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I forget how comfortable my life is living w just my parents, in terms of being comfortably out, then have to listen to my brother go on a homophobic rant, that I can't tell if its a joke or not, but was really hurtful :)
#twas very uncomfortable to sit thru#the words 'what if i told you i was gay' on my tongue 'am i disgusting?'#i dont understand straight white boys#you do all this gay chicken w your friends. say all this weird stuff that makes me 🤨#(<- ex. joking abt sucking dick bcs theyre eating a 12 inch hot dog. circa cota gp lol)#but then say these horribly homophobic things#i dont understand men#i can never tell if hes joking when he says things like this#bcs he likes to be argumentative and inflammatory. and knows we'll get pissed at him for this#so its like. are you saying this bcs you truly believe it or are you just being irritating. or both#he randomly said smth abt how the romans and greeks did gross gay things#and im like. should this not make you think 'wow homosexuality has existed for centuries. ig its pretty natural!!'#<- thats always my takeaway. theres been records of it since basically the beginning of recorded history#and i look at it and feel comforted :] this has always been a thing and always will be thing#and then people like him basterdize it completely misinterpret it ;;;;#i like him but when hes back living w us I remember how horrible his views and opinions are#ugh i live w my parents and theyre so accepting abt it and willing to learn more and change#and then i remember how fucking shit the rest of my family is#well ah dw i got back at him by calling him gay sjkfkglg#catie.rambling.txt
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