

You’re sitting at your table on Monday morning, it’s still really early but you have a lot of work to do. The weekend went by quickly, on Saturday morning you called both Kate and Natalie if they were okay and making sure they both got home safe. They assured you that everything was okay and you’ll see each other at work. You didn’t leave the house all weekend, couldn’t shake that sad feeling of not getting Will’s number. You really liked him, not just his look, sure, he was handsome, but you also liked his personality (as much as you could see from it) and the energy he radiates. You have to get over this, You have work to do and probably won’t see this man ever again. Your boss won’t arrive until a few more hours, but some of your colleagues are already arriving. You take a sip from your coffee and start focusing on your work.

“Boo!” You feel two hands wrap around you.

“Fuck!” You turn around quickly and see Kate laughing at you. “You scared me!” she keeps laughing.

“Sorry, I couldn’t miss this.” she sits down on the corner of your table. “What’s up?” 

You let out a sigh. “Nothing” you reply as you lean back in your chair “How was your weekend?”

Kate has a big smile on her face as she replies “Well you know, it will be a bit hurtful to sit down today” she winks at you and you playfully roll your eyes at her reply. “Anyway, how was yours?”

You shrug “It was okay” she gives you a look that makes you sure that she won’t just leave this.

“Why, what happened? What even happened after I left?”

“Well you know, Natalie and Benny boy went home together.”

“What about you?”

“What about me?”

“What happened between you and that blondie? You two seemed to have good chemistry.”

“Yeah well, I fucked it up. I forgot to ask for Will’s number, that’s his name by the way, and he didn’t ask mine either. I don’t know if it was on purpose or he forgot it, but that’s it.”

“Oh man, I’m sorry” she gives me a small smile.

“It’s okay.” You shrug again. You look behind Kate and see Natalie approaching the two of you with a big smile on her face. 

“Hi girls!!” she greets us cheerfully.

“Someone looks happy.” Kate comments.

“Yeah well” she smiles “I had a good weekend.” 

“We can imagine.” You say smirking. “You too will have difficulties sitting down today?”

“What?” Nat asks me laughing.

“Iz and I were talking about how it’s difficult for me to sit down after my weekend activities.” Kate says proudly.

“Well, I can relate to that.” Natalie laughs. You just snort at her response and try to focus on work when you hear Natalie ask you about your weekend. You told her the same thing you told Kate and she offers you an encouraging smile. They leave shortly and sit down at their desks. Time flies quickly, at lunch break Natalie joins you at my table, Kate had work to do outside the office. 

“So,” she starts “I talked to Benny earlier. Remember that he’s an amateur MMA fighter?” you nod your hand as you take a bite from your lunch “he has a match on Thursday. Will is his trainer, you should come along, so you can see him again.”

“I don’t want to tag along while the two of you are making out in the locker room or something”

“His brother will be there too, Iz. Besides, don't you want an answer if he likes you or not?” Of course you do. But it’s not that simple. What if he doesn’t like you? 

“Well yeah, I do.” You say unsurely.

“But?”

You sigh “ What if he doesn’t like me the way I like him? What if he was just polite to me, because we were forced to be in the same group?”

“Isabelle, honey, I love you, but you have to stop overthinking.” She’s right. You overthink every single thing in life that causes you more trouble than anything else. 

“You’re right.” you agree with her.

“So this means you’re coming?” she asks happily.

“ONLY if it’s okay with Ben too.” You wave a finger at her.

“Yeah, yeah” Natalie answers with an eye roll. 

