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[abrilliantrose]

"Letting someone see you that vulnerable, it's a scary thing." (Ron)

Rose heaved a prolonged sigh in a futile attempt to quench her distress concerning revealing her emotions, being vulnerable. Her father understood her, he always sympathized with Rose, and she could empathize with him. Revealing your feelings to someone makes you vulnerable, and that act is frightening because what if the other person rejects you?

“It is, and I don’t like being vulnerable. I don’t want to be weak…but I suppose revealing yourself emotionally is a courageous act itself, and thus it doesn’t make you weak, but show your strength?! Yes…I suppose that’s true, yet still…what if I’m going to be rejected? I’d be mortified, I know this, Dad…” Rose rested her curly head against her father’s shoulder, frowning deep in thought.

[starstaiined-archived-blog]

Kara: Why is Ally crying in the bathroom??

Carly: She's drunk.

Kara: ...and?

Carly: And she heard that I'm married.

Kara: ..............she's your wife.

Carly: I know.

[magixmadearchived]

💖 for 4 fluffy headcanons of our muse’s relationship

headcanons !!  //   @bcckmarked

BRANDON && STELLA 

1.   one day when stella’s 110% taxed and far too exhausted to do her hair, she complains about it to brandon. he offers to do it for her, if she teaches him how. and so starts a tradition. on the days where the world is just too much, stella will flop down in front of him with a hundred different hair ties and a brush, and let him braid her hair while she rants and raves about everything going on. he’s really good at listening, and these little sessions they have always make her feel infinitely better.

2.   after a particularly rough day of training for the boys, stella will sneak into red fountain to give brandon back massages. she’s actually surprisingly good at it, and enjoys sitting with him while she works all the knots and tension out of his back. those days she’ll pepper him with questions about how his day has been and encourage him to be completely and utterly honest with what’s going on. (which.....takes a lot of time to sink in bc he’s so emotionally constipated dammit) 

3.   while stella does shower him with tons of random little gifts that she bought because they reminded her of him, the most important gifts are the ones that she makes for him. they’re some of the few items she’s willing to make with her very own hands and put lots of time/effort into. occasionally she’ll ask one of their friends for help, but a majority of the work is done by her. 

4.   they are ridiculous with their pda. seriously someone needs to tell them to knock it off. when they aren’t making out, they’re always touching in one way or another, stella tends to sit on his lap or play with his fingers, or run her hands through his hair. there has been more than one occasion where she’s left him with hickies that sky and the other boys tease him mercilessly about. 

[crossedsky]

  Later, he’d claim not to remember who threw the first punch.  Though in the moment, it was absolutely Niall.  It’s freezing even for winter territory and he should’ve left the moment he got a sense of Keenan’s mood.  It clearly wasn’t a good time for a confrontation or even a simple check in regarding the too far off spring.  Except he’s not good at resisting temptation especially when there was a perfect source of emotion right in front of him.  It’s less of a punch and more of a swing and an elbow.  “You absolutely deserved that.” 

@bcckmarked didn’t like but 

[dear-indies]

Hello! Can you please recommend some alt fcs for Christopher Larkin? Preferably around the same age range and Korean if possible? Thank you!!

Lee Joon-gi (1982) Korean. 

Yoon Shi-yoon (1986) Korean.

Seo Jun-Young (1987) Korean.

Park Seo Joon (1988) Korean.

Jung Hae-in (1988) Korean. 

Cha Hak-yeon (1990) Korean. 

Kang Ha-neul (1990) Korean.

Ahn Woo-yeon (1991) Korean. 

-C

[starstaiined-old]

ally - choose between saving carly or riley

random things. //  always accepting !! 

@bcckmarked  &&  @brokenheartstm

   this is UNFAIR - her eyes widen as the question finds its way to her ears. “ i - ” her voice fails her. how was she expected to choose? they were twins, losing one would destroy the other. meaning no matter who she chose….ally would lose both of them. it was the price of being a twin - it was both an instant best friend and an undeniable vulnerability; a second heart running around outside your body which was just as vital as your own heart.

   ally licked her lips, heart sinking as she realized there was no getting around it. “ riley. ” she breathed after a moment, shoulders sagging. it’s what carly would want. if she didn’t pick riley, if she had been the reason that the other girl died, carly would never forgive her. and ally wasn’t sure if she could live in a world where carly HATED her. ( if their roles were reversed … she’d want carly to pick carlos. )

   but that does nothing to stop the ache that engulfs her. an emptiness that’s so much worse than any pain ever could be.

