#been spamming lately😩😩

[solbaby7]

hi sol xx i’m here to request a fic <3 ur my absolute favorite acotar writer and i’d love to see this from you! however if anything is triggering or you are not comfortable writing, please ignore this! :)

i was thinking a cassian x reader, where reader overhears cassian, azriel, and rhys talking about their sex-lives and reader is more on the timid side, new to sexual intimacy, and cassian is obviously not! the pair are mates and cassian absolutely adores how naive and inexperienced she is because he gets to teach her and they get to learn what they like together.

but reader only overheard when cass says she’s “vanilla” and then the teasing jokes from az and rhys, she doesn’t hear where he admits to liking the slow pace and build up the two of you have. and naturally and understandably, reader gets very insecure and distances herself a bit before trying something that’s out of her comfort zone. and has to use the safe word.

it doesn’t have to be anything hardcore !! maybe cass just over stimulates her or the sex isn’t as tender as she’s used to and it just freaks her out. and cassian dotes and comforts her, and asks her what’s wrong and for a whole spill of tears and hurt comfort.

again, pls don’t feel obligated, and if you do decide to write it, i appreciate you so much and know im going to absolutely adore it! much love! xx

are you kidding??? 😩 i could actually kiss you. this sounds so cute and i really needed something to drag me out my Az cave. not to mention some fluff is much needed after the angst i’ve been spamming you all with.

anywhore, i’ve already written out most of it (bc when i saw the request last night i physically couldn’t fucking stop myself from immediately drafting something up) and I’m doing the revisions today during work. let’s say it’ll be up by late tonight or super early tmr morning??

i appreciate your sweet words & the request sm 🤍 can’t wait to see what u think

update: Angels Like You

[little-miss-dilf-lover]

heyyyyy been inactive for a while, but i heard tangerine asks were open and came running 😧 so like we all know tan gets jealous easily, that's a given... but what about if you got jealous over him? i feel like he'd find out really hot when his partner was angry... 😩

also wanted to say hey and love you and i hope you're doing well !!!! 💓💓

hiii!! ugh I love it!! love you and hope you’re doing well, angel. thank you for requesting, hope you like it💌

subtle envy

tangerine x fem reader

— word count || 371

again, sorry, I have a couple more tan ones to go so then im no longer spamming your feeds. apologies if this is a lot of shit😭

₊✧ masterlist + taglist

Whenever Tan would return after a week's mission, he would take you out on a date to make up for the lost time. It would be a different place every time, but tonight he wanted to keep it casual, something more private and intimate. So he took you to the local restaurant for late lunch by the river.

You caught up as you enjoyed your meals, chatting about whatever happened during your time apart over a couple of light drinks. Everything was going well until you returned from the bathroom to see the same waitress hovering around your table for the fifth time. 

You slip into your seat opposite him, a displeased expression on your face.

"Can I get you guys anything else?" the waitress asks, her eyes fixed on your boyfriend.

"No, we're good, thanks," you force a smile, taking a sip from your glass.

"And yourself, sir?" she asks, battering her eyes at him.

"Nah, we're good, thanks, love,"

"I'll be over there if you need me," she smiles at him, blanking you.

"I'm sorry, babe," Tangerine grins, trying to charm you.

"Sorry? Why you sorry? No need to be sorry," you say flatly, folding your arms over your chest. "Oblivious knobhead," you mumble, biting the edge of your thumbnail, glaring at him with squinted eyed.

"Are you jealous?" he asks, his tone playfully patronising.

"Shut up," you sneer, pushing the leftover food around with your fork. "I guess she forgot what she came over for," you mutter, avoiding Tan's gaze as you make a mocking face.

"You are," he beams, his moustache twitching as his smile widens. "You're jealous,"

"Nope," you shrug, speaking indifferently. 

"You are,"

"No,"

"No?"

"No,"

"Yeah, you are," he smirks, sipping from his beer. "It is quite a look on you,"

"Shut up," you conceal a smile, momentarily glancing away. "I wanna go home now," you lie.

"Nah, we're going cinema next," he chuckles, pulling his wallet from his front pocket. "Lunch is on me, I take it?" he prods, trying to coax a reaction out of you.

