#bc when im this stressed i Cant. i simply cannot!

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

my stepdad's a real one fr...

[skateholyskate]

lol I don't even have a pinned post on my main this should be fun. imma edit this post more then I should I just know it

HI

So I'm Mel and you've found the hockey sideblog :D. rad.

I'm in my 20s, she/him and am just here to reblog some fun pics of some hockey peeps (mostly NHL, as much as I would like to get into the other leagues I Do Not Have The Time). Always down to chat so hmu with thoughts or questions or links to dumb videos of hockey peeps being stupid, Whatever you like.

uhhh what else. RPF friendly, cant do live blogs of game bc of work but I WILL vicariously live through everyone else :P I have a main, you might see likes from it but no you don't (ask if you want it but I'm probs gonna say no)

i'll put a linked tag system here below the read more later but please cheer, I'm actually trying to tag things on a sideblog for once WOW. players if known will be tagged by their full name (or last name/ nickname if a fave, from a fave team, or are so recognizable there's no need for anything else)

imma make one of those tiers lists bc honestly? fun - but importantly my fave teams are the Boston Bruins and the Seattle kraken.

(Theres no row order for the teams except for the fave fave and least fave))

TAG TIME BAYBEE

so this will be updated later. its nearly 1030 im sleepy

TEAMS

Bruins

Kraken

Sabres

Sharks

Wild

Oilers

Caps

Penguins

Blues

Senators

Avs

Utah

Columbus

Ducks

Flames

Detroit

Kings

Lightning

Devils

Islanders

Dallas

Leafs

Florida

Predators

Canucks

Jets

Flyers

Hurricanes

Vegas

canadiens

Rangers

Hawks

PLAYERS (that will come up alot)

the bruins roster. like any of them potentially. some are first names, some last, some first so. have fun with that

marchand

bergeron

coyle

kastelic

pasta (you deserve a nickname as a tag more then anyone else)

mcavoy

sway

ullmark (look I know he's not on the team anymore but i don't KNOW the senators so his is going here)

Korp

zadorov

poitras

frederic

beecher

brazeau

Hampus lindholm

Elias lindholm

Kraken

daccord

tanev

larsson

grubi

gourdo

McCann

montour

eberle

other people

fluery

crosby

malkin

price

dylan strome

other tags

the 🌌📶 amulet 📶🌌 (I cannot stress enough how fucking funny and stupid the amulet shit is. simply bc I have a tag with emojis its listed here but like. cmon bro)

primer

hockey poetry

video

pokemon ( you can see my icon. obv imma have a tag for crossover shit)

rpf (when i reblog rpf shit ill update this post with ship names and stuff proper. for now its just swayman getting tagged)

SHS my posts

[berryunho]

bahaha thank you for your faith in me at least one of us believes in me alekrjgty

yup literally! looking back on it now, it's better that he did it sooner than later bc it would've hurt a lot more than it did and i kinda saw him for who he was and not through rose coloured glasses. but yes onto better things :D

WAHHH it's your birthday today!! happy birthday!!!!!!!!!! and you get to see ateez omg omg that's too good i hope you have lots of fun this weekend !! may yunho make eye contact and fall in love with u at the concert bahaha

school is almost done it's crazy. like i blinked and it's almost the end of november already. what is this. we can do it tho we're almost there!!!

i can't believe ateez is almost here i literally remember being the states in the summer stressing abt tickets bc i had no service and i needed a number to verify my account 😭 now ateez is almost here absolutely crazy

-mightychondria

AKDJFLAKSD sorry for answering this so late omg

thank you sm for the birthday wishes hehehe subtle flex yunho did indeed smile and wave to me when he saw my banner w his face on it LAJSDLFKJSDL;KJF i simply. . . . passed away in the wintrust arena

no fr i cannot believe that its almost december like UMMMM.....????? where did all of the time go fr adfjlkajsdfkjs i cant believe the tour is almost over ???? like what ??? like you said i feel like i was freaking out about tickets like 3 weeks ago LOL alkdsjfjsl

do you have your outfit all planned?? hehe im still a little undecided ... but only one week now !!! AAAAA

[hermionesslut]

HERMIONE’S KINKS

(hermione granger x reader)

let’s talk abt it

summary; just my headcannon’s on hermione granger’s kinks 😭

content warning; nsfw!!!, bdsm, mommy kink lololol, hair pulling, edging, overstimulation, knife kink…etc?

author’s note; k so this is inspired by this post<3 errr hope you enjoy!!! sorry for the inactivity..school is rlly time consuming lol also i just cant have my phone at all so im sorry lol but thank you sm for all the love honestly i am so grateful ily all <3

𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐑 𝐏𝐔𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆

-there’s just no way this is not cannon

-i love this headcannon so deeply simply bc i love her hair sm

-sexsexxxsexxsexsex

-anyway i feel like she pulls your hair all the time

-when you anger her, she’ll pull your hair and you’ll know you’re definitely in for it once you’re alone with her

-she’s grown to love her hair so it’s become part of her

-sexual or non-sexual, lovingly or otherwise she loves to hold your hair even as a stress reliever or she’ll repress her emotions and take it out on you

-when you’re having sex, she will literally do it all the time and you cannot get enough

-she’ll do it when you’re eating her out…but softly bc you’re taking care of her <3

-when you’re cuddling and she’s feeling horny she’ll tug on your hair to tease you and make you moan

𝐁𝐃𝐒𝐌

-ok ok so she’s totally into this

-she just is ok

-i really want her to slap me in the face

-i see a lot of people say she wouldn’t be into degrading bc of her past, with her being bullied and shit but that’s just wrong ok? and let me tell you why:

1. literally always shit-talking Ron, telling him what to do? seems pretty dominant to me..

2. just has the most dominant personality!

3. needs perfection, literally fumes when she doesn’t get her way.

basically im right and that’s it

-so she COULD be a switch i think..def leaning towards dom tho but i don’t get the biggest feeling she’s like the hardest dom irdk why..? but she could and would slap you in the face <3

𝐌𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐘 𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐊

orr…mummy kink…? no jk.

-just older her as minister of magic <3

-im not into age regression but she has some mommy qualities

-idk what else to say abt this? i just want to call her…yk

𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐁𝐂 𝐈 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐅𝐄��𝐋 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐄𝐗𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆

-overstim

-edging bc she loves to have control over you </3

-knife-kink bc muggleborn..things??

