#been w me the longest 💔💔

[ethanstinkthan]

Ah! Zoinks get outta there!!

[hysteria-things]

hear me out

this one guy from my class literally talks to me always, compliments me, snaps w me, goes on calls w me, includes me in everything -found out he got a gf a few days ago and they've known eachother for 6 days - HE'S A HUGE RED FLAG BECAUSE HE'S A MAN WHORE AND ONLY DATES GIRLS FOR FUN BUT HES GENUINELY SO NICE TO ME AND WE'VE BEEN LIKE THIS SINCE LAST YEAR (2 years practically)

Idk what to do cause this guy has many green flags but he's a big fat man whore and can't say no

i love his personality and yeah he's not the prettiest but his smile is so cute and gorg like omg and i literally cant remove him from my life cause we sit together so like do i try to distance myself or jus be one of his best friends😔😔idk man and its not like i'm even touchy w him like i'm a girls girl and would never steal a man but genuinely so many people ask me if we're together and that he has a crush on me but i fully ignore it and i literally pretend to not like him 💔💔💔I SOUND SO MUCH LIKE A PICK ME RN BUT I SWEAR TO GOD I'VE LIKED THIS GUY BEFORE HIS GLOW UP AND BEFORE HIS EGO GOT BIGGER SO LIKE HELP 💔😔 (the longest he has been in a relationship is a month.)

if he’s a walking red flag that should be an immediate NO.

[imraespace]

HELPME 25K+ ISNT EVEN THE LONGEST THING IVE READ EITHER I REMEMBER READING SMTH THAT WAS LIKE… 160k words……. and then i saw smth with 1M but i didnt bother reading it bc IT WAS INCOMPLETE?? HELLO IT WAS STILL ONGOING LIKE WHAT MORE DO U WANNA ADD

im afraid im still waiting until the rin series is done …… when i actually read it ill interact pookie i promise 😋🙏🙏 i think w notes and stuff is really like stupid bc some ppl dont bother liking or reblogging esp with commenting like most of the time when i read fics i dont like bc I FORGET USUALLY AND BE LIKE wow that was good and then copy link and paste it into my notes if i wanna reread it and i rarely reblog stuff 💔 ive only been doing it more recently so my acc doesnt look dead but before that i reblogged an art post and then …. 10 months later i reblogged a fic for the first time HELP

i also heard that liking fics does nothing for the algorithm on tumblr and its mostly reblogs that gets it out there so i feel bad whenever i like smth and dont reblog ☹️☹️ i feel bad for all the writers on this app tbh they dont get enough attention for their fics LIKE THEYRE REALLT GOOD except for those … strange incest ones like rinsae…. but those arent included..! anwyays maybe ill join the darkside and start writing but even with editing its reallt hard out there i havent edited in so long and quite literally bc i have no ideas 💔 im gonna be in both realms where no one gets attention

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GIRL WHAT I DONT HAVE THAT ATTENTION SPAN but watch me read a whole fic in out sitting.. WHATTATS 1M WHAT THR FAKX JUST WRITE A BOOK ATP

heheheheh🤭🤭

LMQO with me I just like I don't really reblog stuff I made a tag for it but I don't even use it.. I'll reblog stuff some day!

LMAO when I first got tumblr it was in 2020 bc of my um cringe mha era I used to be undercover here I didn't even like stuff then I complained when I couldn't find what I read or sum..

WHAT IF LIKING POSTS DOESNT HELP THEN WHY DO YOU HAVE

fr those insect/step sibling posts are a bit odd..

[onlyjaeyun]

my angel love zadie!!🌷🤍 idk if my asks are going through/being delivered to you bc my tumblr has been a bit weird lately :/ but i want to send another one and hopefully you’ll receive it!!

