#because it counts as cheating to me atp and my heart CANNOT take it 😭🙏

[lilacpaperbird]

in samdean fics, I need dean to be sickly obsessed and besotted with sam. I don't want him choosing anyone romantically or sexually over him in any way shape or form. he can fuck girls while he's in that phase of the story where they both think their feelings could never be reciprocated and they have no idea the other feels the same way. but nothing more than that. if they get together in some capacity and then dean fucks some other girl while sam stands there heartbroken I will actually kill myself