The rest of the week goes by quickly, and it’s Thursday night faster than you realised. You stand in your apartment in a towel, trying to decide what to wear. What do people wear to an MMA match??? Is it similar to the night the motorcycle club had back at home? With all the drunk people yelling, throwing drinks, organising random fights, and making bets who would win? You kinda miss those. You miss the people more than those wild nights. You miss your brother, and your mother of course, and all these people you grew up with. It was a hard decision to leave, it took an awful lot of convincing so your mother would let you go. You had to leave. You couldn’t handle the violence, being in danger all the time,  the uncertainty of whether your brother, and all of the other members of the MC who you looked at as a family, will be alive tomorrow morning when you wake up, or if they’ll be dead somewhere. Being away from this doesn't take all of this away, but the feeling of not being in danger all the time, because of the club’s enemies, helps a lot. Of course you still worry about your people, you always will, but you wanted to have your own life and make it at least a little bit safe. The uncertainty, the violence, it's all part of being born outlaw. All of you are outlaws. You always have been and always will be. You love your family, and your father’s club. It was his life and his legacy. Your brother one day will inherit all of this. He doesn’t mind, all he wanted since he was a child is to be the part of the club and a Harley. He has all of this now, he’s happy with his life. You needed his help to leave Charming, to convince your mother to let you leave. He wasn’t happy about it either, you two are incredibly close. After the death of your little brother, you and your older brother seemed to get closer, and after your father’s accident, the two of you were inseparable. You didn’t know where you wanted to go or what you would do. You did know that you wanted to stay close to your hometown so you could visit your family anytime you wanted, and you also know that the city where you would move needs to be safe, possibly without an MC. Sacramento seemed to be fine, it was a lot bigger than the small town you grew up in, you could just disappear in the crowd and the people didn’t know who you were. In Charming everyone did, after all, your dad was a legend, and everyone knew who the Sons of Anarchy were. This just got even worse after your father’s death, you couldn’t stand the look in the people’s eyes, everywhere you went people gave you this look. It made you angry, you didn’t need their pity, you didn’t need their reminder that your father who you loved so much and were really close to, is no longer with you. You were 14 when it happened, Jax was 16, and it destroyed the two of you. You couldn’t stand the fact that your father will never see you become a woman, never walk you to the altar, and never will hold your first born. You shake yourself, trying to stop these negative, sad thoughts, as you choose the clothes for the night. After like an hour you’re ready to go, wearing a simple t-shirt, jeans and a vans. You grab your bag and a jacket, and head towards the cab, what you called earlier, is waiting outside your apartment building; you give the driver the address what Natalie texted you while the two of you were still at work. You’re nervous, you don’t know how Will will react, and you don’t know if Natalie actually told them that you’re coming. You rub your palms on your jeans, trying to get rid of the damp feeling that the nervousness caused. You’re almost there, your heart is racing, and you take deep breaths to calm yourself down. Relax, you tell yourself, you have nothing to worry about. You remember the chemistry between you and Will, what Kate mentioned earlier. You know you felt something when you were with Will, what you never felt before, but again you can’t tell if he feels the same, or even looks at you in that way. Kate is sure about that he does, and Natalie assured you that she saw the way he looked at you. You snap out of your thoughts as the driver tells you that you arrived. You pay the driver and get out of the cab, walking towards the entrance. The parking lot is already filled with drunken people, you enter the place where the match is held. It’s hot, and it’s filled with people. You navigate yourself through the crowd trying to find Natalie. You finally find her, she’s standing close to the ring and the left side of it, she wears a simple tank top and jeans. She looks gorgeous, but she always does. She spots you too and waves her hand, you quicken your steps to get close to her. 

“Hey sweetie” she greets you.

“Hi gorgeous” I reply to her. She holds a beer in her hand and has a big smile on her face. “So, where are they?” I ask her.

“Locker room, getting ready for the fight.” she takes a sip from her beer “the match should start soon though.” I nod in reply.