[kunikame]

rant & slight idolish7 spoilers warning !!!!!

i verbally cannot describe how much comfort i7 brings me, genuinely. no matter how many times i watch it i just dont get bored of it, instead i notice new details and see new meanings behind certain words, scenes and actions. i love the characters so much ... theyre just so ... so adorable and relatable, you cant avoid them growing on you. the songs too !!!! the songs and characters make me so so happy, i adore them !

sogo and his violent impulses 😭 its always the quiet and composed people i swear. him collapsing from stress is very relatable. i admire his reasoning for doing music, i wish i had the same resolve HAHAHA except i vant even bring myself to tinker with my piano anymore :,)

tamaki and his childishness. it might be annoying to some, and he is very hard to deal with for sogo, but i think its endearing. hes self aware about being a bit on the dumber side but still tries his best .. i just wanna give him a hug and headpats and i hope he and aya get to be together again soon :( let the siblings be happy fr ...

yamato and his sincere want for the others to be happy and successful. what started out as a revenge mission became genuine affection toward the other 6 and i think thats amazing. he just gradually took on the role of the older brother/tired dad without even realizing and now hes stuck with them doing his best to ensure their happiness because he genuinely loves them :(

nagi and his comedic relief and wise moments ! i think nagi is reduced to simply comedic relief by most as he is just a silly pretty boy 80% of the time but hes actually very smart and theres so much we still dont know about him !! i sure hope we get some insights to him soon. and haruki aswell !!! i need to know more abt their friendship and the songs and everything !!

iori and his cute traits. he may be the youngest but he acts like the most mature (after yamato and sogo ofc) and his sincere want to ensure the success of i7 is admirable if im being honest. i adore his less composed moments though! makes me realize even picture perfect people have their quirks :) i love his friendly banters with riku and how he likes cute things and stationary and how he takes care of riku and mitsuki and and i love iori a normal amount i promise

riku and his sincerity. whatever hes feeling, you can just tell. hes so easy to take care of and while he might be insecure, hes really what holds them all together. he just shines as their center and hes so precious and his energy just makes you all warm n fuzzy and his smile just radiates joy and . i wish i could keep him in my pockets and carry him around.

mitsuki and the way i relate to him. the insecurities and being swallowed by them, running away from my problems and being the 2nd choice or not even a choice at all, not feeling good enough and just being average at everything i do, always being outshined and everything. hes so effortlessly funny and precious and i love his energy and his pretty smile and the way hes just so .. sunshine. yknow? i kin him can you tell

i could talk about i7 for ages but this is tumblr and not a fic so nobody will read it anyway HAHAHA i feel like im writing a diary entry or something. i could go on and on about how happy this show makes me even if i cry because of those specific mezzo n mitsuki insecure arcs but im gonna keep it short for this post haha

sorry i nerded out on the tl! if you read this i hope i piqued your interest in i7 (if i didnt still thank you for reading!) and if you didnt i hopr you have a great day after scrolling /gen

maybe one day when someone asks me abt i7 irl ill go on a longer rant and my eyes will sparkle and ill wave my hands around animatedly while talking about the show but then ill realize im rambling and im probably annoying and theyre not really interested but theyll be looking at me and asking me why i stopped talking except that wont happen bc fics arent real and i genuinely am annoying to most people HAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!!!

[missazura]

when you least expect it, something in your heart will finally open, finally realize that it cannot take anymore, and that it wants change. if you don't make the choice to leave, you still WILL leave one day, your brain and your heart will finally decide one day "this is enough, i deserve better" and you will feel much more motivation to leave. i know it's hard right now but it WILL get better, our brains are built to make us function, to survive. even when we are at our most broken, we inevitably keep going until we are not as broken and able to keep going again. and one day you wont have to crawl anymore.

i know this isnt the exact same,but to explain what i mean: i have been stuck in a toxic job, with horrible people, 13 hour shifts with no breaks, constant stress and have been physically ill and very suicidal for 6 years. my first and only job i've ever had, i just. haven't left. i've been told i have to stay and have been guilted horrendously to the point of having ptsd and i feel very stuck in my workplace. for the longest time, i did absolutely nothing about it even tho i was miserable, because i was conditioned to believe i needed to be there. something snapped in me this year, i dont even know what happened but finally something in my heart broke open and said "goddamn. this isnt right. i cant do this." and i had many moments where i felt this way, yes, almost constantly, i'd be suicidal and think "god i can't do this anymore" but like... this was *different* and i couldnt explain in words why. it's the same thoughts as always, the same "i can't do this, i want to leave" except this time, it came with motivation! determination! some newfound energy is inside of me.

ive always wanted to leave. just as you've always wanted to leave. but something in me emotionally changed and gave me a passion i never had in my life, just as something in you will change. it's just how our bodies work. i am finally motivated to apply for other places, to leave my workplace hopefully by summertime. and i hope that you are able to also have that piece of you inside awaken itself and help give you the fuel and motivation to move forward, just as you inevitably will as all humans do to survive. and one day you won't just be surviving anymore, you'll be living and you'll be so much happier. im sorry if i didnt make sense, im really bad at explaining words, but basically: don't worry, you will be able to accomplish what you want, simply because that is how human brains are built and eventually you will find that part of yourself that will help you get to the next big step you'd have to take. please take care of yourself, love you azura

thank you so much. I understand how that is, and I'm so so proud of you for taking that big major step out of that place. I know I'm aware that I want to leave this house, yet my guilt holds me in place (I've been abused and conditioned for years that since I'm an orphan my grandma and aunt took in, I'm obligated to pay them back by doing work and taking care of them that I feel suffocated and trapped by it). I got a little taste of freedom when my grandma remarried in 2020 and she left the house to live with her new husband on occassion, but 3 days ago he died, so she's back home here- forever, and I can't stand being here. I know getting a new job is in my plans but at the same time I have to heal my injured body first or I'll crash and make things worse. she expects me to be a caretaker, she throws tantrums and death threats whenever I don't oblige when I'm busy, and at my previous job she kept bothering me on my work time because she was feeling chatty and wanted someone to vent to about her 50 year old problems.

I'm turning 30 next year, and I feel like I'm being too old to live with my family, and I don't feel like I've really lived on my own. I want my own life, just as my sister managed to get hers- but my family backed off on her part bc she's planning to get married one day and I'm still single, therefore they think I have to be of service to the family still bc I don't have any major obligations of starting a family with someone.

I can't take it anymore. I can't keep feeling suicidal about it either, I have to do something about it. my grandma holds the money and I have none of my own so I don't have access to my therapist to work this out with, I feel so trapped.