BUT OHHHH MY GOODNESS THE LAST COUPLE CHAPS LETS DISCUSS:

the amount of times i had to pause my reading session for the friendmas chap bc the more i read the more my heart broke and im too fragile to read it all in one go🥲💔 but hoon’s secret santa present for yn omg that was the most beautiful and thoughtful gift ever and the fact that it was hoon’s peace offering to finally put an end to all this enemy stuff made me so 🥺🥺 AND HIM WRITING THE CARD IN JAPANESE TOO!! i know our hearts have to hurt for a bit but im so excited to see soft and fluffy hoonie w/ yn and vise versa like they are each other’s person❤️‍🩹

now i don’t want to talk about the interaction with riki’s mom but i’m going to talk about it — what a witch!!! the fact that she could even sleep at night after knowing what she did to sunghoon & yn’s friendship is so unsettling to me like they were so young :(( and when hoon asked “what letter?” i swear i got so silent and had to stare blankly into my wall to process my heart shattering into a million pieces. like how they treated each other for the past decade was built off of a huge misunderstanding caused by none other than that witch of a mother/stepmother, i swear when i catch her!!!!! and yn giving up her dream for riki :(( she loves him so much and so does he like i cant even imagine riki’s emotions finding something out like that. also with yn too like she carried such a burden for the longest time to make her brother happy i’m so :(( they deserve a happy ending too and knowing that their “family” can never come near and hurt them ever again makes my heart so content😭❤️‍🩹

the nishimuras have such a special place in my heart 🥺❤️‍🩹 i don’t have any siblings so i like to indulge in her character a bit and their closeness is just something that pieced my broken heart from the friendmas chapter back together🫶🏻

NOW HOON FINALLY CONFESSING TO HIS BOYS HIS FEELINGS FOR YN!!!! i’m so so excited to see how this all unfolds and for hoonyn to get all fluffy and do couple things🥹💓

as always, i hope life has been treating you well my love!!! always thinking about you and how you’re doing🤍 wishing for you to be happy always baby!! sending you so much love💓💓💓

- 💌

oh goodness, my sweetest, kindest, softest baby's here and i couldnt be happier, hi my love 🥺🥺🥺🥺🤍

first of all, i hope you've been doing well and that life's been treating you even better baby, you deserve nothing but the best!🤍 please make sure to take care of yourself and i hope you have the best weekend ever 🤥💗💗🌥️

now, you have NO idea just how much your feedback and review on the most recent chaps means to me 🥺 thank you thank you thank you :( not only for taking the time out of your day to make mine so much better but also for always being so sweet and so kind to me, i can't even explain just how grateful and appreciative i am of you. i love you so so so much and am still giggling over your reactions, i love it SO much 😫

sending you the biggest kiss baby 💐🌷💞

[mlobsters]

all righty, take 2.

SAM Hey Sonny, wait. Um ... W-what is all this? SONNY It's our hall of fame. We had some pretty great athletes come through here, including your brother. He was Sullivan county 135-pound wrestling champion.

it's like adam all over again! dean's double life

the awkward first kiss situation, well that makes bit more sense if he was 14 originally. would they have really had a supposed to be 14 year old character doing an extended kissing since like this though? 🤔 if i had more energy i would investigate further but i do not

this mini drama over dean inevitably disappearing on this girl does not feel super necessary but all right

SAM It looks like it wasn't the action figure that was anchoring her here, Dean. DEAN Then what is?! SAM Him.

little flash of soulless!sam vibes there

(getting distracted again considering how this boys home is financially viable and how it's regulated while watching zombie-ghost-mom become regular mom)

insert me being sad again that dean never got to have kids

SAM You just got lucky? Kind of like you did with this place. I mean, here I was thinking this was the worst part of your life, and it turns out it was the best. Why'd you ever leave?

sam 💔

oh, bigger sad. dean chose sam over stable home and father figure. does this jive with his previous characterization of (basically) always following orders? because john wasn't in this emotional equation, from what i can see. i'm sure we can wiggle it into place with enough extrapolation. ALSO

kudos, young dean, you made me cry! not sure any of the young winchesters have managed that before. john taking away this special experience (can't give him a few hours to do the school dance) and then the crying and genuine smile at seeing sam and the decision it leads to, one-two punch to the emotions

and sam understanding what dean gave up and (probably) why

SAM Dean ... Thank you. DEAN For what? SAM For always being there, for – having my back. Look, I know it always hasn't been easy … DEAN I don't know what the hell you're talking about.

deflect, deflect

i feel like i can't even judge what makes sense anymore. i'm just going with the flow. slap on some slightly nonsensical backstory plot that shows again dean's commitment to sam, well i'm not complaining

and i guess it was time for an old girlfriend of dean's to crop up. so if cassie was his longest relationship at 2 weeks, did this one also count? was it under 2 weeks?

looks almost like the sony boombox i had in 1995

ps she's shauna's teenaged daughter in yellowjackets (and she's 29 now lol)

yellowjackets s1e10 sic transit gloria mundi - sarah desjardins as callie sadecki

(that was approximately the model i had)

supernatural s9e7 bad boys (w. adam glass)

trying to piece together the logic of dean's story here.

