#bcs both plots are literally. guy is so infatuated with other guy that it makes him do insane things
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I watched it w my friend and the whole time I kept saying to her that it really reminded me of The Talented Mr Ripley, but done way worse than the latter. So I'm making her watch that now dhfkkgg, and we're halfway thru and she's like, they're literally the same???? I almost wanna write an analysis abt how similar they are, bcs its honestly crazy to me how many plot points they share, how similar the dynamic is, but how much better Mr Ripley does it. I think people who give Saltburn such a high rating need to try watching Mr Ripley š
I didnt think Saltburn was bad btw, I just think it did so much that Mr Ripley had already accomplished wayyyyy better. And I felt like there were a lot of crazy things in Saltburn that were put in there just to be shocking. There's stuff in Mr Ripley(like the bath scene) that shocked me and made me go !?!?!? bcs it *was* shocking, but not gross or cringey. Like there's a lot of second hand embarrassment in both, but the things in Saltburn made me unable to even look at the screen and the things in Mr Ripley made me upset for the mc :(
Well anyways. Watch The Talented Mr. Ripley :)
God Saltburn reminds me so much of The Talented Mr Ripley, the dynamic is soooooo similar
#its funny cause i thought since saltburn is modern that they'd be more clear abt it being gay yknow#<- not that it has to be!! like i love when stuff is clearly homoerotic but not techinally stated out loud#but just starting it i thought wow this reminds me mr ripley#and in mr ripley they almost say that its gay. like its immediately clear even tho they dont explicitly say the word gay#and yet in saltburn they still really never say anything that i think direclty alludes to it#yeah of course there was the bath scene and grave scene#but i guess to me it felt way less satisfying than any scene in Mr Ripley#also like. you cant even make the argument that 'oh its set in the 2000s so blah blah'#when mr ripley is literally set in the 50s and is very clearly gay even without directly saying it#tho ig barry's chara is bi but i think tom ripley is def gay to me at least#but yeah idk thought that was particularly funny#bcs both plots are literally. guy is so infatuated with other guy that it makes him do insane things#but the one thats way older lays out the gay vibes way better#also i think the reveals of their true nature is way better done in mr ripley#*spoilers but. its crazy that you know tom is a manipulator and a liar from the start#and yet you(me at least) feel endeared to him and root for him even tho he does bad things#and yet in saltburn you dont find out his 'true' nature till the end and i found him pretty despicable the whole movie#tom ripley you are my blorbo š„ŗ my beloved š„ŗ go commit more crime </3#<- except like the last 10 mins of the movie. tom i cant support that >:(#anwyays maybe ill write an analysis. at least for myslef#cause the only person i can talk abt it to is my friend LOL#bcs i am physically forcing her to see the parallels hdjfkf#catie.rambling.txt
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okay everyone shut up leave me alone Jack Frost (1979) maplekeene au under the readmore i have to get it out of my head or else i wonāt be able to sleep
argo is jack frost bc blue skin and desire to be seen/appreciated by others. they call himĀ ājack frostā bc of the original bearer of the title--jackal--who they nicknamed jack frost
jackal retired from the position of going down to the human world and making sure winter happens, and then argo picks up the positionĀ
father winter is hieronymous bc itās a bigass dude with a beard like. cāmon. EITHER THAT or its mother winter so it could be shebrie. i havenāt thought deeply about this partĀ
snip is hieronmyous and holly is firbolg. they both know far too well about argoās obsession w the human world and its inhabitantsĀ
elisa is fitzroy but his motivations and personality are completely different (since elisa suffers from Female Rankin/Bass Love Interest Disease).Ā
he isnāt outwardlyĀ āin loveā with winter and jack frost more than he just enjoys the season because of the freedom it allows. it is also the season his mother enjoyed the most (in past tense bc in this one...she dies! for good reason iāll explain). he does kindaĀ ātalkā to jack frost a lot, since he hasnāt got many friends and he quite enjoys walking around the woods alone. this is how argo comes to know and become slightly enamored with his mortal lad (i say mortal bc iām still working w the fantasy races--aka a good excuse for argo to keep his blue skin)Ā
kubla kraus is the commodore. big asshole man with a beard. controls everything by being a lying, cheating, evil bastard. has no friends. yeah thatās him alright
sir ravenal rightfellow is buckminster!! and his importance to the plot is Completely Different from the movie. i will explain now:Ā
okay so PLOT is that argo is jack frost, the winter spirit who comes to nua (aka january junction) to make sure winter runs smoothly. he is fairly new at this job (the original jack frost being jackal, who has now retired in the land of the winter where all the winter spirits live. heās sorta argoās mentor in jack frosting and warns argo not to get too attached to the mortals, but argoās heart is simply too kind for that to not happen.Ā
argo develops a very deep love for mortals and their mortal ways, but is saddened by the fact that he cannot participate in their fun. winter and winter again, he returns to this poor village and gives them the means of living and joy, but he canāt even reveal himself to them!!! because heās a winter spirit and mortals cannot see winter spirits. so it leaves argo feeling sorta dejected, even as he continues to watch the mortals heās grown so fond of
fitzroy, on the other hand, is a native to this village. imma just call it January Junction bc i like that name a lot. he grew up here with his mother and father (though his father very quickly excused himself from the picture because i hate stable fathers <3). fitzroy and his mother are as poor as anyone else in the village--which is to say Very Very Poor since kubla commodore owns all the money and supplies in january junction. then, when fitzroy is about 13 or so, his mother suddenly falls ill and dies. before she passes away, she tells fitzroy that thereās documents in the kingdom about a weekās travel (by horse) away that heāllĀ āneed when heās olderā.Ā
for a very long time, fitzroy doesnāt know what that means
in any case, he ends up being taken in by gordie and his husband to grow up with rainer, his childhood friend. though he eventually becomes acquainted with other kids around january junction that he hadnāt really socialized with before (buckminster and leon, rolandus, zana, rhodes), he finds himself more inclined to solitude.Ā
especially during the winter, the season when his mother passed away
despite the sadness of it all, fitzroy doesnāt find himself so glum when heās out amongst the woods. winter is just so...beautiful. almost ethereal. heās known about the myth ofĀ āJack Frostā for years, so he begins just...talking to him. well,Ā ātalkingā, since jack frost isnāt Real.Ā
once argo becomes jack frost (right around when the two are like. idk 18), though, he becomes the recipient of these rants.Ā
thatās when argoās infatuation with mortals becomes a very deep desire. not bc heās like In Love w fitzroy or anything (not yet), but because he feels like he really has a friend in fitzroy!!! someone is out there who actually cares about him!!! and talks to him about things!!! even if argo has no way of responding
so one year (aka the year the movie takes place) argo is especially despondent about this, when kubla commodore nearly kills fitzroy in his ignoranceĀ
if youāve never seen the movie, kubla kraus rides a mechanical horse onto a frozen lake and nearly kills elisa by making the ice crack and send her careening towards a waterfall. assume that happens hereĀ
argo saves fitzroy by freezing over the waterfall and fitzroy exclaimsĀ āoh, jack frost, where would i be without you?ā sorta just like an exclamation. but argo takes this to heart. where Would fitzroy be without him?? heās been around this guy for so many years!!! hearing him vent about not being able to afford knight school, losing his own dream while buckminster and rolandus run off to live it for him. offering him advice (that fitzroy cannot hear) when fitzroy expresses how much he Hates doing manual labor for no pay. even being a (frozen)Ā āshoulderā to cry on when the grief becomes too much!Ā
and where would Argo be without fitzroy??? the man has practically become the sole reason argo gets excited for winter anymore, and he worries about the half-elf the whole year after.Ā
so argo makes a decision that day, heads back up to the winter realm in the clouds, and begs father winter to let him become mortalĀ
father winter is, of course, Not willing to let argo do that because he knows how mortals can be. argo argues that it isnāt fair that he has to spend the rest of his eternity watching these mortals live, get older, fall in love, and appreciate his work--all while he just watches silently, unloved, in the background
father winter is moved by this and grants argo mortality for One Winter under this condition: if argo cannot find One literal reason to remain mortal, then he shall return to his spirit form.Ā
(this is a slight divergence to the original condition ofĀ āyou must obtain a house, a horse, a bag of gold, and a wifeā bc iām modernizing it slightly okay itās not just abt marriage now)Ā
argo is confused by the wording, so father winter goes on to give him examples: finding a job that is meaningful, finding a person who loves him, etc. and then argo is offĀ
before he leaves, he says goodbye to higglemas (also known asĀ āsnipā since he makes the snowflakes) and the firbolg. snips gives him his lucky pair of scissors that have the wordĀ āsnipā etched into the side of them. yes this will be importantĀ
argo goes back down to earth, becomes a mortal, and crash lands in the woods where fitzroy is
fitzroy is slightly baffled to see just a random stranger in the middle of the woods, but the dude seems lost and Very confused so fitzroy offers to warm him up and help him out back in january junction. fitzroy lives in a sorta commune situation with leon, rainer and zana (theyāre engaged), rhodes, and rolandus and buckminster (whenever they come home). the group welcomes argo in warmly and argo finds himself feeling right at home with this crowd of early-to-mid-twenty-year-oldsĀ
argo almost introduces himself as jack frost--as he is known by myth--but catches himself before he can reveal that. he calls himselfĀ āargo snipā (bc of the scissors and the fact that his name is actually argo), a tailor in need of business. rainer--a seamstress herself--is more than happy to have someone else in the town to work on fabrics with, and the shop that rainer runs in the house expands to allow argoās tailoring business