I might start with opening emergency commissions soon after I'm done with my current batch, but I don't know if I have the means to take in work for the time being. I have to try.

[curious-menace]

Have I really ever requested one thing of you (the pegging telltale Riddler h/c)? Time to change that; let's see how the Eddies would respond to being told by their partner that they're a "bad boy" and "need to be punishment" (sexually, of course) - Pegging Anon.

I really enjoy these kinds of asks. honestly just give me a blank check for mayhem, unleash me upon the riddlers like a plague of locusts 

nsfw below the cut

Arkham! Riddler

please be careful with this riddler. He has problems reading peoples tone and if he thinks youre angry at him you're liable to send him into a panic.

he really doesn't like dirty talk. dont call him a slut or a whore or anything like that. Not only is it demeaning and humiliating( 2 things this riddler doesnt deal well with) its just a terrible way to get him to do what you want.

again, the idea of punishment in a sexy setting is a turn off for him. He’s afraid of being strangled or choked and he doesn't find being hit sexy.

to put it simply, this riddler reacts better to the carrot than the stick. if you want a good reaction out of him, praise and affection work better. call him a good boy, give him pets and rewards. 

IF you were to coax him into it, safeword, soft restraints and reassuring from you that everything will be ok, he’ll still probably cry. he might enjoy himself but the emotional stress will still leave him in an utter state.

i know some people use BDSM to cope with trauma but maybe dont try this on him. pitch the idea and let him mull it over. dont bring it up more than once or twice and let him decide

he always needs a lot of aftercare. he needs to be constantly reassured, not just after sex, that you love him , that he’s done well. lots of kisses and soft words and let him rest from the heavy stuff for a little while. 

Blacklight riddler

another riddler you need to tread carefully with. he’s a kinky shit but like...a soft kinky shit who bruises easily.

He wont need coaxing. its either a hell yes or a hell no and you shouldn't push that. He likes sex games but he’s got trauma, sometimes something that was fine yesterday is triggering today so please be gentle and respectful with him.

He doesnt mind being called a bad boy, just not too often. mix it up and don't patronise him all the time . you can tell him off without treating him like a kid. 

he likes edging and orgasm denial as a punishment. just dont ruin his orgasm or he wont let you do it again. 

please don't ever hit him during sex. a playful thump on the arm when he’s telling a bad joke is one thing but if you touch him roughly during the act, even if he knows its coming, he finds it triggering. 

He’s pretty exclusively a sub but don't think that means he’s into punishment all the time. mostly he just likes his dominant to take care of him.

BTAS Riddler

i feel like it would throw him for a loop. he’d be confused as all hell, even if you said it in a sexy voice he might not get the message.

 he’d probably scoff at the idea. the notion that he’s anything other than perfect is laughable. he’s certainly not some sort of bad boy. you should sit on his lap and get him on the same page as you. watch his mouth go dry and his eyes go wide as you explain all the things you're going to do to him for being bad. he’ll do his best to stay composed but we both know its you who’d be wearing the pants by the end of the conversation. 

he’d want to be tied up. he’ll be gibbering and rambling the entire time, desperately trying to stay in control of the situation.  He’ll try to do things for you but a gentle reminder that you’re in control and if he doesn't anything he’ll be punished more will have him biting his tongue. 

I think humiliation works best on this one. im imagining something with rope or his suits since he’s so fond of them. maybe try and make him cum while still clothed? maybe some shibari under his suit jacket? i’ll let you decide. 

he doesnt have a safeword bc he thinks its strictly a bdsm thing and refuses to admit he’s into that. he prefers to use the traffic light system. although you probably had to teach him that. before hand he was using some nonsense riddler made system involving humming different songs. ode to joy for fun/keep going and  vivaldi winter for slow down.  you will have to gently explain what a batshit insane idea that was. 

Original Riddler

I imagine he’d be into it, moreso initially than the others. He doesnt have so much emotional baggage and he’s game to try anything once. 

I dont know if he’d find the idea of punishment sexy but he’ll try it for you. he’d probably just prefer you to frame it as impact play or degradation or whatever “just because” you wanna try it. something about it being a meant as a punishment just seems weird to him 

he does like being called names but in a cute playful way. he’s not liable to take offence at anything you say, inside or outside the bedroom but digs at his appearance do sting a little. even if youre “in character” so to speak when you say them. just reassure him after that you dont really think those things.

He’s one of the tallest riddlers and also has zero shame so you’ll need to be inventive when thinking of punishments. tying him up could actually hurt him with his circulation, he runs around in glittery spandex all day anyway so good luck trying to humiliate him. 

Because he is so tall and strong, its hard to hurt him. you could try spanking him, ask him to count out the spanks and listen as his voice gets higher and more unsteady with each one. 

actually in that note and given his penchant for dress up maybe you could try sub/dom roleplay? pretend you're a doctor/nurse or something and you're punishing him for his bad diet? if the punishment thing doesn't work out at least you’ll both get a giggle out of it. 

Telltale Riddler

Oh he is absolutely going to fight you on this one “i think YOU'RE the one who needs punishing , love.” . if you want to punish him you’ll have to fight for that right

he’s never really subbed before he met you. He’s happy to show you how to punish a sub but he really needs practice letting someone else hold the reins.

he pretends he doesn't like dirty talk. if you get him riled up and start whispering filthy things in his ear he’s going to melt a little. 

I cant think of a specific he’d like or something he’d find egregiously offensive, so i think you've got a blank cheque for mayhem here. do what you like and he’ll tell you then and there if he’s into it or not.  

but no blinders or restraints though. he’s claustrophobic after being in that icebox. He IS an escapartist mind you. even if you put him in something he’ll have wiggled out of it before you can blink . he MIGHT tolerate something just there for aesthetics or because the fabric feels nice, like maybe his tie or your hair bow tied loosely around his arms.

in the same vein, he’s sensitive so maybe you could lightly torture him with some sensory stuff. ice cubes or wax play?

Zero year Riddler

i Cannot stress to you enough what a horny fuck this one is. at the mere MENTION of sexy punishment he’s like “oh yes punish me ive been bad “ wiggling his ass in the air like a target. will call you Daddy regardless of your gender because we all know he has  issues. 

He’s 100 percent going to lean into it, goad you and taunt you to punish him more, get angrier or hit him harder. he gets off on the pain, yes but he also just really enjoys being an insufferable shit. 