"Cool," you smile into your glass, maintaining eye contact with him over the rim. "That's fine with me,"

"Attagirl," he smirks, adjusting his tightening trousers. "Attagirl."

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tangerine taglist: @tangerinesgf @kpopgirlbtssvt @like-a-fine-skylark @earth-elemental18 @ashlynhasmanyhyperfixations @idontknowwhattohaveasmyuser @thewinterv @navs-bhat @ilovetangerinewithallmyheart @theredvelvetbitch @randomawesomeperson102 @lov3lypeaches7 @princess-pebbles-things @astermath @dynamitehacke @ugh09876554444 @boldlyimportantface @charmedkim @fruitlovertangerine @psiiconic @bubblezuku @sporadiccherryblossom @landryslove @daenerys-supremacy

[gemini-sensei]

I’m sorry that you are having a crappy day, let me give you something that might make you feel a little better.

Imagine Monsterdick Alpha Demetri have a bad day at work, just a whole bunch of work he need ups out because a shitty coworker didn’t do it. He ended up having to stay late at work and don’t even get over time pay for it. He feels like absolute garbage by the time he gets home. He throws his work stuff to the side as soon as he gets into the house, ripping off his stupid key card lanyard and throwing it onto the near by coffee table.

His wife feels so bad for him because as much as her husband tends to whine and complain about just about anything she can tell he really means it this time. She sees how much work he has been doing recently. He gets almost no credit and no one even thinks to praise him even a little for all the work he does.

So that night when he is getting ready for bed in the bathroom she gets ready for HIM. It’s nothing much just her in a big tshirt…..with nothing else underneath it. But she knows he likes that, the simplicity of just being able to have his omega in such a light hearted manner. She didn’t have to pull any tricks out of a bed to get her husband hard and riled up for her. When he gets out of the bathroom he’s meet with his wife on all fours, face half buried in the pillows looking over at him, fat ass in the air, pussy slowly starting to leak slick. His mouth is watering at the very sight of her like that on their bed and it has her giggling.

Of course he goes right in to eating her out quickly then to burying his huge cock into her.

At first it’s a simple little dance, nothing to much and they are both feeling good. Reader moaning and whimpering into her pillow as her big alpha fucks her into their bed. Cheeks clapping loudly with every new wet thrust. She’s trying her best to throw it back on him. He grunting and panting over her as he grips her hips and rolls.

“Such a good boy~” it’s a light hearted comment that just slips out. Her pussy feels so good, her husband doing everything her can to make her feel good. Her eyes are rolling but soon snap open as his grip tightens, fingers digging into her belly hard. Suddenly his pace picks up to the point that the bed frame is rocking with the headboard banging into the wall. Tears start to pour from her eyes with loud moans that draw out every other minute. Her belly is being pushed all the way down on the bed only leaving her ass up and her back arched. Demetri hammers away at her fat cunt and it’s LOUD! It’s wet and echos around their room.

“Say it again…. Say it again omega!”

“Your such a good boy!! Your my good boy!!”

Minutes later he is slamming his pelvis into her ass one more time as his knot pops right into her spamming cunt. Her eyes cross and she squeals into the pillows below as she feeling him spray her insides with his thick load. It’s warm and fills her to the brim. His hips jerk and sputter as he lets everything he’s been holding onto for weeks unload into his perfect little omega. He lays limp over top of her panting in her ear the whole time. Licking over her bond mark.

“I’m a good boy aren’t I….”

“Your the best boy babe~”



This is a few weeks old but I'm still in awe of it. I tried to come up with more for it but it's perfect the way it is.

All I have to add is he would be such a good boy and need to be reminded of it. Like, ugh, just him needing to let go of his stress and be a good boy 😩

[kexing]

So many new pictures and reels from the Destiny clinic event.

ForceBook overload! ForceBook overload! 👾👾👾👾👾👾👾👾👾👾👾👾👾👾👾👾👾👾

Send help!!! 🆘️🆘️🆘️

On another note: At least they didn't look so tired today. So I'm happy about that 🤗

Hope you had a lovely day today. And in case you need to hear it today, you're AWESOME!!! ⭐️⭐️⭐️

hi bestie!!!! soooo glad you mentioned that because yes!! so much content and i’ve been collecting them like pokémon, which i shouldn’t be doing so i’m gonna share them here and move on akdkskdksk send help indeed!!

