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So I'm starting a new book not sure if I want to publish it or not but here's some from the first chapter, input is awesome so please give me some

Small town family, moving into an even smaller town. The day was November 3rd 2015. Sarah an her family are in transition to moving into a new town near the city, but far enough to not deal with the city. In the lovely suburban area of Denver, Colorado. If you know anything about Colorado it's a lovely place to be, but also has nothing to do. Except focus on making yourself better. Thus, why the Jackson family has chosen to move here. Emanuel, the husband to Sarah, has family out in suburban Denver. Less pressure, than moving into a house. The Jacksons were a young family, mid twenties young, Finding a house is pretty hard on two twenty year olds with a five year old and a dog, who is more like a daughter. Daren, the son was a special little man, the only being in Sarah's life that is able to show her happiness, before meeting Emanuel of course. Emanuel was a man of pure kindness, that never stumbled. Now I get it, your wondering how can someone be purely kind? That is simple to answer. A person is purely kind the moment they finally meet someone, they can completely understand and give them what it takes to survive sorrow. I'm sorry, I get it. You believed this to be a happy story, but this my friends is a regular story. Trust me you'll want to read this though. Back to the family. The dog, better yet the daughter, Ella also know as Ella bee. Why is she the daughter you ask? Because being a dog by definition is a domesticated canid. Ella has evolved past the regular conformed canine, she has evolved into a daughter. "I hope we'll be happy here." Said Sarah, "what do you mean happy? Where you not happy before?" Questioned Emanuel. "Yes, of course I was happy before, I just mean I hope we can be as equally happy as before, here." Sarah replied. "Oh, that makes sense." Alex said as he continued to unpack the car with their belongings. This day wasn't like any regular day though. Yes the Jacksons were moving, but not only where they moving, the weather was obscurely hot for November, in any part of Colorado. To a normal person the irregular heat would just pass by as another day to figure out what shorts to wear or what is the best way to keep cool, but Sarah felt a change. A change that can only be felt by the ones being changed. Though the feeling can be discomforting and slightly stressful, Sarah decided it's better to ignore this feeling. Yes, this feeling would seem simple to ignore, to a regular think person, but Sarah she has had some unreleased traumas in her life. Sarah knew she was mentally sick just didn't know, how bad. Sarah was a victim of rape as a child. Now everyone knows children don't think the same way, logically, as adults. Therefore facing what actually happened to her, isn't something that children usually think of first. A child would go to the person who they feel most protected by. For Sarah this was her mother, but how does a young child explain what happened, if she doesn't know exactly what happened. Improvising, that's what Sarah did exactly, she improvised the best way she could at a small age. With a simple" I think I did something wrong mommy.", thinking this would help her and her mother go investigate what happened, but no, like most parents hearing this, don't want to find out what their child has done now. Thusly forcing Sarah's mother to brush off the statement and automatically punishing Sarah by saying, " I don't care what it was you did, your grounded." Ever since that moment Sarah pushed away the situation, from her mind thoughts and feelings. Until it found her and hunted her, ten years later, And when it finally came out, the mental damage had already been done. When Sarah pushed away this feeling of change, it was a big push, in fact it was the same kind of push she did as a young child. But not really understanding why? She hadn't been hurt or anything? So why was her body automatically making her try and forget this feeling? Forgetting wasn't Sarah's strong point though. Remembering, that on the other hand is her strongest area. Well it depends on your partake in strong suits. Anything that ever happened to Sarah she remembered. Yes, anything. Ever since she was 3 she started to remember. For instance she remembered her father, after the custody agreement, kidnapped Sarah and her older brother Jerome. She Also remembered how Sarah's mother tried to kill her father with a key. If it happend to Sarah, it stayed forever. "Ouch" said Emanuel, "what?" Questioned Sarah. "The damn dog is in the way, and I tripped over her!" Yelled Emanuel. "She is not a dog, Emanuel you know for a fact, this is our child. So say sorry to our bee, for calling her a dog. Do it!", replied Sarah. Emanuel exclaimed "I will not apologize to a dog! She's a dog I don't care, she's a dog!" After listening to Emanuel's nonsense, Sarah proceeds to go to Ella and in a baby voice tells her to not mind her father. " he's just jealous of our cuddles so he takes it out on you, the first chance he gets." Sarah vacitioutiously says, "yeah whatever, she's still a dog!" Emanuel mockingly says. After the exchange of dirty looks the two continue to unload their things into the new house. Finally reaching a point of stopping, they dramatically and tiredly fall on to the floor. "My legs, won't, make it" Sarah says "so, much, eggsastion." " wow! you are so dramatic, the couch is like five steps away." Emanuel replied " yes it is, and yet here you are next to me on the floor! What is your excuse sir?" Sarah saying irritated, yet amused "excuse? No excuses just facts and the fact is I am actually tired. The floor looked more pleasing anyway." Emanuel said with a smile on his face, forcing Sarah to look at the matter and smile as well. Now, Daren their son was off on a camping trip with Emanuel's mother and step father. Which ended up benefiting in the end anyways, because Daren loved his Omaha and papa, and Sarah and Emanuel would be able to move their things over with out the lovely nousense of their adorable son Daren. Even though he is a cutie, he also is a five year old. No five year old wants to drive back and forth from one town to the next moving things. Five year olds want to play and this would be Daren's last time to hangout and go on a trip since he starts school in a month. Which made living in the suburbs a plus, because the elementary school was right down the street. But that wonderful feeling of change kept sneaking up on Sarah. She then on the floor just begins to stair at the ceiling, and wonder "what does this feeling mean?" Which made her think extremely hard and by accident forcing her to say her thoughts out loud, "what?" Emanuel said " huh, what? Um nothing!" Sarah replied in an nervous voice that only made Emanuel want to know what that statement was for, but he knew if he presumed to question Sarah she would only reject the questions, then deny it ever happened. He chose to just lay there and hold her hand. The next day the couple was back to finish off their moving. Only Emanuel was going up to their old town,Colorado Springs, by himself. Not because he didn't want Sarah to come, but because he knew for a fact the Sarah's asthma wouldn't be able to take anymore climbing up and down stairs. He did need help though, he called one of his oldest friends Claud to come help him finish off the rest. Sarah got to do the exciting job of unpacking and placing all their items to where they belong. "What is the point of putting everything in a box just to take it out again?" Sarah complained " Its redundant, and pointless!", Emanuel knowing better knew she was mostly complaining because he was leaving and instead of answering the obscure question he just kissed her on the head, and continued to leave for the springs.

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Frozen droplet of tree sap. During a Chinook in Calgary on Decembrrr 19th. I thought it was really interesting to see and I had to share. #yyc #chinook #calgary #decembrrrr #treesap #pinetree #beautyinthetrees #inthetinyplaces #throughthecracks #droplet

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Never realized how nice the park is by my house #tree's #parks #beautyinthetrees (Taken with instagram)

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