DEAN We, uh – we crashed at the, uh ... the bungalow colony with the ping-pong table? SAM Yeah. Uh, y-you disappeared. Dad came back. You were gone. He shipped me off to Bobby's for a couple months and went and … found you. You were lost on a hunt or something. DEAN THAT'S what we told you. Right. SAM I'm sorry? That's what you told me? DEAN Truth is, uh… I lost the food money that Dad left for us in a card game. I knew you'd get hungry, so ... I tried taking the five-finger discount at the local market and got busted. I wasn't on a hunt. They sent me to a boys' home.

trying to wrap my head around sequence of events. lost food money (but they presumably had some food where they were staying) and dean called dad's cell after getting arrested? and if dean was 16 then this was 1995 so within the realm of possibility i guess

SAM A boys' home, like a … reform school? DEAN Yeah, more or less. It was a farm, and the guy who ran it – Sonny – he, uh, you know, he looked after me.

spent far too long reading on wikipedia to even understand what a reform school might even be these days. if it was like, juvie.. via like, the juvenile courts.. but boys homes i think are generally private things you have to pay for? and i dunno the overall gist but religious seems common. also dear internet, i'm not looking up boys homes to send my actual children away :S

how is sam not hounding him about acting so weird? and the zeke thing. come on now.

SAM Hey, Dean ... I mean, why didn't you just tell me you went to a boys' home? DEAN I don't know. Uh, it was Dad's idea. And then it just – you know, the story became the story. I was 16.

blegh. someone else could spin out how things might have changed, or not changed, if sam knew as a kid. protect sammy from the truth

SAM You were here for two months and Dad couldn't find you? DEAN Oh, no. He found me. He found me quick. But he left me here 'cause I lost our money.

again sounding more like juvie than whatever this reform school farm situation is

SAM You were 16. You made a mistake. DEAN Yeah. I made the mistake. Look, I know how you think. None of this was Dad's fault.

uh huh. totally appropriate discipline for the mistake 😒

hey she's back! she was in the spn homage to the xfiles home episode, and was in the xfiles home episode (and 2 others)! and the magicians she was the candy witch who took Q's blood (which never turned into anything despite sera gamble tweeting that it would be resolved in the finale 🤪 but cheekily stated such that you can say so they planned it never to go anywhere, great. you got us)

supernatural s4e11 family remains - karin konoval as mrs. curry

i know a lot of people are in multiple episodes, but if i don't notice it myself i don't bother mentioning it

DEPUTY BILLY Steven Hewlett caught him red-handed stealing up at his store. SONNY So what'd he take? DEPUTY BILLY Get this – peanut butter and bread.

the raging assholeitude of getting a 16 year old arrested for stealing a couple dollars worth of basic food. that it could be considered an offense even capable of being arrested for.

SONNY Okay. And how about family? DEPUTY BILLY Well, his old man called. Once he found out what happened, he said let him rot in jail. Judge is off on a fishing trip. Boy's too young to leave in County. So we thought it best he stay here till arraignment.

thanks for clearing up those logistics after i spent far too long trying to consider how this went down (my problem/fault).

YOUNG DEAN So, what is this place, anyway? SONNY It's for boys like you. You work the land. Teaches you some discipline and responsibility. Keep you out of trouble.

will do my best to stop thinking about the logic (or lack of) and go with it

YOUNG DEAN That's lame. SONNY Beats jail. Come on. I'll fix you something to eat.

trying to ignore the thought in my head that this is the most parenting he'll have been on the receiving end of in years

this show likes to swing from one extreme to another with the people playing the kids. first 18 year old dean here (who looks like he's in his 20s) with ~supposed~ 14 year old sam and now this kiddo playing dean is 18 but looks quite young and is.. 5'6.5". was looking at his imdb pictures at from about a boy (so he's next to sam) lol

s4e13 after school special brock kelly as young dean and colin ford as young sam / s10e12 about a boy - dylan everett as young dean

i ranted at length and provided cdc growth charts about the improbability of 6'4" sam winchester being that small at 14

from the wiki! Dylan Everett, who plays Young Dean in this episode, also plays Young Dean in 10.12 About A Boy (however, in that episode Dean is 14 and not 16) and in 11.08 Just My Imagination (where "Young Dean" is 13)