“EDWARD THIS IS PUNISHMENT YOU ARENT SUPPOSED TO ENJOY IT” - you, probably. 

i dont think the traditional sexy punishment things will work on this one. youre going to have to get creative. like tell him you are in charge of his wardrobe and death traps for the week. 

something that MIGHT work would be forcing him to wear a toy or even just some lingerie under his suit. He’s going to be embarrassed as all hell because this riddler is a big buff cheeto puff who takes his appearance seriously. BUT he cant deny the thrill of maybe the lace poking out over his waist band when he bends or the outline of a bralette being seen under his shirt, isnt a little arousing.

please dont be surprised when he turns around a week later and pulls this exact same shit on you. 

there you go nonnie !  this one was quite a lot of fun! i have a rule of trying not to write more than 6 points for each but it was hard to compress down this time around. so much variety in personality and temperament in the one character there's a lot to write about 

got something you wana talk about? send me an ask or a dm! im always game to talk about our favorite curious menace 💚💜

[mychemicalaromanticism]

things ive already established r on this post

besties this got so fucking long but heres a giant ramble about cherri

okay so. there are huge differences betwn cherri as a hyperviolent drac hunter and cherri as a friend of the four and cherri as the girls mentor. with the first one he was 17 and desperate to distance himself from his upbringing so he went all in on Being A Killjoy. he was always one of the first ppl to rush into a fight and he fought hard. he blew up his fuckin hand with that attitude. and all the while he was just racking up more unaddressed trauma and eventually he ran away from that, too. giving himself radiation poisoning was more appealing than facing his problems.

so as a teenager/young adult hes kind of constantly in a panicked state. hes scared the people from his past are going to find him and drag him back with them. so he lashes out and he runs away over and over again.

i said in another post that he has some past life shit goin on which usually would give him a connection to the witch that manifests early in life, but with all the stuff hes gone through he has been Preoccupied. he can become oblivious to almost anything that doesnt apply to whatever hes focused on. not in a hyperfocus way its likeeeeee. when u live on survival mode during prolonged periods of stress. hes immune to magic bullshit bc hes too tired and scared.

anyways around his mid-20s he finally has a little more stability (as much as the average person living in the zones can have, that is) and he finally notices that Weird Stuff happens around him. basically: out of my list of Powers People Connected To The Witch Have he has the prophetic dreams/enhanced intuition as well as a form of sensing ghosts where he can see auras and kind of like, echoes of past events in ppls lives. that look like auras. itz complicated and not of utmost importance so im leaving it at that.

anyways thats what makes him start writing poetry. just 4 funsies he'll describe his weird experiences and embellish them to make em pretty. just as a casual hobby n all that.

he would forget fun ghoul in between the times they ran into each other but its pretty easy to be reminded of who fun ghoul is. the most insane 10 year old cherri has ever met. cherri isnt a brother figure to ghoul. hes just. his friend that happens to be more than twice his age. its whatever lmao

to cherri, ghoul is kinda like a stray animal he keeps seeing. which is hilarious. ghoul actually goes and finds him to introduce him to jet when they start running together, and cherri meets party and kobra (spark and birdie at the time) when he drives the four of them to a party. because he has a truck hell yeah. so now instead of one stray animal he has, like, a feral cat colony that he drives around occasionally. i have no real-life human relationship equivalent to them because irl if some guy that is not related to any of you and isnt even a childhood or family friend and theyre hanging out with you? they are usually not a safe person lmao. but this is my fantasy land and im too stubborn to change anyones birth years even though ghoul being born in 2004 makes everything really hard to make not creepy.

so yeah hes a casual somewhat friend of the fab four. hed probably get more and more concerned as they got famous. the beginnings of any sort of protective feelings, awww :) that sets him up for becoming the girls mentor.

OH FUCK. THE GIRL..... i think if i was in my late 20s and i heard that the gang of 13-17 year olds had adopted a 5 year old kid i would go bananas. what the fuck. it is a LONG while before cherri meets her. but he has the strongest affection for ghoul (if you could even call it that) and ghoul absolutely adores the girl and swings her around under her arms like a cat to show her off to cherri and its very endearing and the girl is sweet and funny so its easy to be around her. and (unfortunately) she is somewhat used to interacting with weird easily agitated people so she kinda gives him space. cherri isnt quite the uncle figure the fandom usually makes him (i luv uncle cherri sm but he simply cannot exist in the universe ive created, f), but hes a little similar.

and then the four had to go and pretend to die. lol.

when the girl was kidnapped, fucking everyone who knew her was ready to storm the city then and there. like regardless of how little you knew her, if you had ever met her you would fucking die for her. she is pure childish charisma and shes precious. i love the girl. so cherris immediately on board with whatever plan the four make to get her back. ive already talked abt how it fucked up the girl tho; there was no way to tell her that the four werent actually dead, she sees the building collapse and she shuts down. and cherri has to fight against his instinct to leave the radio station and never come back when he sees an eight year old girl sitting dissociated on the couch. that fucks everyone up.

i just realized i havent talked about literally anyone else at the radio station. i think cherri started lingering around the station bc it was safe and sheltered while also not being a popular spot. there are less kids there (people pass through but its not a hangout spot). he was kind of just hanging around to get away from the heat and noise and dr d took notice. because that man can see ur soul and no one knows if thats literal or not. so theyd chat a few times a day and show pony was the one 2 get him out of his shell a little and also was the first one he mentioned his poetry hobby to. im making this all up right now as im writing bc i dont know anything about LITERALLY any of the ppl associated w the radio like im not even going 2 try with chimp n newsie i do not have the willpower to tackle all that. justttt. cherri pony n D become bros and live 2gether there.

back 2 the regular timeline. the rescue mission happens in 2019. the girl lives at the station until 2023. during that time she is very much depressed and withdrawn and is only happy when the four come to visit. none of the Adults know how to help her so they just keep her safe and cared for and hope she'll open up to them.

she does not. she takes the weird cat thats been hanging around and she runs away.

cherri does not see her for three years. shes still worse for wear in the mental health department and he can see all kinds of visions of what shes been through since the last time he saw her and he fucking hates the ultra vs bc they remind him of his past. he does not want her going down that path but its obvious that she isnt crazy abt the ultraviolence thing either so thats a relief.

they have a kind of tense relationship throughout the comics. he feels like he failed her and that spirals into feeling like he failed the four for not being a good adult to them and fun ghoul for not helping enough when his commune was bombed and all kinds of shit and that irrational thinking mixed with plain old, yknow, caring about the girl, is what makes him take a bullet (laser. whatever) for her.

