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calling out all the 30+ yr old simmers..
no shade to the teens and early twenties bloggers but it’s hard finding people within my age group that are active and continue to contribute here in the community.
also idk if anyone else experiences this but sometimes it can be difficult relating to the younger population due to generational differences, pop culture, etc.
please reblog or comment if you fall into the 30+ age simblr category.
#late late twenties is okay too#but really looking for the elders lol#also i know a lot of ppl who are older mostly stick to ts3#which is fine!#ill never have a problem looking at ts3 anything#because thats home lol#cause ill see a blog that has some good food and then ill see their age is 16 and that makes me uncomfortable.. so ill avoid following#maybe thats just a quirk of mine
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like im really seeing minsungers just admit to neglecting their pet cats on twitter so casually to justify ?????? being weird and invasive of lee knows privacy and ????????????????????????????
#its okay i zoomed in on his pupil and hyper analyzed his video to figure out#if its his apartment or his parents home#because i leave my cat at home for days on end without a person to care for them and thats fine#??????????#like sorry if i have to see chan girls getting called parasocial freaks every day im not letting this slide on by lol#like whenever this stuff happens suddenly even tumblr never has a word to say about it and its just so funny#are you scared? why is everyone apparently fine with calling out weird behaviour up until this point?
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sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:
thing that I already do
thing I have tried 10 times
thing I already do
thing that I don't have the money to do
thing I already do
thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail
thing that is impossible given my situation
thing that doesn't apply to me
thing that I already do
thing I have already tried
hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently
thing I have already done
#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things#out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever#all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever#or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc.#especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple#and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already#done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and#all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you.#who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3#my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster#talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo#I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache#or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop#e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all#sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef#t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of#way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I#think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i#gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!'#like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant#mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain#or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right#now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like#most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once#that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY#Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth
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New game interest unlocked
(crow in bottom right belongs to @patchwork-crow-writes)
#ramarl#phantasy star online#long tag warning lol i rambled#so i was introduced to phantasy star online#i think its safe to say i really enjoy the game#thank you mr crow for showing me this game :D i have new creatures to scribble now#there shall be more of these doodles#i promise you that#meant to post this wayyyyy earlier today but uh#my car broke down :') ....again :')#last week it wouldn't turn on and the headlights weren't working so we were like ''ok this is a battery issue and i need a new one''#because jumping the car didnt fix it#so we took my old battery to a shop and they tested its charge before showing us which new one we should get#but the battery had charge???????? so we went back home to troubleshoot#and then found the hooks(?idk what they're called) that connected the battery to the car had something corroded on them#so we grabbed a can of coke and scrubbed away#hooked the battery back up and bam car was working#so the issue was those hooks#until two days ago when my car didnt work again#looked at the battery again and the hooks came loose; tightened them up and bam car working again#and now at this point I'm scared to go anywhere cause what if i get stranded on my own??#so this morning i said ''alright I'm gonna drive myself to church just to be sure that my car works''#AND WOULD YOU GUESS WHAT HAPPENED#at this point i just wish the damn battery was dead and that i could replace it and move on from this#i know they're a bit pricey but jesus this is exhausting#but i can't just buy a new battery if im not sure that's the actual problem because then I'd have a battery and nothing to do with it#i hate having a car sometimes i just want a bus system#or a jeep#but preferably a bus system#sorry rambles thats a long way of saying i didnt post this earlier because ive been working on my car lol
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One HSR Character a Day Extra 3 (Day 54): Feixiao
#honkai star rail#feixiao#hsr edits#revsdailyhsr#AAAAHHH THATS MY GENERAL!! for real i cant even put into words how much i love her.. she just grabbed my attention from#the very first moment she was introduced & hasnt let go! not that id want her to anyway because she's simply AMAZING! love#her attitude & her lore & the 2.5 update did her so much justice im so happy! not to mention how stunning her combat#is! she's so great for follow up teams & i get so giddy watching her land big numbers. im beyond thankful that i managed to#pull her & her light cone early. she knew id treat her right & rushed home lol. seriously i havent been this excited for#another character since i started & saw serval which already feels like ages ago. aahhh her design is just so cool..she's gorgeous &#her voice fits her perfectly! im certain she'll return in future stories & i simply cant wait for me to go crazy for her all over again.#truly the most badass woman in the game & my mind cant be changed. id absolutely spend money on merch & even eidolons.#it's seriously astonishing how down bad i am for her. i truly havent felt this way about any character from any media in years.
