#because my ocd hates me and likes to stick itself onto fucking superstition | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

lyxchen · 6 days ago

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Ocd fucking sucks so much, imagine having to decide wether you're gonna think of some stupid reason to call somebody you're randomly getting worried about just to check on them or if you're just gonna sit in your anxiety and tell yourself that everything is fine and it's just the ocd

#like #also extra stupid but #in my head i have a much better way of typing iut and explaining this example #but the ocd currently is telling me if i type out the exact situation i'm scared of happening right now then i might jinx it and then it #actually will happen #because my ocd hates me and likes to stick itself onto fucking superstition #can't even type it #can't even really think it #i hate this so much #and i know not ignoring the intrusive thoughts and giving in and calling the person is a compulsion and will just make it worse #but hhhh #i hate that this is a thing #anyways #luckily typing this made it actually not as scary anymore just now so yay #i'm gonna eat some soup now #fuck you ocd #ocd

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