“Don’t you want one?” she holds her beer towards me. I shake my head and mouth a “no”. We stand there in silence for a few minutes until the match starts. You suddenly feel excitement running through you, and realise that it does look really similar to the fight nights at home. You hear the presenter say the opponent’s name and see him walk into the ring. The crowd cheers loudly, and a few minutes later you hear Ben’s name announced. You turn to look back at the entrance where Ben is coming in, Will behind him hyping up the crowd for Benny. They pass by you and Natalie, Ben gives her a smile and a wink, and he nods his face toward you, you smile back at him. You nervously look at Will, you can’t read his expression and that worries you. You have a bad feeling that he’s not happy to see you there and suddenly you really regret agreeing with Nat’s plan. The match starts and you try to focus on it and not on Will, you don’t even look at him, he’s busy anyway trying to guide Ben through the fight. After a bit you seemed to ease up and lose yourself in the fight, you’re yelling and cheering whenever Ben is doing good, and Natalie does the same next to you looking incredibly proud of him. The match ends with Benny winning, both him and Will look incredibly proud. Will comes up to the two of you and tells you to meet outside the locker room. He still didn’t look at you and you suddenly feel really nervous again. You swallow, trying to calm yourself. You start to regret not drinking a beer earlier, at least it would have calmed you down a bit. Natalie and you walk toward the locker rooms in silence, she’s in her little happy bubble because of Ben and you don’t want to ruin that with your worries. You stop in front of the door where Ben’s supposed to change and you feel even more nervous now. There’s no crowd here so it means it’s only the two of you now, and after Benny comes out it will be only you and Will, since the love birds will be all over each other. You lean towards the wall quietly, none of you say a word. After a few minutes the door opens, Will steps outside, “He wants you in there.” he says to Natalie. She smiles and walks in while Will holds the door for her. You’re nervously playing with your fingers, looking at the floor, not sure what to say.

“Congratulations on winning the fight.” you finally say after a while. He smiles a bit and nods his head in thank you. He leans towards the wall in front of you, arms crossed over his chest, he’s chewing a gum.

“What are you doing here, Isabelle?” he asks me coldly. You look up to him from the floor where you rested your eyes since you congratulated him. His question took you by surprise, and not gonna lie  it hurt you.

“I came to see Benny.” you see him nod. “Is that a problem for you?” you ask him. His question made you upset and this made all of the nervousness disappear. 

“No.” he looks surprised.

“Are you sure? Because you look like you hate me for being here.”

“It’s not true.” he says defensively.

“Right.” I mutter. You stand with him in awkward silence, not the one you seemed to be so fond of when you first met with him. 10 minutes passes in this awkward silence until you finally see Natalie and Benny walking out of the locker room, you don’t know what they were doing inside but you honestly don’t even want to. She looks at you and when she sees your upset expression her smile quickly disappears from her face and it’s replaced with a confused look. You shake your head, silently telling her to not ask what happened, or at least not here.

“So, who wants to grab something to eat?” you hear Ben ask. Natalie agrees immediately, you shift your weight from one leg to another, you really don’t want to go, especially not after what happened with Will.

“I’m sorry Benny but I’ll pass this, but congrats on your win, you were amazing tonight.” you tell him honestly and give him a smile. He turns towards you and you can see Will’s eyes on you.

“No, c’mon Izzy, you have to come with us. My brother needs your company while I make out with my girl.” you smile at him, but you can’t help but feel sad about what he said about you and Will.

“I doubt that’s true.” you say with a sad smile. 

“Ben” Will suddenly says “Why don’t you and Natalie go ahead and wait in the parking lot while Isabelle and me talk a little?” you’re surprised at this, Ben looks at you and nods. Natalie also looks at you with a worried and confused expression, but you assure her with a nod that everything will be okay and she can go. The couple leave and Will and you are alone again.

“Isabelle” he starts “I seriously meant that I don’t mind you being here.” he seems sincere but you’re still hurt and upset about what happened earlier.

“Then why are you like this?” 

“Like what?” he asks confused.

“You’re cold and rude. I know we don’t know each other well, or for a long time, but when you asked me what I’m doing here, it was rude. It wasn’t the question itself but your tone.” you explain to him. 

“I’m sorry that I hurt you.” he says sincerely.

