#been obsessed with this song lately ciara you never miss

[squid-seraph]

Oh yeah i need a extra month on the year

One extra holiday

Just to kiss you all over your face

[mrobson]

My Top Songs of 2019!

I didn't think I loved that much music this year and yet there were still heaps of songs I would have loved to include. But here's the list I've ended up with... my top one hundred songs of 2019! 

100. Avicii ft. Agnes, Vargas & Lagola  – Tough Love 99. Lizzo – Juice 98. Martin Garrix ft. Bonn – No Sleep 97. Alessia Cara – Rooting For You 96. Selena Gomez – Look At Her Now 95. Gorgon City, Kaskade & ROMEO – Go Slow 94. Marina – Superstar 93. Glowie – I’m Good 92. Friendly Fires – Lack of Love 91. Fleur East – Favourite Thing

90. The Amazons – Doubt It 89. Ed Sheeran ft Chance the Rapper & PnB - Cross Me 88. David Guetta & RAYE – Stay (Don’t Go Away) 87. Two Door Cinema Club – Talk 86. Jonas Brothers – Only Human 85. Alessia Cara - Ready 84. MARINA - Karma 83. Grace Carter – Heal Me 82. Dave - Black 81. Will Young - All The Songs

80. Sara Bareilles – Fire 79. Martin Garrix ft. Macklemore & Patrick Stump of Fall Out Boy – Summer Days 78. Lewis Capaldi – Someone You Loved 77. MUNA – Number One Fan 76. Camila Cabello – Liar 75. Meghan Trainor ft. Lennon Stella & Sasha Sloan – Workin On It 74. Jonas Brothers – Sucker 73. Emily Burns – Too Cool 72. Dynoro x Ina Wroldsen – Obsessed 71. Tiesto & Mabel – God Is A Dancer

70. Sam Smith & Normani – Dancing With A Stranger 69. Ava Max – Freaking Me Out 68. Kim Petras – Icy 67. Sigrid – Mine Right Now 66. Ashley O – On A Roll 65. MARINA – Handmade Heaven 64. Sam Smith – I Feel Love 63. Alphabeat – Shadows 62. Mumford & Sons – Blind Leading The Blind 61. Alec Benjamin – Jesus In LA

60. Lizzo  - Good As Hell 59. Westlife – Hello My Love 58. Sam Smith – How Do You Sleep? 57. Ingrid Michaelson – Jealous 56. Martin Jensen & James Arthur – Nobody 55. Grace Carter – Don’t Hurt Like It Used To 54. Freya Ridings – Castles 53. Alessia Cara - OKAY OKAY 52. Miley Cyrus - Slide Away 51. Jax Jones & Bebe Rexha - Harder

50. Martin Garrix & Dean Lewis - Used To Love 49. Camila Cabello - Cry For Me 48. Ed Sheeran ft Camila Cabello & Cardi B - South of the Border 47. LAUV & Troye Sivan - I'm So Tired 46. Saara Aalto – Dance Like Nobody’s Watching (Album Version) 45. RAYE & Jess Glynne - Love Me Again 44. ALMA - Lonely Night 43. Foals – The Runner 42. Katy Perry - Never Really Over 41. Ingrid Michaelson – Missing You

40. Florence & The Machine - Moderation 39. Two Door Cinema Club - Dirty Air 38. Sigrid – Don’t Feel Like Crying 37. Alphabeat - I Don't Know What's Cool Anymore 36. 5 Seconds of Summer - Teeth 35. Mark Ronson & Camila Cabello - Find U Again 34. Harry Styles - Watermelon Sugar 33. Duke Dumont ft. Zak Abel - The Power 32. Fickle Friends - Amateurs 31. Little Mix - Think About Us

30. Zedd ft. Kehlani - Good Thing 29. M-22 & Kiara Nelson - After Hours 28. Gorgon City & MK - There For You 27. Mabel - Don't Call Me Up 26. Ellie Goulding - Flux 25. 5 Seconds of Summer - Easier 24. Astrid S - The First One 23. Alec Benjamin - Must Have Been The Wind 22. Bastille - Doom Days 21. SZA ft. The Weeknd & Travis Scott - Power Is Power

20. M-22 - White Lies 19. John Lundvik - Too Late For Love 18. MK - Body2Body 17. Zara Larsson - All The Time 16. Gryffin, Gorgon City & AlunaGeorge - Baggage 15. Alec Benjamin - Mind Is A Prison 14. Sigrid - Home To You 14. Zara Larsson - WOW 12. Normani - Motivation 11. Meghan Trainor ft. Mike Sabath - Wave

10. Dua Lipa - Don't Start Now 09. OneRepublic - Rescue Me 08. Jax Jones, Martin Solveig & Madison Beer - All Day and Night 07. Carly Rae Jepsen - Now That I Found You 06. Ciara - Thinkin Bout You 05. Becky Hill & Weiss - I Could Get Used To This 04. Panic! at the Disco - Hey Look Ma, I Made It 03. Sam Smith - Fire On Fire' 02. Sigala & Becky Hill- Wish You Well 01. Tiesto, Rita Ora & Jonas Blue - Ritual

[jadeg2212-blog]

