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cannibalhellhound · 9 months ago

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I did this

Because Sli deserves more love

And I'm trying to get used to the pain of coloring wings

Nothing else

*cough*titties*cough*

bonus gosling making a sand castle with his dad's sunglasses

Ron's big ass wings are good sunblockers

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carlyraejepsans · 1 year ago

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oh this is a shitshow shitshow

#really fascinated with the way it plays with its mediums #and i can see the influence the writing style had on toby especially for the humor. the scansion is almost identical #but if anything it's made me even more grateful for undertale's existence because the early 2000s dry mildly offensivè humor is #so goddamn grating LMFAO #hs

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daffodil--lament · 5 months ago

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i keep remembering and feeling sick to my stomach. it's like finding out for the first time every single time. god i am so tired

#daffodil lamenting #i dont know if it's the dissociation or if things are just like that #like i keep finding parts that dont understand and they break every single time #ifs therapy #SHE'S NOT EVEN MY MOM. but she.#like when we were in a room together. she was. she was my friend i cared about her opinion #i was always happy to see her and she was always at that same goddamn spot at the kitchen table #she fixed my shirt for me. she taught me about ballet and myself without even realizing it #i havent grieved like this for anybody which mostly says things about how much my mental state has improved #but i was fucking dry heaving in the mcdonalds drive thru today #and i feel bad because she's not even my mom. but i miss her so much already #i felt so safe in that house and she was an invaluable piece of that experience for me #she fixed my mom's shirt and i tore the interfacing within days god

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terrainofheartfelt · 11 months ago

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#i need to be childish and rant some more about this thing #i talked to a mutual friend — the poet of our group— and she advised me to repair things with this friend i had a Thing with last week #and the adult intellectual side of me who has a modicum of emotional intelligence knows she’s right #i know it #but GOD. does anyone else feel like their well of grace is running dry?#the thing about being The Good Kid is that I am always reaching first #it always falls to me #and like god I can’t remember the last time someone has reached for me. because I am worth the effort of repair #and I am TIRED. and I just want to be wanted as a friend for a goddamn second #going to be litigious on my own tumblr blog for a minute #because I am the wronged party here. she was the one who leapt at me #and honestly made me feel like she thought so little of me. after all the years we’ve known each other #i was open and vulnerable with her through a really hard fucking time for me #and I didn’t think she would ever use it as ammo against me but she DID #so why does the repair have to fall to ME #and I know — I know that sitting and waiting for her to talk first is childish and I could be waiting for a long long time #i know that is ultimately unproductive and doesn’t get anyone anywhere #(just like i know this friend is working through some deep deep shit)#(and my shit is lesser)#i know all this AND YET #I want to be petulant and pathetic because I never get to let the line down ever and I’m exhausted is everyone else exhausted #but it’s also like. this friendship this group is for fucking life and i really mean that #i am just—— UGH #anyway this is the anguish occupying my brain this wed evening #also i am afraid to reach out because what if i inadvertently hurt her and what if #what if reaching out only gives her an opening to hurt me again?

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heckling-hydrena · 1 year ago

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looking at reviews for mostly naturally-sourced shampoos always goes like this:

★★★★★ omg it did wonders for my hair after the FIRST WASH(!!) and it smells so amazing ^-^ I wish it came in bigger bottles!!!!!

★☆☆☆☆ it works great but why does it stink so fucking bad.

#post inspired by me getting a new shampoo because I am SO dry and need some straight up OIL and FAT to wash my hair with #I smell like a goddamn herb garden. I smell like someone's about to place me on their spice rack #not fr

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milkweedman · 1 year ago

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ah, the ever-more-frequent Urge To Explode My Brain from unending migraines. a migraine that just lasts the day already sucks so bad. whole day is gone in a blur of pain and misery, right ? a migraine that lasts multiple days is sort of like if hell was real and you were in it. time has no meaning, only pain, etc.

months of migraines... with no break or end or effective treatment and also you still have to work and behave like a normal person because you cannot lie in bed for months not paying rent. well id describe it you but ive fucking lost the plot. its gone on so long and its so bad that when the migraine ISN'T at its peaking on the pain scale and making me feel like if i was hit by a truck that would be an improvement, i start to feel like my head is a vestigial organ that has been removed. cant access sensation in my head and it feels literally disconnected from my body. meanwhile the pain is still there (along with the brain fog, vertigo, nausea, etc) but it feels like its happening to somebody else.

