#been enjoying things like vita carnis / graylock / liminal land

[sinnamon-wade]

i like horror, i really do! recently i’ve been getting into more online and analog horror, the story telling can truly be impeccable but sometimes the horror and imagery can be too much for me. i literally can’t watch these videos unless it’s through these explanation videos like i need some kind of barrier between me and the actual horror. even though i like horror my anxiety has me feeling like the monsters are going get me now oof. i’ve been spooked out trying to sleep after watching videos before bed and i have the compulsion to check behind the shower curtain when i use the bathroom and at night i hate looking down the hallway.

i like horror too much to stop so i’m watching all these videos diving deep in these stories i’m just doing my best not keep creepy images in my mind because the second i get a nightmare with some kinda otherworldly monster it’s gonna be it for me 🫣