while this is happening, father winter tells higgs and firbolg that they have to go down there and make sure argo doesnāt die. so now theyāre human and they end up finding argo at the house. higglemas introduces himself as higglemas wiggenstaff, and the firbolg just doesnāt say anything and lets argo come up with the nameĀ ābud hollyā. they are now Also tailors, which is good bc argo cannot sew.Ā
for the few months of winter, argo enjoys life in january junction quite a bit. though things are kinda bleak, since kubla commodore owns all the gold, the town keeps itself in high spirits during the winter. argo and fitzroy Especially end up bonding during this time, and fitzroyās solitary walks through the woods soon find themselves one additional member.Ā
this is about the time where argo realizesĀ āah fuck, i think iām in love with this foolā, which is when he realizes the One Meaningful Thing heās meant to live on the mortal world for: fitzroy
fitzroy, meanwhile, also finds strange feelings developing for the eccentric genasi. but heās a lot more emotionally constipated, so he wonāt say much about it yet.Ā
itās a few days before christmas and argo and fitzroy are talking alone--the house empty for some reason (a rarity but a blessing). fitzroy is embroidering something that argoās recently sewn as they talk, and he accidentally pricks himself with the needle. argo immediately reaches out and cradles his hand, which is when fitzroy notices for the very first time just how Cold argo is. argo laughs it off and claims that itās bc heāsĀ ācold-bloodedā but fitzroy just sorta laughs and goesĀ āi never said i minded...āĀ
for some reason, this causes argo to look up at fitzroy, and the two realize how close theyāve gotten since argo grabbed fitzroyās hand. the two are flushed, nervous, but argo dares to move forward to finally capture those lips in a--
BANG! the door flies open as a shorter man, clad in gold armor, stands in the doorway. fitzroy jumps up--first startled, then elated--as he realizes Sir Buckminster Eden has finally returned home!!!Ā
argo reads this reaction the Entirely Wrong Way and is instantly jealous of buckminster. poor, poor idiot doesnāt realize buckminster and rolandus have been doing circles around each other since they were teenagers...
then itās christmas!!! everyoneās too poor for gifts so they hand out invisible ones (like the movie), but buckminster has an Actual gift for fitzroy (which argo, again, takes the completely Wrong Way). the gift is a sealed parcel from the royal parliament, instructing that fitzroy Cannot open it until he is 24 years of age. fitzroyās birthday just so happens to be the day after christmas, and somebody is Very Aware of this fact...
...that person? oh, itās kubla commodore, of course! who kidnaps fitzroy later on that day when his guard is down. kubla commodore throws fitzroy in a dungeon and keeps the parcel amongst his many piles of gold, determined to keep its contents away from the one intended to see them
argo finds out about the kidnapping and the whole group is sprung into action to save fitzroy. but, since argo has none of his winter magic, he isnāt really able to be the help he wants to be. buckminster--having knight training--is able to scale the mountain quicker than argo, fight off the k-nights, and break fitzroy out of the dungeon.Ā
argo doesnāt know this because he attempts to scale the mountain from the other side with higgs and firbolg, where he is captured by the remaining k-nights. now Theyāre locked in the dungeon as kubla commodore vows to send a thousand k-nights down to january junction toĀ āwipe out the insubordinatesāĀ
argo has no way of breaking out of the dungeon because he has no magic. so, in a moment of desperation, he calls back to father winter to turn him back into a winter spirit. he returns to his jack frost form--which is incorporeal--and begins to freeze over kubla commodoreās castle (try saying that five times fast)
with argo back as a spirit, higgs and firby arenāt needed as mortals, so they return to the land of winter to do their winter work
meanwhile, in january junction, fitzroy is Freaking Out that they canāt find argo in this freak blizzard. he tries venturing out into the tundra himself, but buckminster and the gang holds him back, telling the half-elf that theyāll look for argo when the storm clearsĀ
oops, the storm doesnāt clear! because argo keeps up the insane blizzard for the duration of winter (though he focuses a majority of the intense weather on the castle to seal kubla commodore inside). eventually, though, father winter notifies argo that spring is soon approaching. argo is likeĀ āwhyā and father winter explains:Ā āokay so basically a tiny useless groundhog comes out of his hole every year and if he sees his shadow then winter dies immediatelyāĀ
whoās the groundhog? why, itās Gotta-Go Gary!! who argo scares the living shit out of to make 6 more weeks of winter happen
after the extended 6 weeks are up, father winter tells argo that winter will end at noon on that final day. argo is likeĀ āif winter ends, then kubla commodore is going to Kill Everyoneā and he bargains with father winter to be mortal once more (since he Still has till the end of winter to find his One Meaningful Thing) to set things right.Ā
he goes back down, defeats kubla commodore (too much to explain, shenanigans is how i can describe it best), and realizes he has everything he could possibly ever Need now to offer fitzroy in exchange for his hand in marriage
you see, argo learned during his time as a mortal that marriages have dowries? and now he suddenly has a castle, a horse, and all the townās gold in his possession so that seems dowry enough. also he thinks marriage is the only option to prove to father winter that Love is a meaningful thing enough to be mortal forĀ
however, when he finally gets to january junction, he sees...a wedding?? whoās getting married?? and then he sees buckminster in his suit of armor, looking rather pleased with himself, and argo immediately assumes that buck and fitz are getting hitchedĀ
he storms over there and rants at buck about how Heās the one in love with fitzroy and how much He sacrificed to ensure fitzroyās safety and happiness. and buckminster is likeĀ āwoah, woah, woah, friend!!! one, uhhhh where the Fuck have you been??? two, rainer and zana are getting married dawg. fitzroy is right over there, helping rainer with her dressāĀ
just as argo spots fitzroy, fitzroy spots argo. and Boy does fitzroy look Pissed. he storms over to argo, ready to chew him out, when suddenly the church clock begins to sound and argo looks panicked. he grabs fitzroy by the shoulders and is like:Ā āi donāt have time to explain much but i have a house a horse and so much gold to offer you if you agree to marry me right nowā
fitzroy is likeĀ ā???? hello??? what??? first off, where the HELL have you been. two, marriage??? m-moving a little fast there huh--ā and argo is like. freaking out bc he knows by the final sound of the bell he will be a spirit forever and so he just very quickly explains how Heās jack frost and he trapped kubla commodore in ice for the whole winter so he wouldnāt come down here and kill him and everyone else and if he doesnāt prove to father winter that his love for fitzroy is enough to want to remain mortal then fitzroy will never see him again. and fitzroy is like. flustered honestly but also rlly panicked bc like. heās 24!!! he doesnāt wanna get married bro!!!!Ā
basically heās likeĀ āargo i--i Do love you, but. marriage? it doesnāt have to be that Now like--we have time!!ā and argo is just like. split-second decision saysĀ ākiss meā and fitzroy doesnāt even hesitate in doing so because Dang heās been thinking about that for A WhileĀ
and as the final gong sounds and argoās form begins to shift, argo breathes a final winterās breath into fitzroy.Ā
then something...changes. argo realizes, as the bell begins to fade, that he hasnāt phased through fitzroyās body. and as fitzroy feels this cold air pass through him, he suddenly finds himself...unable to feel the chilly hands cupping his face. when they part, argo realizes what has happened.Ā
fitzroy doesnāt look Too much different, but heās definitely changed. his skin glows only barely, his eyes have a ring of winter-blue around the iris, and thereās a streak of snow-white in his hair. his outfit has also become a glittery, royal-looking affair--COMPLETELY different than the formal peasant clothes he was in seconds beforeĀ
meanwhile, argo has returned to his jack frost attire and look, but he can still be seen!!! by everyone around him!!! and by fitzroy!!!Ā
turns out, father winter saw that argo would be unhappy as either human (with friends and his love, but none of his friends or the satisfaction of giving people winter joy) or spirit (with his job and spirit friends, but without his mortal friends and love) and basically turned him into a demigod. demispirit? half-and-half. and, in order to guarantee fitzroy would be able to travel between the places, he Also made fitzroy into a partial winter spirit.Ā
all of their friends are likeĀ āoh shit did you two kiss??? also why do you both look so fruityā and then the wedding happens. they hold the reception in kubla commodoreās castle, where fitzroy is finally able to read the parcel!!!!Ā
what does the parcel say?? well, turns out fitzroyās mother was a descendant of a line of royals. and, though she was not signficant enough to rule an entire kingdom, her father had granted her ownership of the village she chose to raise her son in. the kubla was only supposed to be a temporary position, until fitzroyās mother was settled down enough. but kubla commodore liked his wealth too much!! so he poisoned fitzroyās mother and made sure to keep fitzroy Extra poor so heād never have the ability to find the proof of inheritance himself. when buckminster became a knight, he swore to fitzroy that heād find these documents fitzroyās mother mentioned on her deathbed.Ā
okay so ending shit. fitzroy gives ownership of the village back to the people. wealth is dispersed, things are fixed, everyone is happy. buckminster and rolandus get together, rainer and zana take over the castle and turn it into a BIG ol spot where those without a home can have lodging, and everyone is happy. fitzroy is Finally able to travel and see the things heās never gotten to see, while also achieving some of theĀ ābringing people happiness and safetyā thing that came w his desire of being a knight by helping argo spread winter throughout the world. the two of them sorta go back-and-forth between their cozy little cottage in january junction, going across the globe to maintain the cold, and going up to the winter realm to see higglemas and firby and father winter.Ā
theyāre in love, everyone is happy, rankin/bass Bite My AssĀ
just kidding i love you and your silly little moviesĀ
#taz graduation#maplekeene#ignorance cloud on#I WASNT GONNA TAG IT W THAT BUT THEN THE POST GOT TOO LONG SO. IDK.#IM DISEASED. BITCHES HELP.#its almost 4 am thank God i dont have zooms tomorrow#also im not editing this so if its not coherent just...idk. jsut take it
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ship bingo for ren x ryuji, aqua x larxene(ithink you ship them?? if not uhhh sorikai), and tifa x aerith!!