GUESS WHO WAS STILL TAKING PHOTOS OF HIS BESTIE AFTER THE EVENT????? akdkskdksk yes, you guessed correctly!

they looked so soft today and even the fan service was incredibly soft. god bless alkdkskdkskd

the category is, as always, fond best friend and force will always win!!!

BOOKIE PRETENDING TO BE FORCE’S BODYGUARD I’M AKDKKSDKKKD don’t mess with his bestie, i am so serious with you right now

like please, they are so beautiful 😩😩😩

bookie deadass looked like an angel!!!! 🤧🤧🤧

force knowing that book tends to overthink things so he reassures him that it’s okay and that he’s with always with him 🤧🤧🤧

THE MAIN VISUALS. this has never been a joke to me

force helping book say goodbye to all of their fan clubs. they’re so sweet. also force was worried for the fans since there were a lot of girls and it was already late to go home. so he kept telling them to be safe 🤧🤧🤧

overall, we’ve learned today what we already knew about them. force and book are gentle human beings who love their fans and each other a lot 🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡

anyways!! sorry for the spam!!!!

they definitely looked less tired today and happier! thankfully!!

i did! thank you so much!! you are suuuuper awesome as well!! thank you for stopping by!! have a lovely weekend!

[tojiscumdumpster]

I've been missing out on so much of your work because of adulthood and I hate it😩. I'm gonna spend today catching up with your work. Sooo is it ok if I spam you a bit today 🥺👉🏽👈🏽? Just wanna make sure I won't get blocked for blowing up your notifications 😅. I hope you're doing well otherwise and drinking lots of water. 💖💖💖

you of all people will NEVER get blocked. i totally understand adulthood because it’s definitely been catching up to my ass lately, too. (╥﹏╥) so no rush at all bby. take care of yourself and you also stay hydrated. i hope you have a wonderful day and i can’t wait to see your comments. ᡣ𐭩

[tellywoodtrash]

sorry for spamming your feed with so many asks lately TT 🥺 but i just HAD to share this...so I have been having a seriously bad week.. today is the first time in the last 7/8 days that I legit laughed my ass off watching something here n ofc it's a Thai bl series..it's so refreshing n funny af..the main leads r ADORABLE n the 'bad boy' one is SUCH A GOOD ACTOR I hope he gets better n better 😩🤌✨ the Cute one is just..CUUUUTE (makes us feel that we MUST PROTECT HIM) 💖💖💖 the name of the Drama is 'I will knock you'. I just finished 5 whole episodes n if you want great chemistry n easy breezy romance n funny n silly af characters n situations than please do check it out 😍😍

Ooooh, I'm in the mood for something like this rn. Shall check it out!!!!!

(Also, hope the no-good-horrible-bad-terrible week has ended and you're doing much better!!! 🤗🤗🤗)

[niallermybabe]

Okie, so u know what sucks abt distance? 😩😩😩

So first off is that ur gonna miss ur mooties, bc of time zones (ugh) and school (ew) and stuff, and when u are having a bestie breakdown ur gonna go crazy and just wanna SPAM THEM but they're asleep

(just kidding ik u guys arent comfortable with spamming hehe)

But recently, what sucks to me is that I can't grasp someone's vibe or SEE their feelings just through texts. That means I don't know if they are tired and I should just stop messaging, or I don't know if I said something wrong and annoyed them or I am bothering them and the most annoying thing is that I don't know when I should just STOP bc I can't see their feelings. How are they feeling? Are they tired? Did I say something wrong? Do something wrong? Did I make them sad? Oh my God I shouldn't have said that! Should I stop? Is this okay? Do I need to apologize? Oh no they haven't been online lately, what if something has happened to them? Are they mad at me, what should I say? Oh no they are taking a bit to reply...are they busy or did I upset them...?

SO THE BIG PROBLEM IS I just can't see u guys through my screen and it's so frustrating and I basically don't know if u guys are just pretending to be fine...and I keep overthinking ugh.

I just luv messaging u guys so much but I don't know when I should stop:/.