#im kind of impressed that i can at this point carry a normal conversation (as good as i ever can. which is bad but irrelevant)#while being in agony and having been in agony for as long as i can remember #usually also with something dislocated just for some extra fun #because what i actually feel like doing 100% of the time is lighting myself on fire and/or screaming forever until i die #however thats the kind of shit that puts you in the psych ward again #so i am. smiling and making small talk while migraine auras wash out my vision and i try not to visibly dry heave #its really really really fucking bad. all the time so fucking bad.#i need to message my neurologist but likelihood of me doing that is low #because 1) the stuff she's put me on has so far done nothing but add intolerable side effects to the hell that i am already existing in #and 2) its fucking hard to do anything. even the bare minimum im not doing. so extra shit is just. not happening #i want to scream.#i am gonna. go for a walk and smoke a cigarette instead and then get really high because at least then i dont really care #the auras are making it really hard to see though. theyre like bleach all over my vision. just this wash of white #hhh.#chronic illness #chronic migraine #and its like. when my knee also gives out and it feels like theres metal in there slicing everything up with each tiny movement #or any of the other one million goddamn things broken in my body #i end up so overwhelmed by pain that i just want to lay on the floor and cry #at which point everyone around me gets mad that im not being productive and im costing them money and im not good enough #like ok kill me then. cheaper for you happier for me. just get a heavy object and go to town i would thank you for it #but i cant even say that because openly expressing suicidality just makes people angrier #im rapidly running out of fucks to give but also i will do anything to avoid returning to the psych ward #literally anything. morals out the window. i dont give a shit.#so its a catch-22.#vent

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eyrieofsynapses · 1 year ago

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gentle reminder to air-dry your fleece clothing and wash it in cold water if you want it to stay nice and soft <3

(fleece is made out of synthetic fibers that will quite literally deform/melt in the heat of a dryer! and no you can't really see it but it's one of the things that makes it pill and get rough and scratchy.

"no dryer" also goes for most items of clothing with graphics. tbh I don't know the exact reason behind that one, I think it depends on how it was printed on, but both my and friends' experience has proven dryers will fuck graphics up, and manufacturers will tell you the same)

#this announcement brought to you by a sad Synapse after someone else put my brand-new only-once-washed-before #ONCE super-soft hoodie into the dryer #and it is now already beginning to pill ;-;#it's not a massive difference but as someone who tends to be sensitive to these things it is Not Insignificant #I could stand to avoid fleece/sythetics to begin with specifically because of this #but goddamn it is HARD to find super soft and warm clothing that ISN'T that these days #anyway I have some old stuff I don't care about/it was already wrecked by the time I learned that dryers fuck fleece up and those will go in #but anything nice/new enough not to be fucked up stays on the drying rack #worth noting that it's gonna get rougher anyway over time but the process is in my experience notably slower #ugh anyway. this is why I usually wash my nicer stuff on my own but also most of my stuff is darker and this is light green so it went in a #shared load with the rest of the family. guess I'm not doing that again.#(mark on list of disadvantages to being someone who keeps my clothing as long as I can and avoids collecting a bunch:#if I do not have much of a particular color range it is hard to make a practically sized load of said color range)#aaaanyway #synapse talks #laundry #fleece

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daughterofsarenrae · 1 year ago

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I'm tired of having a job where i use up all my patience and understanding and kindness on stupid asshole customers who dont deserve it and i have none left over for my friends

