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Devin Bahar was spotted in the fashion district adorning louis vuitton ankle boots, with some airpod pros on. They’re most likely listening to Hold Me Down by Halsey. You may know them as @d.bahar or as that Bella Hadid lookalike. Their twenty-sixth birthday just passed. While living in the upper east side, they’ve gained a bit of a reputation. They’re known to be a workaholic but on the other hand ambitiuous. Wonder if they’ll be the next person to hit the headlines. ( ic cis-female / she/her + ooc katie / 24 / she/her )

Hello all! My name is Katie, 24, EST and I’m super excited for this to be back and for me to attempt to introduce you to my bby Devin! I’m gonna’ jump off with some statistics and quick facts and links at the bottom. If you’d like to plot, definitely feel free to throw a message my way either through Tumblr or Discord! discord: katie#7666

*aesthetics — the feeling of swinging on a swing, yoga in the morning, polaroids, blue jeans, driving with the windows down, soft smiles, record players, honey, warm coffee, radiating sunlight, black sweaters, an open window at night, over-sized hoodies barely hiding lace lingerie, self healing, the sound of waves on a beach, neat handwriting, calm music as you fall asleep, expensive perfume, eternally stressed, messy ponytails, bare feet in the sand, half opened jewelry boxes, the smell of rain in the air, silk sheets, red wine.

BASICS

full name: devin isabella bahar. nickname(s): dev, isabella ( by her mother ). date of birth: October 9, 1996. zodiac sign: libra. gender: cis-female. pronouns: she/her/hers. sexuality: pansexual / panromantic. occupation: fashion designer, top-model, and part-time photographer. reflection collective: shortened to ‘reflection’, reflection collective is devin’s brand that she releases all of her own designs under. known as: a renowned model, successful fashion designer, businesswoman, philanthropist, and a well-known but very part-time photographer. social media: d.bahar on all platforms.

FAMILY

mother: isabella emila bahar. relationship: their relationship can be described as almost non-existent and certainly toxic, though most that have seen them interact would describe it as any other loving mother-daughter relationship. if you knew the true story behind the workings of the bahar household and how the eldest woman of the house was, you’d swear both women should have gone into acting; they would have won dozens of oscars. however, if you’re close enough with devin to be let in enough or you have had any form of conversation with her that involves family, you would know that she holds no love for her mother. it sounds harsh in the simplest of forms if there’s no story or tone given to it, but the stories in the back of her mind are enough to justify how closed-off her heart is to the woman she could only describe as materialistic and vindictive. not only is their relationship strained due to the memories of her childhood and her mother’s materialistic nature, but her mother has made it quite clear that her goal is to try and marry her daughter off for as much money as possible. her eyes have always been on a far bigger and shinier prize, no matter how good her life already is and no matter how miserable it might make her daughter.

father: damian jeof bahar. relationship: she had gone practically begging on her knees for some form of a relationship with her father years after he took off with no explanation. the brunette has never been one to turn away from knowledge and she learned at a young age how important it was to have a father-figure there for you as you grew up. it was even more important when you had the type of mother she did, which is what caused her to reach out once she was older, hopeful to gain some form of relationship with the male even if it was starting to feel too late. however, what she hadn’t expected was for verbal rejection. he had practically slammed the door in her face, rejected her and made sure to let her know that he wanted nothing to do with her. it had ripped her apart far more than she was willing to admit to herself or anyone else, yet she still considers the relationship with her father far healthier than the relationship she has with her mother. even though she isn’t sure if the cut in contact is due to her mother or if it was simply because she didn’t live up to his expectations, didn’t deserve his love. either way, she has attempted to move on from the harsh rejection, even if she still has a hole in her heart over it.

siblings: none.