Thank you for the ask!!!
Ren x Ryuji
Ryuji is absolutely in love with Ren this is not up for debate it is a FACT. Evidence: Every other g-ddamn line this sunshine boy jock says to his goth theater kid bestie. Harold, they're bisexuals.
Aqua x Larxene
Disaster sapphic perfectionist and mean girl lesbian with different but compatible trauma-based complexes. They're simultaneously the best and worst influences on each other and I love it. Also they literally haven't ever interacted in any piece of canon KH media bc this is Kingdom Hearts and Nomura has an allergic reaction to passing the Bechdel test or something.
Sorikai
Sora and Riku are in love with each other. This is not a disputable fact. And while I really want Kairi to be able to have a strong bond with Sora and Riku, (especially Riku, though I want her bond with Sora to be better than milquetoast half-assed "romance") since, you know, they're BEST FRIENDS and she shouldn't be treated as an outsider, the bond Kairi has with them doesn't have to be romantic. It absolutely could be, and I think there's potential for that to be really sweet and heartfelt, but "two bisexual guys who love each other and their childhood best friend who is a platonic part of a phantom polycule" makes far more sense to me than most of the KH plot points nowadays and I think it's plenty reasonable. I just want Kairi to have fuckin character and autonomy and get to show the unbreakable bond she has with her besties.
Tifa x Aerith
I love them so fucking much your honor. Butch x femme supremacy let's fuckin GO. They're absolutely adorable and maybe this is just Square Enix Not Knowing How To Write Women but their interactions in FF7R at least come off so strongly as like. if not flirting then SOMETHING with the intent of infatuation. The way so much of their interactions are physical, with Tifa especially finding every fucking excuse to hold this pretty girl's hand, the way they take leaps towards "I want to trust you so much that it makes me act like a dumbass" after barely knowing each other for a few hours, the way Cloud unintentionally bungles his way into being a third wheel for them in his very first on-screen appearances with BOTH of them (Aerith gives him a flower in a very flirtatious manner, and he immediately passes that flower on to Tifa; which is either Cloud being kind of a jackass or a completely oblivious wingman, and I like Cloud so I'm aiming for the latter). Tifa and Aerith also foil each other so fucking well as people with similar traumas who address those traumas in completely different ways. Tifa aims for a constant approximation of both strength and vulnerability, trying to maintain her composure through the hailstorm of bullshit she goes through during the Corneo Arc and subsequent reappearance of The Locus Of Her G-ddamn Trauma while rescuing Aerith. She also in my interpretation is focused very heavily on running from her issues, keeping herself busy and constantly micromanaging inconsequential parts of her life to maintain a sense of control despite the fact that she's bottled up her feelings. She has a debilitating inferiority complex, and tries so hard to be a good person, to be kind and gentle to the people around her, constantly second-guessing herself and has a habit of giving other people praise that she would absolutely not accept from them (calling Cloud a hero while her own actions exemplify a no-hesitation approach to saving people regardless of the risk to her own life, such as nearly throwing herself off the Sector 7 Pillar to save Cloud from falling off it, showing far more selflessness and heroism than he ever has). Aerith on the other hand is a human defense mechanism, her entire personality is a heavily controlled performance that rarely reflects her true feelings, which she generally refuses to actually address in ANY capacity. Rather than fostering vulnerability, she keeps herself guarded and safe to the detriment of her emotions, maintaining a constant control over herself while otherwise allowing life to take its course and going with the flow of what the world brings; she's also surprisingly nihilistic, having a long-term outlook that generally leads her to undermine the moment-to-moment, treating even mortal threats with the same consistent playfulness and snark. The closest she comes to solemnity in FF7R is expressing disgust for Sephiroth / Jenova, and warning Cloud not to fall in love with her. Despite the fact that she carries not only the burden of being probably the last Cetra in existence, carrying some very deep emotional and pyschological trauma, AND being burdened with the memories of alternate futures, she still carries herself that unshakable nihilistic optimism through even the toughest encounters (the "He's tough." "Yeah, so what? Screw him." exchange during the Sephiroth fight, for example).
Anyway I care about them a normal amount thank u
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Mr & Mrs Kitty (An Introduction)
A new Blackinnon series by MarlMcKitten and PadsMcfoot
As so many of you know I have trouble letting go of past plots. And I spent three years working on a beautiful Blackinnon one with a friend. Unfortunately that story has come to a close but to keep it alive I want to share it with all of you. But since I also have commitment issues with writing an entire story at once. This is going to be written differently. It is going to be a number of short or long snippets of their lives in no particular order. This firstĀ āchapterā is going to be a short, point form introduction to the version of Blackinnon that I will be sharing with you and all the important side characters that come with it. (Mainly bc my new Blackinnon is sooo different and all my plots are gonna shift a little now.) Thank you!
Marlene McKinnon:
your 70ā²s bombshell
loud, outspoken, unpredictable, wild
she fell in love with Sirius the day he arrived at Hogwarts on a motorcycle, grown out hair, new tattoos and a brand new family (The Potters)
she didnāt admit it for a while though
eventually they fell in love
she didnāt die with her family
but she was devastated
and pregnant
Bellatrix used occlemency to make her believe that it was Sirius who was killing her family
that was what made Sirius go to Azkaban
Marlene ran away, she made her way because she had to, she was pregnant and that was now the last living member of her family and the McKinnon line
she worked in shops, she kept a low profile and she did not tell anyone who she was
she gave birth to a beautiful young boy and named him Lynx McKinnon
the boy looked so much like his father
she would cry watching over him, her mind so conflicted on how Sirius would do that for her when her heart knew he wouldnāt
it was years before she saw Sirius again, but one day she just had to talk to him so she went to Azkaban to visit him
he believed she was dead and she asked him how the hell he could do that to her and her family in her emotional rant she let it slip that she had his son
this prompted Sirius to break out of Azkaban, finding out that he had a child and that Marlene was raising him all alone
Eventually they met up again, and Marlene ended up believing him. She always knew in her heart it couldnāt be true.
This Marlene was so much more grown up, (being a single mother wil ldo that)
They went into hiding again, now at Grimmauld Place. Lynx was terrified of his dad. It broke Marleneās heart and she did not know what to do.
Years later, the war ended, her family was back together. Sirius never died and she wanted to add to her family.
They had two more children. Halo and Aurora Black.
All Marlene ever wants is for her whole family to get along.
Sirius Black:
such a rebel
such a rebel
but he has a weakness
blondes named Marlene McKinnon
heās infatuated
you think James is bad? You should see Sirius around Marlene.
he never thought he deserved a happy ending but he got it with her.
Well- for a while. Before she died and he was framed for the murder of her and her entire family.
What was the point of living after that?
He didnāt see one.
Years passed. Nothing mattered and then one day ...Ā āHey split ends.ā
He has a son.
He would not be the same shit parent that his were to him. He has to get out.
And he does and he finds them. It doesnāt take much convincing. His Marlene always trusted him.
