#because theres no fucking way im subjecting myself to the same humiliation dehumanization and disregard for my humanity and knowledge
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anyway. the uk sucks ass and living here sucks ass too! NHS is sooo amazing until its soooo not!
#thebirdspeaks#well more like the bird vents#like even if they arent making medically transitioning even more hellish and difficult#since shortly after i went to gps about my new chronic pain and fatigue i knew that medically transitioning was no longer an option#because theres no fucking way im subjecting myself to the same humiliation dehumanization and disregard for my humanity and knowledge#of myself and my body and lived experiences and limits all over again. even if it means dysphoria and not being as happy as i could be with#my body. i dont even let myself think about if i want hrt or surgery because i cant put myself through the shit required to get it#and thanks to negligent nurses i gained a phobia of injections after having a awful blood test with the needle wiggling around in my vein#my anxiety at the though of a gp appointment is astronomical- even thinking about it makes me feel sick#fucking nhs#and im meant to be grateful im not paying out my ass for the privilege of being legitimately traumatized? by the people meant to HELP ME#well lets just say ive realized why two of my fics include surgical horror ass shit
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