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Just thinking about bedwarmer Clarke and Lexa on this cold day. Clarke makes sure Lexa is warm and toasty in her bed
It is one of those winter days. The ones Clarke recalls being spent fucking at the brothel, patron after patron, both them and her trying to keep warm with sex.
Now, she finds herself in a similar position.
Naked underneath the heaviness of furs, she thrusts lazily inside the wonderful heat of Lexa's cunt. The girl is still freezing, feet and hands still extremely cold to the touch after a morning spent outside overseeing the nightbloods training and as soon as she walked through the doors Clarke had her naked and cuddling underneath the sheets, warm hands over her breasts and her dick buried inside of her for warmth.
It's funny how just a few months backs she would not have cared. She would've exited the bed and perhaps freeze her tits off by the fireplace while Lexa warmed up underneath the furs. She'd see her trembling with cold in bed and ignore it, demand she deserved it after what she did to her people. She'd ignore her when wrapped in furs Lexa would sit on the couch by her and the fireplace, nose red and runny for the cold.
Now, she is glad her hatred for the young commander has given way for care and love. Glad she can spend the entire afternoon with her face buried in Lexa's neck, smoothering the skin of her shoulder in kisses, brush her hand over her chest and her stomach, her thighs and arms, doing her very best to warm cold skin up with her hands. Gently fuck the warmth into both of them while Lexa buries her freezing red nose in the furs.
And when Lexa trembles and shakes with cold, Clarke gets to pull her closer, and hiss when Lexa's freezing feet touch her and yet still intertwined their legs to make sure she's warming them up too.
And she'll stay inside even after cumming, making sure their bodies melt into before helping Lexa turn her with a happy sigh, face buried in Clarke's chest, leg wrapped around her waist. Arms wrapped around her, Clarke makes sure the furs cover them fully before happily and warmly sleeping the rest of the afternoon away knowing Lexa is as warm as she can be while winter rages on outside.
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It is a great honor to serve as Heda's bedwarmer for the yearly festival and Clarke was chosen this year. She hopes to satisfy her commander's pleasures of the flesh
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Does bedwarmer Clarke ever spank Lexa?
Before they get really together as they are healing, yes, definitely something Lexa offers Clarke as a way to punish her. Lexa knows by now that Clarke would never be violent with her but she thinks that perhaps Clarke needs that permission to punish her physically so they can fully resolve things.
Thats how Lexa finds herself naked and thrown over Clarke's lap, her ass burning from hands and paddles making contact with it. With each stike she apologizes, lets go of all of her regrets for giving the order to eradicate Skaikru, for leaving Clarke as the sole surviver. Clarke demands she apologizes over and over again, asking her if she understands the pain she left Clarke in between each strike of her hand. Lexa skirms and wiggles, it hurts and the pain she is letting Clarke inflict goes against all she was taught but it feels /good/ and she knows she can trust Clarke.
"You're wet."
Its a statement with a hint of surprise and satisfaction.
"You like it when I hurt you."
"Clarke, I-" this wasnt supposed to be about that. It was supposed to be about Clarke letting go of her anger by spanking Lexa but its true, it does turn Lexa on.
Lexa tries to leave Clarke's lap, ashamed she made it sexual, "Im sorry, I didn't mean- ah!" Two fingers quickly enter her and make her moan. When the next strike arrives, the finger have not left, forcing Lexa to clench around them from the pain.
"Go to the and stick your ass up."
Doing as shes told, Lexa waddles her way to the bed, knowing she might possibly be punished worse now, all because of the way her body naturally responds to Clarke's touch. She's whimpering with her head against the furs, hoping Clarke will forgive her, she loves her so much, she cannot handle her pulling away from her again.
The bed dips as Clarke climbs on top of it and positions herself behind Lexa. When a hand makes contact with her ass again, Lexa recoils only for it to be gentle against the bruises that are forming.
"Im gonna be inside of you while i spank you okay? If its too much just say so. I mean it, Lexa." Through her tears Lexa nods, feeling herself smile as Clarke's length enters her easily, she truly is dripping wet.
