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pretty sure gordo ruined me for all men at the tender age of seven
#this post has been brought to you by#lizzie mcguire#gordo#david gordon#adam lamberg#be still my childhood heart
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Been four years, time for this again.
With the trajectory these redraws are going, Merlin and Gwaine are going to end up just,,, making out. Full on sloppy style right in front of Arthur.
And honestly? Good for them they deserve it lmao
#bbc merlin#merlin#merwaine#merthur#arthur pendragon#sir gwaine#ot3#redraw#re watched āGwaineā recently and the heart eyes they all have for each other#Arthur vouching for a man he's know for like two days max against a knight he's apparently been friends with since his childhood#Merlin being sad eyes and telling Gwaine he thinks he's fun and he's going to miss him when he leaves#Both of them recognizing his fighting style and being excited that he's there at the melee :3#It's Gwaine my Good Friend Gwaine he's here I Love my Good Friend Gwaine whom I've known for three days he's my Favorite Guy :) :) :)#Says merthur#Gwaine very famously being Anti Nobility but risking his life anyway for Arthur#and then literally just about every damn interaction he has with Merlin period#which in his defense isn't his fault because that's just the Merlin Effect but still. Gwaine is Not Immune.#anyway fuck these guys <3
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some kh doodles bc my triannual kh nostalgia resurgence struck the week of its anniversary
#kingdom hearts#zexion#demyx#seifer#hayner#hayner kh#cantobearart#my childhood game series forever... the grip it will always have on my heart#still cannot believe we were robbed of seifer content in kh3 like hello???? hello!!!!
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the weak dogs
#iām sure connor never confronted logan on his abuse but i think he was there to give at least some kind of comfort to his siblings#still my heart aches for them#roman might act bratty but he was the only one to actually worry about and pay attention to connor#and the way connor went out of the room after roman after kendall and shiv were mean to him#donāt forget about the camping and the fishing thing#connor roy#roman roy#childhood au#succession#krasnyel post#artist on tumblr#digital art
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horror podcast:
me: what's the worst you can do, claustrophobia? go on, i'm not scared
horror podcast: *someone yelling and slamming the table in anger*
me: ok i apologise
#this is about the supplement from mag56 again#no spoilers beyond that pls#my heart is still racing and i've SLEPT since then#apparently it awoke some trauma i didn't even know i had (that's the fun part of not remembering your childhood šš)#my worst fear isn't being abandoned by everyone it's jonathan sims angry yelling#and he LAUGHS afterwards??? like it wasn't important???#yeah fuck you#anyway#tma#the magnus archives#tma spoilers#jonathan sims
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"Ford was favored by his father, so he probably has a soft spot for him"
"Stan was abused so he probably hated his father"
Ok so first off, yes, one is favored more than the other, but let it be a reminder that this does not mean ford was treated any better. if y'know fillbrick you know that guy is just using ford for cash money.
Anyway, if you know the stan twins then y'know that those two scenarios I just pull up is 100% false.
If y'know ford than y'know he holds grudges to the people who had wronged him. He still thinks about his childhood bully even tho it has been years ago, he hasn't forgiven stan even tho it has been years ago. He is very stubborn about it.
If y'know stan than y'know he has a soft spot for the people he considered close to him, even tho they have wronged him. He still gives light to his father even tho his father wouldn't even give a speck of affection to him.
In conclusion they both have daddy issues.
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#grunkle stan#grunkle ford#stan pines#ford pines#i be seeing post about the stans relationship and theyre feelings about theyre dad#and i honestly thinks its ridiculous if you think ford has a soft spot for his father in his heart#maybe a lil bit but honestly hate has consumed it#i also think its ridiculous to think that lee would even hate his father#yes that man does hate his father but he still gives a light to him and talk about him like hes a good dad#no hes not lee#no hes not#also also this kinda prompt came to my head but like post-canon ford just hates fillbrick more#bcs stan keeps recalling memories of his childhood#protective ford natiom where u at#stan twins
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tintin momento
#[.art]#self#those comics are so intrinsic to my childhood that i still remember most of the plots by heart#oh HergƩ we are so in it now
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āthe children yearn for the minesā is a little too real to me bc when i was a kid and my older siblings were trying to get me into pokĆ©mon i really never cared to try playing. BUT. i was obsessed with the underground mining minigame in dppt. i used to beg my sister to let me take a turn playing and set it up for me bc i didnāt know how to so i could go mine for gems nonstop until i cleared that entire cave section of glittering wall spots which always made me so sad bc i was having such a great time. i didnāt even understand the significance of what i was doing but 7 year old me was high off of it
#years and years later when i actually played platinum myself and it hit me like OH this is the game with the mining thing!!!#you have no idea how happy i was#ā¦and also sad. it made me kinda heartsick bc in my childhood nostalgia dreams#my brother and sister used to play online together and do capture the flag#and their little minigame battles in the underground with their cool secret bases were so fun to watch#like that was back when the wifi connection was working and the games were alive and relevant#but i came back to it far far too late. when it was a mere relic and i was alone with no other players#still. hearing the music again brought a smile to my face#pokĆ©mon#dppt#i am once again rambling about my very special relationship to sinnoh#i didnāt play pokĆ©mon as a kid but also yes i did it was part of my childhood. like without really knowing much about it#the lil character sprites. hearthome city theme#the contests#the crunchy sound of the map opening#and the incomprehensible map itself#the bike and surf music#empoleon and staraviaās cries as they went to use surf and fly#truly. being a younger sibling watching your older sibling play has such an impact on you#itās all nostalgic to me too i just didnāt know the full context of it myself back then#couple all this with the weird feeling of having played pokĆ©mon legends arceus as my first own game#and THEN going and finally checking out dppt#it was like double nostalgia. two different half-nostakgia experiences#just. agh i make fun of gen 4 for a lot of things but it is fundamentally my heart isnāt it#i also literally am incapable of talking about it for more than 5 minutes without bringing pla into it lol#pokeposting
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I just want to talk abt this panel
It's hitting me really hard that the author (genius) is so accurately representing various types of trauma, particularly this.