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i love that ive gained weight and i dont want it to stop like i do want to be bigger. but i hate this cycle of clothes not fitting me anymore so i get new ones and then i put on more weight and they dont fit again. and im not saying i wish i had gone straight from the size i was in 2020 to what i am now cus i wouldnt have survived that emotionally. like i needed it to be gradual so i could process it all and unlearn fatphobia (which i am still doing) but like. idk my fashion used to be something that brought me so much joy and now it feels like i cant really play around anymore because i dont have those years of building up a wardrobe that i used to have
#been clearing out a bit and found some trousers that were size six ??? thats insane surely no one has ever been that small. except i was ew#in 2022 i had like twenty pairs of funky trousers that i wore regularly. now i have three#and i undo my flies as soon as i get home because theyre all a bit tight#i mean its fine you can survive perfectly fine on three outfits but i do find it quite depressing#and i do buy almost all my clothes second hand now so shopping is more interesting#i can make my own jumpers easy peasy i wish trousers were that fun and doable#ive been altering some old trousers and i hate how it comes out every time lol#but there is a lotta guilt with buying things. just makes me feel shit dunnit
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my parents cant make dinner reliably bc my mom broke her rib and my dad never learned the homemaking skills required to feed 3 people every day so they want me to help make food every night but i dont even want to eat with them ESPECIALLY not after cooking. so im just as likely to prepare them supper then walk home and have sleep for dinner bc im exhausted and not in the mood to stick around and eat with them.
#today my mom spent ages making fun of how dirty she thinks my house probably is (shes never been in my house bc i dont allow her in)#and then she fell asleep for the night at three pm after having just read books today.#like. okay yes youre in pain. but do you realize that im trying to keep your household running.#and then you mock me because of your assumption that im not maintaining my own home. man i cook and clean for YOU. consider why i might not#have time for my fucking house at the end of the day.#and like. yup youre right i cant keep my house clean. 😐 i cant keep up. what are you going to do about.it.#not offer any help thats for sure lol
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#feel like my relationship with my younger brother is changed completely forever not to be dramatic lol but i am sad#we used to b very close but he has kind of. found his faith again and gone full missionary christian which like. i knew meant the dynamic#was doomed lmao but actually acknowledging it makes me sad i feel like i'm grieving for the friendship we used to have even though#it is literally a me problem i think from his perspective he doesn't think anything has changed. but i feel weird about everything#also his new gf is nineteen and he is. almost 25 and i am the only one who feels weird about it like i know she's over 18 but! idk i can't#tell if i'm being overly cautious or if my gut instinct is right. my sister & her husband have a similar age gap but they met when they wer#both over 30 so like. it didn't feel weird. and i didn't feel comfortable actually seriously talking to him about it apart from the first#time he mentioned her over facetime (he went to another country to do mission stuff & met her there) so like an idiot i've just been#making jokes about the age gap becausee like. thats always been our thing lightly bullying each other lol but he blew up at me and said#i've had nothing positive to say about her since he's been back home and that he thinks i hate her and i'm out of line for constantly#implying he's creepy for dating someone younger. idk i felt like such a freak idiot horrible person about it. it completely blindsided me#bc yes the jokes were coming from a place of idk how i feel about this situation so i'm going to rely on the humour-based communication#we have always fallen back on as a safety thing but i guess i was wrong or the dynamic shifted or something anyway it's all fucked#& everyone is just telling me i feel weird out of some?? misplaced kind of jealousy thing?? because i'm 'losing' my brother to his gf lol#which does not feel right