The first strike nesrly causes her to moan. Stuffed with Clarke's dick the pain easily melts into pleasure. The next few hurt slightly more but she is clenching around Clarke and she can hear her softly moan, making Lexa feel good just by knowing Clarke is feeling good too.
It doesn't take long before Clarke is loudly moaning at the feeling of Lexa around her, slapping her hard and fast. One particular harsh slap causes Lexa to try and move away, immediately pushing agasint Clarke again when she realizes, the friction enough to make them both stumble over the edge and cum.
Lexa is sure she blacked out for a second as when she opens her eyes back up, she is being gently laid down on her side, Clarke still inside of her.
A silent washes over them as they catch their breath and with it, Lexa feels shame.
"Im so sorry Clarke"
"Why are you sorry?"
"For everything. The kill order. For bringing you here as a bed warmer for my own pleasure. Turning my own punishment into something that served me. I never meant for any of this to happen."
A kiss fall on her cheek and then her lips, her nose and her head, before dry lips finally rest on her shoulder, "I know. I know you are. Its gone now and we're alright."
#letter opened#bedwarmer clarke#wanheda's dagger#this got sweet at the end 馃ズ#i might need to shorten my answers 馃槄
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How old are Clarke and Lexa in bedwarmer au
I actually just passed by an ask who had this exact question!
Clarke is 21 and Lexa is 24 at the start of it!
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Lexa's favorite way to stay warm during winter is to cockwarm Clarke 馃槍
Makes her feel full and warm, what else could she ask for? 馃槍
(A baby, but at this point that seems far too much to ask)
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Knowing your penchant for angst, I expected nothing less of you having Madi call Clarke mommy when she's really sick and wants to be comforted by her mommy 馃ス
Clarke must not have believed her ears when she heard Madi's sickly voice calling out for her mommy instead of nomon. Clarke must have rushed to her baby's side with tears in her eyes (not just from seeing Madi sick) at hearing her daughter calling her mommy for the first time. Her heart must have grown ten times larger in that moment
Will Madi become a big sister in the future?
馃き馃き i was going to make it much worse but i decide to control myself and just have Madi be sick because I am a sweet nice person who doesn't like to see people suffering 鈽猴笍
Clarke didnt expect it at all. When Madi got sick she was all over Lexa, wanting her to cuddle her so Clarke wasn't even imagining that Madi would ask for her so desperately but as soon as she hears "mommy" out of her little girl's mouth and when Lexa tries to get closer Madi pushes her gently away and repeats "mommy" again Clarke jumps into comforting her. For Clarke it is very very aware this child is hers, she is her mother, no doubt about it but Madi has never acted like she is her daughter or like she sees Clarke as a mom (granted, she is still small, should be around 4 to 5 years old at this time). But when she is in distress and in pain Madi's instinct is to ask for her, no shy request or calling her Clarke, no. She wants her mommy and thats what Clarke is. Clarke has never truly felt like this and she imagines the surge of love and adoration would be exactly like the one she would have felt if she had been allowed to with Madi's bio mom when she was born. Next to her Lexa herself is trying not to cry as she holds her hand anove her heart, knowing how much this means to her wife.
Im still on the fence 馃憖 should i do a poll so you guys can decide they do manage to give Madi a sibling or if Lexa really cant have kids? 馃憖 this is a community grown au after all 馃憖
#letter opened#bedwarmer Clarke#heda-in-the-clouds#馃憖馃憖 let me know#might make it only 1 day long tho 馃槄 a week always feels SO LONG
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When did Clarke's daughter call her mom for the first time?
Oh 馃槇馃槇馃槇馃槇 ihihih so.... Clarke's daughter (that my mind keeps saying its Madi really, shes a nightblood too so i can immediately picture Madi) only calls her mom after almost a year and a half of living with them.