13 is slightly more reasonable lol oh but it gets even better

Originally Dean was written as 14, but upon seeing Dylan Everett on screen, the crew decided he looked older, and used ADR to change the age to 16 in post-production.

that's hilarious. they really should have stuck with 14. also the bed that dean supposedly slept in looked like a toddler size bed.

jesus fucking christ i meant to keep my trap shut during this episode. failed spectacularly

🥲it's fine

damnit wasn't prepared for an episode that was gonna make me cry

DEAN Let's try that again. If you're gonna be a man, you got to learn how to shake like one, okay?

i get what they were doing but 😒

YOUNG DEAN I meant for getting the charges against me dropped. SONNY Well, being hungry's not a crime. It's the stealing that is. But I feel if you only do that once, you don't deserve a record. And seeing as how we can't find your pops anywhere, you can stay here as long as you want, Dean. You're doing good in school. You're making friends. You made the wrestling team. I'm proud of you.

oh jesus. so he'll have to walk away from this like. loving, supportive place. to be with john and sam.

SONNY That story have anything to do with why you put the salt in front of your bunk door every night before bed? YOUNG DEAN Well, it's a family thing, so I can't really talk about it. SONNY Same family that left you here?

so he was there over a month after the charges had dropped because john wanted to teach him a lesson i guess. thanks for more reasons to be mad at john winchester. except the intended punishment ended up being more like a luxury vacation with a caring parental figure

i couldn't deal with that horribly awkward interaction with the lady who didn't remember dean, i had to skip it

is this the same farm as the time traveling to the 70s with mary etc

spn s9e7 bad boys / s4e3 in the beginning

the trees combined with the field behind was like ding ding familiar. double checked on the wiki of the map of known filming locations for both episodes because i don't trust myself

it's late and i'm only halfway through this. adjourned until tomorrow

[twinprime]

tag 10 people you want to know better

i was tagged by @sibylvanereimagined <33 thank u elza :) <33

relationship status: the usual. i am in love with someone and i have no idea if they feel the same ♥️ (no i will not ask <3)

favorite color: garnet red or viridian green

favorite food: currently on a bagel with strawberry cream cheese kick… w a little bit of salt sprinkled on…chefs kiss

song stuck in my head: can i sit next to you - spoon. we played it at the restaurant i worked at and for the longest time i couldn’t make out the lyrics to google it bc working in the kitchen was super loud but i finally managed to sneak away and shazam it from the dining room. god bless i’d been trying to figure the name of it out for a year

last thing i googled: meaning of spiderweb over doorway - @ousiem said that me repeatedly seeing a spider in my doorway was a good sign so i looked up what it meant <3 unfortunately the type of spider i saw there was an omen for a dangerous and unwelcome visitor 😳💔 this comes as no surprises i’m like a beacon for bad luck

time: 11:11am :)

dream trip: i want to take another road trip across the us but this time i want to be able to truly experience everything and go to all the different national parks rather than just taking the interstates across. ideally it’d be just me and one other person embarking across the country and traveling around for a month

@thehauntingofhillhousepdf @cannibalmetaphor @ousiem @kafkabutagirl @dogmotif @cannibalwomen @arunima @ashstfu @sadweatherchildren @twinpeaksrecord

[husbandhoshi]

NOOOO PLEASE LILY YOURE THE GENIUS ☹️☹️

and that sounds like it’s exhausting;; i’ve been wanting to do volunteer work for the longest time and i even signed up for it and just never get around to it :( but i really should, sigh…

i haven’t been up to much! i’m not in school so i just ran some errands, did some chores, blah blah blah — and now i’m watching breaking bad!

anon who i’ve devastated i am So Sorry i just have my silly little ideas and type them in my silly little ask box and somehow lily works her magic 🪄🥰

- angel anon

ahh it’s not too bad! i really enjoy working w my team and volunteering, so it’s a labor of love 💔 i’m on the leadership team of these groups so i get to do a lot of delegating anyway instead of real work! and i believe in you! don’t push yourself if you’re not ready, but if you want to, i would say start small & see if you like it! there’s no rush to do things but i definitely support you if you wanna give it a shot!

and it’s good that you had a bit of an errands day! i used to dread them but it’s nice being able to dress up and get things in order (and you can treat urself w a yummy drink or something :) ). and omg i met bob odenkirk once! i was friends w his son bc we both did competitive debate and he told me i was a good debater LMAO

(shh and you ARE a genius!)