[handsomegentlebutch]

Glad the sweet talk got your juices going, cutie ;)

Pretty shy myself (which is why I keep spamming your askbox), but thank the Lord you're willing to get goofy with it. My silly ass can't pronounce things correctly for shit, so be warned. Maybe if I spent more time in my youth at the ttrpg club I'd have more top dialogue options installed. But you'll get a silly goose instead.

We gotta be able to have snack breaks though, while I wait for your soul to reenter your body. I'll put little stickers on you for every time you cum just for being such a good boy. It'd be fun, I promise :3

Again what's the point of it all if I can't be the clown I was always born to be?

-😩

All I do is get goofy with it. In someways, I'm already married: to the bit. :3

Its never too late to start ttrpg playing!! I've been playing for 13 years now and one of my fave things to do is indoctrinate people into the scene

Also I promise I'm such a good boy. I'm a silly little guy. Pathetic but endearing. I'm a people pleaser sp I'd happily take care of you too :3

[mhyinart]

I finally hit 2,000 followers but there have been so many spam accounts lately I feel like it doesn’t count 😩

[hyunverse]

ooooo that’s nice !!! currently doing my chores listening to music as well, we’re twinning how cute ^_^. kimchi ramen sounds so good rn 😩. i had our fave for breakfast, sushiiiiii!!! i got cucumber avocado bc they had no salmon and it was delishhhh. call me angel again and watch me sob <///3. you’re too cute it hurts my heart, KISSESSSS 💗💗. i rly do love your writing and the angst just hits every time. so i am very much looking forward to wtvr comes out next hehe

OMFG PLS DO ASSIGN THEM MYTHOLOGY TALES I WILL LOSE MY MINDDDDDDD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if you do it my one request will be the sirens story when the sirens lured the sailors into dying LMAO that would be so perfect w any of them. danceracha perhaps ???that’s my fave mythology tale tho 😋😋. what’s yours? i’m curious ^_^

yep yep yep you get it ! it’s too tempting. i will forever say that money does in fact buy happiness bc money provides me w everything that makes me happy so 😇. and it really is always thursday’s 😭. my mom was just being rly unkind and stuff <////3. im pretty used to it atp but for some reason everything she was saying was just like ouchhhhhh yk ?? i’m slowly getting over it tho until the next event happens lol 🙏🏼 thank you for being here for me love :((. just talking to you and reading your stuff makes me so happy. it’s nice to know someone cares about what i have to say so i rly enjoy interacting w you :)) AND skz comeback rly helps pull through LOL, i agree they’re all doing these comebacks too fast bc what about our bank accounts skz 💔💔💔

MINHO PICSSSS grrrr i adore you 😠😠. he’s so cute that just made me smile sm ily :(( but yes new rachavlog had me smiling NONSTOP through the whole video, seeing them happy and seeing chan relax for once just makes my heart full. hyunjins outfit ALONE was so bf. and him taking over the cooking and all that at the restaurant ??? HUSBAND ENERGYYYYYYYYY he is so boyfie. tempted to write hyunjin fluff lately bc he’s just so dreamy and it makes me insane 😇😇

- 🐈‍⬛ the spamming has began again pls forgive 😔🙏🏼 hugs hugs hugs

kimchi ramen always!!! either that or the buldak ramen. god i’ve been eating instant noodles daily due to the fact that it’s ramadan and the campus cafes are closed </3 on my period rn so i can’t fast hehe. maybe i shud order some real food tmr instead zzzz. sushi sounds so good rn 😭 if only there were sushi restaurants near my campus, i would order some tomorrow ☹️ but there aren’t ☹️ dislike living in a small village, i can’t cope!!!

i will call you my angel all the time then because you are indeed my angel <3 the angel-est of them all!! truly!! sneak peek: another drabble of mine will be based on the musical tick tick boom!! angst <3 again <3

wait idk the sailor myth that ure talking abt omg 💔 will look up into it 🤝 mmm lemme try assigning them myths... i feel like the tale of orpheus and eurydice gives off so much hyunjin. being deeply in love and being overtaken by despair just feels hyunjin, yk? that’s all i could think of rn T_T my fav myth is the entire the iliad story!! it’s so interesting to me. i think achilles is a very interesting character. huge angst potential too.