Now, Clarke wouldn't mind it too much, they are still building their relationship. The thing is, she has started to call Lexa nomon. And it hurts seeing her own daughter call her wife nomon and Clarke who is her actual mom, not getting the title first. But Lexa is so happy to be called nomon that Clarke cant find it in herself to confess how much it hurts and take that joy away from Lexa, especially when they are having such a hard time conceiving if they can at all.
She's horribly sick the first she calls Clarke mom. Not mom actually, mommy. She's tired and sick and crying and all she wants is to be in her mom's arms. Its sweet and she isnt even thinking but it makes Clarke so fucking happy, in her sicken state all her littlengirl eants is her comfort and Clarke is absolutely ready tonrock her in her arms and give her a million kisses.
She doesnt always consistently call Clarke mom or mommy after that but it starts to become more and more common, and neither Lexa nor Clarke pushes her and that helps a lot with the way she feels comfortable going at her own pace 馃グ
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Do you have anymore headcanons of Madi warming up to her new mothers in Bedwarmer au?
As I've said before, Madi warms up to Lexa quickly. She's the person Madi immediately sees as a safe port, and she becomes very attached to Lexa. And Lexa loves Madi the moment she meets her. She's Clarke's daughter, and she is under their care, and having helped raise so many of the nightblood, raising another one comes very naturally to Lexa.
And Madi is scared, I mean, her nomon dropped her here, barely any goodbye and she has just turned two-year-old, she's small, she's a baby who up until now lived with her nomon and only her and now has come to live with the other mother she doesnt know. But Heda.... Heda is Heda, she knows about her, from stories and tales. And Lexa... she feels safe. She is not overly warm or affectionate towards Madi at first, but for a small toddler, the way Lexa talks to her gently and clearly, how she holds her confidently and doesn't push her to talk or to be anywhere she doesnt know alone immediately creates a link between them, to the point where Madi needs to be with Lexa at any given time and when she cant shell cry or hide in a corner waiting for her to come back.
Which really brings us to Clarke, who is trying so hard to connect and have her daughter warm up to her, but Madi keeps pushing her away. There's no way to make a two year old understand the circumstances of Clarke working at a brothel, how her nomon was her client and how she was very clear when she told Clarke she was pregnant and that this baby would never know her mom is a coward and a whore. How does Clarke tell a little girl that she didn't know when she was born, if she was well, nothing, all Clarke knew was that she existed and not much more and that honestly, Madi was probably better off with her. But Madi can't be attatched to Lexa at all times and so Clarke needs to be with her and take care of her and for that to happen Madi needs to at least ler Clarke pick her up without screaming bloody murder.
Those first three to four months are the worst, really. Clarke is starting to retreat into herself just as much as Madi is, Lexa is either off to her duties or spending time with Madi, which doesn't leave much time for Lexa and Clarke to be alone and talk about Madi and whats going to happen here in out, how are they going to handle parenting, etc. And Clarke is more aware than ever that she needs to create a connection with her daughter. She just doesnt know how.
Until one day. Both are sitted on the floor, in different corners of the room (Clarke is too frustrated to see the similarities between them both right now). Madi is playing around with this soft ball, moving it around enough that it ends up on Clarke's side. The ball hits her feet and catches her attention. From the other side of the room, Madi is looking at her, expecting her to throw it back. So she does and goes back to her drawing. Soon after, the ball is back at her feet. This time, Madi seems less timid, a little smile on her baby face. So, Clarke puts her stuff fown and angles herself better, throwing the ball in Madi's direction. She waits a bit, watching her daughter play with it for a minute before sending it back her way. Clarke doesn't say much during their little play time, other than a little huff when Madi throws it too far from her or a little smile accompanied by a "good job" that makes Madi smile big.
This is how Lexa finds them. Closer now, the ball being passed between them with ease until Madi realizes she's here and yells out, "nomon!!!" Before getting up and running towards her. It's so nice to see Madi happy and talking about how her and Clarke were playing ball with each other and see a smile play on Clarke's lips as she agrees with Madi about how fun it was. Lexa feels so warm looking at the way Clarke is looking at her daughter, like she can finally feel a connection forming and its so 馃ス
A small little step, but at least Madi is looking at her mom like someone she knows and likes instead of a scary adult she would rather not be close to!