APPEARANCE, VOICE, & MANNERISMS

face-claim: bella hadid. hair: dark brown, described as brunette, tends to look almost black. dyes her hair once in a while. eye color: blue. ( you can get a good look at her eyes here and here. ) height: 5'9". body type: slim, curvy. skin color: tan. scent: generally, gives off a hint of vanilla and lavender. general wardrobe description: can usually be found wearing a comfortable pair of skinny jeans, a looser sized shirt, sometimes along with a sweatshirt of some type. other times, it’s difficult to guess her style due to being dressed by other designers to show off their new clothing. usually gravitates towards dark clothing. it’s hard to really pin-point her style. one day, she’s dressed in all black with pigtails, the next day, she’s wearing bright colors with curly hair. ( inspo, inspo, inspo ). dominant hand: right hand. disorders: suffers from unipolar depression and anxiety. tattoos: a dainty rose on her left elbow ( image reference ) and tiny wings on her right ankle ( image reference, image reference ), ‘i love you’ in arabic on her left shoulder ( image reference ), ‘my love’ in arabic on her right shoulder ( image reference ),tends to keep her ink small and limited due to modeling. piercings: both ears have four piercings, both nipples, had a septum at one point but doesn’t wear it anymore. habits: chewing the ends of pens, swearing, snacking between meals, skipping meals, hair twirling, eye rolling, gesturing while talking, tucking hair behind ears, doodling, peeling off bottle labels, running hands through hair, rubbing temples. ( sometimes / might do / does not always apply; muttering under their breath, talking to themselves, picking at skin, whistling, humming to themselves, procrastinating, pacing ).

PERSONALITY

label(s): the workaholic, the mom friend. positive character traits: affectionate, adventurous, charming, confident, determined, loyal, charismatic, warmhearted, thoughtful, sympathetic, reliable, passionate, optimistic, loving, imaginative, helpful, hard-working, honest, generous, enthusiastic, creative, ambitious. negative character traits: blunt, perfectionist, sarcastic, stubborn, withdrawn, workaholic, self-destructive, argumentative. fears: failure, dying alone. lucky number: 3. sociability: extroverted, though can become quite introverted when her mental health acts up.

FAVORITES

drink: alcoholic; red wine, but won’t turn down any kind of wine. non-alcoholic; hot chocolate with whipped cream and cinnamon on top. flowers: lilies. time of day: she loves the night, specifically anytime she can look at the stars. weather: sunny days but she also loves the rain. color(s): deep purple, rose red. animal(s): dogs, dolphins.

TEST RESULTS

mbti: ( this test ); the protagonist; enfj-t. ( read more here )

protagonists are natural-born leaders, full of passion and charisma. forming around two percent of the population, they are oftentimes our politicians, our coaches and our teachers, reaching out and inspiring others to achieve and to do good in the world. with a natural confidence that begets influence, protagonists take a great deal of pride and joy in guiding others to work together to improve themselves and their community.

enneagram: ( this test );

type one; 98% match; type 1 can be thought of as the perfectionist. ones place a lot of emphasis on following the rules and doing things correctly.

type seven; 94% match; type 7 is described as the enthusiast. sevens want to have as much fun and adventure as possible and are easily bored.

type two; 92% match; type 2 can be described as the giver. twos want to be liked and find ways that they can be helpful to others so that they can be loved and belong.

temperament: ( this test ); results tied — sanguine and phlegmatic;

the sanguine temperament is fundamentally spontaneous and pleasure-seeking; sanguine people are sociable and charismatic. they tend to enjoy social gatherings, making new friends and tend to be boisterous. they are usually quite creative and often daydream. however, some alone time is crucial for those of this temperament. sanguine can also mean sensitive, compassionate and thoughtful. sanguine personalities tend to be forgetful and sometimes a little sarcastic. they are very much people persons. they are talkative and not shy.

the phlegmatic temperament is fundamentally relaxed and quiet, warmly attentive. phlegmatics tend to be content with themselves and are kind. they are accepting and affectionate. they may be receptive and shy and often prefer stability to uncertainty and change. they are consistent, relaxed, calm, rational, curious, and observant, qualities that make them good administrators. they can also be passive-aggressive.

hogwarts house: ( this test ): hufflepuff;

hufflepuff students are typically fair-minded, loyal, honest, and hard-working.