naw, baby :( ‘m sorry to hear that. sending u affection to compensate for the unkind words. you’re absolutely perfect the way you are, and ‘m proud of you!! thank you for merely existing, and i’m proud that you’re doing the best you could right now. you deserve so many good things ♡ i haven’t even met you or known you deeply but just by the things we’ve talked about, i can tell that you’re an incredible individual. you’re attentive, a great mood-maker, a joy to be around and kind. you make my days brighter. thank you for sticking around ♡

i’m planning to preorder for their next comeback (we are looking past my sad bank account) so ngl hopefully it’s not anytime too soon LOLLLL. maybe after eid bcs i’ll have eid money by then 😈 i’ll be free to spend money on their albums LOL.

and i adore you too, my angel!! pls write the hyune fluff i am on my knees begging 🙏 hyune fluff supremacy!! yes his outfit was so boyfriend <3 i loved seeing all of them unwind. the way jisung bowled too like he fr rolled the ball down </3 sucha jisung thing to do. i wanna go to a barbecue with hyunjin just to sit still look pretty and let him do the cooking 🧘‍♀ he looks so hubby that way. imagine going to a hotpot place with him too OHHH I’M DELUSIONAL ‼️

i adore the spamming so don’t u worry my love!!! kisses and hugs for u angel <333

[evenina]

btw sorry for the spam, dude’s been dead for 6 days and his funeral was yesterday, i know im late to the party, but ive been drowning in school projects and studying and couldnt bother with all this earlier 😩

[moonbinscirera]

YOU'RE CUTE 🤩💕

Ahhgg, car trips can be a drag sometimes 😭 I'm pretty sure I haven't taken one since I've graduated so about 3 years tbh, I'm always driving these days so I get a little more car sick as a passenger. But I used to enjoy them a lot when I was younger! 😩

I think your hobby list is so good 💪🏼 ah but I feel the same way... Ooh fanfic 👁 do you have any particular favorite kind of genres you like to read? Oh and I've been looking at switches lately because they seem like a lot of fun! I've been trying to get into more fun games since breaks will be coming up from school 🤩

Video essays sound like a lot of fun ngl - I wish I had the attention span for that long 😩 that's super cute how excited you got for a 9 hour video omg but also it's skyrim so I can understand 😂 knitting! That's so cool, my mom was lamenting how she wanted to learn 😂 😂 😂 😂

I don't do much either 😭 I always feel so busy or tired to do things but I like to run my silly little tumblr blogs with content (gifs, fics, spamming the dash 😅) but I like to read all kinds of things (fics and books) but I haven't had as much time as I'd like 😔 maybe once I graduate, it'll free up some more hours in my day!

🫣☺️🫣☺️

i don't actually drive so im always a passenger dhdhdhddh so really i just play pretend at being a navigator but like we using a gps so-

oh im a fantasy lover i love magic and monsters and scifi stuff too! bonus points if the protag is a black girl and double points if shes black and gay but thats my criteria for regular books when its fanfic i like sickfics and injury ones like im an angst girl i love me a major character death and i want my fave to suffer... on the lighter side i like fake dating like so much like SO MUCH i still like magic aus too but ill read alotta stuff as long as nobody pregnant and like the fic has to BE SUPER well written for me to even THINK of touching a kid fic with a 10ft pole

like when i get into an ao3 tag i got a full blown system like first i do my favorite character depending on the size of the archive ill either filter it to just angst or the specfic type then read thru back to front once being selective then twice with lower standards and then a third time with desperation. then once ive done that i take off the angst tag and just leave all my exclude this filters on and just do the above with their entire archive. after that i do the same with the relationship i have identified as my favorite

its a proven system i miss very lil fics that way.... anyway

switches are fun! i actually have quite a few games onnit its nice to have a portable console and when u get games like botw onnit u can have good time sinks that are worth the money spent on it and btw.... u can get skyrim on it dgsnszhdn p sure

ehe~ there are video essays that are still really good that are under 40 mins or 30 mins even if several hours is really hard to do. i like ToonrificTariq he does cartoon analysis and theyre normally on that shorter side!

i wasnt necessarily good at knitting like i was really baysic at it tbh i just taught myself the very baysic knit stitch and i think how to do the reverse purl one maybe im still unsure if i actually did it.... funfact i taught myself while i was binge watching game of thrones (when it was still cool) so i missed the entirety of the first season cuz i was focused on my knitting but by the time i got to s2 i could knit reliably with out looking so i actually started watching the show.

