#bc yknow its in another city. and the public transport to there sucks and is expensive and exhausting bc it takes longer than it should | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

splattacks · 1 year ago

Text

ive just been eternally tired since like. april. i dont remember the last time i worked on anything uni related with no issues, like... without having to force myself to do it or without leaving it to the last possible second when im forced to do it just so i dont miss the deadline. also i have missed many deadlines this year already its. not usual for me. and dont even get me started on my internship

#idk if its because i simply have no interest in the classes ive been having this year or. idk #a part of me wants to drop out but i know i cant and i wont #uni is the only time i get to see friends and my gf and yknow. socialize. if i dropped out i wouldnt get to see them often #bc yknow its in another city. and the public transport to there sucks and is expensive and exhausting bc it takes longer than it should #but everyday its like. i arrive there and am happy to see my friends and then uh right. classes.#oh the prof is giving us Another project. dont we already have like 3 projects for this class this semester what is he thinking.#and i just have zero brain juice. everyone is full of ideas and making progress on their stuff and im just here like. always tired #i realized theres smth wrong with me when i saw that a bunch of people already had their storyboards done and #almost finished with their animatics while me and my friend were um. not even done with our script #i spend my weekdays anxious at work and then tired at uni. i cant drop out of either for now #bless my 3D modeling teacher though ive sent in delayed assignments that sucked so bad many times now and #he hasnt given me a very low grade yet. actual angel

1 note · View note