i was trying to figure out the timing of each of their ghost experiences, but i want both of them to talk to the witch and im just gonna make it like dreams where a whole buncha stuff happens but irl its been like seconds. so its like barely a second while the girl has her Witch Convo and cherri FINALLY gets a straight answer, yes there is weird shit going on with him having powers. he doesnt have any story-significant past lives because im lazy, hes just an old soul. like really fuckin old. the amount of latent life experience and stuff his soul/energy/whatever has picked up along the way makes him VERY noticeable to gods n stuff. he fuckin lights up all the alarms like what the FUCK is that over there. she wasnt rly able to get to him or even properly notice him while he was a kid and a young adult so shes happy to finally see him again. he has a STRONG sense of familiarity with her. they know each other on a wild ass level that he cant really comprehend.

welp thats some more lore I'll have 2 think abt. anywayz

post canon is when he and val get to have the most awkward spiderman meme moment of realizing that they have the same trauma SOOOOO thatz fun lol /s sorry kings i thought it would be fun to give u something fucked up to bond over <3

not much changes in his personality. he has a better understanding of Weird Magic and delights in freaking out the ultra vs but for the most part he returns to his life at the radio station. i love him

THIS GOT SO CRAZY LONG I DID NOT MEAN 2 GO THROUGH EVERY PART OF HIS LIFE LIKE SOME WEIRD CHARACTER STUDY but here we are. this is basically a first draft like almost all of this is subject to change but u gotta start somewhere. so heres my start i love this guy. its probably obvious but i have not read ANY twitterverse killjoys stuff </3 maybe i will someday idk

[kakashibestie]

what an INSANE afternoon besties ok so in class we did a LOT of footwork and i was like ok what's happening and my instructor was like ok so...we are going to be doing a lot of this from now on so you can prepare for pointe and then she showed me pictures of her own progress on pointe from 2019 up until now and was like when it's time for u to get fitted i'll go with you to make sure you're in the right shoes and i was like BRO...NO WAY. then when i'd recovered from That i got a call from a remote back office job i'd applied for ages ago and now i have an interview tomorrow and and and then im going to break this guy's heart when i tell him i cant see him today OR tomorrow or any time before my september trip bc i simply am too stressed and CANNOT cope holy shit

[what-the-fuck-khr]

do it... go off legend!!

god fanon pisses me off sometimes,,, I’m glad I’ve got people encouraging me to be petty thank you

let me make it clear that naturally, fanon is fan made. do whatever you want. but these are the things I don’t like at all and it’s in the safety of my blog so if you’re not happy, simply do not interact with this post bc I will have every right to defend myself and my opinion and I run the chance of not being nice about it

FOR STARTERS ONE THAT GETS ME IS HAYATO??? that’s IT fanon Hayato is AWFUL!!!! AWFUL. he lives in Tsuna’s basement or attic or closer bc he’s got no self respect or respect for Tsuna!! he’s SO GRUMPY and angry he has no respect for ANYONE!! but also he’s a super super big tsundere or some shit uwu. shut up shut up shut up shhhhurbrhjdjdjd FUCK ginchxjs easily embarrassed isn’t tsundere shut the fuck up! and even if he IS y’all take it SO FAR sometimes I cannot!! ohmgkgodh ohhhh my god this is the first one and I’m fuckifndjd oh my god oh my god

based on the last two posts I reblogged difnfkdjis the characters I’m talking about are Takeshi, Ryohei and Hayato respectively. for fucking starters, making Takeshi and Ryohei our to be literally so incompetent at everything they do is... so infintalizing I cannot breathe oh my good god wow. they’re not fucking stupid!!!! they have their moments it’s haha funny I know I’m like “wow look at this idiot” but like also,,, so are the other boys. I say it when they do do something dumb. by it’s quite frankly a little stupid sometimes. but wodkflfkdgsij good GOD y’all make it out like they’re BABIES?? and the sassy and mean thing Hayato’s not fuckifnfjdh HES NOT SASSY HE HAS NO WITS IN ARGUMENTS HE YELLS AND FIGHTS OFJFNJDJ GOD DAMMITITJFJ

next one is Lussuria god iskdnckdn I can feel myself getting a headache thinking about fanon Lussuria fucking STOP?? that’s it don’t even look at him!! already he’s a pretty big stereotype of gay men which is. not nice. and y’all take it even fucking further y’all make me wanna die what is y’all’s problem???? I’m???? the way y’all treat him as the biggest fucking gay stereotype (and let’s be real, drag queens too) makes me want to scream. he’s a normal fucking person what is y’all’s deal omg write him like that christ almightyyyyy

,,,,,,,,, fanon Dino and Kyoya,,,,, now y’all know my gripe with these two and their nasty ship already but wowowowowowowowowowowowow. wow. what the fuck is UP with y’all making Dino a CHILD compared to Kyoya??? HES AN ADULT HELLO?? or y’all take it a step further and make Kyoya super submissive whatrjdufifuckvjfb WHAT THE FUCK,,, I’m gonna pop off on you freaks shipping it but I’ve done that enough so I’m sparing y’all for one second christ

and on GOD just.... just fucking.... fndjsjdbdksjj Mukuro will literally gut you stop makingjdhsidnd HES NOT NICE HE ISNT!!! HE ISNT NICE HES NOT IM GONNA CRY WHAT IS YALLS PROBLEM,,,

on the fucking note of the Kokuyo gang,,, I just feel like y’all treat Ken the same way y’all treat Takeshi and Ryohei except you make him excessively angry in comparison it’s nuts?? also this is just me but I hate the damn barcode joke for Chikusa I want it to die. also M.M is mean but the amount y’all hype her up to be a beast is also nuts do we even watch the same show imdngnnfodhd

ohhhhhhhhmygod oh my god back on the fucking Takeshi and Ryohei train I’m not over it like WHY DO YALL DO THAT??? MAKE THEM INTO BABIES WHO CANT DO ANYTHING???? oh no they’re not book smart guess that’s the only way to measure someone’s intelligence! I hate y’all I hate this what the fuck,,, like on god Ryohei might be ADHD coded and I’m like wow that’s so cool I love you!! and y’all make him into a big fucking yelling toddler who can’t do Anything At All and I wanna astral project. and then also y’all don’t let him interact with his sister!! what the fuck is up with that??

in general a lot of the portrayal for the Varia is off and weird but like whatever the Lussuria thing gives me a headache as it is thinking about Bel and Fran and crap makes me wanna neck

also how y’all treat the girls is no better than the actual series just say you hate women and fuck off im tired

not to goddamn MENTION Tsuna I fuckfiocndjfb ohhh my god oh my god. oh my god. y’all are somehow LUCKY he’s the one y’all fuck up the least jesus christ y’all,,, y’all stress me out to the MAX

ALSO HARU’S NOT A FUCKING IDIOT KLUTZ SHES A GYMNAST AT SCHOOL AND IS THE DAUGHTER OF A UNI PROFESSOR AND GOES TO A GOOD ALL GIRLS SCHOOL AND HAS SO MANY TALENTS SHUT UPPPPP

[princecoolkid]

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ik no one cares so i won't cascade a flood of shit on the dashboard, lmao. I just dunno what to do anymore

I don't feel welcomed in my own damn server. I so want to just delete it and move on and idk why I'm keeping it running still. All it does is annoy me and fill me with anxiety and paranoia and it's literally keeping me up at night and none of them care. maybe i sound stupid and childish but I just can't handle the responsibility anymore feeling like I'm hosting a party I'm not having fun at.