Oh my fucking god do I relate. This is exactly how I (still) feel about adults/other people.
Laios has been "othered" throughout all of his developmental years. Everyone knew he was different (read: neurodivergent) and they made damn sure he knew it, too. From what we know of his relationship with his parents (from the brief nightmare & the fact Laios is no contact), we know his parents were doing the same thing to him.
He grew up with no sense of safety in being himself, and he still feels it. It's present in how he was reluctant to admit he likes (uh, loves. He loves them) monsters. I'm certain he was berated and shamed for that too. Once he crosses that milestone of just admitting it though, he's all in on being his authentic self despite the criticism he's still getting from the party (a lot).
It's really the perfect situation to try being authentic; if they want to revive Falin they need to get to her as fast as possible, which means no time to get money for "adventurer food," so they are eating monsters. Now Laios is able to indulge an interest, and it's fantastic Senshi is there to guide him and match that enthusiasm. Senshi is the least judgemental of Laios, and I hope Laios considers him a safe person.
And there's no doubt that Laios' deep interest (love) of monsters is continually saving the party's collective ass. It's practical knowledge!! Thank god he knows so much!!
Anyway thanks for coming to my Tedtalk, I have a lot to say about emotional abuse at all times
#dungeon meshi#laios touden#also laios & falin's people pleasing comes from the emotional trauma of being othered and having 'abnormal' interests/abilities#these kids had a rough development & it shows#blessed be thy accurate consequences of emotional abuse#laios has my heart bc ik he suffered in childhood in one way that i did#emotional abuse is still Not taken seriously even though like. youll fuck up ur kid for life from it#anyway
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Kid law and Luffy playing Roblox together, specifically natural disasters
Luffy is 5 and law is 12 and they're at laws house cause cora is meant to be babysitting Luffy and after much trial and error he found that the best way to keep Luffy out of trouble is to give luffy his phone and let him play games (though that later caused it's own problem's when luffy bought a bunch of stuff for games cause coras card didn't require a password in his phone)
Law often joins Luffy in playing Roblox and they play all sorts of games but their favorite is natural disasters
Luffy likes being as unsafe as possible, he's still trying to survive but going about it in the worst way possible
During volcanoes he climbs onto the volcano, during acid rain her goes outside, during floods he stays as low as possible
Law doesn't particularly care about surviving he just walks around and calls Luffy an idiot while he watches him do the exact opposite of everything else trying to survive
Sometimes law joins Luffy in whatever he's doing that particular round but that's quite rare, most of the time law is content to just watch Luffy
#monkey d. luffy#one piece#lawlu#trafalgar law#lulaw#luffy x law#law x luffy#of course they aren't dating rn#and wont be for a while#but childhood friends lawlu still owns my heart#also i just finished babysitting my cousin and i just let her olay natural disasters on my phone#and it reminded me of when me and my younger brother would play it together when we were around her age
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currently yearning in a way only boys can
#yes iām still thinking abt song of achilles it ripped out my heart#but also idk if this is a universal experience#but sometimes i feel like i mourn the fact that i didnāt get to experience childhood as a boy#like getting to be rough and lanky and awkward and soft and strong and all the things itās okay for boys to be#like not that itās ābadā for girls to be that obviously#and i still tried to#but i feel like it came less naturally and alienated me#like i just want to be feminine in the way boys are???? if that makes sense#and iām sad that i never got to have the experience of growing up as a boy and falling in love and all the things that came with that#and i get this almost like . jealousy when i think of it#itās like this hot anger but i think itās really just grief#IDKKKK WOOF SORRY FOR RAMBLING HAHAHAHHAHAA#anyways idk if this is universal but!!!!! iām gonna go think abt my doomed gay lovers#(aka reread song of achilles)#LOVE YOU ALL HOPE YOURE HAVING A GOOD DAY!!!!!!!#q speaks
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merwaine merwaine merwaine merwaine
Merwaine Merwaine Merwaine Merwaine
MERWAINE MERWAINE MERWAINE MERWAINE
#merwaine#!!!#merlin bbc#merlin#gwaine#thatās my childhood ship right there#years after and they still have a spot in my heart#once a year I read fanfic about them#itās my little tradition#i love them your honor
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If I had a nickel everytime a Nickelodeon pairing from my childhood came back as adults and stabbed me in the heart with all the feels, I'd have 3 nickels, which is not alot but it's weird that it happened three times right?