gryffindor: 78% hufflepuff: 100% ravenclaw: 92% slytherin: 81%

seven deadly sins: ( this test ):

greed: very low gluttony: medium wrath: very low sloth: very low envy: very low lust: low pride: medium

seven heavenly virtues: ( this test ): charity;

you got charity. this means you're very generous and giving, rather than greedy. you prefer to help others and share your wealth, rather than keep it all to yourself. it's people like you that restore others' faith in humanity.

element: ( this test ): earth;

as an earth person you are reliable, honest and good-natured.

anger type: ( this test ): balanced;

you have your temper in good check. people may even think you don't have a dark side.

love style: ( this test ): agape;

you are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. you are willing to sacrifice your world for your partner, except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. for you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

love type: ( this test ): the idealist ( infp );

in love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. you want a life partner and soulmate.

for you, closeness doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. you need to build trust first. overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. you want to be that rock for the person you're with.

however, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. you absolutely need to have your 'me' time too.

best matches: enfj and esfj

self-knowledge: ( this test );

ambition; you have a strong sense of potential and an intense drive to accomplish difficult things. the core of this is your ability to hold together the big goals and the daily efforts. where other people’s hopes collapse when they encounter the tedium of the journey, you keep coming back. oddly, it is actually your ability to endure feeling unheroic that counts. you know the power of working away solidly on what’s in front of you.

authority; you are good at making decisions; you have a clear sense of what needs to be done and what others should be doing. played out inside yourself, this tendency drives you to value willpower and self-control. but acting on your desire to dissuade, restrain or guide is often appreciated by others – who might secretly like a clear direction, and some firmness.

orderliness; you love it when everything is neat and tidy: when there is a proper way of doing things, and you can tick things off the to-do list and know where everything is. and you run into things that can’t be ordered (a child, a partner, a colleague at work) which drives you slightly nuts. but your desire for order is a good one when it is focussed where it is needed and when you’re okay with a bit of mess.

cattell’s 16 factor test: ( this test ):

click here and click here.

archetypes quiz: ( this test ):

46% caregiver: friendly, sincere, and compassionate, the caregiver finds their reward in helping others. no one could ask for a better best friend.

37% advocate: the advocate is the one everyone wants on their side. in the name of justice, they are not afraid to challenge authority or speak up for others.

17% creative: the creative appreciates all beautiful things, in art and daily life. the creative act is essential to who they are.

what shape does your pain take: ( this test ): sea;

you're drowning. a sea of emotions, responsibilities, people, things, everything. you just can't handle it all, you need to escape, but you can't. even talking to someone and being told it's okay, compliments, nice things people say, it all adds up to drown you further. guilt, for feeling this way when everyone's being nice and you're not enough.

what color is your muse: ( this test ): #00bfff — deepskyblue

your dominant hues are cyan and blue. you like people and enjoy making friends. you're conservative and like to make sure things make sense before you step into them, especially in relationships. you are curious but respected for your opinions by people who you sometimes wouldn't even suspect.

your saturation level is very high - you are all about getting things done. the world may think you work too hard but you have a lot to show for it, and it keeps you going. you shouldn't be afraid to lead people, because if you're doing it, it'll be done right.

your outlook on life is very bright. you are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.

where does your soul belong: ( this test )

Inside an antique watercolour box.

You probably possess the same soul with a raphaelite muse. You crave for understanding and romantic souls. You are full of light but you are too afraid to hang into your hopes and your light because you’ve been through too much pain; you just want to protect your soul by surrounding your soul with a barbed wire of cynicism. Your soul need not a place for rest, but a place for nesting, build your hopes with beauty and love again with these unstirrable old paints.

dark core personality test: ( this test )

EGOISM 7% —— “Excessive concern with one’s own pleasure or advantage at the expense of community well-being.” (Weigel et al. 1999)

MACHIAVELLIANISM 7% —— “Manipulativeness, callous affect, and a strategic, calculating orientation.” (Jones & Paulhus 2014) MORAL

