#bed surfing

[anqi-niuniu]

i ❤️ boston

[rudeboimonster]

~help your local rat get stable housing~

edit post nov 2023: I GOT THE HELP I NEEDED THANK YOU SOSOOSO MUCH

dramatically sprawled out on the floor

so i gotta move for the third time in that many years. unfortunately between health problems and the General State of The Economy, I have been unable to find work to be able to save any money. i have no choice but to leave the entire state. i thankfully have somewhere to go, however I need help getting there. i've been trying to do the math to get what I need to its lowest amount possible, but even that is still at least $2.5k.

after this move, i should be able to get things more stable and I might even have a couple job prospects lined up in that area, but right now I'm really scraping the bottom of the barrel funds wise and desperately need help.

if you're able to spare anything, i've set up a goal through kofi so i can track it publicly. i have trouble asking for help but i really need what help i can get. thank you, so so so much.

[sainz100]

moments from the 2017 British GP & the 2017 F1 Live in London | x x x x

[surgebestsoda]

I was staring at my computer so long at work I thought I was having a migraine attack this morning and because im insane I started thinking.....

[janederscore]

there has to be a way to obtain energy as a human. they gotta invent it. i should be able to plug myself into the wall

[dribs-and-drabbles]

Thinking about:

The two moments in ep 1 (6:08) and ep 2 (32:37) when Jihyun is seen in the background between Jaewon and Tae Hyung/Eun Ji respectively.

The way Jaewon's taller shadow engulfs Jihyun's smaller shadow as Jaewon walks towards Jihyun on the beach in ep 2.

Yoon Won singing on the beach.

Just how fantastic Yoon Won, Ae Ri, and Jihyun's boss are.

How it looks like Jaewon drew himself and his younger brother and maybe a young Jihyun in the landscape of the Han river in ep 4.

The way Jaewon tugs Jihyun into him after putting the rucksack on Jihyun in ep 4 (7:03).

The tale of the country mouse who ran back home (ep 4)...and me wondering if it's foreshadowing a separation and/or time skip in future eps.

Jihyun keeping Jaewon's art in case he becomes famous...and me wondering if that will come back if there's a time skip/separation at the end.

The fact that the therapist is always in the same top, which might indicate that the therapy scenes are all from the same session...maybe meaning everything else that's happening are flashbacks from the time of the session...which ends in ep 5. There are no scenes of the therapy session in ep 6.

The bust on the shelf in the therapists room, with hands over its eyes...

Jihyun's dream of going to the Hanson Tower with a lover and putting a lock up there...and me hoping he'll do that with Jaewon.

The "traffic won't stop for you" sign behind Jaewon as he gets drunk in ep 5 and talks about siblings. If it turns out his brother died because he ran into the road I will throw fists.

The way Jaewon's little brother is dressed in a light blue t-shirt with something cream over the top in the flashback and then Jihyun is also wearing light blue/grey under a cream jacket in the next scene.

Jaewon's "We are always living in other's frameworks in this world". And "Don't try to get out of the box".

The silence as the credits roll at the end of ep 6.

[bevanne46]

Free Sand Surf and Sun Quilt Pattern https://www.apqs.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/03/Sand-Surf-and-Sun.pdf

[amischiefofmuses]

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[rusty-courage]

confession time i watched phil's vod in the background while drawing today & i went the entire time not knowing gegg was charlie

[euclydya]

ok. well. we have to live.

[sneefsnorf]

i dunno. im excited to move out of my parents house and become independent. but the place ive secured to rent is charging $200 a week. and groceries are so expensive, probably like $50-$100. and i dont know where im gonna get the money. i cant work full time, im going to be at university. i can work part time a few shifts a week (not too many because of the Disability), but i'll be lucky if i get $100 per weekfrom that. my parents say they wont let me starve, but theyre also adamant that i become financially independent and stop relying on them, and im terrified theyll cut me off if i ask for too much. im scared. im scared ill only be able to afford two meals a day, barely keep the lights on and can never spend any money on a simple luxury like a new poster or cool shirt. i think my parents have forgotten what it was like to be renters living paycheck to paycheck. i think im gonna slip through the cracks

[againstme]

so tired of posting about housing shit lol i feel like if i rot into the earth it is what it is. but i don’t have a place to stay past thursday again. going to a youth resource center to do a screening but i feel like nothing’s gonna happen in time and that my option is just gonna be shelters for the night and wandering during the day.

still having a chronic illness flare up. meds i was on was causing horrible side effects so my doctor told me to stop taking it and i have to wait until my appointment with a derm next week to start treatment, long process.

i feel so hopeless and alone and tired. i just want housing and i hate that this is so hard. i literally just want to work and have a place to sleep. and i don’t have the money for anything, let alone a hotel again. i don’t even have money for my chronic pain meds when i see my doctor because i’ve been out of work for the week and will probably have to be out this week as well.

why does it have to be so hard? i didn’t ask for chronic illness. i just want to live a normal life. i don’t have the support team or anything to have stability if i started the process of applying for disability if i stopped working. but i like my job, a lot. my body just hates me and i hate it.

anyways. venmo chaseallxn paypal.me/chxseallen whatever whatever i don’t think i’m gonna make it out of this one alive folks

[mx-morbid]

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[sainz100]

2021 French GP

[weather-mood]

(NSFW) Poyw: Adaption part one b-side, early version of the Lestat in siren form and Louis in human form scene.

[deus-ex-mona]

petition for the animators to spare lxl from the ✨male gaze✨ p l s