#philosophytube used the phrase 'it has wasted my goodness' once and i keep going back to that #strangers do not deserve my best me. that's for the people and pets i care about.#tired of coming home physically and emotionally exhausted from work and being a massive bitch because of it.#tired of my coworkers also being treated like shit. fucking over this godforsaken job #im stuck here until like. jan or feb probably. miserable.#my good temper is a finite resource and the resevoir keeps drying up at a faster and faster rate.#i wish i had better control over my emotions. but i wouldnt need it if i wasnt so goddamned burned out all the FUCKING time

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amrv-5 · 1 year ago

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Keywords for this damned fic are concision, structure, restraint, and don'tforgettohavefun

#been thinking about the. goddamned realists so much lately #flaubert for some fucking reason. le mot juste #probably because everybody else is trying to get me to think about modernism #and I'm not in a modernist mood because I prefer my orange juice sans-pulp and my overcoat dry

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queen-beefcake-sqx · 1 year ago

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I’ve gotten back into baking and it’s making me weirdly emotional because like… this was the kind of shit that was so special and luxury to me when I was a poor kid because it was like my parents MADE that, you can’t get it in a store, etc etc. The pizza is the bread recipe just rolled out so it’s so goddamn spongy for a crust which is like A+ to me. I hope my granddad is cheering from his grave knowing his love of cooking is helping his granddaughter a lot rn.

#say more sadie #food cw #Look at this shit!!! I made that!!!!#the pizza is so goddamn good reheated because the bread doesn’t dry out like restaurant pizzas!

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cruelprincae · 1 year ago

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this pretty much sums up cardan's relationship with balekin & dain D:

#( 𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 ┊ musings )#( “you can't love anyone because that would mean you had a heart / I've made some pretty big mistakes but you made the worst one look fine #( AND “bleeding my dry like a goddamn vampire” IS BALEKIN #( “I used to think I was smart but you made me look so naive” IS DAIN WHEN HE FRAMED CARDAN FOR THE MURDER OF VAL MOREN'S LOVER #( cardan >>> the rest of the greenbriar siblings

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beskad · 1 year ago

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#my god i haven't gotten laid in MONTHS #this might be the longest dry spell since i became sexually active in like.....2018????#i feel like i can sense a possibleho phase 2.0 on the horizon #i was a religiously repressed late bloomer lol #but godDAMN i am just 🫠 rn #and I haven't officially broken up with my bf yet because my lease isn't signed #and I'm not rushing back into any relationships because yikes I've had enough of that for a while and i need to DETOX #but jfc i am dyingggggg #this is way too tmi but it's my blog so w/e #tbd

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lollybliz · 2 years ago

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I have ideas.

I have a peanut gallery of friends that get excited.

I have at least a couple spoons, sometimes.

I keep having to actively choose not to think about my wips not work on my wips not even look at my wips because I'll want to work on them and I have too much work and homework and my exam is coming up and I'm aaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I want to write :'(

#bliz rambles #i have one that's technically only about half written but outlined and really will likely only take a wee bit to at least get the rough #draft done #i have another thats sprawling into a leggy fucking nightmare and ive been letting myself spew the ideas i have for it in little notes in #a thread in my discord gc and i want to compile them so bad it hurts #one of my friends made a sidelong comment yesterday that made me rwalize ive had a solution to a fic breaking problem #in my lap the whole goddamn time #and i cant work on a single fucking one of them #because if i let myself write for fun im going to blow every last spoon on it i know i will #and i have so few right now #because my pain is being Mean and i have a lot i /need/ to get done with those few spoons #and so i wait #and im so afraid that by the time i have time again #i wont have the motivation or the ideas will dry up or i'll be too burnt #i already feel like a pile of ash #but i have ideas. and i have /hope/ which is /wild/ because i thought i didnt like writinf and i thought i was bad at it #but my god people like my latest fic #like a lot more than i thought anyone ever might fjdjdksk #theres only 7 public bookmarks but my stats page says there're 32 🤣#i will /take that fucking win/ and id like to run with it i really would #but i have so much to do #dont work 6 days a week kids. not unless you get /really/ good benefits and they pay you for drive time.#and even then probably dont