#letter opened#bedwarmer clarke#IVE HAD THIS IN MY DRAFTS FOR SO FOR LONG NEARLY FINISHED IM SO SORRY OMG
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That smutty art you tagged for Bedwarmer Clarke is 馃サ Lexa looks so beautiful as she's being fucked on Clarke's lap. Sex with her takes Lexa to new heights of pleasure she hasn't experienced before. Clarke's dick hits perfectly the right spots inside her to make her cum hard. Get it heda 馃憦
And the thing is, that is 100% something that happens when they are already together, so the added intimacy and love really just make the entire experience otherworldly.
Of course they've fucked plenty of times, but this is the first time Clarke brings Lexa to her lap and has Lexa ride her and good fucking god Lexa was not prepared. Clarke is already rather big it has always been obvious but the feeling of being made to ride Clarke and just how deep her dick hits her feels so good. For so long Clarke barely touched her and now she's sitting on Clarke's with her dick buried inside of her, her arms around Clarke's neck as she guides her hips.
And being absolutely flushed against Clarke, chests preasing together, foreheads touching, their bellies pretty much touching as Clarke holds her in place, both of them cumming together?
Get it Heda is right, my girl as reached the heavens as she should!!!!
(The cute smiles afterwards? The clumsy kissing, brushing hair away from sweaty foreheads, the whispered "I love you", Clarke's soft kisses to Lexa's shoulder, Lexa burying her face in Clarke's hair, Lexa's hips moving just slightly to extend the climax.... 馃グ)
#letter opened#bedwarmer clarke#wanheda's dagger#something about Lexa fucking herself while sitting on Clarke's dick 馃槼#clarke looking up at her while breathing heavy#lexa moaning unable to focus on anything
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Bedwarmer Clarke laying over Lexa and telling her to relax and enjoy her teasing. She'll be fucked... eventually
hmm, early mornings after falling asleep naked and sweaty, Clarke waking up earlier, knowing they have a few hours before Lexa has to get up for her morning duties.
Straddling Lexa from behind, sweet soft gentle kisses along her scars and the ink on her back that turn into love bites and teasing hickeys as she notices Lexa steer awake and sigh happily at the attention of Clarke's lips on her skin, Clarke finally freely showing her affection without any contempt.
Soft moans as Clarke licks the the curve of her hip and leaves a bite on each cheek, causing Lexa to groan and yelp before soothing it with her tongue and a kiss. Clarke continues to kiss the lower of Lexa's back, dragging her teeth through round cheeks before Lexa is squirming and whining, trying to open her legs but unable to with Clarke still straddling her until she eventually feels the familiar hardness of Clarke's member pressing against her ass, collecting the wetness that is spilling on the sheets below and entering her with a moan from both women until Clarke is fully sheathed inside Lexa, draped over her as she lazily moves her hips, head buried in Lexa's neck, arm tangled below Lexa's as their finger intertwine with each other.
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Who much worse does Lexa's breeding kink become when she's actively trying for a baby with Clarke?
*shakes fist* oh let me TELL YOU about Lexa's breeding kink. Because it goes fucking wild, Lexa is constantly begging Clarke to fuck and breed and at some point, Clarke has to put a stop to it because it is crossing the line of unhealthy with just how much sex has become a breeding session for Lexa that will just inevitably end with her shaking from an orgasm and sobs because/why/ can't they just make a baby? Why are the spirits being so cruel to her when she did nothing but do their binding?