[brokenisims-a]

touch . write about your muse’s reaction to someone raising their hand at them .

@bcckmarked

Zaya hates it because (even if it’s just someone throwing their hands up in frustration and it’s technically not directed at her) it reminds her of her mom. Before her biological mother actually went to jail, she would hit Zaya some times. Not much. Usually, it was when she was blackout drunk. But it was enough that Zaya finches every time someone even looks remotely close to hitting her. 

[butterflieshurt-ia]

@bcckmarked liked for a starter!

“I’m sorry, but I have no idea who the hell Sarah is.” Aurelia said, shaking her head and brushing some hair out of her face as she looked at the boy. She’d never seen this kid before in her life, but he’d been acting like he knew her, then she heard the name ‘Sarah’ slip from his mouth and realized this was likely a case of mistaken identity. “You’ve got the wrong girl, I’m Aurelia, not Sarah.”

[alonecoura]

10) THINGS YOU SAID THAT MADE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT

a meme i’m too scared to find ... : status :: not accepting.

he’s tired of listening to her, he just wants everything to be quiet for once. the words are leaving his mouth before he can stop them, not even looking at her.’’can you just-- shut up for once?’’  he instantly regretted it, but the damage was done.

[denombreuxcontes]

❝ If I knew what I was so anxious about, I wouldn’t be so anxious. ❞ (ron to kim)

a meme i lost what a surprise // accepting if you an find it

       ‘ are you sure you’re not just stressing out about the test we have on friday ? surely that could be a part of this anxious feeling you have. ’

[abrilliantrose]

Ron: ...don't get too friendly with him, though Rosie. Granddad Weasley would never forgive you if you married a pure-blood.

Rose’s brain:

don’t say it

don’t say it

don’t say it

don’t say it

don’t say it

don’t say it

don’t say it

don’t say it

don’t say it

don’t say it

Rose: Challenge accepted.

What actually happened in the epilogue of the deathly hollows.

[starstaiined-archived-blog]

Chris: I know you helped Ari sneak out last night, Ryan.

Ryan’s inner voice: Play dumb!

Ryan: Who’s Ryan?

Ryan’s inner voice: Not that dumb!

[magixmadearchived]

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     “what were you thinking??” for once, she isn’t gazing at him in awe as he’s walking back to her. she’s furious. stella doesn’t get angry—well and truly angry—often, but right now the red hot rage is the only thing she can feel. “you could’ve...you could’ve died, brandon! do you realize that?? you just jumped in front of sky when he had it handled, it wasn’t brave it was idiotic!” her breathing is ragged, harsh, golden eyes glittering with tears as the reality of the situation sunk in. anger gave way to relief, relief gave way to fear. her chest ached, and she all but leaped forward to pull him into a hug. her fingers tightened around his shirt, reassuring herself that he was still here. he was alive. he hadn’t left her. yet. 

    “you can’t—” her voice cracked, and she buried her head in his shoulder, “—you can’t take risks like that. there’s a difference between heroic and reckless, brandon. and you...you jumped over that line today. what would i do if i lost you?” her voice is uncharacteristically soft.

[crossedsky]

  “You should sit down.  And drink this.”  There was an open bottle of whiskey for a reason.  Niall doesn’t know why she’s here, but he can take a couple of guesses.  Just visiting for fun doesn’t seem like one of them.  “I don’t even-tell me how you got through later.”  He passes her a glass filled to the brim and hastily waves off the lingering hounds.  “I have some news about your...father.” 

@bcckmarked because 

[hopelesswxnderers]

@bcckmarked​ liked for a starter based on: “i can’t believe you started dating my childhood friend just so you could get closer to me. that’s disgusting.”

MARCIA WASN’T USED TO HAVING such a dramatic love life...if you could call it that. She tried her best to stay away from drama but something drew her to the other person. “You don’t need to do this,” Marcia breathed out once she’d got the other person alone. “If you’re trying to make me jealous... you don’t need to do it.” It was difficult for Marcia to admit she had feelings for somebody who wasn’t usually her type, but she hoped her words would do it and gazed at the other waiting for a response. “It’s wrong of you to use them just to get to me.”

[empiretm-blog]

@bcckmarked liked for a starter from Willow

Willow continued to search through the school system trying to crack through the coding. “I don’t know what I am supposed to look for, someone want to tell me what I am supposed to search for. All I have now are numbers and dots on a screen.”