✨ My little piece of perfection ✨ Perfection was born in 1992. Perfection is a he. Perfection is about a head size and a half taller than me (when I’m not wearing Doc Martins) and is the consummate gentleman. Perfection loves Oasis. His favourite song is Slide Away. Perfection wants to get that tattooed on his arm but is hanging on til he can figure out what he thinks it means so that when people ask him what it means, he’ll have an answer. If perfection asks me ‘What do you think Slide Away means’ once more I probably will slide away. Off the face of the earth. Voluntarily. When I first found perfection, I could count how many times I listened to this song on one hand, just short of 6 months down the line I ended up getting song lyrics from Slide Away tattooed on my hip. 'Chasing the sun’ it was what I and perfection were in the process of doing. I’m going to stop referring to him as perfection before he gets a big head and start calling him by his name, Thomas. Thomas is my idea of perfection. He isn’t flawed in any way, shape or form. He has big brown eyes that I fell so deeply in love with as soon as I engaged and locked eye contact with him. When this happens the whole world becomes almost non existent as well as all my worries and all that matters is the two of us. He may have big brown eyes but nothing is as big as his heart. He gives and gives and gives. He looked after me and made me want for nothing. He was so good to me that I couldn’t speak highly enough of him to anybody. Anybody that would listen I wanted to tell them about the little piece of perfection that I found and had to myself. Everybody I spoke to knew I was madly in love with Thomas even if they knew neither of us. I said 'had’ and I am using past tense because unfortunately Thomas no longer belongs to me. Things didn’t work out and it was all on my account but I am going to try so very hard to get my little piece of perfection back. There is no story I take more pride in or enjoy telling more than how we came into each other’s lives. It all started July 9th, 2016. The Stone Roses were playing Marlay Park and of course drunken Jade lost those who she was there with and stumbled across Thomas. Drunken Jade was seeing somebody else at the time so unfortunately nothing happened here, but sparks flew and we both knew it. The seed was planted that day. I’ll always remember looking up at him singing along to 'This is the One’ with a huge smile on his face. I’m certain there was one on mine too. He made my heart melt. It was a hectic three months but I didn’t unexpectedly bump into him again until the 28th of October, 2016. In McDowells. How romantic?! It was the last game of the season for Pats and they were playing Derry at home. My friends and I got to Inchicore too late because we were in Liffey Valley. I remember this day like it was yesterday, my hair was red, I bought Inglot 854 lip liner, 404 lipstick and 92 gloss and grapes in M&S. I was in flying form. We missed kick off so we went to the pub and said we would go in for the second half. We (I) got too comfortable and didn’t want to leave. I had an extortionate amount of whiskey and a good time with the girls. Then I was coming back into the lounge from the toilet, still sober. And there he was standing there, just after starting to let the hair on his face grow, I noticed immediately. He looked so good. We walked towards one another, sat down and had a chat. I couldn’t have been anymore eager to tell him I was single and not seeing anyone. Then my friends decided they were leaving and I had to beg and plead with Ciara to let me stay, she knew I had a good bit to drink so she gave Thomas her phone number and let me stay on the promise that he would phone her if I got too drunk. I did. All the whiskey hit me like a tonne of bricks. Being the absolute gentleman he is, he looked after me. He brought me for a walk so I could get some fresh air but drunk Jade done what drunk Jade does best and ran away. I ran down Emmet Road and he threw away my grapes in frustration. He followed me. I cried. (Whiskey does nobody any favours) He made sure I got home safe. I woke up the next morning MORTIFIED and went down to Ciara to get my shopping that she brought home the night before. I asked her where my grapes were but she told me Thomas and I had them. So I used that as an excuse to get on to him 'where are my grapes?’ I couldn’t. So I text him and apologised to him about my behaviour and asked could I bring him for a drink? He said YES! I was in my element and immediately began to get ready to go out. We decided to meet in the Arlington (a personal favourite) for Guinness. I was there first. I was like a bundle of nerves and excitement all rolled into one. I was waiting at the bar with pints in front of me and he arrived and I melted inside because he looked so unbelievable. He always looks so unbelievable. Whether it’s first thing in the morning when he’s only awake with big sleepy eyes or set and ready to go out at night. In wine or navy. My favourite colours on him. Or in his plaid pyjamas bottoms. Hands down the most handsome man I have ever set my eyes on and little did I know he was soon to be all mine. I could feel butterflies doing backflips in my stomach. We sat there all day and talked about everything and anything. Two hours in I wanted him to be mine so bad. 7 hours in he had to go to the Steering Wheel so he brought me with him and then walked me home. I remember laying on my bed smiling like a clown thinking I was the happiest girl in the whole world but he had told me he could be moving to Canada so I had to play it cool and I did. The next week we went for drinks again, I fell for him even harder. The following Tuesday we had Italian food and wine and then walked around town in the Christmas lights with hot chocolate on an ever so romantic stroll all wrapped up and I knew I was in love. Two weeks in. It was intense. He asked me to be his girlfriend on the 22/12 and I can never remember a happier moment in my life. I couldn’t say yes quick enough. He followed me down to the toilet in the Oval bar and asked me when I came out and a smile spread from ear to ear and lasted the duration of our relationship. The whole thing was intense. As cliche as it sounds he made me feel like a princess. He made me feel untouchable. I was infatuated with him. Borderline obsessed. He was like a new born baby to me. I wanted to love and look after him and care for him and I tried to so hard. When I drove him to leaving me I feel like I dropped said new born baby on its head because it’s not what either of us want. But until I get my shit together unfortunately we can’t be together. He deserves the best. I have to try make myself that person, the best me I can be so that I can have him. I’ll fight with everything I have and hopefully, one day, soon, it will be good enough. Until then, I hope he is happy, that’s all I want. Even if I can’t make him happy. My heart shatters into a million pieces at the thoughts of him with somebody else so I have to get working on myself fast and hopefully I’ll get my little piece of perfection back. It won’t be with my tail between legs either. I’ll be a new person in the parts that need fixing but still the one he fell in love with too.