But Grimmauld Place and all those childhood nightmares are back. He cannot be a father or anything to Marlene.
So instead he drinks.
A lot.
Too much.
He feels Marlene getting distance. He can tell Lynx hates him but he canāt stop himself. And he hates himself for it.
He dies. Through the veil .
But miraculously he finds his way out. Just in time to save his Marlene and his son during the war.
Him and Marlene lead all the Slytherin children out of the castle, away safely. (Even Pansy Parkinson.)
Marlene never forgives McGonagall for locking her son in the dungeouns during a war, but Sirius knows she was doing her best.
Him and Lynx never get a great relationship.
Theyāre always rocky. But he gets another chance with Halo.
This pushes Lynx away even more but Sirius canāt help it.
He tries to make peace with it and then Aurora comes.
And oh Merlin how he loves Aurora.
They have a very special bond.
Sirius is a great father to Halo and to Aurora and he tries to be for Lynx too.
It takes so much time.
But he has his wife, his kids and Sirius gets the life he never knew he deserved.
Lynx McKinnon
Sirius lookalike
he hates it
he hates his father
but his mom is everything to him
She works a lot when he is a kid, so he tries to help her out.
One day he pleads her to go to the fair with him. Itās the last day, all the other kids have gone and she promised. He is only 7 at the time.
He meets a lonely little girl named Juliet.
They become instant best friends and for the rest of his life no one will ever matter to him quite like his Ma and Juliet do.
Then he is sent to Grimmauld Place, away from Juliet. And he is so scared.
His father terrifies him. The house terrifies him. He sleeps with his mom most night.
Hogwarts comes and he goes there, an escape. And there he finds Juliet also. Sheās a muggle born witch and the world is restored!
He protects her when he is sorted into Slytherin and she is a Hufflepuff.
But he misses his mom dearly.
He befriends an ambitious and beautiful young girl named Valencia Mae.
They also become close. The three of them are happy with just each other.
One day he realizes that he is in love with Valencia and he asks her out.
She says yes.
She comes from a very rich family so he tries his hardest to impress her.
Lucky for him, she has some daddy issues.
He learns that he is a very talented artist.
When he decides to persue his dreams as an artist Valencia dumps him.
He is left devastated.
Lynx drops out of school, he leaves everything behind. He leaves his home.
Heās a little dramatic. (Donāt tell him that he gets that from his father.
But years, and years later, he is reunited with Valencia.
Theyāll get a chance at their own happy ending.
Halo Black
such a mamaās boy
but so protective over his baby sister
loves his dad too
really a family guy
from a young age he wants to have his own family one day
heās a little spoiled but doesnāt know it
doesnāt like Lynx much, doesnāt get why his brother doesnāt love his dad like he does
Lynx tries to tell him that growing up with a single mom then going through a war is much harder than growing up in a mansion with two happy parents and the Black family fortune
Halo doesnāt see it.
He has a lot of back problems.
Heās awkward and so clumsy it could put Tonks to shame
he looooves his (very much alive) Uncle Remus
He wears cardigans and he is a hopeless romantic, after a girl in his year who he idolizes in his head
they are doomed to always be in love but not have anything ever go their way
truly tragic but the love story Halo always wanted
Aurora Black
if Halo is too much of a mamaās boy heās got nothing on how much of a daddys girl Aurora is
she canāt function without her father
and her brother
oh boy is she spoiled
and optimistic
naive
honestly just not that smart
but has the purest heart and the best intentions
she is always trying to get along with Lynx even though she doesnāt even meet him until sheās about 6 years old
she loves Lynxās art
she messages him all the time, and never gets a response
she is bullied a lot for being air headed.
And it gets bad.
Some girls play a nasty trick on her.
She is turned into a werewolf.
It breaks Siriusā heart the most.
She would have been killed if Halo hadnāt have saved her life.
She then keeps to herself more, believing that she is ugly and a monster.
Remus helps and Tonks helps but she thinks she will forever be alone.
After all Remus was until his late 30ā²s.
But she still manages to keep a smile on her face.
She really loves animas.
Her life ambition is to open a bakery with her father.
She never wants to leave her family
She can even melt Lynxās heart when she really wants to
but man is she s t u b b o r n
and as sweet as she is she can piss anyone off with her stubbornness to always get her way and not see anyone elseās
Juliet Buchannan:
Lynxās best friend
not the brightest, but very honest
she keeps Lynx from going too hard, he keeps her grounded
but they both really like getting high together
and talking about aliens
Lynx around Juliet is very different than regular Lynx
she happens to love Sirius, calls him Mr McKinnon and he loves it
Calls Lynx Kitty.
Calls Marlene Mrs Kitty.
She goes wherever the wind takes her
Carefree.
Despite her very lonely childhood.
Her father was abusive and neglectful.
She spent more of her time with Lynx and Marlene
They are her family.
Works in Disneyland when she is older as a face character.
She literally just wants to see everyone happy all the time.
But she makes a lot of bad decisions and always has the wildest travel stories
Valencia Mae:
the love of Lynxās life
BDE
she gets what she wants
her family exploits muggles to make their fortune
hardcore business woman
loves fashion
never goes anywhere without her Louboutins
she really isnāt that into the wizarding world and hates Hogwarts
but still gets good grades
ambitious AF
dont mess with her
seriously donāt
she will also stand up for Juliet once she is forced to take her in
dating Lynx means dating Juliet as well
really not the jealous type though so she doesnāt care
just a bad bitch in fancy heels
wine
Lyra
the girl Halo is way too in love with
she is not easy to love
she is so troubles Halo just wants to fix her
they are on again, off again faster than anyone can keep track
she has a small thing for Lynx and also one for Sirius
she has serious abandonment issues
the bottom line is she just wants to be loved and accepted but doesnāt know how to be
she does not have a strong sense of self-identity
Sirius really takes a liking to her, and is kind to her, she misjudges that and develops her tiny crush
but it is always Halo she loves
she just doesnāt know how to
sheās there to create the drama without meaning to
Lynx hates her, but sheās good at art so he helps her with that
Valencia and her would kill each other if given the chance
Aurora adores Lyra
Marlene hates seeing a girl break her babyās heart
Just so lonely.
#blackinnon#sirius black#marlene mckinnon#au#everybody lives#let's see how this goes#fanfiction#in progress
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THIS IS POST 2: CHARACTERS WHO HAVE SOME STORYLINES AND PLOTS ALREADY BUT ARENāT NEARLY AS ESTABLISHED AS THEY COULD BE. THEIR PLOTS WILL INCLUDE MORE LOOKING FOR LOVE AND MESSINESS BECAUSE THEY DONāT HAVE AS MANY COMMITMENTS AS THE ONES IN POST ONE.
MILES
the only carmichael boy who is officially single from his household. i feel like this has definitely caused his mum to push her attention on to him, particularly because he lives at home. she definitely wants him to settle down with somebody and at the moment, he fake dates arabella to keep her happy but thereās more i can get out of this. SOOOOOOO...
- HIS PLANNED GIRLFRIEND/WIFE: this was charlie at one point but she has more with leo now so it doesnāt really make sense. somebody from a wealthy family who his parents wanted him to end up with. maybe theyāre constantly pushing them together but the two of them HATE each other with a passion and do everything they can to mess up their parents plans. - FWB: heās been in the shadows for quite a while which isnāt a surprise given how much leo, mason and brody have going on. but, now heās getting a bit older, i think heād be more confident in himself and i can totally see him hooking up after events and stuff and having a few fwb. itād be cool if these had different dynamics too like unrequited crushes/people using him for fame etc.Ā - MALE FRIENDSHIPS: heād definitely hang out with people in his familyās circle but also people who are different and come from different walks of life. as a general rule, heās chill and not big on aesthetics and appearancesĀ if that helps anybody!Ā
NATE
HEāS LIKE MY 2021 DALLAS AND THATāS THE DIRECTION I WANT TO MOVE HIM IN. heās a rising star in terms of his music and also has a minor acting and modelling career. he definitely gets the right amount of hype too so i think heās the best choice out of my new guys to really give like the wholeĀ ārising starā thing. i have QUITE A FEW ideas for him bc iām excited!Ā
SIDE NOTE: him and imogen arenāt officially end game. like they might be? but what iām trying to say is me and nadine havenāt plotted anything like that. their official plot is that they were dating behind charlieās back when imogen was with charlie. now imogen isnāt w.charlie, they flirt and hook up but are p.toxic and argumentative.Ā
- FWB/RUMOURED PARTNERS:Ā this one goes w/o saying. i think iām going to cap the plot at about 3 (not including imogen). maybe 3 different girls heās linked with and has his own thing with. bonus points if one of these is a PR arrangement and it doesnāt go any deeper than public appearances.Ā - SECRET SHARERS: so with his career getting bigger, i think heād be more serious about keeping his secret which is basically back in high school, him and a few of his friends are responsible for leaving another guy in a coma (heās still in it now) after they spiked his drink to stop him from exposing them for cheating their way into st judes. i need maybe 3 or 4 people who all had a hand in this but we can work it out together.Ā
- FRIENDS/PEOPLE HELPING WITH HIS CAREER ETC.