at all he has dated so many other girls and i have never had a problem it is literally the age gap like i haven't#even met this girl i'm sure she's very nice! i just worry about her being nineteen!! jesus. and yes maybe i do feel some resentment around#a brother younger than me who seems to be able to live his life with zero difficulty whilst i'm stuck being this unemployed loser who ruins#literally ever friendship & relationship ive ever had but i think thats ok right like i can't help feeling that. i don't fucking knowwww#am i just projecting all these sad feelings about our friendship dying onto his new relationship or like. am i right to be genuinely#concerned she's six years younger than him and still a fucking teenager!!!!!! i don't know
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actually posting my cherik stuff to twitter now as a super scary halloween trick
#snap chats#@snapperoni Always Be Pluggin thats me go follow so i feel less embarrassed about suddenly dumping cherik on everyone vjAELKJEARKLJ#the trick is its scary to me because ive barely posted in the past month and now im coming on with. All This All Of A Sudden JVEKLJA#thank you to the kh fans who found this tumblr youve given me courage. somehow.#idk thats p kh isnt it ... that tracks ..#im posting my doodles in batches cause. lol. but once i catch up then ill post side-by-side with my tumblr posting. probably#ill post my movie doodles tomorrow but rn its just the krakoa stuff mostly#anyways my last class is soon and then i have to prepare to drive home so !!! bye bye for now :)
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Some Welcome Home doodles and one I redrawn in ibisPaintX
#welcome home puppet show#welcome home#wally darling#julie joyful#frank frankly#barnaby b beagle#welcome home fanart#doodles#uh oh! all wally!#but thats because hes the only one i know how to draw from memory lol#my art
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Wait shit so THAT is The Book in the Aaravos posters and why they were all themed after the 6 sources?? And why the Key was there and glowing?
#im sorry if someone already realized this it just clicked in my head while driving home from work#tdp s6#tdp s6 spoilers#tdp#deadass while driving home my brain got so busy processing some stuff from this season and making sense of things that i just turned off#the podcast i was listening to and started talking out loud about all of it#mainly the backstory with aaravos and his daughter and if she gave a human star magic or dark magic or a different source of primal magic#or if SHE was the first person to give a human dark magic but that doesnt really seem likely because she seemed to innocent for that#could she give them star magic? or another source? did some humans get primal magic from her or other startouch elves?? are they powerful#enough to do that?? if so. damn.#idk i wonder if she gave a human star magic and then aaravos created dark magic and gave it to humans as a revenge for what the startouch#elves did to leola. cuz he didnt seem like a bad person before leola was killed. he seemed happy! i wonder if he gave dark magic to humans#after creating it cuz he was devastated at the loss of his daughter. he did cry for 100 years anyway#i could see him making dark magic in response to that grief and passing it to humans to cause chaos. which could work cuz if leola gave a#human dark magic and was seen by the dragon prince- WAIT. WHAT was sol's other name again?!????! was HE the dragon prince who saw leola give#magic to a human???? and then many years later as the dragon king he was permanently disabled by dark magic from ziard???? and thats why#aaravos hates him cuz he got leola killed????!?!?!? fuck man theres been so much bouncing around in my head since i watched the season this#morning and now that im off work its all bouncing around even more. i need to watch the season again omg. at least start it again tonight#may be too tired to truly appreciate it tho. but i still might#im 100% gonna go see if the names match up for sol regem to be said dragon prince cuz thats itching at my head#or im just insane and not remembering it right who knows lol#oh god man this season had so much crammed in it
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Hi it's me again! I want to give ever neighbor a kiss on the cheek! I want to see their reactions!
"W-wow Neighbor... IS THAT A NEW GAME?!!! :D"
Flustered for one minute, unfazed and wants to play hopscotch the next.