“Why, Will?” you ask him “Why did you do it? You were so nice when we met and now you’re being rude and ignoring me. Did I do something?” you can’t help but feel angry now and helpless about the whole situation, you just want answers. Will is quiet for a few minutes, you see him struggling to find his words, the right thing to say.

“Because I like you.” he says so quietly you think you imagined it. 

“What?” you ask him.

“Because I like you.” he repeats louder this time. You don’t believe what he just said. 

“Then why were you like this?” you ask him. You feel like this whole thing doesn't make sense.

“I...I umm…” you can see him struggling with what he wants to say “let’s just say that it’s hard for me to get close to anyone since my last relationship.” Shit. Now you feel bad for pushing this whole thing.

“I’m sorry.” you say honestly to him, you really do sorry and this kinda explains his behaviour. You too know what it’s like to be in a shitty relationship or go through a bad breakup and distance yourself from everyone. You understand him, you really do. 

“No, I’m sorry. I shouldn't have hurt you, because of something what happened in the past. I shouldn’t have acted the way I did. I hope you can forgive me.” he looks at you with those gorgeous blue eyes, and you see his vulnerability in it and you can tell that he truly does feel sorry. You give him a honest smile and tell him that it’s okay, but if next time something is wrong, you’d appreciate him being honest. He nods in agreement and gives you a little smile and the two of you start walking towards the parking lot. You agree to go and eat something with the group, but you insist on not staying long because tomorrow you start early at the office again. You actually ended up having fun, Benny is a real class clown with a heart of gold. He really is a sweet boy who seems to make your friend really happy, and this makes you smile. Will and you talked a lot, mostly small talks and shared some stories, but the two of you still don’t know much about each other, but you sure that you like each other. He seems more at ease after your conversation and that relaxed you too. You still don’t know what exactly happened with Will what made him this distant from people, because he only seems to have a close connection with his younger brother, but again you can relate to this. You don’t have any close friends either, sure Kate and Natalie are close to you, but you can’t talk to them about certain things, like about your life back home or what’s happening with your brother at the moment. After the dinner Will offers you a ride home what you accept. You get in the car with him and tell him the address of your apartment building. You spend the ride with him in silence, you don’t mind, because this silence is that comfortable silence you like about Will. He parks his car in front of the building and you’re a bit disappointed that the night ended already. You feel his eyes on you, you look at him and see that he has a small smile on his face, you can’t help but smile back at him.

“Can I ask you out on a date?” he asks suddenly. This takes you by surprise. 

“With one condition.” you start playfully. He nods.

“What is that?” he asks curiously.

“No restaurant dates. I don’t really like restaurant dates, especially not on first dates.” he gives you an expression and his smile grows bigger and he licks his lips before he answers.

“Iz, we were at the restaurant like 40 minutes ago.”

“Yes but that was different!” you can’t help but smile at him.

“Why is that?” 

“Because those weren't dates.” you point it out. 

“Good point.” he nods his head, that small smile is still on his face. You like this, that little smirk he gives you, it makes him look really handsome. “So what would you like to do?” Oh. That’s a good question. You want to go somewhere where the two of you can talk freely, possibly without people around you. You want to get to know him and you feel like being around people makes him a bit uneasy and you don’t want that for him.

“What about going hiking?” he looks really surprised about your idea.

“You want to go hiking on our first date?” he asks in disbelief.

“Well, yeah. It gives us a great opportunity to really get to know each other, there won’t be many people around and we can talk freely. Plus nature is beautiful.” you tell him.

“This kinda sounds like you want to murder me.” he says jokingly. You let out a laugh at this idea, his smile grows even bigger and he laughs a little too.

“I swear I don’t have any bad intentions, I just noticed that you seem tense in crowds. I don’t want that for our first date.” you tell him honestly. You see an expression on his face, you don’t know what it was because it disappears so quickly you had no time to analyse it. 