I'm even thinking so far as to delete my whole discord account. and either staying off there for good or starting fresh with select people. probably the people i would still wanna talk to don't want to talk to me anyway.

i hate being 26 and still feeling every little thing people say affect me, why haven't I grown the fuck out of it? why do i fucking analyze EVERYTHING, I simply cannot fucking STOP, my stupid brain sees every little thing that's off as an attack and builds this narrative of how others see me. i just wanna bash my fucking head in and break my brain so it shuts up or just yank it out. i think so fucking much sometimes it gives me a damn headache

its like im self destructive i want all the normal things, i want friends and i want love, but i always have to find a way for people to not mean it unless they're perfect or something and even then im afraid of perfection bc of this one bitch

i wanna be nobody again, i wanna be that one artist that talks to and hangs out with no one, just reply with every comments like thank you!!! and thats the most you get out of them. i miss those times, i miss being nobody.

i spend all day thinking and thinking and thinking and fucking thinking and i get absolutely no breaks except when im dead asleep but actually falling asleep is so gd hard.

you know what? strike that. not even when im dead asleep. bc i had a nightmare last night, and thats probably whats pushing me extra on edge today. i hate my dreams so gd much, theyre always about what im stressing about or what i used to stress about or my fears or sometimes they even create a whole new fear for me!!!

i jsut wanna delete, i wanna delete everthing, i wanna delete my art and my personals and be compeltely wiped from the web but i cant bc some asshole out there is gonne repost or pinterest my stupid art and its gonna be out there!!!!!!!!!i wish there was a button to obliterate everything from me from the internet and from people's personal shit.

i'm so tired, i am so so tired, i wish i would get amnesia and start anew or something

[whrrlwind-a]

*:･ﾟ✧ i said i wasn’t gonna do this, but fuck it. my city now.

*:･ﾟ✧ whirl naturally has chaos energy as part of his being--- both positive and negative, though it’s untapped regardless as i like to believe he’s relatively unaware of it (passing off the fake emerald incident as just a stroke of good luck). as expected like with all instances of chaos energy being used, emotions are a big part of it. whirl, generally speaking, is a positive person! so naturally he vibes with the positive chaos energy. buuuut as we all know, he’s also got his negative side which he does his best to hide from others. that dormant chaos energy? yeah, it gets affected by that too. like i mentioned prior, this energy is all untapped potential that whirl does not mess with whatsoever, so he will not suddenly tap into it when the going gets tough. it’s dormant--- until his mental health gets pushed to it’s absolute limits, then does something arise in him.

*:･ﾟ✧ something very, VERY bad.

*:･ﾟ✧ IMPORTANT NOTE: this is NOT the same fleetway seen on @chaosbcund​​​. that fleetway is HIS OWN PERSON, who just RESEMBLES sonic bc of his origins. THIS fleetway (who i will refer to as swirl, for differentiation’s sake) IS ACTUALLY SONIC. thus, whirl IS NOT fleetway’s original sonic, and those two are not linked at all. thus, these two renditions of fleetway are completely separate from each other.

*:･ﾟ✧ SWIRL IS DIFFERENT. swirl is the result of whirl being pushed to his mental limits, and succumbing to it, as well as that dormant negative energy. it’s enough to naturally put him into a super state due to such high levels of stress on the body and mind, but does not last NEARLY as long as his normal super state would, alongside being COMPLETELY UNHINGED and CONSTANTLY going for throats in a blind, emotionally unstable rampage. he is NOT a separate personality or anything like that, it is whirl being overwhelmed by such negative power that he cannot control himself. it’s when that limit is broken. bc swirl does not have the same background as fleetway, he has no real origin behind him--- he’s just what happens when whirl fucking mentally snaps.

*:･ﾟ✧ IT IS INCREDIBLY RARE TO MAKE SWIRL APPEAR. hell, whirl doesn’t even know he can just snap like that so badly to prompt swirls existence. it requires whirl to be under a lot, and i mean A LOT of emotional stress in order to succumb to it and become swirl, and trust me--- it’s not easy to get him like that. genuinely, swirl will only appear RARELY.

*:･ﾟ✧ when swirl does appear though, he is a complete NIGHTMARE. he does not hesitate, he will attack anything that moves, and is just overall DEADLY to be around. there are cases however where swirl isn’t completely feral and attacks everything on sight--- sometimes, it can just be described as him having a MASSIVE, DESTRUCTIVE BREAKDOWN bc it’s gotten to that point that he just cant handle it all anymore--- it just gets bad enough to bring swirl out! THE EMOTIONAL SODA CAN HAS EXPLODED.

*:･ﾟ✧ i know im a broken record at this point, but i just want it to be abundantly clear: SWIRL IS WHIRL. not some kind of second personality with it’s own conscious, that is whirl. you speak to him by name, he’ll respond to it. he is still whirl--- just completely off his shit bc he’s so mentally fucked and overwhelmed by his natural negative chaos energy feeding off his own negative emotions. like i said once again tho, it does not last NEARLY as long as his usual super state would should he remain as swirl for as long as he physically can--- if whirl get’s a grip on himself and calms down before that time limit is reached though, he’ll return to normal. he can be spoken to when either attacking or simply having a breakdown in this state, and he can be calmed down--- but he’s still dangerous to be around regardless. it’s whirl, he’s still in there--- but it’s his emotions that have taken the wheel when swirl is active. he does not remember anything he does as swirl and if he does, it’s blurry and in bits n pieces. becoming swirl completely exhausts him, so he either would pass out after or just be incredibly weakened.