#thats how i would image it anyway#i have a lota problems with romance#not because i don't like it of anything#just because i don't really find myself with those emotions#obviously not cannon on anything lol#welcome home#welcome home julie joyful
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Had a doctor tell me quite sincerely this morning that my "life seems miserable" because of my health problems and it immediately made me think of the damn bitch you live like this meme
#like i cant stop thinking about it#he wasnt even the doctor i was there to see#the nurse called him in because my heart rate was high and it scared her#but like thats just a normal flare day for me#so anyway this guy i dont even know comes barging into the room to listen to my heart and ask about my symptoms etc#and then he says that its not sustainable to live like this and how i must be miserable#and im just like lol okay like tell me something i dont know#oh and when i told him i usually get through flares by staying in bed for a day or two#his response was to say how that would make going on vacation hard because i might end up having to be bedridden for part of it#and like#first of all#im too broke for vacations lol#second of all#i can barely leave the house bc of my health so what vacations would i even be attempting#idk like he did seem genuinely concerned#but i was honestly not in the mood to hear all that#like i was (and still am) feeling extremely unwell#i just wanted to go home#did not need or want the pity of some random doctor
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the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now
#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL#really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us#ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great#extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore#the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog#its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow#i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating#i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one#i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it#theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget#anyway. anyway.#our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by#there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!'#we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad#cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now#maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that#im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away#ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free#i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20#i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her#but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more#maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know#because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before#i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years#i dunno. i dont know#anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process#the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months#the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time#when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move#just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend
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i hate going food shopping so muchhhhhhhhhh grrrrrrr
#if the bus home is really late again i may explode lol#also i always plan to go in the morning but end up putting it off so long that it ejds up afternoon and then end up feeling more overwhelmed#because i am so hungry WHEN WILL I LEARN#next week maybe i be brave and drive so its not such a long outing......#found another aldi thats not in the city so it may be enough not scary to drive to hmmm
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right so, summer term is in less than a week and in the words of another tumblr post, this is for the wiggles; i need to get this out of my system before i implode. enjoy :)
greetings yall. this is essentially a list of my current ocs that live their own lives in their respective universes in the back of my mind. ill start out with a list and expand elsewhere later to avoid overwhelmingness
i will update this with links to individual oc fact files and posts in the future inshallah
･ﾟ*.･ﾟ✧ .･ﾟ*･ﾟ
✧ le fandoms and their respective established characters as of writing:
greek mythology (<- very very loosely): jazzy
riordanverse: hilal
the apothecary diaries: maymuna
demon slayer: siham
✧ fandoms ive dabbled in that dont have established characters (yet):
spy x family
hunter x hunter
the anne shirley serires
detective conan
inuyasha
more that ive temporarily forgotten lol
✧ fandoms that dont get ocs for various reasons :
hamilton and other musicals
real life people (i find it weird)
childhood favourites like movies, shows, etc. (like tmnt, coraline, disney princesses, spacetoon classics like romeos blue skies...)
please kindly note that the way my hyperfixations work in terms of fandoms is that when i come across said fandom, i obsessively read every wiki page in existence and watch compilations and scour the interwebs for memes and sometimes fics, and proceed to avoid (for reasons unbeknownst to me) actually consuming the media itself (original books or its adapted versions). i believe its because i dont have the capacity to be emotionally attached to new characters and suffer, but whos to say :P
also note that these characters are in many ways inspired from my own experiences and i occasionally draw from people and places im familiar with, so in instances where things 'wouldnt work' for whatever reason, (firstly im aware, hence their existence) remember that these are works of fiction, and that with the right writing (mostly) anything works. and creative liberties mwahahaha >:)
this is one of the reasons this blog exists; for me to dump the contents of my mind to make way for other (hopefully more useful) stuff, so if u stumble on here feel free to partake (as per the guidelines stated in the pinned post), otherwise move on. this before anything else is for me and my amusement, i wont be catering to anyones interests.
this post and its contents is sponsored and made possible by maladaptive daydreaming and my other less than healthy coping mechanisms :)
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#oc galore#yay i did it#this is going to be fun#and also emotionally draining#whatcha gonna do#ngl it does feel a lil vulnerable to have my children in the wild#but i trust they will thrive in their new homes#with their found families#bc it is *the* best trope#shoutout to whoever wrote the spacetoon list of programs wikipedia page complete with airing dates thank u for ur service#i just found out the difference between oc and persona#welp#im still calling them ocs becasue they arent me#although i read personas arent self insert theyre just versions of the authors identities personified (abridged)#im using oc bc they are fully fleshed characters where i as the writer benefit from my background and experiences to make them come to life#yes literally all of them are middle eastern hijabis#but thats because i want the representation lol#thats where the similarities end#hopefully#because i havent written anything since 2014#oc#looking forward to see how my writing grows :)#if u see typos no u didnt#my brain is melting#UPDATE 2025:#retired some ocs lol and added my girl jazz :3
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