:O ur a fic writer??? thats so cool! its amazing that u can write stories i cant wait to be able to see some of your writing 👀 and a studious homie!!! very fancy!! what are u studying if u dont mind me asking?

[munsonthemisfit]

Eddie, tumblr has been so freaking rude lately 😩! I try to talk to you - I swear! But I don’t even get a notification that any of my asks send. I’m scared it’s gonna all show up as one big clump and look like I’m trynna spam 🥲

-⚰️

Its been rude?! Shit, thats awful, im sorry. I did wonder where all of y’all went, its only like 2 people in my ask box right now - I thought i’d done something wrong. Nothing has shown up as of yet if that makes you feel any better?

[eternallyhyucks]

10:35pm | kim jibeom

pairing: bf! jibeom x fem! reader

word count: 535

genre/warnings: fluff, clingy jibeom + one swear word & mentions of food

summary: in which you continue writing your essay, but jibeom just wants hugs :(

𖤐 ྀ

it was past 10pm and jibeom had been watching you write this essay for the past 3 hours, but you still werent done.

“y/n, y/n, y/n” he calls

“hm?” you hum

“are you done yet?”

“nope, not even close” you sigh

“youve been writing for 3 hours, y/n, take a break” he said worriedly

“well you see, jibeom, i would love to, i really would. BUT i have 750 words out of the 2000 i need to write so unfortunately, i cant”

“okay well, when is this due”

“um......... in 2 days🤣”

“y/n ????”

“LOOK I KNOW I SAID I WOULDNT PROCRASTINATE THIS TIME BUT IT JUST HAPPENED OKAY” you say hurriedly, trying to defend yourself

“i mean you still have 2 more days, u can take a break now right ?” he said hopefully

“jibeom i am trying to be a productive student for once, why are u acting as the devil on my shoulder”

“PLEASE I JUST WANT HUGS :(“ he said with his doe eyes that you loved so much

frowning you say, “give me 2 hours okay?”

“TWO ???? Y/N I JUST WAITED THREE HOURS AFTER YOU SAID ONE HOUR”

“IM SORRY OKAY THIS TIME I MEAN TWO”

defeated once again, jibeom left the room, but came back 10 minutes later and sat in the vacant chair next to his girlfriend with his head rested on her shoulder.

“y/n?”

“yes jibeom”

“please take a break”

“jibeom, i said two hours and it’s literally been 10 minutes” you say taking your eyes off of your screen to look him in the eyes

“i know but im bored” he said

“just go bother jaehyun like you usually do”

“but hes out right now”

“jibeom please” you beg

“sorry” he says sadly and walks out of the room

you felt bad for repeatedly neglecting him today, but in order to spend time with him later, you had to finish this essay now

two hours later, it was 12:30am and jibeom walked back into the room ready to pry y/n out of her chair. “y/n it’s been 2 hours and u only have 100 more words than you did 2 hours ago, you arent getting anything else today, come on”

“jibeom give me like 10 more minutes!! please!!”

“NO. this isnt even ab hugs anymore, you are becoming a workaholic that doesnt actually complete anything”

“okay there was no need for the attack, but TEN minutes and ill get up”

“no”

“yes”

“no”

“yes”

the two argued for another 5 minutes longer, but jibeom was tired of bickering with y/n so instead of arguing back he gave her a peck on the lips to shut her up.

“please just shut up and come get food with me y/n”

“well shit i cant say no to food, you should asked earlier damn”

“you say yes to food, but not your loving boyfriend ??”

“my loving boyfriend is buying this food for his tired girlfriend though right😊” you say half jokingly

“of course i am, BUT you have to promise that after we come back home, you wont go back to ignoring me and writing your essay. agreed?”