#my nickelodeon childhood ships came back to me#never expected to 'enjoy' Zoey 102 that much despite all the problems I had with it#it reminds me of how I thought of season 4 of Never Have I Ever (still don't know what to think about the season)#absolutely adored Quinn and Logan#I LOVED THEMMM#Zoey and Chase too!!!#they had so many moments that my heart couldn't take it#idk the movie made me feel things#also the iCarly season 3 finale was great#THAT CLIFFHANGER THO#SEASON 4 IS A MUST#icarly spoliers#zoey 102 spoliers#icarly#icarly revival#creddie#carly shay#freddie benson#zoey 102#zoey 101#quinn x logan#logan x quinn#quogan#quinn pensky#logan reese#zoey x chase#chase x zoey#zoey brooks#chase matthews#the summer pairing brainrot of 2023
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thinking childhood friend!sugu thoughts šš
#relapse ā¦.#i have a sequel planned for where you lead me iāll followā¦. i wanna get to writing it so bad :ā3#my most beloved character/reader pairing ever ever ever#hhhhh i just think heās so .#heās such a loser heās so protective heās such a soggy little wet cat#i love childhood friends w sugu in particular bc the inherent devotion of that trope paired w suguruās own devotion#basically guarantees that heās just. absolutely whipped. he would kill for you sooo fast heās a ride or die šš#anyway i also got addicted to hozierās almost (sweet music) thanks to noe so ābe still my foolish heart (donāt ruin this on me)ā#will be the title >:33#hehe#wahhh i just love them so muchā¦#ari noises ā©
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Acceptance. I finally reach it.
But something is wrong.
Grief is a circular staircase.
I have lost you.
#sadnees#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#i'm sad#depressing life#tw depressing stuff#childhood trauma#quotes#poetic#childhood#self healing#you broke my heart#this is a cry for help#heart break#childhood ptsd#childhood truama#crying child#truamacore#i still love you#loss#ptsd#abandoned#i need you#mentally fucked#kill my thoughts#kill my feelings#kill my life#litrature#end it already#i hate my existence
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being obsessed with yakumo is a job and baby iāve never called in a sick day!!!!!
#nu carnival#yakumo ā”#you could not pay me to ramble this extensively about anything else#but yakumoās trauma?? his childhood?? his growth?? his fears and insecurities and how they affect his current relationships??#his abandonment issues and jealousy and darker desires???#and how heās so scared heāll hurt others even though itās far more likely heāll be the one getting hurt??#how heās not violent or scary at all but after years and years heās been conditioned to think he is??#the significance of his relationship with eiden??#the significance of his āplatonicā relationships with the other clan members??#how important his grandparents were in raising him??#how his desperate want to hide his serpentine features and be ānormalā is a perfect allegory for autism??#the fact that heās been treated horribly in the past and yet still chooses every day to be kind??#how he probably definitely has bpd??#the burden he has to carry just because of who his ancestor is??#the fact that it almost seems like what he does doesnāt matter because the actions of his ancestor will always be looming over him??#how heās been hurt so many times both physically and emotionally and yet his heart is still so open to loving others??#how he has a tendency to push down his traumatic memories until he thinks they no longer affect him??#and how even when heās suffering because of that trauma he would still rather suffer alone than bother someone and tell them??#how slowly but surely heās unlearning all of the harmful ideas burned into him since his was a child??#and how heās learning that people do love and care about him and heās not a burden and he deserves love and care??#and that the serpentine traits he tries so desperately to hide arenāt as disgusting as he was meant to believe??#that his dark desires donāt define or control him and that itās okay that he has them??#that just because he has them at all doesnāt make him a bad person???#why he makes soup for his loved ones so much!!!! yes that is important actually#i will sit and write about that for hours and hours for FREE#my favourite fictional character of all time heās so so real#heās so well written and his trauma and growth are handled with such care and consideration
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