EZRA
iām kinda stuck with ezra. i have ideas but i dont know what the best way to execute them will be? so, he obviously has his son - nicolas - who is being raised by his mother atm. heās natalieās son; ezra and natalie were high school sweethearts but have gone their separateĀ ways, they coparent as much as they can. this year ezra has got closer to madison and then felicity but in both relationships found they werenāt really satisfiedĀ with just him and flirted with others...so heās kind of in a weird place. - PLATONIC FRIENDSHIP: maybe someone who knows all about his son and has helped ezra raise him/keeping it all a secret. it would be strictly platonic. i think she/he would be ezraās best friend and they wouldnāt have any grey area. thereās no romantic feelings but the bond is strong.Ā
- EX: in between natalie and then felicity/madison. maybe they broke up because he wanted to focus on nicolas and didnāt have enough time for their relationship but thereās still feelings there. i just want somebody who genuinely loved/wanted him at one point and doesnāt always find someone better :ā) we could develop how things unravel in 2021.
LUKE
lukeās father is the head of film at st judes and he has a lot of pressure on his shoulders to do well. at the moment, heās in his good books because heās a key part of the harry potter movies which is really pushing him and boosting his profile. heās very focused on his work but also wants to branch out and make more connections. heās currently interested in athena but i want to dig into his past a little more.Ā - EX FRIENDS/RIVALS: a friend that luke grew up with and they both went into acting, thatās when the friendship became toxic. they were always trying to outdo one another and itās continued on to this day; they both have good careers but arenāt satisfiedĀ unless theyāre doing slightly better than the other one; this can be m or f.Ā
- HIGH SCHOOL GIRLFRIEND: he went to gallagher high school. i think itād be interesting if they were dating and looked as if theyād be typical high school sweethearts. maybe the plan was to live in one of his parents place, get regular jobs and settle down but then he chose his career/st judes and broke it off because it got too serious too soon. bonus points if she still hasnāt fully let him go bc she truly did love him.Ā
- COMPLICATED EX: an ex he dated at the beginning of st judes and it just got toxic very fast. maybe the reverse of his high school girlfriend - she fell out of love with him/was stringing him along and now thereās a lot of tension.
- WILDER FRIENDS: heās very clean cut at the moment and has pressure to be a good example for others bc his dad is so linked to the academy, but maybe friends who tempt him to go out more and enjoy this time/make memories/do crazier things.
TAEWAN
ok ok iām getting bored but for taewan, itās very similar to luke. BTS are really going to be pushed to be the best next year and this is going to create both new and break old connections for him sooooooo take a look.
RIVALS/INDUSTRY ENEMIES - artists who work just as hard, if not harder, than BTS but donāt see half of the benefits with advertisement and getting prime performance spots at award shows. i think thereāll even be rumours than BTS buy some of their awards. heād 100% have enemies by this time next year and would lowkey be sad about it bc he knows BTS are in the wrong, but also his career means too much to just admit it. P.R. GIRLFRIEND - a girl whoās a rising star too and heās placed in a fake relationship to boost both of their profiles. itād need to be a relationship where they clash and do not get along with one another bc i think thatād be fun. maybe they grow to like each other or be at least friends in the end but !!! the more tension the better tbh.
LOVE INTEREST/BEST FRIEND - i feel like heād have one person who is currently his best friend and theyāve always kind of had feelings for each other...but now BTS are blowing up and management are getting involved with who heās seen with and who he can be with, their friendship is breaking down massively and theyāre drifting.
BRIELLE
brielle has just moved in with imogen and park and sheās been thrown into like, the world of old money and the richest familyās in violet springs. sheās experiencing so much new for the first time. imogen and her friends have kind of taken brielle under their wing & her life has kinda separated into two.
PEOPLE WHO KNOW HER FROM THE STRIP CLUB - iāve literally been begging for this connection since i had her. her main source of income is stripping and dancing at a sketchy club in london. iād love to have someone who sees her regularly and even pays for her to perform for their. i feel like it could either be they become infatuated with her through it OR they lowkey do it as blackmail to make the point that theyāve always got something over her.Ā OLD FRIENDSHIPS - people who have NO connection to the richer families and are friends with brielle from before. they know about her getting closer to imogen and the hamiltons and brielle is almost like their eyes on the inside, and they meet up and just gossip about everything that brielle has experienced. maybe one of these friends get a little jealous at some point and accuses her of forgetting who her real friends are/changing? NEW FRIENDSHIPS - people who DO have connections to that whole circle. maybe they get closer to brielle through events that she comes to with imogen OR they kind of mock her and treat her like an outcast. i definitely think sheād encounter some mean girls.Ā ALSO new friends with benefits because why not! thereāre so many possibilities. iām just getting tired of typing LOL
YULIA
yulia currently lives in the home of the family she nannies for. this job funds her scholarship at st judes, but she tells everybody that those people are her parents and sisters. she gives off the impression that she was born rich and doesnāt mention her real family to anybody because sheās ashamed. she has a lot of self hatred when it comes to where she came from and is v.much continuing withĀ āfake itĀ ātil you make itā.
GUYS SHE USES FOR PUBLICITY/MONEY - i think yulia wants nothing more than to be legitimately rich, so sheād be very picky about the guys she flirts with and gives her time too. sheās probably more determined to get a rich and famous boyfriend than she is about having a successful film career. her priorities are all over the place.Ā
SOMEONE WHO HELPS HER CONTINUE HER LIE - maybe one or two friends who know sheās a nanny and they arenāt her family - but she doesnāt know that they know that. however, because they like her and/or feel bad for her, they play along and help her continue her lie.
ELOISE
eloise is the oldest calloway sister and even though sheās technically aĀ āhalfā sister, sheās been raised with the other girls and is very close to them - especially zara. sheās the sensible one and often has the most level-head. she doesnāt take much shit but is also a hopeless romantic and loves to be in love. she really doesnāt have much at all right now so i could do with lots of different plots:
childhood friends, people who were like sisters to her when her real sisters werenāt.Ā
an ex boyfriend and her first boyfriend. i feel like the break up wouldāve hurt because sheās v attachedĀ to peopleĀ
a close friend who has a ridiculously big crush on her atm; boy or girl idm! i feel like eloise wouldnāt know at first and maybe freak out when she finds out and we can see what happens from thereĀ
maybe friends/guys who have used her to get to her sister(s)
MARGO
MY BABYYYYYYY. margo is legit my favourite and thats saying a lot bc you guys know how much i love issy and hensley. sheās basically signed herself out of rehab and takes advantage of the fact that dallas is working SO hard to get everything done. she has a huge tendency to buy and drink her feelings away SOOOO.....
ENABLERS - i kind of want her to get in withĀ āthe wrong crowdā, and by that i mean like...people who donāt rly care that sheās an addict and want to have fun with her. i have a really specific connection in mind where theyāre fwb but itās no good for her; BUT sheās kind of easy and happy to have sex hjkl; so they just keep her on standby.
OTHER FWB - i really want her to just go through a massive sleeping around stage. i havenāt really found someone sheĀ āclicksā with. she relies LOTS AND LOTS on park and even though theyāre not romantic, heās her safe space. but i think thereād be a lot of other people in her life who she gets different things from. some ideas could be excitement, or people who baby her, or someone who maybe cares a lot about her & its their only way of being in contact.
EX FRIENDS - friends who gave up on her after she went to rehab and became a mess. sheād hate them bc as tough as she acts, she HATES HATE HES being abandoned. thatās why she clings to park and disney sm, bc she knows that theyāve been her friends since the beginning.Ā
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01. whatās your name/alias you go by ??
my name isĀ jeff !! lmfao (i donāt let memes die) itās not my real name but iāve gone by cody on tumblr for a long time
02. whatās your age ??
twenty. jfc iām old. but also apparently a fetus??
03. whatās your zodiac sign ??
aries, which couldnāt feel further from correct lmfao
04. whatās your ethnicity ??
uhh mostly italian & sicilian, but you could probably point to any white place in europe and iāll have a little bit of that in me. iām also 1/16th native american but itās such a small amount and sadly i donāt even know which tribe to learn more about them.
05. whatās your nationality ??
āmurican
06. whatās your favorite band and/or musical artist ??
iām super indecisive about everything, so itās difficult for me to pick faves (as youāll see in a sec) butā¦ mac miller,Ā post malone, johnny cash, eminem, tenacious d, colter wall, kehlani, bruno mars, snoop dogg, elvis presley, justin timberlake, sublime, the rolling stones, etc etc thereās probably a lot iām forgetting tho. i like most types of music except country. well, modern country anyway.