Anytime it looks like they'll just have the type of sex they both enjoy, no matter how much Lexa tells her its not about making a baby that time, it always goes back to it and Clarke has to pretty much withdraw sex from Lexa, its not healthy, is making her obsessive, is making Clarke feel the same way she did when she found out one of her clients was pregnant with her child like she was used to make a baby and nothing else. Which doesn't help Lexa's mental state because she craves intimacy with Clarke like that. Like, Clarke loves Lexa and she does want a baby with her but seeing Lexa try to be all sexy and seductive during sex, calling for that breeding kink they both have only to end up feeling like she's failing at getting pregnant when they already knew the chances were slim... its making Clarke feel very worried for her. And at this point Lexa cant even distinguish between the kind and the desire to have the baby, it has blended completely in her desperate state of mind :c
Oh, oops, i made it angsty 馃槄
#letter opened#bedwarmer clarke#IM SORRY#im sure thay wasnt your plan when you asked about the breeding kink but i feel violent today 馃ぃ
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How did Clarke's daughter start to warm up to her mother?
It takes Clarke a good while to get her daughter to warm up to her. Not only is the kid scared of her - her other mom filled her head with the idea that Clarke abandoned them, the last cowardly women of clan of cowardly people - but Clarke is also not really trying at first. The kid doesnt want anything to do with her and she seems fairly happy with letting Lexa be her new mom so Clarke lets her.
Lexa is the one who tells Clarke she has to start trying. As much as Lexa wants to raise this baby as her own, she is Clarke's daughter and Clarke is the one who needs to go and create a bond with the little girl, not the other way around. One day, Lexa leaves them both on their room so Clarke can watch her.
Of course, Clarke has no idea what to do. The little girl is on the couch, looking at her like she's scared Clarke will hurt her. So after a time in silence, Clarke sighs and takes off her sketchbook, hoping that if she looks harmless the little girl will start to warm up to her.
It works.
She starts to relax and then she slowly gains curiosity for what is doing. It takes her a bit more to get herself off the couch and approach her mom shily and take a peak at what she's drawing. Its her. Clarke pretends she doesnt see her, she had not yet been this close to her and she feels her heart jumping at having her daughter so close to her. They stay like that for a while, until Clarke notices a tiny finger on the arm of the sofa, copying the movements Clarke is doing with the charcoal.
She doesnt say anything, she simply rips a page from her sketchbook and grabs a new piece of charcoal and places it on top of the table. The little girl approaches it, carefully, grabbing the paper and the charcoal one at a time, preferring the floor for drawing. In a way, it mirrors how Clarke was with Lexa at first, a testimony of how much this girl is Clarke's child.
Lexa comes back to Clarke silently approving of the drawing the little girl did as she shows it to her, a stick Clarke can somewhat tell its Lexa. As soon as her daughter hears Lexa she turns and runs to her smiling, happy to show her her drawing.
They spend many afternoons like that. Both slowly gaining the courage to speak. But it works, and Clarke is glad her daughter seems to speak the same language as her, even if that language is silent.
#letter opened#bedwarmer clarke#you are the first person to ask about Clarke's daughter thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
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Pussy warming with Bedwarmer Clarke and Lexa? While Lexa is reading or taking notes at night, Clarke is between her legs and eating her out or just keeps her mouth on her
馃憖馃憖馃憖馃憖馃憖馃憖馃憖 yeeeeaaaaahhhhhhhh
Their relationship is stronger now, they are not quite together yet but the anger Clarke felt toward Lexa as bubbled away, so much so she can actually enjoy her company now. They've been back for only two days after a very tense visit to Azgeda and Lexa has yet to fully relax even during her downtime.
It's the first time Clarke actually offers to do something sexual. And Lexa's first reaction is to tell her no, if she wants sex she'll ask for it, in her most commander tone. But Clarke can tell, how she's stiff, how her shoulders are square and tense, the way the tenses her jaw and her lips pursed into a thin line.
Clarke moves between Lexa's legs still and although Lexa lets her move long legs over her broad shoulders as she massages her thighs, she is adamant she does not need anything else. Clarke rolls her eyes with slight amusement, letting her lips brush the sensitive skin on the inner side of Lexa's thighs and she feels her relax more and more with a sigh.
Clarke slowly starts to inch towards Lexa's core, daring kisses and licks around soft pink lips before she eventually lets her tongue lazily lap and circle around Lexa's cunt, the commander now fully content as she's eaten out.