“agreed” you say laughing at how clingy he got

©eternallyhyucks

[onigiri-dorkk]

Today I realized that early on when I read all of our classic Rivamika fanfics (you know the ones I’m talking about!!), I didn’t have an Ao3 account and didn’t know about kudos/didn’t think about commenting.

I’ve been in a fanfic overdose lately (tbh, it’s honestly shamelessly been mostly smut the past three days LOL I’m trying to get writing inspiration) but I want to return to these older fics and give them the kudos and comments they deserved from me long ago.

This means I’ll be re-reading my loved long fics :’) And I’m freakin excited LOL. Have I read After the War three times already? Yes but am I going to read it again and leave a comment on every chapter? YES

The Song Remains the Same is the one that really inspired me to think of writing my own story

Just Until the Storm has Gone??? Oh my lord the first chapter smut???? Don’t get me started

Surviving Peace?? Paths in Constellations?????!!!

y’all gmfu 😩🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽 LMAO fanfiction is just so wonderful. I know our fandom is so small and we don’t get fanarts or mangaka comics often, so ff helps you visualize in your own head those moments and it’s just amaaaazing. If you’re not into reading long ff’s yet, this entire list ^ is my starting rec. Can’t wait to spam all these authors with my annoying emotional comments

P.S. if you are currently writing Rivamika ff, please please please always tag me 🥰

[444daira]

I wanted to share my success stories since it's really crazy and I have a lot! I was hoping to inspire someone :3

- when i was a kid i hated having curly-ish hair and wanted straight hair, so i refused to believe that i actually had naturally curvy hair and kept thinking instead that i had straight hair. since then, my hair is unable to get curly at all LOL (which is to my preferences)

- i was waiting in line at the doctor's for sth and didn't know whether i was going to catch my bus in time right after. so i spent a few moments just sinking into my thoughts and affirming: "they're calling for my name right now. they are going to see me now." i also pretended to myself that my phone was going off notifying that i had to go next, and with each time i pretended (three times) i felt my body have that natural shock feeling of having to go walk. then i made the final decision to walk into the office even though i didn't get a signal or anything and there were 30 people ahead of me, but right as i walked in, they were calling for my name over and over.

- i was heading over to the city and was running late tryna meet a friend. i was so nervous, but remembered that i was the one who controlled my reality. so as i waited, i just affirmed that everything works out in my favour and that everything works out perfectly. suddenly the path going on to there became so easy, like the train didn't make any stops like it was supposed to, and i even walked into the right subway right as it was closing that took me to my right location. i didn't have to wait for anything-- it was as if my reality was leading me on a conveyor belt(???) over to my location in the easiest way possible, and i didn't have to worry about the path at all.

- i was thinking of a person that i had never seen in a super long time and we had no contact. back then, i was listening to a lot of self concept vids and my main philosophy was that "everything works out in my favour" and then literally the next day, my friend is talking about how they met a person and describing them, and after asking them about more personal details, i realized that this person was actually my long lost person i hadn't seen in a while. we exchanged contacts and became close friends. BRINGING PEOPLE INTO YOUR REALITY IS THE EASIEST THING, all you have to do is think about them and there they are!!

- the above story actually happens all the time for me, i just think about someone specific and suddenly they just show up in my life or send me a message. they'll send me dm's wondering how i'm doing or suddenly start contact again out of the blue (or if i've been talking to them, more instantly).

- when i imagine food that i find delicious now, i end up having it the next day (usually my family suddenly decides to prepare it, or something without me having to lift a finger at all)

- kept telling myself that i'd get a 95% average (very specifically) in chemistry over and over towards the beginning of the year, that by the end of the year i just kind of accepted it as a fact and kind of forgot about it. and then when i checked what my final grade was, it was exactly that. i honestly wish i manifested for higher 😩

- after that i assumed that sweets and salty things are just as healthy as drinking water (and that they don't add weight/fat to my body), i' haven't gained any weight and i'm in fact skinnier than i've ever been.

- i manifested by ideal eyes within a day just by imagining what the perfect eyes would be and believing i had it

- i manifested the exact perfect part time job environment that i've always wanted to have and it came to me so easily

there's a lot more but i think it would be spamming at this point haha

literally the only thing you have to know is that your thoughts create your reality. that's it.

okay girl you're on a roll, wow congrats bby!!