[surprisings-remade]

things i love about: 💞💘 @jingertonic 💞💘

like this post for one of these !

s - sensational ! shirley you rly exceed each and every expectation i have of you like .... whenever i think of you i think of an incredibly kind angel who is a blessing to the world in licherally every way but ???? i was looking at your blog just now and i was ???? proven as vastly undermining your greatness :o ✨💫☀️🌙✨☀️🌙✨☀️ youre every bit of what i said but also so much more???? youre really just So nice and So kind and cute an amazing and ethereal and lovely and !!! i wish there were words to describe you but there simply are not :(

h - heartwarming . . . every single time you cross my mind, shirley, i cannot help but smile ! i get so happy when i think of you and interacting w you is so so so lovely !! i dont think i can explain just how charming your presence is but i think the word marvelous comes close 🍓💌 we havent talked much but the times we have ???? unforgettable !!! i really sincerely 100000% hope you know the impact you leave on ppl !!! 💫🏹

i - irresistible bc shirley i cant help but love you so much and want to shower you in love 24/7 like !!!!!!! whenever i think of you i wanna send you my whole ass heart ?? like all of it as quickly as possible bc you Deserve it and more !!! you deserve to be told how amazing you are every day and you deserve all the goodness in people’s hearts :( 🌸💭⭐️

r - radiant !! shirley !!!!!!!! you licherally and genuinely shine so bright like .... your presence in the world ?? in the Universe ??? lights it all up 🍓🥇💗💘🍓🌸 like! you're just so so so so kind and amazing and sweet to everyone all the time it’s so pleasant and charming and enchanting ???? you really light up my life and everyone else’s too :((( i hope you know how much of an amazing and bright presence you are for us all  🏹💘💗💗

l - longevity bc my love for you ??? its longevity is never-ending :( never expiring or weakening or loosening !!! 💞💗💘💖💞💗 my heart is never drifting from you :( tbh we havent interacting much i know but still you ?? really mean a lot to me !!! 🤧🌸💌🏹💗🍓🌸💌🏹💗🍓🌸💌🏹💗🍓 your presence in my life and your kind words and your friendship ???? priceless !

e - edifying is a new word for me so i hope im using it in its full and correct context but !! from what i understand it’s kind of a synonym to enlightening ? like morally/intellectually ! i saw this word and thought of you because youre so incredibly kind ! your heart ??? galaxy sized !! and i think i could learn a lot from you and i sincerely wish to someday be even a fraction as kind as you 💗💘💖💗💘

y - youth !!! shirley you remind me of the concept of youth tbh ! youth in actually might be ??? questionable .. but the idea and concept of it is so amazing !! like when i hear youth i think of a world w/o stress ??? and playing at the park on cool summer evenings and having best friends that you go everywhere with?? idk it’s just ! the Dream... n i relate it to you shirley 💘💗💞💗💘

[clulessmess]

ohhhhhh my fucking god.

I need to get around to making that neocities.

EDIT: um. Ok. Accidentally Posted a vent mid typing

I dont feel like retyping any of that so ill just edit this in the morning since its getting late

So yeah here i go free write venting sawry <3

Just gettin them (unfinished) feelings out

fyi recently decided to check out what neocities is abt after hearing friends gushing abt it n after scrolling around sites I got hyped n decided to make my own neocities after I realized this could possibly solve all my problems sdhkhkfgd

first of all,

............. not to bring this up for the 7848234th time but. yeah Im still having spiraling thoughts abt my girl + the AU. Yes, as I said earlier the intensity of those spirals have died down significantly. but unfortunately its still there, at the back of my mind. and uh oh!!!!!!!!!! unfortunately theres days where it spikes!!!! and frankly brothers i cant take these thoughts anymore,, i need a place to get the fuck away from social media 

I honestly feel thats the reason why I have these thoughts. I haaaate having to fucking overthink posting anything that could be percieved as cringe on my own fucking accounts to prevent the possibility that it could be the post could have me marked as a sort of “lolcow” or laughing stalk known to the internet. I haaaaate that when I have to talk to ppl, fuck even my own online friends, i haveta be walking eggshells via the irony mask and hide shit bc if i feel if i do i have justify my stance to not be seen as cringe!!!!!! I haaaaaaaaaate this fucking terminally online paranoia!!!!!!!!

and I know me saying “I need to get away from social media, im growing paralyzingly sick from my chronically online brainrot” and proceeding to still do this in an another online public space instead of just simply just stop posting abt Her + the AU and maybe even mass delete anything abt them if theyre doing nothing but causing me stress is a weird decision.... but ok.. hear me out

as a creative, the alternative (just mass deleting + stop posting)  is just.....feels so alienating? Like we all crave..an audience??? idk how to fucking explain it but we all like the idea of at least a few ppl liking our stuff? And despite all this headache,,, i still care her 🥺

the thought that this thing I care abt, that I made with my own two hands, that I cannot ever show that to anyone.... thats devestating

I think the reason I keep spiraling is that I feel there is no safe space for me to post abt this. Perhaps specifically fear of the wrong type of ppl catching wind of it.

The current online landscape is fucking hell. Irony poisoned n the standards are so high, ppl will not put up with mediocrity or cringe and they will be LOUD and clear about that.

Not even tumblr is safe.

Neocities though, from what ive seen its the fucking safe haven for self indulgence. Its not uncommon for ppl to have these things called "shrines", a small subwebsite within a website commonly used to just like. Infodump abt whatever thing they like, often obscure and maybe a little "cringe" (i dont mean this to insult them but like. Yknow what i mean right)

Additionally, I wont have to worry about the Wrong People" finding out abt me and My Bullshit. Or most anyone discovering me and My Bullshit. Being into neocities is kinda a "niche", most ppl dont know anything abt neocities asides from programming nerds rlly nostalgic for the old days of the internet!

If anyone for whatever reads this made it this far... Yep. I finally actually went through with the decision of deleting any trace of her off both my tumblrs. I will no longer be talking about her on tumblr unless until this game releases.

Its the perfect place to hide her for now....

Besides, ive been let go of the only job my incompetent ass could ever do but probably still fucked up anyways.  Think I need a fucking hobby that could maybe double as a skill so. Why not dust off what little programming stuff I know and expand upon in it in case my moms right and I cant rlly get my art career to pop off

Though... I guess the one downside for this is that while I hopefully wont be able to directly recieve hate about the AU...I dont think I will be able to recieve any possible love for it either.