Lexa cums 2 times before she thanks Clarke and tells her she can stop now. So Clarke does. But she doesn't move away from Lexa's pussy and Lexa takes solace in the feeling of Clarke's lips against her core, moving only once in a while to adjust herself. Clarke will eat her out slowly for a bit before stopping, neither really working towards an orgasm but more the feeling of bliss and total relaxation Lexa hasn't felt since coming back from the Ice Nation. And its not just the feeling of Clarke's mouth and tongue on her that relaxes Lexa, is the fact Clarke offered, something she hasn't done yet, the fact that Clarke is willingly and freely touching and pleasing her almost like a lover, instead of simply fucking Lexa and immediately retracting herself from her as soon as Lexa cums. She is thankful that the book she is only half reading perfectly hies her face from Clarke so she wont see the tears that burn in her eyes and with a daring nervousness Lexa reaches down to Clarke, letting her fingers intertwine in her hair and scratching her scalp, afraid Clarke will reach for her hand and brush her away. Instead she feels Clarke sigh, content, against her wetness, seemingly happy to take a nap there, although not before attaching her lips to Lexa's clit, playing with the sensitive bud gently with her tongue.
Neither is sure who falls asleep first but when Lexa wakes up only a couple of hours later there is a pleasant wetness and ache between her legs and Clarke has moved next to her in bed, her mouth and chin glowing with Lexa's own wetness in the low flame of the candles
#letter opened#bedwarmer clarke#馃グ馃グ馃グ馃グ oh i love them#it definitely becomes a thing that happens a lot when they get together#clarke could just stay between Lexa's legs eating her out all day
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Can you break my heart and make me cry today? I wanna know about the major angst involving Bedwarmer Clarke and Lexa's baby from the poll we did
馃槇馃槇馃槇馃槇 there are two plot points of angst.
One of them, I won't say much - i will say there were two babies, and now there's only one. They didn't know there were two babies.
For the second point:
They are pretty far off in the pregnancy by now. Lexa has been trying to take it easy but she's still heda and she also has a small toddler to take care of so she does move a whole lot and assists with training and refuses to slow down to much even if Clarke thinks she should.
She's adamant that despite everything she is not at risk during the pregnancy, the midwives have told her she is healthy and should be perfectly fine to go about her business - as so many women do on the ground. Clarke wants to disagree, but the medical training she got on the ark barely touched pregnancy and childbirth and sometimes she really wished her mom was alive to go and ask her for advice but without her all she has is her medical instinct and a sense of doom.
That night, Lexa wakes up like usual, the baby making her go to the bathroom is by now a fairly normal occurrence at eight months. She waddled her way to the bathroom, trying to be quiet with Madi asleep with them in the bed. She's half asleep, not paying much attention to anything until she sees it. Blood, in her underwear.
No. No no no. Not now. Not this time. Not again, please no.
She wakes up Clarke to tell. Lexa feels horribly calm too. Perhaps she already knew it was going to happen, had accepted it long before it happened. When Clarke wakes up at first, she assumes Lexa is in labor but Lexa tells her no, she's spotting and they need to go to the midwife.
Madi half wakes up in the commotion of them asking a guard to watch her, and Lexa only starts to choke up when the little girl calls her over and kisses her tummy because she "wants to say bye bye to her baby sibling". She says it all the time when Lexa leaves in the morning, she doesn't mean anything by it but it feels far too real this time.
When the midwife tells them she cannot be sure and that they will have to wait to see how it progresses, Clarke feels the urge to kick the old woman. What the fuck does she mean they have to way and see?! Thats their baby! If she was in the ark, if if Clarke had managed to help, if her people hadnt been so fucking stupid maybe theyd have their technology and theyd be able to know if the baby inside Lexa is still alive or not, they could just remove the baby instead of waiting to see if her wife will have to give birth to... she cant even think about that.
