#bcs it actually sucks fr i am a pretty down to earth person with reality
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#tbd maybe#help i went on twt . mistake#🥺 i saw an en/stars (uhh slashing for tags?? idk how that works#thing tho n their hair r so pretty ! i love men with braids#wataru is so pretty man is so goddamn pretty#n ren's uh#'how do you fully enjoy a moment in time' SOB#I AM EMOTIONAL RN#i hate my mood swings man i feel insane rn#nah i'm good again i am thinking about final fantasy xiv n the fictional worlds in my head#imagining is my way of coping#bcs it actually sucks fr i am a pretty down to earth person with reality#but i'm also somewhere in the ocean#drowning? struggling to breathe? or maybe i'm relaxed#nah i'd more describe it like#the waves. sometimes its shallow sometimes its deep#i wouldn't compare myself to air in a sense that#idk how to explain but i'd relate myself more w the water#bcs even if i am brain empty or not thinking there really is just a lot of stuff laying underneath#that connection w water is even more poetic imo when yk the moon . it affects water right#i am actually so brain dead rn#like in overwhelmed n thinking too much but im not really processing anything in particular#i hate it. even if it hurts i'd rather be more certain about things#god there's so much to do#i'm wasting my time thinking about all this#oh god im thinking about so much stuff again this is so useless i should just be productive#gaslighting myself wooo hahahahahahhahaa joke#i know but for fucks sake its just so hard. i am so fucking incompetent#it's not enough i need to be better i need to do more. i'm meant to be so much greater#i'm too harsh on myself but fuck it's so hard to be kind to myself when. time is. and i'm. oh god i hate this so much i need to do better
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