07. whatās your dream job ??
uh, i donāt have one? i mean yeah, iād love to be a writer, or game dev, or a narrative director on a game, or direct, write, or act in movies or television, but likeā¦i could live without any of that stuff. i just want to make a decent living, be able to own a house, not completely hate my job. yknow, not a glamorous life but a good one.
08. whatās one place you would love to visit ??
idk thereās a lot of places iād like to go, but iād most like to visit alpha centauri, even tho thatāll never happen lol
09. whatās your favorite tv show ??
i canāt pick that! but i love a lot of shows. general hospital, lucifer, the 100, supernatural, stranger things, izombie, south park, legends of tomorrow, once upon a time, arrow (at times), dragon ball, big brother, riverdale, chilling adventures of sabrina, that 70ā²s show, the ranch, ummā¦ i could probably keep listing forever.
10. whatās your favorite movie ??
hmmmm, again iāve got a list butā¦ joe dirt, the new guy, why him,Ā the waterboy, 50 first dates, all the spider-man movies, thor ragnarok, man of steel, 21 jump street, 22 jump street ,and a fuckton more lolĀ
11. whatās your favorite song ??
constantly in flux, but the current faves are ā creep by radiohead, stay by post malone, no below by speedy ortiz, unshaken by dāangelo, cruel cruel world by willie nelson, wanksta by 50 cent, shooter by lil wayne & robin thicke, stressed out by 21 pilots, self care by mac miller (along with practically everything on his final album), and i will always, un-ironically love only in america by riff raff. heās not the greatest ever but that song is hilarious and always puts me in a good mood.
12. whatās your favorite sport ??
can i say rocket league? lol
13. whatās your favorite food ??
pizza, unquestionably. cereal is a damn close second tho. or pot stickers. damn, iām hungryā¦Ā
14. whatās your favorite face claim to use ??
typically, iāve always really liked using paul wesley, chris wood, and matt daddario. iām using lindsey morgan for the first time now though, and i really like her as an fc too.
15. whatās your least favorite face claim ??
to use?? um pretty much any singer or model just bc their resources arenāt too great. i really didnāt enjoy using pete davidson as much as i thought i would, either lol
to seeā¦ uh probs emma roberts or andy biersack. emma for obvs reasons but also bc i once had a really bad experience with people using those fcs. idm people using whoever they feel like using tho.
16. whatās your favorite character of yours to play ?? which do you think youāre most like ??
oh man, uhh i really enjoy writing chrissy & theo. they both speak to me. but tbh iām not much like any of my characters? iām boring af so i tend not to make any like me lol. i am kinda like theo in the sense that iām quiet, and really just try to be a good person. other than that iām most like jason solely based on the fact weāre both human lol
17. whatās your sexuality ??
danversexual. attracted only to fictional danvers women, examples including carol, kara, and alex danvers.
lmfao but nah iām just a boring straight boy. well, like 99.9% straight. jensen ackles makes me question shit.
18. whatās the last movie you saw in a cinema/theater ??
captain marvel (thanks to dani lol). only two months late but it was worth the experience haha.
19. whatās the worst injury youāve ever had ??
thankfully iāve never really hurt myself too terribly except for a broken wrist, but between the ages of 10-17 iād occasionally hurt my back by sitting weird, usually in an attempt to play video games without the glasses i desperately needed lol. once when i was like 11 i laid belly down on the couch with my elbows up on the arm of it for like three hours, which messed me up for days, then a few other times i hurt myself, but another bad one when i was 17, i had my back curved while sitting and propping my laptop up on my knee, tried to move and literally just cried, crawled on the floor, and laid there all night until i forced myself to move in the morning. lol luckily it hasnāt happened since i lost a little weight.
20. whatās a random or interesting fact about you ??
uhm, nothing? i literally canāt think of one, iām dull af. i uh.. i replaced my own cpu cooler once? lmfao
21. do you listen to music while you write ??
sometimes. a lot of time i just like the silence or ambient background noise, but if iāve got a fitting playlist for the vibe of what iām trying to write, iāll use it!
22. are you a morning, day, evening, or night writer ??
iām a never writer, apparently v___v but lol ideally a night writer, my best work is between the hours of 12am & 4am, but my sleeping schedule is so inconsistent, and so is my dadās who spends literally every waking moment of his telling me different stuff he wants done, so itās tough to hit that sweet spot. i write whenever i get a chance tho.
23. have you ever roleplayed intoxicated ??
lol nah iāve never even had a drink. like what teenager doesnāt have a drink at some point?? i told you iām lame.
24. what language or languages do you speak ??
english, barely. and assassinās creed 2 taught me some italian swears. and ac: odyssey has had me occasionally droppingĀ āmalakaā bombs since the day i first played it haha.
25. how long have you roleplayed ??
officially, about 9 years. i started at 11 on myspace, rping dragon ball z stuff. but basically about 12 years, if you count how from the ages of 8-11 iād put an anime pic up on my myspace, pretend i was older, and talk to roleplayers i didnāt realize were roleplayers lmfao.
26. favorite roleplay genre ??
i like pretty much anything, tbh. as long as itās well thought out, has an interesting plot, or whatever. sometimes it doesnāt even need that, it just needs to catch my eye or line up with something iām looking for. but yeah, supernatural, multi-fandom, sci-fi, romance, town rps, high school/college rps, anime rp (well, pokemon mostly), harry potterā¦ iāve done it all tbh and donāt particularly have a favorite.
27. one sound you hate & one you love ??
the sound of cotton stretching is the absolute worst thing to me. or scratching cotton. idk, it just sends chills up and down my spine and makes my hands feel weak lmfao. iām weird. i really love the sound of rain, or fire crackling, or likeĀ āambientā harp or ukulele music.
28. do you believe in ghosts ??
short answer, yes. long answerā¦ iām pretty sure i was friends with a ghost girl as a kid?? like no joke, even looking back at it through rationalĀ āadultā eyes, iām still convinced. my fam moved into a new apartment, and pretty much right after that i started having dreams about a girl my age at the time (11-12). iād never seen her before but the dreams would be like just conversations, like i was visiting a friend or something. i donāt remember them much, but i do remember the feeling of someone else in my room all the time, like you know how if someone else is around you just know even if youāre not looking at them? like that. there was even one night i was getting in bed, laid there a minute, and then i could have absolutely sworn somebody came in the room and sat down next to me on the bed because i felt the bed sink a little under their weight, but i looked and no one was there. i had a really vivid conversation/dream/thing that night. then a few nights later, for the first time since moving there i didnāt have one. the next morning my dad was really freaked out and said he fell asleep in the chair, but woke up and couldnāt breathe, and felt cold little hands over his mouth. he rationalized it as just waking up from a nightmare but i didnāt think so, so that night when i went to sleep and saw her i got really upset, yelled at her for it, and woke up right after. then i never saw or heard anything even remotely similar again, like she left or disappeared or something. itās so weird, and i know how crazy it sounds, but yeah. donāt get me started on the topic of ghosts lmfao. THEN AGAIN, like a year later we had a carbon monoxide scare, but i really doubt the two were related because that would mean there was an entire year that we were breathing it in and the monitor didnāt do anything lol
29. do you believe in aliens ??
no alien story, thankfully, but it just makes no sense not to believe in them to me. like, we probably donāt have them on earth, and weāve probably never encountered any, but itās as close as you can get to a mathematical certainty that thereās some other life out there in the universe.
30. do you believe in true love ??
like, people who are just meant for each other, like romantic soulmates? nah not really. but i believe that two people can grow to truly love one another. whether itās based off an initial attraction/infatuation, or a friendship, or both. iād actually argue thatās a simple explanation of the biological science behind the feeling of love, but thatās an essay iām not gonna write lol. but thereās apparently a lot of different types of love, so i guessĀ ātrue loveā is suggestive?Ā
also slightly unrelated but i donāt-quite-believe-in-but-am-open-to-the-idea-of soulmates, not necessarily as two souls who are just meant for each other romantically and always end up together, but more as two or more souls that gravitate toward each other to make up the important people in each otherās lives, like family members, lovers, or close friends. but thatās more of a theoretical idea/possibility than an actual belief of mine.
31. do you hold grudges ??
um, yes. lol i try not to, and i really do want everyone to be their best/happiest selves, but some people manā¦ some people can take a long walk off a short pier lmao
32. do you have any obsessions right now ??
PO KE MON GOTTA CATCH EM ALLLLL. alsoā¦ life is strange (thanks dani lol). supernatural. stranger things (thanks dani & steph) the 100 / clexa / bechoĀ (thanks steph). lucifer. captain marvel (thanks dani). the songĀ ācreepā by radiohead and all its covers (tom ellis, haley reinhart, etc). cyberpunk 2077 (thanks dani). as you can see, iām easily influenced lmfao.