[forever-always]

I posted 1,621 times in 2021

15 posts created (1%)

1606 posts reblogged (99%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 107.1 posts.

I added 43 tags in 2021

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#buck x eddie - 8 posts

#evan buckley - 7 posts

#buddie - 7 posts

#eddie díaz - 5 posts

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#911 season 4 - 3 posts

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#they have invaded my life like it's no ones business

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

OMG I just realized that the sh**ting would be a shared trauma for both Buck and Eddie (in different perspectives ofc) .. This'll probably bring them even closer to each other as they try to navigate through it in their own ways but nevertheless still being there for each other when needed 👀..

I don't know what to do with this realization tho 💔

I'm just gonna go back to my corner and be invisible till Tuesday night (when I can watch the episode)

22 notes • Posted 2021-05-22 21:09:10 GMT

#4

I'm curious how do you categorize writers who writes and saves fics on their mobile's notepad but never wanna put it out there coz they aren't sure of themselves enough ?????? Asking for a friend 👀

29 notes • Posted 2021-12-19 20:05:30 GMT

#3

It really pisses me off when a show sets up a LGBTQ+ couple and give them a beautiful SL only to have most of their (pivotal) scenes happen off-screen .. I mean why is it always up to our interpretation ????? Then what's even the point of the damn show ???? We could might as well just live in "fanfic land" ... I'm just tired .. This isn't the first time we had to assume "how it must have gone down?" "What must have lead to it?" (This time I'm 👀👀 at u, 911 LS) .. Y'all really didn't think we at least deserved a tiny glimpse into the convo of Carlos asking TK to move in ????? Seriously ???!!?!!???? Screw y'all ..

(Listen I'm grateful for all the content we got with my babies 🥰♥️ .. But my frustration is justified and I know I'm not the only one out there ..)

29 notes • Posted 2021-04-28 00:19:12 GMT

#2

A convo b/w my BFF and I:

Me: I'm gonna show u something, u need to lemme know what u feel..

BFF: Alright. Send it to me and I'll check it out..

*** It's important to note that she has zero clue about what she's about to watch .. Like ZERO clue..***

BFF: *watched the scene and calls me back* So what did u want me to observe?

Me: Did u watch it completely?

BFF: Yes I did but I'm super confused..

Me: Ok. So what do u think their relationship is? Are they brothers, friends, lovers, soulmate ...???

BFF: Initially I thought they were brothers, then I thought they were friends, then I was confused.. Wait! Hold on. Are they gay for each other???? *sounds excited af*

Me: *Dodging her question* Alright! What's ur final call on their relationship?

BFF: They're best friends who are soulmates with a potential of more..

Me: Do they give u the bro vibes?

BFF: Are u kidding me? Noooo.. Those two are anything but brothers..

Me: Well the network promote them as "brothers" and made us feel like idiots for thinking there was something more there..

BFF: They're crazy to see those two are brothers. Screw them. Those two are bloody soulmates.. That's what they are..

----End of Convo----

U hear that Fox.. Even a non-viewer sees them for what they truly are; SOULMATES.. (Brothers .. my ***)

34 notes • Posted 2021-05-16 15:39:18 GMT

#1

Ok seriously not to be that person .. But I'm not feeling so good after reading Oliver's interview .. Maybe I've been burnt wayyyyyyy too many times in the past that I'm not exactly liking the sound of the whole 'conflict between Buck and Eddie' thingy .. It's just not sitting well with me .. I mean I know it's lawsuit 2.0™️ .. But what if it isn't?????? What if the writers screw shit up with the whole 'conflict' thing and we end up with a more strained relationship between Buck and Eddie ????? What if it draws them apart even further instead of bringing them closer ?????? What if Christopher becomes the only anchor between the two of them ??????? What if they screw over Buddie and us along with it ...?????? I know I'm being such a Debbie downer but given all the times I've been burnt in the past with other shows and ships .. It makes it a little hard for me to be hopeful and overly optimistic about things ... Sorry about this useless post .. just ignore it and carry on with the optimistic fun posts ✌️

36 notes • Posted 2021-12-15 20:08:16 GMT

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