MORAL DISENGAGEMENT 10% —— “A generalized cognitive orientation that differentiates one’s thinking towards unethical behavior.” (Moore et al. 2012)

NARCISSISM 20% —— “An all-consuming drive towards ego-reinforcement and an egotistical interest in, or admiration of, one’s self.” (Jones & Paulhus 2014; Smith 2017)

ENTITLEMENT 10% —— “A stable and pervasive sense that one deserves and is entitled to more than others.” (Campbell et al. 2004)

PSYCHOPATHY 10% —— “Deficits in affect and self-control (i.e. callousness and impulsivity), as well as a lack of remorse, antisocial behavior, and volatility.” (Jones & Paulhus 2014; Smith 2017)

SADISM 0% —— “A tendency to humiliate others via cruel or demeaning behavior, or the propensity to intentionally inflict physical, sexual, or psychological pain on others in order to assert power or for pleasure and enjoyment.” (O’Meara et al. 2011)

SELF-INTEREST 10% —— “The unprincipled pursuit of gains in socially valued domains, such as material goods, social status, recognition, achievement, and success.” (Gerbasi & Prentice 2013)

SPITEFULNESS 7% —— “A tendency to engage in behavior that would harm others but would also entail harm to oneself.” (Marcus et al. 2014)

TOTAL DARK CORE 9% —— “Total Dark Core: Your total Dark Core factor. Higher scores indicate a darker personality. This makes you 37.89% Lighter than the average person.

why are you unlovable: ( this test ); you’re a ghost.

You have fallen from everything you've loved, they still love you, but you are so unrecognizable these days they don't even know what to do. Let the sun warm you again, it's not all bad.

your plant personality: ( this test )

GINGER: Spirited. A feisty and fiery companion, quick with an opinion, a laugh or an idea. Warm, friendly and inviting, you never allow an awkward moment to pass. In fact, even cold and distant people warm up to you more quickly than others. Negative experiences or too much indulgence, however, can send you into a bit of a tailspin, and when hurt you may become quite cold and distant. Ginger people do best when their natural warmth and affection is flowing freely, giving them easy access to their love of life.

NETTLE: Truly a nurturing and supportive friend, you’re the kind of person that just isn’t for everyone. But those who take the time are rewarded with your gentle disposition, and the kind of friendship that does a person good no matter the difficulty they’re facing. When out of balance, you can become more prickly than supportive or nurturing, though — a sign that you need to shower yourself with the same kind of nurturing you so freely give to others.

PASSIONFLOWER: Deeply concerned about others and the world around you, you have a developed sense of what’s right and just. You’re a bit of an idealist and strive to see your vision of perfection realized in the world. On occasion you get out of balance, and you may feel a deep sense of unease and be prone to worry — especially at night, tossing and turning over all that is wrong or that needs fixing.

tea type: ( this test ): echinacea tea;

You are a protector, a visionary who strives to make the world a better place for those around you. Not only are you fundamentally kind and caring, but you have the drive to turn your big heart into big action. Sometimes your altruistic and humanitarian attitude makes those closest to you feel unimportant, so take the time to remind them how you love them *specifically*. And don’t forget to take time for yourself, either. You’ll burn yourself out if you make taking care of others your full-time job.

how do you best like to be loved: ( this test ); stay with me while the storm is strong;

We all need someone sometimes, and you often don't feel like you are worth someone remaining. you are, though. I know that you crave for someone to be there and rest their hand against your back during the bad times. For a loving voice to lull you to sleep with a cadence of compassion and a desire to remain. You just want someone to remain. Through and past the bad parts when you know it is difficult. You want to fall asleep to their voice and wake up to them still there in the morning. You want them to know the way that you take your tea and keep a box of your favorite flavor in their pantry in case you have a bad night and need to come over. You want to trust someone enough to give them a key to your house. And you deserve it, love. You deserve for someone to linger. You deserve to place your trust in another and know that they'll help you brush your hair if you're just too tired. You deserve for someone to remain.

what kind of sexual deviant are you: ( this test )

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