As much as i hate to sound like some attentionwhore, and as much as i had a crippling fear of being found out by the Wrong People... there is a small inkling hope and..curiosity for people that might like it

Again, neocities isnt well known. The one upside to me posting my GLITCHED shit on tumblr is that this is prrobably? The only place where GLITCHED has an actual fanbase on tumblr, so i could like get engagement (ugh.... Hate phrasing it like that. Like im sort of numbers obsessed influencer. But i cant think of what else to call it. The possibility of the fans + the rare outsider interacting n being able to read nice or funny little notes), so I highly doubt anyone is going to think to click on the link to my Gina shrine since GLITCHED isnt well known either once I finish my neocities. Even if someone was curious enough to find my website + the shrine n wanted to express that they liked it, Neocities doesnt have a built in system where people can send messages to the creator.

I am going to post the link to my neocities, since well. I know that there is a small few who did like her (or just appreciated the passion i had).

[thamvos]

SHIPPING INFO !! answer the following for your muse so people know how shipping works on your blog.

WHAT IS YOUR OTP FOR YOUR CHARACTER(S)?: fate is a fuck and i have no medusa ships that appear in stay/night and like 2 grand order ones that have no canon context to go by bc medusa just doesn’t show up as a major player in any singularities in this form

WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO WRITE WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING?: Ah, mostly fluff? more intense stuff I’d prefer implied. Taxes? Domesticity? if it comes to that whatever boats ur float

HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?: oogh ok so I’M NOT COMFORTABLE WITH SHIPPING HER WITH ANY STAY/NIGHT MASTER, let’s get that off the bat, I don’t care what’s ‘canon’, the longer she’s in this era this Medusa really isn’t keen on repeating those mistakes. Besides that other heroic spirits/long-lived characters are probably most ideal w her, but as long as you’re well into your 20′s thats fine. (Cant be too picky when you’re millenia old)

ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING?: yyyeah, idk i talk about romance and this muse is a flirt but i myself am actually a chicken and medusa herself needs a lot of development before she’s gonna be having even just subtext w anyone

HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY ARE CONSIDERED NS/FW?:  Let’s go with if it wouldn’t happen in public it’s getting thrown under a tag. actual acts probably wouldn’t end up on the blog period as id rather imply those.

WHO ARE THE CHARACTERS YOU SHIP YOUR CHARACTER(S) WITH?: all ill tell you is its all women.....

DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?: PLEASE, and i cannot stress this enough, PLEASE.  i’d VAAAASTLY prefer that, this muse is a flirt and im constantly terrified i might be leading people on  sobs. if we haven’t discussed anything then consider it simply flirting

HOW OFTEN DO YOU LIKE TO SHIP?: i talk about it a lot but man....depends on the muse, there’s some i can go w/o shipping and multishipping w one muse....scares me...im too scatterbrained for this stuff im sorry

ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE - OR - LESS?:  that being said i?? do like talking about ships uh..........it really depends on what’s going on w the muse if i have a lot of other things to preoccupy myself w w the muse it’ll hit the backburner, or if the muse just isnt much of a romantic? romance is fun to write tho

ARE YOU MULTISHIP?: nope; there’s no reason for me to be in an affiliated situation unless it’s polyamory and even if my muse could handle i uh. don’t think i have the capacity to do so, sorry!! 

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SHIP IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM?: fate is a lawless fuckhouse full of yarn my favorite fate ships are few and far between and have no connection to medusa, so not gonna go on about it.

FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU?: talk to me about it and we can see where we go! ooc plotting and previous interaction building up are both pretty important to me though in what combination is flexible; though do note i’d vastly prefer starting with interacting ic before plotting if we don’t know each other well ooc. 

[skzfaker]

hehe yes im a horror writer, it's what i do :') i just simply cannot write cute scenarios

omg wow, to meet skz. i have a (not very close) friend that literally saw them and waved to them in LA a year ago and i was like wtf!!! hopefully u can see them someday! being in japan or korea makes it a little easier to see them imo, coming from an american

AHAHA yes i am exactly with your manager. that's my timezone

and yes, ofc im being paid to lifeguard :) it's a chill pool so i dont have to stress about a ton of people which is super nice

thanks for the luck on the scarf!

omg, someone who doesnt like mullets like me. it seems like most people do, which is fine, but as part of the minority im like,,, why 😔 i also agree, the longerish mullet but also not mullet is better. i think for me it just reminds me too much of southern men with mullets, and i hate those with a passion. "they're not the same" but they're the same name! augh. but im definitely someone that likes shorter hair on guys

and omg i think you're right, i cant think of felix ever having dark hair except at debut. damn. they should let him have his dark hair for a bit lmao. to heal

and no problem! it took me a sec to respond to this bc it's a little busy so we're both a little busy haha. gl with your holiday prep tho! it's almost there :) do u have any gifts that you really want?

- 🎅

Okay my electricity went out right when I wanted to answer (￣^￣)

Aww man I’m very jealous - I hope skz saw them wave! And you’re totally right. Since kpop caters so much to the jp market it’s much easier to meet them there and just…get merch in general. Oh the amount of money I’ve spent in tower records…Thank you tho - manifesting we meet our boys eventually!!

…I guess I’ll monitor the times you’re online and wonder why you’re not asleep too then HAHAHA. I mean at least you won’t be telling me to do stuff when you talk to me so it’s all good. Btw, how do you prefer to talk to your mutuals/friends here? Through DMs, asks, or do you use outside services like discord? (Asking partially because I’m always interested in how people communicate and partially because I wonder how I’ll most likely talk to you after this)

Eyy the pool sounds like a good sidegig then! I’m guessing you only do it on vacation days or during the weekend?

HAHAHA YES THOSE MULLETS ARE JUST NOT GREAT. Like I always picture billy ray cyrus during the 90’s first when mullets are brought up oh god imagine an idol with that exact haircut And right? Can they just..not have the same name? Because we’re always going to think of the bad hairstyle first.

YES. Another person who supports the Felix scalp recovery movement! We’re so used to seeing him blonde and he does look good with it but definitely it needs to heal for a bit.

Oh and it’s cool - we’re only a few days until reveal day anywhoos! Reply as late as you feel like HAHAHA. As far as holiday prep goes, I’m still putting off wrapping gifts and just any prep in general so…gg I guess _(┐「ε:)_ how about you - how’s it going over there? Ah, and the gift I really want are the skzoo detective outfits. They’re so hard to find now and when I do find them they’re so expensive!! But they’re so cute so I want them ( ；∀；) what about you? Anything you’re hoping to get this year?