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whimsyprinx · 2 years ago

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nascar has got to be one of the top five most boring sports of all time

#whimsy whispers #is this controversial? idk and idc because it’s 2am and I am half asleep #like I’m sorry but I could care less about watching aces go wroom wroom in circles real fast #literally not a single ounce of enrichment to be had no entertainment I am bored and I’d rather watch paint dry it would evoke the same #boredness I’m feeling watching this but at least I would be choosing to watch the paint dry #I have never once or my own free Will watched a car race because again: It Is So Goddamn Boring #is it even a sport? I’m p sure but god it’s awful

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goethitee · 2 years ago

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i didnt even mention the fucking nails

#saturday her owners called for an appointment couldnt get one on saturday but they desperately wanted her nails clipped #‘they should have been done a year ago haha’ yes they shouldve you [redacted] [redacted] [redacted]#anyways this dogs nails were sooo fucking long i sadly did not take any photos but just trust me ive seen some long ass nails in my time &#these were some of the longest #anyway flash forward to today im drying the dog & im looking at feet thinking that for some reason they just dont look right #they almost seem.. flat #when i realize that they were fucking flat because her nails were so Goddamned long for over a year that the feet had to splay out so she #could fucking walk

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breadboyayay · 2 years ago

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MADE ME BAWL FOR AN HOUR STRAIGHT. GAHDAMN. 'there are people to love and dishes to do in the meantime.' 'she said i would hold you in my arms and the world would end in love.' 'to look back is to love'. PLSLSLSLS STOP BEING RIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!! PLSLSLSLSLSLSS STFU !!!!!!!!!!!! 😢😢😢😢😢😢👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻‼️‼️‼️‼️😩😩😩😩❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😠😠😠😠😠💔💔💔💔💔😡😡😡😡💔💔💔💔😢😢😢😢❤️❤️❤️❤️✨💫🌟✨💫🌟✨💫‼️‼️‼️‼️ (/POS)

How will the world end?

it’s genuinely not something i think too much about. there are people to love and dishes to do in the meantime.

#MY NOSE IS CLOGGED AS HELL #HEADACHE #EYES SWOLLEN #TISSUES PILED UP #WENT TO DRINK WATER AND REFRESH MYSELF ONLY TO LIE BACK IN BED SND START CRYINF AGAIN #HOW AM I SUPPISED TO SLEEP ITS 9AM #PLS STFU!!!!!!!!!!! LET ME BE MENTALLY ILL AND EMOTIONALLY CONSTIPATED!!!!!!!!! (/j)#shoving vaporub into my nose and forehead #good shit tho...! needed to b reminded #why is sentiency so tiring #why are emotions so potent #what is love supposed to feel like?#is it an emotion or is it a quiet presence #mentally ill!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm gonna start crying again!!!!!!!!!#why is humanity so complex #pls go back to cavemen #goddamn i'm sniffling #my mouth dry as shit from breathing thru it since my nose is clogged #talked to my best friend about love #she loves photography and films and her film camera and i still remember her using one of her films to take a photo of me #i knew what it meant when she chose to preserve a photo of me in her beloved film camera and i didn't know how to act #so i just awkwardly smiled and posed. pretty accurate impression of me anyway #she told me she'd peel oranges for me #and chop apples and lightly spirtz them w lemon juice so that they wouldn't turn brown #and she'd make me soup if i was sick #i buy her food as often as i can which isn't as often as i'd like because i'm still a student and i don't have income yet #i told her id make sure she wouldn't go hungry as best as i could because that's what my dad does for me too #going to her birthday party this saturday!!! i will bring her snacks and matching nail polish and a drawing i made her #she's cackling at me crying rn nvm i hate this mf !!!!!!!!!! love REVOKED back to HATE !!!!!!! /j #post crying headache still clapping cymbals at my head fml

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