They go back to the room. Clarke cannot stop pacing as if trting to remember anything that could help them right now. Lexa seems to barely be aware of anything around her, staring ahead, hands in her stomach hoping to feel a movement, a hiccup, something. But the baby is awfully quiet and still, Lexa can barely remember if she felt them move at all through the day and shevstarts to question if there is something she could have done today, yesterday, at all to save their baby. Maybe she could have done everything different. Or maybe she could have done nothing at all because this baby was just a wild fantasy that was never to be.
Madi is asleep next to them. So sweet and small. She's been so excited for a sibling, she already adores Lexa so much and had been so affectionate towards Lexa's bump over the past 3 months (yes, only three. Lexas eight months pregnant, that is not a typo 馃憖). It breaks Lexa's heart even more, having to explain to her where the baby has gone.
At some point, they fall asleep. Neither have cried yet because despite all of their sureness in the end of this dream, neither dare to acknowledge it might be over.
Lexa wakes up with a pain on her side. She groans at it. She does not want to wake, she does not want to face the day knowing she might be less whole by the end of it.
The pain again. She swats at whatever is making it but catches nothing.
And again.
"Nomon."
"Madi baby shh"
"Nomon."
"Hmm"
"Nomon, baby want you to wake up."
"Not yet Madi."
"Baby kicking nomon. Up! Befast!"
#letter opened#bedwarmer clarke#was that angsty? or angsty enough? :D#this is not the /major/ angst#that one... is heavy and not easy#im.not sure if thay was enough to make you cry tho#*that#hope it made you feel something tho 馃
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Does bedwarmer Lexa have a lot of pregnancy symptoms while she鈥檚 pregnant? Cravings? All kinds of discomfort? Acid reflux? Varicose veins? Does she lose her shit and kick Titus out of a window? 馃憖
Lexa's first and second trimesters are pretty breezy. But everything changes when the third trimester attacks 馃槀
But really she goes from minimal sickness and feeling pretty good to hating everything, constantly having the worst mood swings, the type of cravings that make her mad when she can't satisfy them, the awful itchiness where the skin is stretching and creating marks, yes the varicose veins she hates to see along with swollen feet that at some point - and that she refuses to let Clarke really look at too, despite the fact she is so horny she could cry but she doesnt want Clarke really looking at her naked, its a whole thing.
She has been further away really. From the fact he always disapproved of Lexa promoting Clarke from bedwarmer to her wife or that she even decided to raise Madi as her own to how he has been almost happy that Lexa was having such trouble conceiving, constantly reminding her the reason was that commanders are not supposed to have children, whichever way they come about. I think she punches him at some point. Shes tired, in pain, barely slept with the way the baby was kicking and with Madi spending the night in their bed after a nightmare. And Titus just has a very punchable face and keeps talking like he is hoping something happens to the baby before its born to make Lexa see it is wrong to have a child from the last remaining survivor of a clan of self entitled cowards, as well as throwing so less than pleasent comment about little Madi in. So Lexa loses it, and if Lexa's punch would pack heat on a regular day, with the way her head is pounding and with her mama bear instincts up she pretty much knocks him out and leaves the room.
(Clarke might wanna fight him afterwards and Lexa would let her if her back wasnt killing her and if she didnt want a massage from her wife and cuddles with their daughter 鈽猴笍)
#letter opened#anonymous-red-506#bedwarmer clarke#i do think clarke might kill him at some point to be fair#he keeps calling her a coward 'like her people' call her daughter a 'mut' and her newborn baby a 'freak' and Lexa 'weak'#and clarke loses it#馃槍
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Do you have a photo or gif that just embodies Lexa and Bedwarmer Clarke?
Separately id say this is exactly their vibe
There's a softness about Lexa when she's with Clarke, one that Clarke finds so peculiar because this woman ordered the complete wiping of her people and somehow she is nothing like the ruthless woman she expected her to be but Clarke is still angry and pissed and she was brought to the tower from the brothel to be Heda's bedwarmer and she refuses to wven think of Lexa as anything other than that.
#letter opened#bedwarmer clarke#it quite literally looks like Lexa is telling her something that Clarke feels she should be pissed at#while still being shocked by Heda being so human
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