33. do you drive & if so, have you ever been in a crash ??
nope i donāt drive, precisely because iād definitely end up in a crash lol
34. do you like the smell of gasoline ??
uh thatās a big fat no from me, chief
35. do you prefer writing fluff, angst, or smut ??
i like it all equally, i think. i just really like writing & rp in general. i did run a smut rp once in the past tho. it gets old quick tbh and is the one of the three i can live without lol
36. are you in a relationship ??
bahahahahahahaha no.
37. grab the nearest book to you and turn to page 23, what is the 17the line ??
āĀ āand why would that be?ā kronosās golden eyes glittered.Ā ā
ā the last olympian by rick riordan.
38. put your playlist on shuffle and list the first four songs that pop up:
1. season of the witch ā donovan 2. riot van ā arctic monkeys 3. busta rhymes ā qveen herby 4. der kommissar ā after the fire
also i gotta cheat because itās too perfect that the next two are
5. stay ā mac miller (one of my favorites ever that i forgot to mention above) 6. only in america ā riff raff (i just love this ok. the video is hilarious but tw james franco for those that donāt like him)
#pandemonium: task#// iām always last š lmfao#// also this is like a mile long idek why so if you actually read this?? youāre a saint lol#ā por queue
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out of curiosity why'd u say wanda, tony, and stephen were one of ur favss??
OOOOH BOI prepare urself for this long ass answer:
one of the things i love most of the mcu movies are the character arcs. these are literal comic book characters brought to life and i always find myself paying a good amount of attention to the characters quirks. that being said, when i first saw wanda in aou, i didnt think much of her. however, after like weeks of research and reading i found her to be sUPER interesting in terms of how she deals with her powers and how its apart of her but at the same time one of her biggest insecurities. i love how elizabeth olsen portrays her and i find her powers to be supersuper interesting. i think its p cool that one of the strongest avengers is so unsure of herself (in comparison to thor who knows he is one of the strongest avengers and is so sure of himself). that being said, i think the juxtaposition of insecurity and powerful-ness in one character is so interesting and my infatuation with her powers just adds to my immense love for her. iām really excited to see how her character grows in the near future. OKAY on to tony :) tony stark is literally a matryoshka doll. there are layers upon layers upon layers upon layers to his character. i literally can dedicate a whole essay for him but im not gonna do that so ill keep it short and simple. tony stark has made mistakes. multitudes of them. but he knows this. and the way he handles them is, in my opinion, what makes him such a commendable character. bc at the end of the day tony is fighting for the betterment of the people around him and could give less than two shits about himself if it means saving the world. we see this in The Avengers, Age of Ultron, etc. this is such an important part of his character and itās what makes him a hero. he is one of the few avengers who is human. he doesnt have super soldier serum in him, hydra hasnt experimented on him, he was never in The Red Room program. he is a man from Long Island with a vision. itās not about him being iron man and saving the world. itās about the decisions he makes as iron man to save the world and thatās why i appreciate him as a character so much. FINALLY Doctor Stephen Vincent Strange. iām going to be honest, i wasnāt fond of him at first. i remember watching doctor strange and reading a little bit on him before, thinking he was just an ass. but then iw came out and i did more reading beforehand and his character has grown on me. you can clearly see the motives behind his actions in both iw and doctor strange and i think his justifications and reasoning behind his choices are interesting in that they are well thought out. this guy has got a brain thatāll give anyone either a migraine or something to ponder on. in my opinion, i think what makes him such a remarkable superhero is his mind, not his powers. the way strange takes situations, analyzes them, and plots out his plan of action (with the help of his powers) is what makes him such a peculiarly interesting character.Ā i might do another briefing on his character later so i can address anything i left out here. iāll prob do it with the other characters as well. (maybe) anyway this turned out way longer than i had planned but i think it answers your question :)
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TASK 04; INTERVIEW WITH THE PLAYER
ā iāll rip the wings right off your back if you dare to flyā
Describe your character; How do you see your character in your own eyes and not based off the bio. How have you developed this character into your own?
when i say that i hold the teagues near and dear to my heart i aināt lying. I lost a little muse for him but since I changed his fc iāve found a whole new love and light for him. Logan Jeremy Teague is a broke soul simply put. He came from a terrible childhood where the monsters that were fear were none other than his dad. He saw the world through his motherās eyes, eyes filled with hope and wonder but through the years that hope had been slowly crushed and he became the cold Logan we know today. He pushes people away because growing up no one ever really cared for him. Heās always be treated as a mistake and so he believed that. Logan took out his anger on the people around him because they treated just like shit like his father. The teagues have always been the laughing stock and freaks of Hallows Fall. Theyāve always been shunned and for that all Logan ever had was himself and his siblings. But despite being so cold Logan is intelligent. Heās the smartest of his siblings and perhaps the most human of the Teagues. All heās ever wanted was to be accepted by his peers and not be so alone. Itās where he separates from his siblings because Saddie and Beckham donāt care. They wear their shame with pride and donāt give a fuck about what people think but logan? He cares a lot. he pretends not to but he does. Honestly Logan is good underneath his hard exterior but only a few people get to see that
Whatās your favorite thing about your character? whatās your least favorite?
Loganās snappy comebacks are always fun but I would say the times where the softer side of him does come out. Those are nice times. I would say the worst thing he did was anytime heās been like super mean to anyone like when he harassed flounder. sorry
What are some of your favorite relationships your character has formed? (Friendships, relationships, yada ya)
his relationship with his siblings literally will end me. like he acts like he hates saddie but in reality he cares so much for his older sister and he tries to protect her because of all the shit sheās been through. which is why he hates orion so much because he messes with his sister and that doesnāt sit right with him. They fight a lot because Logan cares too much about people and Saddie hates everyone who isnāt her brothers. As for Beckham, theyāre the closest. Logan always stayed up late helping his older brother with his homework and protect him bc sweet baby beckham isnāt the sharpest tool in the shed. the only thing is their relationship is strained now ever Logan became friends with the crew and started dating babette
speaking of, literally Logan didnāt think angels exist but now he does because heās dating one. Honestly, Logan didnāt think a girl as beautiful like her would ever fall for someone like him but Babette saw past the monster and the wall and got to know the true Logan. She brings out the best in him and the softer side that he hid away long ago. SHE FINDS THE BEAUTY IN HIS DARKNESS AND I CRY. heās so fucking whipped for her as well.
THE CREW. fuck i love them. Mushu is seriously a brother to Logan. Like he cares about him so much even though heās such a dick to him. He looks out for bambi like he was his blood as well. Like Bambi is so pure and good and Logan is going to make sure he stays that way. And lady, well she had an infatuation with him because he was the bad boy but sheās turned into the mom friend for him and keeps him out of trouble or scolds him when he does. theyāre just the greatest friends heās ever had. lol no jk theyāre faMILY.
and letās not forget orion. Honestly, Logan is jealous of Orion. He doesnāt know that his shit isnāt all together but to logan it looks like he does. He has it all. The town worships and fears him. He has a lot and logan has nothing and the fact he used the teagues for his own enjoyment bc theyāre the town outcasts bothers him too. idk they have to get along eventually bc axel and sophia end up together.
Has your character changed you in any way? Or do you yourself in yourself in your character?
I would say a lot of my resentment i hold for my dad comes out in Logan. his sarcastic, deadpan and witty ways are also me. Also the horror loving yeah. Logans i guess the part of me thatās afraid of rejection and change. You know weāve both been hurt a lot and have shit after shit happen so we both just close ourselves up instead of letting people in. weāre both hard asses who are actually just big softies.
Do you think your character has had a big impact on Walt? Is it a good impact or bad?
back in the day in the past few years nah
Favorite thing your character has done and worst
uhm, i think my favorite thing heās done is open up enough to allow more love in his life the worst...iād say the fight he had with saddie lmfao
What is some progress you hope to have with your character in the future?
maybe be decent to the rest of the hallows fall people and just finally be himself and not such a dick but yeah heās a dick regardless
What is one thing you would tell your character?
You deserve so much more than what you were given. Thereās still time to rewrite your story and not be the monster in the book. you can be the good guy.
What has been YOUR favorite thing about walt?
having my best friend kaitlyn here, ily dumb head.Ā
Has your experience been a positive one? (BE HONEST YO.)
yeh
Got a favorite memory? Share it!
the one time bambi, mushu and logan all went out to get drunk bc bambi was having girl problems with rajah lmfao
What are you looking forward too in the future?