“That’s really thoughtful of you.” he says quietly. You just nod and give him a small smile. You agreed on the day and time of the date, it will be on this saturday in the afternoon. Will said he knows a good hiking place, but it will take awhile to get there with a car so he’ll pick you up to take you there. You’re really excited at the idea of going on a date with him. The two of you say your goodbyes for the night, and you slept better tonight than in the last couple of days.

[theweirdkidinside03]

Sucker remains at number 1 of Countdown Top 40 for the third week in a row

April 6, 2019 top 40 songs are:

1. Sucker - Jonas Brothers

2. Please Me - Cardi B & Bruno Mars

3. 365 - Zedd & Katy Perry

4. Dancing With A Stranger - Sam Smith & Normani

5. 7 rings - Ariana Grande

6. Pretend - CNCO

7. So Am I - Ava Max

8. Mama (feat. Ellie Goulding) - Clean Bandit 

9. Think About Us (feat. Ty Dolla $ign) - Little Mix

10. Bad Liar - Imagine Dragons

11. I Can’t Get Enough - benny blanco, Tainy, Selena Gomez & J Balvin

12. Rainbow - Kacey Musgraves

13. Last Hurrah - Bebe Rexha

14. bury a friend - Billie Eilish

15. Let Me Down Slowly - Alec Benjamin & Alessia Cara

16. Big Plans - Why Don’t We

17. Who Do You Love (feat. 5 Seconds of Summer) - The Chainsmokers

18. What A Time (feat. Niall Horan) - Julia Michaels 

19. Summer - James Reid & Nadine Lustre

20. Talk - Khalid

21. Only Want You (feat. 6LACK) - Rita Ora

22. Play - Jax Jones & Years & Years

23. Don’t Call Me Up - Mabel

24. I’m So Tired... - Lauv & Troye Sivan

25. Wow. - Post Malone

26. Lie To Me - 5 Seconds of Summer

27. Walk Me Home - P!nk

28. break up with your girlfriend, I’m bored - Ariana Grande

29. Now That I Found You - Carly Rae Jepsen

30. If I Killed Someone For You - Alec Benjamin

31. Wild (feat. Chelcee Grimes & Tini) - Jonas Blue

32. 11 Minutes - YUNGBLUD & Halsey

33. Nobody - Martin Jensen & James Arthur

34. Nights Like This (feat. 2 Chainz) - Kehlani

35. Kahit Ayaw Mo Na - This Band

36. Giant - Calvin Harris & Rags’n’Bone

37. Flux - Ellie Goulding 

38. Insomnia - Daya

39. Sally Walker - Iggy Azalea

40. Peer Pressure - James Bay & Julia Michaels

[theweirdkidinside03]

Sucker remains at number 1 on Countdown Top 40 this week

March 30, 3019 top 40 songs are:

1. Sucker - Jonas Brothers

2. Please Me - Cardi B & Bruno Mars

3. Dancing With A Stranger - Sam Smith & Normani

4. 7 rings - Ariana Grande

5. 365 - Zedd & Katy Perry

6. Bad Liar - Imagine Dragons

7. Pretend - CNCO

8. Rainbow - Kacey Musgraves

9. Think About Us (feat. Ty Dolla $ign) - Little Mix

10. bury a friend - Billie Eilish

11. Mama - Clean Bandit &B Ellie Goulding

12. So Am I - Ava Max

13. I Can’t Get Enough - benny blanco, Tainy, Selena Gomez & J Balvin

14. What A Time (feat. Niall Horan) - Julia Michaels

15. Lie To Me - 5 Seconds of Summer

16. I’m So Tired... - Lauv & Troye Sivan

17. Big Plans - Why Don’t We

18. Last Hurrah - Bebe Rexha

19. Let Me Down Slowly - Alec Benjamin & Alessia Cara

20. Summer - James Reid & Nadine Lustre

21. Kahit Ayaw Mo Na - This Band

22. Only Want You (feat. 6LACK) - Rita Ora

23. 11 Minutes - YUNGBLUD & Halsey

24. Don’t Call Me Up - Mabel

25. Play - Jax Jones and Years & Years

26. If I Killed Someone For You - Alec Benjamin

27. break up with your girlfriend, I’m bored - Ariana Grande

28. Talk - Khalid

29. Flux - Ellie Goulding

30. Nights Like This (feat. 2 Chainz) - Kehlani

31. Giant - Calvin Harris & Rags’n’Bone

32. Walk Me Home - P!nk

33. Wild (feat. Chelcee Grimes & Tini) - Jonas Blue

34. Now That I Found You - Carly Rae Jepsen

35. Hello My Love - Westlife

36. Sally Walker - Iggy Azalea

37. Swan Song - Dua Lipa 

38. Llegaste Tu - CNCO & Prince Royce

39. Waves (feat. 6LACK) - Normani

40. thank u, next - Ariana Grande

[theweirdkidinside03]

Kacey Musgraves scores her first number on Countdown Top 40 with Rainbow

The March 16, 2019 top 40 hits are:

1. Rainbow - Kacey Musgraves

2. 7 rings - Ariana Grande

3. 365 - Zedd & Katy Perry

4. Bad Liar - Imagine Dragons

5. Lie To Me - 5 Seconds of Summer

6. Sucker - Jonas Brothers

7. Dancing With a Stranger - Sam Smith & Normani

8. Pretend - CNCO

9. Let Me Down Slowly - Alec Benjamin & Alessia Cara

10. Please Me - Cardi B & Bruno Mars

11. What A Time (feat. Niall Horan) - Julia Michaels

12. Play - Jax Jones & Years & Years

13. break up with your girlfriend, I’m bored - Ariana Grande

14. I’m So Tired... - Lauv & Troye Sivan

15. 11 Minutes - YUNGBLUD & Halsey

16. Mama - Clean Bandit & Ellie Goulding

17. bury a friend - Billie Eilish

18. Think About Us (feat. Ty Dolla $ign) - Little Mix

19. Summer - James Reid & Nadine Lustre

20. Hello My Love - Westlife

21. Big Plans - Why Don’t We

22. I Can’t Get Enough - benny blanco, Tainy, Selena Gomez & J Balvin

23. So Am I - Ava Max

24. Last Hurrah - Bebe Rexha

25. Giant - Calvin Harris & Rags’n’Bone

26. Flux - Ellie Goulding

27. Waves (feat.6LACK) - Normani

28. Waste It On Me (feat. BTS) - Steve Aoki

29. Only Want You (feat. 6LACK) - Rita Ora

30. If I Killed Someone For You - Alec Benjamin

31. Llegaste Tu - CNCO & Prince Royce

32. Swan Song - Dua Lipa

33. Sweet but Psycho - Ava Max

34. Nights Like This (feat. Tyga) - Kehlani

35. No Place - Backstreet Boys

36. Kahit Ayaw Mo Na - This Band

37. Close To Me - Ellie Goulding, Diplo & Swae Lee

38. Baby (feat. Marina & Luis Fonsi) - Clean Bandit

39. thank u, next - Ariana Grande

40. Say My Name - David Guetta, Bebe Rexha & J Balvin

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Cardi B & Bruno Mars top this week’s Countdown Top 40 with Please Me

The top 40 songs of April 13, 2019:

1. Please Me - Cardi B & Bruno Mars

2. Kill This Love - BLACKPINK

3. 365 - Zedd & Katy Perry

4. Sucker - Jonas Brothers

5. So Am I - Ava Max

6. Pretend - CNCO

7. Mama (feat. Ellie Goulding) - Clean Bandit

8. Dancing With A Stranger - Sam Smith & Normani

9. I Can’t Get Enough - benny blanco, Tainy, Selena Gomez & J Balvin

10. 7 rings - Ariana Grande

11. Last Hurrah - Bebe Rexha

12. Think About Us (feat. Ty Dolla $ign) - Little Mix

13. Who Do You Love (feat. 5 Seconds of Summer) - The Chainsmokers

14. Big Plans - Why Don’t We

15. Bad Liar - Imagine Dragons

16. Rainbow - Kacey Musgraves

17. Wow. - Post Malone

18. Talk - Khalid

19. Here With Me (feat. Chvrches) - Marshmello

20. bury a friend - Billie Eilish

21. Only Want You (feat. 6LACK) - Rita Ora

22. Don’t Call Me Up - Mabel

23. Now That I Found You - Carly Rae Jepsen

24. What A Time (feat. Niall Horan) - Julia Michaels

25. I’m So Tired... - Lauv & Troye Sivan

26. Walk Me Home - P!nk

27. Cool - Jonas Brothers

28. Let Me Down Slowly - Alec Benjamin & Alessia Cara

29. Nobody - Martin Jensen & James Arthur

30. Peer Pressure (feat. Julia Michaels) - James Bay

31. Summer - James Reid & Nadine Lustre

32. Play - Jax Jones and Years & Years

33. Insomnia - Daya

34. Bad Guy - Billie Eilish

35. Lie To Me - 5 Seconds of Summer

36. Monopoly - Ariana Grande & Victoria Monet

37. break up with your girlfriend, I’m bored - Ariana Grande

38. Wild (feat. Chelcee Grimes & Tini) - Jonas Blue 

39. 11 Minutes - YUNGBLUD & Halsey

40. If I Killed Someone For You - Alec Benjamin

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Boy With Luv debuts at number 1 on this week’s Countdown Top 40; BTS’ second number 1 single and second for Halsey as featured artist on Top 40

The top 40 songs of April 20, 2019 are:

1. Boy With Luv (feat. Halsey) - BTS

2. Kill This Love - BLACKPINK

3. Sucker - Jonas Brothers

4. Please Me - Cardi B & Bruno Mars

5. So Am I - Ava Max

6. Mama (feat. Ellie Goulding) - Clean Bandit

7. 365 - Zedd & Katy Perry

8. I Can’t Get Enough - benny blanco, Tainy, Selena Gomez & J Balvin

9. Last Hurrah - Bebe Rexha

10. Pretend - CNCO

11. Who Do You Love (feat. 5 Seconds of Summer) - The Chainsmokers

12. Wow. - Post Malone

13. 7 rings - Ariana Grande

14. Here With Me (feat. Chvrches) - Marshmello

15. Dancing With A Stranger - Sam Smith & Normani

16. Talk - Khalid

17. Bad Liar - Imagine Dragons

18. Now That I Found You - Carly Rae Jepsen

19. Think About Us (feat. Ty DOlla $ign) - Little Mix

20. Big Plans - Why Don’t We

21. Nobody - Martin Jensen & James Arthur

22. Rainbow - Kacey Musgraves

23. Cool - Jonas Brothers

24. bury a friend - Billie Eilish

25. Walk Me Home - P!nk

26. Don’t Call Me Up - Mabel

27. Only Want You (feat. 6LACK) - Rita Ora

28. Peer Pressure (feat. Julia Michaels) - James Bay

29. Monopoly - Ariana Grande & Victoria Monet

30. What A TIme (feat. Niall Horan) - Julia Michaels

31. bad guy - Billie Eilish

32. Insomnia - Daya

33. I’m So Tired... - Lauv & Troye Sivan

34. On My Way - Alan Walker, Sabrina Carpenter & Farruko

35. Let Me Down Slowly - Alec Benjamin & Alessia Cara

36. No New Friends - LSD

37. 11 Minutes - YUNGBLUD & Halsey

38. Play - Jax Jones and Years & Years

39. Summer - James Reid & Nadine Lustre

40. Lie To Me - 5 Seconds of Summer