3gen??? hahaĀ
Have you had a favorite event? Favorite plot? Share it right here
the 50ā²s event was pretty lit iād like to bring that back
Favorite character thatās not your own and why
Orion - iāve said this before but oh my god i have said before and will say this again because the way she writes orion is the best iāve ever seen him played here. Like no one else can play Orion the way bre does. She could have easily wrote him off and put him into a box as the villain like most character like him are placed in but Orion is so much more than that. He has a soul and so much beauty to his darkness. There are layers to him. heās vulnerable, heās angry and heās hurting. Heās only the bad guy because of the people around him shaped to be. thereās good in him too. Bre has put so much love and work into him and created such a beautiful unique character that I adore with all my heart.Ā
Sally - Sally is so cute and has come very far in the past few years Arlene has played her. She was a shy sheltered girl when she first came to walt but now she has blossomed into a beautiful young woman and even though logan hates her but sheās a good bean. and her and jack are very cute.
speaking of Jack, I love him too. Heās filled with so much wonder and love and iām sorry Logan is such a jack ass to him.
Ideas, shoutouts, request, dedications, questions? Put āem here!
still hold out for these shoutoutsĀ
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1-150 ;)
I definitelyĀ didnāt scroll 3 months back in my archive just to find this ask so I could make a point but anyway LETāS DO DIS
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
Good question lol probably my brother???
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
Both depending on the circumstances - usually outgoing if Iām with friends and shy if Iām by myself
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
My best friend from uni (who doesnāt go to my uni anymore), Iām going to a concert w her this weekend Iām supes excited
4. Are you easy to get along with?
Yes Iām a damn delight
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
I mean ?? Yes probably but I wouldnāt ever be in a situation where they would be the only person there to look after me. Like my friends would be there first and foremost
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
UGH people that make me laugh
7. Do you think youāll be in a relationship two months from now?
Probably not
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
tbh my theatre lecturer bc i have class in half an hour and havenāt done the reading
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
Depends on 1. who iām talking to and 2. the context in which weāre talking about it but usually no
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
probably my best pal from uni
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
āYeah I got someā
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
Four Jews in a Room Bitching - Cast of March of the Falsettos
My Boo (triple j Like a Version) - Flume, Vince Staples, KuÄka, Ngaiire, Vera Blue
I Have Confidence - Julie Andrews
Rude Judas (mashup) - Rihanna vs Lady Gaga
Romeo (Bassline remix) - Basement Jaxx
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
YeS
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
Yes
15. What good thing happened this summer?
I went overseas (although technically that was during Aus winter but it was summer in the US where I was???)
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yes
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
Probably?? I try not to think about it
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
Hahahah not unless I see him in person
19. Do you like bubble baths?
Yes
20. Do you like your neighbors?
No unfortunatelyĀ
21. What are you bad habits?
I bite my nails and I fidget constantly
22. Where would you like to travel?
Europe!!!!
23. Do you have trust issues?
Y E S
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
taking my bra off lmao omg
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
?????? idk all of it
26. What do you do when you wake up?
Snooze my alarm tbh
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
I mean neither but I wish I could tan instead of getting sunburnt
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
my uni friends and my best friend from high school
29. Have any of your exās told you they regret breaking up?
I mean not in those exact words
30. Do you ever want to get married?
I mean hopefully yes
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?
Yes
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
Melissa Fumero and Andy Samberg but like only if their spouses were cool with it
33. Spell your name with your chin.
I am,,,, not going to do thatĀ
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
I dance and I do yoga
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
GOD NEITHER like I listen to music 24/7 butā¦. brooklyn 99
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
Yes many times tbh
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
Hahaha nothing Iām the worst
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
two words: Melissa Fumero
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
I really like H&M
40. What do you want to do after high school?
Plot twist Iām a uni student (Iām studying theatre, film, and english literature)
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
depends on what they did
42. If youāre being extremely quiet what does it mean?
Iām either really like upset/mad or really tired
43. Do you smile at strangers?
I try to most of the time
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
Bottom of the ocean but also fuck that
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
My alarm???? Fam I got class to get to
46. What are you paranoid about?
Literally everything this is a dumb question
47. Have you ever been high?
Nope
48. Have you ever been drunk?
yes many times
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
not that i can think of thankfully
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
Grey
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
I regularly wish I was Melissa Fumero does that count
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
I wish I could sing tbh
53. Favourite makeup brand?
probably Too Faced
54. Favourite store?
Was there not an identical question not long ago
55. Favourite blog?
tbh probably @elsaclack but @johnnydora is i mean not terrible
56. Favourite colour?
probably purpleĀ
57. Favourite food?Ā
BURRITOS
58. Last thing you ate?
a ham and cheese toasties
59. First thing you ate this morning?
ā¦. the ham and cheese toastie
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
ACTUALLY YES I once one a competition to go to a cinema and see a performance of of Iolanta and The Nutcracker (but the nutcracker was a super weird absurd version)Ā
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
Neither
62. Been arrested? For what?
Nope
63. Ever been in love?Ā
Tbh probably not
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
HAHAHA wow I was drunk at a party and the guy who like low key tried to ruin my life a few years beforehandĀ
65. Are you hungry right now?
always
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
i mean tbh i like them equally as much
67. Facebook or Twitter?
facebook
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
tumblr
69. Are you watching tv right now?
no lol Iām in class
70. Names of your bestfriends?Ā
Macy Temiqua Sandra Megan and like. a lot more
71. Craving something? What?
SURPRISINGLY nothing atm
72. What colour are your towels?
tbh depends on the day mostly purple
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
3
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
nope
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
probably like 7
75. Favourite animal?
meerkats
76. What colour is your underwear?
black
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
chocolate
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
cookies and cream
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
purple
80. What colour pants?
black
81. Favourite tv show?
is this really a question
82. Favourite movie?
Cruel Intentions
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
The OG
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
Mean Girls
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
Ms Norbury
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
Dory
87. First person you talked to today?
@johnnydora
88. Last person you talked to today?
uni pals
89. Name a person you hate?
donald trump
90. Name a person you love?
baby samberg
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
see question 90
92. In a fight with someone?
not atm
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
too many tbh
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
also too many
95. Last movie you watched?
I honestly donāt remember but probably One of the Greats if that counts as a movie??
96. Favourite actress?
duh Melissa Fumero (but also Sarah Michelle Gellar is fantastic)
97. Favourite actor?
these are stupid questions ok the answer is Andy Samberg but i also love Robert Downey Jr
98. Do you tan a lot?
No
99. Have any pets?
negative
100. How are you feeling?
TIRED AF i was up until 11:30 last night doing an assignment
101. Do you type fast?
yes
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
not really i donāt think
103. Can you spell well?
you bet your ass I can
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
Yeah I do
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
Negative
106. Ever broken someoneās heart?
I hope not???
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
No I donāt think so
108. What should you be doing?
taking notes looooool
109. Is something irritating you right now?
not RIGHT now????
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
yes sigh
111. Do you have trust issues?
yes
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I very rarely cry in front of people (I very rarely cry full stop) but I think it was my dance teacher
113. What was your childhood nickname?
my parents usually called me Emma Jade
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
yessss
115. Do you play the Wii?
we have one but donāt use it haha
116. Are you listening to music right now?
nope
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
I do not think so hahaha
118. Do you like Chinese food?
yes give it to me
119. Favourite book?
To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
The A to Z of You and Me - James Hannah
The Unbearable Lightness of Being - Milan Kundera
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
yes
121. Are you mean?
I hope not
122. Is cheating ever okay?
no
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
lol no
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not love at first sight, maybe infatuation
125. Do you believe in true love?
yeah i guess so
126. Are you currently bored?
a little
127. What makes you happy?
Brooklyn 99; my friends; anything having to do with theatre, film, or literature
128. Would you change your name?
No i donāt think so
129. What your zodiac sign?
Gemini
130. Do you like subway?
yessssss
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
I donāt really have a best friend of the opposite sex but like depending who it was I would either be v happy or a bit weirded out
132. Whoās the last person you had a deep conversation with?
my best friend from uni
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
Iām gonna be free and Iām gonna be fine (maybe not tonight)
134. Can you count to one million?
god no
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
I told someone I was out with my parents bc I didnāt want to answer the phone haha
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
Closed
137. How tall are you?
5ā²6ā³
138. Curly or Straight hair?
??? I have ?? wavy hair
139. Brunette or Blonde?
Brunette
140. Summer or Winter?
Both for different reasons
141. Night or Day?
Both but probably night
142. Favourite month?
June or October or December
143. Are you a vegetarian?
Nope
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
milk
145. Tea or Coffee?
coffee
146. Was today a good day?
so far yes
147. Mars or Snickers?
Mars
148. Whatās your favourite quote?
āEveryone who terrifies you is sixty-five percent water. And everyone you love is made of stardust, and I know sometimes you cannot even breathe deeply, and the night sky is no home, and you have cried yourself to sleep enough times that you are down to your last two percent; but nothing is infinite, not even loss. You are made of the sea and the stars, and one day you are going to find yourself again.ā
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, whatās the first line on that page?
āSpeaking personally, David, I want to tell you you have all my sympathy. Really. These things can be hell.ā
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